I Lost My Daughter to Suicide, This is How God is Helping Me Heal…
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Jesus please raise among your people spiritual warriors able to break generational curses and cast out demons. I declare on the name of Jesus that all spirits of depression, anxiety and suicide flee from all who come to watch this video. In Jesus name amen. Stay strong everyone and trust in the Lord. Fast and pray!
Thank you I really needed this!!! God bless you ❤
In Jesus name Amen
Amen!! I come into agreement in Jesus name❤️
Amen 🙏🏼 yesssss in Jesus’s mighty name 🙏🏼❤️
Amen 🙌
My heart hurts for every single woman that has felt pressured to get an abortion. I got pregnant at 16 & that was everyone’s go to “solution” otherwise I was “ruining my life.” By the grace of God, he has brought me & my son (now 6yo) through so much and has poured his loved out in abundance. Prayers for this sweet mama, what a powerful testimony. 🙏🏽💛
My mother in law tried to force my gf at that time (2010) to abort the baby and my wife called me and she thought I was going to say abort and no, I said no you will not abort, our son is now about to turn 13yo and I thank God we didn't abort our little handsome boy and we are about to get our family bigger (family of 7) thank God for the huge blessings.
amen sister ,,Courage is great then ,fear ,God did not give us the Spirit of fear ,but The spirit of Life &love &peace &Joy
Powerful… May the grace of God keep your family close to Him who give peace always. Soon your family will be reunited with Valeria for His return.❤
God has a reason and a purpose for everything. He is control, just trust Him.
Thanks for sharing. Every heart knows its own sorrow. Now comes a prayer of complete surrender using caps as emphasis to help others find THE WAY AT GOD'S MERCY (HIS LOVE GIFT IN JESUS CHRIST) since our contract with survival is brokered with sadness, fragility and anxiety.
On a balcony of space STEPPED A PURE AND HOLY GOD. IN AWESOME SOLITUDE YOU STOOD ALONE. Not one faint star to give YOU light; just endless darkness, it was blackest night. But somehow in the darkness YOU COULD SEE.
YOU SAW mountains high and lofty, YOU SAW valleys lush and green. YOU SAW babbling brooks, and wildflowers grow, YOU EVEN HEARD a robin sing. Then through YOUR COMPASSION STANDING OUT THERE IN YOUR TOMORROW, YOU SAW forum's visitors, their families and friends. 🥰
YOU SAW them as sinners (missing the mark when aiming to solve a problem then creating another resulting in their weaknesses prevailing causing guilt of wrong doing) because there is no intrinsic righteousness in any of us due to Adam’s sin. YOU SAW them as they grew from a baby into adulthood due to YOUR HANDS OF MERCY. 🥰 YOU SAW them pursuing a career path for the purpose of obtaining the gains of the world not realizing that it is a loss compared to what YOU DID on the cross. YOU SAW them working long and laboring hard to receive justification by grace even though YOU stated, "This is the work of God, that ye believe on him whom he hath sent."(John 6:29 KJV) YOU SAW the unwillingness to accept YOUR PLAN OF SALVATION THROUGH YOUR SON JESUS CHRIST. YOU SAW them living with the guilt of committing crimes to the heart. YOU SAW them enduring personal crisis. YOU SAW the weight of the burden on their hearts with each tribulation. YOU SAW them seeking comfort from the above mentioned topography, ONE OF THE MANY MARVELS YOUR PERFECT HANDS HAVE MADE. 👏👏👏 YOU SAW their worries about tomorrow.
If their hearts were a window that they could look through, oh the pains and scars they would see. What a cruel fate the skin gives as a mask to the inward pain. But the skin couldn’t cover THE SUFFERING YOUR ONE AND ONLY SON BORED on the cross as PAYMENT for all our sins because HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS ALONE HAD THE MERIT TO MEET THE REQUIREMENTS OF YOUR HOLINESS. Indeed, ONLY HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS IS SUFFICIENT TO SAVE us from this present evil world as evidenced by Mary's song of praise. "And Mary said, My soul doth magnify the Lord, And my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Saviour." (Luke 1:46-47 KJV) Awesome thanks to YOUR GREAT PARDON for being easy on the heart. 🥰
They have seen a lot of crazy things done in YOUR NAME. For example, the father of lies futile attempts to make crooked the right ways of the LORD to turn people away from faith in the WORKS OF JESUS CHRIST ALONE. How can anyone bear the thought of his or her life story detracting from the GLORY AND HONOR KNOWN TO BELONG TO CHRIST ALONE? As a consequence, YOU ARE A MYSTERY OF GREAT MYSTERY to them. Despite this conviction, YOU ARE MINDFUL of them as evidenced by the fact that YOUR JUDGEMENT is not speedy, allowing them to pursue the desires of the flesh.
They are aware of hypocrisy in religious assemblies that like to be seen and heard. In addition, secular education teaches that there is no right and wrong, if GOD exists there is no way of relating to HIM, and moral standards shift according to the whims of fashion. Therefore, their minds are conditioned to question everything this world has to offer including “THY POWER THROUGHOUT THE UNIVERSE DISPLAYED.” They have accepted the heavy burden of dealing with the troubles of this life and seek to know another way, YOU THE GREAT COMFORTER TO ALL who did receive YOU as their personal SAVIOR. Still, YOU have shown them NEW MERCY every day with each thought they make and each breath they take.
Unfortunately, like the prodigal son, we are all guilty of wandering far from YOU LORD because the negative experiences of our lives tend to build roadblocks to the TRUTH. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST HELP them to identify the way, truth, and eternal life (that is YOU). Since to know and follow your SPIRIT is more exciting than any 007 movies, and YOU DELIGHT MAKING the ordinary into extraordinary. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST MAKE them understand that there is no way around YOUR TRUTH, and that there is something about YOUR NAME. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST HELP them defeat in their minds what is false in YOUR EYES.
LORD GUIDE their thoughts to know that the path of sin is hard on their hearts for the purpose of crying out to YOU to know the joy, peace of having the heavy burden LIFTED by THE GOD OF PEACE I AM, and ANCHOR their souls in THE HAVEN OF REST. In other words, LORD use the storms in their lives to get a hold of them to trust YOU and believe. In truth, YOU ARE THE JOY that seekest them through pain.
LORD HELP their fainting hearts to believe that YOU, who was slain on the cross over 2000 years ago has the POWER TO CHANGE lives today through the INSTANTANEOUS GREAT FAVOR from GOD to the house of Israel made known in believers by YOU to make YOUR NAME EVERLASTING. 🥰 For as the statue liberates the citizens so the cross liberates the soul. ONLY YOU can calm the trouble waters of the mind when one admits to wanting salvation from one’s sinful nature, JESUS IS LORD, and believes in the heart that GOD RAISED HIM from the dead TO LIFT the heavy burden of sin's guilt away from the heart in accordance to YOUR WORD found in Psalm 51:1-10 KJV. 👏👏👏👏👏👏 O, the wonder of it all to experience within the flesh the feeling of a tree being cut back/pruned in order for it to grow stronger and more beautiful after meditating on the words of said Psalm. 🥰🙌
LORD MAKE them know that ONLY YOUR HOLY SPIRIT, through the experience of a new birth within believers, can prevent the family circle from being broken because THE HOPE OF ETERNAL LIFE YOU HAVE GRANTED means a chapter of their lives is decided. Creation sings the rebirth song for them yearly, through YOUR PROMISE of springtime, giving rise to the idea that by the mention of YOUR NAME flowers grow, and the desert blooms again. 🥰
LORD GUIDE their understanding of words to use to come into YOUR PRESENCE with an honest reverence of WHO YOU ARE to experience the beauty that time can't erase YOUR WISDOM resting on their faces. LORD STRENGTHEN their determination to never waiver in efforts to search for YOU because the wages of sin is too high for anyone to pay. Additionally, THE KING OF KINGS is needed in their hearts to learn how to expand their capacity to love for YOU are LOVE in any language. 🥰 Once they learn to speak it with boldness through YOUR WONDERFUL COUNSELING all the world will hear, and know that LOVE is the language of their hearts. So LORD, KEEP KNOCKING on their doors until they let YOU in to know hardships and struggles will end with a GREAT CELEBRATION WITH YOU. 🥰🙌
If one believes faith cannot be forced, YOU WILL GIVE that individual over to the stubborn heart to follow own counsel which will surely fail him or her to the extent that the punishment will last forever found in Psalms 81 NIV. Given this, I pray that YOU WILL MAKE that person see that this feeling is wasted for a world in which we become strangers as we age, gives us thrills instead of peace, aims to solve a problem but creates another, and unrest surges with each passing generation. Shed some light into their broken hearts for YOU ARE THE GREAT JEHOVAH, THE GOD THAT HEALETH thee.
Lastly, LORD when they call on YOU in earnest prayer to come into their hearts to be born again (repentance manifesting itself in a changed life), I pray that YOU WILL GIVE them the blessed assurance of their salvation because nothing breaks YOUR HEART, or tears YOU apart like when they cry from the trials of the devil who comes to slander, falsely accuse, steal, kill & destroy. Only by drawing nearer to YOU LORD will put them on a path to a glorious one way trip winding upward to YOU where pain is not welcome because the heart will never break anymore. For ONLY YOU UNDERSTANDS our tears since YOU LOOK at the heart, while humans look at the flesh.
O LOVE that will not let them go. When they don't have the strength to try, and have cried all they can cry hear their hearts that need YOU more today than yesterday. Many thanks LORD for speaking TRUTH in our lives TO BLESS those who are not offended by THEE. LET YOUR WILL BE DONE because YOUR LOVE ALONE CONQUERS everything by WAITING for them to cease struggling, and finally surrender to YOUR EMBRACE to learn about YOUR LOVE AND PROMISE TO TAKE CARE of your children exquisitely. 🥰 Since... "at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"... (Psalms 16:11 KJV), and the nail print for them to know YOU by answering the following question. How did CHRIST LOVE people into a relationship with HIM? 🥰
As soon as she started crying I cried. Lord give her and her husband strength during this time. Her faith is inspiring.
Praying for you. Yes hold on to Jesus like Job. You are a shining light for Jesus.
It broke my heart
I have a similar story of my daughter committing suicide last year. She was my only child. The pain was unbearable but God is my strength.
I'm so sorry. God alone is our strength. There's no other way.
Sorry
God is the Only source Of hope, confort and healing we have. Hold on tide to Jesus, our loving Father.🙏🙏🙏
I'm so sorry for yr loss..I'm praying for u that God will give u the comfort n peace n guide yr heart n mind in Chrsit Jesus.Amen.🙏
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Greatest man in history, had no servants, yet they called him Master. Had no degree, yet they called him Teacher. Had no medicines, yet they called him Healer. He had no army, yet kings feared Him. He won no military battles, yet He conquered the world. He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him. He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today🙏🏻. His name is Jesus.❤
AMEN!!!!
Amen 🙏
Amen
That is my Lord you are referring to right there. 🇿🇦 South Africa
Amen ❤
thank you precious sister. my daughter continues to cry for help through depression. she is 14. she loves Jesus and is also weary of this world. pray for my Arianna. I was blessed with your testimony.
I will be praying for her. God is in control. Don't forget that 🙏
@xiniabryan2304 thank you. I won't forget. my son left to heaven Jjne 18 2021... a car accident ...I found out as I watched the news. this makes the sufferings of my daughter seem harder. I will cling to your words....words that I too have shared and too believe.
I'm so sorry for the loss of yr Son.May he Rest in Peace.Im praying for yr daughter Arianna that God will gv her the peace n comfort n Guard her heart n mind in Christ Jesus.Amen.🙏
I was thinking of doing suicide. I can't take it anymore. Nobody loves me, even my family & they even bully/treat me bad. I don't have job, I live alone in a very small squatter area just to have sleep area. Im very weak not taking my maintenance for more than 6yrs. I have diabetes, hypertension, heart enlargement, hard to breath, easily gets tired, my feet/toes painful, my eyes need operation bcoz I can't hardly see. I was thinking ending my life. Even food I can't buy & always starving. So many trials, hardships, strugglings, am like a broken glass don't know how to pick up the pieces having all these strugglings😭
Still praying for you. Mathew 11:28
I felt myself chocking up while listing to this at work. As someone who dealt with sever depression, self harm, and suicidal thoughts as a teenager my heart goes out to you. Never stop believing in God and never stop praying. This was not your fault. The enemy will really play with your mind, praying for the youth is so important.❤
Hold Jesuschrist hand very tight and call him every day at any time, His words are true, he stated anyone who call me I will respond. He spoke the truth, he is the only way to salvation. I have proof that he is real.I call him and he respond when I need most. Blessings ❤❤ ❤❤
Thanks for sharing. Every heart knows its own sorrow. Now comes a prayer of complete surrender using caps as emphasis to help others find THE WAY AT GOD'S MERCY (HIS LOVE GIFT IN JESUS CHRIST) since our contract with survival is brokered with sadness, fragility and anxiety.
On a balcony of space STEPPED A PURE AND HOLY GOD. IN AWESOME SOLITUDE YOU STOOD ALONE. Not one faint star to give YOU light; just endless darkness, it was blackest night. But somehow in the darkness YOU COULD SEE.
YOU SAW mountains high and lofty, YOU SAW valleys lush and green. YOU SAW babbling brooks, and wildflowers grow, YOU EVEN HEARD a robin sing. Then through YOUR COMPASSION STANDING OUT THERE IN YOUR TOMORROW, YOU SAW forum's visitors, their families and friends. 🥰
YOU SAW them as sinners (missing the mark when aiming to solve a problem then creating another resulting in their weaknesses prevailing causing guilt of wrong doing) because there is no intrinsic righteousness in any of us due to Adam’s sin. YOU SAW them as they grew from a baby into adulthood due to YOUR HANDS OF MERCY. 🥰 YOU SAW them pursuing a career path for the purpose of obtaining the gains of the world not realizing that it is a loss compared to what YOU DID on the cross. YOU SAW them working long and laboring hard to receive justification by grace even though YOU stated, "This is the work of God, that ye believe on him whom he hath sent."(John 6:29 KJV) YOU SAW the unwillingness to accept YOUR PLAN OF SALVATION THROUGH YOUR SON JESUS CHRIST. YOU SAW them living with the guilt of committing crimes to the heart. YOU SAW them enduring personal crisis. YOU SAW the weight of the burden on their hearts with each tribulation. YOU SAW them seeking comfort from the above mentioned topography, ONE OF THE MANY MARVELS YOUR PERFECT HANDS HAVE MADE. 👏👏👏 YOU SAW their worries about tomorrow.
If their hearts were a window that they could look through, oh the pains and scars they would see. What a cruel fate the skin gives as a mask to the inward pain. But the skin couldn’t cover THE SUFFERING YOUR ONE AND ONLY SON BORED on the cross as PAYMENT for all our sins because HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS ALONE HAD THE MERIT TO MEET THE REQUIREMENTS OF YOUR HOLINESS. Indeed, ONLY HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS IS SUFFICIENT TO SAVE us from this present evil world as evidenced by Mary's song of praise. "And Mary said, My soul doth magnify the Lord, And my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Saviour." (Luke 1:46-47 KJV) Awesome thanks to YOUR GREAT PARDON for being easy on the heart. 🥰
They have seen a lot of crazy things done in YOUR NAME. For example, the father of lies futile attempts to make crooked the right ways of the LORD to turn people away from faith in the WORKS OF JESUS CHRIST ALONE. How can anyone bear the thought of his or her life story detracting from the GLORY AND HONOR KNOWN TO BELONG TO CHRIST ALONE? As a consequence, YOU ARE A MYSTERY OF GREAT MYSTERY to them. Despite this conviction, YOU ARE MINDFUL of them as evidenced by the fact that YOUR JUDGEMENT is not speedy, allowing them to pursue the desires of the flesh.
They are aware of hypocrisy in religious assemblies that like to be seen and heard. In addition, secular education teaches that there is no right and wrong, if GOD exists there is no way of relating to HIM, and moral standards shift according to the whims of fashion. Therefore, their minds are conditioned to question everything this world has to offer including “THY POWER THROUGHOUT THE UNIVERSE DISPLAYED.” They have accepted the heavy burden of dealing with the troubles of this life and seek to know another way, YOU THE GREAT COMFORTER TO ALL who did receive YOU as their personal SAVIOR. Still, YOU have shown them NEW MERCY every day with each thought they make and each breath they take.
Unfortunately, like the prodigal son, we are all guilty of wandering far from YOU LORD because the negative experiences of our lives tend to build roadblocks to the TRUTH. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST HELP them to identify the way, truth, and eternal life (that is YOU). Since to know and follow your SPIRIT is more exciting than any 007 movies, and YOU DELIGHT MAKING the ordinary into extraordinary. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST MAKE them understand that there is no way around YOUR TRUTH, and that there is something about YOUR NAME. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST HELP them defeat in their minds what is false in YOUR EYES.
LORD GUIDE their thoughts to know that the path of sin is hard on their hearts for the purpose of crying out to YOU to know the joy, peace of having the heavy burden LIFTED by THE GOD OF PEACE I AM, and ANCHOR their souls in THE HAVEN OF REST. In other words, LORD use the storms in their lives to get a hold of them to trust YOU and believe. In truth, YOU ARE THE JOY that seekest them through pain.
LORD HELP their fainting hearts to believe that YOU, who was slain on the cross over 2000 years ago has the POWER TO CHANGE lives today through the INSTANTANEOUS GREAT FAVOR from GOD to the house of Israel made known in believers by YOU to make YOUR NAME EVERLASTING. 🥰 For as the statue liberates the citizens so the cross liberates the soul. ONLY YOU can calm the trouble waters of the mind when one admits to wanting salvation from one’s sinful nature, JESUS IS LORD, and believes in the heart that GOD RAISED HIM from the dead TO LIFT the heavy burden of sin's guilt away from the heart in accordance to YOUR WORD found in Psalm 51:1-10 KJV. 👏👏👏👏👏👏 O, the wonder of it all to experience within the flesh the feeling of a tree being cut back/pruned in order for it to grow stronger and more beautiful after meditating on the words of said Psalm. 🥰🙌
LORD MAKE them know that ONLY YOUR HOLY SPIRIT, through the experience of a new birth within believers, can prevent the family circle from being broken because THE HOPE OF ETERNAL LIFE YOU HAVE GRANTED means a chapter of their lives is decided. Creation sings the rebirth song for them yearly, through YOUR PROMISE of springtime, giving rise to the idea that by the mention of YOUR NAME flowers grow, and the desert blooms again. 🥰
LORD GUIDE their understanding of words to use to come into YOUR PRESENCE with an honest reverence of WHO YOU ARE to experience the beauty that time can't erase YOUR WISDOM resting on their faces. LORD STRENGTHEN their determination to never waiver in efforts to search for YOU because the wages of sin is too high for anyone to pay. Additionally, THE KING OF KINGS is needed in their hearts to learn how to expand their capacity to love for YOU are LOVE in any language. 🥰 Once they learn to speak it with boldness through YOUR WONDERFUL COUNSELING all the world will hear, and know that LOVE is the language of their hearts. So LORD, KEEP KNOCKING on their doors until they let YOU in to know hardships and struggles will end with a GREAT CELEBRATION WITH YOU. 🥰🙌
If one believes faith cannot be forced, YOU WILL GIVE that individual over to the stubborn heart to follow own counsel which will surely fail him or her to the extent that the punishment will last forever found in Psalms 81 NIV. Given this, I pray that YOU WILL MAKE that person see that this feeling is wasted for a world in which we become strangers as we age, gives us thrills instead of peace, aims to solve a problem but creates another, and unrest surges with each passing generation. Shed some light into their broken hearts for YOU ARE THE GREAT JEHOVAH, THE GOD THAT HEALETH thee.
Lastly, LORD when they call on YOU in earnest prayer to come into their hearts to be born again (repentance manifesting itself in a changed life), I pray that YOU WILL GIVE them the blessed assurance of their salvation because nothing breaks YOUR HEART, or tears YOU apart like when they cry from the trials of the devil who comes to slander, falsely accuse, steal, kill & destroy. Only by drawing nearer to YOU LORD will put them on a path to a glorious one way trip winding upward to YOU where pain is not welcome because the heart will never break anymore. For ONLY YOU UNDERSTANDS our tears since YOU LOOK at the heart, while humans look at the flesh.
O LOVE that will not let them go. When they don't have the strength to try, and have cried all they can cry hear their hearts that need YOU more today than yesterday. Many thanks LORD for speaking TRUTH in our lives TO BLESS those who are not offended by THEE. LET YOUR WILL BE DONE because YOUR LOVE ALONE CONQUERS everything by WAITING for them to cease struggling, and finally surrender to YOUR EMBRACE to learn about YOUR LOVE AND PROMISE TO TAKE CARE of your children exquisitely. 🥰 Since... "at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"... (Psalms 16:11 KJV), and the nail print for them to know YOU by answering the following question. How did CHRIST LOVE people into a relationship with HIM? 🥰
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Yes, I heard testimonies people who are committing to suicide and they call up lord name, even for the first time they are saved and god protect them from committing suicide @@lb7084
@@lb7084absolutely true. He stands at the door and knocks ❤
My youngest brother took his own life in 2013. I asked my uncle who is a pastor about if he went to hell. He told me " if you die from cancer, does God take you? Or from an accident where something is broken or missing? How can you think that God would not also love and take someone to heaven who dies of a broken heart and mind and spirit?" This healed something inside of me that was so broken. I hope people can begin to understand this and not hurt the grieving families more by allowing such a lie against God.
Not being rude I know that mother is hurting BUT there is no way God can go against his words. Thou shall not kill so how a man commit suicide enter into heaven. God cannot contradict himself. No one wants to see their family go to hell BUT I can only give my sympathy and pray but I will not agree on that. God's word stands.
Remember Judas kill himself because he couldn't forgive himself for what he had done. Where is JUDAS??? Pls don't fall into emotions where you believe a lie. We have to follow what God's word says. Her story is really touching But I cannot go against God's word because of emotions.
@@anikawhittingham7603 not to be rude either but do you REALLY think that your comment is helping this grieving woman? She lost someone and you’re essentially saying they’re in hell. How helpful is that? You don’t have to agree, but you also don’t have to comment. Pray for them.
This is a very difficult topic. You may see it as rude, but if most of us Christians truly believed it to be okay to kill ourselves, then wouldn't you think there would be many more doing so? I believe this is a lie, and it may lead a few weaker Christians astay who are battling deep depression. Not all Christians are set free. We don't want to say it's okay, God forgives it, and encourage it. The reality is hard. I'm sad watching this.
Let's not forget, scripture does mention prophets who desired to die. They were weakened, feeling defeated. God knows we can reach these extremes. However, if we really love God, we will keep living for Him. If we are truly chosen then a way will be made. This woman's daughter was not saved and she made a tragic choice.
I lost my mother to suicide when I was 12 in 2009. And my birthdate is January 17, so this testimony hits a special spot. Thanks for sharing Miss
I have the same birthday. Bless you and your family❤
May your mom rest in eternal peace and may GOD give you and your family strength and courage in JESUS MIGHTY, PRECIOUS, AND MATCHLESS NAME AMEN!!!!!🙏🏽🤲🏽❤️☝🏽✝️
I’m sending you lots of love and hugs!❤❤
We have the same birthday❤
@@nessilashylla6862 may GOD bless you abundantly!🙏🏽🤲🏽❤️☝🏽✝️
It's very brave to talk about this openly!
I am so so sorry for your loss! I will be praying for you and all others affected by suicide. My daughter is 17 now but on 2/6/22 when she was 15 we almost lost her to suicide. I will never forget the feelings I felt when I found her in her room. I drive her to the ER just in time. They transferred her to intensive care where we stayed for 2 days. I remember praying by her side the entire time though and Jesus was in that hospital room with us, and she actually saw Him! I truly believe that He was there for your beautiful daughter too and He welcomed her with open and loving arms into Heaven. Jesus knows her heart and He knows she loves Him and she just wanted to be with Him and out of this fallen world. The depression and anxiety can be so overwhelming and our young people struggle with this daily. I pray that God will continue to bring healing to you, your husband and oldest daughter and all others who are impacted by this tragedy and so many others like it. 🙏🏻💞 Like you I also believe that Jesus is coming back soon and He is preparing our hearts to receive Him. You will be with your daughter in paradise soon ❤ God bless you and keep you until that blessed day!
I'm so sorry. I hope you and your daughter are ok now. Blessings 🙏
Suicide guilt separates anyone from GOD since it prevents them from asking for forgiveness. Every heart knows its own sorrow. Now comes a prayer of complete surrender using caps as emphasis to help others find THE WAY AT GOD'S MERCY (HIS LOVE GIFT IN JESUS CHRIST) because our contract with survival is brokered with sadness, fragility and anxiety.
On a balcony of space STEPPED A PURE AND HOLY GOD. IN AWESOME SOLITUDE YOU STOOD ALONE. Not one faint star to give YOU light; just endless darkness, it was blackest night. But somehow in the darkness YOU COULD SEE.
YOU SAW mountains high and lofty, YOU SAW valleys lush and green. YOU SAW babbling brooks, and wildflowers grow, YOU EVEN HEARD a robin sing. Then through YOUR COMPASSION STANDING OUT THERE IN YOUR TOMORROW, YOU SAW forum's visitors, their families and friends. 🥰
YOU SAW them as sinners (missing the mark when aiming to solve a problem then creating another resulting in their weaknesses prevailing causing guilt of wrong doing) because there is no intrinsic righteousness in any of us due to Adam’s sin. YOU SAW them as they grew from a baby into adulthood due to YOUR HANDS OF MERCY. 🥰 YOU SAW them pursuing a career path for the purpose of obtaining the gains of the world not realizing that it is a loss compared to what YOU DID on the cross. YOU SAW them working long and laboring hard to receive justification by grace even though YOU stated, "This is the work of God, that ye believe on him whom he hath sent."(John 6:29 KJV) YOU SAW the unwillingness to accept YOUR PLAN OF SALVATION THROUGH YOUR SON JESUS CHRIST. YOU SAW them living with the guilt of committing crimes to the heart. YOU SAW them enduring personal crisis. YOU SAW the weight of the burden on their hearts with each tribulation. YOU SAW them seeking comfort from the above mentioned topography, ONE OF THE MANY MARVELS YOUR PERFECT HANDS HAVE MADE. 👏👏👏 YOU SAW their worries about tomorrow.
If their hearts were a window that they could look through, oh the pains and scars they would see. What a cruel fate the skin gives as a mask to the inward pain. But the skin couldn’t cover THE SUFFERING YOUR ONE AND ONLY SON BORED on the cross as PAYMENT for all our sins because HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS ALONE HAD THE MERIT TO MEET THE REQUIREMENTS OF YOUR HOLINESS. Indeed, ONLY HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS IS SUFFICIENT TO SAVE us from this present evil world as evidenced by Mary's song of praise. "And Mary said, My soul doth magnify the Lord, And my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Saviour." (Luke 1:46-47 KJV) Awesome thanks to YOUR GREAT PARDON for being easy on the heart. 🥰
They have seen a lot of crazy things done in YOUR NAME. For example, the father of lies futile attempts to make crooked the right ways of the LORD to turn people away from faith in the WORKS OF JESUS CHRIST ALONE. How can anyone bear the thought of his or her life story detracting from the GLORY AND HONOR KNOWN TO BELONG TO CHRIST ALONE? As a consequence, YOU ARE A MYSTERY OF GREAT MYSTERY to them. Despite this conviction, YOU ARE MINDFUL of them as evidenced by the fact that YOUR JUDGEMENT is not speedy, allowing them to pursue the desires of the flesh.
They are aware of hypocrisy in religious assemblies that like to be seen and heard. In addition, secular education teaches that there is no right and wrong, if GOD exists there is no way of relating to HIM, and moral standards shift according to the whims of fashion. Therefore, their minds are conditioned to question everything this world has to offer including “THY POWER THROUGHOUT THE UNIVERSE DISPLAYED.” They have accepted the heavy burden of dealing with the troubles of this life and seek to know another way, YOU THE GREAT COMFORTER TO ALL who did receive YOU as their personal SAVIOR. Still, YOU have shown them NEW MERCY every day with each thought they make and each breath they take.
Unfortunately, like the prodigal son, we are all guilty of wandering far from YOU LORD because the negative experiences of our lives tend to build roadblocks to the TRUTH. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST HELP them to identify the way, truth, and eternal life (that is YOU). Since to know and follow your SPIRIT is more exciting than any 007 movies, and YOU DELIGHT MAKING the ordinary into extraordinary. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST MAKE them understand that there is no way around YOUR TRUTH, and that there is something about YOUR NAME. As time marches on, JESUS CHRIST HELP them defeat in their minds what is false in YOUR EYES.
LORD GUIDE their thoughts to know that the path of sin is hard on their hearts for the purpose of crying out to YOU to know the joy, peace of having the heavy burden LIFTED by THE GOD OF PEACE I AM, and ANCHOR their souls in THE HAVEN OF REST. In other words, LORD use the storms in their lives to get a hold of them to trust YOU and believe. In truth, YOU ARE THE JOY that seekest them through pain.
LORD HELP their fainting hearts to believe that YOU, who was slain on the cross over 2000 years ago has the POWER TO CHANGE lives today through the INSTANTANEOUS GREAT FAVOR from GOD to the house of Israel made known in believers by YOU to make YOUR NAME EVERLASTING. 🥰 For as the statue liberates the citizens so the cross liberates the soul. ONLY YOU can calm the trouble waters of the mind when one admits to wanting salvation from one’s sinful nature, JESUS IS LORD, and believes in the heart that GOD RAISED HIM from the dead TO LIFT the heavy burden of sin's guilt away from the heart in accordance to YOUR WORD found in Psalm 51:1-10 KJV. 👏👏👏👏👏👏 O, the wonder of it all to experience within the flesh the feeling of a tree being cut back/pruned in order for it to grow stronger and more beautiful after meditating on the words of said Psalm. 🥰🙌
LORD MAKE them know that ONLY YOUR HOLY SPIRIT, through the experience of a new birth within believers, can prevent the family circle from being broken because THE HOPE OF ETERNAL LIFE YOU HAVE GRANTED means a chapter of their lives is decided. Creation sings the rebirth song for them yearly, through YOUR PROMISE of springtime, giving rise to the idea that by the mention of YOUR NAME flowers grow, and the desert blooms again. 🥰
LORD GUIDE their understanding of words to use to come into YOUR PRESENCE with an honest reverence of WHO YOU ARE to experience the beauty that time can't erase YOUR WISDOM resting on their faces. LORD STRENGTHEN their determination to never waiver in efforts to search for YOU because the wages of sin is too high for anyone to pay. Additionally, THE KING OF KINGS is needed in their hearts to learn how to expand their capacity to love for YOU are LOVE in any language. 🥰 Once they learn to speak it with boldness through YOUR WONDERFUL COUNSELING all the world will hear, and know that LOVE is the language of their hearts. So LORD, KEEP KNOCKING on their doors until they let YOU in to know hardships and struggles will end with a GREAT CELEBRATION WITH YOU. 🥰🙌
If one believes faith cannot be forced, YOU WILL GIVE that individual over to the stubborn heart to follow own counsel which will surely fail him or her to the extent that the punishment will last forever found in Psalms 81 NIV. Given this, I pray that YOU WILL MAKE that person see that this feeling is wasted for a world in which we become strangers as we age, gives us thrills instead of peace, aims to solve a problem but creates another, and unrest surges with each passing generation. Shed some light into their broken hearts for YOU ARE THE GREAT JEHOVAH, THE GOD THAT HEALETH thee.
Lastly, LORD when they call on YOU in earnest prayer to come into their hearts to be born again (repentance manifesting itself in a changed life), I pray that YOU WILL GIVE them the blessed assurance of their salvation because nothing breaks YOUR HEART, or tears YOU apart like when they cry from the trials of the devil who comes to slander, falsely accuse, steal, kill & destroy. Only by drawing nearer to YOU LORD will put them on a path to a glorious one way trip winding upward to YOU where pain is not welcome because the heart will never break anymore. For ONLY YOU UNDERSTANDS our tears since YOU LOOK at the heart, while humans look at the flesh.
O LOVE that will not let them go. When they don't have the strength to try, and have cried all they can cry hear their hearts that need YOU more today than yesterday. Many thanks LORD for speaking TRUTH in our lives TO BLESS those who are not offended by THEE. LET YOUR WILL BE DONE because YOUR LOVE ALONE CONQUERS everything by WAITING for them to cease struggling, and finally surrender to YOUR EMBRACE to learn about YOUR LOVE AND PROMISE TO TAKE CARE of your children exquisitely. 🥰 Since... "at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"... (Psalms 16:11 KJV), and the nail print for them to know YOU by answering the following question. How did CHRIST LOVE people into a relationship with HIM? 🥰
I'm with you. Almost lost my daughter, 19 years old, on 5/24/23. Thank God my wife found her in time. She tried to get her out of the bed and they both fell to the floor. My wife called 911, and she was rushed to the Hospital where she also stayed for 3 days but checked herself into to the County for 1 week and was just depressing (almost like One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest movie). I explained to my daughter, who was at the age of accountability that because she didn't know Jesus she could have ended up in Hell. She's very well aware of the consequences of sin and that we've all fallen short, need to repent and ask Jesus into our hearts. She accepted Jesus in June. I'm so grateful to Father God and His wonderful Son Jesus for truly saving my daughter. She still has her struggles as we're just all living in very tough times. I myself am without a Job, and about to run out of money. But, I'm trusting God to take care of us. I pray for all the hurting souls out there. And as they said in this Video, if you know someone struggling with suicidal thoughts, please get them help. Let them know they're not alone. So many are hurting. May God protect and bless you all.
Hallelujah💞🙏🏻✝️
Amen! We come against the spirit of suicide, we refuse it in Jesus' name!
I CRIED SO MUCH WITH THIS TESTIMONIAL BUT I ALSO LEARNED SO MUCH. MAY GOD BLESS US ALL 🙏🏼♥️
I cried so much too 😭 Peace and blessings God bless you all 🙏❤
Me too. Especially the husband part cause that’s what I’m facing now. Going to my husband’s church with his side of families but he doesn’t wanna go to church and would rather stay at home sleeping . I didn’t pray enuf for him and also gave up and let God do the rest. After watching this I guess I have to fast and pray for God to touch his heart and reveals Himself to him
I lost my 14 year old son on 2/1/23 to suicide…I feel like we have similar stories. I am healing through God…I feel like I survive through my Bible, prayer and therapy. Psalm 34:18
We are survivors. Only God can help through this, my dear sister. I'm praying for you.
@@xiniabryan2304 Thank you, I prayed for you too…I could feel the same pain and emotions as you were sharing your story. We need to continue to share our stories and how God is helping us through the unimaginable pain and suffering we feel daily. I feel God’s presence in my life and know He holds me up when I can’t do it on my own.
@@xiniabryan2304Hi. I am a first generation Salvadorean woman 32, who lost my dad to suicide on 6/21/23. He was a refugee from El Salvador in the 80s. He was drunk, depressed when he did it. I cant explain it but I believe that he was saved. I cried and prayed for a sign, just one, to know that he was saved. I had a pschology appt that same day and my doc is a man who studied the bible and theology in college. He told me that we cannot comprehend Gods mercy. There is a moment before my dad pulled the trigger where he may have asked for forgiveness for what he was about to do. Thats all that is needed to be saved. I hadnt thought of that! I sat thinking was that my sign? Then 2 nights later I had a dream where his body was getting ready for cremation. I was told to say my final goodbyes and as I approached him his body started to come alive. He began glowing and he took a breath, opened his eyes and got up and smiled at me. He kept getting younger and shining brighter, even growing his hair. He was bald, balding. He was happy I hugged him and yelled, Stop the cremation! You cannot cremate a man who is ALIVE. Then woke up. I believe God gave me 2 signs and not one. Blessings to you and your family. i pray that the Lord will give all us who suffer these tradegies peace that surpasses all understanding. Take care.
So sorry😢lost my 23 yr old grandson on 12/11/23 It's devastating. But many don't tell or share their pain..
Amen, thank you for sharing your testimonies. We overcome by the blood of the lamb and the word of our testimony!
Powerful especially when she says " I know who is behind this ( the devil himself ). Pain, tragedy and all evil comes from the enemy. This sister and her husband have been working so hard for God and of course the devil wants to break them. We hold on to God irregardless!!!
There are only two testimonials that have TRULY moved me to tears. This is the second one. Lord, strengthen everyone grieving in whatever way. It is well, In Jesus' name. Amen.
I needed to hear that, our beloved Dannielle took her own life three years ago after a long time of bad mental health leaving us devistated but God gave me a peace in my heart she is fine and with him and your testimony is confirmation...Ppl need to STOP saying suicide leads to the wrong place its so so WRONG !!! .Gods ways are not our ways they are higher ...God bless you dear you will see your daughter again be strong xx.
Of course, it does
Remember, Satan is a liar
offcourse what does ?
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I lost my daughter to suicide 6 days ago. I feel your pain.
Im so sorry 😞 God be with you, dear sister 🕊🤍
So so sorry to hear that. 😢
So sorry I lost my son on 7.2.22 due to horrible car accident still hurts so bad. 😢😢
I am so sorry. God bless you
I am so sorry to hear this. You are a great mama. God bless you. You are in my prayers❤️
Xenia, I am so sorry for your loss. I can understand your situation, and I am so sorry. I know it's hard, but hold on. Your testimony was everything! God saved me from taking my life. I'm weeping with you.
When you said God (YAH) said, as he fought for Moses he is fighting for your daughter also. I believe she is well. I lost my nieces to suicide. I cried for more than a year. Finally, God spoke to me and said her name, and said she is fine. I love you Sister Xenia and hold on to God and Jesus Christ ❤️🙏🏾
I’ve struggled with thoughts of suicide since the age of 12 and deeply in my 20s. I’m 38 now. The last thoughts of suicide I had was a yr ago. I have no idea why this has been my burden but my belief and love for Christ is so deep; He has carried me through every time. I know He will use my experience for a greater purpose. I coincidentally now work in mental health and I’m pursing my NP. Im able to first hand understand my patient’s deep pain. I’m able to speak of the love of Christ daily in my interactions with patients. It has brought me great joy. There is no greater human experience than to stare into the eyes of another human and be able to radiate the love of Christ in the place of darkness they sit in and witness hope be restored. The enemy has tried hard to take me out; but by the grace of God I have been protected and able to pull through . I pray God continues to have mercy on me and sanctify me according to His will.
God is good all the time. Glad u r still here.
God is good no matter what happens to us. Thank you for sharing your story. I’ll pray for you!
How beautiful! What the enemy meant for evil, God used for good 🕊️
Yes, amen.
Praise God !
I lost my brother from suicide in 1997 never got over it..so sorry for your loss
I'm so sorry. It's a nightmare, but through this hell, God comes and walks with us.
Sorry for your loss ❤
As someone who lost my father by suicide at 8 years old . This testimony touched my heart ! Thank you for sharing your testimony, and thank you Jesus !
I lost my Dad to suicide 9 months ago and God is great , he is the only one that gives me hope in this life on Earth
Her daughter took her life a year today. I can’t even imagine what she’s going through. God bless her
In the mighty name of Jesus please heal this mother and family over the death of her child. May you feel the comfort and love and peace of Jesus all over you and your family 🙏🙏🙏
Thank you for the beginning support for someone who is suicidal, I remember when I attempted it multiple times, it’s not that I didn’t want to live it’s that the pain and suffering and obsession to do it was so overwhelming every day every night and no one could acknowledge what my internal experience was, they just shamed me and made it about them and called me selfish, that doesn’t help a suicidal person, listening, true compassion, and not saying “well I can’t help you” is extremely unhelpful.
I understand. 🙏🏾
Very true ❤️🩹
You are not selfish my dear. Don't listen to anyone and believe that Jesus loves you. May Jesus give you hope, love and strength to overcome your suffering. My son committed suicide last year, and it was me and my husband who acted selfishly because we did not understand our son that he was depressed, did not understand his pain and suffering. I feel a lot of guilt now and pray that God will forgive us and our dear son. Every day, I pray
so that Jesus would save him and bring him to rest in His Heavenly Kingdom.
Amen 🙏
Thank you Jesus.
I also lost my daughter aged 13 in year 2006 .
Yes only Jesus can carry you
Thank you for the courage to share such a deep testimony. Depression is a strong battle and many are suffering in secret from it. May this testimony bring light and encourage those who feel that way to seek help. God bless you, you are a strong woman of God.
Wow this made me cry with her. I can imagine how painful she's gone through and yet she holds on to Jesus and stand in her faith. Yes your testimony will encourage many, many parents to love, support and look after their children esp.those who are going through deep depression and anxiety. I believe your daughter is now resting in the arms of Jesus. Keep up the faith God is using you in a powerful way.
Amazing testimony God Bless You! I needed to hear this in more ways than one. I relate my mom and brother have both committed suicide. It's hard but ony thru Christ my weaknesses are perfected by His strength. Many Blessings to you my sister in Christ!!
I send my condolences 😢 I’m grateful that she chose to share her testimony instead of following in her daughter’s footstep 🙏🏾❤️🩹
I truly believe that God is amazing and knows ALL. Prayers for families that experience these situations PERIOD😢
This is such a beautiful testimony-sharing her pain with us is helping. I never felt in my spirit that all those who took their lives went to hell as many of us were told. God sees their heart and knows what’s there. I too was in a place of such grieving I did not want to live and begged God to take me 4 yrs ago. Sometimes people get in so much pain they can’t bear it. But Jesus
The grief must be so raw. I've seen near death experiences of people who had committed suicide and they all experienced unconditional love. God said that it was time for your daughter to come home . This suffering world is beyond words and we have to endure so much pain. I don't believe in heaven and hell as places we go to because our hell is living in this mortal, suffering mind and heart. God is unconditional love and he will draw us all back to this state of being
My heart breaks for you and your beautiful family, my dear sister in Christ. I’m so happy to hear how God has been comforting you in ways only He can. I’m also happy that He led you to seek therapeutic help. Thank you so much for your transparency. God is using you to help a lot of families. I will keep you and your family in prayers. May the Lord bless you and keep you, may He makes His face shine upon you and give you peace 🌻❤️
I lost my oldest daughter to suicide/murder from a Toxic Relationship, and then my oldest son was having a hard time with her death, and tried one last Woh-Hah kind of thing, and overdose on Fentynal, within two months apart. It's made me look into the mirror, and take inventory of myself, and my walk with my Lord God and Savior Jesus. Keep your eyes on Jesus, not looking to the left or right. Keep running the good race, and fighting the good fight AMEN.
I am truly sorry for your loss! 😢 we lost a brother to suicide in 1993. He was only 33 years old. He is missed more than he could ever know!! Maybe this is your purpose to bring others to Christ through what happened to your daughter! You will see her again soon! ❤❤❤❤❤
I understand mental illness. Having gone through depression/anxiety and currently working on healing, I had periods of s***idal thoughts. It is satan putting thoughts in our mind, he studies us and knows our weaknesses. He tells you you are worthless, nobody will miss you, etc. DON'T BELIEVE IT! You are precious, you are loved, that is why God sent His son to die for our sins...for LOVE. We are loved! ❤ Remember this and reach out if you are ever dealing with thoughts of harming yourself.
You are spot-on! There is deliverance from Jesus. He will cast off that lying, shadowy presence that persecutes so many people.
thank you for your testimony ❤saved all from depression and anxiety in Jesus name every suicide thought cast down in Jesus name your so powerful in the lord people are going to be saved from this story millions all over the world 🌎 ❤✝️🙏💪💡🫶⭐️⛪️😘healing is coming your way !!!! You will see your seed grow on good ground 🎉
What an emotional incredible testimony. Praise the One True Faithful and Living God! This woman has the glory presence of God surrounding her almost like a golden sparkling pure light. Beautiful and precious Holy Spirit please continue to hold her tightly and be her comforter while she leans on Your strength! Amen! Amen!
Thank you for this testimony. I have personally battled depression and the spirit resignation, and now I’m free from those strongholds. If you’re suffering from depression, please don’t give up and know peace and relief is possible with love of the Word. I empathize with her and pray for the families healing. We don’t understand God’s plan, but faith helps us to trust the process of it. Peace and blessings.
I’m in Tears I felt God Speaking to me in this video Thank you you are touching lives God is a merciful God 🙏🏽
I have a testimony and I pray God gives me the opportunity to share it with the right person soon... I am 50 years old and what Jesus did for me blows my mind everyday 😢🙏🙌❤
Would love to hear it
Me too
Continúa luchando y no te rindas
Dios tiene un ejército orando por ti y tu eposo.
Tu hija esta con EL,
Se fuerte,
💔 Este es un mensaje difícil pero importante. Amén.
What a beautiful woman of God. Thank you for sharing your testimony and being so brave. May the lord bless you and your family 🙏🏻
Kindly regards from Germany!
😢 may God comfort you, mama.
I feel so ashamed of myself for being depressed right now After listening to your beautiful testimony I know I have to fight I need to seek Jesus only Thank you so much for the most humble testimony that I appreciate Thank you for teaching me & many, many others, to not give up Lots of love always in Jesus name Amen xx
Don't be ashamed depression is no weakness its often a chemical inbalence in the brain or all the neurons in your brain that's not wired together or firing yogether I no doubt that having faith gives people peace but when it's a chemical instance only tablets can help changing your diet yes but meds , therapy is the big circle in the middle snd all the other things coming off it it would be very dangerous if doctors have recommended you to take antidepressants same is they ever want to give you snyipsychotics
This channel is Amazing. I’ve been binging and crying all day. At the 33 minute mark. Sheesh.
Oh man, this testimony was so powerful. What a beautiful soul she is. 🕊️🕊️🕊️❤️
May the Lord God always keep his arms around you. Don't worry your daughter is in paradise with your best friend Jesus. Thankyou so much for your testimony. ❤❤❤❤❤ You helped me through the Lord God
I am so sorry for what has happened to your family, to you. I can see your strength. May He keep you covered in His oil of gladness. May your heart be healed. One day you will see Hilaria again. ♥
Thank you for sharing. Your daughter left on my 60th birthday. Time is passing so quickly and I know our time is coming up soon. I'm at awe of your strong faith and trust in GOD. I am also on my journey to being one with GOD. Like u said, GOD doesn't say that life will go smoothly when we live our lives according to His holy will. I'm grieving too and with your sharing, it comforts me and know I can go thru this but only with GOD by my side. Thank you and GOD Bless you and your family.
This is such a powerful testimony. God is certainly faithful even when we are not. I pray that His grace will continue to carry you throughout the various seasons of grief and life in the days ahead.
Stay with God! I’m super happy you are SDA! The end of the story is so clear. All will be restored in Him!
Awww 😭 to God be the Glory for your beautiful living testimony about his Amazing Grace through JESUS. God bless you and your family DECLARE LIFE &peace upon you in JESUS MIGHTY NAME🙌🏽🙏❤️
Your purpose is for you to help other people get through the same circumstances you have gone through. Amen.
This story transformed my heart. Thank you Lord. I bless Your name for Xinia’s life.
MayGod give you strength! No one deserves this pain ! Am struggling with my 3 brothers they are all alcoholic and homeless everything they touches they buy alcohol and drugs ! And am struggling with shame because of them and me I had to drink to try hidding my shame try no to be me even I can’t tell my husband my identity because I am ashamed but pray for me I want to quit alcohol and be a better mom to my son and my husband and to break all family curse! Who ever reading this pray for me am struggling with depression and anxiety! And am tired
I'm praying for you, dear sister. God has better plans. Just open your heart to Him and let him do the work on you. Surrender to Him, it's worth it.
I’ve never had a RUclips video affect me the way this one has. May god bless that sweet lady and her precious family
What a powerful testimony! May the Holy Spirit strengthen her and her family! Xinia mentioned the enemy lying to her that she needed to get things in order before coming to Jesus. This reminded me of what my friend asked a university student that we were evangelizing a few weeks ago; when the student said he wasn’t ready, my friend asked him, “what is it you want to do to get ready? Take a shower?” 😂 He surrendered to Jesus.
My heart breaks for you all, Valeria is beautiful ❤😢 Praying for you all and thank you for having the courage to share your testimony ❤
Thank you for sharing your testimony with us, Xinia. May the Lord use it to heal, encourage, and strengthen many people.
Wow this was soo touching! Had me in tears, her strength she found in Jesus thru it all! Soo moving!
Whatever you ask in jesus name, will be given to us in his time, amen...
God bless you Sister. May the Lord continue giv8ng you the strength all your life
Great contribution for today young generation through your message, people may experience! Thanks...
Thank you guys for doing this 😢… I’m so grateful
Oh my goodness! You are incredibly brave to do this testimonial just a few months after your daughter's death. It's absolutely clear from your testimony how you've become and continue to increase your faith and understanding of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. You touched my heart and soul. God bless you!
This hurt. I'm praying for this family. 😭
Thank you for your testimony l struggle with depression and walk away from Jesus l dont what l want Him to do only that l need Him now.
Come to Him. Is never too late. He loves you with everlasting love. Never forget that. Keep holding on. Jesus is coming soon, and all this pain will have an end.
So Beautiful, So Honest, So God! Thank you for sharing your story ❤️ Will help so many people 😊 God Bless you and your family...
Thank you for sharing your testimony. My prayers are with you and your family. I cried and am still crying. I pray our Heavenly Father continues to comfort you and your family as well as give you all strength, in Jesus name, amen. Love from East Tennessee 💜
PEACE BE WITH YOU; AMEN
Thank you guys for your hard work!
Happy Sabbath 💕 I’m thankful God is still faithful.
This touched me! She cried…I cried! Thinking about my daughter 😢😢😢
She is so strong
Prayers for you & your family. Your testimony gives many hope for many family members walking through the same steps as you. Your faith shows through this video. God bless you.
Amen... It's very touching n inspiring.... God bless u
So sorry, sister, for your loss, thought, and prayers. 🙏 ❤️
Gods grace is amazing grace the Holy Spirit sealed us in our heart after receiving Jesus Christ in our heart so don't walk in darkness but walk in the light
Meaning walk with Jesus.
You story touched me to the core. I cried throughout your story. Only God. Dont put Him in a box. When we serve God somethings can happen, just like John the baptist. Thank you for sharing Valeria.
Have mercy, Lord Jesus Christ. Please comfort this family. 💔🙏🏽
I lost my son as well was told for suicide but God tells me different, God has helped me as well in this hard time, 2 yrs later I lose my brother my best friend to cancer and that has broke me, and it's been hard for me to get back up, rt nw taking day by day to draw closer to Him and getting strength to rise up again
I'm so sorry. Jesus will sustain you and hold you 🙏 You are loved, and He will not let you down. Soon, very soon, we will see the king and our loved ones. Don't lose hope.
I am so sorry for your loss.I pray for the grace of God to be with you, and to comfort you
I love the way She loves God … it inspires me the way she trusts the Lord with all her heart despite everything she’s been through… Thank You Jesus, I needed this ❤️thank You for sharing your testimony 🫂thank you …❤️
Thank God that you have him through this tragedy! I will be praying for your family. You are so strong to tell your testimony... I'm almost 3 years out and am still afraid. God bless you❤️
I'm praying that one day you will find the courage to do so because it really helps to talk about it. The enemy likes to keep us down in self pity so he can mess with our minds. Give her the strength Lord to fight the good fight of faith in Jesus name.
@@janieferguson9754 thank you! ❤️
What a powerful testimony. I Felt God presence by listening to your testimony. And God using you to bring More people closet to Him.
Loving God Thank you and bless my Sister Xenia and the Ministry.🙏🙏🙏
Xenia soy Salvadoreña radicada en California y me alegro haber escuchado su testimonio. Siento mucho lo que le pasó a su hijita. Rezo por ella y por todas las personas para las cuales la última salida fué este atentado contra su vida. He sufrido de depresión últimamente y se lo que es pasar por estos momentos tan oscuros. Que Dios, Jesus y la Virgencita protejan y sigan guiando a su familia y que luzca la luz de Dios para el alma de su hija. Amen.
😢😢😢😢 so so so sorry I cannot even fathom the pain you are experiencing ! You’re absolutely stunning inside and out! Praying for you and your family!
This testimony brought me to tears. I can’t imagine how hard it was for this woman to stay so faithful to the Lord even after her daughter did what she did. The pain this woman must go through is unimaginable for many of us and yet she is still glorifying Jesus and his love. Many would blame him for such an even without realizing it was the enemy and not him. But she stood strong and does not blame him, that is one strong woman and I hope I can be like her some day.
❤ God does do many things we don't fully understand, but we have to trust him.
God allowed the enemy to destroy Job's life. When Job prayed, God was silent... then finally when He answered He did not explain Himself whatsoever. God basically said to Job, "what do you know? Who are you? Can you do any of the things that I do? If not... who are you to blame Me for anything I do, that you don't understand?"
God owned His decision to allow Satan to ruin Job's life. But He also restored Job to twice what he ever had before. ❤ and for us who follow Jesus Christ:
"Those who suffer according to God’s will should commit themselves to their faithful Creator and continue to do good."
1 Peter 4:19 ✝️👑
POWERFUL Testimony!!
Thank you so much for sharing!!
Praying for you and your family in the loss of your daughter that God may continue to give you His peace, comfort, healing and strength. Thank you for sharing your testimony. Please know that you have touched me and so many by sharing. Continue to hold on to the Lord sister in Christ
Im sorry for your loss here on earth. But you will be reunited in paradise and all those who mocked you will see you & your daughter standing next to the King of kings & Lord of lord sharing in His glory, victorious because death didnt hold you. God bless you❤ May our good & faithful Father hold you close during these painful times in Jesus name Amen🙏
I am so sorry..we will see your daughter when Jesus comes. I am praying for God to give you courage 🙏🏾
Powerful…I know the feeling of losing a child. Watching this clip had me put on my walking shoes and go out to be alone with God. I have had this feeling of dark clouds constantly over my family. Things going wrong left and right and listening to her testimony gave me the urgency to get closer to God. I have stage IV cancer and needing everything in my household to be right before leaving this world. I give God the glory on how LIFE is meant to be LIVED. 🙏🏽
God bless you❤ praying for strength and peace over you 🙏 ❤️
The more we fight , the more the enemy will fight back ❤💐❤
AMEN
Oh man this hurts. I'm praying for you and your family 🙏❤️. It can't be easy.