I Lost My Baby Due To Covid

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  • Опубликовано: 29 окт 2024

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  • @naturalsouthernbelle4327
    @naturalsouthernbelle4327 3 года назад +25

    I'm so sorry for your loss. I got COVID when I was 29 weeks. He was our IVF baby. I ended up in the hospital for 10weeks. I was on life support, the vent, and the ECMO machine. I was the sickest person at that hospital. I had a emergency c section, abdominal surgery, sternotomy, and artery repair surgery, and tracheotomy. I almost died 4 times but God had other plans for us. I'm thankful to be here. I now have a healthy 3 month old boy. I'm praying for you and sending baby dust to you ❤

  • @cocopaulette
    @cocopaulette 3 года назад +279

    It seems so strange to "like" this video. I wish there was a hug button. You've had such a tough season, not just with this, but also with the loss of your Dad. Your strength is inspiring and I'm sure that this video will help so many families. I pray for you and your family's continued healing.

  • @Sarah-pf8mg
    @Sarah-pf8mg 3 года назад +330

    Moral of the story: you are not “just paranoid”. Trust yourself and your intuition.

    • @MunchkinsMotivation
      @MunchkinsMotivation 3 года назад +7

      Yes...always

    • @kezbunny
      @kezbunny 3 года назад +28

      Yes, it really annoyed me that everyone kept saying she was paranoid. Womens intuition cannot be denied, it's a strong sense and shouldn't be ignored.

    • @lorimiller4301
      @lorimiller4301 3 года назад +2

      It's really the most important relationship of all.

    • @aimeebourne2780
      @aimeebourne2780 3 года назад +17

      Exactly. It angers me that when a woman becomes a mother and she is either worried or even cares - They are labeled as paranoid. My twins were born in the first lockdown in the UK 2020 and I said I didn't want to break the rules and have anyone near the boys until it was safe etc and then when we did later on it was with masks and sanitiser which my partners side of the family kept fighting me on constantly... like fight me, I'll take you all on before I risk my children to a deadly virus just to make you happy.

  • @tiffanietyler3091
    @tiffanietyler3091 3 года назад +217

    I’ve worked in women’s health for 15 years. I see women all the time who have babies well into their 40’s naturally.

    • @karenb2873
      @karenb2873 3 года назад +3

      I hope that'll never be me....lol

    • @knowledgeseeker6123
      @knowledgeseeker6123 3 года назад +13

      I'm 43 and I'm trying soo hard after 2 miscarriages.

    • @tiffanietyler3091
      @tiffanietyler3091 3 года назад +7

      @@knowledgeseeker6123 it’s still possible. I’m sore for your losses.

    • @RealityEscapeeMeeeeeee
      @RealityEscapeeMeeeeeee 3 года назад +13

      @@karenb2873 Not helpful.

    • @bonnienash8585
      @bonnienash8585 3 года назад +3

      @@knowledgeseeker6123 Try looking into multi vitamins that can help , I’m so sorry for your loss . Sending every blessing and happiness and success your way 💗xxx

  • @AMN-zt7tu
    @AMN-zt7tu 3 года назад +183

    I’m so sorry. The same thing happened to me. I tested positive for Covid and then a couple days later I had a positive pregnancy test. I miscarried at 6 weeks. It was very heartbreaking. I’m praying for my rainbow baby🌈

    • @lorimiller4301
      @lorimiller4301 3 года назад +1

      I believe the spirit will still stay around you. Waiting to see if a another body becomes available.

    • @cameronminden3007
      @cameronminden3007 3 года назад +2

      Same though I got to 9weeks before miscarried.
      Prayers to you.

    • @misselle1430
      @misselle1430 3 года назад +1

      Oh no mama. Blessings and hugs to you.

    • @vsolana1
      @vsolana1 3 года назад +2

      This happened to me too, I lost my baby at 12 weeks, it was devastating. I’m praying for another 🙏🏼❤️

    • @karinalemus2305
      @karinalemus2305 3 года назад +15

      I’m so sad to hear this stories, I had covid when i was around 13 weeks pregnant, I was so worried for the baby but the doctors kept telling me there wasn’t enough studies to say whether covid would harm the fetus or not, so they told me to just wait and hope everything was fine. My symptoms were mild and recovered in 2 weeks. My pregnancy went just fine and my baby is 3 months old now. I’m so gratefull

  • @jacksonlrj055
    @jacksonlrj055 3 года назад +139

    I'm so sorry for your loss! I so agree with you! Being positive in tough times can get you through anything. I was diagnosed with stage 3 cancer 5 years ago and my doctor told me if nothing else I absolutely had to keep a positive mindset. I tried my best to keep that in my mind and now I am cancer free! Thank God! I love your videos and your wonderful family! Thank you for being you!

    • @rozamaioran206
      @rozamaioran206 3 года назад +5

      Thank God. God bless u and keep u healthy always

    • @lorimiller4301
      @lorimiller4301 3 года назад +5

      Congratulations Lynn. Glad to hear it worked.

    • @patsyhay9592
      @patsyhay9592 3 года назад

      You cant be positive after losing ur child u can put on a front

  • @petiterosie8287
    @petiterosie8287 3 года назад +656

    Sorry to hear for your loss, I contracted COVID in my 8 month of pregnancy and was in the ICU for weeks, almost lost my life and my baby it was a difficult experience but me and baby pulled through! Due to COVID it wreaked havoc in the rest of my pregnancy and I had preeclampsia and the baby had to be delivered at 37 weeks. Thank you for sharing your experience! Praying all will be well with you and your family!

  • @TXyellowRose
    @TXyellowRose 3 года назад +257

    My 2nd pregnancy at 8 wks there was no heartbeat and I was told those options too. I went through the natural method as well for a week then took the pill a few times but I still had a lot of tissue and in the end by 3 wks had to go through the DNC. It was a very difficult time for my husband and I. I was 40 at the time and went though another miscarriage after that. Now at 42 I’m 15 wks pregnant with my 2nd baby. I’m praying for this pregnancy.

    • @irmaebochs-homeloans6597
      @irmaebochs-homeloans6597 3 года назад +10

      Ana Garza, Wow! Thank you for your comment. I am 41 and I had a d&c at almost 10 weeks pregnant. Baby stopped growing and no heartbit at 7 weeks 3 days.
      I tried to get pregnant again at my first sycle, but didn't happen. I'm now on my second sycle and seems we won't be able to try, because my fiance has covid symptoms. We have an appointment in two days to test.
      I'm scare because my age, I don't want to wait to long. My fiance is leaving for the army for 9 months in November, so we are trying to make it happen before he leaves, even though I will be pregnant alone. If I won't, then I will be 42 when he comes back. 🤦‍♀️🥺

    • @luckzthesecond1694
      @luckzthesecond1694 3 года назад +7

      Praying for you Ana and your baby.

    • @luckzthesecond1694
      @luckzthesecond1694 3 года назад +5

      @@irmaebochs-homeloans6597 Praying for you too!

    • @sharalli3112
      @sharalli3112 3 года назад +13

      Good luck Ana! I’m 38 and 15 weeks pregnant with my first.

    • @sophi1964
      @sophi1964 3 года назад +2

      Prayers for an uneventful pregnancy. 🌸

  • @prettyflytraveler
    @prettyflytraveler 3 года назад +372

    You are such a trooper. You didn’t have to share this experience publicly, but I pray doing so helped in your healing process.

    • @gabriellemadisonstudio
      @gabriellemadisonstudio 3 года назад +8

      Exactly!!

    • @gwynnethsmith9226
      @gwynnethsmith9226 3 года назад +7

      It's so good to share your story if you want to though. Too many people see subjects as taboo but so many mother's feel they have to grieve in silence. It's good to reach out and touch others with your story💖

    • @joshdana6861
      @joshdana6861 3 года назад +3

      @@gwynnethsmith9226 right so let her be

  • @marylizz3248
    @marylizz3248 Год назад +7

    I got covid at 10 weeks it was terrifying. I don't care if I get sick but I worried so much for my baby. Thankfully he is doing great at 20 weeks now. I don't mean to come off in anyway insensitive to your situation (you are very real and graceful btw) but I feel like my story may offer a little hope to those who contract covid in pregnancy. And thank you so much for sharing, your strength radiates.

  • @heycyd3
    @heycyd3 3 года назад +93

    40 means nothing! I am 37, no kids yet. & I refuse to believe that it is too late or impossible for me.
    God bless you and yours. Glad that you are physically healed and blessed with such emotional/mental strength. Thank you for sharing.

    • @Skelem0
      @Skelem0 3 года назад +8

      It is possible to get pregnant after 40, but women's fertility is finite and definitely means something! At age 40 women have a just over 20% chance of getting pregnant naturally, by 45, 10%.

    • @danaprovenzano3961
      @danaprovenzano3961 3 года назад +4

      37 you should be able to conceive but it does get harder! It took me 6 months and had started when I was 32 (conceived by 33) however I think it took half a year bc we had contracted covid the first cycle trying and that can lower sperm count. But when I didn’t know if it was going to happen, I spent time wishing someone told me to get on it as we ARE on a biological clock. Things like IVF can totally help but it is a stressful and arduous journey and best to avoid if you can! Best of luck I’m sure you will end up with your baby! But it can get harder the longer you wait

    • @janeth3008
      @janeth3008 3 года назад +5

      I was 32 when I had my daughter. The midwives were saying 'as an older expectant mother, the risks...' it made me feel like I was 62.

    • @danaprovenzano3961
      @danaprovenzano3961 3 года назад +3

      @@janeth3008 that’s pretty crazy! 35+ is usually what they consider older for maternal age

    • @Foxie770
      @Foxie770 3 года назад +6

      Don’t believe the naysayers and their “statistics”. Women are fertile and can get pregnant all the way up to menopause- naturally. Just focus on a clean diet, healthy lifestyle and quality supplements to improve egg quality.

  • @msnandimarie7023
    @msnandimarie7023 3 года назад +243

    I had my first son at 38 and my 2nd son at 43. NO complications and they are healthy, handsome young men.

    • @nordette
      @nordette 3 года назад +20

      This gives me hope 🙏🏾

    • @dinavienna
      @dinavienna 3 года назад +5

      @@nordette it s said to depend a lot on your lifestyle and actual “biological” age .. like when I fell pregnant in my later 30s I had shortly before done a test In my gym a combination of maximum strength measurements, stamina tests and blood work and I was said to be 23 biologically.. I am not as fit now but want to be it again ..

    • @Simplelivingslowliving
      @Simplelivingslowliving 3 года назад +4

      🥰 all grace to God.

    • @CarmelQTful
      @CarmelQTful 3 года назад

      @@nordette me too 🙏🏾

    • @cancer2378
      @cancer2378 3 года назад

      @@nordette Me too

  • @IntuitiveTracyNeely
    @IntuitiveTracyNeely 3 года назад +53

    Sai thank you for sharing and being vulnerable! I miscarried and a few years later, I had my son when I was 42. And I’m grateful every time I look at him.

  • @nikieshajoseph8546
    @nikieshajoseph8546 3 года назад +30

    I'm 36 weeks and I contracted covid couple weeks ago.. I wasn't easy I'm doing a lot better today.i pray the rest of my pregnancy goes well.. and nothing happens to me or my baby

    • @talksensewithbuhlebenkosi
      @talksensewithbuhlebenkosi 3 года назад +2

      Wishing you a speedy recovery💟

    • @nikieshajoseph8546
      @nikieshajoseph8546 3 года назад +1

      @@talksensewithbuhlebenkosi thank you❤️❤️

    • @misselle1430
      @misselle1430 3 года назад

      I pray for you too. do they give medication if you are pregnant and have covid

  • @JessicaLee.3
    @JessicaLee.3 3 года назад +11

    Having had 2 miscarriages I really respect you for sharing your story. I had all 3 of my kids in my 40s so you are in good company if you decide to have another baby.

  • @marcyvega5086
    @marcyvega5086 3 года назад +111

    I’m so sorry. You have been through so much within this past year. I had my first child at 45. So there goes that age stigma. I tried to have another two years later and ended up having a chemical pregnancy. I felt the same as you I was sad but so grateful for the one I have. So I’ll only have one child. I’m okay with that. At least I have one. We have to be okay with whatever cards we are dealt. You are helping others by sharing your story. Thank you for sharing. (Hugs) ❤️

    • @xararogers3186
      @xararogers3186 3 года назад

      @Marcy Vega. Thank you for sharing your testimony and sorry for your loss.

    • @suzzyy8669
      @suzzyy8669 2 года назад

      Sorry for your loss, and congrats at having your first at 45. Did you have IVF?

  • @ieshaweaver4013
    @ieshaweaver4013 3 года назад +30

    Wow I’m so sorry!! 😞 I had covid when I was 7 months and I was able to recover and had a healthy baby girl. I feel so blessed. 🥲 I’m so sorry love 💕

    • @leahoberoy8672
      @leahoberoy8672 2 года назад

      Hello please tell me did you get vaccinated during your pregnancy?

    • @ieshaweaver4013
      @ieshaweaver4013 2 года назад +5

      @@leahoberoy8672 no. There was no vaccine at the time and I wouldn’t have done it even if there was.

    • @leahoberoy8672
      @leahoberoy8672 2 года назад +1

      @@ieshaweaver4013 Thank you for ur reply

  • @AntioneMatisse
    @AntioneMatisse 3 года назад +77

    This is so tragic to hear. So so sorry you loss your baby, keeping you and your family in my prayers. Stay strong Sai!!! 💕💕💕💕💕

  • @novelty718
    @novelty718 3 года назад +31

    I'm so sorry for your loss. I had my first child at 40 after having a miscarriage the year before. Sharing your experience will help so many women. Thank you ❤

  • @missmaiyahj
    @missmaiyahj 2 года назад +25

    I contracted covid in my 2nd pregnancy (7m)
    and it was scary but we both made it through he’s now 1yr old. I’m 5 months pregnant now and my family contracted it again and so far my baby is still really active and everyone is better again. Im sorry you lost your baby that’s my worst fear. I just wanted to leave this comment for other mamas not to be to scared/worried and to have hope. 🙏🏽

  • @Needespresso
    @Needespresso 3 года назад +31

    I’m so sorry to hear about what you experienced. If you really want to expand your family don’t give up. My mother had me at the age of 42 and that was 54 years ago. Stay positive and continue to take care of that beautiful family that God has already given you. May God continue to bless you!

  • @aveenameer2072
    @aveenameer2072 3 года назад +54

    I had COVID when I was in my second trimester and I didn’t even realize until my last month of pregnancy even tho I had all the symptoms. I was really thinking it was all due to my pregnancy that I was experiencing shortness of breath and a very very bad cough. I’m sharing this to raise awareness for the next person. Honestly I will never know why I was not diagnosed at that time, but knowing myself I would’ve worried so much that I would not stand it at all. Just the next person who reads this, please get tested if you have any symptoms 🙏🏻

    • @VeroSCIA
      @VeroSCIA 3 года назад +3

      Take a bow for the Queen you are! I'm grateful you have your health and a healthy baby. Your child has a very strong mother, someone to look up to, you are both lucky to have one another. 💜

    • @aveenameer2072
      @aveenameer2072 3 года назад +3

      @@VeroSCIA thank you dear! I plan to tell my daughter later in life whenever she doesn’t feel strong enough. I will tell her if she and her mom survived this, she is strong enough to survive anything in life. Thank you again for your sweet comment

    • @VeroSCIA
      @VeroSCIA 3 года назад +1

      @@aveenameer2072 Take care.

    • @alisonrittener5606
      @alisonrittener5606 3 года назад +3

      I wouldn’t recommend being tested. I know you mean well but have heard enough nefarious info to ‘stay away ‘ from testing or the vaccination. Boost your immune system and let your body fight Covid. Stressing just weakens your immune system Stay away from the immune compromised if you have been exposed, and if you get sick, take Ivermectin or Hydroxichloroquine ... or treat naturally the way I did. (I am immune compromised and I did fine)

    • @ilinevisagie8828
      @ilinevisagie8828 3 года назад +2

      @@alisonrittener5606 You shouldn't take any of those if you're pregnant, just a fyi.

  • @kirstieadams5392
    @kirstieadams5392 3 года назад +8

    I had my third baby at nearly 42. It was a shock when I found out but I had my best pregnancy overall. I even walked to hospital.i had no health issues in pregnancy a vaginal birth and was back up and walking in the park after three days. Don't worry about age.

  • @ReedMeFashion
    @ReedMeFashion 3 года назад +53

    My condolences to you and your family. That’s tough. You’re such a soldier.

  • @accidentsafe
    @accidentsafe 3 года назад +28

    You’re not just paranoid. So many people in your life are making you doubt your perceptions.

  • @pleshettebeckford7342
    @pleshettebeckford7342 3 года назад +28

    Sorry to hear this news.. appreciate you telling your testimony, your light and positive spirit. We are your extended cyber family and still here for you 🖤👑🙏🏾.

  • @janicealbrachtgreen7437
    @janicealbrachtgreen7437 3 года назад +10

    Had my last one at 43! Wouldn't change it for the world! Sorry about your loss! I also miscarried 2 times but now have 4 healthy kids! God bless you!!

  • @awomanofacertainage9563
    @awomanofacertainage9563 3 года назад +8

    Thank you for sharing your very personal loss. I love the fact that you do not see age as a barrier to having a baby. I had my daughter at age 35 and I was tripping when my doctor told me that I was classified a geriatric pregnancy . I love that you do not look at your age as a barrier. You have inspired me to pull the trigger on launching my podcast and RUclips channel. I am a woman of a certain age and I struggle with feeling relevant in a society that worships at the altar of youth. Peace and blessings.

  • @HaleyMary
    @HaleyMary 3 года назад +9

    You are so strong. I am 36, not married, just haven't met the right guy yet and I worry if I will have issues getting pregnant, but I just hope that things will work out for the best and that God will bless me with at least one kid. If I end up not having kids, I'll just adopt a bunch of cats. Already have one cat and I call him my son.

    • @nofsgivens6495
      @nofsgivens6495 3 года назад +2

      My best friend didn’t have her first child until she was 40 and her second at 42 , my grandmother had my aunt at 40 … each child healthy . You still have time. 🥰 I pray God will send you the right man.

    • @HaleyMary
      @HaleyMary 3 года назад

      @@nofsgivens6495 That gives me hope. Thank you!

    • @WolfAdvocated
      @WolfAdvocated 3 года назад

      Not to take over your comment, but I am a solo mom by choice, I used a known sperm donor to conceive my last :) You don't need a man to have a family, if you don't want 🤍

    • @mercedeschristie9386
      @mercedeschristie9386 3 года назад +1

      I'm number 7 of eight kids. My mom and dad had like two sets of kids. My mom had my sister before me at 39yrs, she was 42 when she had me, and 18 months later, at 44 my younger brother....my dad turned 48 almost a month after my brother was born.....we are the only three left, I'm 63 now. My Mom died when I was 28.

  • @lindsay_dee
    @lindsay_dee 3 года назад +20

    I found out I was pregnant by having my first miscarriage in May. They think I was about 5 weeks and I had a similar experience with feeling rough. I got a negative test too but was Convinced I had it too. There’s gotta be so much we don’t know about this horrible virus.

  • @demoraatz
    @demoraatz 3 года назад +5

    Thanks for sharing! Sorry for your loss! I'm 40, almost 41 and 36 weeks pregnant with my first child....very grateful and my age doesn't bother me at all :-) I

    • @ChristenAlysia
      @ChristenAlysia 2 года назад

      Are you vaccinated? Just wondering

    • @christinaangelslife9314
      @christinaangelslife9314 2 года назад +2

      @@ChristenAlysia I’m 38 6 months and unvaccinated, got Covid in January, baby and I are doing well ❤️

  • @GenaGilder
    @GenaGilder 3 года назад +20

    I’m sorry for your loss. I had a D&C before due to a miscarriage, I was not offered any pain meds or anything. Hearing your experience, I am highly upset knowing I obviously was not treated properly by the doctor who performed the procedure.

    • @marriejames01
      @marriejames01 3 года назад +5

      You’re an unambiguous BW so I’m not surprised. People act like discrimination in the medical world is not a thing. It is a thing.

    • @actuallyNo...
      @actuallyNo... 3 года назад +2

      @@marriejames01 what?
      Jesus Christ, Dude.
      Lunatic.

    • @actuallyNo...
      @actuallyNo... 3 года назад +1

      They should definitely give you pain medication, but lots of doctors don't. There's a million bad AnD aweful doctors in The World.
      It's a procedure that should get it, but it can be done without. It's not cool, but it can be.
      [Depends on how much you pay. More expensive doctors will let you pay for more hard core drugs, but usually it's just a local and a muscle relaxer.]
      A lot of women get bad experiences like that. It does suck. .. But at least you're good now 👍🏼 :-)

    • @amymoler3719
      @amymoler3719 3 года назад +2

      @@actuallyNo... …so you’re the kind of person who gets so fired up at a clear, non-threatening, comment, and then turns around and calls THAT person a lunatic! You’re an embarrassment…

    • @cact9
      @cact9 3 года назад +4

      amy moler to be fair, when I first read that comment by Marie James I thought it was a person critiquing her. When you read them quickly it’s a possibility to get the wrong idea. It may be careless but it’s a human thing and we all get embarrassed being human.

  • @NatalieBFab
    @NatalieBFab 3 года назад +27

    Sai, I’m so very sorry to hear this. Your strength is truly an inspiration.

  • @jessannjohnson6041
    @jessannjohnson6041 3 года назад +21

    I'm 42 and having my 4th baby. As long as you continue to be healthy and keep having gratitude you will be fine having another baby. Sorry about your loss, you are very strong to open up about it! 🙏🏽❤

  • @mayrose1153
    @mayrose1153 3 года назад +3

    Thank you for your courage and devotion to supporting others through sharing your experience; gory bits included (helps to hear it real!) I'm almost 39 and recovering from an ectopic pregnancy after 4 years trying and several miscarriages. Its a huge help to hear your story. I wish you a healthy, third child 💖💖💖

  • @CarmelQTful
    @CarmelQTful 3 года назад +62

    I lost my son in December. It’s a daily struggle 😔

    • @sunshine9122
      @sunshine9122 3 года назад +5

      I'm so sorry, Sarah. 🙏❤

    • @ohaipatricia
      @ohaipatricia 3 года назад +4

      I'm very sorry for your loss

    • @user-xb4mh6jz3g
      @user-xb4mh6jz3g 3 года назад +1

      Keep trusting God, He is with you and loves you. Jesus has a plan!

    • @andreavenegas6143
      @andreavenegas6143 3 года назад +4

      I’m so sorry for your loss.

    • @deliarios9946
      @deliarios9946 3 года назад +3

      I lost my baby girl a couple of months ago at almost 6 months . I know ur daily pain and heart ache

  • @MeliQ823
    @MeliQ823 3 года назад +9

    I appreciate you telling your story. I also had a miscarriage. I tried to keep it to myself at first, but then slowly began to open up about it and discovered that so many women I know have experienced one as well. It’s important to know that we’re not alone and as you said, try to be grateful for what we have. I already had 4 children at the time, so I felt for those moms who experienced a pregnancy loss with their first, etc.

  • @SARAVANDEGIRL
    @SARAVANDEGIRL 3 года назад +47

    My mother had me when she was 40 and 25 years later we are still fine :) nothing terrible has to happened. So if u feel like trying again do it and if not it’s also ok. Lastly i just wanted to say sorry that that happened to you and stay strong!

    • @Dime.Society
      @Dime.Society 3 года назад +3

      My mom had me at 41, an were still fine 🤣😂😂😂

    • @Sovereignlupi
      @Sovereignlupi 3 года назад

      My mum had me at 40

  • @NaimaDreamz
    @NaimaDreamz 3 года назад +18

    I’m so sorry. 🙏🏾🙏🏾. You’re in my thoughts 🙏🏾

  • @rainrains2509
    @rainrains2509 3 года назад +15

    Who else noticed how the "blanket" just fell to the floor while she was talking about being at the doc's office

  • @valencia9992
    @valencia9992 3 года назад +13

    I’m so sorry you went through this and not only that you went through the procedure without pain meds. Many blessings to you and your family. 🤍you’re right 40 is not old. At this age I feel I have more clarity if anything. You’re right you don’t know us personally but, you loved by many.

  • @salpine
    @salpine 3 года назад +1

    Terribly sorry for your loss. Thanks for sharing your story with strength and composure. I think seeing that you’re okay will bring comfort to others experiencing anything like this.

  • @msfancyface05
    @msfancyface05 3 года назад +17

    I'm so sorry about your loss and your experience. Thank you for always being so generous with your life and sharing these things with us. ❤❤❤

  • @Pana-anna63
    @Pana-anna63 2 года назад +1

    Thank you for sharing your testimony.
    After having two children (2 & 1 years old), I experienced a ectopic pregnancy and than a miscarriage, the following year.
    I thank God that we'd been blessed with our two beautiful daughters, now 25 and 24.
    I'll never forget the babies I lost. We'd waited 6 years before we had our first child, so the losts, I believe, were so more painful. Their memories will always be with me. I only remember the times I confirmed I was pregnant (still have the two pregnancy test!). I chose not to dwell on their due dates, as it would haunt me.
    God bless ❤️

  • @tammyelewis5047
    @tammyelewis5047 3 года назад +7

    Oh my goodness…I am so sorry for you and your family. Praying for your strength during this season…

  • @CatFromFL
    @CatFromFL 3 года назад +3

    So sorry you went through this. I had had 2 miscarriages before I had my children. Its never easy. So glad you got through Covid19. Your attitude got you through and will continue to sustain you. May you have much joy in your future.

  • @MyFitgirlLifestyle
    @MyFitgirlLifestyle 3 года назад +8

    Didn’t know when I started tearing up. 😢
    It’s good to hear you sounding strong and to see you have overcome the worst that’s ever going to happen to you. I have a friend who lost two pregnancies in 2020 and I can only imagine the pain that must’ve been felt. God knows best and I pray He strengthens and heals you and your family. 🙏🏼

  • @bossbeautymargie
    @bossbeautymargie 3 года назад +3

    So sorry for your loss🙏🏽. I’m so sick of people saying waiting till 30s or later is too late to have a baby, it’s so annoying. If your healthy and ready, Go for it❤️

    • @balakwaki1633
      @balakwaki1633 3 года назад

      He has been the one helping everyone regardless of your age or any conditions... Take his number and cha him up.

    • @balakwaki1633
      @balakwaki1633 3 года назад

      ±2347042516849⏭⏭

    • @ngozinjoku2011
      @ngozinjoku2011 3 года назад

      Your right it was the same doc that help me too

  • @sharondecosta64
    @sharondecosta64 3 года назад +12

    I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending you love and healing for you and your family.

  • @GrandmaLM
    @GrandmaLM 3 года назад +1

    42 and 46 years ago I had miscarriages. Our hospital buries these babies which I didn’t know at the time. Years later I found this out, checked it out and found where they were buried but no markers, just an open area. Now that hospital has funerals twice a year for families who have angel babies. I went to one. It was beautiful. At the grave sites they now mark them with the year. I had a baby boy exactly one year after my first miss and one year after my second. They are now 43 and 47. I’m 74. I will meet my angels one day.

  • @pursediva
    @pursediva 3 года назад +3

    I'm sorry to hear this sad news and I'm certain your story did help someone. Sending you a virtual hug.

  • @thandisilec835
    @thandisilec835 3 года назад +15

    I’m so sorry for everything…sorry so many didn’t believe you. Sorry for your loss, hope you find healing❤️‍🩹

  • @CourtneyLaneMaki
    @CourtneyLaneMaki 3 года назад +4

    Thank you for sharing. It is so hard to deal with a loss and you are absolutely helping others to hear your vulnerability and detail. So many of us out here love you!

  • @mslady1521
    @mslady1521 3 года назад +16

    I completely understand about wanting to experience the grief alone. Sometimes we need this quiet time to process without our spouse.

  • @saleimaromain11
    @saleimaromain11 3 года назад +16

    I had covid 3 month pregnancy and had symptoms for about 4 months I always thought he would pass away I even got vaccinated while pregnant I was scared still scared I'm 30weeks and I just want an ultrasound so far everything seems good

    • @zomendoz8465
      @zomendoz8465 3 года назад +1

      Hang in there.You can do it .Make it to at least 37 weeks so lungs are developed .Sending prayers in our prayer group to you !!!

    • @jenniferalvarado5886
      @jenniferalvarado5886 3 года назад +3

      I got COVID at 3 months as well and got the vaccinations. I am in healthcare, I feel so blessed that my baby girl is doing well. I am 37 so considered geriatric. I am currently 38 weeks and doctor says baby looks good.

    • @Rrae333
      @Rrae333 3 года назад

      Did you get covid shot ? I am currently pregnant & scared to get the shot. I haven’t found any data on longterm effects if it’ll do something to the baby .

    • @saleimaromain11
      @saleimaromain11 3 года назад +1

      @@Rrae333 yes I did I'm fine baby is fine too

    • @donnawojcik1271
      @donnawojcik1271 3 года назад

      @@Rrae333 don’t do it. I know someone who got the shots she and everything looked fine all along and then the baby was born with all kinds of issues. This is experimental and was never tested on pregnant women. Your baby should not be the test.

  • @ambermassey5365
    @ambermassey5365 3 года назад +47

    Your strength is so inspiring. God bless you!

  • @annekiecana6958
    @annekiecana6958 3 года назад +8

    Sai, I'm so sorry for all you went through, I had a miscarriage aswell and was bedridden for a while that's when I came across your channel.it used to cheer me up , 2 yrs later I have a 1 yr old who's healthy and happy. Wishing you a speedy recovery and you will have your rainbow baby 🌈. Sending love from London❤️❤️

  • @AmandineLB87
    @AmandineLB87 3 года назад +23

    I’m so sorry for your lost especially for your kids they were very happy about a new baby.
    You’re one of the strongest person Sai, thank you for sharing your story with you.
    You and your family are in my prayers for sure 🙏🏾❤️ Love you Sai 😘

  • @nicolewilliams9909
    @nicolewilliams9909 3 года назад +7

    ❤️❤️ 🙏🏾 I’m glad your ok (Covid)… Sorry for the loss of your baby 🙏🏾

  • @smooth5755
    @smooth5755 3 года назад +9

    You are a very strong and resilient woman. This story and how you handled it says so .Momma bear protecting everyone. God Bless you Sweet Sai.🙏🏽😘

  • @ickiedeer-lamb7282
    @ickiedeer-lamb7282 3 года назад +3

    I'm very sorry to hear of your issues. Condolences 🙏 ☹️ I pray God comfort you and your family. My only pregnancy ended in miscarriage and shortly after that my husband took Ill and eventually died.

  • @laurarabon1844
    @laurarabon1844 3 года назад +9

    I'm sorry for your loss. You know your body best. Your husband should have listened to you.
    That foggy feeling in your brain is a real thing that is called brain fog .

  • @SafetyGirl2023
    @SafetyGirl2023 3 года назад +3

    I'm so very sorry for your loss. Your honesty and transparency are beautiful and courageous. It takes incredible strength to be so transparent, but I do believe you are inspiring to countless others.

  • @er-jt3rz
    @er-jt3rz 3 года назад +2

    I was 41 when I had my 4th. There are 11 years between my youngest 2. He was not planned but I am so thankful I had him. He is such a blessing in our lives. I also had 2 miscarriages before him. It's hard losing a baby. I'm sorry for you loss 🙏

  • @britanicruz
    @britanicruz 3 года назад +6

    Your level of transparency is unmatched. Thank you for telling your story. Thank you for your yes. I know I only know you through social media but I love you girl! All the support and love from my family to yours.

  • @amandaholley8068
    @amandaholley8068 3 года назад +1

    This just popped up in my recommendations. I am so sorry you had to go through all of these. Covid is so scary and there is so much we don’t know. I didn’t even know about the eyes symptoms! It was so cute that you husband was shocked when he saw the test he didn’t realize what it was. I was a little confused about the wine until I realized you were t talking about yourself. I wish I had some words of wisdom. I just turned 40 and I haven’t had the privilege of being pregnant yet. It does make me sad that you couldn’t get care because you were positive for covid. You are very brave to share your story and how you coped. Thank you for your transparency! Prayers for comfort for you and you and your sweet family.

  • @uns
    @uns 3 года назад +4

    I'm so sorry to hear. Your strength is such an inspiration and there is someone who will hear your story and it will help them get through. Thank you for sharing and I hope you continue to heal and enjoy your beautiful family!

  • @blissfullyinseason8917
    @blissfullyinseason8917 3 года назад +11

    I feel the same way exactly I believe that GRAdITUDE IS THE key for happiness.

  • @kellyejackson3627
    @kellyejackson3627 3 года назад +8

    Sai I’m in tears. I adore you and your family so much and I saw this pop up and had to watch. I wish I could give you the biggest hug 🤗. You are so strong. Thank you so much for sharing this will truly help someone. Peace a blessings to you!!!!😘❤️

  • @Keepinitreal55
    @Keepinitreal55 3 года назад +59

    It’s possible it was covid, but it could’ve also just been a coincidence and it would’ve ended in a miscarriage regardless

    • @kaylaschregardus4062
      @kaylaschregardus4062 3 года назад +13

      Exactly, not to be a negative ass but it happens. covid isnt rspinsoble for things that happened our whole lives, now it's all COVID

    • @WolfAdvocated
      @WolfAdvocated 3 года назад +12

      It's possible, however we do know other strains on the immune system tend to coincide with early pregnancy loss or preterm delivery. Unless you're her doctor, you can't prove or disprove her experience.

    • @carolynk8495
      @carolynk8495 3 года назад +8

      @@WolfAdvocated guess what? The doctor can’t either.

    • @korleendiaz6381
      @korleendiaz6381 3 года назад +2

      That’s why I said it was click bait to say in the title I lost my baby due to Covid. How can any doctor prove that ?

    • @eokeke4220
      @eokeke4220 3 года назад

      Finally someone with some common sense

  • @SCORPIOPRODIGY
    @SCORPIOPRODIGY 3 года назад +3

    I am so very sorry for your loss but thank you for sharing your story. I'm positive your video will help so many out there who are going through similar situations and help convince some hesitant people to get vaccinated now that it is a lot more easily available. Sending you and your family strength during this difficult time.

  • @JessKaplan
    @JessKaplan 3 года назад +7

    I’m so sorry for your loss, and appreciate you sharing this to help someone else. This came up recommended and I’m so glad I watched. I love what you say about gratitude, such an important reminder. ❤️

  • @DramaqueenNYC
    @DramaqueenNYC 3 года назад +5

    I’m so sorry for your loss. Thanks for being so honest and open about your experience. ❤️

  • @itskylanotkayla
    @itskylanotkayla 3 года назад +6

    I am so sorry to hear this! Sending love and joyful days to come ❤️ God sees, hears, and loves you and your family!

  • @neva7212
    @neva7212 3 года назад +26

    I’m so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers!

  • @teah80
    @teah80 3 года назад +6

    I am so sorry that your family went through this. I am so ready for covid to be a thing of the past.

  • @angelah9690
    @angelah9690 3 года назад +18

    Love and light to you and your family - sorry that this happened to you.

  • @ms.inspiration385
    @ms.inspiration385 3 года назад +1

    Si may God continue to give you strength. Know that your little Angel is watching over you. Prayers & Blessings to you & your family. Yes Gratitude is Key!🙏🏾

  • @KhaliahAli
    @KhaliahAli 3 года назад +5

    Thank you so much for sharing this! 🤗 I am a Case Investigator for COVID and I interview POS+ Covid cases everyday and this week started out with a pt. that lost her baby because she got COVID, too. I was so sad for her as she had to plan a funeral for her unborn child and she was so young. I just thank you for your bravery and I send my condolences 💐 to you sweet lady! I had never heard another situation like this so this helps me in my work and research. Hugs to you and yours!

  • @mdo987
    @mdo987 3 года назад

    I am very very sorry for your loss. It broke my heart the part that ur son asked about the baby in your tummy. I was very fortunate that I had covid during my second trimester. I was actually upset / sad for a few days bc I thought of a million things that could go wrong w my baby or the pregnancy but thanks God everything went through smoothly. I am wishing you a speedy recovery and another baby will come your way soon.

  • @QHuda_A
    @QHuda_A 3 года назад +16

    I am so sorry Sai, I can only imagine how traumatizing it was for you and your family. Sending you so much love ❤
    Ps. I hear you about how we handle grief and trauma, I also prefer to be alone in that moment.

  • @jaymepeddycoart3471
    @jaymepeddycoart3471 3 года назад

    Thank you for sharing how the loss of your baby effected you and your family. I'm so sorry for your loss! Your family has gone thru a lot. You are strong and brave.

  • @aprelldiana3990
    @aprelldiana3990 3 года назад +4

    Sai! I'm so sorry to hear this and I'm sending you and the family all my love and prayers of comfort as your navigate this storm.

  • @josianemayama9125
    @josianemayama9125 3 года назад +4

    I am so sorry for what happened to you. I have been watching you for years and all I know is that you are a very strong woman.
    As you said, age doesn’t matter at all. I had my third child at 40 years old. So you are not alone. Lots of love ❤️

  • @Hathahasmeenay
    @Hathahasmeenay 3 года назад +8

    No words. Praying for you & your family

  • @harolynmunford1853
    @harolynmunford1853 3 года назад +1

    Wow. I listened to this while I was doing my morning walk and your story had me crying. I know people were looking at me like what is wrong with this crazy lady. Lol but have to say your story was so touching. I’m not pregnant, never been pregnant but I still learned so much. Especially about when we face adversity just being grateful for what you already have can have such a positive benefit on your outlook, your mental and physical health. Such a good takeaway. I am sorry for your loss and thank you for being brave enough to share.

  • @sacha5627
    @sacha5627 3 года назад +3

    I am sorry to hear about your lost sis.. You’re so strong and resilient. Thank you for sharing.

  • @BrookeLynn-sr6vy
    @BrookeLynn-sr6vy 2 года назад

    Losing a baby to any circumstance is hard. Praying for full healing and for your heart to have peace.

  • @JessicaDessus
    @JessicaDessus 3 года назад +3

    I jus had a miscarriage last month and it would have been my 3rd. I have a boy and girl like you that’s what Draws me to your contacts. 🙏🏾 thanks for sharing.
    Omg this is like a mirror I understand to deep everything your saying. Gratitude is a Great healing toll and it was one that help me get through mine..

    • @dreamdelights
      @dreamdelights 3 года назад +1

      Sorry for your loss and you will have that third baby. Press I and heal and start again.

    • @JessicaDessus
      @JessicaDessus 3 года назад

      @@dreamdelights 😁🙏🏾thanks

  • @sincerelyajg5067
    @sincerelyajg5067 3 года назад +10

    I'm so sorry for your loss. May God bring you peace and healing.

  • @HeruteAmlak
    @HeruteAmlak 3 года назад +6

    Sorry that happened to you i wouldve been so mad all these people telling me im paranoid 😒😒😒😒😒 we as women know our bodies .im just trying to make these next two months to labour. Blessings to you 🥰

  • @janjaf844
    @janjaf844 3 года назад

    I am so sorry for your loss. I'm amazed you knew and you protected your hubby from that initial shock of being told. I wish you the best and if you guys try again happy healthy 9 months. And if not enjoy the 2 you already have.

  • @lebluedragon3
    @lebluedragon3 3 года назад +3

    You are such a brave woman! Thank you for sharing this story, it will help so many people in so many ways, even those not directly in parallel stories to yours! And so true about Gratitude! It is everything! Bless you and your family! 💚💕

  • @asia.c4133
    @asia.c4133 2 года назад +1

    Im so sorry for your loss losing a babby can really be hard on your mental… your kids are sooo beautiful 😍

  • @kaholichishi2534
    @kaholichishi2534 3 года назад +4

    you are a strong woman.I really admire you.I cannot imagine doing D &C without pain killers.Bravo!

  • @sineaddolan1413
    @sineaddolan1413 3 года назад

    You are so grounded and peaceful even through your grief, I am so sorry you had to experience that and obviously the loss of your baby. I've had 3 miscarriages all at around the 10th week and have gone on to have 2 healthy babies since so don't think its your body telling you to give up, if its in your heart go for it.

  • @Countygirl1970
    @Countygirl1970 3 года назад +46

    How did you know for sure that you lost the baby due to COVID? Most miscarriages occur in the first trimester and your age could hav added to it. Don’t get me wrong, I had two kids later in life so I get it.

    • @obigailthefrenchie492
      @obigailthefrenchie492 3 года назад +13

      My thoughts exactly

    • @JeniPark3
      @JeniPark3 3 года назад +8

      And I hope her friend is ok. I hope she’s not troubled with the guilt of thinking it was her fault (because it could of happened to anyone).

    • @lorimiller4301
      @lorimiller4301 3 года назад +2

      Usually it just means something wasn't right with the baby or the pregnancy. Just biology. No one's fault. It happened to me. It was very serious and I nearly died from it. At the Hospital the Doctor wanted to do a D and C but I told her that this was a perfectly natural reaction, my body knows what to do so I'm just going to let it. If I have anything go wrong, I will come back. She agreed after a while and everything was alright. Yes I wish I had that Baby at times but I have to accept what is. And that's okay.

    • @Se-leve
      @Se-leve 3 года назад

      I know right? I don’t know how you sub this girl her energy is making me have anxiety thru the roof. I mean people are dying from this. I just found out someone I worked with years ago ex husband at 41 and five kids died from this Friday.

    • @PeaJayCee
      @PeaJayCee 3 года назад

      Did you know that having a UTI can cause a miscarriage? When you’re body is fighting something like this it sure can cause a miscarriage. Covid can cause severe inflammation in your body much like an autoimmune disease.

  • @fernfernisfernie
    @fernfernisfernie 2 года назад +1

    God, I never knew the options including the natural way of just expelling, were so traumatic for women who have miscarriages. Getting the news itself is terrible but then dealing with it after...women really are the strongest creatures. Thank you for sharing ❤♥

  • @sandyjean-baptiste368
    @sandyjean-baptiste368 3 года назад +10

    I'm so sorry for your loss...I can totally relate...my 1st pregnancy ended in ectopic pregnancy...I didn't think I would ever come out of the hole I was in but 2 yes later I had my daughter. I did get pregnant gain a few years later, but unfortunately I had a miscarriage at 6 weeks of pregnancy...like you bc I had my daughter and felt so grateful to have had that experience the pain wasn't as great...however after losing 2 pregnancies I decided that I couldn't go through that loss again and decided not to have anymore children. I hope this doesn't discourage you from trying again but it's perfectly understandable...now my daughter is 16yrs old & I can't wait to ship her off to college 🤣...women need to know it's ok to share loss, that's how we get through it as a community...keeping you and your family in my prayers & sending you hugs & kisses ❤❤❤

  • @Realeyesrealize123
    @Realeyesrealize123 3 года назад

    If you here researching because you just found out your tested positive for covid you are not alone. I just found out today at 36 weeks and I can’t help but be frightened. I pray that every expecting mother is safe as well as baby…. I’m so glad I came across your video and I’m so sorry for your loss