Hey, I haven't watched the whole video yet, but I need to say that I wish the best for you!! And I'm sure that the difficulties of life are a chance, for you and everyone, to become a wiser human being.
"i want to create art freely and fiercely" i relate with this heavily! you touched upon many topics which gave me a better perception. you said that atheism frightens you, however, once i became an atheist it vanquished a lot of my fear. it eradicated thanatophobia, hypochondria, superstition and most anxiety. i resist metaphysical/ ontological inquisitions as the nature of all things are unknowable and i oppose the idea of body/ soul separation as the mind and body are one. this realization has catapulted my potency and enhanced my thought patterns for more focused rumination. it is a very freeing philosophy. also, you exhibit a trait which i have deemed "considering the hypothetical man" in which you endeavor to meet supposed expectations made by a suppositional person of a particular status. it is a social pressure that forces invalidation unto its victim. i struggle with this as well, i see it is a burden on ya :( but i just want to say that to me, you are a unique thinker armed with sensibility and a highly developed self-awareness! you shouldn't think low about yourself and i hope that you achieve what you desire in becoming a housewife, finding a partner, being able to create art freely and feel comfortable in whatever setting you pursue! :)
I really empathize with you, as a gay artist demisexual men and always dealing with mental health poblems I always fell left out, so to hear your experience and how u deal with it, it really helps me to understand me better and not to feel so alone.
this was a great video! currently in my first year of college and also very into heavy spirituality (energy, consciousness, mysticism, occult, ascension etc.) I've taken a consistent interest in it for the past 7 ish years. I was wondering if you had any advice for someone like me or others interested in spirituality on how to not distance away from it through time? how have you been able to reconnect with your spiritual side/re-elevate your consciousness ever since you were forced into more 3D ways of thinking and worrying? maybe you could do a video on it or something , btw love your energy and your videos, you have the vibe of an intuitive consultant or of an energy/tarot reader haha
crystalline collective ahhhh yes is love to make a video on maintaining spirituality. At the moment truth is I’m also still struggling with this exact thing haha. I can talk the talk but at the end of the day my overly cynical brain has such a hard time believing anything idealist anymore and it’s a real battle to climb back up to a place of real hope and faith.
It's totally normal to have fears like the ones you've been feeling, but it's not common for many people to sit and think about it. Perhaps because their fear is even stronger than yours… Who knows… Or they may believe that there's a very long time till the moment of death comes... Anyway, death is something that we are not to control at all. Why we are instead of not being, in this vast universe??
Maybe you could get into providing art therapy. Your views seem to align with social work values. There is a need for men in the field and there are jobs out there for music and art therapy.
Your eyebrows, look good!❤️
Thank you for sharing your story. It gives me inspiration and hope.
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Hey, I haven't watched the whole video yet, but I need to say that I wish the best for you!! And I'm sure that the difficulties of life are a chance, for you and everyone, to become a wiser human being.
i feel so many things you said in this video. thank u for this xx
"i want to create art freely and fiercely" i relate with this heavily! you touched upon many topics which gave me a better perception. you said that atheism frightens you, however, once i became an atheist it vanquished a lot of my fear. it eradicated thanatophobia, hypochondria, superstition and most anxiety. i resist metaphysical/ ontological inquisitions as the nature of all things are unknowable and i oppose the idea of body/ soul separation as the mind and body are one. this realization has catapulted my potency and enhanced my thought patterns for more focused rumination. it is a very freeing philosophy. also, you exhibit a trait which i have deemed "considering the hypothetical man" in which you endeavor to meet supposed expectations made by a suppositional person of a particular status. it is a social pressure that forces invalidation unto its victim. i struggle with this as well, i see it is a burden on ya :( but i just want to say that to me, you are a unique thinker armed with sensibility and a highly developed self-awareness! you shouldn't think low about yourself and i hope that you achieve what you desire in becoming a housewife, finding a partner, being able to create art freely and feel comfortable in whatever setting you pursue! :)
Wow what an incredibly insightful post! Thanks so much for sharing
I really empathize with you, as a gay artist demisexual men and always dealing with mental health poblems I always fell left out, so to hear your experience and how u deal with it, it really helps me to understand me better and not to feel so alone.
btw sorry for my english, I hope I made my self understandabe haha
Michel Almeida Thank you for sharing how this relates and im so happy this has brought you some clarity and comfort to know you are not alone!
this was a great video! currently in my first year of college and also very into heavy spirituality (energy, consciousness, mysticism, occult, ascension etc.) I've taken a consistent interest in it for the past 7 ish years. I was wondering if you had any advice for someone like me or others interested in spirituality on how to not distance away from it through time? how have you been able to reconnect with your spiritual side/re-elevate your consciousness ever since you were forced into more 3D ways of thinking and worrying? maybe you could do a video on it or something , btw love your energy and your videos, you have the vibe of an intuitive consultant or of an energy/tarot reader haha
crystalline collective ahhhh yes is love to make a video on maintaining spirituality. At the moment truth is I’m also still struggling with this exact thing haha. I can talk the talk but at the end of the day my overly cynical brain has such a hard time believing anything idealist anymore and it’s a real battle to climb back up to a place of real hope and faith.
It's totally normal to have fears like the ones you've been feeling, but it's not common for many people to sit and think about it. Perhaps because their fear is even stronger than yours… Who knows… Or they may believe that there's a very long time till the moment of death comes... Anyway, death is something that we are not to control at all. Why we are instead of not being, in this vast universe??
you seem sympathical !
Maybe you could get into providing art therapy. Your views seem to align with social work values. There is a need for men in the field and there are jobs out there for music and art therapy.