losing 3 family members in 1month

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  • @mccallmirabella
    @mccallmirabella  3 года назад +4235

    I feel so blessed to have known all three of them for as long as I did. That type of thinking keeps me going.
    Hug your loved ones today and subscribe if you want to continue on this journey with me. Xoxo.

    • @alialkafagi7387
      @alialkafagi7387 3 года назад +37

      McCall, I just wanted to let you know that I’m always here for you and I’m sending you huge long hugs, and sending you lots of love ❤️. Don’t worry 🥺❤️

    • @Hello-ww7xr
      @Hello-ww7xr 3 года назад +9

      who is steve

    • @XricheeX
      @XricheeX 3 года назад +18

      @@Hello-ww7xr yeah my question too.. i was like who’s the 3rd family member than? And then the end credits came.

    • @delilahhh123
      @delilahhh123 3 года назад +10

      ur grandma and dog will have friends with my dog and grandma and grandpa 😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺

    • @claudiaespinosanchez2321
      @claudiaespinosanchez2321 3 года назад +9

      I am so so sorry for your losses ❤️🙏 God Bless you with all the strength in the world! You are so strong and brave❤️❤️❤️

  • @morgan5737
    @morgan5737 3 года назад +2843

    I didn’t know Bella but I literally started crying. If I’m like this with other people’s dogs around the world how am I going to deal with the death of my own? 😭

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +34

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @katemedvedenko890
      @katemedvedenko890 3 года назад +11

      You just can't be ready for that, so enjoy these moments with your pet!❤

    • @sophi2669
      @sophi2669 3 года назад +7

      same !! My dog is going to be 4 in July of 2021.. she’s growing up so fast and she is literally my everything ! I literally cannot live without her 😭

    • @jacelopez4038
      @jacelopez4038 3 года назад +1

      i feel that

    • @morgan5737
      @morgan5737 3 года назад +4

      @@sophi2669 mine will be six may 5th 😭 I have the closest relationship with him as well because I got him when we were going through family issues :/

  • @annalse5188
    @annalse5188 3 года назад +3913

    Bro when she said “I wish I could just hug her” and “I love you Bella” I was crying like a Baby I can’t imagine what you are going through

    • @tamikaradl7996
      @tamikaradl7996 3 года назад +6

      Happened to me 2 weeks ago :( love her

    • @kaelynsraue1033
      @kaelynsraue1033 3 года назад +1

      Me too 😖

    • @y2kgabi
      @y2kgabi 3 года назад +2

      @@tamikaradl7996 stay strong love

    • @agnesdaroczi9206
      @agnesdaroczi9206 3 года назад

      Me too I was cryinggg and couldnt even belive what She been throw 💛 im SOO sorry for her🤍🙏🏼 I hope things will get better for her💗💗🥺🥺!!!!shes the strongest 🙏🏼❤️

    • @EramSheikh
      @EramSheikh 3 года назад

      Me too i lost my dad. Please pray for him

  • @Thatlittleinsaine2
    @Thatlittleinsaine2 6 месяцев назад +132

    I started crying when you talked about Bella, losing a pet is the worst feeling ever. I’ve lost 4 cats and 1 dog. We got 4 more cats and I’m terrified of them being gone. May all of your deceased friends and family rest in peace

  • @WillowPace_20090
    @WillowPace_20090 6 месяцев назад +84

    I am so sorry for your losses! I lost my dad, grandad and sister in one day :( I hope you get through this time and spend as much time with family as possible as you never know when you might never see them again..

    • @decentdeclangaming4304
      @decentdeclangaming4304 5 месяцев назад +12

      That’s tragic I can’t imagine what your going through. Sorry for your losses

    • @Swiftismother
      @Swiftismother 2 месяца назад +2

      God I couldn’t imagine when she talked about losing her dog I loved my cat to death she got hit by a car. I couldn’t imagine losing my dad of papaw I don’t have a sister but imagining my brother all in the same day . I lost my great papaw and mamaw my granny and pops in the same month I feel you and Mcalls pain ❤

    • @WildSwiftie13
      @WildSwiftie13 2 месяца назад +2

      Am so sorry for your loss get good rest and remember they are always with you in your heart ❤️

  • @breeannwalker8309
    @breeannwalker8309 3 года назад +6252

    I lost my entire family, my mom is what I have left and she's not in good health

    • @biaapopescu.
      @biaapopescu. 3 года назад +729

      Im so sorry! God bless you and your mom

    • @xMCgirl26x
      @xMCgirl26x 3 года назад +254

      Praying for you. Here for you 🤍

    • @katarina2923
      @katarina2923 3 года назад +132

      God bless you all!!! And my God give a good health to your mother...

    • @mallikabirla
      @mallikabirla 3 года назад +91

      That’s very unfortunate dude, will pray for your mom man, sending a big virtual hug!

    • @karymesegura4372
      @karymesegura4372 3 года назад +45

      i am sorry bby

  • @ncJnn00
    @ncJnn00 3 года назад +93

    3:27 just me casually pausing the video to walk outside in the middle of the night to give my chickens a hug

  • @kailynbranch8048
    @kailynbranch8048 3 года назад +48

    I lost my friend to suicide 2 years ago, I still miss him every day and cry when I think about him but I know that he is in a better place now.

  • @jayda6916
    @jayda6916 3 года назад +3315

    Losing a pet that you’ve known for your whole life is like a bomb dropping right on your chest

    • @skypie5374
      @skypie5374 3 года назад +56

      I swear I just wanna cry out of no where 😭

    • @kailynbranch8048
      @kailynbranch8048 3 года назад +31

      that is the hard part my dog might die this year

    • @kailynbranch8048
      @kailynbranch8048 3 года назад +25

      and I am crying just thinking about it I have had him all my life

    • @jayda6916
      @jayda6916 3 года назад +14

      @@skypie5374 same girly, it’s okay to cry
      Ur tears r better outside than in, there’s more room outside

    • @jayda6916
      @jayda6916 3 года назад +8

      @@kailynbranch8048 literally since I was born my dog was alr here but not even one, it was the hardest thing to hear when my mum told me, I’m sure ur strong tho
      If u need to talk, my comment isn’t going anywhere x

  • @sofie1493
    @sofie1493 3 года назад +1371

    my family sold almost all of our pets last year, but including a dog, sugar gliders, and my bunny. it was and still is so hard on me, but i can’t imagine losing them to death. i’m so, so sorry to anyone out there struggling. i’m always here if you need to talk. 💗

    • @splendidcinnamon5340
      @splendidcinnamon5340 3 года назад +14

      Why did they sell them?

    • @Prettypisces3558
      @Prettypisces3558 3 года назад +16

      My parents had to give away my bunny almost a year ago and it’s crazy to me because it doesn’t feel that long ago. I miss him so much and no one understands

    • @splendidcinnamon5340
      @splendidcinnamon5340 3 года назад +17

      @mizuhashi miharu my family had to give away our two puppies, winter and ceaser. They didn’t get along with our Rottweiler. And since he was a big dog and plays roughly. Those two would absolutely piss him off, they always barked at him and were very loud when we brought him home, they kept on trying to pounce on him and attack him. He’s not a bad dog, he’s a good dog. Ceaser was given to my dads friends kids, they are quite a wealthy family so there taking good care of him. Winter was given to my grandmothers younger brother, Winter is now a farm dog. I miss them but I’m so lucky to have had both of them in my life. I love Whiler too so much he’s the rottweiler. A two year old named him. His last owners kids did. It’s the only name he answers to. I’m so glad that I know that Winter and Ceaser are okay and are doing well.

    • @sofie1493
      @sofie1493 3 года назад +22

      @@splendidcinnamon5340 they sold my dog because he didn’t get along with my other dog at all, and required a lot more physical activity, which was hard for my family. we sold my bunny because he was becoming more of a chore to take care of instead of a fun thing to do. i’m not exactly sure why we got rid of the sugar gliders

    • @lovehorsesforever8
      @lovehorsesforever8 3 года назад +25

      @@sofie1493 please don’t get anymore animals since y’all can’t handle them. They don’t need to go through that

  • @strawberry-lr3ml
    @strawberry-lr3ml 3 года назад +8

    all I have to say is thank you. it feels good knowing someone goes through the same heartbreak

  • @itzelesparzaperez4859
    @itzelesparzaperez4859 3 года назад +14

    this came up on my recommendations and i am truly sorry for your loss, losing a pet is one of the worst feelings in the universe as much as losing a human family member. you will pass through this and you will never be alone. i have a pet bird named yuki and she is a month away from turning one year old, i will definitely appreciate her more while she is here

  • @laurencantrell96
    @laurencantrell96 3 года назад +682

    it is so hard loosing your childhood dog, trust me. I lost mine back in December and I still cry about him at least once a week. Just knowing they are no longer in pain brings me a lot of peace.

    • @madebyluv
      @madebyluv 3 года назад +5

      Same. Lost mine in November after 15 years. Got him when I was a child. And lost my gen or a grandfather today. I haven't got out of bed or stopped crying. This isn't fair.

    • @mariajo2698
      @mariajo2698 3 года назад +3

      Rhea G same, my grandma died last year on March 8 and I put my dog down on November 16. Also my mom’s aunt (we were getting closer) died on March 25 this year. But I can tell you it gets better, cry all you want! I send love to you ❤️

    • @charlotteevans7868
      @charlotteevans7868 3 года назад +1

      same :( it will be 3 years next december

    • @nataliez5342
      @nataliez5342 3 года назад

      I lost mine when I was 7 but I got a new dog in 2019

    • @ani9777
      @ani9777 3 года назад

      Same, i also lost my 12 year old dog back in December and it was on my birthday, we had him since i was like 6 or 7 years old and it still hurts to this day whenever someone mentions him or how he used to be when he was alive or even seeing his pictures makes me cry so much, i just hope he's no longer in pain and in peace.

  • @Emily-br7ii
    @Emily-br7ii 3 года назад +994

    My mom is currently on hospice and doesn’t have more than a few weeks left. I don’t think it’s a coincidence this was in my recommended. I’ve lost my grandpa, grandmother and uncle in the past year. I’m so sorry for your losses. Prayers for you 💛

    • @kaande6453
      @kaande6453 3 года назад +48

      My dad is currently on hospice and doesn’t have more than a week or two as well 😭 Lost my grandpa in August. Cancer sucks

    • @islagrace9179
      @islagrace9179 3 года назад +21

      I’m so sorry you’re going though that, I hope you mother has a good last few weeks. Make sure you tell her you love her. God bless you

    • @islagrace9179
      @islagrace9179 3 года назад +8

      @@kaande6453 that really sucks. You’ll get through this. God bless

    • @Emily-br7ii
      @Emily-br7ii 3 года назад +5

      @@kaande6453 It really does. Prayers for you!

    • @fdvdc
      @fdvdc 3 года назад +4

      I’m so sorry to hear that, Praying for your Mom and you!

  • @user-fc2cm9xk9e
    @user-fc2cm9xk9e 5 месяцев назад +3

    I'm literally watching this 2 years ahead, and I am so so so sorry for your loss!

  • @larisamihaela737
    @larisamihaela737 3 года назад +3

    you're so strong babe. literally, you're handling it so well and i'm truly proud of you. i wish you all the best, the end made me burst into tears, i don't even wanna think about the day i'll lose my puppy, my childhood best friend and soulmate. love you!

  • @ashleytalkington4474
    @ashleytalkington4474 3 года назад +1333

    thank you for being vulnerable McCall!

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 года назад +121

      Love you Ashley :')

    • @Hello-ww7xr
      @Hello-ww7xr 3 года назад +6

      who is steve

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +5

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @-criedjupiter-8464
      @-criedjupiter-8464 3 года назад +2

      @@paparia821 THANK YOU LOVE THIS MESSAGE AND LOVE YOU AND LOVE YOUR KINDNESS you have such a great personality i see too many people being toxic for no reason i think its this quarantine getting everybody cranky haha 😅

    • @elbi20
      @elbi20 3 года назад

      yes!!

  • @aryanaek6516
    @aryanaek6516 3 года назад +525

    in 2020, my bestfriend took his life, my grandma passed away due to covid, and my grandmas brother also passed away 2 days after. i understand. it’ll all be okay

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +18

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @britishgals9833
      @britishgals9833 3 года назад +6

      my grandma also passed away due to covid and it has been so hard:( she was extremely youthful and my best friend.

    • @aryanaek6516
      @aryanaek6516 3 года назад +2

      @@britishgals9833 my grandma was also my best friend. I’m deeply sorry for your loss:(

    • @liaedits
      @liaedits 3 года назад +2

      i’m so sorry:(🤍

    • @user-xb4mh6jz3g
      @user-xb4mh6jz3g 3 года назад +3

      Cast your burden on the LORD, And He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved. Psalm 55:22

  • @elidadiaz1758
    @elidadiaz1758 6 месяцев назад +4

    I feel the pain. I lost 4 family members in the beginning of 2023, and lost 7 or more family members in total in just 2023. I’m 13 and it wasn’t easy losing them. It was hard to move on because just thinking about it killed my heart so much. It’s not always been easy because even when I was 5 years old I lost someone so close to me. I was sad for a little bit but now that I’m older, it’s harder. Even when Covid happened I lost my aunt. That hurt me so much because my dad lost his sister who he loved so much and I never see him cry so when he did it was terrible. I was 10 and felt like everything was over. I then realized it wasn’t and continued to push on and be happy like she wanted me to. If you ever lose a family member, think about all the memories you had with them and do things that make you happy. That’s how I’ve been doing it. Love you so much McCall. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @user-cb5rn1td5j
    @user-cb5rn1td5j 3 года назад +524

    This came up in my recommended and I figured I’d watch since I’m grieving as well. I lost my mom almost 6 months a go and I’ve also lost my grandmother, grandfather, a cat, and a dog. Every single loss is so so hard but different. I respect you so much for showing your vulnerability through such tough times. I’m so so sorry for your loss🤍

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 года назад +59

      I'm so sorry to hear that Talia, I am sending you so much love and hugs

    • @naaj2slimee
      @naaj2slimee 3 года назад +2

      same.

    • @aashvibudia5384
      @aashvibudia5384 3 года назад +5

      I lost my dad to covid in last June too 🥺

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +3

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @user-cb5rn1td5j
      @user-cb5rn1td5j 3 года назад +2

      @@naaj2slimee I’m so sorry❤️

  • @rebeccadefraine
    @rebeccadefraine 3 года назад +568

    i’ve lost 3 of my grandparents and they meant so much to me, it broke me down when you introduced your grandma.

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +10

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @lottebertels539
      @lottebertels539 3 года назад +8

      @@paparia821 hi, I lost my grandpa this afternoon, I know it’s not the same as what you discribed but it just hurts so much to think that he isn’t here anymore and that we won’t see him sitting at the table when we go to visit them, to think he won’t be on Christmas, Easter,... and bcs if corona we had to miss 2 years of Christmas and Easter and New Years with them so it just makes me so angry bcs we could’ve had so much more time with him if corona didn’t exist

    • @lottebertels539
      @lottebertels539 3 года назад

      @@paparia821 I just wanted to share this with someone bcs apart of my family nobody really seems to understand

    • @ayah3223
      @ayah3223 3 года назад +1

      I lost all of my grandparents by age 8

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +1

      @@ayah3223 I am so sorry to hear this! Please reach put whenever you need and I am wishing nothing but the absolute best in everything you do! You are so strong to share your struggles xoxoxo

  • @bettymeow9764
    @bettymeow9764 Год назад +3

    Crying my heart out watching this. Took me 4yrs to get out of a very deep depression after my soulmate, my little dog, passed away. I had to make that heartbreaking decision to set her free from pain. We spent 15 amazing years together. She saved my life. She is the only reason I did not end my life when going through one of many of my depressive episodes (I have clinically diagnosed severe depression and anxiety). And coming into the 7th year without her, my heart and soul ache. Life is not the same without her. The only thing that gets me through life is knowing I will get to be with her again............. I hope... And if I have some hope, then not all is lost.

  • @SheLovesClarinet
    @SheLovesClarinet 4 месяца назад +10

    I’m very sorry 😢
    Who else is watching in 2024
    👇

  • @ivynguyen8583
    @ivynguyen8583 3 года назад +80

    your grandma was so beautiful! i lost my sister last march due to suicide, was definitely the hardest thing i have been through. i lost my dog chico 2 years ago, we had him for 8 years. life really isn’t easy sometimes and we just have to stick together and pull through. i’m sorry for your losses, i’m sure they all had beautiful souls. thank you for sharing with all of us🥺😭

    • @norah8621
      @norah8621 3 года назад +1

      I also lost a dog named chico. Prayers and hugs❤️

    • @beautywow7520
      @beautywow7520 3 года назад

      😓😓😓

  • @emmiedez
    @emmiedez 3 года назад +265

    I need this. I lost my mom, dad and my adoptive mom who was my biological aunt before the age of 16. It was the worst part of my life. I’m getting through though. I’m 19 now and i’m happy. everyday is not easy and there isn’t any advice on how to get through it. Thank you for this love. I appreciate you sharing this so so much

    • @ramya8718
      @ramya8718 3 года назад +9

      stay strong beautiful

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 года назад +20

      I am so sorry to hear that Emelly, I am sending you so much love

    • @emmiedez
      @emmiedez 3 года назад +2

      @@ramya8718 thank you so much love❤️❤️

    • @emmiedez
      @emmiedez 3 года назад +1

      @@mccallmirabella Thank you doll❤️ You yourself are so so strong! don’t forget that

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +1

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

  • @Amelia_Brooke
    @Amelia_Brooke 6 месяцев назад +2

    I’m 2 years late on this but I have had my dog since I was 5 and my sister has known my dog her whole life and right know I’m 16 and my sister is 11 and knowing that one day my dog will also become an angel in heaven this has helped me realize that you should spend as much time with your animals or pets as you can because they won’t be here forever ❤ stay strong and I hope your feeling strong! I love you 💕

  • @zaraoliviaathletics4934
    @zaraoliviaathletics4934 Год назад +2

    I can’t imagine what you’re going through, hope you’re ok now or just doing better ❤️❤️❤️ I just lost my dad, extremely suddenly, four days before my 15th birthday. It’s horrible. I can’t imagine what you went through. Dad was in another country, he was so healthy and happy, he never woke up one morning and was found by my grandma. It sounds terrible, but I’m so glad it didn’t happen in our house. It’s impossibly horrible.
    Love who you have left, I never realised how fragile life is and how fast it can be taken away. I’m going to write down everything about him in a journal. Memories, quotes, things he wanted to do and how much I love him. It still doesn’t feel real, and I don’t know when it will.
    ❤️

  • @v.f6948
    @v.f6948 3 года назад +590

    I feel very sorry for you, my dog, Emma, also passed away a few months ago, we had her for 15 years, since I was 5 years old, and losing her really was like losing my dearest friend.
    Thank you for sharing your emotions and I am very sorry for all the beloved ones you lost.
    In Germany we say: „Ich denk an dich!“

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 года назад +37

      Sending you hugs and love

    • @mimiraiinboow
      @mimiraiinboow 3 года назад +3

      Mein Beleid 😓

    • @Hello-ww7xr
      @Hello-ww7xr 3 года назад

      @@mccallmirabella who is steve

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +3

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @christinedior7905
      @christinedior7905 3 года назад

      @@Hello-ww7xr who is steve tho 🤷🏽‍♀️

  • @katherinecornell9982
    @katherinecornell9982 3 года назад +173

    I lost my grandma four months ago, and I miss her every single day. I now wear one of her favorite rings on a chain around my neck. Every loss is different, and everyone needs something different. Sending love to you ❤️

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +2

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @deannayork9128
      @deannayork9128 3 года назад +1

      @@paparia821 I lost my grandma on March 27, 2017. Even though, it's 2021 now, I still miss her and think about her everyday. RIP, grandma Dorothy. Gone, but never forgotten.

    • @deannayork9128
      @deannayork9128 3 года назад

      It still hurts. It's going on almost 5 years since she was taken from me. I'm still not okay.

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад

      @@deannayork9128 Never forgotten because of an amazing granddaughter like you xoxoxo

    • @madisonvlado3937
      @madisonvlado3937 3 года назад

      I pray God puts peace on your heart in Jesus name ❤️🙏🏼

  • @lilysblossomae
    @lilysblossomae 6 месяцев назад +1

    I feel soo bad for u I can’t even imagine how that feels when my grandma died I was crying for hours and hours but now I’m happy she in a better place and isn’t suffering anymore 💝

  • @Madex_x
    @Madex_x 5 месяцев назад +4

    I get this a lot. I recently lost a friend and it was like getting hit in the chest. Keep going with life and you will find that there are a lot of happy things to ❤️

  • @rachelgreenberg26
    @rachelgreenberg26 3 года назад +508

    I lost my grandfather today, I hope you’re doing okay!

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +29

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @rachelgreenberg26
      @rachelgreenberg26 3 года назад +18

      @@paparia821 you have no idea how much this means to me....I'm happy that when he left, and quick without any pain.

    • @madell1556
      @madell1556 3 года назад +3

      I am so sorry for your loss 🥺 I lost my grandfather last night. I hope you’re doing ok

    • @oliviagagen768
      @oliviagagen768 3 года назад +2

      I’m so sorry for your loss. May he Rest In Peace. My prayers and love are coming.

    • @lesegograce
      @lesegograce 3 года назад +3

      I'm sorry😭😭😭😔😔😔I'm crying with u

  • @catcherry.x6702
    @catcherry.x6702 3 года назад +28

    Guys, it's ok to be vulnerable. This is the best way to feel and overcome the grief that hurts you. God bless you all

  • @jiyyashah5636
    @jiyyashah5636 3 года назад +1

    sorry for your loss, sending you lots of hugs and love! stay strong, stay positive, better things are coming your way

  • @kagami3991
    @kagami3991 3 года назад +7

    I had lost my dog and he had been with me since i was 16. Im just glad he passed at home knowing he was loved and taken care of.

  • @kenzieb662
    @kenzieb662 3 года назад +281

    It was nice seeing someone who is going through the same thing as me. I lost my best friend recently on March 26. She was shot by a boy in our class while she was walking home from school. We are in 8th grade, she was gonna turn 14 in May.

    • @isa-if9xy
      @isa-if9xy 3 года назад +50

      this is horrible. sending prayers to you and her family. i hope you are doing well 💗💗💗

    • @cindymarson9053
      @cindymarson9053 3 года назад +16

      This is terrible I am so sorry. 🙏💗

    • @bhuvana7401
      @bhuvana7401 3 года назад +12

      Kenzie I'm so so sorry, sending you, her family and her loved ones healing vibes

    • @mayagrace.k4414
      @mayagrace.k4414 3 года назад +7

      My condolences I am so sorry

    • @britachii8359
      @britachii8359 3 года назад +4

      omg 🥺 my condolences kenzie 🥺💞💞 sending you love and light!

  • @beecher171
    @beecher171 3 года назад +50

    I feel this so much, my dog died two months ago. We have had her for 13 hears (so my entire adolescence, I’m 23 now). Really felt like I lost part of my soul, 10.000 tiles worse than I imagined it would be, she was really the best pet ever. I still remember when we visited the person we got her from and my dog opened her eyes for the first time, when I was looking straight at her. I never felt all alone afterwards, there was always this feeling of her presence, especially when I struggled with health issues and because of bullying in HS. When we had to put her down, I was also the last person who she made eye contact with. And I just felt her presence slip away, it was the most insane thing I have ever felt.

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +5

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @beecher171
      @beecher171 3 года назад

      @@paparia821 thank you for this compassionate comment, I will remember this🙏

    • @aeoies
      @aeoies 3 года назад

      i’m so sorry for your loss and i feel you :( my dog is still alive but he’s in his last few years. i got him as a gift on my 6th birthday and i’m currently 16 turning 17. he’s also rly sick :(( we’re trying to help him as best as we can but because his body isn’t in top shape because of age it’s rly not doing anything. i’m jus trying to enjoy my last few years with him as much as i can 🙃 i remember a few years ago he bit into a frog and got poisoned, started frothing and i broke down cause he had supposedly already died since he was unconscious and not moving but when i woke up the next day he was fine :) he’s a strong pup i love him with all my heart and i hope when his time comes he rests easy

    • @beecher171
      @beecher171 3 года назад

      @@aeoies thank you! Most likely, you are going to be at University or have apprenticeship/job responsibilities when it happens. The only advice I can give you: If possible, home to your dog to say goodbye and accompany them. I almost didn’t drive home/didn’t have the opportunity because of internship and job responsibilities and even though it created some atrocious scheduling issues in hindsight (causing me to be the most stressed out in my entire life in late February/March and almost fail out of my degree), I would ALWAYS decide to do so again and say goodbye. Almost didn’t go home and I would probably never have forgiven myself to miss out on her last moments.

  • @nanou5952
    @nanou5952 3 года назад +6

    My grandfather recently passed away and on the same day of his funeral, my sister and her boyfriend passed away. Thank you so much for this video and for showing your emotions. 💗

  • @Nature1sAmaz1ng
    @Nature1sAmaz1ng 6 месяцев назад +1

    I am so so sorry about your loss. I am praying for you and I hope you will feel better. I know you might be better now since i uploaded this message after 2 years. I know its sucks losing your love ones but that is how life goes. I am praying for and i hope your family members are in a safe and peaceful place. ❤️🙏

  • @rosaliegee9847
    @rosaliegee9847 3 года назад +20

    Mom,I can't, I just can't it's been 6months and im going crazy ,crying every day ,I feel you , take your time , having a grief brain makes us feel like we're going crazy , reach for ppl, u need hugs and u need some love , don't stay alone please bc ull give in to ur feelings ❤

    • @mollyannmanus
      @mollyannmanus 5 месяцев назад

      Hey! Jesus loves you so, so much and is with you! He will help you through your pain and bring good through it, if you let Him. If you believe in Him you will be saved. He is the only way! Have a blessed day! 😊🦋

  • @justashley234
    @justashley234 3 года назад +41

    I don’t think my dog will ever know how much he helped me through depression anxiety a ton of pain and now I just wish I could just say I love you one more time

  • @shellybelly1071
    @shellybelly1071 Год назад +1

    Completely feel you, losing so many people eventually feels numb. Death is definitely not new to my family and the grief is just....palpable. I hope you are doing better now

  • @Niconicoshizuko
    @Niconicoshizuko 3 года назад +1

    Im so sorry for your loss. Something similar happened to me while I was in high school. I feel like people without pets often think losing them isn’t that big of a deal but it’s so hard. My parents got our family dog Tara less than a year before I was born. She was still a puppy when I was born. So I grew up with her. She got bit by a tick and lived her last year unable to move one of her front legs. One day I woke up and she couldn’t move at all. My parents told me to say goodbye and it was so hard. I didn’t know life without her. Then I had to go to school since my mom had to work and my dad had to take her to the vet to be put down. Kids and teachers at school looked at me like I was weird for crying. I cried the whole day knowing when I got home from school she wouldn’t be there. And just the month before I had lost my nana so it was 2 major family members within a month and a 1/2.

  • @XricheeX
    @XricheeX 3 года назад +35

    Losing a life is always difficult and sad. but the fact that a human or animal body can create a life, yet we cant get a hold of a soul or see what actually a soul is, its such a weird thing to think about and just that makes me trust that's there's 100% life after this. I lost my dog (who I had my whole life) when I was 13, so 10 years ago. I still think of that dog every day, and I remember that the first 1 to 2 years after losing my dog I had 0 happiness. It slowly came back and nowadays when im sad and think about it, the thought of believing that I will see everyone I lost again, makes me a little more happy. even if its going to take 70 more years, just the thought of that we will reunite makes my heart happy.

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +1

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

  • @wallflowers8285
    @wallflowers8285 3 года назад +34

    Hey girl. I kinda know how you feel. 2 years ago I lost my grandmother, then 2 weeks later I lost an Uncle, then literally exactly 2 weeks later again, I lost another Uncle. Remind you that I’m in college struggling mentally, those deaths really did effect me and everyday I would cry while driving to class.
    But everything will get better sis. Keep your head up and faith strong 💕

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +4

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @user-xb4mh6jz3g
      @user-xb4mh6jz3g 3 года назад +2

      Cast your burden on the LORD, And He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved. Psalm 55:22

    • @williamwallace4080
      @williamwallace4080 3 года назад +1

      I'm sorry about your losses. I understand how you feel. I lost 3 grandparents in the last 14 months: may 2020, february 2021 and june 2021. All of them died a during my end of semester exams and it was/is tough. I wanted them to be at my graduation and I blame myself for not having studied harder. I was always alone as well. My family lives in another country as I study abroad. I also recently broke up with my gf of 3 years so that definitely didn't help. I've pulled through but I know this summer will be tough. It'll be the first one without my grandmas.

  • @eylulcalskan2412
    @eylulcalskan2412 3 года назад +3

    hey if you reading this i also lost my friend 2 months ago, and i am missing him everyday, it's feels like there is a big hole in my heart and sometimes i am feeling that it won't close.. when i look outside at the window, i always think that he is sending me a sign with births or sounds.. but it can also be about me because everything , literally everything remindes me of him.. long story short i can understand what you're going through and with all of my heart,i wish the best for you, just be patient and believe that they are not gone, the photons passing through them pass through us too
    , they are still an energy and they did not disappear, most importantly ,they're still in our hearts, minds and smiles..they are protecting us from the heaven

  • @greengirldani
    @greengirldani Год назад +1

    i just want to say thank you for making this. i, too, lost three family members but it was all at once due to a tragedy. this is so helpful to my grieving process knowing I’m not the only one (besides my family members)

  • @elephant3013
    @elephant3013 3 года назад +631

    Father God,
    Pls protect her an her family, let your love and peace comfort her
    I pray for her salvation
    In Jesus’ name
    Amen!
    Love you🤍💕🤍

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +9

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @iloveGod1105
      @iloveGod1105 3 года назад +4

      Lovely!!! ❤️❤️ Thank you for this!

    • @lilyz1114
      @lilyz1114 3 года назад +5

      AMEN!

    • @jade201208
      @jade201208 3 года назад +2

      Amen

  • @sophiaduarte745
    @sophiaduarte745 3 года назад +31

    I am so sorry for you losing your
    Grandma and Bella.
    Thank GOD for your Precious memories. ❤🌈

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +2

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @sophiaduarte745
      @sophiaduarte745 3 года назад

      @@paparia821
      Much Blessings and Thank You. ♥️🕊

  • @anavh8067
    @anavh8067 3 года назад +2

    Tis feeling is heartbreaking and just to think about it makes me feel miserable. I'm so sorry girly. What matters is what they left in you... what they taught you. Have a beautiful day

  • @hey.girlll
    @hey.girlll Год назад +1

    i’m so sorry that happened to you!
    i feel so bad for you i hope nothing like this happens anytime soon again.
    i’m so sorry for your loss i hope you feel better soon i hope you soon feel a lot better soon i’m so sorry that you feel lonely and the worst is when you least expected.
    in comments i usually just say the most sussest/cringest/randomest/weirdest things but this time no.
    u don’t deserve that or any of this.
    i’m so sorry for your loss :(

  • @aboundinggrace7029
    @aboundinggrace7029 3 года назад +1465

    "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16

    • @DD-vt5cl
      @DD-vt5cl 3 года назад +44

      Amen!

    • @Hi-oi4wb
      @Hi-oi4wb 3 года назад +40

      Amen fellow Christian🙏🙏🙏🙏edit:thank youuuuuu so much 25 likes is the most I’ve ever got God bless

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +40

      YOU ARE SO KIND TO COMMENT THIS!!! This quote inspired me so much! Please take a pic of this comment or just please never forget it because you deserve to by constantly reminded of how special you are xoxoxox

    • @bd2885
      @bd2885 3 года назад +11

      🤍🤍🤍

    • @sugarose29
      @sugarose29 3 года назад +10

      Amen

  • @km0146
    @km0146 3 года назад +29

    During the first month of quarantine I lost my childhood dog (we got her when I was in kindergarten and I was 18 when we lost her), my grandmother, and my great uncle so I understand what you’re going through❤️ sending thoughts and prayers

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +1

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

  • @ashleyytr
    @ashleyytr Год назад +2

    i am crying literal tears rn.. im so sorry for your loss🥺

  • @xLKYBx
    @xLKYBx Год назад +1

    ive lost 4 dogs, grandma, mother, father, cousin, friend. im 24y/o . grieving is so different for everyone and different for each person. Love to you all. life is hard but also beautiful. grieve, but dont let it paralyze your life!

  • @h3llo239
    @h3llo239 3 года назад +8

    I’m so sorry for all your losses, you’re so strong and i’m wishing you the best, Rest in Peace all of them 🤍

  • @lu1umend0za.
    @lu1umend0za. 3 года назад +26

    I lost my grandpa that was my best friend his death was so sad for me bless everyone who’s going through something like this

  • @JazmineSodeke-Guerra
    @JazmineSodeke-Guerra 6 месяцев назад +1

    i cannot imagine what you are going through just remember we are all here and we will support you no matter what

  • @Lala_issleepy
    @Lala_issleepy Год назад +2

    This past year, I have lost 8 family members. Not all of them were super special to me but I know they were to others. I’m only 13! I stuck it up for my family and acted like it didn’t affect me so that way I could others. Recently, I was talking with my mom about a small little annoyance in school. Suddenly, I started sobbing. I just wish I could’ve done this. I hope your doing better. I’m slowly getting better.

  • @LadyJade-iq8gr
    @LadyJade-iq8gr 3 года назад +8

    You are not alone, sweetie ❤️ I lost my grandmother two months ago and I miss her so much...I understand your pain.
    Sending you a big hug from Italy 💌

  • @1zzfizz
    @1zzfizz 3 года назад +10

    im sorry if you are reading this and are going through a rough time.
    just remember, you will adapt to the pain, it won’t go away.🥺❤️

  • @CorinneRose
    @CorinneRose 3 года назад +9

    *I'm so sorry for your losses. I lost my dog, sister, grandpa, and had 2 early miscarriage within the past 5 months.*

  • @flanuwu5114
    @flanuwu5114 3 года назад +1

    My 18 year old friend abruptly lost his mom two months ago and watching this reminded me of him and how hard it is when you lose someone you've loved so much, no matter the situation, you'll never be emotionally ready for something like that... I feel sorry for you and everyone who's going through grief, the people you love will always be in your heart and they'll never leave you alone 💛💙💛

  • @knmmm5016
    @knmmm5016 3 года назад +328

    Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28 🙏🏾💗

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +10

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @knmmm5016
      @knmmm5016 3 года назад +5

      @@paparia821 thanks 🙏🏾

    • @lilyz1114
      @lilyz1114 3 года назад +6

      YES! AMEEENNNN!

    • @anarivera7434
      @anarivera7434 3 года назад +18

      it’s so nice to see that there’s religious people who use their religion to help and be positive

    • @charlene.w.6124
      @charlene.w.6124 3 года назад +4

      Amen

  • @gracestewart3110
    @gracestewart3110 3 года назад +25

    She’s serious; hug your animals. I watched this around 6 something in the morning after interacting with my sweet baby cat boy. By 8am he was gone. Had I listened to her and went to give my pets a kiss perhaps I could’ve had one last moment with my sweet boy. Please listen go love on your pets and family.

  • @CardinalStandard
    @CardinalStandard 3 месяца назад

    My heart still breaks for you kiddo! I too know well the heartache & pain of losing family members, friends & four-legged friends. I hope you've found comfort with you plush friend. I hope that over the past three years that you've healed & that your heart has loved more and more each day! You're terrific young lady! =]

  • @helened6896
    @helened6896 Год назад +2

    I'm so sorry! May God comfort you in your grieving process. He gives customized grieving or I cldn't hv handled it. I'm praying for you, dearest Mirabella. God will empower you in this. He is the Comforter and Peace Giver.
    ❤️🙏🌹

  • @kalmia_k
    @kalmia_k 3 года назад +134

    For some reason, i blame myself why my dog died (mom says not my fault but..) we couldnt afford vet because of pandemic and fees for medicine for my grandma.. i just ask advices on pet groups what to do and what to feed him damn, i hated myself last year i really love my dog and i couldnt do shit but mourn... my heart aches for these angels.

    • @jerryg.kenney5666
      @jerryg.kenney5666 3 года назад +11

      I promise you its not your fault :) just through your comment alone, I can tell that you love your dog so much and would never do anything to hurt him. my cat that I had for years was hit by a car and he had to be put down last summer. I remember blaming myself for no reason. I guess it just feels better to be angry at someone when grieving, and a lot of times it ends up being ourselves. but no matter how much blaming we do, it will never truly be our fault. you did all you were capable of doing and gave him the best thing a dog could hope for, a loving home.

    • @skypie5374
      @skypie5374 3 года назад +2

      It’s okay your dog is in a better place trust me they’re very happy right now! :)

  • @bobmiggins761
    @bobmiggins761 3 года назад +10

    My dog died this week too. He was my best friend. You are not alone, I hope this gets better for both of us xxx

  • @RoyalReporterLydia
    @RoyalReporterLydia 4 месяца назад

    Sending lots of prayers and thoughts to you and your family during this time. I am devastated for you 😔🙏

  • @Kdramacore_Queen
    @Kdramacore_Queen 6 месяцев назад

    This is making me cry so bad it reminds me of all the family members of mine that had passed and this video is just making me feel that I’m not alone 😭🙂💗

  • @emily.4651
    @emily.4651 3 года назад +8

    my cat (ive never spent a day of my life where she wasnt my cat so ive had her since birth) recently passed away at almost 16 years old. i miss her and loved her so much. i miss her fur, i miss hugging her, and i miss seeing her everyday. rest in peace baby. :)

  • @nataylorr
    @nataylorr 3 года назад +44

    This is why my mom doesn't want me to get a dog. Ill get so attached to it that if it passes, Il almost would never recover.

    • @sophiethepegasus
      @sophiethepegasus 3 года назад +13

      Remember that grief is the price of love. It's part of the deal. I always say that grief is love with no place to go

    • @hannahrepollo
      @hannahrepollo 3 года назад +1

      @@sophiethepegasus ive seen that quote before and I love it so much. and that's so true

    • @QueenSpicyMama
      @QueenSpicyMama 5 месяцев назад

      ​@@hannahrepolloI don't like it, it's scary 😭

  • @laurenmirielle
    @laurenmirielle Год назад +1

    I found this pop up on my recommended I feel like it’s a sign as it recently happened to me as well, it’s crazy how our world can send us messages that it can occur to others too and that there’s so many blessings in our life.

  • @sabrinagrant9720
    @sabrinagrant9720 3 года назад +4

    Hello everyone! At the beginning of 2020 in January to be exact I lost my grandmother, after two months my uncle (her son) passed away in my aunt's bathroom, due to a cardiorespiratory arrest. They had not seen each other for many months since my uncle lived in Mexico and we are from Uruguay. We have been through a lot and the story itself is very long to explain. But I wanted to tell you that you are not alone, I hope you're feeling better now💜

  • @lizmarypadilla887
    @lizmarypadilla887 3 года назад +68

    Sending you so many hugs and high vibrations! May God keep them in his everlasting glory! 🤍

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 года назад +2

      Thank you!

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

  • @maggiemcshan2972
    @maggiemcshan2972 3 года назад +6

    You are so strong. I know how it feels to loose several family members so suddenly. It’s going to be hard for a while but you will come out stronger than ever. I am always here as is everyone else.

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

  • @erinhenry6528
    @erinhenry6528 5 месяцев назад

    the end made me cry. not just because its sweet but it reminds me that james will always be in my heart. thank you for that

  • @brooklynleahy
    @brooklynleahy 3 года назад +1

    girl thank you for posting this, it was very comforting in how much i empathize with you and how similar our situations are. I also lost 3 family members within this past month: my dog that I’ve had since I was a couple years old that was considered family, my aunt, and my uncle. sending love to u and ur fam

  • @savanna7534
    @savanna7534 3 года назад +17

    you made me remember my dog that died 13 years ago I cried while watching this. Stay strong❤️

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +1

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @savanna7534
      @savanna7534 3 года назад +1

      @@paparia821 I wish the best for you too. ❤️

  • @kara3756
    @kara3756 3 года назад +7

    I’m so sorry, I’ve been in your position. you feel like that sadness will never end, but it does. things will get better, its ok to be sad! it’s your chance to live on their legacy! ❤️❤️❤️

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxoxoxox

  • @dr.turtles1631
    @dr.turtles1631 Год назад +2

    This video came up on my recommendations at the right time, I know it's not identical but too lost 2 family members within a month of each other, my childhood cat and my grandpa. I watched this video pretty soon after that and related to it deeply. Less than 1 month later I had yet another loss within my family, my greatgrandpa and it's hard to experience these 3 losses to close to each other. I've now come back to this video to see how you coped because when I tell you it's hard that's an understatement. It's difficult having to get up everyday to go to school and now to get up and sit exams that determine my future, I can't even rely on mock results as my first of the losses happened during them so they were also affected. Along with going to school and then exams I'm currently in a theatre production and all of this combined is so much and so stressful and I'm just trying to stay as positive as I can. I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you for just being so real and so honest as it's helping me understand my grief a bit more and I hope your feeling better now :)

  • @carolinegraceh
    @carolinegraceh 6 месяцев назад +1

    Loss is awful and I will be praying. You look so much like your grandmother

  • @chelseyraper3751
    @chelseyraper3751 3 года назад +5

    I was going through the same pain loosing my granny and then 2 months after loosing my cousin to a horrible car accident, with loosing my friend to suicide just a month ago. It’s been bout a year now since I’ve lost my granny and cousin and I still grieve. But it’s getting easy to go on bout my day. Stay strong and alway try to think of good times with them.

  • @perll2507
    @perll2507 3 года назад +3

    I lost my young aunt and uncle(they leftover little children) and my grandmother and grandfather all within 3 weeks recently to covid. Grieving isn't an easy process and it is really hard some days. Take care.

  • @jasondavidstapleton8337
    @jasondavidstapleton8337 6 месяцев назад +1

    oh honey i'm sorry for your loss hope things get better for you i love you

  • @ethanosed
    @ethanosed Год назад +1

    I actually feel really bad for you. I am so blessed to be grateful to talk or have fun with my family members for as long as I can.

  • @daniellacisneros7202
    @daniellacisneros7202 3 года назад +14

    better days will come. I’m very similar to you, i have a cocker spaniel and she’s such a big part of my family. We call her a “human” bc she’s such a pure heart. We got her when i was very young & she’s abt 14 as well. I can just imagine what your going through, IM SENDING MY LOVE🤍 ( i was crying with you through the whole video😢)

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 года назад +1

      Sending you so much love

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +1

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

  • @inniesworld
    @inniesworld 3 года назад +10

    I'm so sorry. Prayers to you and your family❤️

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 года назад +2

      Thank you

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +1

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxoxoxox

  • @The_LoRaX_loves_TREES
    @The_LoRaX_loves_TREES 3 года назад +1

    I hate when I’m sad and have anxiety and depression, I lose my appetite. I get intense nervous feelings in my stomach. I remember I went 11 days without eating because I just couldn’t with the nervous feelings. It gets bad..
    I’m sorry for your loss. Stay strong xoxo

  • @shivabhakth07
    @shivabhakth07 Год назад +1

    trust me losing a pet that has been part of your life is like living without a soul, without them we are like nothing at least for me..I lost my dog 3 years ago and I'm still reminding myself that she is with me no matter what before sleep every day, the thought of losing her itself depresses me, I'm still in denial even though now we have another pet, no one can replace her

  • @tessalynch9536
    @tessalynch9536 3 года назад +7

    I felt like I was watching a recording of me missing my mom. It never gets better, you just learn to deal.

  • @godadidjurgis2663
    @godadidjurgis2663 3 года назад +4

    This made me cry. I am so sorry.

  • @randomhuman805
    @randomhuman805 3 года назад +1

    I just saw this video and it breaks my heart. I’m truly sorry for your losses. There in a better place now 💖

  • @kylie201
    @kylie201 3 года назад +4

    Why I’m I crying I can’t imagine what your going through I’m so sorry the same thing happened to my dog and it was awful I hope that it’s getting better whoever is reading this I hope you have a good day/night and DONT HURT YOURSELF! Ok bye ily!

  • @carolina.2624
    @carolina.2624 3 года назад +3

    I’m sorry for your loss. Stay strong I send love and I’m praying for you and your family. 💗

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 года назад +1

      Thank you Carolina

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life XOXOXO

  • @annischickle6059
    @annischickle6059 3 года назад +7

    I´m so so sorry for your loss.I know that pain because my dog died last year in june and it was the worst pain ever! But now i moved on and i got a puppy 2 month ago. The pain is still there but now i don´t have the time anymore to cry every second about him.I still miss him everyday though.I hope you can move on too even if it´s hard for you. Sending you all my love

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

  • @epicMicrowavve
    @epicMicrowavve 4 месяца назад

    Words can’t express how sorry I am, I know you’ve heard it hundreds of times at this point but grief is truly crushing, I am really so sorry. I know I can’t tell you not to fall down the hole of despair because it will happen regardless, when you miss someone so much, but just know you are never alone.

  • @user-rh8io2he8y
    @user-rh8io2he8y 3 года назад +3

    i’m so sorry :( i promise it gets better. but thank you for sharing, sending love

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад +1

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxoxoxox

  • @laureng4890
    @laureng4890 3 года назад +4

    i’m crying i’m so sorry McCall❤️❤️ we love u

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 года назад

      Love u too

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 года назад

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox