Pile 4 - This may have been hard for you to read; however, it is spot on! This man certainly is a learning lesson! Thank you, and God bless you! Happy New Year!
#4 Thank you for the reading Ughhhh you and Spirit right on time with this! I almost got sucked back in and it felt very disorienting. I took a nap and woke up knowing that I have to keep moving forward and keep uncovering why I ever allowed this is the first place. "....Go ahead and see if that works...Now that we've done that, we're back here again" 😳 Literally dying at this message right now. ❤️🧡💛❤️🧡💛❤️🧡💛❤️
Thank you for pile 3, it's all true. He had traumas that I feel keeps him away and I've been internilising the rejection reminding me of things that happened in my childhood.
Pile 4 the biggest part that stuck out to me is they have trauma they are dealing with just like you. My girl acts like she always has it together and is spiritually above people but it's a huge front but I got caught up in the illusion cause I have no idea where my life is going and it was comforting seeing her as a guide. I know I can forgive her and feel myself doing it more and more but it scares me cause growing up I forgave so easily and just got hurt more. Idk why people see it as weakness to take advantage of when it's really just someone being loving. Maybe when she comes back I just need to let her know I forgive her but what she did is not okay and can't happen going forward. I have been angry and and upset by her for so long I'm tired now and just want to be compassionate but firm. Who knows in some way I'm sure she feels I hurt her too don't really get how but I'm sure it is there.
💛💛💛 Sounds like you are seeing the situation objectively. Now it's just healing from the anger you said you carried for so long. That will dissipate with acceptance and gentle observation and no judgement on self. Bless you both 🙏
Pile 4. Right away youre pulling the same cards that have been haunting me in my readings. Don Juan, wounded child, servent, Quick silver, winter, shaman. I also sleep with Sap of The Moon Plant under my pillow. Dang girl... im floored from the get go. He is so stuck in ego. I stopped talking to him because he was insulting me, refusing to sit and talk it out with me or find a resolution to problems. Hes got big wounds he needs to work through. Recently hes been sending me memes that are extremely antisemetic and I dont understand why he sends those to me. He knows I believe in love. And his hatred for them is exactly the same as the hatred from them. But he wont see it. I just dont reply. All i know is this man is my mirror. I have seen some deep wounding in him that reflects mine. But i practice deepening into self. Im learning myself and my gifts that have come online from this. But hes stuck. He is so stuck, and his souls screaming for release. I'm very detached this time around. Standing in my voundaries. This man wants to break free, but hes terrified. I see it in his eye contact and i feel it in his touch. His words have said it. Once I brushed some burdens off his shoulders. It was an intensly intimate moment. Anf we have these deeply intense moments of eye contact, but weve never been sexual. It scares me so i can only imagine how he feels. This time its different. I see it now. The fog is clear. My armor is on. He either deals with his shit or he loses me for good. I'm facing my future. Putting out voice over poetry (thepoeticalabyss on tiktok). I'm movimg on. Come correct or dont come at all. 🤷🏼♀️ I can love you from afar. This is so much conformation. Thank you. You are a beautiful soul.
Come to watch this again at some point if you get hung up because I do feel what you're saying in your comment of how you're handling him is what spirit was saying not to do, but you just do you love 💛🙏☀️ You will get there in your own accord through your own process. bless you both!
@@prairievintage Can you deepen into this by chance? I think you're right but I might need.more.words.to sit with. Gove it to me straight, Lenda. Your words always hit right where I need.
I feel you 🙏🙏🙏 Plesse watch from 2:00:00 mark onwards, it is very direct, but focus on your side only. Spirit's message is that you are handling this in a fixed "either / or" fashion and there is a need to reexamine boundaries. Your boundaries are up (according to Spirit) for the "wrong" intention. There to protect you BUT we don't need to protect, we need to look at our fixed boundary. Need to deal with their energy not resist it. If you listen closely to the messaging its all right there, I can not give it more direct than how Spirot was channeled.
@@prairievintage OK. You're right. Maybe there is a part of me that's shutting him out. Like a come hither, no you're too close dance. 😅. I want this man in my life. He and I are connected on some level I can't cognize or logically understand because everything in my experience and brain says "RUN" but my soul is drawing me to him if that makes sense. I spent 17 years as a homeless addict. I was shrouded in a darkness. I lived a violent, manipulative life. But I've spent so much time healing, but haven't had this type of relationship in my life for the past 5 years until recently. So I suppose this is wounding I haven't had to face. He came in and played games. I played games right back, and it went like this. I'm not trying to pretend I'm innocent here because I'm not. This is literally all I've ever known. We are both very much wounded children. But I 100% believe if a person wants it, we can all come out of our darkness. It's just a matter of healing the wounds and integrating the lessons into your daily life and you slide along the line of polarity towards love. Ive experienced it in myself, but i dont get to choose for him. I realize most of us never get the chance, and if we do we dont want thr chance and we turn away out of fear of looking at our "demons". This man seems to want it, but then he doesn't. It's a push pull, and I suppose I do that too with some things. You're absolutely right. Thank you. I needed this. I had thought I saw what needed to be seen here, but we are ever deepening creatures.
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Disclaimer for this reading - 1:28
Decks- 8:29
Pick Your Pile- 8:59
Pile 1✟ CARD LAYOUT: 10:34
Pile 1✟ MAIN READING: 16:03
Pile 2👀 CARD LAYOUT: 46:41
Pile 2👀 MAIN READING: 51:28
Pile 3👑 CARD LAYOUT: 1:14:33
Pile 3👑 MAIN READING: 1:19:01
Pile 4🙏 CARD LAYOUT: 1:45:56
Pile 4🙏 MAIN READING: 1:51:16
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Pile 4 - This may have been hard for you to read; however, it is spot on! This man certainly is a learning lesson! Thank you, and God bless you! Happy New Year!
Thank you angel, so much love to you!!! Bless you both🙏🙏🙏 Happy New Year!
#4 Thank you for the reading
Ughhhh you and Spirit right on time with this! I almost got sucked back in and it felt very disorienting. I took a nap and woke up knowing that I have to keep moving forward and keep uncovering why I ever allowed this is the first place.
"....Go ahead and see if that works...Now that we've done that, we're back here again" 😳
Literally dying at this message right now.
❤️🧡💛❤️🧡💛❤️🧡💛❤️
My heart felt this so deeply. 🙏🙏🙏 You're ahead of the game now, bright eye'd and seeing things very clearly as they are now. Bless you both🙏🙏🙏☀️
@@prairievintage Thank you, I needed that response 🕯️🙏🌞
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Even before I asked !!! thank you Linda 🥰🥰🥰
Awe, thank you beautiful!! It's a very deep reading today. 💛💛💛
I feel so not good today... I just wrote him. feeling like I need a huge.. Its so hard feeling sick.
@@prairievintage listening to it right now 🤍🤍🤍
@danakaplan_music_arts 🙏🙏🙏☀️ bless you!! Sending love to you💛⭐️
@danakaplan_music_arts okay💛🙏
Nothing this time, but loved the pigeon turd references and you calling yourself a straight shot of whiskey. 😂😂😂
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Pile 4 was perfect for me. Thank you ❣️
💛🙏 awesome, I am glad it resonated. Thank you!
Thank you for pile 3, it's all true. He had traumas that I feel keeps him away and I've been internilising the rejection reminding me of things that happened in my childhood.
🙏🙏🙏☀️ bless you angel. 💛
Pile 4 🎉 accurate. Great confirmation ❤
🙏💛bless you both☀️🙏
What a great tarot question! So unique 🎉
I think so too! 💛💛💛 Thank you!!
Thank you. ❤
💛💛💛🙏 You're welcome
pile 1, thanks thanks thanks ☘
You're welcome, welcome, welcome 💛💛💛 Thank you!! Bless you both!
Pile 1 giver that's me haha truth is that I'm moving on with a soul mate, maybe I'll be cut out to struggle with the tf some other life
💛💛💛🙏 okay
bless you all!
Pile 4 the biggest part that stuck out to me is they have trauma they are dealing with just like you. My girl acts like she always has it together and is spiritually above people but it's a huge front but
I got caught up in the illusion cause I have no idea where my life is going and it was comforting seeing her as a guide. I know I can forgive her and feel myself doing it more and more but it scares me cause growing up I forgave so easily and just got hurt more. Idk why people see it as weakness to take advantage of when it's really just someone being loving. Maybe when she comes back I just need to let her know I forgive her but what she did is not okay and can't happen going forward. I have been angry and and upset by her for so long I'm tired now and just want to be compassionate but firm. Who knows in some way I'm sure she feels I hurt her too don't really get how but I'm sure it is there.
💛💛💛 Sounds like you are seeing the situation objectively. Now it's just healing from the anger you said you carried for so long. That will dissipate with acceptance and gentle observation and no judgement on self.
Bless you both 🙏
Pile 4. Right away youre pulling the same cards that have been haunting me in my readings. Don Juan, wounded child, servent, Quick silver, winter, shaman. I also sleep with Sap of The Moon Plant under my pillow. Dang girl... im floored from the get go.
He is so stuck in ego. I stopped talking to him because he was insulting me, refusing to sit and talk it out with me or find a resolution to problems. Hes got big wounds he needs to work through. Recently hes been sending me memes that are extremely antisemetic and I dont understand why he sends those to me. He knows I believe in love. And his hatred for them is exactly the same as the hatred from them. But he wont see it. I just dont reply.
All i know is this man is my mirror. I have seen some deep wounding in him that reflects mine. But i practice deepening into self. Im learning myself and my gifts that have come online from this. But hes stuck. He is so stuck, and his souls screaming for release.
I'm very detached this time around. Standing in my voundaries. This man wants to break free, but hes terrified. I see it in his eye contact and i feel it in his touch. His words have said it. Once I brushed some burdens off his shoulders. It was an intensly intimate moment. Anf we have these deeply intense moments of eye contact, but weve never been sexual. It scares me so i can only imagine how he feels.
This time its different. I see it now. The fog is clear. My armor is on. He either deals with his shit or he loses me for good. I'm facing my future. Putting out voice over poetry (thepoeticalabyss on tiktok). I'm movimg on.
Come correct or dont come at all. 🤷🏼♀️ I can love you from afar.
This is so much conformation. Thank you. You are a beautiful soul.
Come to watch this again at some point if you get hung up because I do feel what you're saying in your comment of how you're handling him is what spirit was saying not to do, but you just do you love 💛🙏☀️ You will get there in your own accord through your own process.
bless you both!
There is no him coming "correctly" I think that's the message to learn.
@@prairievintage Can you deepen into this by chance? I think you're right but I might need.more.words.to sit with. Gove it to me straight, Lenda. Your words always hit right where I need.
I feel you 🙏🙏🙏 Plesse watch from 2:00:00 mark onwards, it is very direct, but focus on your side only. Spirit's message is that you are handling this in a fixed "either / or" fashion and there is a need to reexamine boundaries. Your boundaries are up (according to Spirit) for the "wrong" intention. There to protect you
BUT we don't need to protect, we need to look at our fixed boundary. Need to deal with their energy not resist it. If you listen closely to the messaging its all right there, I can not give it more direct than how Spirot was channeled.
@@prairievintage OK. You're right. Maybe there is a part of me that's shutting him out. Like a come hither, no you're too close dance. 😅.
I want this man in my life. He and I are connected on some level I can't cognize or logically understand because everything in my experience and brain says "RUN" but my soul is drawing me to him if that makes sense.
I spent 17 years as a homeless addict. I was shrouded in a darkness. I lived a violent, manipulative life. But I've spent so much time healing, but haven't had this type of relationship in my life for the past 5 years until recently. So I suppose this is wounding I haven't had to face. He came in and played games. I played games right back, and it went like this. I'm not trying to pretend I'm innocent here because I'm not. This is literally all I've ever known.
We are both very much wounded children. But I 100% believe if a person wants it, we can all come out of our darkness. It's just a matter of healing the wounds and integrating the lessons into your daily life and you slide along the line of polarity towards love. Ive experienced it in myself, but i dont get to choose for him. I realize most of us never get the chance, and if we do we dont want thr chance and we turn away out of fear of looking at our "demons". This man seems to want it, but then he doesn't. It's a push pull, and I suppose I do that too with some things.
You're absolutely right. Thank you. I needed this. I had thought I saw what needed to be seen here, but we are ever deepening creatures.
Hmm
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@@prairievintage you asked I'm listening
What do you suggest
I don't suggest here I am sorry. I trust your intuition is developed more than mine about your own situation. 🙏 Bounce out if it doesn't resonate.