POV: you realize you’re not needed anymore, that you’re the background character in everyone’s life; you’re slowly becoming the background character of your own life too
the same was happening to me, but i found a girl i match with, i just have to not mess it up, which is easier said than done, for me at least, but i hope you find a new meaning to life too, in a sense its beautiful and horrible at the same time, you just gotta learn to balance it, anyways, have a nice day :)
Yeah like with my gf we were loving and than out of the blue she said i dont actually love u i never did i just wanted too make u happy. But it just hurt more the fact she was lying all this time
bro i felt that shit i had the same happen to me just keep your head up youll find someone that actually will love you and will be way better than her @@hacker-2
Dude I so feel the both of you. I had a bestfriend that meant the world to me, I found out they didn’t care about me really at all, and they disappeared and when I asked them if we were still friends they insulted me and split up. Stick out tho we as humans have to be out for each other, the world isn’t kind, but there are kind people in it that make up for that
this reminds me a lot of the summer of 2018. we were chilling everyday laying on the warm tarred roof, listening to duster and watching the stars. it was only us, the sunset and the dull sound of the city.
I’m feeling nothing, yet everything at the same time. I’m having these brief moments where I notice the pain and I manage to shed a tear or two. I haven’t cried in ages and it’s something that I really need. I’m itching to just cry and scream. To feel like I can really finally process what I’m going through. For now my body fills that void with shivers and chills from head to toe, like if everything around me is cold, like if everything around me is freezing cold. What’s causing me all this ache? I don’t even really know, myself. I look in the mirror and I see someone beautiful. I see a butterfly trapped in its cocoon, eager to be free and spread its wings, but then I see a cloud surrounding me, a cloud made of dark dark matter. Every time I tell myself I am worthy it’s followed by a feeling of dishonesty and betrayal. I am my worst enemy. I am at war with myself, and it worries me that I don’t know what side will win. I’ve waved my white flag countless times, I’ve tried to surrender but both sides are fighting and they’re fighting strong. It’s getting harder every day not to let go. I have reasons to stay but I’m slowly losing sight of them. I’m losing hope and I’m losing it quickly. I’m expected to go out into the world and steer the wheel for myself when I’m not even in control of the pedals. I don’t know how much fight I have left… but I’ll be fighting until the end.
Your such a beautiful person i can tell. The way you speak of life can only tell me that as I do not know a thing about you personally but everything will get better and I hope shit is better for you right now. I don’t know if this helps but I love you and I will remember this. I hope somebody can give you a hug as much as I want to give you one myself :)
like 20 years from now everything’s going to be different and you’re gonna think about the past and you’re gonna feel so sad but it’s okay because then you’ll eventually forget about it all.
Thank you for this video. The music, the picture, and the lettering complement each other perfectly. I find Duster's music not sad, but rather calm and meditative. It helps exactly to sort yourself out and bring you to your senses. It's like a lullaby that helps you calm down. That kind of music is very rare these days. It can heal.
Duster was a band I discovered through an old website many years ago now as a teenager. Whenever I had a bad mental health day I used to sit in my room in the dark with Stratosphere on loop for hours and it helped so much. Duster is truly one of a kind. I was surprised but also disappointed to see that they reached tiktok and gained a fan base (of ‘indie’ edgy kids unfortunately) as Duster was one of those bands I loved that was very niche and unknown but I’m glad that people see them for what they are and not the edgy depressive stuff that kids today like to categorise them as.
As for the photo and the lettering, I remember choosing it as a tribute to them being a space rock band and a healthy mantra to dealing with intrusive thoughts, aha
At this point it feels good to me sad and sit back from the world and see everyone elses lives keep going and i feel left behind, and i like that feeling now it gives me a comftorable feeling to cry, i like bieng sad is the truth, i like it..sm
this song feels like a song that never gets old, I listen to it over an over again and still love it. No matter what mood I am in, I still love this song.
I just want to be a happy innocent kid again I don't want to have a care in the world and do whatever I want. I just want to be happy I don't want to feel sad anymore because its eating at me and it hurts. The sad thing is, I don't know what's hurting me.
opened my window, and it was a nice cloudly day to breathe and cry my eyes out. i prayed to God to help me, and to help me and my family. since my friends brother died it has never been the same, ive grief since. i told God "hope my friends brother is up there in heaven, with no pain and no sadness" and i told God about my grandma if she is good in heaven too. even though i don't know her, but i know she is up there in heaven with God, happily smiling up there too. i have been sad these past few days, i prayed to God to help me become a better person to my family, friends, and even myself. i prayed for forgiveness and to help restore my strength and courage. every since then my friend's brother death, it has been sad, but I know the Lord of all Mighty is up there with him and the people who are up with him too. hopefully God answer my prayers. I hope you can pray for me too. My name is Sarah if you would like to know. a good way to vent is to the Lord, even though you can't see him, he will still listen to you.
it feels like i’m someone stuck in a void of nothingness for the rest of my life. i can’t eat or sleep or do anything. time passes me by and i’m the character in a show that was a main character but is fading away into a background character no one sees anymore or the character everyone hates.
yk if i had the option to be teleported into space with a suit with about 8 hours of oxygen left, id take it. it seems like a peaceful way to go, gazing at the stars and the beauty of the universe and realizing your truly meaningless.
Everyone are a background character without meaning or purpose, none of us has the truth in their hands, no one knows what we should be or how we are supposed to act.... This isn't a show about dramatic stuffs... This, is just a moment, a moment damned to an innevitable end, and the only thing that make us equals is... the emptyness above us.
Oh wow, I totally forgot about this channel I had and I logged in today and saw I had 267k view and a ton of comments lol. Had a real “wtf is this a dream” moment. Glad people like this edit of the song I made years ago :)
I have been uploading my edits over at youtube.com/@dreamscomebacklaterintheda1146 as I forgot about this account. I’ll probably move those videos over here at some point, but I enjoy making these and sharing my music tastes with everyone
This song just reminds me of how I'm trying my best to be better in life but it just seems so hard and difficult. My memories are blurry. All I remember is who I used to be in the earlier years of my life and I regret being that person. Who I was before is the reason why I can't do better. My regrets are taking me over and it's so tiring just wishing I could get rid of everything I have done. The damage I have caused will never be fixed even by simply saying "I'm sorry." Yet that is the only thing I could say or do. I am trying to stay stable in my life and I am trying to make it through I just have that feeling in my stomach that someday I will fail. I will end up dying shamefully knowing I failed to be better in life by fixing my regrets. Even though things are this hard I am surprised I haven't given up in life yet, so because of that I want you, reading this to keep on going like I did. No matter how hard things get and no matter how much you regret, Don't give up.There is always light at the end of the tunnel.
my parents may think im not going through alot because they think im just a stupid teenager whos just going through hormones and that im like this because of this generation, they constantly brainwash themselves and not open they're damn eyes for once and just brush off my feelings and who i am as a person as if i was basically nothing to them and that i dont matter, they may wonder as a parent "what am i doing wrong to make my kid be this way what am i doing wrong as a parent" your doing alot of things wrong its like i have to educate you on things to do to be a supportive parent whiches i shouldnt be educating someone who is fully grown and can obviously change the way they act torwards others and can COMPREHEND well enough to understand. Im going through so much in life right now its overwhelming and horrible my parents dont let me express how i feel its like i have to express myself a certain way so they dont yell and let out all they're anger on me. My parents constantly ask me this specific question that really hits home "why is it so difficult for you to talk about your feelings im here for you" because you dont give the support i need mentally (for people who are going through this im so sorry i wish u the best i love you so much u have a special place in my heart even though i may not know you but i see u as a person who deserves better i love you so much u have my full support and u can vent on this comment by choice just know i am going to be here for u i love you) (i had a mental breakdown while typing this it was hard to type because it isnt something im used to)
Makes me miss being with my brother. Every day of the summer we would ride our bikes together down to the river and go fishing or swimming. Man I really miss him. I miss playing basketball ball with him. Now we're continuing life without each other and I don't know when we will be able to see each other since I'm always busy at school. Kinda stressing tbh but I'm almost done
Whenever I listen to Duster I always think about my future. Where am I going to be 30 years from now?, ? Will I be a writer? Will I have kids?, Will I finally learn guitar?. I always like to think of my future. Negative or positive. I tend to overthink and stress about things. I turn 16 in a week (September 26th) and I'm terrified. I don't want people around me to view me as some "mature girl" because I'm not. The older I get, the more cynical I become. That's just the truth. Well, here's to hope. I'm petrified but hey, it's all gonna be okay. It's all gonna work out in the end. Edit: After 5 years of thinking and contemplating, I have figured something out about myself. I am a trans male. And I go by Milo.
When my parents are about to devorce and you just don't know what to do anymore😂😂😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😂🤣🤣🤣 (I am about to leave everything behind and resort to just hanging from my ceiling)
Same they all wanna take suicide and im the only reason they are still here everyone in my friend group online even myself we all just wanna kill ourself the only reason we are here is cuz eachother we all feel like sacks of shits...
I'm so tired of everything in my life "It'll get better." It hasn't got better and it never will. My jokes, my humour, my looks, my skills, my IQ, the way i eat, the way i drink, the way i laugh, my smile, my bags underneath my eyes, everything. Its just so bad and I'm just so useless. There's no point In living anymore.
![Constellations - Duster [Slowed + Reverb]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/aVycFDjBIPc/mqdefault.jpg)
![[Limbus Company - PV] Chapter.7 - Oblivion](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/VUpkXPkvoxU/mqdefault.jpg)
POV: you realize you’re not needed anymore, that you’re the background character in everyone’s life; you’re slowly becoming the background character of your own life too
Not yet
You’re lucky
the same was happening to me, but i found a girl i match with, i just have to not mess it up, which is easier said than done, for me at least, but i hope you find a new meaning to life too, in a sense its beautiful and horrible at the same time, you just gotta learn to balance it, anyways, have a nice day :)
There was no need to make me realize this.
What do you mean? You're always needed, everyone serves an important role in the lives around them, don't belittle yourself
Missing someone that doesnt care about you is a whole other level of pain.
Yeah like with my gf we were loving and than out of the blue she said i dont actually love u i never did i just wanted too make u happy. But it just hurt more the fact she was lying all this time
bro i felt that shit i had the same happen to me just keep your head up youll find someone that actually will love you and will be way better than her @@hacker-2
Dude I so feel the both of you. I had a bestfriend that meant the world to me, I found out they didn’t care about me really at all, and they disappeared and when I asked them if we were still friends they insulted me and split up. Stick out tho we as humans have to be out for each other, the world isn’t kind, but there are kind people in it that make up for that
real
this reminds me a lot of the summer of 2018. we were chilling everyday laying on the warm tarred roof, listening to duster and watching the stars. it was only us, the sunset and the dull sound of the city.
this is adorable is wish i had this
All
i wish to have this one day
i am seriously going to cry after reading that.
0:40
The aftermath of sulking about my grandfather's passing; This song sews me back together bringing me to the realization of life.
This resonates so well with mee!! This was my grandfather’s favorite one of the songs i showed him. Always got him on my mind when playing this song
mine died today 😕
I hope you're alright, he's in a better place now 🙏🏻💗
@@vellee1144 He's in a better place now, I hope you're alright 🙏🏻💗
I’m feeling nothing, yet everything at the same time.
I’m having these brief moments where I notice the pain and I manage to shed a tear or two.
I haven’t cried in ages and it’s something that I really need.
I’m itching to just cry and scream.
To feel like I can really finally process what I’m going through.
For now my body fills that void with shivers and chills from head to toe, like if everything around me is cold, like if everything around me is freezing cold.
What’s causing me all this ache? I don’t even really know, myself.
I look in the mirror and I see someone beautiful.
I see a butterfly trapped in its cocoon, eager to be free and spread its wings, but then I see a cloud surrounding me, a cloud made of dark dark matter.
Every time I tell myself I am worthy it’s followed by a feeling of dishonesty and betrayal.
I am my worst enemy.
I am at war with myself, and it worries me that I don’t know what side will win.
I’ve waved my white flag countless times, I’ve tried to surrender but both sides are fighting and they’re fighting strong.
It’s getting harder every day not to let go.
I have reasons to stay but I’m slowly losing sight of them.
I’m losing hope and I’m losing it quickly.
I’m expected to go out into the world and steer the wheel for myself when I’m not even in control of the pedals.
I don’t know how much fight I have left…
but I’ll be fighting until the end.
You’re not alone :/
Your such a beautiful person i can tell. The way you speak of life can only tell me that as I do not know a thing about you personally but everything will get better and I hope shit is better for you right now. I don’t know if this helps but I love you and I will remember this. I hope somebody can give you a hug as much as I want to give you one myself :)
@@hidan2703 thank you so much for your kind words and they definitely help. I love you too beautiful stranger
@@Anonymous-hk4ny soo happy that I could help!! 🖤🙏🏽🖤
you just put what I’ve been trying to say for past 2 years into words. thank you so much
like 20 years from now everything’s going to be different and you’re gonna think about the past and you’re gonna feel so sad but it’s okay because then you’ll eventually forget about it all.
But that’s my worst fear I don’t wanna forget the good and even the bad memories
Brighten up dude. Enjoy and be thankful for what you have
I think about the past everyday.....
This song just makes me sad, but it helps me sleep somehow
Thank you for this video. The music, the picture, and the lettering complement each other perfectly. I find Duster's music not sad, but rather calm and meditative. It helps exactly to sort yourself out and bring you to your senses. It's like a lullaby that helps you calm down. That kind of music is very rare these days. It can heal.
Duster was a band I discovered through an old website many years ago now as a teenager. Whenever I had a bad mental health day I used to sit in my room in the dark with Stratosphere on loop for hours and it helped so much. Duster is truly one of a kind. I was surprised but also disappointed to see that they reached tiktok and gained a fan base (of ‘indie’ edgy kids unfortunately) as Duster was one of those bands I loved that was very niche and unknown but I’m glad that people see them for what they are and not the edgy depressive stuff that kids today like to categorise them as.
As for the photo and the lettering, I remember choosing it as a tribute to them being a space rock band and a healthy mantra to dealing with intrusive thoughts, aha
duster makes me happy a little
I miss myself
At this point it feels good to me sad and sit back from the world and see everyone elses lives keep going and i feel left behind, and i like that feeling now it gives me a comftorable feeling to cry, i like bieng sad is the truth, i like it..sm
First person to put it into words, i just do it because its just no point in fighting it anymore
this song feels like a song that never gets old, I listen to it over an over again and still love it. No matter what mood I am in, I still love this song.
I just want to be a happy innocent kid again I don't want to have a care in the world and do whatever I want. I just want to be happy I don't want to feel sad anymore because its eating at me and it hurts. The sad thing is, I don't know what's hurting me.
I love duster. (I wish I could’ve done something to help but in the end I never do anything)
real
It sounds like the sentence “i still remember how we started talking”
opened my window, and it was a nice cloudly day to breathe and cry my eyes out. i prayed to God to help me, and to help me and my family. since my friends brother died it has never been the same, ive grief since. i told God "hope my friends brother is up there in heaven, with no pain and no sadness" and i told God about my grandma if she is good in heaven too. even though i don't know her, but i know she is up there in heaven with God, happily smiling up there too. i have been sad these past few days, i prayed to God to help me become a better person to my family, friends, and even myself. i prayed for forgiveness and to help restore my strength and courage.
every since then my friend's brother death, it has been sad, but I know the Lord of all Mighty is up there with him and the people who are up with him too. hopefully God answer my prayers. I hope you can pray for me too. My name is Sarah if you would like to know.
a good way to vent is to the Lord, even though you can't see him, he will still listen to you.
❤
it feels like i’m someone stuck in a void of nothingness for the rest of my life. i can’t eat or sleep or do anything. time passes me by and i’m the character in a show that was a main character but is fading away into a background character no one sees anymore or the character everyone hates.
just found the reverb versions of these songs and they are so calming
yk if i had the option to be teleported into space with a suit with about 8 hours of oxygen left, id take it. it seems like a peaceful way to go, gazing at the stars and the beauty of the universe and realizing your truly meaningless.
Everyone are a background character without meaning or purpose, none of us has the truth in their hands, no one knows what we should be or how we are supposed to act.... This isn't a show about dramatic stuffs... This, is just a moment, a moment damned to an innevitable end, and the only thing that make us equals is... the emptyness above us.
If they don't play this on my funeral, I ain't dying.
I feel like I don't exist
Thank you for exsiting
Oh wow, I totally forgot about this channel I had and I logged in today and saw I had 267k view and a ton of comments lol. Had a real “wtf is this a dream” moment. Glad people like this edit of the song I made years ago :)
I have been uploading my edits over at youtube.com/@dreamscomebacklaterintheda1146 as I forgot about this account. I’ll probably move those videos over here at some point, but I enjoy making these and sharing my music tastes with everyone
Must have been nice
This song just reminds me of how I'm trying my best to be better in life but it just seems so hard and difficult. My memories are blurry. All I remember is who I used to be in the earlier years of my life and I regret being that person. Who I was before is the reason why I can't do better. My regrets are taking me over and it's so tiring just wishing I could get rid of everything I have done. The damage I have caused will never be fixed even by simply saying "I'm sorry." Yet that is the only thing I could say or do. I am trying to stay stable in my life and I am trying to make it through I just have that feeling in my stomach that someday I will fail. I will end up dying shamefully knowing I failed to be better in life by fixing my regrets. Even though things are this hard I am surprised I haven't given up in life yet, so because of that I want you, reading this to keep on going like I did. No matter how hard things get and no matter how much you regret, Don't give up.There is always light at the end of the tunnel.
i have no sadness anymore. i just feel numb. i don't know what to do anymore.
real (hope ur doing better now tho
Thank you for existing
Never thought I'd ever be cured by a music video with a caption
Yo, we all fucked up lmao.
reall
i miss my grandfather.
hey, me too here.
me too.
so real.
if youre reading this, youre v cool :)
Na your cool
Thank you for existing
I miss him
:(
Me too
my parents may think im not going through alot because they think im just a stupid teenager whos just going through hormones and that im like this because of this generation, they constantly brainwash themselves and not open they're damn eyes for once and just brush off my feelings and who i am as a person as if i was basically nothing to them and that i dont matter, they may wonder as a parent "what am i doing wrong to make my kid be this way what am i doing wrong as a parent" your doing alot of things wrong its like i have to educate you on things to do to be a supportive parent whiches i shouldnt be educating someone who is fully grown and can obviously change the way they act torwards others and can COMPREHEND well enough to understand. Im going through so much in life right now its overwhelming and horrible my parents dont let me express how i feel its like i have to express myself a certain way so they dont yell and let out all they're anger on me. My parents constantly ask me this specific question that really hits home "why is it so difficult for you to talk about your feelings im here for you" because you dont give the support i need mentally (for people who are going through this im so sorry i wish u the best i love you so much u have a special place in my heart even though i may not know you but i see u as a person who deserves better i love you so much u have my full support and u can vent on this comment by choice just know i am going to be here for u i love you) (i had a mental breakdown while typing this it was hard to type because it isnt something im used to)
Makes me miss being with my brother. Every day of the summer we would ride our bikes together down to the river and go fishing or swimming. Man I really miss him. I miss playing basketball ball with him. Now we're continuing life without each other and I don't know when we will be able to see each other since I'm always busy at school. Kinda stressing tbh but I'm almost done
In the end she didn't meant anything she said
Fr, he didnt love me he loved all the attention i gave him
@@tackettalexusariathna8476 ikr
@@tackettalexusariathna8476 umm so he loved the way you treated him ?
So relateble
Hits different when u feel like you don’t know whats next
POV: your no one’s fav person ☺️
the duster itself is already a slowed+reverb,they don't need a sound effect like this
Yeah that’s the funny part
I saw a funny comment on a video like this once "what kinda maniac sees a genre called slowcore and goes, yeah that should be a little bit slower"
Some of their songs sound really good slowed down. Twins romantica slowed gives an apocalyptical feeling to it
nah going from yomi yori full blast to constellations full blast is something very special
lowkey giving me "RAINING IN PARIS" vibes
I just want to listen to this w her.
math is so hard.
Whenever I listen to Duster I always think about my future. Where am I going to be 30 years from now?, ? Will I be a writer? Will I have kids?, Will I finally learn guitar?. I always like to think of my future. Negative or positive. I tend to overthink and stress about things. I turn 16 in a week (September 26th) and I'm terrified. I don't want people around me to view me as some "mature girl" because I'm not. The older I get, the more cynical I become. That's just the truth. Well, here's to hope. I'm petrified but hey, it's all gonna be okay. It's all gonna work out in the end.
Edit: After 5 years of thinking and contemplating, I have figured something out about myself. I am a trans male. And I go by Milo.
sorry for the late birthday wish, but happy birthday !
@@drahmedi thank you :)
Happy late birthday Milo I hope your life will be full of good memories
Damn
Where did it all go wrong
Visao do espaço me sinto tão distante se acelero o tempo encontro a cura deste mal
.
i wanna cry out for help but then aint nobody there that care so i decide to js thug ts out
i don't know, sometimes it seems like i got lost
Thank you for existing
This song reminds us that it’s not okay to rizz for black gyat without Protection Rizzler.
When my parents are about to devorce and you just don't know what to do anymore😂😂😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😂🤣🤣🤣 (I am about to leave everything behind and resort to just hanging from my ceiling)
Real
Thank you for existing
Are you still here? I swear I hope you are. I care for you.
fr makes me feel like a man who is pushing a boublder up a hill but in no surpirse have to redo that same task over and over and over again
i wanna end it.
things get a little rough sometimes but you have to hold on i promise it gets better i love you bro
hang on there, it'll get better. ily
real
Thank you for existing
@@gloryboy2688thank you for existing
how the funny kid feels inside:
Love this
I love you so fucking much
As he says, "Do not let their words sadden you."
i don't know what to do I'm just confused
What happened!?? How did duster get so popular and why did this song get so much love out of nowhere. Is there a reason?
thank spotify and youtube algorithms, and music enthusiants.
its gud
@@tiIebreaker i think no i think people just gets fukd up more these days
@@nahin1968 Yeah.
tiktok mfers
This represents how i feel about death
💿💿💿💿
I won’t be here anymore soon
the normal one is slow enough
Real
What is keeping me going, if I have nothing?
Cuz exploring is cool
who knows? I think it will get better for you.
@@ByronSands Thank you, friend. I suppose it matters not what motivates me as long as I still am motivated.
@@генри1917 your welcome. I hope the best for you.
@@ByronSands And for you. God bless.
adri 🌌🤍
I feel empty...
Thank you for existing
I’m scared to loose my online friends. They are the only thing that makes me happy
Same they all wanna take suicide and im the only reason they are still here everyone in my friend group online even myself we all just wanna kill ourself the only reason we are here is cuz eachother we all feel like sacks of shits...
You have no friends, fool.
@@ErenDoppleganerleave him alone, mf
@@ByronSands you can suck
The only time people were happy to see me, was when I was born
Real
En verdad es tan complicado como parece?
I hate thinking
Son, Santa isn’t real.
What!? Of course he is! *the kid cries in Disbelief*
i regret of myself.
we cannot be stuck in the past
am i really the protagonist of my own life?
do other people even exist?
please help me im slowly drifting away
to think of your own life as having a plot is stupid
embrace the chaos
No lo pienses y estarás bien.
What if one day I die?
I just want a friend
I want to be me again.
I lack the humor to be with people...
I'm alone
brother, you owe me my parents...
Just go to a park or a forest and just explore, trust 🙏🏽
i hate science and i hav science tmrw
I am so confused
08-29-23 just u wait 😂
Please I hope you’re still here alive
white girls when their music isn't slowed + reverb
I’m man.
i think my version is better
I'm so tired of everything in my life "It'll get better." It hasn't got better and it never will. My jokes, my humour, my looks, my skills, my IQ, the way i eat, the way i drink, the way i laugh, my smile, my bags underneath my eyes, everything. Its just so bad and I'm just so useless. There's no point In living anymore.
you are not alone.
❤
Thank you for existing
this sonds like dementia
I miss myself
so real
My younger self wouldn't be proud if he were to see me now