OCD Vlog 7

Im Back! Thank you to all of you who have continued to not only subscribe, but support me and even open up to me about your own struggles and journeys with OCD and anxiety-related disorders! i really appreciate all of you! :)
Online support group/ OCD community:
www.ocdtribe.com

[@purebharat]

Hey christal thanks for your Kind message. Looking forward to more videos from you.

[@dave24ie]

Great video! its good to see your getting on well. Keep making them videos!
Wish you the best
Dave

[@purebharat]

Hi Christal, I have OCD since childhood,and I guess the severity is a bit higher as yours. I see hope when I see your videos. Thanks. Cleaning the whole carpet or washing hands because of fear of contamination is only one of the compulsions out of many. One of the major disorder that I have, is something called as scruplosity. I keep praying to God, thinking that I have offended God in my thoughts. It may sound silly But it has effeced my Life a Lot!

[@BandytaCzasu]

Hey Christal it's good to see you back!

[@purebharat]

In case you could get me few tips on Scruplosity, I would be grateful. In the meantime I will try to describe my experiences in a video shortly when I fix my microphone issues with my laptop.

[@joyfulblossom]

Your room is nice :) That's the first thing I noticed in your video, that you were sitting in a room with stuff in it! I remember last time you didn't have anything.

[@BubblyButterfly77]

Im honestly so inspired by you for facing your fears head on and vlogging about it! I really want to make some more videos talking openly about my OCD but my OCD itself is preventing it, Im afraid if I talk about my worries or fears they might come true, I think I'll try my best to make some videos soon and hope it will be ok lol Im sure it will

[@NabeelZangana]

Ok , stop apologizing about blinking and other stuff , you`re great , being someone who had OCD and I have beaten it , I say if OCD is the worst thing in the world , then the feeling you get when you beat it and get rid of it is the best feeling in the world , one should be looking for that

[@purebharat]

Oh one more thing..becuase of scruplosity, I cant have my meal as I strongly feel it will offend God if I have food without praying, it effects the way I breath, and work. Eventually, I start ignoring everything and get lost in thoughts which is another disorder "de personalisation or Derealization", Sometimes I cannot sleep for more than 24 hours, that too without having meal. I have lost weight and my health beacause of this, and I am still coping up with it.

[@ThereforeStand]

I pray you will be blessed with the strength to be sustained through the rough times and truly learn how to enjoy the good times when they come. Byee, Sonya

[@stealthis]

Keep it up girl! You are really making progress!
I really like your honesty. It takes a lot of guts to put yourself out there and you don't seem nervous either.
I don't have OCD but I TOTALLY get what you mean with the 2 minds. You want to do something but your body/mind thinks different and although YOU have the choice, it doens't make it any easier.
If only it wasn't so extreme as to be OCD, you'd probably be like a kick ass maid or something lol. Or like Dyson and invent new technology.

[@LOBOISHERE]

Nice to have you back on youtube, nice desk it have the same name as me (Mikael) *lol* Im sure you are gonna be the one who controls your life... It can be hard but im sure with good support your gonna make it...

[@KarisFaith316]

I've found that squeezing silly putty really helps relieve stress and is therapeutic for dermatillomania! :)

[@theboombody]

I think your skin looks alright.