Why I Deconstructed my Faith with Audrey Assad

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  • @adikapriatama7061
    @adikapriatama7061 11 месяцев назад +93

    I'm from Indonesia, I played your song on my wedding.. Maybe if you read this comment, you will realize how you've touched millions of people arround the world. And that is one reason why Jesus created you.. I hope you will find yourself again with HIM. Thank you Audrey!

  • @andrewtsousis3130
    @andrewtsousis3130 2 месяца назад +14

    She will come full circle.
    This unfortunately is a too typical story, raised in a Christian home, it’s easy to not have your own faith but share your parents, never really knowing Christ for yourself. God will not let her go, He will pursue her, and let’s pray her heart stays soft. There will be a point in her life where she will realize we are all Gods creation, like she was taught, and her come back to Christ will be totally life changing for her.

  • @daveclinton4945
    @daveclinton4945 6 месяцев назад +22

    Audrey's music helped me in my darkest time. I pray for her

  • @jedwright238
    @jedwright238 9 месяцев назад +88

    Idea…Instead of not listening to her music why not every time Audrey’s music comes on we pray for her while listening. Thoughts?

    • @jhssavedbygrace9460
      @jhssavedbygrace9460 9 месяцев назад +4

      Absolutely

    • @sandrakumassah2777
      @sandrakumassah2777 9 месяцев назад +6

      Hmm. This comment needs more recognition. Amen. I will join you in doing so

    • @kathyreeves6562
      @kathyreeves6562 8 месяцев назад +6

      I do pray. Saw her in Indianapolis at a small show at a church. It was so special. God will not let go of her.

    • @AmyAndThePup
      @AmyAndThePup 7 месяцев назад +2

      I agree, and I'm with you on this one.

    • @DaughterofZion98
      @DaughterofZion98 6 месяцев назад +2

      Amen!!!

  • @markg4288
    @markg4288 Год назад +93

    I too love The Inheritance album and have been brought to tears multiple times by it. She has an ethereal and Angelic quality to her voice that is rare. I am sad to see her slipping into some sort of worldly pantheism. It all sounds pretty, but at the base of it there is nothing there. Hope she finds her way back to the gospel.

    • @raulfamilykitchen2460
      @raulfamilykitchen2460 11 месяцев назад +6

      I think is just exploring her faith and got lost in the process, the world is too big to grasp it, the way she was talking about “deconstruction”, “institutions”, etc make me believe that is is paying attention to some kind of extreme leftist ideas that got her confused…these ideologies got the right questions but terrible answers to all of them. As long as she believes in god she will come back to us …bless her and her soul

    • @jessicapierre1539
      @jessicapierre1539 10 месяцев назад +4

      Amen!

  • @chipilikalumbabanda4881
    @chipilikalumbabanda4881 11 месяцев назад +49

    Was listening to her music on Spotify and enjoyed it. Came to RUclips to listen to more of her music. And then this ? I feel so sad

  • @charlottepatterson2864
    @charlottepatterson2864 Год назад +93

    I have only recently discovered her beautiful music. I’m so sorry that she has has apparently lost her way. This stuff she is saying makes no sense. “So then faith cometh by hearing and hearing by the Word of God.” These are dark days. I pray she finds her way back.❤️

  • @sandrakumassah2777
    @sandrakumassah2777 9 месяцев назад +18

    I am so happy to see us joining in encouragement for this woman’s soul. Please don’t turn away- either from her music or God. That’s exactly what the enemy wants- to bring confusion among us and tear down believers’ faith through these stories. In fact seeing this made me more eager to pray because the enemy is working HARD! 1 Peter 5:8-9. Lord help us to stay on guard and pray pray pray. Audrey we love you and we are praying for you to come back home

  • @ThelmaRath
    @ThelmaRath Год назад +50

    Praying for you sister, I find God in every word you sing... God is beauty, God is Love and God speaks through those songs you have composed. I hope one day you will see that again.

    • @verticalperspective8039
      @verticalperspective8039 11 месяцев назад +2

      1 Now the Spirit expressly says that in latter times some will depart from the faith , giving heed to deceiving spirits and doctrines of demons ,
      1 Timothy 4:1
      2 speaking lies in hypocrisy , having their own conscience seared with a hot iron ,
      1 Timothy 4:2

    • @verticalperspective8039
      @verticalperspective8039 11 месяцев назад +4

      It's amazing...
      Every person that left the Lord Jesus Christ just becomes more ugly as time goes on!
      So Deceived!
      Your questions and curiosity should lead you to God, not away from him.

  • @VinesFamily4
    @VinesFamily4 10 месяцев назад +30

    She looked a whole lot happier when she believed. Sadness and gloom is all the alternative life gives you. I'm sad for her.

    • @jessicapierre1539
      @jessicapierre1539 10 месяцев назад +1

      She looks old now

    • @ChristinewithaC
      @ChristinewithaC 4 месяца назад

      Same thing I thought. So heartbreaking!

    • @lynnmckenna9934
      @lynnmckenna9934 3 месяца назад +2

      She looks real, honest, courageous to me. None of us can say anything about her true happiness… That is a personal knowing…

    • @lynnmckenna9934
      @lynnmckenna9934 3 месяца назад

      @@jessicapierre1539 I think that the passing of time might be what created that!!!!😊

    • @stevenking6129
      @stevenking6129 20 дней назад

      @@jessicapierre1539 G do you think dying her hair silver has anything to do with that? Come on be serious

  • @sandrakumassah2777
    @sandrakumassah2777 9 месяцев назад +12

    This is a good reminder to be honest in your faith!!! Take your doubts and your unbelief to God. Please let’s not rely on our own righteousness to boast of

    • @4ourty5ive
      @4ourty5ive 2 месяца назад

      Great point!

    • @logofreetv
      @logofreetv 17 дней назад +1

      100% correct. Challenges will always come and many have dealt with them and not walked into some 'deconstruction' self-absorbed mindset. There's so much in scripture and so many believers to read of, but you have to stay humble.

  • @SELAHPAUSE
    @SELAHPAUSE Год назад +24

    How can I keep from singing is my favorite song by her….. I am sad😢

    • @christenprice1979
      @christenprice1979 10 месяцев назад +3

      God is doing a good work in her as He will continue to do until we go to see Jesus. Shaking is a good thing if it leads it to Him.! No religion has any hold on us, only Jesus!

  • @leslibarker6461
    @leslibarker6461 Год назад +37

    Her songs were birthed by the Holy Spirit. I see no reason why Christians have to stop listening to them. We should pray for her because clearly the enemy has deceived her. He always comes against those who are serving the Lord God.

    • @PixieMagic-nu5fi
      @PixieMagic-nu5fi 9 месяцев назад +5

      I agree, this is so absolutely sad and shocking. God gave me word, to learn her song Better and I found this. I just discovered her too!

  • @annamae-zing
    @annamae-zing 11 месяцев назад +17

    Everything that she listed as reasons to leave her faith are all things I have thought or felt but they never changed my belief in God. Then when she said she was “coached” away from that, that’s exactly what happens. Wow.

  • @marjorierudolph821
    @marjorierudolph821 4 месяца назад +4

    I will continue to listen to your beautiful voice and songs that have brought me closer to God over all these years. I will never doubt that your gifts were given for this purpose; to glorify Him, to speak words of comfort and confidence and peace to His children, to draw others to Him through songs that are so beautiful in lyric and melody, one just knows there's more than this earthly life as your soul is so uplifted. Your music does that.
    I pray you find peace and love with Jesus again. You had it before. He's never leaving you. ❤

  • @asefnak4764
    @asefnak4764 Год назад +18

    ohh sister Audrey what found you, your songs were blessings for many what is better than uplifting God in song and melody he gave you.
    anyone can talk so much about deconstruction 24*7 but ,i can assure them there is no peace by departing from Christ. We will pray for you.
    America where many dreams buried in their prime,
    sorry i don't look for other truth, i already know Christ, he is only the truth.
    But My righteous one will live by faith;
    And if he shrinks back, My soul has no pleasure in him. Hebrew 10:38

  • @nardinoo1951
    @nardinoo1951 9 месяцев назад +8

    Nothing new here. Religion based in fear will always lead to deconstruction of your belief in some way. Being religious is a tough gig. Thank God He is massive and powerful. He loves Audrey and will continue to go after her with the real truth. Especially because of prayer and when we are faithless He is faithful

  • @Derrick_Sandoval
    @Derrick_Sandoval 10 месяцев назад +6

    I am all for questioning and looking into what you believe and why you believe. What’s interesting though is if in fact you have come to a place where you deny the gospel, then why keep all the songs and material up? You still profit off of what you claim to not believe.
    Don’t get me wrong, I love her worship music. It’s some of the best. It’s incredible so I hope she never takes it down. But I always found it interesting to keep it up in the midst of what you claim to believe? Maybe because that was the reason you were created? And this is your best material ever. And therefore it’s timeless and of so much value. You have millions of views on that compared to your new stuff. All very interesting to me.
    All things aside I’m deeply grateful for Audrey’s time writing and singing worship music. It’s been profoundly impactful for literally millions. So I pray she sees the beauty in what she once sang and I also pray the church takes note.
    Don’t be dogmatic over things the Bible is not dogmatic over. Don’t build a life on a false religion but on the true religion that is the gospel of Jesus. His life, death and resurrection. All the scriptures point to this and draw this out. And sadly we have made it about so much more than that at times and it’s hurt people to their very core.

  • @doreenmoquin5345
    @doreenmoquin5345 Год назад +57

    Where did you go? I bought your album, Inheritance 2016. I am so disappointed. I cannot follow you any longer.

    • @Chama-my5lw
      @Chama-my5lw 11 месяцев назад +24

      Don't take that posture. Instead pray for her. Sometimes we need to go through a journey to find out we really can't do it on our own and that we need a relationship with Jesus not religion

    • @berrnisimon9785
      @berrnisimon9785 11 месяцев назад +3

      Don’t worry be happy, God is Love and Love wins in the end. She is like a lost child that seems to be in many of us. she is an artist who did well for awhile until she got to Nashville, and then decided to stop trusting in Jesus, it happens to all those who flip around from one religion to another. They are searching, and in the end, like I said, love conquers, even if it’s on death bed. But love will conquer... and God is Love.

    • @Azyo62
      @Azyo62 11 месяцев назад +2

      Yeah Sad to learn she rejected Christ and become woke…
      I think she never had a real relationship with Jesus and then the enemy put doubts and confusion in her mind...We must pray for her.

    • @jessicapierre1539
      @jessicapierre1539 10 месяцев назад

      I don't think this is true. If those songs were composed by her, she must have had a great relationship with God BUT, as much as it may seem wrong, I firmly believe we can be unborn if we stop being grateful for what we are. Falling off on the side of the road as Jesus said.... A lot more people will lose faith in the coming months because the Devil wants their soul knowing that the end is near. Now that she fell away from God's Grace and Love, yes definitely she doesn't have a relationship with God BUT does that mean she NEVER had a relationship? I don't believe that. I think this is a lie from the enemy. Don't get deceived: I did all these things for you Lord (I was borned again, I performed miracles in your name, etc - No one can do these things and NOT be saved) but things can change otherwise Jesus would have never said: Depart from me you doing of inequity. I never knew you. Keep running until the end of the race because as the rabbit, we (turtoises that we are or rabbits), we might end up losing the race in the end. As they say, it's not over until the * lady sings. Amen.

    • @BiancaG-ue1pt
      @BiancaG-ue1pt 9 месяцев назад +1

      These are crazy takes… as believers maybe you (not saying “we” because this doesn’t particularly pertain to me) should question why you are 1 following a person (your own words) and 2 what is so scary about someone going through the process of figuring out what they believe and why… as Christians WE can be really crazy

  • @moriahmorgan5983
    @moriahmorgan5983 Год назад +49

    The devil prowls around like a roaring lion seeking who he can devour. God is faithful even when we are not because He can’t deny Himself. Praying for everyone who is seeking Jesus, because everyone is even when they don’t know it.

  • @tiffanyann9936
    @tiffanyann9936 2 месяца назад +3

    He made everything. He is absolutely seen in a blade of grass but he lives in you. Jesus often sat away from others in nature. Our minds can get overloaded. I too have felt like an ant. I pray after a time of simply being with all the beauty Gods hands have made, you realize you are a part of that beauty that he made too. ❤ Your music is beautiful. He is the chief musician. I am absolutely sure he speaks still now to others through your music. Many prayers for you.

  • @jillgibbs5676
    @jillgibbs5676 7 месяцев назад +5

    I will continue to listen to your magnificent voice and pray for your return to the Lord..❤

  • @vladolenin1345
    @vladolenin1345 Год назад +8

    Yeah... the pain from abandonment in a divorce or betrayal by the person who was supposed to love you the most hurts like nothing else in this world.
    🕊️
    But Jesus overcame it all and so will we by following Him :)

  • @tonywoodall3318
    @tonywoodall3318 11 месяцев назад +6

    You are created in the image of God. That's what you are. You are so so so much bigger than your participation in the cosmos. You are above nature. You are. You are an heir with Christ, and you are called to rule and reign in love. You are not a blade of grass. You are a conscious being called to steward that blade of grass, and all of the created world. You will judge angels. You are one with Christ. You are more than non-conscious realities.

  • @cynthiafigueroa2762
    @cynthiafigueroa2762 Год назад +23

    this is quite disturbing
    this is New Ageism (ATHEISM). I pray that God/Holy Spirit will heal her soul. Whatever wounded her soul, to cause her to deny the truth that she once (purported) to believe, needs to be purged.

    • @jessicapierre1539
      @jessicapierre1539 10 месяцев назад

      There are so many hormones in our drinking water now that even fishes organs in the river change from soaking in all that crap. I wonder if they might come from the birth control pills or from the meat we eat. They inject antibiotics to animals that are not even sick... Money is really controlling our world and money is from the DEVIL.

    • @joegibbskins
      @joegibbskins 9 месяцев назад

      Nah there is nothing that she said that couldn’t be supported by say Franciscans (although she is definitionally more of a universalist than any of their orders). She is probably trending agnostic/atheist but only because evangelical Protestant Christianity is an abysmal failure intellectually and often allied with evil through its worship of mammon

  • @douglaswebster1028
    @douglaswebster1028 Год назад +26

    Sometimes you just have to go back to the foundation, the basics. Did Jesus come out of the grave or did He not? I can answer that question, YES!!

    • @lathanf-5432
      @lathanf-5432 11 месяцев назад +4

      Yes! And that truth is not based on feelings. The Bible states clearly to be careful because our heart is deceitful.

  • @johnmarrs1574
    @johnmarrs1574 9 месяцев назад +12

    "I". How many times does she say "I"? The answers she seeks are not found inside of herself they are found in God and His Word.

  • @stephaniewinokur6383
    @stephaniewinokur6383 Год назад +28

    This makes me so sad. The spirit moves in me everytime I hear one of her songs. I was so shocked to see that she is falling into to this. 😭

  • @pebblesq2010
    @pebblesq2010 11 месяцев назад +5

    The Lord will bring her back . No one cannot be snatch away from Gods love. She’s in a journey.

    • @DanzigDevilock
      @DanzigDevilock 11 месяцев назад

      The Lord will not force her back or change her heart, one willingly has to come back into the fold for it to be genuine.

    • @pebblesq2010
      @pebblesq2010 11 месяцев назад +3

      I hope she goes back. My point is if she’s a child of God, the Holy Spirit will not force but may gently invite her back. It’s her call to get back

  • @MagdaleneDivine
    @MagdaleneDivine 6 месяцев назад +1

    Audrey i admire you so much. Your music brings me closer to god than anyone else ever has. When im going sideways that day I liaten to one song by chance and suddenly im like oh its time to have my daily walk with Heavenly Father and Jesus.
    Bevause you make me want to sing again. I cant NOT sing and god is using you to reach out on his behalf.
    Your a heralding angel that calls the unisual christians thqy don't feel like goid enough to go into church and you change that. I dont mean to sound crazy but she is so precious to me. Listening to her touches my soul so much i have to listen to her in private cause its so personal and I will get emotional and all in my feels.
    She hashelped me to start singing again and to start writing again.
    She doesn't k ow it but shes my best friend ❤

  • @Proldlady4738
    @Proldlady4738 Год назад +8

    Hopefully your journey will bring you back to the feet of Jesus. God is the same today as we was in the past and the future.

  • @deborahkolp64
    @deborahkolp64 6 месяцев назад +2

    I’m glad you’re heart is expanding. My thoughts are that the Christian mytics throughout history would only affirm your experience. The church is only a framework but mystery goes deeper. Miester Eckhart has been a voice from the past centered on God as the “ bottomless ground of our being”.

  • @sgalyana
    @sgalyana 18 дней назад

    I want you to know that every time Audery Assad sings worship songs, she brought me always closer to God. Not many have these same talents like yours Audrey. Thank you so much and we love you. ❤

  • @vineyardprophecy5073
    @vineyardprophecy5073 Год назад +17

    The heart (feelings) is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked, who can know it.
    Her soul is being tormented.

  • @scottmettler6617
    @scottmettler6617 Год назад +28

    Her eyes don’t look the same. 🙏🏻

    • @jessicapierre1539
      @jessicapierre1539 10 месяцев назад +3

      Of course! The eyes are the window to our brain, therefore to our soul.

  • @Pamp81
    @Pamp81 6 месяцев назад +1

    I think that, eventually, people who tend to think deeply think all of these same things, at some point in their lives. How can you not? I did, definitely. (Not that I'm so much more intelligent than anyone else. I'm not.) My Christian faith remains strong, despite all of that. It's been a weird road. I respect Audrey's intelligence and her creativity so much. Her voice is something other- worldly. It's amazing. Everyone's road is different, and we can all respect each other's journey and give each other grace. She once had a deep rooted faith (although complicated by her upbringing and her own psyche, which is all of our stories, if we are honest, right?), and I think that people who have had that faith once don't ever truly abandon it. I don't know her head or her heart. I just feel something deep within her, and I don't think she will discard it all, somehow.

  • @WydeAWake-yc3tp
    @WydeAWake-yc3tp Год назад +16

    So disappointing, after listening to Audrey sing 'It Is Well with My Soul' so sincerely, like an angel.

  • @411Outdoors
    @411Outdoors 4 месяца назад

    Honestly, not surprised at all. Saw this coming a long time ago. So many people break into the Christian music industry who are not true believers and that stuff will always manifest itself. Belief, trust and love for the Person of the Lord Jesus Christ runs deeper than your love for a religion, your experimentation or school of thought. Again, not surprised at to hear this coming from her. Knew it would rear its head

    • @MatiasGeraldoThe2nd
      @MatiasGeraldoThe2nd 12 дней назад

      Not a “true believer” enough for you? You’re the most 🗑️ type of “Christian” there is. Go sit on down.

  • @patriciarocco2610
    @patriciarocco2610 11 месяцев назад +2

    Sometimes people expect that feelings need to be there in order to believe or have faith. Doubt is essential to genuine faith. Believing she is finite is important to understanding who we are. So many people want to put God in a box and when they move away from it perhaps they are coming closer to him. Ad majorem Dei gloriam.

  • @forever_evolving_5312
    @forever_evolving_5312 5 месяцев назад +6

    She intellectualized her faith. If you do that, you will fall away. As believers we walk by faith and not by sight.

    • @sportmaniac10
      @sportmaniac10 4 месяца назад

      If you have faith, you should be able to intellectualize it and come out even stronger. That’s what deconstruction did for me

    • @bbbf09
      @bbbf09 3 месяца назад +2

      I disagree . Non thinking about your faith in a deep way makes you gullible and open to losing it. Christinaity is rational and can be rationalised. Faith is trust and leaning on the person of Christ - and not just not non-questioning of anything connected with it. You dig as much as you like.

    • @Lejoy-s5f
      @Lejoy-s5f 2 месяца назад

      ​@@bbbf09Absolutely. If something is true, when you dig deeper you find more truths. If something is true it becomes more evident when challenges are thrown at it.

  • @trainwellracewell
    @trainwellracewell 10 месяцев назад +1

    GOD is the WHOLE thing. It’s all about Him. Anything less in our beliefs gets us into trouble and lifts man up higher than God

  • @doveboyz857
    @doveboyz857 Месяц назад

    She's young, give her time 🙏

  • @hutchisons
    @hutchisons 11 месяцев назад +2

    Upton Sinclair said, “It is difficult to get a person to understand something, when their salary depends on them not understanding it.”
    It’s incredibly brave of Audrey to do the difficult work of rethinking her deeply-held beliefs, and to do it so publicly.

  • @logofreetv
    @logofreetv 17 дней назад

    Hmm. It sounds like part of the problem was that Audrey had a faith that was too vulnerable to being overwhelmed by some basic facts about the universe - such as we humans being small in terms of physical scale within it. But if that is the way God made us, it's actually not a problem. However, what Audrey said sounds like that was a revelation to her - but why? Our mind - given to us by God - can still be precious and important, even if small and finite.
    One of the lessons we can take from her 'deconstruction' (and that of others) is not to be too rattled if some questions or challenges to our faith don't appear to have instant answers. It may be that we just need to trust that we might take some time to get an answer, or that pursuing an answer of sorts is part of the journey God wants us to take - but NOT taking our eyes off Him in the process, because ultimately if we are small, we can know God is bigger than the questions we raise.
    Trust Him. All will be revealed in eternity, but giving up as Audrey did is not the answer. I hope she realises the fundamental error she made - in realising her smallness, she did not appear to allow God to still give her enough to live a life in service to Him. I hope she returns in joy very soon without wasting even one more day in this confusion.

  • @Mike-qt7jp
    @Mike-qt7jp Год назад +5

    By the way, the Bible says in 1st John 2:19, "They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would have continued with us; but they went out that they might be made manifest, that none of them were of us." According to this scripture you were never really saved. You may have gone to church, and handed out tracks, and worn a cross, but you weren't really saved. This is NOT my opinion but God's word.
    If you were talking about some other youtuber's opinion, then you could say, "Well, I think..." But we are talking about the ETERNAL, ALL-POWERFUL, CREATOR of the universe. Who says, "Can the gods of the other nations (religions) tell you the future? No! They are mere lifeless idols." But I..." and then He proceeds to give us over one thousand prophecies in the Bible to demonstrate that God's word can be trusted. He also adds over one hundred scientific facts in scripture in all fields of science that were written down, thousands of years BEFORE the great scientists of the world would discover them. For example, up to a few hundred years ago surgeons used to wash their hands in basins of water, until they discovered it became a bowl of germs. They started using running water. The Bible instructed the use of running water thousands of years earlier. Soldiers used to die from disease, until they finally figured out to do their toilet business outside the camp. The Bible thousands of years before this, instructed the Israeli soldiers to take a small shovel outside the camp and bury their waste. Doctors used to drain blood (blood-letting) from sick patients, but thousands of years ago the Bible said, the life is in the blood. It wasn't until a couple hundred years ago, that oceanographers discovered mountains rising off the ocean floor, but the Bible thousands of years ago spoke of these mountains. The Bible says, "It is God who spreads out the stars." Astrophysicists now say the very fabric of space is spreading out taking the galaxies along for the ride. Up until about five hundred years ago, astronomers thought there was about 4,000-5,000 stars. But the Bible in Genesis compares the number of stars to the grains of sand along the seashore. Astronomers now say there are at least twice as many stars as sand on all the beaches of the world. Albert Einstein in his paper on relativity stated that matter, energy, space and time itself all had a beginning. But thousands of years earlier in Genesis chapter one the Bible says, "In the beginning (a reference to time having a beginning) God created the earth (matter) the heavens (space) and said let there be light (energy). I don't want to make this so long people won't read it, but you can go any Christian bookstore and find books on the hundreds and hundreds of fulfilled prophecies, in the Bible. There were 256 totally fulfilled prophecies concerning the birth, life, ministry, and death of Christ alone. So, God in HIS word has told of science thousands of years in advance of it being discovered by the great scientific minds of the world, He has spoken prophetic utterances that have come true, over and over again, in a literal, not metaphorical sense, again, to demonstrate His authority. He is God, we are His creation. This is His world, His universe. He is sovereign. Look, it's a great deal; surrender to His only means of forgiving our sins and reconciling ourselves to HIM, Christ dying on the cross, and reap eternal life, eternal peace, eternal health, and eternal joy. OR reject His offer of pardon and receive your just punishment. I choose Jesus Christ.

  • @neil393
    @neil393 4 месяца назад

    Audrey, I found the book Destined to Reign by Joseph Prince very freeing, as it presents the gospel in a very a different way, very much opposed to legalistic denominations. As part of your deconstruction/reconstruction of your world view, I think this may help and would highly recommend it.

  • @danschoenharl3856
    @danschoenharl3856 3 месяца назад

    I wonder how much of "Deconstructing Faith" is simply a response to rejecting religion.
    Born again at 36, I know it is my faith in God which is real, however unfulfilling my church life may have been.
    My church experiences these past 19 years, are, indeed a thing to be deconstructed. Churches, unfortunately, seem to be more about division than unity. God is not divided, so why are churches?
    Coming to the Lord late, as I did, I have often regretted the time I missed with Him, but I think I may have "dodged a bullet" by not having had to deal with "churchiness" and, thankfully, not looking for my worth, or an over-estimation thereof, in a church community.
    The church I was a member of went out of business after 150 years, though God did not and will not.
    God lets us know that our faith will be costly. But I consider it a price worth paying.
    "And Jesus said to him, “Foxes have holes and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay His head.”

  • @vanessamutoni4869
    @vanessamutoni4869 11 месяцев назад +2

    Girl what the heck are you talking about 😐 I can’t even understand what she’s saying like no shade but you sound ridiculous

  • @isaacrodriguez8907
    @isaacrodriguez8907 11 месяцев назад +1

    This is heartbreaking. The bible warns against leaning on your own wisdom:
    Proverbs 3:5 (ESV) Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding.
    Ecclesiastes 1:18 (ESV) For in much wisdom is much vexation, and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow.

  • @jeffcargile9372
    @jeffcargile9372 10 месяцев назад +3

    No Audrey. You are a child of God.

  • @rmc8100
    @rmc8100 7 месяцев назад +2

    The Truth will always remain, only the devil deceives. Will pray for this lady which has a truly wonderful gift, I can feel the Holy Spirit when listening to her music

  • @aaroncoal28
    @aaroncoal28 Год назад +4

    From "I shall not want" to "I want". Very predicted though.. The reason it is happening so often now is ALL over the Scritpures "...For the time will come when people will not put up with sound doctrine" and "Because of the multiplication of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold. But the one who perseveres to the end will be saved."

  • @stevenking6129
    @stevenking6129 20 дней назад

    Most of us and I’m talking about Christians and Muslims or Jews or Buddhist or Baha’i or anyone anywhere simply hold on to the faith of our parents. And we do not move on from that. Our faith is more an accident of birth than anything else, and most of us are too afraid to admit that. But God is God and the work of Christ on the cross is the only thing that has saved all of humankind and I mean ALL just as scripture teaches us so let her continue on her journey and let us all not be afraid to ask questions or to acknowledge our doubts. God will not let go of us. He hasn’t let go of Audrey. He won’t let go of you just as he holds onto the Muslim and to the Jew and to the atheist and to all of us. God‘s love is incomprehensible.

  • @mdruben
    @mdruben 4 месяца назад

    She is going through what I went through. Trying to understand a world that I never will. That alone made my mind go into circles for the longest time. Our existence, the why's, how's, what for's. I understood that this planet of full of misery but also full of beauty. That as kind and gentle we can be there is also a dark side. That all of us are capable of building but also of destroying. But most importantly that believing in something is better than believing in nothing. That when the difficult times come we need something or someone to reach out to, to anchor, to ask for help.
    She looks like a lost soul looking for answers that she may never find. I can see the pain in her eyes. I know it. I've been there. It's a dark place.
    I grew up Christian. I witnessed the injustice and hypocrisy of leaders but also saw the good that we did for many out there. I opted to believe in a higher power which in my case is God, Jesus, The Holy Spirit. It has nothing to do with religion, or a churche, or denominations. It goes beyond.

  • @lbee8247
    @lbee8247 Год назад +6

    She chose her feelings and experience. Her view. How she looks at them. She is relying on her own understanding. She decided to trust her feelings over the word of God. When you doubt, choose not to believe what is written. Have faith in the word of God. Not your measly 40+ years of life. Peon brains we have. She made her own religion based off of her peon brain and experience.

  • @loudan7995
    @loudan7995 Год назад +11

    Faith cannot be deconstructed
    Faith is from God.

    • @Daniel_9_verse_9
      @Daniel_9_verse_9 8 месяцев назад +1

      Yes

    • @loudan7995
      @loudan7995 4 месяца назад

      @@paleodonata NONEXISTENT DEFINITION: NOT IN ACTUAL OR PRESENT OCCURENCE
      DECONSTRUCTED DEFINITION: HAVING NO FORMAL STRUCTURE
      NOW TRY TO FIGURE OUT THE DIFFERENCE.

  • @se94583
    @se94583 Год назад +7

    Jesus is the "whole thing" she seeks yet misses by a mile while immersed in word salad. Let her come to the truth. She is certainly blessed by talent.

  • @robertpowers9317
    @robertpowers9317 5 месяцев назад

    Thank you. Love (I just know that I am part of nature. I am not above it. I came from it. Because that is true I am finite, earthly and already decomposing)☺... You have a way with words. Just wonderful. Love your glasses...

  • @Martepiece
    @Martepiece Год назад +3

    All fancy words to say she's an apostate now.
    For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine, but according to their own desires, because they have itching ears, they will heap up for themselves teachers; and they will turn their ears away from the truth, and be turned aside to fables. (2Tim.4:3-4)
    "This I say, therefore, and testify in the Lord, that you should no longer walk as the rest of the Gentiles walk, in the futility of their mind, having their understanding darkened, being alienated from the life of God, because of the ignorance that is in them, because of the blindness of their heart;" (Eph.4:17-18)
    because what may be known of God is manifest in them, for God has shown it to them. because, although they knew God, they did not glorify Him as God, nor were thankful, but became futile in their thoughts, and their foolish hearts were darkened. Professing to be wise, they became fools, and changed the glory of the incorruptible God into an image made like corruptible man--and birds and four-footed animals and creeping things. (Rom.1:19,21-23)

    • @cjdyer1
      @cjdyer1 Год назад

      The scriptures you shared are truth, however, we cannot know her heart. Only God knows the intent and secret things of our hearts. He alone can discern whether or not she is lost or has rejected the Holy Spirit. I pray this isn't the case and for God's merciful conviction to bring her out of darkness. He wishes that none would perish therefore I pray and it's my hope that every brother and sister in Christ would intervene through prayer for her and all those without Christ.

  • @maritzavazquez5208
    @maritzavazquez5208 11 месяцев назад +6

    I’m sorry for what I about to say but, I saw your other video playing the piano, and there you look like a precious woman of God, and in this interview, you have that look of that “rainbow community” has.
    Sorry, but even through the screen you not only can see the “change”, but also in your appearance you can feel it.
    May the Holy Spirit touch your heart again! ( for the sake of all of us the broken!).

    • @chekubechukwuma4307
      @chekubechukwuma4307 5 месяцев назад

      All members of the "rainbow community" are precious children of God. May the Holy Spirit inspire you to see the preciousness of all human beings.

  • @boo_https
    @boo_https 4 месяца назад

    I loved her music but after learning her change I stopped following her. Listening to this interview makes me sadder and I pray that God will show her and call her back.

  • @sikalijenny5157
    @sikalijenny5157 11 месяцев назад

    Audreyyy😭😭😭😭
    Please listen back to your song open my eyes Lord 😭😭😭😭
    Lorddd please

  • @Cinnogirl
    @Cinnogirl 11 месяцев назад +2

    The problem with us is we deny human suffering. Jesus helps us acknowledge it through the way He suffered for our fallen nature. It's very simple. Come back to Jesus.

  • @kkelleybass
    @kkelleybass 4 месяца назад

    I remember when Audrey would host Christian open mics around West Palm Beach. She had a beautiful voice. But sad to see her go.

  • @ramonnolasco-lt5wp
    @ramonnolasco-lt5wp Месяц назад

    Wishfully she finds her way back to the Father 🙏

  • @esthernoelellisof7
    @esthernoelellisof7 3 месяца назад

    Dear Lord, I pray for Audrey right now. I pray that you lead her back to the Truth. You are the Truth. You are the Way, the Truth, and the Life. I pray that she would embrace that like she once did. Oh God, open the eyes of her heart so that she may see You for how You truly are. I know you love her and You desire her to come back to You more than any of us do, but that is her decision. Lord, please lead her back to You! In Jesus Name, Amen.

  • @loveandpeace1985
    @loveandpeace1985 Год назад +1

    Questioning institutions and organizations and traditions seems just fine to me....but Christ transcends all of those things. As a Christian, i most assuredly see Gods presence in a blade of grass and His Spirit in every breath I take- there's nothing unchristian in that. I really feel this deconstruction stuff is more about people deconstricting what they think the Christian faith is than what Christian faith actually is. The Source, existence, the I AM, the eternal, the Christ, He transcends all our religious conventions and descriptions

  • @aaroncoal28
    @aaroncoal28 Год назад +2

    They look up to God and wonder why they can't see, without looking down to see that their standing in the palm of His hand.

  • @lynnmckenna9934
    @lynnmckenna9934 3 месяца назад

    Leaving organized religion is not a big deal. Each being has a personal relationship with Life. That relationship endures…

  • @micahromani6307
    @micahromani6307 Год назад +2

    "They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would have continued with us. But they went out, that it might become plain that they all are not of us. But you have been anointed by the Holy One, and you all have knowledge. I write to you, not because you do not know the truth, but because you know it, and because no lie is of the truth. Who is the liar but he who denies that Jesus is the Christ? This is the antichrist, he who denies the Father and the Son. No one who denies the Son has the Father. Whoever confesses the Son has the Father also. Let what you heard from the beginning abide in you. If what you heard from the beginning abides in you, then you too will abide in the Son and in the Father. And this is the promise that he made to us-eternal life." (1 John 2:19-25)

  • @loudan7995
    @loudan7995 11 месяцев назад +1

    Yes but Audrey, in the end what are you going to tell Jesus when you'll meet him ?
    Because you will.
    Praying for you 🎼

  • @MatiasGeraldoThe2nd
    @MatiasGeraldoThe2nd 12 дней назад

    She sounds more intelligent and deep than all of you. God bless her. May the small minded all have a big ol SEAT and shut up. Good for you, A.

  • @tokaiawomi2847
    @tokaiawomi2847 4 месяца назад

    GOD bless you my dear sister in CHRIST JESUS.

  • @janepatton8100
    @janepatton8100 11 месяцев назад +1

    These individuals never make sense. You would think that she didn't know that she was on planet Earth, in the Galaxy called the Milky Way, amongst millions of other galaxies while she was a Christian. She's speaking as if she's just discovered this... 🤔.
    She's also speaking as if that reality is incompatible with Christianity. I don't get it.

  • @neil393
    @neil393 4 месяца назад

    I wonder if something Joseph Prince teaches is relevant here in that the law (demand) brings death whereas grace and truth (supply) bring life and that well meaning parents ramming law down the throats of their children actually does harm and wounds them, whereas Grace and truth brings life and wholeness. The bible says grace and truth came through Jesus Christ so I suppose this is where the focus should be. I wasn’t brought up in a Christian home my parents were not demanding at all, so I have not been through the trauma of Audrey but it does seem that so many strict religious law based upbringings can cause much harm, for me the permanent gift of righteousness, the law fulfilled for us by Jesus, the abundance of grace, Jesus paying for all our sins, past present and future,, this is the gospel I believe in.

  • @sherryhaines4818
    @sherryhaines4818 3 месяца назад +2

    Panthiseasim!!!! My heart is broken to just discover this beautiful voice ..
    That the enemy is totally deceived...
    I will pray for you Audrey...

  • @rull481
    @rull481 Год назад +9

    I had no idea that she joined this progressive trend. I was looking for one of her songs and came across this😢

  • @89bavaro89
    @89bavaro89 4 месяца назад

    So Audrey, how do you now answer Jesus' question "who do you say that I am?"

  • @MagdaleneDivine
    @MagdaleneDivine 6 месяцев назад

    Lol i listen in private cause if the other person says anything like this is corny or why are you all crying now or they **gasp*** said it sucked or change the station i would have to punch them and like yeah they might like, be immediately dismissed and blocked lol
    Like this girl is so precious to me ❤

  • @ChristinewithaC
    @ChristinewithaC 4 месяца назад

    How very sad and disappointing! I love to hear you play and sing, “I shall not want”. Please return to your foundation in truth! Praying for you!

  • @joselitoratay3894
    @joselitoratay3894 Год назад +1

    Colossians 3:1-4
    Since you have been raised to new life with Christ, set your sights on the realities of heaven, where Christ sits in the place of honor at God’s right hand. Think about the things of heaven, not the things of earth. For you died to this life, and your real life is hidden with Christ in God. And when Christ, who is your life, is revealed to the whole world, you will share in all his glory.
    Prayer sent. You will be back soon Audrey! Jesus is calling you.

  • @Christ_babygirl
    @Christ_babygirl 11 месяцев назад +2

    God I pray you heal Audrey assad from any hurts she’s going through in Jesus name

  • @JacobNewton-d6h
    @JacobNewton-d6h Месяц назад

    "And without controversy great is the mystery of godliness: God was manifest in the flesh, justified in the Spirit, seen of angels, preached unto the Gentiles, believed on in the world, received up into glory.
    Now the Spirit speaketh expressly, that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits, and doctrines of devils;
    Speaking lies in hypocrisy; having their conscience seared with a hot iron;"
    -1st Timothy 3:16-4:1-2 KJV

  • @debralittle1341
    @debralittle1341 11 месяцев назад +1

    Wow this is incredibly sad. Don't gibe up on God. He's not the problem. Sometimes Christians behave badly just like anyone else. Being a Christian doesn't make anyone perfect and I think we tend to think that. If someone judges you ignore them. They're being a bad example of what Christianity is all about. Hugs ❤❤

  • @kenfrutiger2471
    @kenfrutiger2471 4 месяца назад +1

    You better hold tight to your faith in God lest you find yourself believing the lie and receiving the delusion spoken of in Romans 1!

  • @wandamiller6870
    @wandamiller6870 Год назад +1

    She has such an obvious God given gift, but when we start looking to the world and not God’s word we open ourselves up to this kind of nihilism, and new agey view. I am sad for her but I will still listen to some of her much older music and pray for her

  • @Doc452007
    @Doc452007 6 месяцев назад

    1st John.They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would have continued with us. But they went out, that it might become plain that they all are not of us
    She needs to get saved

  • @jessicapierre1539
    @jessicapierre1539 10 месяцев назад

    Good alternative: Give God a chance composed and sung by Léna Gauthier (Soundcloud, youtube, Spotify)

  • @kimmytuna5180
    @kimmytuna5180 26 дней назад

    What is she saying? I get the impression that she doesn’t really know herself. Does she not believe in God anymore? Has she rejected Jesus? Sounds like she really does not have the courage to be honest with herself!

  • @bbbf09
    @bbbf09 3 месяца назад

    Her revelation is ' what the hell do I know?' somehow freed her mind. How would you not have that sensibility before with Jesus in her life. In my mind you are in a humbler position with God than without.
    Panpsychism sounds like is what she's embraced - but this kind of detached universe has no hope for justice and no real meaning. How can it?
    I've never seen this as any kind of hope. An evil psychopath just becomes as much a part of the legitimate workings of such a universe - same as blade of grass or herself. To stoically shrug and say 'so be it' just seems so devoid of any meaning or joy and totally nihilistic.
    I used to think this way myself and was heading towards a nihilistic selfish and self-loathing life - or self annihilation. Glad I found way out. She's done the opposite of what I did.

  • @dougobrien8827
    @dougobrien8827 Месяц назад

    Psalms 76:10
    “Surely the wrath of man shall praise Thee: the remainder of wrath shalt Thou restrain.”

  • @rowefamily8672
    @rowefamily8672 3 месяца назад

    I do not have any mercy for someone who has used Our Lord and Savior like you did and have all these people who follow you I have mercy for those who are lost in this world who need Jesus you are not lost your turning your back on JESUS

  • @ProphetRay
    @ProphetRay 2 месяца назад +1

    I'm sure she fell into 🌈 sin and that causes major spiritual damage to your mind and heart(Proverbs 6:32.) We're all human and should fear God enough to avoid major and not do things thay cross the line. Adultery, 🌈 sex, and child Moslesex , drugs and over use of alcohol. Those sins anger God. Please pray for her she's still a child of God but needs to repent and turn back to God. All those sins also weaken you and you can get attacked by the enemies of God.

  • @cece8095
    @cece8095 Год назад +6

    Universalism. That’s what she’s talking about. This is not a bad thing, but hone it in sister lol. I believe her vision is a bit too broad. Narrow is the Way. This biblical truth & encouragement is not a prison, but rather a matter of staying focused. There is a balance. In other words for instance, “I respect other religions & understand that people achieve high spiritual understanding through those avenues.. but that is it. I respect it. I do not believe it & believe that my way works best for me.” For me, Christ & the Cross are the truth. It is what holds all things together & I accept that others may not necessarily share in those truths as they go try to find their own way. I also agree that spirituality comes with a lot of nuance but she is really broad. The is no healthy spirituality outside of the power of God. People shouldn’t judge her, it’s her journey.

    • @Man_of_Tears
      @Man_of_Tears Год назад

      Thank you for speaking, I find you increase clarity while maintaing poised in grace

    • @coletteelyse5762
      @coletteelyse5762 Год назад

      Thanks for saying something that isn’t condemning towards her, I can’t stand it when people misrepresent the love and grace of God by commenting judgment

    • @DANIELRODRIGUEZ-yr3et
      @DANIELRODRIGUEZ-yr3et Год назад

      @@coletteelyse5762 If followers of Jesus pass the message that cuts deeper than any two edged sward, we are obedient, not judgmental. God alone judges and is not silent. Just because it hurts doesn't mean we wrote the message, just delivered it.

  • @cillag09
    @cillag09 3 дня назад

    Audrey, please remember that satan is a liar, and only wants you to sidetrack from your God-given Talent and Calling….to get you to slip. One of his tricks is to question our Faith in God, and get us to Doubt that God is Who He Says He is. Come running back to His Arms of Love and Mercy. He Sees you and Sees your struggle….He is Grieved and Saddened….however, He’s just Waiting for you to Return. Keep your eyes on Jesus, and Him Alone, everything else of this world and life will one day very, very soon pass away. And only what we’ve done for God will Stand the Test of Time, and then we Will Receive our Reward of a life Well Lived because of Jesus and His Gift of Salvation. Won’t you return to Him today while you still can? ♥️🙏🏼🕊️

  • @maverick2222
    @maverick2222 Год назад +3

    It's a good quality to be a "seeker"; not to have fixed ideas. Children, the ones we have to be like if we wish to see the kingdom of heaven, have this seeking quality. Open-mindedness can lead to the Truth. You remind me of Nicodemus, Audrey, whose world was turned upside down when faced with a Messiah unlike the one the Jewish people expected.

    • @DANIELRODRIGUEZ-yr3et
      @DANIELRODRIGUEZ-yr3et Год назад +1

      You are so wrong and in danger of judgment. We are called to be humble and teachable , never open-minded. Open mindedness is what happens when you are unstable and looking for an excuse. James 1:8. Hebrews 13:8, God is unchanging and those that place their faith in Him will not be moved. Jesus is the rock (unmovable Psalm 62:6) the keeps us grounded to truth and not wandering. Nicodemus put his faith in "tradition", not the salvation of YH*H, that's why he was perplexed. Jesus came to destroy traditions and restore righteousness through faith, by the Spirit of God John 4:24.

  • @tineejoy
    @tineejoy Год назад +1

    Please go back and meditate on your song “Help my unbelief” :(

  • @OneInPeace
    @OneInPeace 4 месяца назад

    We give thanks for all of creation that The Lord has created, knowing He is GOD and Saving Lord and high above all..May The Lord Yeshua Messiah draw you back to Him, may the Truth be known through the power of the Holy Spirit for The fullness of Truth can only be found in Him alone, and may His light shine upon you and brake all worldliness and surpression of the Truth and may you return to the light of life found in His sacrifice for you and be filled with The Holy Spirit to overflowing and may He guide you in The Way everlasting! 💝🛡👑⚓️📖🛐🕊

  • @jillgibbs5676
    @jillgibbs5676 7 месяцев назад

    The enemy has been working on Miss Assad. Miss Assad your voice was personally shaped by our Lord and Savior. Please come back to Jesus. Jesus is our answer...our only answer.❤

  • @VeronicaSheyla
    @VeronicaSheyla Месяц назад

    This is Pantheism, you have decided to worship the creation and NOT the Creator. It’s truly sad to be deceived in this way but Satan loves this. Satan doesn’t want you to worship him but instead worship anything BUT God! That is, the God of the Bible.