All I'm able to give right now is thanks and I'm now reminded it's a result of these four exact things. God led me here because I cried to him like a baby last night. I was yet again played with and distracted by a man he told me to leave alone a long time ago. I used being pregnant with his child as an excuse up until to hold on in some form. Hoping that one day he would care about us the way I cared about him. I've tried so hard to forgive and not be bitter that he left me for another woman when I felt I needed him most. But it seems it only created doubt in the relationship I've been trying to build with God. The child was created in sin to begin with so I'm wrong all the way around and paying a heavy price for it day in and day out. But even still I'm grateful that he heard my cries and sent this video. Lord I repent for anything and everything that was hard for you to witness. I thought I was doing my best but your still calling me to get better. Thank you for clarity in this storm😔 in Jesus name amen.
God is Love and He has forgiven you because you have repented and departed from sin. You and your son are under the eternal covenant of the blood of Jesus and your life will be restored completely. His blessings will follow you all the days of your life! Be blessed. Stay encouraged🙏🕊️
GOD THE FATHER PLEASE IN JESUS CHRIST NAME LET THY SWEET HOLY SPIRIT ORDER MY STEPS IN THEE. PLEASE DO NOT LET ME GET TO BE DISOBEDIENT TO THY LAWS. LET THERE NOT BE ANYTHING IN ME THAT'S NOT OF THEE. IF SO PLEASE REMOVE IT. IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST. AMEN THANK YOU JESUS CHRIST FOR YOUR FORGIVENESS 🖐️❤😌
I think I struggle with doubting Him because I feel unworthy to receive what I'm asking for; always seemingly struggling with If what I'm asking for is in alignment with His will. :(
Wow Bishop.. thank you for the awakening once again 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙌🏿!!! Bless your genuine anointed heart for helping us to walk on the right path/ road, of righteousness !! The wounded and confused appreciate you!!! This was a needed reminder!!!
Having trouble with forgiveness right now. My husband is doing me so wrong and after 31 years I'm done but it's so hard to forgive him for the years of cheating, abuse and disrespect. 🥺🥺🥺
Lift your hands where you stand and give it to God. You might not feel like it but God has forgiven you so you have to forgive him. Don't allow what he has done to you destroy what God wants to do through you. You deserve to be free Queen. Take your power back right now.
Don’t let this man destroy your spirit. Pastor said narcissist take from people’s souls until they suck them dry. I can’t tell you what to do but you and the Lord have to do what’s best for you. If you decide to leave, I strongly recommend no contact. There are multiple videos on how to survive narcissism. Good luck God bless
You need to forgive him, not because he deserves forgiveness from you, but to bring release to your soul. It's tough, it will eat at your spirit if you hokd to forgiveness. Forgive as Jesus forgave us and ask Him to heal you of the hurt, resentment & anger. I pray God's blessings & comfort on you.
We don’t have any control over others. We only have control over our own actions. Don’t let what others do be a reflection of your worth. Sending prayers of strength. 🩷🙏🩷
Pastor, one year down the line, I'm still in pain and angry at God for letting the narcissist get away with the abuse... while i am stuck with the financial problems, demonic attacks, sleep paralysis, sleep deprivation.. my gosh, i really did and still go through a lot. Why does the narcissist have to thrive while victims are told to forgive and God will not work in us still we do?? It is really hard
I'm sorry I know this message was directed to the pastor, but this video went right over your head. Your choosing to hold onto the pain has caused you to waste a year of a life that's not even your own. God blessed you with the mind and heart your angry at him with 😢. Your consumed by bitterness and hatred and blaming someone else for it. Sounds like you have narcissistic tendencies to even post this. Repent, forgive obey and let go. That's it. It's none of your business what happens to the person who hurt you. Focus on you. God handles the rest. It's simple but we often make it hard. I pray you get the help you need to get thru this 🙏
All alone. Terrified and alone and panicked. SO! FUCKING! PANICKED! Just darkness all around me. I need a miracle. I need deliverance. I need safety. I need comfort. I need love. I thought he was my best friend and I miss him with all my soul. He abandoned and betrayed me and gave me PTSD. Severe PTSD. I can no longer take the pain. I'm dying of pain. Dying. Drowning. Suffocating. Darkness and terror all around. I am so very completely all alone. I am suffocated and breathless. Abandoned and betrayed, and left to die. Discarded like garbage. TERROR AND PANIC FLOOD ME. He shattered my heart and raped my soul. Now I am devastated and all alone. I live in perpetual panic and miserable despair. I have nobody and nobody has me. The abandonment and betrayal have shattered me, broken me. I don't breathe. I can't breathe. I'm in hell. Hell with no escape. HOW THE FUCK COULD HE? HOW HOW HOW??? How does he not miss me? How could he dispose of me like garbage? I want to die. I can't take the pain and the panic, anymore. SHEER PANIC AND UTTER TERROR. DAILY DEBILITATING PARALYZING PANIC ATTACKS. Nightmares at night. I'm all alone. Left to suffer. To drowned. I'm haunted and taunted. Terrified and Horrified. How could he do this to me? And why? Discard me like garbage, and replace me with another... Today, June 13th, 2023, is EXACTLY, 4 months to the day, that he abandoned me. Like a sucker punch to the gut, kicked by a horse, I'm in so much pain. I am traumatized and terrified. UNBEARABLE SUFFERING. UNIMAGINABLE PAIN. I'M DYING. JUST DYING. having the devil inside him, is a legit explanation for what he's done to me... I can no longer take this panic; can no longer live through this pain. he did this to me in February, and now we're in June... the pain and the terror and the panic are unbearable. HE FUCKING BETRAYED AND ABANDONED ME. HOW THE ACTUAL FUCK COULD HE DO THIS TO ME? HOW DOES HE NOT MISS ME? HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW????? how will I get through this? how will I heal from this? he purged all his dysfunctions onto me... because he's unhealed and because he's fucked, I ended up being the collateral damage to his un-wellness!! HOW WILL I EVER HEAL? I HAVE SEVERE PTSD. he's given me severe PTSD. SEVERE SEVERE SEVERE. some of the most toxic and sick people come disguised as people that love you... he came disguised as my best friend... I am raped I am tortured I am tormented I am haunted I am terrorized and terrified and desperately panicked. I can't breathe I don't breathe I am paralyzed with trauma. my soul is raped. I AM DYING OF EMOTIONAL PAIN. THE GRIEF AND TERROR ARE ALL-CONSUMING. the darkness. the despair. the rage. THE PANIC. OH. MY. GOD. THE. PANIC!!! the person whom I thought was my best friend discarded me like garbage. replaced me with another. I desperately want to escape the pain that I'm in: debilitating paralyzing all-consuming hyperventilating panic and grief... the guy I called my best friend, ended up raping me. he violently brutally viciously maliciously raped my soul. abandoned and betrayed me. and now I don't breathe. CAN'T BREATHE. I'M IN HELL. I'm desperately trying to remember this. please, God, help me remember: ✨💖✨ I was created from all light, for I am light, I fear no darkness. for being light, I can see beyond darkness!!! 💫 "Don't look for healing at the same feet of those who broke you." - Rupi Kaur Feelings are just feelings. They are not facts! They are not me! And I can let them go! ♥♥♥
Omg I am so sorry. I pray you get through this. Lord Jesus touch this beautiful woman in a way she needs to heal from her past In the people that betrayed her. Show her how to love herself and love you God. Let her breath and grieve her pain with your help God. It’s a fallen world and a lot of people have been in your shoes. Some didn’t make it out alive. Your a survivor. This is a testimony. Don’t give up on God and yourself. He loves and care for you.
Turn your pain into your purpose. Praying for your full healing and recovery. May God lift you up and slowly you will see he was there with you during your plea.
Don't feed on the trauma, it is important to feed on Jesus Christ flesh and blood, immerse yourself in Jesus and feed on him instead. Focus on Jesus, repent of your sins of going your own way & give him your life TODAY. Jesus is the Wonderful Counsellor and Supernatural Healer Don't limit him!!
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1. Doubt
2. Sin
3. Unforgiveness
4. Disobedience
Lord I pray for obedience
I’m tired of failing
Yes indeed!! I’m with you on that🙏🙏
All I'm able to give right now is thanks and I'm now reminded it's a result of these four exact things. God led me here because I cried to him like a baby last night. I was yet again played with and distracted by a man he told me to leave alone a long time ago. I used being pregnant with his child as an excuse up until to hold on in some form. Hoping that one day he would care about us the way I cared about him. I've tried so hard to forgive and not be bitter that he left me for another woman when I felt I needed him most. But it seems it only created doubt in the relationship I've been trying to build with God. The child was created in sin to begin with so I'm wrong all the way around and paying a heavy price for it day in and day out. But even still I'm grateful that he heard my cries and sent this video. Lord I repent for anything and everything that was hard for you to witness. I thought I was doing my best but your still calling me to get better. Thank you for clarity in this storm😔 in Jesus name amen.
God is Love and He has forgiven you because you have repented and departed from sin. You and your son are under the eternal covenant of the blood of Jesus and your life will be restored completely. His blessings will follow you all the days of your life! Be blessed. Stay encouraged🙏🕊️
GOD THE FATHER PLEASE IN JESUS CHRIST NAME LET THY SWEET HOLY SPIRIT ORDER MY STEPS IN THEE. PLEASE DO NOT LET ME GET TO BE DISOBEDIENT TO THY LAWS. LET THERE NOT BE ANYTHING IN ME THAT'S NOT OF THEE. IF SO PLEASE REMOVE IT. IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST. AMEN THANK YOU JESUS CHRIST FOR YOUR FORGIVENESS 🖐️❤😌
"When your spirit is grieved...your soul is disturb "... Whewwwww🔥 #Truth
I think I struggle with doubting Him because I feel unworthy to receive what I'm asking for; always seemingly struggling with If what I'm asking for is in alignment with His will. :(
Boom! I always feel unworthy I will never be good enough to God. However I’m grateful for His grace. It’s a human thing many deal with it.
I’ve had this feeling, but remember, YAH loves us.
It’s a blessing to live a clean life and find out how to truly love on God!💕
Thank you❤
Unforgiveness is heavy on my heart. I just can’t get over the pain they have put on me …. It’s not fair
Very good message. We block our own blessings, knowing and unknowingly.
Beautiful impactful Message received wholeheartedly!! God’s blessings to you Bishop and Lady Lisa! LoveU much!
Amen, Bishop!
Wow Bishop.. thank you for the awakening once again 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙌🏿!!! Bless your genuine anointed heart for helping us to walk on the right path/ road, of righteousness !! The wounded and confused appreciate you!!! This was a needed reminder!!!
Having trouble with forgiveness right now. My husband is doing me so wrong and after 31 years I'm done but it's so hard to forgive him for the years of cheating, abuse and disrespect. 🥺🥺🥺
Lift your hands where you stand and give it to God. You might not feel like it but God has forgiven you so you have to forgive him. Don't allow what he has done to you destroy what God wants to do through you. You deserve to be free Queen. Take your power back right now.
❤️🙏
Don’t let this man destroy your spirit. Pastor said narcissist take from people’s souls until they suck them dry. I can’t tell you what to do but you and the Lord have to do what’s best for you. If you decide to leave, I strongly recommend no contact. There are multiple videos on how to survive narcissism. Good luck God bless
You need to forgive him, not because he deserves forgiveness from you, but to bring release to your soul. It's tough, it will eat at your spirit if you hokd to forgiveness. Forgive as Jesus forgave us and ask Him to heal you of the hurt, resentment & anger. I pray God's blessings & comfort on you.
We don’t have any control over others. We only have control over our own actions. Don’t let what others do be a reflection of your worth. Sending prayers of strength. 🩷🙏🩷
Always on time
Thank you for these 4 nuggets of wisdom.
This was powerful you should make a shorts on this one loyalty
Thank you Bishop for this awesome word. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
This shook me deeply
THANK U
AMEN
Thank you.🙏🏻💜
Preach Bishop !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is a P🎯werful, indeed.
I’m trying to be closer to god but don’t know where to start. Thanks for your message
Start with the Gospels and Proverbs. This helped me. But you have to read and give God your time. Hope this helps
@@sarajohnson269 thank you. I will do that.
I can forgive but when you see ppl are still being slick and expect you to trust them then what
Create Boundaries!!!
💯💯💯💯💯
SPEAK PASTOR BLAKE'S
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Pastor, you're in my business way too much and I'm not even halfway through the video.
Pastor, one year down the line, I'm still in pain and angry at God for letting the narcissist get away with the abuse... while i am stuck with the financial problems, demonic attacks, sleep paralysis, sleep deprivation.. my gosh, i really did and still go through a lot. Why does the narcissist have to thrive while victims are told to forgive and God will not work in us still we do?? It is really hard
I'm sorry I know this message was directed to the pastor, but this video went right over your head. Your choosing to hold onto the pain has caused you to waste a year of a life that's not even your own. God blessed you with the mind and heart your angry at him with 😢. Your consumed by bitterness and hatred and blaming someone else for it. Sounds like you have narcissistic tendencies to even post this. Repent, forgive obey and let go. That's it. It's none of your business what happens to the person who hurt you. Focus on you. God handles the rest. It's simple but we often make it hard. I pray you get the help you need to get thru this 🙏
All alone. Terrified and alone and panicked.
SO! FUCKING! PANICKED!
Just darkness all around me.
I need a miracle. I need deliverance.
I need safety. I need comfort. I need love.
I thought he was my best friend
and I miss him with all my soul.
He abandoned and betrayed me and gave me PTSD.
Severe PTSD.
I can no longer take the pain.
I'm dying of pain. Dying. Drowning. Suffocating.
Darkness and terror all around.
I am so very completely all alone.
I am suffocated and breathless.
Abandoned and betrayed,
and left to die.
Discarded like garbage.
TERROR AND PANIC FLOOD ME.
He shattered my heart and raped my soul.
Now I am devastated and all alone.
I live in perpetual panic and miserable despair.
I have nobody and nobody has me.
The abandonment and betrayal have shattered me,
broken me. I don't breathe. I can't breathe.
I'm in hell. Hell with no escape.
HOW THE FUCK COULD HE?
HOW HOW HOW???
How does he not miss me?
How could he dispose of me like garbage?
I want to die.
I can't take the pain and the panic, anymore.
SHEER PANIC AND UTTER TERROR.
DAILY DEBILITATING PARALYZING PANIC ATTACKS.
Nightmares at night.
I'm all alone.
Left to suffer. To drowned.
I'm haunted and taunted.
Terrified and Horrified.
How could he do this to me? And why?
Discard me like garbage,
and replace me with another...
Today, June 13th, 2023, is EXACTLY, 4 months to the day,
that he abandoned me.
Like a sucker punch to the gut, kicked by a horse,
I'm in so much pain. I am traumatized and terrified.
UNBEARABLE SUFFERING.
UNIMAGINABLE PAIN.
I'M DYING.
JUST DYING.
having the devil inside him, is a legit explanation for what he's done to me...
I can no longer take this panic; can no longer live through this pain.
he did this to me in February, and now we're in June...
the pain and the terror and the panic are unbearable.
HE FUCKING BETRAYED AND ABANDONED ME.
HOW THE ACTUAL FUCK COULD HE DO THIS TO ME?
HOW DOES HE NOT MISS ME?
HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW?????
how will I get through this?
how will I heal from this?
he purged all his dysfunctions onto me...
because he's unhealed and because he's fucked,
I ended up being the collateral damage
to his un-wellness!!
HOW WILL I EVER HEAL?
I HAVE SEVERE PTSD.
he's given me severe PTSD.
SEVERE SEVERE SEVERE.
some of the most toxic and sick people
come disguised as people that love you...
he came disguised as my best friend...
I am raped I am tortured I am tormented I am haunted
I am terrorized and terrified
and desperately panicked.
I can't breathe I don't breathe
I am paralyzed with trauma.
my soul is raped.
I AM DYING OF EMOTIONAL PAIN.
THE GRIEF AND TERROR ARE ALL-CONSUMING.
the darkness. the despair. the rage. THE PANIC.
OH. MY. GOD. THE. PANIC!!!
the person whom I thought was my best friend
discarded me like garbage.
replaced me with another.
I desperately want to escape the pain that I'm in:
debilitating paralyzing all-consuming hyperventilating
panic and grief...
the guy I called my best friend,
ended up raping me.
he violently brutally viciously maliciously raped my soul.
abandoned and betrayed me.
and now I don't breathe. CAN'T BREATHE. I'M IN HELL.
I'm desperately trying to remember this. please, God, help me remember:
✨💖✨
I was created from all light, for I am light,
I fear no darkness. for being light, I can see beyond darkness!!! 💫
"Don't look for healing at the same feet of those who broke you."
- Rupi Kaur
Feelings are just feelings.
They are not facts!
They are not me!
And I can let them go!
♥♥♥
I am praying for you at this moment that I’m writing this. I’ve been in a similar place and nobody but God brought me out.
You’re not alone in this ❤😢
Omg I am so sorry. I pray you get through this. Lord Jesus touch this beautiful woman in a way she needs to heal from her past In the people that betrayed her. Show her how to love herself and love you God. Let her breath and grieve her pain with your help God. It’s a fallen world and a lot of people have been in your shoes. Some didn’t make it out alive. Your a survivor. This is a testimony. Don’t give up on God and yourself. He loves and care for you.
Turn your pain into your purpose. Praying for your full healing and recovery. May God lift you up and slowly you will see he was there with you during your plea.
Don't feed on the trauma, it is important to feed on Jesus Christ flesh and blood, immerse yourself in Jesus and feed on him instead. Focus on Jesus, repent of your sins of going your own way & give him your life TODAY. Jesus is the Wonderful Counsellor and Supernatural Healer Don't limit him!!