May the Lord Jesus deliver you. Only he can. Please cry out to him but also seek help in rehab if you can. It can also offer as a reprieve as you sort out underlying spiritual and emotional issues. All the best.
The thing about these journeys is some people have go get acquainted with the devil to know that God has always been the answer. Its like telling a child not to touch a hot pan, their curiosity just makes them touch it, but they will never again do so willingly.
That's true. That seems to have been my path unfortunately. But also fortunately because now I know Satan is real and I know how he works. Jesus has shown me deep spiritual truths I have not even begun to explain in my testimony. Satan is real and he is prowling like a Lion looking for whom to devour. Stay vigilant. More so if he knows God has called you to serve him he never sleeps. We shouldn't either. I learnt the hard way but now I know. By the grace of God Jesus delivered me literally from hell where I was held captive spiritually. Now I cannot leave him come what may. I do not want to go to hell where I was headed. I've left the world to follow the only one who loved me. He never gave up on me. And now having gone through all that I can help others, especially those trapped by demonic oppression and spiritual manipulation. I understand things I never would otherwise. God in his wisdom never wastes even our past sins. Bless you.
@mwendwa Mbabu, you story needs to be heard all around the world , I hope you can have your testimony on Life is Spiritual channel by Bamboo and Erica.
@s2thek323 Thank you. Pray for me. I've contacted them severally but haven't heard back. Let Gods will be done. I've only scratched the surface. It was my first interview, so I was also nervous. There is so much I didn't get into, and we spoke for 6 hours. May the Lord open the right doors in his time and for his purposes and glory
Weuh.. Am totally relating to this story kukunywa na kubleki.. Waking up and not remembering stuff.. Mailood 😢alcohol riswaa.. Am glad all this is in my past
Mwendwa,you need to stand firm in your faith.The ministry which God has put in the inside of you is the one being fout by the enemy.You need atrue servant of God who can be your mentor to help you overcome the traumas you,ve gone through.Ihave gone through some of the things youve,gone through and could not overcome alone.John 10:10
@@AbubakarSeif thanks for your reply. Honestly don't know. He was my brother's friend and my bro has been looking for him for so long. He left the country a long time ago and has always wanted to reconnect with him. Thanks alot.
You cannot be quick to quote the scriptures only when it is convenient. You really need to be honest with yourself especially regarding your sexuality. It is not as simple as you would want listeners to believe. Having said that, it is not my intention to down play the effects of all the trauma that you have gone through.
@mugwanja You can adjust speed ....pause the video and on the Top right hand side you will see a wheel , click on it and you can do x2 to half the video time. If that's too fast for you, you can do x1.5 etc
Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. The devil tried to break that family with depression and alcoholism, and when she was young she witnessed her parents fighting... she was just an innocent child. The devil is a liar. Had she had a different environment her childhood and life would be different
A child hood friend, very caring,calm and sharp.I am proud of you Mwendwa❤
Thanks Jacky
Wow! Very eloquent. Easy to understand yet such beautiful English.
👍
Thank you
Kweli Yesu ndio mwamba. In God she is safe ❤❤
The change in her dad may have been something spiritual .
I believe so. Witchcraft in the family.
What a beautiful soul. A great story teller too.
God bless you sis
Her story is quite eye opening ❤May God bless her
wow..rich kid suffered,may God take her higher and higher levels am so proud of her.
Wow, alcohol is a monster. My God help me stop drinking please.
@@user-wr9fn4ny4i praying to God to help you overcome alcoholism. I have first hand experience
U are on your way to recovery but just that prayer. Take the next step and seek proffessional help.
My prayer too
My prayer too, I don't need it
May the Lord Jesus deliver you. Only he can. Please cry out to him but also seek help in rehab if you can. It can also offer as a reprieve as you sort out underlying spiritual and emotional issues. All the best.
Mwendwa, my good friend! Your life is and also has been such an inspiration!
You look soo young, like early 20s.
@@africanawang2674 hmm bro why are u lying
I pray that God blesses you and your child and your generations.
Amen in Jesus name
Dan Mwangi a presenter on NTv ,i remember the spoken word scene 🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤
The thing about these journeys is some people have go get acquainted with the devil to know that God has always been the answer. Its like telling a child not to touch a hot pan, their curiosity just makes them touch it, but they will never again do so willingly.
That's true. That seems to have been my path unfortunately. But also fortunately because now I know Satan is real and I know how he works. Jesus has shown me deep spiritual truths I have not even begun to explain in my testimony. Satan is real and he is prowling like a Lion looking for whom to devour. Stay vigilant. More so if he knows God has called you to serve him he never sleeps. We shouldn't either. I learnt the hard way but now I know. By the grace of God Jesus delivered me literally from hell where I was held captive spiritually. Now I cannot leave him come what may. I do not want to go to hell where I was headed. I've left the world to follow the only one who loved me. He never gave up on me. And now having gone through all that I can help others, especially those trapped by demonic oppression and spiritual manipulation. I understand things I never would otherwise. God in his wisdom never wastes even our past sins.
Bless you.
This gorgeous gal have beautiful smile...
Mwendwa you are a strong girl.
All glory to Jesus. It's his strength manifest in me..
@mwendwa Mbabu, you story needs to be heard all around the world , I hope you can have your testimony on Life is Spiritual channel by Bamboo and Erica.
@s2thek323 Thank you. Pray for me. I've contacted them severally but haven't heard back. Let Gods will be done. I've only scratched the surface. It was my first interview, so I was also nervous. There is so much I didn't get into, and we spoke for 6 hours. May the Lord open the right doors in his time and for his purposes and glory
Sure , I agree with you
Weuh.. Am totally relating to this story kukunywa na kubleki.. Waking up and not remembering stuff.. Mailood 😢alcohol riswaa.. Am glad all this is in my past
Alcohol is Satan's poison. I'm glad its in your past too
God is good, keep keeping on
Thank you @MwendwaMbabu God bless you.❤
Thank you too Wangari
Mwendwa,you need to stand firm in your faith.The ministry which God has put in the inside of you is the one being fout by the enemy.You need atrue servant of God who can be your mentor to help you overcome the traumas you,ve gone through.Ihave gone through some of the things youve,gone through and could not overcome alone.John 10:10
I concur....
Glory to the God of a second chance.
This people here starts with WOW, then they add bad comments what do you mean,???
Imagine when hypothetical wow should be for something positive or amazing or wonderful or even great.
The second guy which impregnated her he was so evil and rapist saitan. Take heart young lady. God is in your side
Wueh, my kids love me when I drink because i let them shop on line till their eyes drop
😢 eventually alcohol will turn on you. I pray you quit soon. Bless you.
really nothing to be proud about!
@@mesus5481 it’s my dollars and I am damn proud of my life and status!!!!!
Actually people get in to evil because of what they are exposed to .
I would rather live alone
You lived in ngummo? We also did
@@AbubakarSeif hi. Did you know a guy called Lee Nzelo?
@@mnk15087 We lived in Magiwa Estate that time from 1987 - 2010. I don't know Lee Nzelo. Was he living in ngummo estate, Magiwa or Highview?
@@AbubakarSeif thanks for your reply. Honestly don't know. He was my brother's friend and my bro has been looking for him for so long. He left the country a long time ago and has always wanted to reconnect with him. Thanks alot.
They drink quick,
You cannot be quick to quote the scriptures only when it is convenient. You really need to be honest with yourself especially regarding your sexuality. It is not as simple as you would want listeners to believe. Having said that, it is not my intention to down play the effects of all the trauma that you have gone through.
@@xxxxx_7518 Do you know her?
She is being honest with herself. What are you talking about? Who are you? I'd like to hear you in her shoes!
She looks 25 not 42
Someone summarize please this is too long
Run along
Don't watch
@mugwanja You can adjust speed ....pause the video and on the Top right hand side you will see a wheel , click on it and you can do x2 to half the video time. If that's too fast for you, you can do x1.5 etc
Gathoni Honourable you talk too much.Sometimes kaa kimya tusikusoee.
You seems to have contributed alot in your parents separation
How is a traumatized child to blame for an alcoholic man who was physically abusive, so insensitive and ignorant of you
I doubt you watched the entire story.
Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. The devil tried to break that family with depression and alcoholism, and when she was young she witnessed her parents fighting... she was just an innocent child. The devil is a liar. Had she had a different environment her childhood and life would be different
How did you figure that out? That's a very thoughtless comment. Be kind!
use the rest of your brain