Gotta admit it is kind of lonely sometimes only being able to have very base level superficial conversations with almost everyone around you, it's very rare to find an actual human in "Real Life" that you can even have these types of conversations with, great work Howdie and ty for what you do
So much truth in what you wrote. Plus the "knowing" that IF you were to truly speak your mind, and steer the conversation into that deeper conversation of how you view this realm...the recoil would be permanent.
@@chloebell333 sorry to be so blunt, but who cares? If you're sharing truth and they rebuke you for it, do you really want to be around that kind of soul?
@@scottmatznick3140 the problem is these folks can’t let go, move on, drop it so to speak. They’ll treat you terribly. if you need to deal with these folks daily, like at your job or home etc, it makes it very challenging. Why would you intentionally create a hostile situation, one you might not be able to get out of?
@@scottmatznick3140 I have lost family and friends over the course of my life adopting that “who cares” attitude but find as I get older, I have few to talk to and fewer in real life. I cannot cut out everyone left.
I completely agree with you Howdie. As Krishnamurty said, I paraphrase, "it's no measure of good health to be well-adjusted to a profoundly sick society". ✌️❤️😊
Right on target...I used to have friends and family I would hang out and talk with, but like you said, the frequency is off. It's hard to have friends anymore and I feel like I just don't fit in. It's almost like I am living in a different version of life than everyone around me. I am completely isolated. Great video.
@@williamswayuk Only if❓🧲 If you have not yet discovered that you are in a simulation (that you perceive a simulation consciously), your consciousness has not yet awakened, and so it is extra difficult to see through the latest technological influence on your mind.
There’s no point of return once you know that you’re perceived as cattle in this realm. However, it’s not easy continue to do to your 9-5 job, having goals and routines because everything seems pointless now, except doing OBE and plotting your exit from the cave.
Yes! I wish I could give you way more than 1 thumbs up! "Plotting your exit from the cave" or achieving "escape velocity" as Robert Monroe said. OBE's are good training for the exit. You're whole comment resonates with me. Thank you.
Spot on! I've always had to be someone I'm not "Just to have friends" bc I've always been the outsider - it's playing pretend. Now I'm older, I don't care as much about having a lot of friends. Just talking to random people at a park or the shop makes my day 🙂
Funny isn't it, my life went down the toilet a few years back and I spent time wandering alone in the wilderness. I now see that it was entirely necessary to burn who I thought I was and let go of all of the insecurities and hang ups I had in order to move forward. The fuckery of this last few years has given me a golden ticket to a new life. I've gone from trying to fit in (like a square peg in a round hole) to not even trying to fit anywhere. Like Adyashanti says, an enlightened person (though I don't particularly like the word as it implies I know more than others, when in essence I don't) has no idea who they are. It's only those running around like headless chickens in the dream who seem to by clinging to what they regard as their identity. Your channel and Mark's (Forever Conscious Research Channel) have helped me make more connections with people who I really want to talk to or spend time with, yet even then I don't feel the need to fully agree with others, nor gain their approval. I'm happy being something of a lone wolf! People, or groups of them, seem more like the concentric rings of the Olympics logo. They overlap somewhere without necessarily agreeing on where that point is. The more I've drifted on to my own path, the more my old circle of friends have tried to drag me back to where I was a few years back, but I'm way beyond the point of no return. I really liked what you said about having gratitude for walking this path alone or being your own authority. Thank you Howdie for being such a big part of my journey this last few years. I've learned more through unlearning than I ever thought was possible
Great timing! I was feeling really down and alone earlier today after being reminded yesterday of my 'weirdness'. I finally came to my senses and realized that I wouldn't want to be 'normal' and boring even if I could. I just wish everyone else was weird too🙃😅
Thank you very much for discussing this topic. I have never felt like I fit in, beginning with my own family of origin. I've also experienced much personal trauma; I am 64 years old and just now recovering from a pretty horrific event six years ago, one of several throughout my life. I have come to accept the WHY of the traumas: this insane world I live in. Trauma feels inevitable to me now and that is a good thing because, at this point in my life, understanding why it happens AND that I have made it through every time, it no longer feels bigger than me or more than I can handle. I do not invite any more of it, for sure, but I no longer fear the possibility of it The crystal clear awareness that I don't fit in began in 1992 when I experienced my first spiritually profound spontaneous OBE while driving my car. Coming back from that experience turned my view of reality on its head, on its own, but then other people's reactions to my story was even more shocking. I learned very quickly to not talk about it openly although I continued for decades to privately research the OBE phenomena, while continuing to spontaneously have them in varying degrees of intensity. It wasn't until 2014 that I began to put together all of the pieces of my spiritual and OBE experiences, an effort that is and will always be ongoing. The isolation from this experience is like a double edged sword. The communities that openly acknowledge OBEs are full of New Age beliefs I hardily reject, and the spiritual communities that deny the reality and/or value of OBEs that challenge their dogmas reject me. I have earnestly tried to find my place in this world, only to realize I don't want / am not capable of being a part of it. I have come to understand that, that is okay because it is my absolute truth and I wouldn't change it for anyone or anything. So I deal with my isolation by having occasional social outings with the very few friends still around (mostly ex-coworkers collected over the years who don't really know me) and my adult daughter (who I love dearly and is very much plugged into the Matrix) for the sake of the benefits of social interaction which include my very sincere interest in their well being. I don't love and care about them any less because of this awareness chasm between us but I purposely limit my exposure to their version of reality which inevitably comes with obligations to perform within it. It is a delicate balancing act indeed. And then there are these online forums with like-minded people with whom I feel such a deep kinship. I appreciate everyone who comments and shares and honors the safe space to do so. You are not at all "virtual" to me; you are even more real than the physical people in my life. I am very grateful to all of you for it!!
@mattgill8704 You're on the path. Hang in there. We all in the process of letting go of what holds us back, Matt...including the need to be accepted by others as well as letting go of personal fears, no matter what form they take. Keep going. Smile...you've already learned and seen so much more than most.
@mattgill8704 Steady as we go...it seems to be a moment by moment exercise. Don't let the bastards/destructive thinking get you down. Take another breath, let the gloom pass and face the next moment with whatever strength you can muster is my best tip. Build on those moment by moment strengths and before long you will see that you have more going for you within than you have acknowledged to yourself in times past.
@Matt Gill I think the good in it is knowing you have a deeper understanding about the nature of reality. It belongs to you and other people's incredulity can't change that. When Moses asked God who shall he say sent him to the Jews in Egypt (at the burning bush), God replied, "I am that I am." You know what you know and you have experienced what you have experienced. You don't really have to explain it beyond those truths. While you want other people's acceptance of what you have experienced, it would be better for you to accept their lack of understanding and their inability/unwillingness to believe you. This knowledge comes with isolation that can result in loneliness; I know that. It's best for you to proactively meet your social needs while protecting yourself from criticism and rejection. I think Jesus Christ is a great example of the struggle. Also, some of Jordan Peterson's lectures have helped me to accept who I am without regret and fear. You have to do your own work on these issues, really, and online forums can provide support and encouragement to you along the way. They have helped me tremendously.
So good to have others speaking about this, sometimes I feel so alone with my beliefs - especially since leaving the new age. I would rather be alone than fake and living a lie - it would be hell.
@@williamswayuk I was blown away when I discovered that my astrological natal chart tells me I have to be a lone wolf and go it alone, especially after my mid-30s. I did get to marry around then though. Otherwise, I'm on my own and I was very social before. In a lot of ways I embrace it and I see the wisdom in it. This made me see that astrology really has something to it as I've studied it more deeply and checked famous people's chart cross-referenced with their bios. This doesn't mean I'm always okay with it, but I'm way more accepting of how I have to live my life now than I was.
Never did fit in, I think I was born with a lot of subconscious residue of previous knowledge about this place, especially observing others and how they love to be fake. Remember being this way my whole life, and I was always ridiculed my whole life. I'm so grateful I found your channel Howdie, you'll never know how much it means to me to know I was right all along
Once you wake up, you can’t plug back in. I’ve tried, it doesn’t work. But I’ve stopped trying to wake up others, I keep it quiet and just worry about myself
I knew at 4 yrs old. Nothing traumatic happened that I observed, but I perceived this world to be ugly. Grew up Christian, so prayed my entire life for God to reveal my "mission" and "purpose" on this earth. No answer came. Thank you for explaining this.
Yep, always felt different, never went with the trends, always questioned everything, can’t talk about things that people label as nuts, but it’s not , it’s about being logical
I'm one of those who has never been able to 'fit in'. I have tried to, at various times in my life, but, partially, thanks to you, have realised that this is a fruitless exercise. Thankfully I do have a nephew who is mostly on the same frequency as me, but, mentally, cannot handle all of the harsh truths of this reality. I try to meet him where he's at, as I don't want to lose the only person that I have 'in person', to talk with. I'm also thankful for this channel and being able to connect with like-minded people here. Looking forward to listening to all the new interviews.
I know this sounds kind of cliche and dismissive but I really have found that you can call people into your life. If you want another person to talk with in person. If you spend ten minutes a day focusing on the idea "I attract like minded people into my circle" and then after focusing on it for 10 minutes just going buck to acceptance and gratitude for how your life is now even just with your nephew. You will eventually run into your new friend. It sounds so new age and stupid but we do live in a simulation of mind and it does respond and work with how we think, feel, and act.
I’m an island. Family rejected me when I didn’t get vaccinated. I mean not even the in town family reunion. Im looking for new friends. My daughter says stop talking. It’s painful but impossible to not be my authentic self.
All this Aquarian energy, I love it! Housecoats are very cool. The smoking jacket was once tres chic for every stylish man. Just being yourself is always enough.
Your nature and way of communicating is so respectful and even loving. Your energy absolutely is different than so many and I’m glad to have found your channel.
15:25 - This is exactly why I got rid of Twitter. I'm one of those people who was able never really fit with the rest and in 2020 I decided to create an account to keep up with what was going on and to maybe find people who were on a similar wavelength. After awhile I noticed that a great majority of the people I found were not very accepting of you having a different view to theirs as if their truth is the one and only truth.
I just love this Howdie. I realize I was semi consciously already doing this, and just referred to it as “meeting people where they are,” and don’t require anyone to match frequency as you call it. To me it’s a true grace that benefits me as well as the people who I have interactions with. And allows unexpected opportunities to present themselves. What a wonderful podcast to start my day. I like to refer to you as the Professor. Just really good stuff!
Yeah this is what I try and do to. I believe Gurdjieff called it playing roles. I think it actually keeps us more human. Grandma wants to have a chat about the news whatever? Oblige her. I've been the hard core truther in the past who was disconnected from everyone, kind of just an edgy not fun person to be around.
@ghostofgilius sounds like we are in a similar position. And yes certainly agree sometimes to leave people where they are, this can usually be gleaned pretty early in an interaction. The Gurdjieff material has been the most 'boots on the ground' practical material I have found in spiritual development in my search. And it seems to be very deep and I am only a novice. I recommend starting with 'In search of the Miraculous' by Ouspensky.
@ghostofgilius You're welcome. Coincidence you should mention Beelzebub's Tales because I am now working my way through it, now on chapter 31. But I am listening to it over on Michael Garland's channel. I am finding it fantastic hard to put down. But i am sure if I was just reading it on my own it would be much more difficult to push through. I read 'In search of the Miraculous' probably 5 years ago. I just by chance came across it in a book store and it caught my eye. It blew my mind then, and I think the ideas simmered in me for a while. Then for some reason a few months ago I bought the Fourth Way by Ouspensky and have been reading that. It has been fantastic, very nuts and bolts or boots on the ground as to how to do the work. I would describe Ouspensky as 'left brain' and clear and concise. Whereas in my opinion Tales is something coming from a higher perspective than we can conceive in our present state, but it is certainly having a sort of effect on me. Gurdjieff says in the first chapter of Tales in his 'warning' that this book is aimed at working on what we call the subconscious mind. It's very interesting.
Thank you. I just moved. I was hopeful that I might meet some like-minded individuals. I’ve become grateful for the kindnesses of others rather than Truth connections. Of course, I’m still different than most, but good intentions and polite well-meaning folks are certainly a gift. I always find comfort and support in your posts. Huge Gratitude.
Every time you upload I see the comment I'm about to type: I was just going on a Howdie deep dive, when I saw that you uploaded. Somehow, every time you upload it is synchronic for at least one of your viewers; today, it was myself. Thank you for the updated book, by the way! Writing sincerely as a better man than I once was, Brian Walendy
For me it's not even about fitting in anymore. I can't meet onecsingle real human. After being forced to hospital I'm in some mirrored version of the world full of NPCs. I miss humans so much. This is some digital hell. I just miss real people.
Most of my friends ditched me years ago, my older brother told me "no need to ever call again, have a good life, little bro," and making new friends is impossible as my spouse tells me everyone is afraid of me. So one thing I disagree with Howdie is the social media connections. I think we all have at least a dozen friends who we often converse with though we've never met. Because for whatever reason, we're all the same as each other.
@Point Zero Two: I heard those same words from my son. And at that point in my life, It was the worst pain I have ever experienced. So I severed the anchor and have sailed on.
@@RightlyDividingMysteryWoman Good that you were able to sever your brother. For whatever reason, they are incapable of "seeing" what we do. And you're obviously capable of "seeing" more than others based on your subscriptions to Howdie, Matt, Matt Presti, and James True. Not sure if he was left over from a long time ago, but many of us have uncovered Eric Dubay as a paid fraud selling co-opted flat earth. Best of luck on your journey.
@@pointzerotwo thanks, you too. It was actually my son. But no matter. I've heard different things concerning Eric. Rumors, IDK. As for Matt, I just finished uploading a video for him. He's bothered by the fascination with Humpty Dumpty, so I decided to do some research. Hey, since I have no social life, why not 😂😂😂
Bathrobe is what makes you feel comfortable and warm, so you deliver this masterpiece (as you always do)... People often value the package by the wrapping paper, instead of a gift itself 🎁 😉🥂
Knitting and dog training are my best friends. I've come full circle and don't even mind hearing about the latest tv gossip when I walk with / run into ppl on my daily, long dog walks. They all have something of value to offer.
There are exceptions Howdie. If you go to Philippines, everyone fits in and feels loved. It has a blissful, heavenly energy that makes you feel comfortable and relaxed in your own skin, which you will NEVER experience in America. Once you experience it, you will NEVER want to go back to America again. Many expats in the Philippines can verify and vouch for this. I experienced this in Russia too. For the first time in my life, I had ZERO social anxiety.
Hey Howdie and all you beautiful people, I’m not sure if it’s appropriate to put this here, but I wanted to mention that Jason of Archaix has been studying our reality for a long time and has concluded that we are immortal beings in a simulacrum construct within a larger reality. I found him from Jon Levi on YT-another wonderful big thinker. Thank you for your wonderful work. :)
Jon Levi, a big thinker? I used to listen to him before I realized he was just another big fertilizer spreader. Utterly clueless to the subject of which he claims expertise.
Thank you ,Howdie. Just got off phone with sis and felt an awful feeling of loss. We used to be so close now everything has changed. Have not spoken with brother in a year where we spoke multiple times a day in the past. It does bring up sadness and loss here. A teacher once told me that this life was more about loss and letting go. Is it possible to create a geographic hub, so like minded people that want to remain open about their observations, can identify others and connect? I recently moved across country, leaving the familiar behind. My tribe, for the most part, remains digital. Hungry for more genuine face to face contact. I’m in northeast Florida.
I hear you. The last few years have pruned some dear old friends from my life. I wish them well. We just don't connect anymore. However, there is a feeling of freshness... of energy being directed to other stems and branches of my life. Possibilities that weren't there before. Good things ahead.
Thanks Howdie for the pep talk. Yes, fitting in right now is not a healthy sign for me. I’m one who really never fit in. I said things that I though were so obvious, oops, just obvious to me. I love your book, and have bought a few books you referenced to. The Robert Monroe book “Far Journeys” chapter 12 was an important education on what Loosh is. The next chapter was all about a guide telling Monroe that they collected our Loosh love (not our fear and anger.!?) because humans wouldn’t know how to use it. Of course, all the abused people of all ages wouldn’t need an injection of our human love? I think the rest of the book is damage control from the Matrix Gate Keepers.
Very wise words. I found them to be a fact in my life. After I drove everyone away 3 years ago, someone who used to be very close with me, asked if we could get together and just have a fun day. I was so excited. But then I pondered..."what are we going to talk about?" If she even asks what I have been doing lately, it will be over lol. I really don't know how to even behave around her! I don't want be fake around her, but I guess I will just have to keep steering her to do all of the talking while I bite my tongue.
Howdie, thank you for this. Your insights came at just the right tine for me, as I recently lost the last person I could talk to about "most things" and the rest are long gone. Having you and a few others, to listen to is a comfort and inspiration to not give up. There are more truth seekers out there! I will find them! BTW, I found you through Greg Carlwood at THC! Just listened to your interview posted 11/7. Excellent talk! I will be listening to your earlier videos soon :) In the meantime, you would be welcome at my home for tea in your bathrobe any time! Cheers!
Hello Howdie and all the free thinkers out there from Brisbane Australia 🇦🇺 I resonate with everything that’s been said here today and although my face to face friends have pretty much fallen to the wayside I do have one or two aside from my fiancé and my brother who seem to get me. I do feel very isolated and lonely some days but after listening to you today I feel like I’ve been given a virtual hug 🤗 thank you again for a timely video! 🫶
It sure is isolating. As I researched and grew, I ended up with no friends at all, besides my other half. It's been that way for years. Now my 19 year old son has moved out for college, it's just 2 people here. We can at least talk about this kind of stuff, but I do wish I knew a couple of others in real life, but where the heck do you find them? I'm dealing with empty nest syndrome and nobody to talk to about anything interesting besides one person outside of the virtual world! This world has a way of battering you on so many fronts. The average human needs some support system beyond their spouse. What happens if the partner dies? The parents are all dead? No friends? But how to make meaningful friends when you are in a world of asleep people? Plus it gets harder as you get older and/or work from home.
Plus, don't discount the fact that their agendas like 'yoo en 21 and 30' (sic) have been at play for decades and they're actively working to disrupt relationships at every level in society and take everything away so KS and his ilk can finally be happy.
You took the words right out of my mouth! I didn’t have kids the empty nest isn’t my place but I find myself with no friends other than my fiancé because I got tired of trying to hang onto them so ended up letting them all fall away. Fortunately I have 3 dogs and 2 cats so I do feel like I have 5 other friends outside of my relationship would just prefer a few more humans that I resonate with 🤷🏻♀️
I watched a video several months back about how people are behaving psychologically. Basically they observed people all alone in their own homes and the results showed people aren't demonstrating sound psychology anymore. I agree life is a big hypnosis... mostly gone bad. Unfortunately most just chock it up. You are excellent Howdie. Appreciate yah!
I’ve also come to a similar realization about our vibration both attracting and repelling other frequencies depending on the amount of dissonance between them. We try and harmonize with those of similar frequency as ours begins to change. I visualize it happening like musical notes on a scale with changes in key, tempo, Octave, etc. I think you could find corresponding variables that make up our own frequency and learn how to manipulate them to tune our vibration. Great video, lots of food for thought!
Being sane in an insane world, funny timing Howdie I just watched a different video on this subject if not fitting in. I've not fit in so to speak my whole life, having a higher IQ has proven to be some what of a social repellant. Normies are irritating, talking about what's on TV, who won the sportsball game etc. Forming tribes has never been more important in our world.
Exactly, same here. Have you noticed it's gotten worse? I get really strong feelings just walking into a room now, it's like they immediately know you're different, before you even speak to anyone. I've started noticing people have a different look in their eyes as well. It's hard to explain. I hate being around people now, they're so childish and completely unaware of what they're actually doing. If youre better then them at anything they will go out of their way to make others hate you as well. I've never fit in but about 4 or 5 years ago I started feeling and noticing a change. Like they can sense you aren't one of them, I know it sounds crazy but it's truly hard to explain. Something has changed...
@ghostofgilius there's a few people in my area, but our schedules don't allign very often. It's lonely but that's to be expected at this point in this upside down world.
When I was younger I was told by someone that I lived life like it was a movie. Maybe then I was acting to try to fit in - now I don’t want to be anywhere near the screen.
Like christ said be in the world and not of it and that's what a lot of us doing and maybe why we don't fit in is because we can see what the world really looks like! and don't feel alone your not! And always stay true to yourself And work on being the person you always wanted to be To those who feel alone your not there are millions around the world that's going through the same thing Better days are ahead 🙏
I've only fit in with my dogs the past 30+ years. Strangely I'm also a chameleon who fits in seemlessly with anyone or group. But as I told my sister last year, I've always felt like the unwilling passenger here, I liken it to the dead aunt strapped to the top of the Griswolds station wagon😏 Dog heaven is my destination, when I see the "light" I'm sitting down and calling my dogs to lead me through the right door😊🐶🐶🐶
Bonjour Howdie, tu es parfait avec ta robe de chambre aha !! Well, to be more serious talking about being isolated, it's the HARD PATH for some of us (like me !), even inside my couple, with all family members and all kind of relations ! Since 2 yrs and half I'm considered as "nuts and complotist", who sees conspiracies and evil everywhere ! Anyway, I prefer to have very few relations, but true ones with valuable people who are VERY HARD TO FIND these days ! Here in France things are getting crazier and crazier everyday with our evil government, but some sort of "awakening" is taking place right now with lots of strike movements and social demonstrations, most of the gas stations are out of fuel and the strike movements are intensifying in other professional branches, railways, ports, education ... We'll see how things go on, more madness and violence against the people or a sudden shake up in the masses to break the evil trend ? A Kelt from Gaul, Rock the Universe !!
You live in Norway? 😀 Im in Denmark...for some reason its nice to know you're not far. I feel so lonely here. I came in knowing two things, firstly "never put anything/one in between you and Source" and from childhood I was stating outwardly and within, that I am leaving this place once I die....Im not kidding. I knew this from when I have my first memories around 3 years old but it was difficult because I always knew almost no one would understand any of it, so I kept it to myself. At this point I live a life on the edge of society alone because I called out a lot of the friends I had once when I was looking for community in my 20ties in the New Age world, they are still there and I had to go on alone because they shunned me 🙂 I dont feel bad for not fitting in, I just miss likeminded peeps to share with. Fortunately some people like yourself and people finding these videos are awake too...💕
I haven't fit in for a long time, I'm 75 have few friends who don't know how I really think. They are very kind and loving and truly care about me. I cannot walk away from them they are vulnerable and have serious health issues. I want to find someone I can relate to energetically/spirituality. I hope I can just be the loneliness and be ok with it and figure out to not come back to this crazy world
It's a strange thing, I honestly haven't felt lonely in quite some time, truly. I am not alone in my world, but I have very few true friends, if honestly any. My fiancé is truly the closest thing I have to a friend and confidant, and even he isn't entirely on the same wavelength as I am pertaining to the way we see this reality. I still have my family, and apart from the few deeply devout, they all seem to look at me with almost a sympathetic endearment. Like the ideas I have and don't care to keep quiet are darling and quaint. It's amusing sometimes, but I don't take it personally. The things I've seen, felt and experienced aren't something that can be properly conveyed to anyone who hasn't had a similarly adjacent experience, and that's nothing to hold against anyone else. But it can be a very solitary road, walking around and feeling like you're one of the only people in your reality who can see even the smallest glimpse of what's going on behind the curtain. It doesn't make us any better than anyone else in our world, it just sets us apart from them, and that's a path that has to be learned to walk in confidence and grace, without shame. I'm always glad when I find people like you and your viewer base out here in the internet wilds. Keep speaking your truth, the others will find you in their own time.
Sympathetic endearment. That’s powerful. My mother is treated this way by everyone in her life, and I consciously resist it. The way I’ve come to look at things is that it doesn’t truly matter if they see things the way you do. It’s your trip around the sun, your soul school training, your blessing and your curse. No one can live through your body and soul or see through your eyes. I’m 26 and I’ve accepted that it’s just going to be a lonely road. It is what it is.
Thank you for this message and providing this amazing space and insights. I have accepted I don’t need to agree with every single thing of a persons view or life to be friends… and I have found great success in allowing myself to listen and learn from a wide variety of sources - can get nuggets in anything… but so many notions of the new agey new earth spiritual people now make it hard to really join a group or make a true friend who actually understands. I find most of them now very narrow - they won’t even consider this realm / source might not be good. I feel a lot of shaming from them now if you can’t “manifest” that must mean your attitude is just bad. And the insistence I chose to be here. Drives me nuts. No one knows! Lack of questioning now in the new earth groups. Anyway! my point is I fit there for the first part of the pandemic but I just can’t anymore so those friends are mostly gone too. There are some huge things that just do not match. I fit here so well, better than anything ever due to the deep intelligent questioning and not insisting that I chose to be here, and so much great info on exiting the cave (nothing like this in most places). No shaming for not manifesting. thank you so much for this from the bottom of my divine spark in my heart. 💖
It's always good to hear from you, Howdie. I think your ideas this morning were right on the money. I'm looking forward to checking out your various interviews. Your robe looks comfortable.
Omg this literally describes my life over quite a few years now. At one point my own mum (with strict Christian beliefs) couldn't understand a word i was saying to her, like I was speaking a different language all together.. and I no it wasn't in my head as a friend who is like myself, noticed it and I hadn't even mentioned about her not understanding wot I'm saying. Literally just on a completely different vibration/frequency. Actually around the same time I lost a lot of so called friends who started saying im a freak because I was just doing my own self education and spiritual thing. But also iv some how got other friends to open their minds to the idea of more than wot we're lead to believe. Iv always seen auras trees, animals and humans, iv always been able to tell others things that come from a past over loved one like they've just told me before iv seen the person who im to tell, iv always just known things like wots is going to happen, when and words said, Iv always freaked people out and not even realised not everyone was the same as me. I have been bullied my hole life i put it down to me having adhd , and took till my early 30s i could understand why, but I don't even care about anyones negative opinions on me now im focusing on my self education in spiritualism. Only just found your channel today and iv been watching you for hours now. Can I please say thank you cuz your videos are clarifying so much iv been thinking about, and you're giving me so much more to ponder/ learn about to
LOL, I don't feel like I don't fit in, I KNOW I don't fit in...so I flit in and out and return to my solitude and spiritual journey...some things are just necessary, but I let everything roll off my back, like a duck !! No. 1, learn to laugh; then stay calm and move through the day slowly and with purpose when you are on those out-and-about days. I don't garner energy from others; my energy comes from within...always has. (P.S. I really don't care what you wear,....I was looking at your face and listening intently !!!) Many thanks for what you do.
Thank you. So so helpful. That's exactly what I needed to hear right now. I guess I attracted this video as it perfectly resonates. Your authenticity brings substational part of the value you are adding. Thanks again.
Wish all ya the best. The good and the bad. I’ve played a lot of games and I’m a glutton for a challenge. Now I see the goals I want and it’s a joy to slowly crawl my way to them. I’ve accepted this life. Thank God.
I used to at least have my inner being / spirit guides I could converse with in prayer / meditation when things got tough. But since I realised that was most likely an external entity that was not only my "guide" but also my spiteful antagonist / nemesis I have cut off all communication 🥺😬
THANK YOU 💖 NEEDED AND RECEIVED AND DOWNLOADING. lol no seriously I needed this right now not yesterday or tomorrow.BUT NOW. As that's all we have together THIS NOW
I keep thinking you have a lot of common ground with Jason Breshears of Archaix. Not everything, for sure, but I think you guys could have a great conversation.
Great thoughts. Thank you. Just wanted to add some ideas and experiences. I have always been the one that doesn't fit it, at all stages of my life for various reasons:). Investing the nature of reality can magnify the "misfit" and loneliness, which at the end of the day, is not good for anyone. A practice that I have been doing for some time has helped me change that. When I meditate, I look at everything that I'm not in harmony with, it could be a person, a thing, an event or even an entity:). Then I go in the I Am state for a bit and observe. I imagine it filling my entirety, especially heart and imagine myself as the Infinite, the All, the unconditional love. Then I hold everything and everyone in my heart for as long as I can. At the end of the meditation, I feel peace and there is no conflict. Remember, you may not like someone (which is your personality not liking the other personality) but you can still love them spiritually.
Howdie why don't you organize an in person meet up for all your fans, so we can find like minded others to connect with? Or organize a camping trip for all us so we can have deep conversations by the campfire?
We’ve been demoralized, just like Yuri Bezmenov said would happen. Nearly everyone is whacked out in one way or another. It’s sad. I miss how it was decades ago, even though it wasn’t exactly prefect then, either.
The bright side is that you can just take off and live in a beautiful place. Let them figure it out on their own (or not) while you chill next to a lake... 👍
I believe I only know One thing in Life Howdie. At the age of 10 I saw my grandfather sick with Cancer in the late 80s. As a Teen I saw my Uncle with Cancer and HIV on his death bed. I saw my Mom fight cancer for 2 years and in pain the last week of her life. We have family and friends for years. But once we face the end of our time in this realm or what we view as life. We are Solo..... alone.... maybe family and friends are there for that last month or week. But we face the end by ourselves. I never seek to fit in..... but good conversations can happen any time and that I view as special. Ive talked with some homeless people. I have chatted with successful business men and women. Some with kind words and others with not so kind words. I dont really ever seek to fit in. I would rather enjoy reading a book by myself then be with a big group of people. Unless it is a family reunion or big family dinner together. Really enjoy all your videos.......... I was seeking more information on Southern France. I read Holy Blood, Holy Grail about ten years ago or so.
Great video Howdie. I’m sure you have addressed this idea, but what if we are woken up every time. I think about the amount of loosh I probably have given off since my awakening and it made me wonder about this possibility. Thoughts?
The other day I was at the grocery store (afternoon time if that matters lol) there was a guy shopping in his bathrobe. It made me smile alittle ( and I admit I laughed to myself) but I started to think about it I actually admired him for wearing what he wanted and didn't care about conforming to what's right and wrong. I thought to myself I wish I had the guts to shop in my robe but I don't. I don't wanna get stared at. But I did admire that guy and almost told him. He had earphones in though 😅
I'm jealous of your perspective haha. I've literally expressed similar and nobody listens because....I don't have a following 🙄😐💢 Great points in this!!!!! Happy to find your channel 🏜🌻
Gotta admit it is kind of lonely sometimes only being able to have very base level superficial conversations with almost everyone around you, it's very rare to find an actual human in "Real Life" that you can even have these types of conversations with, great work Howdie and ty for what you do
So much truth in what you wrote. Plus the "knowing" that IF you were to truly speak your mind, and steer the conversation into that deeper conversation of how you view this realm...the recoil would be permanent.
@@chloebell333 sorry to be so blunt, but who cares? If you're sharing truth and they rebuke you for it, do you really want to be around that kind of soul?
Our journey is one of loneliness. The sage has no true friends
@@scottmatznick3140 the problem is these folks can’t let go, move on, drop it so to speak. They’ll treat you terribly. if you need to deal with these folks daily, like at your job or home etc, it makes it very challenging. Why would you intentionally create a hostile situation, one you might not be able to get out of?
@@scottmatznick3140 I have lost family and friends over the course of my life adopting that “who cares” attitude but find as I get older, I have few to talk to and fewer in real life. I cannot cut out everyone left.
Lost friends but gained myself in doing so…..❤
I completely agree with you Howdie. As Krishnamurty said, I paraphrase, "it's no measure of good health to be well-adjusted to a profoundly sick society". ✌️❤️😊
So true 🙏🏻
Really appreciate you sharing that quote; I've said something similar for years now and it's nice to know I'm not alone in that thought!
i dont fit in and im proud of it
He was sick himself.
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Right on target...I used to have friends and family I would hang out and talk with, but like you said, the frequency is off. It's hard to have friends anymore and I feel like I just don't fit in. It's almost like I am living in a different version of life than everyone around me. I am completely isolated. Great video.
which part of the world do you live in?
@@williamswayuk
Only if❓🧲
If you have not yet discovered that you are in a simulation (that you perceive a simulation consciously), your consciousness has not yet awakened, and so it is extra difficult to see through the latest technological influence on your mind.
@@CharlesM236 I am open to any possibility... Westworld has been helping me open up to this possibility for sure!
@@williamswayuk I am in the USA.
@@janetnapawl4180 even in a country as huge as USA it must be hard to find truly awakened souls
There’s no point of return once you know that you’re perceived as cattle in this realm. However, it’s not easy continue to do to your 9-5 job, having goals and routines because everything seems pointless now, except doing OBE and plotting your exit from the cave.
Yes! I wish I could give you way more than 1 thumbs up! "Plotting your exit from the cave" or achieving "escape velocity" as Robert Monroe said. OBE's are good training for the exit. You're whole comment resonates with me. Thank you.
I agree, however I’m not lucky enough to have had an OBE. But I feel EXACTLY the same Acker going to work every day and going through the motions.
@@nl212ep Intention is EVERYTHING...
“Plotting your exit from the cave” 😂
Escape from Pluto's Cave...
Spot on! I've always had to be someone I'm not "Just to have friends" bc I've always been the outsider - it's playing pretend. Now I'm older, I don't care as much about having a lot of friends. Just talking to random people at a park or the shop makes my day 🙂
I totally identify with what you have written
Yes
Funny isn't it, my life went down the toilet a few years back and I spent time wandering alone in the wilderness. I now see that it was entirely necessary to burn who I thought I was and let go of all of the insecurities and hang ups I had in order to move forward.
The fuckery of this last few years has given me a golden ticket to a new life. I've gone from trying to fit in (like a square peg in a round hole) to not even trying to fit anywhere. Like Adyashanti says, an enlightened person (though I don't particularly like the word as it implies I know more than others, when in essence I don't) has no idea who they are. It's only those running around like headless chickens in the dream who seem to by clinging to what they regard as their identity.
Your channel and Mark's (Forever Conscious Research Channel) have helped me make more connections with people who I really want to talk to or spend time with, yet even then I don't feel the need to fully agree with others, nor gain their approval. I'm happy being something of a lone wolf!
People, or groups of them, seem more like the concentric rings of the Olympics logo. They overlap somewhere without necessarily agreeing on where that point is. The more I've drifted on to my own path, the more my old circle of friends have tried to drag me back to where I was a few years back, but I'm way beyond the point of no return. I really liked what you said about having gratitude for walking this path alone or being your own authority.
Thank you Howdie for being such a big part of my journey this last few years. I've learned more through unlearning than I ever thought was possible
So true!
Stay true guys. We‘ll all gonna make it!
odd you say that, many years ago my grandmother on my dads side told my wife the same thing right after she recovered from a medical issue
@@KRTL_THKR That's wonderful to hear.
Great timing! I was feeling really down and alone earlier today after being reminded yesterday of my 'weirdness'. I finally came to my senses and realized that I wouldn't want to be 'normal' and boring even if I could. I just wish everyone else was weird too🙃😅
@@leavingayeye5198 True! Thanks for the encouragement
Thank you very much for discussing this topic. I have never felt like I fit in, beginning with my own family of origin. I've also experienced much personal trauma; I am 64 years old and just now recovering from a pretty horrific event six years ago, one of several throughout my life. I have come to accept the WHY of the traumas: this insane world I live in. Trauma feels inevitable to me now and that is a good thing because, at this point in my life, understanding why it happens AND that I have made it through every time, it no longer feels bigger than me or more than I can handle. I do not invite any more of it, for sure, but I no longer fear the possibility of it
The crystal clear awareness that I don't fit in began in 1992 when I experienced my first spiritually profound spontaneous OBE while driving my car. Coming back from that experience turned my view of reality on its head, on its own, but then other people's reactions to my story was even more shocking. I learned very quickly to not talk about it openly although I continued for decades to privately research the OBE phenomena, while continuing to spontaneously have them in varying degrees of intensity. It wasn't until 2014 that I began to put together all of the pieces of my spiritual and OBE experiences, an effort that is and will always be ongoing.
The isolation from this experience is like a double edged sword. The communities that openly acknowledge OBEs are full of New Age beliefs I hardily reject, and the spiritual communities that deny the reality and/or value of OBEs that challenge their dogmas reject me. I have earnestly tried to find my place in this world, only to realize I don't want / am not capable of being a part of it. I have come to understand that, that is okay because it is my absolute truth and I wouldn't change it for anyone or anything.
So I deal with my isolation by having occasional social outings with the very few friends still around (mostly ex-coworkers collected over the years who don't really know me) and my adult daughter (who I love dearly and is very much plugged into the Matrix) for the sake of the benefits of social interaction which include my very sincere interest in their well being. I don't love and care about them any less because of this awareness chasm between us but I purposely limit my exposure to their version of reality which inevitably comes with obligations to perform within it. It is a delicate balancing act indeed.
And then there are these online forums with like-minded people with whom I feel such a deep kinship. I appreciate everyone who comments and shares and honors the safe space to do so. You are not at all "virtual" to me; you are even more real than the physical people in my life. I am very grateful to all of you for it!!
Kate you sound perfectly normal to me...bless you from Aus 🌸
@mattgill8704 You're on the path. Hang in there. We all in the process of letting go of what holds us back, Matt...including the need to be accepted by others as well as letting go of personal fears, no matter what form they take. Keep going. Smile...you've already learned and seen so much more than most.
@mattgill8704 Steady as we go...it seems to be a moment by moment exercise. Don't let the bastards/destructive thinking get you down. Take another breath, let the gloom pass and face the next moment with whatever strength you can muster is my best tip. Build on those moment by moment strengths and before long you will see that you have more going for you within than you have acknowledged to yourself in times past.
@Matt Gill I think the good in it is knowing you have a deeper understanding about the nature of reality. It belongs to you and other people's incredulity can't change that. When Moses asked God who shall he say sent him to the Jews in Egypt (at the burning bush), God replied, "I am that I am." You know what you know and you have experienced what you have experienced. You don't really have to explain it beyond those truths. While you want other people's acceptance of what you have experienced, it would be better for you to accept their lack of understanding and their inability/unwillingness to believe you. This knowledge comes with isolation that can result in loneliness; I know that. It's best for you to proactively meet your social needs while protecting yourself from criticism and rejection. I think Jesus Christ is a great example of the struggle. Also, some of Jordan Peterson's lectures have helped me to accept who I am without regret and fear. You have to do your own work on these issues, really, and online forums can provide support and encouragement to you along the way. They have helped me tremendously.
So good to have others speaking about this, sometimes I feel so alone with my beliefs - especially since leaving the new age. I would rather be alone than fake and living a lie - it would be hell.
Loneliness is a gift that we start to appreciate once we realize we are in charge to choose our friends and real family of Truth🙏
@@peggiaforni466 100% choice and empowerment!
@@williamswayuk I was blown away when I discovered that my astrological natal chart tells me I have to be a lone wolf and go it alone, especially after my mid-30s. I did get to marry around then though. Otherwise, I'm on my own and I was very social before. In a lot of ways I embrace it and I see the wisdom in it. This made me see that astrology really has something to it as I've studied it more deeply and checked famous people's chart cross-referenced with their bios.
This doesn't mean I'm always okay with it, but I'm way more accepting of how I have to live my life now than I was.
Never did fit in, I think I was born with a lot of subconscious residue of previous knowledge about this place, especially observing others and how they love to be fake. Remember being this way my whole life, and I was always ridiculed my whole life. I'm so grateful I found your channel Howdie, you'll never know how much it means to me to know I was right all along
Once you wake up, you can’t plug back in. I’ve tried, it doesn’t work. But I’ve stopped trying to wake up others, I keep it quiet and just worry about myself
I feel this
I knew at 4 yrs old. Nothing traumatic happened that I observed, but I perceived this world to be ugly. Grew up Christian, so prayed my entire life for God to reveal my "mission" and "purpose" on this earth. No answer came. Thank you for explaining this.
..had to laugh when you said, "...why wouId you want to fit in with insanity..." :)
Yep, always felt different, never went with the trends, always questioned everything, can’t talk about things that people label as nuts, but it’s not , it’s about being logical
I'm one of those who has never been able to 'fit in'.
I have tried to, at various times in my life, but, partially, thanks to you, have realised that this is a fruitless exercise. Thankfully I do have a nephew who is mostly on the same frequency as me, but, mentally, cannot handle all of the harsh truths of this reality. I try to meet him where he's at, as I don't want to lose the only person that I have 'in person', to talk with. I'm also thankful for this channel and being able to connect with like-minded people here.
Looking forward to listening to all the new interviews.
I know this sounds kind of cliche and dismissive but I really have found that you can call people into your life. If you want another person to talk with in person. If you spend ten minutes a day focusing on the idea "I attract like minded people into my circle" and then after focusing on it for 10 minutes just going buck to acceptance and gratitude for how your life is now even just with your nephew. You will eventually run into your new friend. It sounds so new age and stupid but we do live in a simulation of mind and it does respond and work with how we think, feel, and act.
@@R9BC9NR9Y Realistically, I'll have to work up to the 10 minutes .... I have a short attention span. lol
I’m an island. Family rejected me when I didn’t get vaccinated. I mean not even the in town family reunion. Im looking for new friends. My daughter says stop talking. It’s painful but impossible to not be my authentic self.
As a fellow bathrobe wearer, sometimes all day, i appreciate your style.
Looking forward to reading your book.
All this Aquarian energy, I love it! Housecoats are very cool. The smoking jacket was once tres chic for every stylish man. Just being yourself is always enough.
Your nature and way of communicating is so respectful and even loving. Your energy absolutely is different than so many and I’m glad to have found your channel.
15:25 - This is exactly why I got rid of Twitter. I'm one of those people who was able never really fit with the rest and in 2020 I decided to create an account to keep up with what was going on and to maybe find people who were on a similar wavelength. After awhile I noticed that a great majority of the people I found were not very accepting of you having a different view to theirs as if their truth is the one and only truth.
Especially if you don't believe in Q, or Trump and the whitehats are going save you, or Jesus is about to return.
Howdie, this video was like a balm to my heart. Thank you.
I just love this Howdie. I realize I was semi consciously already doing this, and just referred to it as “meeting people where they are,” and don’t require anyone to match frequency as you call it. To me it’s a true grace that benefits me as well as the people who I have interactions with. And allows unexpected opportunities to present themselves.
What a wonderful podcast to start my day. I like to refer to you as the Professor. Just really good stuff!
The Art of Allowing 😉. It’s a beautiful thing!
Yeah this is what I try and do to. I believe Gurdjieff called it playing roles. I think it actually keeps us more human. Grandma wants to have a chat about the news whatever? Oblige her. I've been the hard core truther in the past who was disconnected from everyone, kind of just an edgy not fun person to be around.
@ghostofgilius sounds like we are in a similar position. And yes certainly agree sometimes to leave people where they are, this can usually be gleaned pretty early in an interaction. The Gurdjieff material has been the most 'boots on the ground' practical material I have found in spiritual development in my search. And it seems to be very deep and I am only a novice. I recommend starting with 'In search of the Miraculous' by Ouspensky.
@ghostofgilius You're welcome. Coincidence you should mention Beelzebub's Tales because I am now working my way through it, now on chapter 31. But I am listening to it over on Michael Garland's channel. I am finding it fantastic hard to put down. But i am sure if I was just reading it on my own it would be much more difficult to push through. I read 'In search of the Miraculous' probably 5 years ago. I just by chance came across it in a book store and it caught my eye. It blew my mind then, and I think the ideas simmered in me for a while. Then for some reason a few months ago I bought the Fourth Way by Ouspensky and have been reading that. It has been fantastic, very nuts and bolts or boots on the ground as to how to do the work. I would describe Ouspensky as 'left brain' and clear and concise. Whereas in my opinion Tales is something coming from a higher perspective than we can conceive in our present state, but it is certainly having a sort of effect on me. Gurdjieff says in the first chapter of Tales in his 'warning' that this book is aimed at working on what we call the subconscious mind. It's very interesting.
@ghostofgilius great good luck to you on this journey!
Thank you. I just moved. I was hopeful that I might meet some like-minded individuals. I’ve become grateful for the kindnesses of others rather than Truth connections. Of course, I’m still different than most, but good intentions and polite well-meaning folks are certainly a gift. I always find comfort and support in your posts. Huge Gratitude.
Every time you upload I see the comment I'm about to type:
I was just going on a Howdie deep dive, when I saw that you uploaded. Somehow, every time you upload it is synchronic for at least one of your viewers; today, it was myself.
Thank you for the updated book, by the way!
Writing sincerely as a better man than I once was,
Brian Walendy
For me it's not even about fitting in anymore. I can't meet onecsingle real human. After being forced to hospital I'm in some mirrored version of the world full of NPCs. I miss humans so much. This is some digital hell. I just miss real people.
Most of my friends ditched me years ago, my older brother told me "no need to ever call again, have a good life, little bro," and making new friends is impossible as my spouse tells me everyone is afraid of me. So one thing I disagree with Howdie is the social media connections. I think we all have at least a dozen friends who we often converse with though we've never met. Because for whatever reason, we're all the same as each other.
@Point Zero Two: I heard those same words from my son. And at that point in my life, It was the worst pain I have ever experienced. So I severed the anchor and have sailed on.
@@RightlyDividingMysteryWoman Good that you were able to sever your brother. For whatever reason, they are incapable of "seeing" what we do. And you're obviously capable of "seeing" more than others based on your subscriptions to Howdie, Matt, Matt Presti, and James True.
Not sure if he was left over from a long time ago, but many of us have uncovered Eric Dubay as a paid fraud selling co-opted flat earth.
Best of luck on your journey.
@@pointzerotwo thanks, you too. It was actually my son. But no matter. I've heard different things concerning Eric. Rumors, IDK. As for Matt, I just finished uploading a video for him. He's bothered by the fascination with Humpty Dumpty, so I decided to do some research. Hey, since I have no social life, why not 😂😂😂
Like you I follow my own truth which I'm proud to do
Bathrobe is what makes you feel comfortable and warm, so you deliver this masterpiece (as you always do)... People often value the package by the wrapping paper, instead of a gift itself 🎁 😉🥂
Knitting and dog training are my best friends. I've come full circle and don't even mind hearing about the latest tv gossip when I walk with / run into ppl on my daily, long dog walks. They all have something of value to offer.
There are exceptions Howdie. If you go to Philippines, everyone fits in and feels loved. It has a blissful, heavenly energy that makes you feel comfortable and relaxed in your own skin, which you will NEVER experience in America. Once you experience it, you will NEVER want to go back to America again. Many expats in the Philippines can verify and vouch for this. I experienced this in Russia too. For the first time in my life, I had ZERO social anxiety.
Hey Howdie and all you beautiful people, I’m not sure if it’s appropriate to put this here, but I wanted to mention that Jason of Archaix has been studying our reality for a long time and has concluded that we are immortal beings in a simulacrum construct within a larger reality. I found him from Jon Levi on YT-another wonderful big thinker. Thank you for your wonderful work. :)
Jon Levi, a big thinker? I used to listen to him before I realized he was just another big fertilizer spreader. Utterly clueless to
the subject of which he claims expertise.
Thank you ,Howdie. Just got off phone with sis and felt an awful feeling of loss. We used to be so close now everything has changed. Have not spoken with brother in a year where we spoke multiple times a day in the past. It does bring up sadness and loss here. A teacher once told me that this life was more about loss and letting go. Is it possible to create a geographic hub, so like minded people that want to remain open about their observations, can identify others and connect? I recently moved across country, leaving the familiar behind. My tribe, for the most part, remains digital. Hungry for more genuine face to face contact. I’m in northeast Florida.
I hear you. The last few years have pruned some dear old friends from my life. I wish them well. We just don't connect anymore. However, there is a feeling of freshness... of energy being directed to other stems and branches of my life. Possibilities that weren't there before. Good things ahead.
Much truth in what you said. Thank you.
Thanks Howdie for the pep talk. Yes, fitting in right now is not a healthy sign for me. I’m one who really never fit in. I said things that I though were so obvious, oops, just obvious to me. I love your book, and have bought a few books you referenced to. The Robert Monroe book “Far Journeys” chapter 12 was an important education on what Loosh is. The next chapter was all about a guide telling Monroe that they collected our Loosh love (not our fear and anger.!?) because humans wouldn’t know how to use it. Of course, all the abused people of all ages wouldn’t need an injection of our human love? I think the rest of the book is damage control from the Matrix Gate Keepers.
Very wise words. I found them to be a fact in my life. After I drove everyone away 3 years ago, someone who used to be very close with me, asked if we could get together and just have a fun day. I was so excited. But then I pondered..."what are we going to talk about?" If she even asks what I have been doing lately, it will be over lol. I really don't know how to even behave around her! I don't want be fake around her, but I guess I will just have to keep steering her to do all of the talking while I bite my tongue.
Did you get together with her yet, and if so, may I ask how it went?
Howdie, thank you for this. Your insights came at just the right tine for me, as I recently lost the last person I could talk to about "most things" and the rest are long gone. Having you and a few others, to listen to is a comfort and inspiration to not give up. There are more truth seekers out there! I will find them!
BTW, I found you through Greg Carlwood at THC! Just listened to your interview posted 11/7. Excellent talk! I will be listening to your earlier videos soon :)
In the meantime, you would be welcome at my home for tea in your bathrobe any time!
Cheers!
Hello Howdie and all the free thinkers out there from Brisbane Australia 🇦🇺 I resonate with everything that’s been said here today and although my face to face friends have pretty much fallen to the wayside I do have one or two aside from my fiancé and my brother who seem to get me. I do feel very isolated and lonely some days but after listening to you today I feel like I’ve been given a virtual hug 🤗 thank you again for a timely video! 🫶
It sure is isolating. As I researched and grew, I ended up with no friends at all, besides my other half. It's been that way for years. Now my 19 year old son has moved out for college, it's just 2 people here. We can at least talk about this kind of stuff, but I do wish I knew a couple of others in real life, but where the heck do you find them? I'm dealing with empty nest syndrome and nobody to talk to about anything interesting besides one person outside of the virtual world! This world has a way of battering you on so many fronts. The average human needs some support system beyond their spouse. What happens if the partner dies? The parents are all dead? No friends? But how to make meaningful friends when you are in a world of asleep people? Plus it gets harder as you get older and/or work from home.
Plus, don't discount the fact that their agendas like 'yoo en 21 and 30' (sic) have been at play for decades and they're actively working to disrupt relationships at every level in society and take everything away so KS and his ilk can finally be happy.
You took the words right out of my mouth! I didn’t have kids the empty nest isn’t my place but I find myself with no friends other than my fiancé because I got tired of trying to hang onto them so ended up letting them all fall away. Fortunately I have 3 dogs and 2 cats so I do feel like I have 5 other friends outside of my relationship would just prefer a few more humans that I resonate with 🤷🏻♀️
I watched a video several months back about how people are behaving psychologically. Basically they observed people all alone in their own homes and the results showed people aren't demonstrating sound psychology anymore. I agree life is a big hypnosis... mostly gone bad. Unfortunately most just chock it up.
You are excellent Howdie. Appreciate yah!
I’ve also come to a similar realization about our vibration both attracting and repelling other frequencies depending on the amount of dissonance between them. We try and harmonize with those of similar frequency as ours begins to change. I visualize it happening like musical notes on a scale with changes in key, tempo, Octave, etc. I think you could find corresponding variables that make up our own frequency and learn how to manipulate them to tune our vibration. Great video, lots of food for thought!
Such an interesting channel! Bigly underrated.
Being sane in an insane world, funny timing Howdie I just watched a different video on this subject if not fitting in.
I've not fit in so to speak my whole life, having a higher IQ has proven to be some what of a social repellant.
Normies are irritating, talking about what's on TV, who won the sportsball game etc.
Forming tribes has never been more important in our world.
Exactly, same here. Have you noticed it's gotten worse? I get really strong feelings just walking into a room now, it's like they immediately know you're different, before you even speak to anyone. I've started noticing people have a different look in their eyes as well. It's hard to explain. I hate being around people now, they're so childish and completely unaware of what they're actually doing. If youre better then them at anything they will go out of their way to make others hate you as well. I've never fit in but about 4 or 5 years ago I started feeling and noticing a change. Like they can sense you aren't one of them, I know it sounds crazy but it's truly hard to explain. Something has changed...
@@mikehunt8375 love your channel name ;)
@ghostofgilius there's a few people in my area, but our schedules don't allign very often. It's lonely but that's to be expected at this point in this upside down world.
When I was younger I was told by someone that I lived life like it was a movie. Maybe then I was acting to try to fit in - now I don’t want to be anywhere near the screen.
Like christ said be in the world and not of it and that's what a lot of us doing and maybe why we don't fit in is
because we can see what the world really looks like! and don't feel alone your not! And always stay true to yourself
And work on being the person you always wanted to be
To those who feel alone your not there are millions around the world that's going through the same thing
Better days are ahead 🙏
Thanks for the great video Howdie, I often feel that you are one of the few people with a grasp on this reality.
I'm very burnt out on interviews. I'd rather just hear you talk at this point.
This is a very interesting concept...you're very wise, Howdie.
I absolutely loved the interview with Robert Phoenix 💙🌍💙 Thank you both.
The link is in this video for other viewers like me.
I've only fit in with my dogs the past 30+ years. Strangely I'm also a chameleon who fits in seemlessly with anyone or group. But as I told my sister last year, I've always felt like the unwilling passenger here, I liken it to the dead aunt strapped to the top of the Griswolds station wagon😏 Dog heaven is my destination, when I see the "light" I'm sitting down and calling my dogs to lead me through the right door😊🐶🐶🐶
Bonjour Howdie, tu es parfait avec ta robe de chambre aha !!
Well, to be more serious talking about being isolated, it's the HARD PATH for some of us (like me !), even inside my couple, with all family members and all kind of relations !
Since 2 yrs and half I'm considered as "nuts and complotist", who sees conspiracies and evil everywhere !
Anyway, I prefer to have very few relations, but true ones with valuable people who are VERY HARD TO FIND these days !
Here in France things are getting crazier and crazier everyday with our evil government, but some sort of "awakening" is taking place right now with lots of strike movements and social demonstrations, most of the gas stations are out of fuel and the strike movements are intensifying in other professional branches, railways, ports, education ...
We'll see how things go on, more madness and violence against the people or a sudden shake up in the masses to break the evil trend ?
A Kelt from Gaul,
Rock the Universe !!
Howdie its insanity here ! we all need each others, like minded folks aka exiters to go through this insanity in this realm !
Always love to get an alert from you Howdie... as I'm reading "Falling for Truth" syncs abound. Many blessings from down under 🇦🇺💚💙
@Liz Atwell where abouts in Aus are you?
@@effortless-one Brisbane. You?
@@lizatwell2775 Gold Coast
@@effortless-one nice I get down there sometimes..
@@lizatwell2775 it would be great to catch up at some point. I will work on a way to make contact.
You live in Norway? 😀 Im in Denmark...for some reason its nice to know you're not far. I feel so lonely here. I came in knowing two things, firstly "never put anything/one in between you and Source" and from childhood I was stating outwardly and within, that I am leaving this place once I die....Im not kidding. I knew this from when I have my first memories around 3 years old but it was difficult because I always knew almost no one would understand any of it, so I kept it to myself. At this point I live a life on the edge of society alone because I called out a lot of the friends I had once when I was looking for community in my 20ties in the New Age world, they are still there and I had to go on alone because they shunned me 🙂 I dont feel bad for not fitting in, I just miss likeminded peeps to share with. Fortunately some people like yourself and people finding these videos are awake too...💕
Thanks for this video. Very valuable for those trying to deal with the loneliness of changing frequencies within.
I haven't fit in for a long time, I'm 75 have few friends who don't know how I really think. They are very kind and loving and truly care about me. I cannot walk away from them they are vulnerable and have serious health issues. I want to find someone I can relate to energetically/spirituality. I hope I can just be the loneliness and be ok with it and figure out to not come back to this crazy world
J. Krishnamurti Quotes :
“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.”
Everything is of a Value of what you are sharing in here and in other podcasts! Thank you!
It's a strange thing, I honestly haven't felt lonely in quite some time, truly. I am not alone in my world, but I have very few true friends, if honestly any. My fiancé is truly the closest thing I have to a friend and confidant, and even he isn't entirely on the same wavelength as I am pertaining to the way we see this reality.
I still have my family, and apart from the few deeply devout, they all seem to look at me with almost a sympathetic endearment. Like the ideas I have and don't care to keep quiet are darling and quaint. It's amusing sometimes, but I don't take it personally. The things I've seen, felt and experienced aren't something that can be properly conveyed to anyone who hasn't had a similarly adjacent experience, and that's nothing to hold against anyone else.
But it can be a very solitary road, walking around and feeling like you're one of the only people in your reality who can see even the smallest glimpse of what's going on behind the curtain. It doesn't make us any better than anyone else in our world, it just sets us apart from them, and that's a path that has to be learned to walk in confidence and grace, without shame.
I'm always glad when I find people like you and your viewer base out here in the internet wilds. Keep speaking your truth, the others will find you in their own time.
Sympathetic endearment. That’s powerful. My mother is treated this way by everyone in her life, and I consciously resist it.
The way I’ve come to look at things is that it doesn’t truly matter if they see things the way you do. It’s your trip around the sun, your soul school training, your blessing and your curse. No one can live through your body and soul or see through your eyes. I’m 26 and I’ve accepted that it’s just going to be a lonely road. It is what it is.
Thank you for this message and providing this amazing space and insights. I have accepted I don’t need to agree with every single thing of a persons view or life to be friends… and I have found great success in allowing myself to listen and learn from a wide variety of sources - can get nuggets in anything… but so many notions of the new agey new earth spiritual people now make it hard to really join a group or make a true friend who actually understands. I find most of them now very narrow - they won’t even consider this realm / source might not be good. I feel a lot of shaming from them now if you can’t “manifest” that must mean your attitude is just bad. And the insistence I chose to be here. Drives me nuts. No one knows! Lack of questioning now in the new earth groups.
Anyway! my point is I fit there for the first part of the pandemic but I just can’t anymore so those friends are mostly gone too. There are some huge things that just do not match.
I fit here so well, better than anything ever due to the deep intelligent questioning and not insisting that I chose to be here, and so much great info on exiting the cave (nothing like this in most places). No shaming for not manifesting. thank you so much for this from the bottom of my divine spark in my heart.
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OMG‼️Howdie you are so on point with this “fit in” nonsense 👏👏👏Thank you for gifting us your precious time🥰😍
I am here for you Brother, your wisdom gives me hope and comfort ❤
It's always good to hear from you, Howdie. I think your ideas this morning were right on the money. I'm looking forward to checking out your various interviews. Your robe looks comfortable.
I found you through open your reality. I resonate with you big time. Respect. Salutes. Much love.
Omg this literally describes my life over quite a few years now. At one point my own mum (with strict Christian beliefs) couldn't understand a word i was saying to her, like I was speaking a different language all together.. and I no it wasn't in my head as a friend who is like myself, noticed it and I hadn't even mentioned about her not understanding wot I'm saying. Literally just on a completely different vibration/frequency. Actually around the same time I lost a lot of so called friends who started saying im a freak because I was just doing my own self education and spiritual thing. But also iv some how got other friends to open their minds to the idea of more than wot we're lead to believe. Iv always seen auras trees, animals and humans, iv always been able to tell others things that come from a past over loved one like they've just told me before iv seen the person who im to tell, iv always just known things like wots is going to happen, when and words said, Iv always freaked people out and not even realised not everyone was the same as me. I have been bullied my hole life i put it down to me having adhd , and took till my early 30s i could understand why, but I don't even care about anyones negative opinions on me now im focusing on my self education in spiritualism. Only just found your channel today and iv been watching you for hours now. Can I please say thank you cuz your videos are clarifying so much iv been thinking about, and you're giving me so much more to ponder/ learn about to
You bring up very excellent points. Well said.
LOL, I don't feel like I don't fit in, I KNOW I don't fit in...so I flit in and out and return to my solitude and spiritual journey...some things are just necessary, but I let everything roll off my back, like a duck !! No. 1, learn to laugh; then stay calm and move through the day slowly and with purpose when you are on those out-and-about days. I don't garner energy from others; my energy comes from within...always has.
(P.S. I really don't care what you wear,....I was looking at your face and listening intently !!!) Many thanks for what you do.
Thank you so much for this amazing content. This video resinated with me so deeply.
Thank you. So so helpful. That's exactly what I needed to hear right now. I guess I attracted this video as it perfectly resonates. Your authenticity brings substational part of the value you are adding. Thanks again.
Hey Howdie! Thanks for the post. I really resonated with what you had to say. I was someone that "felt that way at 5 yrs old".
Thank you, Howdie. We are not alone. I appreciate this video and your books.
Many thanks, Howdie! Video much appreciated! Looking forward to checking out the interviews. Wishing you the very best as always. Much love!
Wish all ya the best. The good and the bad. I’ve played a lot of games and I’m a glutton for a challenge. Now I see the goals I want and it’s a joy to slowly crawl my way to them. I’ve accepted this life. Thank God.
I used to at least have my inner being / spirit guides I could converse with in prayer / meditation when things got tough. But since I realised that was most likely an external entity that was not only my "guide" but also my spiteful antagonist / nemesis I have cut off all communication 🥺😬
You fo gave your higher self. That had Been cut from your concious mind because our DNA has been altered but it's still there
You’re a legend, Howdie. Thank you for all that you do.
THANK YOU 💖 NEEDED AND RECEIVED AND DOWNLOADING. lol no seriously I needed this right now not yesterday or tomorrow.BUT NOW. As that's all we have together THIS NOW
Yup! Looking forward to waking up as going home! It’s been a crazy 5 years
im going to start wearing a bath robe to work now
Thank you. I needed to hear this today 🦋
I keep thinking you have a lot of common ground with Jason Breshears of Archaix. Not everything, for sure, but I think you guys could have a great conversation.
Love the bathrobe at university story!
mikoski, love you so much. I do and don't fit in everywhere. bathrobes and butterflies. thank you thank you thank you
We are here! And the connections you make with the right people can change your life in such a different way. Cherished connections.
"It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society" -Jiddu Krishnamurti
I'm your Friend Howdie. Same channel, just a different Continent ( crazy oz)! Still broadcasting same resonance and tuning to attract others. NAMASTE.
Great thoughts. Thank you. Just wanted to add some ideas and experiences.
I have always been the one that doesn't fit it, at all stages of my life for various reasons:). Investing the nature of reality can magnify the "misfit" and loneliness, which at the end of the day, is not good for anyone. A practice that I have been doing for some time has helped me change that. When I meditate, I look at everything that I'm not in harmony with, it could be a person, a thing, an event or even an entity:). Then I go in the I Am state for a bit and observe. I imagine it filling my entirety, especially heart and imagine myself as the Infinite, the All, the unconditional love. Then I hold everything and everyone in my heart for as long as I can.
At the end of the meditation, I feel peace and there is no conflict. Remember, you may not like someone (which is your personality not liking the other personality) but you can still love them spiritually.
Really look forward to reading your book Howdie 👍
Howdie why don't you organize an in person meet up for all your fans, so we can find like minded others to connect with? Or organize a camping trip for all us so we can have deep conversations by the campfire?
Krishnamurti,
"It is no measure of health to be well adjusted
to a profoundly sick society".
Thank You ! Am finding this very inspirational
YOU are resonating with me
It’s a boost and I won’t forget it
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This is a good video Howdie. Validating and constructive.
We’ve been demoralized, just like Yuri Bezmenov said would happen. Nearly everyone is whacked out in one way or another. It’s sad. I miss how it was decades ago, even though it wasn’t exactly prefect then, either.
Encouraging words, thanks Howdy, and timely, ⌛️ for my sanity.
Thank you for this video.
The bright side is that you can just take off and live in a beautiful place. Let them figure it out on their own (or not) while you chill next to a lake... 👍
Thanks Howd I very much enjoy your talks.
I believe I only know One thing in Life Howdie. At the age of 10 I saw my grandfather sick with Cancer in the late 80s. As a Teen I saw my Uncle with Cancer and HIV on his death bed. I saw my Mom fight cancer for 2 years and in pain the last week of her life. We have family and friends for years. But once we face the end of our time in this realm or what we view as life. We are Solo..... alone.... maybe family and friends are there for that last month or week. But we face the end by ourselves. I never seek to fit in..... but good conversations can happen any time and that I view as special. Ive talked with some homeless people. I have chatted with successful business men and women. Some with kind words and others with not so kind words. I dont really ever seek to fit in. I would rather enjoy reading a book by myself then be with a big group of people. Unless it is a family reunion or big family dinner together. Really enjoy all your videos.......... I was seeking more information on Southern France. I read Holy Blood, Holy Grail about ten years ago or so.
Great video Howdie.
I’m sure you have addressed this idea, but what if we are woken up every time. I think about the amount of loosh I probably have given off since my awakening and it made me wonder about this possibility.
Thoughts?
you nailed it on the 5 year old seeing something and holding onto it - #ForeverAlone :)
My best quality is that I don’t fit in
The other day I was at the grocery store (afternoon time if that matters lol) there was a guy shopping in his bathrobe. It made me smile alittle ( and I admit I laughed to myself) but I started to think about it I actually admired him for wearing what he wanted and didn't care about conforming to what's right and wrong. I thought to myself I wish I had the guts to shop in my robe but I don't. I don't wanna get stared at. But I did admire that guy and almost told him. He had earphones in though 😅
I'm jealous of your perspective haha. I've literally expressed similar and nobody listens because....I don't have a following 🙄😐💢 Great points in this!!!!! Happy to find your channel 🏜🌻