My first concert ever was a Pierce The Veil concert, and I was in the front right by Jaime. I was sobbing and singing the lyrics at the top of my lungs because dang this song is one of the reasons I'm still alive. When Vic sang the lyric "Darling you'll be okay," Jaime stopped playing his bass, put both hands over his heart, looked me in the eyes and mouthed the words "I promise." That's something I'll never forget.
When I was in the hospital last, there was a girl that I made friends with who would sing this every day during our outside time. Her voice was shaky, and quiet, but we all begged her to sing it over and over again and everybody in our group would go completely silent and just listen. Sometimes I listen to this song, and I think about her, and whether or not she ever recovered.
“A girl I used to date once told me that her parents neglected her as a child. She remembered climbing this tree in her backyard and hiding from them just to see if they would look for her, or even notice that she was gone. I always thought it was such a sad story and I wrote this song for her. It also talks about the ups and downs in a relationship that we’ve had recently.” -Vic Fuentes
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Here's to holding on for May 2016 Now let's hold on for May 2017 And after that May 2018 And May 2019 And every single may after that until we die from natural causes. Because we're not going to die from Suicide. We're stronger than giving into death. We're more worthy than to have life taken from us early. We're more worthy than suicide. So stay strong babes! You'll find something to keep you going. Whether it's surviving until another May, or something different. We can do this! WE WILL HOLD ON!
Story behind this song; About a girl who suffered with neglect when it came to her family, she would hide in her tree house every night saying she's holding on till may. One day she couldn't handle it, ran to her tree house too see if her family would come looking for her, but as she predicted they didn't, so she committed suicide. Vic later on talks about how some fan came up to him and told him that he had met her friend, later on told him the story that happened to her friend and he based this song off of her. So everyone.. hold on till may. 💜❤💚
My birthday is in May. Years ago i have myself an expiration date of 16. I always said i wouldnt make it past 16 and im lucky to have made it there. Months before my 16th birthday i was put in foster care and everything was okay. It got a hell of a lot better. I am now 19...and each year i hold on until for another one.
I just decided to come back and listen to this song at nearly 1 am. I got the shivers all over and I want to cry. I will be holding on til next may and the next.
It breaks me to see all the comments about people wanting to commit suicide. Just, please, hold on. There's so much of your life you haven't seen and I promise you it does get better. One day, you'll have a family of your own and live in a house filled with the things that you love, doing what you love. And I'd hate it if you never got to see that. If you ever need to vent, or have a shoulder to cry on, please know that I am here and I will listen. In no way whatsoever am I a miracle worker with advice, but I can promise you that I will listen to you and not judge.
I just want to ask you a question what if I can't hold on anymore. what if it just hurts to much to fake being happy while everyone around you is truly happy and all you want to do is die?
Then look for the positives. I know when you fall in the hole that is depression, it's hard to get out. Before I experienced depression, I never thought about how much I took for granted without realising. If you focus on the little things people do, either for you or people on the other side of the world, just remember that you can make a difference- no matter how big or small
Also, if being around people makes you unhappy, try keeping your self company for a while. Take a break. Go for walks, read, write, express anything that you feel to yourself. Start writing a journal or a diary. Write songs. Do sports. There's so much you can do and achieve in this world, you just have to look for it x if you want to vent my twitter is @magicalafi I'm always there to listen
What if there is no positives I always feel sad I'm never happy the other day I was shopping in forever 21 I just started having a panic attack for no reason.i cry myself to sleep all the time I cut myself to stop the pain and I just want it all to end because it just hurts to much to go on any longer
I've been a year clean from selfharm, I was so deep into depression and anxiety that the only thing that kept me breathing and kept me from not cutting again were songs by bands. Hold on till May has a really deep meaning to me. I made it, I was tempted to commit suicide but I stood strong. If any of you are going through something similar. Don't give up and stay strong, you'll be okay. -Alex
I always knew this song had a sad meaning, but never read the lyrics. This song is so strong. The saddest part of the song is Lindsey's part. It blowed me away.
This is why I love PTV and they are one of my favourite bands. They've helped me through a lot of my things e.g self-harm, depression and my suicidal thoughts. I'm just glad that I discovered this band about a year ago. Thank you PTV xxx
My story -(( I know that probably no one will ever read this , it's just nice to say it , get it off my chest)) 4/7/16 my best friend died...... She ran across the street and a car crashed into her, the light was green the car had the right . I spend every night crying my eyes out because she was the only one who has ever truly understood me . No , I haven't cut , hopefully I will never. Ptv and other bands ((sws,atl,bmth,fir,bvb,fob,p!atd,tøp,and mcr)) are my life support, the only things keeping me alive .
We hear you. I promise you're not alone. I don't know you at all and you don't know me whatsoever, but please reach out to me if you ever feel alone. I've dealt with some heavy things myself and I wouldn't want anyone to every face the pain alone. ❤
This was from eight years ago, and I just want to say I’m so proud of you my love. I really hope you’re doing so very fucking well mentally right now. 🥺 You deserve it. 🫶🏻
They played this song yesterday, and my friend and i just looked at eachother and both started sobbing. When Vic sang "Darling You'll Be Okay" I couldn't help but cry. I am at a really bad time in life. Sadly, this sad time in life has been going on since the end of 5th grade. I'm a freshman now. But going to concerts is what I live to do. I am practicing guitar//being a vocalist, and it's going very well. Honestly, I just need to keep going. Everyone should. Darling you'll be okay. I love you guys so much. :)
I'm a freshan too and i wanted to tell you that we've all have had bad times and what has helped me the most has been to talk, so if you need to do it you can come to me stay beautiful
I love this comment section. Everyone is very supportive of everyone else. We are a bunch of people who want to commit suicide, but we don't and tell others to hold on till may. We don't because we know how it will affect other people. It just makes me happy to see a fandom who helps each other, even if we don't know them, we still help and it gives me so much hope for us all, and hey let's hold on till next May, okay?
With so much left to do; You'll be missing out, and we'll be missing you. Grit your teeth, pull your hair, Paint the walls black and scream, "Fuck the world 'Cause it's my life, I'm gonna take it back," And never for a second blame yourself. Hold on till may bud
What I love most about this music is that everyone is so nice and supportive to people they don't know, helping them through tough times compared to main stream music where you find so many people who are so mean and horrible to others. You guys are awesome!!!!!
This song saved me... I cut hundreds of times, but then my bestfriend sent me a link to this song, then she told me, "If you ever had the urge to cut and just say goodbye, then listen to this song." And then I listened, and everytime I get the urge to cut, I'd blast this on my speakers. I've been clean over 2 months now, thanks to this. And I will hold on till may.
I'm crying, after the lyric "If I were you, I'd put that away." I've battled self harm recently and I've been clean for nearly six months. Any songs that address self harm get me through it.
*My story* May 4th... My dad was diagnosed with stage 4 kidney cancer. That spread from his kidney to his lungs. To his brain.... It's been a year since then. I've had this song this whole way threw. He made it. We made it. I made it. What happened with my dad made me very depressed and suicidal. But. We made it. We held on till the one year anniversary. We made it till may. And here's do another year. Props to everyone that made it with me. And the people that were there for me.
+drowsy I would assume you're commenting this for attention, that or you're just an ass. Please in the future try to be less pathetic, not for my pride but yours. Although if that is what you decide to go out of your way to post well maybe you just have too much time on your hands, or not enough of something else in your hand, and nothing to be proud off. Have a nice existence, and quite making an ass of yourself to people who may or may not of wanted/want to end theirs.
I have another May to hold on till. Doing okay so far, but I feel like I may slip back into depression soon... I don't want that. So I'm fighting for happiness every day.
I held on till may this year....but idk if I can make it to may next year....I'm trying to be happy. whenever I'm in a good mood life says "no you can't be happy!"
welp it's may and whoever is reading this obviously held on till may. im so proud of everyone who is still here to read this comment. I take a moment to respect those who are no longer here due to the fact that life was too unbearable for their fighting souls 🙌💓
Everyone saying that no one cares about you, WRONG. Please don't think that way. At least 20% of the world cares even if they don't know you or you don't know them. If you think no one cares, then you're around the wrong people because everyone has someone who will care. EVERYONE.
yes, ur parents, friends, cousins, GOD. If u ever, EVER think that noone cares, that noone notices, that everyone hates u; think GOD. GOD is always there, and for thoses athiests out there: i dont give a suger honey ice tea what u think, there is a god, he saved me
Guys, if your depressed and you think it won't ever end, it will. I was at such a low point in my life just months ago. I thought I'd never be able to smile ever again. Every night I'd pick up my blade and use it like crazy. I'd cry and cry and cry until I fall asleep. But now, I'm happier than I've ever been. I'm at a new school, and I have friends. And I even have a guy who likes me. and I like him too. And just a few months ago I thought no one would ever like me, and I'd be alone forever, and that no one would want to be my friend. Now, I threw away my blade for good. Just a few months ago I felt like death was the answer. Now, I never want to stop living. Weather you're depressed or suicidal, it'll all be over soon. I promise, you'll be alright
bluebubble19 its okay that happened to me too I relapsed a couple weeks ago I don't cut but I was really depressed and considered it but it ends before you even know it and if your still depressed I'm here for you. You dont know me but if you need me you can talk to me about absolutely anything cause I love you
This song brings tears to my eyes.. ;-; Every time i hear this in school I just brake down. This was my friends and I song.. he sadly passed away.. ;-; Please don't ever think about suicide guys.. you have no idea how much pain it brings to a friend or family.. ;-; Just know, someone does love you. I love you.
I’ve been listening to this song since 2016, over and over. Yes, maybe I was only 7 then, but I had an insanely rough childhood. This song got me through every may, thank you.
To everyone, no matter WHAT is causing you pain and misery, I am so freaking proud of you 💖💛💚💙💜 I'm battling severe depression because of gender issues (I'm a transman) and it's hard but....everything will get better. I promise. I promise all of you that everything will get better. I'm so proud you guys have made it here and I'm rooting for you guys to march on.
I don't cut, I don't cry myself to sleep at night, but I do starve myself. And when the people at school talk about food, and "unhealthy habits", someone will always mention anorexia, and people will look at me, even if I tried to keep this habit under wraps. I'm not even a fan of Pierce The Veil, although I heard some of their songs. I prefer Fall Out Boy and Panic! at the Disco, but Pierce The Veil is something that speaks to my soul even if I don't have a proper self to have a soul. This song really makes me feel a butt load better...
Don't starve yourself; the future is promising for you, me, and everyone. Life will get better. I'm here if you need to talk. (Might have to reply to yourself, don't have a google+)
Amira Syafiqah I know exactly how you feel, being anorexic as well. I also self harm and all the rest, so I understand. I'm always here if you need to talk, love.
This song saves me. It stopped me from cutting the other night and held me back for a while last night. Now I'm just sitting here, shaking, cuz I failed all the people who tried to calm me down last night with this song on replay.
Three months and one week clean. I've been struggling with bipolar II and c ptsd for almost 4 years now, but dozens of meds and a few mental hospitals later, I'm happy to be alive again. All of y'all can do it. Be proud you made it this far, and hold on til next may.
Just to remind those who have long forgotten. "Suicide does not make everything okay, it eliminates the possibility of it ever getting better." So hold on darling, everything will be okay. You'll make it through I can promise you this much. At the end of the tunnel there is always light. I know you can't see it now, but I've been where you have and I've seen the light. Things ALWAYS get better. Breathing, living, is a gift. Don't throw that away. Don't hurt all the people you love by giving up. You'll be okay.
Since this song came out in 2012 I've had such a big connection with the lyrics and this band in general. It's followed me through some of the toughest times in my life, and every time I think about it all, I can't help but give a mental 'Thank you' to Pierce The Veil. They were with me through my teen years and for that I'm so grateful & happy to have had this song in those tough times. I'm turning 18 this month & I can honestly say that life is becoming even more scary, but I know that I can overcome it all... because I'll be okay ♡ And I'll hold on to these words forever~
+xxxPeter Pan's girlxxx it's okay trust me I know what's like just keep on listening to this song if this is what keeps you clean it helps me so whatever helps you use that
I love how people here are being really supportive even though so many of us are going through our own version of hell, putting up with our own demons. So many of us thinking lowly of our life yet we’re doing what we can to help others. Personally I use to self harm so the physical pain could distract from the mental pain. One of my friends made me promise never to do it again and to this day I haven’t. I haven’t self harmed in over a year and a half even though I’ve wanted to so many times since then. I just kept holding on. To any else here possible reading this I want to tell you that you can get through whatever your going through if you just hold on till May. Hold on till each May until it’s finally over and when you’re there you can look back and be proud of yourself. If you already have self harmed then look at the scars and make them a reminder of how far you’ve come. How you don’t want to go back to that place again. In short, no matter who you are, no matter where you come from, no matter what your going through you can get through it. It may be hell now but one day it will be over. You just have to hold on. Be amazing. ❤️
everytime may rolls around I always come back here. I'm 2 years clean but it still gets hard sometimes. I genuinely wish every single one of you the best. just keep holding on.
Every one of these bands have this one song that is just over all a masterpiece (Opinion) Mcr=Helena Sws=if I'm James Dean you're Audrey Hepburn Etf=not good enough for truth in a cliche Fir= the drug in me is you Tstm= the kill Ptv= HOLD ON TILL MAY!!!!!!!!!!
i like going back and listening to this. i've been a fan of them for a long time and it's nice knowing their music, specifically this song has helped me in a lot of ways.
going through a horrible breakup, remembered how much bands & music helps me.. remembers this song, comes to listen to it immediately, burning eyes and tears... thank you so muh pierce the veil. you guys have always been such a huge help in my life, if only I could tell you guys how much you've helped/mean to me.. makes me think theres hope for me.
I'm dying listening to this ...hope you all love yourselves now .... I'm ,,50 .... And all of youth no matter what time or era we all hurt....please don't hurt no more xxx
I promised my best friend I would try not to cut and I was clean for a little over a month but I'm cutting now. I was looking for earphones and then I just thought "you don't need those. what you need is a razor." My best friend stopped me from cutting yesterday (but I didn't tell him; I didn't want to bother him) but today I started thinking about how I didn't deserve him and now I've screwed up. But I'm so proud of everyone who made it till May, or even just today. If anyone ever needs to talk I'm always here.
Jailene Torres I don't even remember writing this. But I was probably trying to get it out and this was an outlet. Anyway, I've been a self harmed for two years. I can't just not hurt myself. It's an addiction.
I know how you feel. But you need to listen to me... it’s NOT healthy... I did it for a very long time and it was extremely hard for me to stop but if I can then you can to ok? I believe in you. I love you and you are not alone. Be strong!!!❤️❤️❤️
this song helps me through really bad anxiety&panic attacks along with some suicidal tendencies it really has saved my life when I was/am in a bad place especially with my anxiety and panic attacks
My problem started in the begining of the 6th grade. It was all due to my "friends" and my dad blah, blah. Anyways, one day I had enough and bursted in tears in front of my mom and told her what I had felt inside and then once I did I felt so much better. I swear I never used to listen to my school telling students "Talk to someone" and now I feel like I'm unstopable, but sometimes I cry now and then, that's only for other reasons. Just thinking about that time in my life makes my eyes ball and rn I'm just trying to tell you people who are still depressed, even if you feel uncomfortable, or you think there's no one out there to help you, go to a guidence counsler, and if your not in school, go to a therapst. They will understand your problem and I bet you they'd do anything to spark a little light in your soul. It helps, I hope you try this.
because just try anything. Im 2 years clean, and my mom was really rough on me I felt like I wasn't loved by my parents. Then that happend and, she still doesn't talk to my frequently but she checks up on me because ik NO PARENT WANTS THEIR KID SUFFERING.
LovaticDirectioner I'm so glad you're able to talk to your parents about your struggles and pains! This is such a good thing, and I envy you deeply. Stay strong, darling!
I've been battling depression for a few years. I tried opening up to my gf at the time about it and self harm and she freaked. It's funny because she was part of the reason why I was depressed. A year or so later I opened up to another gf and her words were "you just want attention." I've had friends who I had lost to depression. I know the pain of losing people to suicide all too well and that's the reason why I haven't just ended it. I don't want my family and friends going through the pain I did. I'd rather hurt than to have my loved ones hurt. And when I'm finally a dad, if my child is battling depression, I will do everything in my power to make sure they're okay. I will be there to support them and tell them everything will be okay. They will see better days. I will be there holding them all night if they're crying or just need someone to be there. We held on, and we will keep holding on. Stay strong guys, things do get better.
Keep fighting. I've been battling depression for a while. And know a few people who do. One person I told told my parents and they said it was stupid and stuck me in therapy. Hold on.
+L Tilley I feel on that one. I've lost people who I thought I could trust. People told me it was an attitude problem. Others just didn't care. I felt like I had no one. Until I found people who have been there and know what it's like. We keep each other going. I stay strong for them
+L Tilley the way I look at it, my friends helped me out a lot. Without them, I probably wouldn't be alive. But I'm the one with the choice. I can choose to stay strong or I can choose to give up. Here I am right? It's the same for you too. You're here not only because of the people that helped you but also because you're staying strong. I know you'll continue to stay strong.
sometimes I come to this song when I’m sad and when Vic says “darling, you’ll be okay” I suddenly feel better. I have been sad for the past month and I come to this song everyday.
And I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression yesterday. I've known this for a long time. But it was never official. So... Yeah. This song helps a lot.
I'm crying so much :‘( this song is amazing and i would be dead if it weren't for this song. I love you so much pierce the veil for helping me get through depression, cutting, anorexia, anxiety and saving my life
+Elizabeth Johnson This pain won't last forever. You've probably gone through so much, but you always survive it in the end just by waking up everyday to a brand new day
I'm 51,I learned in my early 20's to appreciate all music,not like it appreciate it,I've never been into what ppl call my generation music,huge a7x fan,been listening to ptv since they started, came a long ass way their music today Dec,2020 keeps me from ending it all!!I hate what kids have to go thru these days!!
Now,I'm a suicide grown up,oh,my family tells me to grow up,I'm still telling PpL,kids & adults it ain't the answer,but shit,I wish I knew what the answer was,to me it's just Paradise Lost!!
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I came across this song about two years ago, I guess. I liked it, never really listened to it that often. But, then, my girlfriend, at the time, called it our song. I loved it. I listened to it on repeat because it made me think of her. A year and a half later, I still can't listen to it without crying. She couldn't hold on till May.
One month clean, I'm so happy to have found Pierce the Veil and this amazing song reminds me of all the lucky little things I have in life, like my boyfriend. TO EVERYONE WHO READS THIS! You are beautiful/handsome, shoot, even both if you want, you are worth being in this world. You deserve someone, a friend, a family member, a pet, and/or a significant other. Stay strong and never give up on your dreams, no matter who tells you to give up. Believe in yourself and remember, HOLD ON TILL MAY!! THEN THE MAY AFTER THAT! LIVE YOUR LIFE AS WHO YOU WANT TO BE! DON'T LIVE IN THE SHADOWS!! JUST BE YOURSELF!!
I'm currently holding on till may. I'm 15 and next may are my finals, which means I can finally leave my school. I can finally block all my old "friends". I hate calling them that, these ppl hurt me sm and I'd rather be alone than around them. They r a reason why I strugle with alcohol problems. I'm trying my best not to become suicidal or relapse till may, till I'm finally free
I hope you made it til May. May is a month away. I did the same thing and put all of my friends in a group chat at 14 and said that I didn’t want anything to do with them anymore because they didn’t make me feel like I was worth some thing. Any time I was with them in school I felt like I was the odd one out. I just simply couldn’t deal with it anymore and I made some new friends and I couldn’t be happier. I have since graduated (five years) and I’m doing pretty good. No one in high school ever will be what is IRL. It’s a fake thing that everybody puts on until they realize later on what life really is like. Is people are making fun of you for being who you are then fuck them. You are you. No matter what. If you are able to be your self and be the most authentic you can be then there is no reason why you should be excepting these peoples opinions as fact. You are your only truth. You will realize later on in life (after grad) that none of this matters. You were always really free, but you just didn’t realize it.
Right now the title "Hold on till May" gives us all a different perspective. Everyone be strong and keep healthy! We can and we will survive this tragic outbreak.
Hold on til May and Bulls in the Brnx are both about a girl named Olivia Penpraze. After Olivia killed herself her friends messaged Pierce the Veil (because Olivia loved them) that had a link to her suicide video/note. Within it it had written that she attempted to kill herself several times on May 1st. 1 million branches and she loved everyone= a girl hung herself from a tree but loved everyone, I heard the train shake the window, you screamed over the sound= a guy got killed by the train she was on and she screamed 10 years= the guy died ten years before the girl hung herself because that image haunted her head, this love was out of control, tell me where did it go=they both died plus all the bits about being so high up in the sky...which in reality relates to that girl hiding in the trees but for the purpose of the interpretation...heaven I am sorry if this is a depressing interpretation I apologise for ay sadness it may have given you reading but it is beautifully haunting.
The guy who was my first kiss dumped me after we kissed. I was home alone for the next day and I sat on the living room floor and instead of cutting or crying I just belted out the lyrics, then started balling like crazy. Everytime I feel like I can;t take it all anymore I listen to this and it makes me feel better.
thats harsh... but not worth your life at all, think more highly of yourself, there are people dying around the world without an option, you do, so for those people atleast value your life more.
Layla Meisegeier i always use that whenever am having a tough day, just remind yourself that somewhere around the world someone is probably going through worse indeed :p even as we speak someones probably suffering a lot
i do that too except my bf cheated on me with my "best" friend , and instead of singing this song i sing "I'll love you more than you will ever know" by NevershoutNever :/ i hate meh life \(>.
I've been listing to this song since 2012-2013..... this song definitely helped me.... I'm glad that I'm still holding on (,: I always look forward to May 💕
I grew up with this song, now I've come to revisit when my life has flipped completely around, living in a pandemic, isolated. But god this song gives me so much fucking hope I can't express it fully. I know everyone and everything will be okay in the end
This song is so nostalgic for me, i also grew up with this song and when i first listened to it life was different in many ways.. now when I listen to it and think about life i realize for a moment how much things have changed over the years.. life goes by fast
I finally found someone to hold on for. I met him a few days ago, and we are dating now. He's such a cutie. He knows about my depression and self harm issues, but he still accepts me for who I am. He's more chavvy, and I'm more scene/emo/goth but he stick accepts me for what I like and how I dress. He accepts me and and loves me for who I am ^-^ a few weeks ago I said no one will ever love me. I said I would be alone forever. That I was ugly, that I wasn't worth it. But my friends told me to hold on alittle longer, someone out there will make you feel worth it one day. And now I have found him. So I wanna be that friend for you guys. He will be there for you one day x
I was 12 depressed suicidal and broken to my core the first time I heard this song. Im 24 and rocking and singing this to my 6 month old daughter who we discovered in may 2023. Im glad I waited until may .... Have hope young ones it does get better... Much much better ... You just have to be here to see it ❤️
I always cry listening to this song. Thats why I love Pierce The Veil. They're music has a lot of meaning and can bring out that soft side that many people dont like to show.
you'll be fine. if I were you I'd fall in love with things that are always around so you don't pay attention to the situation. work on yourself and for whatever the reason you guys didn't work, you will with the right one and you'll know when. now this may be hard for some people but try and fall in love with art so you can fall in love with yourself. this is just a pump in the road, kinda like a test, if you pass this test you'll move onto the next one, but don't worry as soon as you pass this one you'll be stronger and able to take on the next.
I cant believe i made it til 22 years old. The 13 year old me thought i would only live til 16. I held this song close to my ears and heart at night whenever i was crying or harming.. you know. God this song gives me so much confidence now that “i finally made it” Been clean for a year and so now 🤍
In a day shy of a month, I will be getting the lyric that saved my life over and over again tattooed onto my thigh to celebrate the eighteenth birthday I didn't ever think I would make it to. Here's to holding on 'till May every year since 2013, and every year since no matter how bad things have gotten.
My friend killed themselves when I told them to just on hold until may. On my 1st they commited suicide and in the note it said 'I held on for you...' Now im obsessed with this song. .R.I.P.
highly doubt anyone will see this but i’m 13 and was cutting since i was 9, couldn’t get clean for over 2 months that entire 4 year period. last year in may i decided to really try to get clean this time. i didn’t even notice the correlation with this song and that i got clean in may (cause well, the songs literally hold on until may) until about 8 months ago and i can’t explain how many times this songs helped me. enough to the point i’m one month away from a year now, which i’ve never done. guess i just gotta hold on until may 🤷♀️
My first concert ever was a Pierce The Veil concert, and I was in the front right by Jaime. I was sobbing and singing the lyrics at the top of my lungs because dang this song is one of the reasons I'm still alive.
When Vic sang the lyric "Darling you'll be okay," Jaime stopped playing his bass, put both hands over his heart, looked me in the eyes and mouthed the words "I promise."
That's something I'll never forget.
Twenty Paphonies ❤
Twenty Paphonies absolutely beautieful.💕
Twenty Paphonies I almost cried at how sweet this is.
i started crying, aw
Awwww I share a birthday with Jamie that's touching ❤
When I was in the hospital last, there was a girl that I made friends with who would sing this every day during our outside time. Her voice was shaky, and quiet, but we all begged her to sing it over and over again and everybody in our group would go completely silent and just listen. Sometimes I listen to this song, and I think about her, and whether or not she ever recovered.
i think about this comment everytime i listen to this song :)
8 years later and I think about this comment too
“A girl I used to date once told me that her parents neglected her as a child. She remembered climbing this tree in her backyard and hiding from them just to see if they would look for her, or even notice that she was gone. I always thought it was such a sad story and I wrote this song for her. It also talks about the ups and downs in a relationship that we’ve had recently.”
-Vic Fuentes
tatiana escobar where can I find this interview ???😭🥺‼️
Olivia
@@Mehlukes idk
Tbh that guitar almost makes me levitate 🤧 just speaks so much emotion that breaks my heart little
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Here's to holding on for May 2016
Now let's hold on for May 2017
And after that May 2018
And May 2019
And every single may after that until we die from natural causes.
Because we're not going to die from Suicide. We're stronger than giving into death. We're more worthy than to have life taken from us early. We're more worthy than suicide.
So stay strong babes! You'll find something to keep you going. Whether it's surviving until another May, or something different. We can do this! WE WILL HOLD ON!
thanks so fucking much
Queen of Amazing awesome comment :'3 👍👌✌
**raises everyones hand** WE WILL HOLD ON, NOT UNTIL MAY! FOREVER!!!!!!!
I love the positivity in this comment section
Queen of Amazing don't let the haters win
Story behind this song; About a girl who suffered with neglect when it came to her family, she would hide in her tree house every night saying she's holding on till may.
One day she couldn't handle it, ran to her tree house too see if her family would come looking for her, but as she predicted they didn't, so she committed suicide.
Vic later on talks about how some fan came up to him and told him that he had met her friend, later on told him the story that happened to her friend and he based this song off of her.
So everyone.. hold on till may. 💜❤💚
😍😘
Is that why the album cover shows a girl ghost flying up
My birthday is in May. Years ago i have myself an expiration date of 16. I always said i wouldnt make it past 16 and im lucky to have made it there. Months before my 16th birthday i was put in foster care and everything was okay. It got a hell of a lot better. I am now 19...and each year i hold on until for another one.
Keep it going!
Abaddon.the. infernal don't think I'll make it till May
when it's May, everyone should come here and comment, "I made it."
We should
let's do dis
+Linseythelobster We always do. And then it's "Now we have to wait till next May."
+Linseythelobster yes please
Agreed
"But tonight I'll make you feel beautiful once again" That line always gets me
I just decided to come back and listen to this song at nearly 1 am. I got the shivers all over and I want to cry. I will be holding on til next may and the next.
I'm so proud of you
its 4AM for me
hang on...
Were all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids suicide isn't the answer.
yes
Kek
yep
im late, but I agree
I got that quote from my friend and glad you guys liked it
It breaks me to see all the comments about people wanting to commit suicide. Just, please, hold on. There's so much of your life you haven't seen and I promise you it does get better. One day, you'll have a family of your own and live in a house filled with the things that you love, doing what you love. And I'd hate it if you never got to see that. If you ever need to vent, or have a shoulder to cry on, please know that I am here and I will listen. In no way whatsoever am I a miracle worker with advice, but I can promise you that I will listen to you and not judge.
I just want to ask you a question what if I can't hold on anymore. what if it just hurts to much to fake being happy while everyone around you is truly happy and all you want to do is die?
Then look for the positives. I know when you fall in the hole that is depression, it's hard to get out. Before I experienced depression, I never thought about how much I took for granted without realising. If you focus on the little things people do, either for you or people on the other side of the world, just remember that you can make a difference- no matter how big or small
Also, if being around people makes you unhappy, try keeping your self company for a while. Take a break. Go for walks, read, write, express anything that you feel to yourself. Start writing a journal or a diary. Write songs. Do sports. There's so much you can do and achieve in this world, you just have to look for it x if you want to vent my twitter is @magicalafi I'm always there to listen
What if there is no positives I always feel sad I'm never happy the other day I was shopping in forever 21 I just started having a panic attack for no reason.i cry myself to sleep all the time I cut myself to stop the pain and I just want it all to end because it just hurts to much to go on any longer
Thank you EU KaTz
guys, we held on till may
Yes we did I even made cookies today
Nice.
Happy revenge of the fifth; may the fourth has already been with us.
does this mean we can let go?
Carlos Posadas no hold on till next may and every may after that until you are up and dont need to hold on
When she sings "And I would rather..." It just gives you those feels
He*
@@Monys lol idk how I never noticed this for five years 😂
Actually wait,lol this is a duet….so it is she🤷🏽♀️
@@SlenderSoulJunkie It's Vic Fuentes that sang in both voices I guess
@@Monys Lindsey sang that part
I've been a year clean from selfharm, I was so deep into depression and anxiety that the only thing that kept me breathing and kept me from not cutting again were songs by bands. Hold on till May has a really deep meaning to me. I made it, I was tempted to commit suicide but I stood strong. If any of you are going through something similar. Don't give up and stay strong, you'll be okay. -Alex
+Alexandra “Alex” Colace I'm glad you got out of your anxiety and depression. I'm proud of you for not self harming. Stay strong, you can do this :)
Skylar Clark thanks :)
You're very welcome:) Have a pleasant evening.
I've been clean from self harm for 4 months now and I still get tempted but I know that I need to stay strong I can relate to your comment so much
I hope you all continue to stay strong. Keep listening to music too, it's pulled me out of my darkest times. Much love ❤❤❤❤
I always knew this song had a sad meaning, but never read the lyrics. This song is so strong. The saddest part of the song is Lindsey's part. It blowed me away.
This is why I love PTV and they are one of my favourite bands. They've helped me through a lot of my things e.g self-harm, depression and my suicidal thoughts. I'm just glad that I discovered this band about a year ago. Thank you PTV xxx
I know this is from 10 years ago, but same.
My story -(( I know that probably no one will ever read this , it's just nice to say it , get it off my chest)) 4/7/16 my best friend died...... She ran across the street and a car crashed into her, the light was green the car had the right . I spend every night crying my eyes out because she was the only one who has ever truly understood me . No , I haven't cut , hopefully I will never. Ptv and other bands ((sws,atl,bmth,fir,bvb,fob,p!atd,tøp,and mcr)) are my life support, the only things keeping me alive .
bless your soul .
I hope your ok
I'm so sorry that happened to you I hope you recovered mentally and hope that ur friend is doing well in heaven
We hear you. I promise you're not alone. I don't know you at all and you don't know me whatsoever, but please reach out to me if you ever feel alone. I've dealt with some heavy things myself and I wouldn't want anyone to every face the pain alone. ❤
This was from eight years ago, and I just want to say I’m so proud of you my love. I really hope you’re doing so very fucking well mentally right now. 🥺 You deserve it. 🫶🏻
They played this song yesterday, and my friend and i just looked at eachother and both started sobbing. When Vic sang "Darling You'll Be Okay" I couldn't help but cry. I am at a really bad time in life. Sadly, this sad time in life has been going on since the end of 5th grade. I'm a freshman now. But going to concerts is what I live to do. I am practicing guitar//being a vocalist, and it's going very well. Honestly, I just need to keep going. Everyone should. Darling you'll be okay. I love you guys so much. :)
Ugh I just burst into tears at that part!! I never been to a concert ;-; :'(
Cool! ^^^
Same
Same here freshman too. Bad times 😔
I'm a freshan too and i wanted to tell you that we've all have had bad times and what has helped me the most has been to talk, so if you need to do it you can come to me
stay beautiful
I love this comment section. Everyone is very supportive of everyone else. We are a bunch of people who want to commit suicide, but we don't and tell others to hold on till may. We don't because we know how it will affect other people. It just makes me happy to see a fandom who helps each other, even if we don't know them, we still help and it gives me so much hope for us all, and hey let's hold on till next May, okay?
And every May after that
I don't know if I can hold on till next may....
+alex'sprobablylying 15 why not?
alex'sprobablylying 15 Just listen to music. I helps everything
With so much left to do;
You'll be missing out, and we'll be missing you.
Grit your teeth, pull your hair,
Paint the walls black and scream, "Fuck the world
'Cause it's my life, I'm gonna take it back,"
And never for a second blame yourself.
Hold on till may bud
What I love most about this music is that everyone is so nice and supportive to people they don't know, helping them through tough times compared to main stream music where you find so many people who are so mean and horrible to others. You guys are awesome!!!!!
+Iyaat Valentine exactly what i think... it's awesome when you think about it :)
right! at least i know i'm not the only one
hahahahhaha sadly you find this kind of people only on the internet C.C
"You're just wasted and thinking about the past again"
14 yo me: yeah!!! Rawr xD
21 yo me currently: *On my kitchen floor with a bottle of rum* YEAH
Nice choice of drink
💟💟💟
LMAO same
Same. out of all the music that I listened to back in my retarded emo phase this is one of the few that stuck
@@gourry47 damn
I've finally held on till May. Am I the only one who remembered to celebrate?
Nope!!!
it's still hard for me
The celebration of an ending
Still holding on to may in 2k18
nah
This song saved me... I cut hundreds of times, but then my bestfriend sent me a link to this song, then she told me, "If you ever had the urge to cut and just say goodbye, then listen to this song." And then I listened, and everytime I get the urge to cut, I'd blast this on my speakers. I've been clean over 2 months now, thanks to this. And I will hold on till may.
Angelika Guillermo i thought about cutting but umm... i dunno know
I'm crying, after the lyric "If I were you, I'd put that away." I've battled self harm recently and I've been clean for nearly six months. Any songs that address self harm get me through it.
*My story*
May 4th...
My dad was diagnosed with stage 4 kidney cancer. That spread from his kidney to his lungs. To his brain....
It's been a year since then.
I've had this song this whole way threw.
He made it.
We made it.
I made it.
What happened with my dad made me very depressed and suicidal.
But. We made it.
We held on till the one year anniversary.
We made it till may.
And here's do another year.
Props to everyone that made it with me.
And the people that were there for me.
i am so proud of you and your family! don't know if you'll see this since I'm seeing the comment two years after.
may 4 is my birthday :(
This is so wholesome and bittersweet❤️ I’m very glad you all made it through.
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@@lunablight6647 i just saw your comment. thank you for saying that either way ❤️
its may 1st, like this comment if you held on till may. proud of all of you!
+drowsy I would assume you're commenting this for attention, that or you're just an ass. Please in the future try to be less pathetic, not for my pride but yours. Although if that is what you decide to go out of your way to post well maybe you just have too much time on your hands, or not enough of something else in your hand, and nothing to be proud off. Have a nice existence, and quite making an ass of yourself to people who may or may not of wanted/want to end theirs.
I have another May to hold on till. Doing okay so far, but I feel like I may slip back into depression soon... I don't want that. So I'm fighting for happiness every day.
I held on till may this year....but idk if I can make it to may next year....I'm trying to be happy. whenever I'm in a good mood life says "no you can't be happy!"
it's May 1st💙
Happy may first everyone, thank you for holding on, same time next year?
welp it's may and whoever is reading this obviously held on till may. im so proud of everyone who is still here to read this comment. I take a moment to respect those who are no longer here due to the fact that life was too unbearable for their fighting souls 🙌💓
i hope I can hold on..........but I don't think I can....it hurts❤
+Bre Clark no you have to stay im 8 days clean you gotta stay here with us
+Bre Clark please stay beautiful
@@cheismeh299 hope you're still here.
i hope all of you are still here
It's May guys
We Did it.
Congrats
Jen Gems cx Omg x,D
Jen Gems cx Yes, we did *raises glass* AND CHEERS TO MANY MORE MAYS OF MAKING IT!!!!
🍷yasss now let's wait till next May (;
but we have to hold on until NEXT may now... ;-; hallllp
Wow I miss them a shit ton who’s still listening in 2019?
Every day
Ohhh yeah!
Hell yeah I am😂
Always
Sorry 2020
Everyone saying that no one cares about you, WRONG. Please don't think that way. At least 20% of the world cares even if they don't know you or you don't know them. If you think no one cares, then you're around the wrong people because everyone has someone who will care. EVERYONE.
yes, ur parents, friends, cousins, GOD. If u ever, EVER think that noone cares, that noone notices, that everyone hates u; think GOD. GOD is always there, and for thoses athiests out there: i dont give a suger honey ice tea what u think, there is a god, he saved me
Zavion Vu I'm sorry to burst your bubble, but God doesn't exist.
Lily Stevens I'm sorry to burst your bubble but God exists just like you do.
Lily Stevens I'm sorry to burst your bubble, but god does exist(:
Zavion Vu Just wanted to tell you that I ❤ the phrase "sugar honey iced tea" God bless 😊
Guys, if your depressed and you think it won't ever end, it will. I was at such a low point in my life just months ago. I thought I'd never be able to smile ever again. Every night I'd pick up my blade and use it like crazy. I'd cry and cry and cry until I fall asleep. But now, I'm happier than I've ever been. I'm at a new school, and I have friends. And I even have a guy who likes me. and I like him too. And just a few months ago I thought no one would ever like me, and I'd be alone forever, and that no one would want to be my friend. Now, I threw away my blade for good. Just a few months ago I felt like death was the answer. Now, I never want to stop living. Weather you're depressed or suicidal, it'll all be over soon. I promise, you'll be alright
The world needs more people like you. :)
I'm almost six weeks clean :).
I felt better too. Now I'm right back where I started. Lonely and broken
bluebubble19 its okay that happened to me too I relapsed a couple weeks ago I don't cut but I was really depressed and considered it but it ends before you even know it and if your still depressed I'm here for you. You dont know me but if you need me you can talk to me about absolutely anything cause I love you
to be honest my depression probably won't end, ive been depressed for as long as I can remember.
This song brings tears to my eyes.. ;-; Every time i hear this in school I just brake down. This was my friends and I song.. he sadly passed away.. ;-; Please don't ever think about suicide guys.. you have no idea how much pain it brings to a friend or family.. ;-; Just know, someone does love you. I love you.
Your an amazing person :)
***** Thank You. c:
i was listening to this while walking to school i was almost freaking crying
your really sweet cx
Anna Miller Thank you c: So are you c:
I’ve been listening to this song since 2016, over and over. Yes, maybe I was only 7 then, but I had an insanely rough childhood. This song got me through every may, thank you.
Am I the only one that listens to this song and acts like Vic is singing to me to comfort me?
no you're not
no I do it to
+NeonSkittlezXD All the time tbh.
Omg I do it too 😊☺
It helps. :)
I AM SO PROUD OF EVERY SINGLE PERSON FOR HOLDING ON TILL MAY. YOU ARE ALL AMAZING.
Like how she says "And I would rather..." as if there's actually a better choice
There is ..
Its meant to be like everything's not alright and I would rather die 😕
Yes but I don't think of it like that I think of it like there's another way instead of dying, she hesitated and maybe there's another way out.
To everyone, no matter WHAT is causing you pain and misery, I am so freaking proud of you 💖💛💚💙💜 I'm battling severe depression because of gender issues (I'm a transman) and it's hard but....everything will get better. I promise. I promise all of you that everything will get better. I'm so proud you guys have made it here and I'm rooting for you guys to march on.
Thank you that was nice of you😥☺
I’m a transman too!
Thank you very much
I don't cut, I don't cry myself to sleep at night, but I do starve myself. And when the people at school talk about food, and "unhealthy habits", someone will always mention anorexia, and people will look at me, even if I tried to keep this habit under wraps. I'm not even a fan of Pierce The Veil, although I heard some of their songs. I prefer Fall Out Boy and Panic! at the Disco, but Pierce The Veil is something that speaks to my soul even if I don't have a proper self to have a soul. This song really makes me feel a butt load better...
Amira Syafiqah Same
Don't starve yourself; the future is promising for you, me, and everyone. Life will get better. I'm here if you need to talk. (Might have to reply to yourself, don't have a google+)
Nicholas Genung Thanks...I just sometimes feel like eating is a troublesome thing...
Amira Syafiqah I know exactly how you feel, being anorexic as well. I also self harm and all the rest, so I understand. I'm always here if you need to talk, love.
Queen Lily Thanks, love! I appreciate it! And I'm here too...
This song saves me. It stopped me from cutting the other night and held me back for a while last night. Now I'm just sitting here, shaking, cuz I failed all the people who tried to calm me down last night with this song on replay.
You didn't fail us Lizzy! You can feel however you want. But look what you did! You were strong and you held back!
For a bit...
You still did it
She's right. You didn't let it win last night. Keep your head up!
Thanks
I always come back to this song when im feeling like not holding on till may, im glad this exists ptv has helped me so much
We got this 🫶
Three months and one week clean. I've been struggling with bipolar II and c ptsd for almost 4 years now, but dozens of meds and a few mental hospitals later, I'm happy to be alive again. All of y'all can do it. Be proud you made it this far, and hold on til next may.
Just to remind those who have long forgotten.
"Suicide does not make everything okay, it eliminates the possibility of it ever getting better."
So hold on darling, everything will be okay. You'll make it through I can promise you this much. At the end of the tunnel there is always light. I know you can't see it now, but I've been where you have and I've seen the light.
Things ALWAYS get better. Breathing, living, is a gift. Don't throw that away. Don't hurt all the people you love by giving up.
You'll be okay.
I just went through and liked so many comments from people that held on till this May. Good on you.
hope ur still holding on to may :)
IT'S MAY I'VE MADE IT OMG I'M SO HAPPY ANOTHER YEAR HAS PASSED AND I'M STILL HERE
It's May first today and me two in really happy for both of us. (,:
+Melanie Aguayo I'm happy for you too life's a bitch but we didn't quit xD
Exactly today I woke up feeling sad for two reasons then I realized it was May First and I'm like yay I made it. Cx
Since this song came out in 2012 I've had such a big connection with the lyrics and this band in general. It's followed me through some of the toughest times in my life, and every time I think about it all, I can't help but give a mental 'Thank you' to Pierce The Veil. They were with me through my teen years and for that I'm so grateful & happy to have had this song in those tough times. I'm turning 18 this month & I can honestly say that life is becoming even more scary, but I know that I can overcome it all... because I'll be okay ♡
And I'll hold on to these words forever~
It'll be okay guys. Clean since 12/26/15
You'll be okay trust me
And great job on being clean
+xxxPeter Pan's girlxxx it's okay trust me I know what's like just keep on listening to this song if this is what keeps you clean it helps me so whatever helps you use that
You're username ;-:
+Julianna Bawiec your* and ikr. I'm so sad
I love how people here are being really supportive even though so many of us are going through our own version of hell, putting up with our own demons. So many of us thinking lowly of our life yet we’re doing what we can to help others. Personally I use to self harm so the physical pain could distract from the mental pain. One of my friends made me promise never to do it again and to this day I haven’t. I haven’t self harmed in over a year and a half even though I’ve wanted to so many times since then. I just kept holding on. To any else here possible reading this I want to tell you that you can get through whatever your going through if you just hold on till May. Hold on till each May until it’s finally over and when you’re there you can look back and be proud of yourself.
If you already have self harmed then look at the scars and make them a reminder of how far you’ve come. How you don’t want to go back to that place again.
In short, no matter who you are, no matter where you come from, no matter what your going through you can get through it. It may be hell now but one day it will be over. You just have to hold on.
Be amazing. ❤️
2022 and I'm still jamming this. My go to when I'm feeling down
My first go to song when I’m down. If I can’t tell myself I’ll be okay this song can.
Same. :'(
💗💗
Dang, I was 12 when I first listened to this. It changed my life. I'm 17 turning 18. Crazy how time flies. ❤️
everytime may rolls around I always come back here. I'm 2 years clean but it still gets hard sometimes. I genuinely wish every single one of you the best. just keep holding on.
I am so proud of you
Lisa Kokx thank you so much I'm proud of you too
Guys.. i held on till may.. now let me walk this boulevard of broken dreams
+Bethan Lewis damn :( why?
+Bethan Lewis i have an android too :/
+Georgina May Just wake me up when September ends..
+AlexDoezGaming It's time to wake up bro you overslept two weeks.
You found May???
im 3 days clean YAYY
I BELIEVE IN YOU
congrats keep it up!!
amazing, keep up to it
Good job
+Andrew M thanks
Every one of these bands have this one song that is just over all a masterpiece
(Opinion)
Mcr=Helena
Sws=if I'm James Dean you're Audrey Hepburn
Etf=not good enough for truth in a cliche
Fir= the drug in me is you
Tstm= the kill
Ptv= HOLD ON TILL MAY!!!!!!!!!!
Sws - better off Dead
Mcr - the ghost of you
Fir - Loser
i like going back and listening to this. i've been a fan of them for a long time and it's nice knowing their music, specifically this song has helped me in a lot of ways.
THE PHANDOM IS FACKING EVERYWHERE PHILLIONS F4EVER
Alison Groen buddy... stop it...
+phil's nipples hey buddy, you in London?
+phil's nipples
Your name is the best.
=3
Pierce the Veil's new album "Misadventures" won't be out until May 13
I guess we'll have to Hold on Till May
+Andy 🈳 why you do dis
+Andy 🈳 this comment made my life.
Omg
i love this comment
Ong
They say that 71% of our body is water.
Well, 70% must be tears.
This song is the proof for that T-T
LOL
Actually is 80%
I'm holding on till may cause hopefully quarantine will be over and I'll be able to get in recovery for my ed
y'all stay strong, we got this❤
jetblackmary I’m also looking forward to the end of quarantine and hoping to recover from my Ed once and for all ! Stay strong we can do this 💪🏻
Hope recovery's going swell for both of you's!! Stay strong
Recovery doesn’t wait on the world hun, it starts with you
ed?
going through a horrible breakup, remembered how much bands & music helps me.. remembers this song, comes to listen to it immediately, burning eyes and tears... thank you so muh pierce the veil. you guys have always been such a huge help in my life, if only I could tell you guys how much you've helped/mean to me.. makes me think theres hope for me.
You've held on til may and now you're going to keep holding on.
I'm here for anyone who needs it
my friend has darling you'll be alright tattooed on her arm, the band has helped a lot of people
I do too in my mom's handwriting!!
Im getting it by my angel wings on my wrist its for my sexual assult
I'm dying listening to this ...hope you all love yourselves now ....
I'm ,,50 .... And all of youth no matter what time or era we all hurt....please don't hurt no more xxx
Well they fucked up the lyrics
I wanna get that done too i cry everytime at that part
I'm 9 months clean no more cutting myself
Ecolopse Master that's amazing!!!! I'm so proud of you!! keep it up my friend!!😘❤❤
katy music lover
thanks you 😘
I'm not as clean as you but good job. I'm only three weeks clean.
fandom amv I’m like.... 9 days
I'm so proud of you
I promised my best friend I would try not to cut and I was clean for a little over a month but I'm cutting now. I was looking for earphones and then I just thought "you don't need those. what you need is a razor."
My best friend stopped me from cutting yesterday (but I didn't tell him; I didn't want to bother him) but today I started thinking about how I didn't deserve him and now I've screwed up.
But I'm so proud of everyone who made it till May, or even just today. If anyone ever needs to talk I'm always here.
why did you need to mention that? that's dangerous anyway. but don't cut yourself don't be like that. cuz your better then that
:'0
Jailene Torres I don't even remember writing this. But I was probably trying to get it out and this was an outlet. Anyway, I've been a self harmed for two years. I can't just not hurt myself. It's an addiction.
I know how you feel. But you need to listen to me... it’s NOT healthy... I did it for a very long time and it was extremely hard for me to stop but if I can then you can to ok? I believe in you. I love you and you are not alone. Be strong!!!❤️❤️❤️
@@evelyngrace9404 thank you!!! Xx
this song helps me through really bad anxiety&panic attacks along with some suicidal tendencies it really has saved my life when I was/am in a bad place especially with my anxiety and panic attacks
My problem started in the begining of the 6th grade. It was all due to my "friends" and my dad blah, blah. Anyways, one day I had enough and bursted in tears in front of my mom and told her what I had felt inside and then once I did I felt so much better. I swear I never used to listen to my school telling students "Talk to someone" and now I feel like I'm unstopable, but sometimes I cry now and then, that's only for other reasons. Just thinking about that time in my life makes my eyes ball and rn I'm just trying to tell you people who are still depressed, even if you feel uncomfortable, or you think there's no one out there to help you, go to a guidence counsler, and if your not in school, go to a therapst. They will understand your problem and I bet you they'd do anything to spark a little light in your soul. It helps, I hope you try this.
because just try anything. Im 2 years clean, and my mom was really rough on me I felt like I wasn't loved by my parents. Then that happend and, she still doesn't talk to my frequently but she checks up on me because ik NO PARENT WANTS THEIR KID SUFFERING.
What a nice message :) well done
LovaticDirectioner I'm so glad you're able to talk to your parents about your struggles and pains! This is such a good thing, and I envy you deeply. Stay strong, darling!
Daisy Wolfe try contacting anybody, you need to let it out
LovaticDirectioner How are you two whole years clean??? I could never do that
I'm not even suicidal and I'm crying at this song.....?
Tomorrow's May. Two more hours and we'll all have held on till May. I am so proud of every single one of you.
I've been battling depression for a few years. I tried opening up to my gf at the time about it and self harm and she freaked. It's funny because she was part of the reason why I was depressed. A year or so later I opened up to another gf and her words were "you just want attention." I've had friends who I had lost to depression. I know the pain of losing people to suicide all too well and that's the reason why I haven't just ended it. I don't want my family and friends going through the pain I did. I'd rather hurt than to have my loved ones hurt. And when I'm finally a dad, if my child is battling depression, I will do everything in my power to make sure they're okay. I will be there to support them and tell them everything will be okay. They will see better days. I will be there holding them all night if they're crying or just need someone to be there. We held on, and we will keep holding on. Stay strong guys, things do get better.
Keep fighting. I've been battling depression for a while. And know a few people who do. One person I told told my parents and they said it was stupid and stuck me in therapy. Hold on.
+L Tilley I feel on that one. I've lost people who I thought I could trust. People told me it was an attitude problem. Others just didn't care. I felt like I had no one. Until I found people who have been there and know what it's like. We keep each other going. I stay strong for them
+Seth Reed I know one person who has been were I am and more. I know another who hasn't done it but is depressed. If I didn't have them...
+L Tilley the way I look at it, my friends helped me out a lot. Without them, I probably wouldn't be alive. But I'm the one with the choice. I can choose to stay strong or I can choose to give up. Here I am right? It's the same for you too. You're here not only because of the people that helped you but also because you're staying strong. I know you'll continue to stay strong.
+Seth Reed thank u. I needed that :)
sometimes I come to this song when I’m sad and when Vic says “darling, you’ll be okay” I suddenly feel better. I have been sad for the past month and I come to this song everyday.
And I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression yesterday. I've known this for a long time. But it was never official. So...
Yeah.
This song helps a lot.
Funny.
My first time hearing this song was May 1st...
T Kei SSSAMMMMEEEEEEEEE
That's my birthday ;)
Me too
No wait it was May 3rd
AJ Mahani happy late birthday ;3 mine was on the 26th of May
When I was on their concert, Vic said ''This song is to everyone in the crowd who says that music saved their life'', before this song :3.
I'm crying so much :‘( this song is amazing and i would be dead if it weren't for this song. I love you so much pierce the veil for helping me get through depression, cutting, anorexia, anxiety and saving my life
i’m 8 months clean since yesterday… i held on till may
here’s to another may
congrats, hope to see you make it through another may😊
I can't stop crying
+Elizabeth Johnson This pain won't last forever. You've probably gone through so much, but you always survive it in the end just by waking up everyday to a brand new day
+xoaimayfizzle Thank you
no problem :)
It's okay love were here for you always
You guys are both so sweet
Heard this live for the first time recently and it's just hit different ever since
I'm 51,I learned in my early 20's to appreciate all music,not like it appreciate it,I've never been into what ppl call my generation music,huge a7x fan,been listening to ptv since they started, came a long ass way their music today Dec,2020 keeps me from ending it all!!I hate what kids have to go thru these days!!
Now,I'm a suicide grown up,oh,my family tells me to grow up,I'm still telling PpL,kids & adults it ain't the answer,but shit,I wish I knew what the answer was,to me it's just Paradise Lost!!
We all wish we knew the answers its in our humanity but it’s nice your telling ppl not to do it you’ve came a long way too congrats 😎
COVID-19 vaccine: "Hold on till may"
COVID-19 vaccine now: "Hold on till December"
@@nickolejackson7780 hold on till 2021
The vaccine, 6 months later: *SIKE*
"Hold on till next may"
@@shotz_z hold on till may 2022
Hey everyone, I created this lyric video almost 4 years ago, wow! I've decided to make RUclips videos of myself now on my channel like I used to before this lyric video was made. I'd greatly appreciate it if you check out my other content on my channel :) and leave some suggestions if you like what you see! Thank you so much for viewing this video and commenting such supportive things to each other, I look at every single one since I'm notified every time a new comment appears!
+Super Mushroom Sky No problem :)
I wish I could like this unlimited times. Great job.
+Mr Wuffles thank you so much haha I wish I had a Mac at the time so it would be better quality lol
+Aimee I can't wait till you get 5,000 subs!
+James InReverse I can't wait either!! I'm so close :)
Darling, you'll be okay.
my favorite line
+Chloe Bandy I was listening to this song after me and my bf got into a fight and once I heard those words I just lost it. I love it so much.
+LydiaPig my favorite line to
DoseofDrama 3:03 I THOUGHT she was going to scream DIIIIEEEE
I have a PTV shirt with those lyrics on it. It’s literally my favorite shirt
I came across this song about two years ago, I guess. I liked it, never really listened to it that often. But, then, my girlfriend, at the time, called it our song. I loved it. I listened to it on repeat because it made me think of her. A year and a half later, I still can't listen to it without crying. She couldn't hold on till May.
Keep holding on to every May ♡
i cant 😭😭
You can Karla. Stay alive babes! The Street Youth is here for you
i am going to try take you
Nattyproxen I'm trying....
Cierra Murphy and I know you can keep going even when it gets tough
One month clean, I'm so happy to have found Pierce the Veil and this amazing song reminds me of all the lucky little things I have in life, like my boyfriend. TO EVERYONE WHO READS THIS!
You are beautiful/handsome, shoot, even both if you want, you are worth being in this world. You deserve someone, a friend, a family member, a pet, and/or a significant other. Stay strong and never give up on your dreams, no matter who tells you to give up. Believe in yourself and remember, HOLD ON TILL MAY!! THEN THE MAY AFTER THAT! LIVE YOUR LIFE AS WHO YOU WANT TO BE! DON'T LIVE IN THE SHADOWS!! JUST BE YOURSELF!!
Screw the beiber fever. We have the Fluentes flu!
fluentes flu seems a tad redundant
Yes, with your pun pattern, it would've been Feiber Fever.
Do the side effects include not being able to properly spell Fuentes?
Lol sorry. I didn't notice I spelled Fuentes wrong. I ment Fuentes Flu Giovanni Cambana Brett Lewis Allie Ernst
Skizzle7588 I like it either way.
I'm currently holding on till may.
I'm 15 and next may are my finals, which means I can finally leave my school. I can finally block all my old "friends". I hate calling them that, these ppl hurt me sm and I'd rather be alone than around them. They r a reason why I strugle with alcohol problems.
I'm trying my best not to become suicidal or relapse till may, till I'm finally free
I hope you made it til May. May is a month away. I did the same thing and put all of my friends in a group chat at 14 and said that I didn’t want anything to do with them anymore because they didn’t make me feel like I was worth some thing. Any time I was with them in school I felt like I was the odd one out. I just simply couldn’t deal with it anymore and I made some new friends and I couldn’t be happier. I have since graduated (five years) and I’m doing pretty good. No one in high school ever will be what is IRL. It’s a fake thing that everybody puts on until they realize later on what life really is like. Is people are making fun of you for being who you are then fuck them. You are you. No matter what. If you are able to be your self and be the most authentic you can be then there is no reason why you should be excepting these peoples opinions as fact. You are your only truth. You will realize later on in life (after grad) that none of this matters. You were always really free, but you just didn’t realize it.
Right now the title "Hold on till May" gives us all a different perspective. Everyone be strong and keep healthy! We can and we will survive this tragic outbreak.
Hold on til May and Bulls in the Brnx are both about a girl named Olivia Penpraze. After Olivia killed herself her friends messaged Pierce the Veil (because Olivia loved them) that had a link to her suicide video/note. Within it it had written that she attempted to kill herself several times on May 1st.
1 million branches and she loved everyone= a girl hung herself from a tree but loved everyone,
I heard the train shake the window, you screamed over the sound= a guy got killed by the train she was on and she screamed
10 years= the guy died ten years before the girl hung herself because that image haunted her head,
this love was out of control, tell me where did it go=they both died
plus all the bits about being so high up in the sky...which in reality relates to that girl hiding in the trees but for the purpose of the interpretation...heaven
I am sorry if this is a depressing interpretation I apologise for ay sadness it may have given you reading but it is beautifully haunting.
The guy who was my first kiss dumped me after we kissed. I was home alone for the next day and I sat on the living room floor and instead of cutting or crying I just belted out the lyrics, then started balling like crazy. Everytime I feel like I can;t take it all anymore I listen to this and it makes me feel better.
thats harsh... but not worth your life at all, think more highly of yourself, there are people dying around the world without an option, you do, so for those people atleast value your life more.
Misael V. Thank you, that actually made me feel a lot better
Layla Meisegeier i always use that whenever am having a tough day, just remind yourself that somewhere around the world someone is probably going through worse indeed :p even as we speak someones probably suffering a lot
My ex boyfriend broke up with me, I really don't know why, when he said he would never leave me... I'm over it now but it took me a while
i do that too except my bf cheated on me with my "best" friend , and instead of singing this song i sing "I'll love you more than you will ever know" by NevershoutNever :/ i hate meh life \(>.
_Been a year since I heard this song (OUT OF MY PHASE!) and now that I am hearing it I feel like crying,. XD_
haha same
fємαlє кαиєкι samee
ṃċ м ëšėñgęя it's not a phase it's who I am god
fuckin same !
I've been listing to this song since 2012-2013..... this song definitely helped me....
I'm glad that I'm still holding on (,: I always look forward to May 💕
I grew up with this song, now I've come to revisit when my life has flipped completely around, living in a pandemic, isolated. But god this song gives me so much fucking hope I can't express it fully. I know everyone and everything will be okay in the end
This song is so nostalgic for me, i also grew up with this song and when i first listened to it life was different in many ways.. now when I listen to it and think about life i realize for a moment how much things have changed over the years.. life goes by fast
@@matthealy6155 Man it really does. Hope life's going good for you! changes can be good, bad. But hey, we always got pierce the veil i guess
@@hanniemarie life is good, i hope its good for you as well! I think pierce the veil will always have its place in our hearts permanently
May is one hour away. have you guys held on till May?
I have survived eighteen Mays.
I just heard this song for the first time today. Lol from my daughter who is 17 n attended their concert yesterday ❤. Love this song
your daughter and i are the same age!! i also just saw them a few weeks ago. great song
I finally found someone to hold on for. I met him a few days ago, and we are dating now. He's such a cutie. He knows about my depression and self harm issues, but he still accepts me for who I am. He's more chavvy, and I'm more scene/emo/goth but he stick accepts me for what I like and how I dress. He accepts me and and loves me for who I am ^-^ a few weeks ago I said no one will ever love me. I said I would be alone forever. That I was ugly, that I wasn't worth it. But my friends told me to hold on alittle longer, someone out there will make you feel worth it one day. And now I have found him.
So I wanna be that friend for you guys. He will be there for you one day x
I'm so happy for you I hope I find someone too
well, i had until he cheated on me. it turned out i was a joke to begin with. but its a new beginning i guess x
Airoshi Kitty damn that sucks what an asshole
drown yourself in music
Thats what i have been ding, it gets me through x
Airoshi Kitty tell me if you need to talk to someone :)
I was 12 depressed suicidal and broken to my core the first time I heard this song.
Im 24 and rocking and singing this to my 6 month old daughter who we discovered in may 2023.
Im glad I waited until may ....
Have hope young ones it does get better... Much much better ... You just have to be here to see it ❤️
I always cry listening to this song. Thats why I love Pierce The Veil. They're music has a lot of meaning and can bring out that soft side that many people dont like to show.
I can't stop crying this is so hard, i miss him so much
you'll be fine. if I were you I'd fall in love with things that are always around so you don't pay attention to the situation. work on yourself and for whatever the reason you guys didn't work, you will with the right one and you'll know when. now this may be hard for some people but try and fall in love with art so you can fall in love with yourself. this is just a pump in the road, kinda like a test, if you pass this test you'll move onto the next one, but don't worry as soon as you pass this one you'll be stronger and able to take on the next.
***** thank you so much
Andrea Arteaga hang in there you’ll be okay just stay strong
Love this song the part where it says if I were you I would put that away gets me all the time I love ptv so much
I cant believe i made it til 22 years old. The 13 year old me thought i would only live til 16. I held this song close to my ears and heart at night whenever i was crying or harming.. you know. God this song gives me so much confidence now that “i finally made it”
Been clean for a year and so now 🤍
I am so proud of you ❤️ you give me hope
In a day shy of a month, I will be getting the lyric that saved my life over and over again tattooed onto my thigh to celebrate the eighteenth birthday I didn't ever think I would make it to. Here's to holding on 'till May every year since 2013, and every year since no matter how bad things have gotten.
May 2019 is here and i just want to congratulate you because you held on and you will continue to hold on for many Mays after this. Stay strong!
My friend killed themselves when I told them to just on hold until may. On my 1st they commited suicide and in the note it said 'I held on for you...' Now im obsessed with this song. .R.I.P.
highly doubt anyone will see this but i’m 13 and was cutting since i was 9, couldn’t get clean for over 2 months that entire 4 year period. last year in may i decided to really try to get clean this time. i didn’t even notice the correlation with this song and that i got clean in may (cause well, the songs literally hold on until may) until about 8 months ago and i can’t explain how many times this songs helped me. enough to the point i’m one month away from a year now, which i’ve never done. guess i just gotta hold on until may 🤷♀️