I knew from the moment I read the title I didn’t want to watch it but that I needed to hear it hahahaha thank you! Endurance feels like I am actually dying lately. I’m conflicted with myself. I have a whole heart and doubt within myself to endure through. I love Him because He loves me and He gave me that. I know we have all been hurt. Do you believe some people are more sensitive than others? I don’t understand why every time I make huge steps with Him I fall so hard almost off to eternity. I’m trying to not make an excuse but man I feel beat up to the point of dust sometimes. I believe He is rewriting my story. I’m scared. I want to please Him and I want to please my desire to give up. I dislike that I have these depressions and weakness’s. I need to do so many things but I am frozen. I just keep breathing. I fear I will end up on the streets or something later in life because I can’t get my act together and gain more pain. I’m 23. I want to quit but I’m not. I’m lazy. And then I’m hopeful and determined and fail and lose hope in myself, or perhaps Him in me. I am on antidepressants now. I want to be different than my flesh. I am needy this season. In need for too much and lack motivation too fast. I love Him more than anything I have ever loved. But I keep getting in the way of myself. The past, the pain, the fear, the future. I deleted Instagram to stop comparing. I fear my passions are sinking like Peter. I praying He just picks me up. I felt better yesterday and today. I just am being critical of myself all the time. I am a perfectionist who is failing big time. He uses everything for good. I hope this rambling made at least someone feel not alone in their walk lol. Gods grace is a hard concept for this generation which is why endurance is wavering perhaps. Just an estimated guess. God loves you. Okay peace.
Wow thank you for sharing. You’d be surprised how many people struggle with the same exact things. He’s faithful, continue serving sis, he can change you from within. Give it to him! And give him room to change you, & renew the spirit of your mind. “As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he.” Love you🤎
Sometimes you watch something you didn’t know you needed to hear and that’s me this afternoon. Thank you for this snippet, it really convicted me. God bless
Omg 😮.....you completely read my mail...as I’ve been crying out to God for help...this....thank you...(**goes to set alarm to wake up at 6 no 5 am to get life together and be with Him...*}
This is a lecture at a Bible Institute for students who are going to go into Worship ministry. Self-dicipline is very integral part of being in ministry. Christ was Disciplined. Paul taught on Discipline. I can not understand how you see this as a motivational speech when I took away important Biblical principles from it. I think what you mean is you don't like her style of teaching. Good day and God bless.
I knew from the moment I read the title I didn’t want to watch it but that I needed to hear it hahahaha thank you! Endurance feels like I am actually dying lately. I’m conflicted with myself. I have a whole heart and doubt within myself to endure through. I love Him because He loves me and He gave me that. I know we have all been hurt. Do you believe some people are more sensitive than others? I don’t understand why every time I make huge steps with Him I fall so hard almost off to eternity. I’m trying to not make an excuse but man I feel beat up to the point of dust sometimes. I believe He is rewriting my story. I’m scared. I want to please Him and I want to please my desire to give up. I dislike that I have these depressions and weakness’s. I need to do so many things but I am frozen. I just keep breathing. I fear I will end up on the streets or something later in life because I can’t get my act together and gain more pain. I’m 23. I want to quit but I’m not. I’m lazy. And then I’m hopeful and determined and fail and lose hope in myself, or perhaps Him in me. I am on antidepressants now. I want to be different than my flesh. I am needy this season. In need for too much and lack motivation too fast. I love Him more than anything I have ever loved. But I keep getting in the way of myself. The past, the pain, the fear, the future. I deleted Instagram to stop comparing. I fear my passions are sinking like Peter. I praying He just picks me up. I felt better yesterday and today. I just am being critical of myself all the time. I am a perfectionist who is failing big time. He uses everything for good. I hope this rambling made at least someone feel not alone in their walk lol. Gods grace is a hard concept for this generation which is why endurance is wavering perhaps. Just an estimated guess. God loves you. Okay peace.
Kim Engley samee!!😂 thankyou for being real abt your struggles cause i’ve been through the same thing too🥺
Kim Engley 🤗🤗🤗🤗thank God for Jesus. He paid/did it al on the cross 😅 it truly is hard to accept grace😩
Um yes!! Same over here!!!! We will overcome!!
Wow thank you for sharing. You’d be surprised how many people struggle with the same exact things. He’s faithful, continue serving sis, he can change you from within. Give it to him! And give him room to change you, & renew the spirit of your mind. “As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he.” Love you🤎
i had the same immediate reaction....lol
Sometimes you watch something you didn’t know you needed to hear and that’s me this afternoon. Thank you for this snippet, it really convicted me. God bless
Wow!!!!! Preach it Havilah!
Man she’s always spitting straight truth it’s great
I needed to be bopped on the head with this..thank you!✨💯🗝
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This is one that I periodically re-listen to. Such a powerful 12 minutes! 😬🔥
This is so powerful!🔥🔥🔥
Omg 😮.....you completely read my mail...as I’ve been crying out to God for help...this....thank you...(**goes to set alarm to wake up at 6 no 5 am to get life together and be with Him...*}
Christian trust fund baby. Ugh. Hits home. Thanks for this teaching. Discipline is not a sexy topic but so true and so necessary.
Wonderful sermon.👏👏👏
So powerful!! 🔥
Good Word ❤️
Pleeeease upload the full sermon. Please , please, please!
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This is a timely message for this generation.
Thank you😌
graças a Deus eu vivi para ouvir isso! Thank you so much Havilah!!!!!
This is great thank you
This is so good!! I very much appreciated it. Thank you.
I love momentum
she actually really actually loves using the word actually
ouvindo on repeat fazem tipo 10 minutos
Insight!
This is not preaching the Gospel this is a motivational speech!
This is a lecture at a Bible Institute for students who are going to go into Worship ministry. Self-dicipline is very integral part of being in ministry. Christ was Disciplined. Paul taught on Discipline. I can not understand how you see this as a motivational speech when I took away important Biblical principles from it. I think what you mean is you don't like her style of teaching. Good day and God bless.
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Ohh you’re in my business
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Folks this isnt even close to a christian teaching and if you think it is, you need to get saved,or start reading the bible for yourself .
kris ward she’s talking about self control. Which is a fruit of the spirit. Maybe you should reward your Bible!!! 😂
@@katiedecker-mullen6536 do you know what the townfolk call bethel church ? they call hogwarts.
@@krisward7720 Lol still speak tounges still, still perform miracle, still pray and read the bible everyday they praise god.