Thank you for watching the video! So many people did not know that there is in fact, a sequel to this which is right here: ruclips.net/video/0mUpnc94jnk/видео.html O wO/ Sorry that I didn't post this comment months ago, orz.
@@nnaa6934 this is not a mood.....Not every one feels this way if you have depression its just part of everyday life trying to convince yourself even when you know where your heading.
Katsuki Bakugo It’s your fault telling him to jump! I don’t even know what to feel.. please regret this event and reflect to the times you’ve done. (Please don’t think this seriously, but I’m truly hurt,:( )
Probably because this one is about an anime character that we thought was so cheerful but is still incredibly hurt, it just pains me to see when almost everyone just ignores the fact that he was bullied all his life and just close eyes on it because he still seems happy and it looks like it didn’t damage him too much..
That’s a saying ( me, myself, and I ) but ya the story is that M/C is letting go of past depression and sadness by letting them jump of the forget them and let the past die out, but in the end she just pushed her feelings away and never got rid of them hence in original story being saved be the girl in the cardigan. She just never got rid of her current problem so when everyone else jumped she got help and saved her from her sadness of that specific memory. Did I have to write this.... idk
Did you ever think that (in the original): The girl with braids had nice tidy hair (she had her life together) even if she had (lost something) The short, small, petite girl was still well fed The girl in the yellow cardigan still had some light in her life (taken from the fact that yellow is a bright color) Before (mc) was about to jump, she took off her cardigan (she no longer had any warmth or light), she undid her braids (her life fell apart), and the short, small (most likely malnourished (especially since she was being abused)) her
For those who don’t get it, Deku is talking to himself giving himself reasons every day not to commit suicide. Unfortunately, he ran out of reasons so he jumped off at the end. The reason his reflections disappear is because they resemble as suicidal thoughts... i think. (Btw, My R means My reflection so yeah...)
this means so much more when you realize Bakugou told Midoriya to "take a swan dive off a building and pray that in your next life you get a quirk" in season 1 this is the "what if" Edit: wtf i never came back to this afterwards and appARENTLY 4.2k people liked this? My angsty self from 2 years ago thanks yall
We all know Ka-cchan always bully Deku, But never ever EVER forget that Deku will never do such a thing! How about his Mom?! He loved his mom couse shes the only person who loves him so people if u ask Deku if he will really jump in the real anime, he will say *maybe*...just kiddin but *maybe no*
He wanted someone to stop him. That's why he came up with all of these scenarios in his head of him stopping others from jumping. Because, really, he wanted _someone to do the same for him._ He was stalling. Waiting for someone to come save him. But since no one showed up, he jumped. Saddest song and video ever. Really, out of all of the BNHA related _Watashi no R_ videos out there, this one was the best. Everything was just really beautifully done. Kudos to you, my friend.
"Just pray you'll be born with a stronger quirk in your next life, and take a swan dive off the roof of the building." Imagine afterwards, someone tells Bakugo his childhood friend jumped off the building and realizing it was his fault.
"No one's here to stop me today." Midoriya thought as tears flowed from his eyes, he took in the scenery in front of him, just as beautiful as it was, it was the last time he'll feel the breeze, see the sunset and the last time he'll breathe. 'Its also the last time i'll feel pain' He thought to himself, he tore his eyes away from the scenery and looked back at the door, most likely hoping that someone would just try and stop him from doing what he was about to do. A few minutes passed by as he waited, but alas, the door remained shut, he bitterly laughed at how pathetic he was being for hoping that someone would wonder about him. He knew that he didn't belong in this world where quirks are everything and how you get treated based on your quirk, he didn't have one...that's what makes it more painful, he wanted to become like All Might, giving people hope and always smiling but yet now, he can't, he doesn't even have hope himself and he can't even smile anymore. More tears escaped from him, he tried to muffle the sounds of his despair, he cried out loud, questioning why he was even born if he didn't even make a difference in this world, with or without him, its not like the world would notice him. "I--I just...want to be a hero." He whispered in a shaky tone, his knees buckling as it made contact with the floor. It hurts but he can't even feel it compared to the pain that was in him mentally. This was his only wish so he wanted to say it out loud, perhaps God would hear his wishes and bestow him a quirk at the very last second, he was clinging unto that little light. "Why can't i be a hero?!" He shouted at the sky. His countless encounters in fights, the insults thrown at him, the constant reminders that he was indeed useless, the display of their quirks right in front of him. They don't understand his pain at all, they don't know how much it hurts to live going through that endless cycle every single day. "...I...don't want this.." "i...don't wanna die.." "Someone stop me." He can only whisper these to himself since no one would hear him even if he screamed, no one ever hears him, now, no one will ever hear from him again. He got up and slowly walked closer to the edge, his memories suddenly being replayed as one person kept repeating in his head...Bakugou. What Bakugou said to him kept repeating, those painful words that was too much for him considering that he was once his friend. "Shitty Nerd, don't you dare dream of going to UA." "Useless shit, die!" "Shut up Deku! You're too annoying." 'Haa...I wonder what would he say if he finds out im dead? I bet he'll laugh that i'm such a pathetic loser.' Midoriya wondered to himself, his heart ached at the thought of it but he brushed it off away. 'It doesn't really matter now.' He swung his leg over the railings and looked down, he was usually afraid of heights but now, it didn't look scary to him, maybe because he's intending to actually fall. But just as he prepared to swing his other leg over the railings, he heard the door burst open. He turned his head at who was it, his eyes widened since out of all people, he didn't expect him to be here. "Deku, what the fuck are you doing?" Bakugou asked angrily, his hands were in flames as he stared hard at the young man on the edge. Midoriya, shocked, didn't know what to reply, he didn't hope that he would see him here, at his last moment on earth. Fate really is cruel to him, Fate sent the most unreliable person over to him when he's trying to commit suicide. "What does it look like to you?" "You're testing out how to fucking fly, obviously, you're trying to die." Midoriya didn't want this right now, he didn't want to hear his remarks to remind him how damn pathetic he was for actually doing this but he's had enough, it didn't even look like Bakugou is trying to save him, its more like he's trying to push him to let go of the railings even more. He was confused as to how Bakugou even found him the first place since he knew this place was deserted, it was an abandoned school, it was their childhood school. It was perfect for him since it was completely rundown so why would he be here in the first place? He questioned. "Why are you even here Kacchan?" "Mind your own business." "Then get out of here so i can do just that!" Midoriya shouted at him, Bakugou clearly didn't expect that since this was the very first time that Midoriya shouted at him since he usually cowers or follow him at whatever he was doing. "Hurry up, or did you want to film me dying?" Bakugou remained silent for a moment, it had struck a chord in him, he clenched his teeth and threw a fireball at Deku, just barely missing him. "Didn't you want to be a hero?! How can you be one when you're gonna die?!" "I *wanted* to but you took away my hope for that." His voice cracked, he was having a very hard time holding his tears back, his vision was blurry because of the unshed tears, he didn't want to let Bakugou see him being more pathetic than he already was. "Deku, you fucking nerd, you better follow me and step away from the damn edge or i'll push you off myself!" "I'm tired of following you Kacchan." He told him and gave a forced smile "thank you for being my first friend, please don't treat someone else the same way you treated me." "You don't get to decide when you're gonna die! I'm gonna destroy you in UA!" Bakugou's tone changed, although his wording was still harsh, the tone of his voice was unnatural for someone like him. It was as if he was actually nervous but of course, Midoriya didn't notice this since he was too busy trying to keep himself together. "Kacchan...goodluck." "You sh-shitty nerd! You don't get to say that! Come here and say it to me!" "Deku...i'm..." *sorry* 'I can't say that, i have no right to.' THE END Ps: i cried while writing this wthhhh Edited: this is shameless plugging but can y'all check out my youtube video :> thanksiess
@@mymagicalworld9368 yea but if someone is as depressed as midoriya is in this, it would only take one person to say it for him to actually do it. Even if they didn't actually mean it
This is so sad even if it never happened in the story... also made me think that, if Izuku would had done this, I'd wish that Bakugo gets to see it so he realises everything he said and did to Izuku was so terrible...
Its amazing to think that if Izuku actually did kill himself certain people would be dead or still broken. Todoroki still would’ve not wanted to use his left side, due to Midoriya not being at the sports festival. He would still be quiet to himself and not talk to others. Tenya would’ve died from killer stain because Midoriya wasn’t there to reveal the location or even help him. Bakugo might’ve not been saved by the league of villains because Todoroki wouldn’t have wanted to get involved and Tenya would’ve been dead. All Might could’ve died as well if Midoriya wasn’t there to save Bakugo with Todoroki and Tenya. Kota still would’ve hated quirks and be dead because of the villain that tried to kill him. Theres more that could be added on, but in the end, Midoriya helped out a lot and if he really did listen to Bakugo on that day a lot of people would’ve still been depressed, dead, or still filled with hate. It’s amazing what one person can do to somebody’s life.
Actually, if you think about it, Baku would've died by the Sludge Villain...Izu being there, and jumping into action, is what spurred Toshi to act as well...w/out Izu there, Baku would have been killed...Toshi never would've jumped in to help, and he would've died that day...Ocha would've either been crushed/seriously injured during the entrance exam b/c Izu wouldn't have smashed the robot...and Eri wouldn't have been saved...Kai would've taken her/killed her...Izu saved her, defeating Kai is what nearly got him killed but he saved her..that and I think Toshi would have been almost killed during the USJ attack b/c those extra few seconds when Izu jumped in is what prevented the villains from seeing his weak form...w/out Izu, Toshi actually would have probably died in the first season...there is a lot Izu does, so many people he saved, and you only really realize it if you think about him being gone...
Kacchan, you’re so cool! Kacchan, I hope I’ll be like you when I get *my* powers! Kacchan, are you ok? Kacchan, what is it that I feel for you right now? Kacchan, why can’t I tell you how I feel? Kacchan, why do you hate me? Kacchan, goodbye.
In Japan, when people would commit suicide, they would remove their shoes before doing so, just like when they would enter a home. It's like a sign of respect, but in this case, entering the afterlife. For the whole video, I was on the verge of tears, but THEN at the end, I bawled my eyes out because HE TOOK OFF HIS SHOES, DAMN IT. He wasn't able to convince himself that he's worth living for. (I'm still crying as I write down this comment.)
It's even more tragic considering that the main cause of all his strife is when he was confirmed "quirkless" by an examination of his feet. Symbolically, that adds a whole other layer of heartbreak.
I wanna see Kacchan worry about Deku at least ONCE! I love Todoroki and Deku BUT please I wanna see Horikoshi draw a scene where Kacchan worries about Deku
this might not be something major but when kacchan was getting kidnapped by the villains and deku tried to reach for him, he said: “stay back deku,” idk if that counts but i had to replay that scene like 5 times just because i couldn’t believe it
Shit I'd fucking settle for an actual apology from Bakugou. He traumatized Izuku for the better part of a decade then told him to kill himself. He's completely toxic
zozo .m35 ....in the Japanese sub of episodes 1 and 2 deku shows signs of suicide... when bokugo threw his book out the window and said jump off a building... deku said “ what if I really jumped.....” this shows how he thought about it another sign is when he was running towards the sludge monster and the heroes yelled “he’s going to die in vain! Is he suicidal!” well he actually wanted to die in that fight... he’s never been able to bring himself to suicide hut HA he was suicidal.
I never told my parents about me being so suicidal that I tried to take my life several times. I was good at excuses and so much was happening in our life that no one noticed. When the counselor noticed they called my parents in and that was the first time I saw my dad cry, his chin just shook and his entire body trembled. He simply grabbed my hand and cried silently listening to the doctor explain what needed to be done. When we stepped out my parents sandwiched me between them with me just repeatedly saying I’m sorry. I was so ashamed. I hated this, I knew thing were going to change. But my parents simply said this changes nothing. We love you more than anything. It’s not your fault. I think that was what I’d been needing to hear. Because after that I’d never stopped being ashamed but I stopped feeling guilty, that I’d failed them. I helped others but got stuck myself and that felt like I’d let them down. I felt like a failure. I had so much but I took it for granted and thought my life sucked enough that I wanted out. I learned that even if talking doesn’t help, the simple company of the dearest goes a long way for a smile
Why were you deppresed in the first place 😅 Sorry i sound like a cold hearted " pay no attention" little kid. i just dont trust people who say they were or are suicidal just because i think they wouldnt be saying it on a youtube video. And because someone in my life is 99.999.99% suicidal ( obv because they have tried to kill them selves before EVEN WHEN I WAS IN THE OTHER ROOM RIGHT NEXT TO THEIRS!) and idk how to talk to them i just dont want to beleave so many people experience it 😅 If wondering - yes they got help from tge school tharapist lady person 🤣
Star Grin I..I’m sorry, that’s pretty insensitive.. Even if it’s on a RUclips video, their pouring they’re pouring their heart out in a last attempt and you second doubt their feelings? Who are you to say that they don’t have depression? That their feelings aren’t validated? Sorry, it’s just really rude and you probably don’t understand the gravity of the situation. Their life’s meaning is being second guessed by themselves, what more if strangers think that their problems aren’t important? I hope you have a nice day.
Aww geez. That's absolutely terrible. You shouldn't be ashamed though, just get help and it'll be alright. The first time I saw my father cry, it was a similar situation. It was a stressful day for the both of us, and we had yelled at each other a few hours before. It wasn't after we were alone together where he just broke down crying. About how everything was so hard. About how he didn't want to live anymore, but if he died we would all die as well bc the family is financially dependent on him. I cried too, as he was in the middle of his vent. From my perspective, seeing a grown man-- my father-- cry, it was shameful. I felt sad for him. But he has nothing to be ashamed for. He still hasn't gotten mental help but trust me, if it's available please reach out for help.
Short boy with glasses and yellow cardigan..... My God! How could I have been so stupid? Why would he find 3 boys identical to him? Deku was trying to stop himself. I'm fucking sad :'c
His first self: heart broken, but had a family and wasnt isolated His second self: heart broken, got isolated, but had a family His third self: heart broken, isolated and abuse by his family
Slightly ;-; (Still hoping for the day they become good friends lol) Maybe it was his dad though? We haven't really seen him yet in the manga or anime...
The original actually meant it like that, in the beginning "she" was bullied and her family told her to grow out her hair since she is a girl and she thought that it'll get better Then later she fell for a boy, who told her that he liked her hair, he became her reason to live and she thought that it'll get better, but her hair was cut off by a bully and her crush was stolen The parents noticed the increased bullying and started fighting, she was thinking it's her fault, I also think that the bruises were the result of self harm, not abuse She went up to the roof three times, each time looking for a reason to not jump, but at some point she didn't find a reason anymore, telling herself the lie that even she couldn't believe; It'll get better. Until she didn't believe her own lie anymore and decided to jump. In the original, someone appeared at the end tho.
This is my interpretation, personally. Every 'boy' izuku met on the rooftop are the reasons why he considered/attempted suicide in the past. Now that he's grown more jaded and suffered more, he got angry at the boys. Back when he was rejected, at least he didn't have someone stolen from him like now. Back when he was bullied at school, at least then his home life was stable and he could always find a roof to return to, unlike now. And every time he did that, the boys jumped off the roof (disappearing), representing the feelings leaving his life. But by the time he met the "yellow cardigan boy" aka the reflection of him currently, he's at a loss of words. He didn't know how to convince the boy/feelings to disappear and to leave him alone. So the boy screamed at the yellow cardigan boy/his feelings to get out his sights instead of confronting him/it, since he believes he has "no rights" to do so. So the yellow cardigan boy didn't jump (aka die/disappear), the feelings continue to linger in him, driving him to commit suicide. (In the original, it's a she and not he, and also, in the end, when the girl jumps, you can see a person grab her hand as she falls) The hands reaching out for her when she jumped might be either: 1. Her will to live that's kicked in too late. Like how most people who have jumped off a bridge felt like they didn't want to die anymore 2/3 through their fall. 2. Someone who really cares for her that she hasn't considered. (fyi, this is not my comment, i saw it on the original video and it made a lot of sense!! I just wanted to share this so more can understand the real hidden reason behind this beatiful yet sad song.) (also Watashi no R/ My R stands for either My Regret or My Reflection!)
And many months later it is revealed who grabs the girl in My R. If you haven't watched it yet it's in The Diary of Underage Observer by the same creator as My R.
If you consider both ideas about the hand reaching for the girl in the end in this context: 1- Izuku, even after jumping, doesn’t have that will to live that people experience 2/3 of the way down. That even as he’s falling he doesn’t regret his choice to jump.... and 2- Izuku didn’t have anyone who cared about him around to save him. At that point, it was only his mom. There wasn’t any teachers or students at the school who cared about him enough to see him. And that the idea of there not being a hero there to save him, which kinda plays into the idea with All Might failing him by originally telling Izuku he couldn’t be a hero without a quirk. Both ideas are really cool and play into the what if? aspect of Izuku jumping after Bakugo tells him to take a swan dive off the roof.
I just realised, the First way of convincing was at least you aren't stolen from, then in the next they are and the way of convicing was at least your home life is fine, then domestic abuse happens. we're all crying again now huh.
This whole thing is literally just Deku convincing himself NOT to jump. BUT that one day he didn’t have the voice of courage anymore:// I needed someone to at least be there for Deku and save him😭 But i get it if he didn’t cuz the whole time it was just him talking to himself.. BUT someone would have noticed from the ground or a teacher or even a student!😔
The interpretation is most likely that no one noticed him and those who did just didn't care. I feel like the anime severely underplays all of the bullying Izuku received as a result of not manifesting a quirk. From what I've gathered about society in MHA is that if you don't have a flashy or decent quirk in society's eyes, then no one cares- in fact they actually go further than that and actively antagonize/blame them for everything. Izuku, having no quirk, is seen as completely worthless to society and therefore most people would probably be secretly hoping that he did jump.
Actually that would be if All Might didn't tell him that he can be a hero. If he hadn't meet All Might, he would be dead from that Slime-monster-thing...
@Milavboo I don't think Bakugou likes Deku really. Their relationship is still far from friendship (at least in the anime) but ik for a fact Bakugou would feel broken if Izuku did die, even worse if he killed himself. Someone who he has known for most of his life and has constantly been there 'bothering' and 'annoying' him, just being gone one day. Despite what Bakugou said, he's not evil. He'd definitely feel the absence.
@Milavboo That's your opinion. I don't agree but I'll respect it since I understand your reasons. I just want you to know I'm not romanticising bullying (I actually really dislike Bakudeku). I know what he did was horrible but I was just trying to say he likely doesn't actually want to see Midoriya die.
I'm crying, because I know there are people who feel this way right now. Because I want to help them, but I know I can't because I'm not there for them right now and when they need me most. Because I know that they don't deserve that deep emotional pain that they're recieving and becaus I can't stop other from inflicting that pain on them. Because I get to live the happy life I did nothing for that they deserve and because I can't give it to them.
Then just talking is enough sometimes,wanna be friends? Cause I don't have many people to talk to Just in case your answer is yes my insta is gath_03,just to kill time is fine
How the story could continue: Izuku jumps but before he can seriously injure himself someone catches him. He doesn't recognize the person but it was a pretty tall man with a black mask on. He brings Izuku to the ground safely and Izuku asks why he safed him. The man in the black mask tells him that suicide isn't an option. Then he lists all the people that let Izuku down in the past and fuels Izuku's rage towards everyone. To Katsuki that bullied him his entire life, his mother who apologized to him for not having a quirk instead of encouraging him and all the teachers that didn't treat him like everyone else, but only to a barely noticable extend. Then the man tells Izuku that he can make his life better with people who accept him and that the man will help him get his revenge. He even tells him that he can give him any quirk he wants. Izuku Midorya always wanted a quirk and always wanted to be a hero... but no one around him believed in him. Not even his own mother who slightly, bit by bit, tried to teach him the reality instead of doing anything to help him achieve his dream. But the man with the black mask was the first person _ever_ that believed in him. He accepted the offer. One day later a 15 year old boy named Midorya Izuku went missing, he was last seen by his class mate Bakugou Katsuki when Midorya went upstairs, thinking he was just going to look for a certain teacher. A month later there was big news about very dangerous new villain with the villain name "Deku". (Sorry, I only wanted to make a short description about a possible "shortly after" sequenze but it ended in a short fan fiction. I apologize for every spelling error or grammatic error)
I get you there. I always want to write a fanfic for certain series, but i have a hard time writing up plots that flow well enough to be called a story. I'm not forcing you to do it but since you have the basic skeleton of the story, you can write it as a simple one-shot if feel up to it.
I’m so happy that I found an animatic that actually took what the writer meant in the song instead of making it different people, though music is art and art is subjective, I still enjoy it when there’s animatics that are close to the original meaning. In this case, talking yourself out of suicide until you can’t anymore and you’ve reached your limit.
Izuku midoriya: doesn't get encouraging words from family, getting bullied endlessly from someone he's known from childhood, breaks bones every time he tries to help. And yet, he still keeps a smile on his face..💖
At the end (I made this up)- Soon someone notices the dead body and has called 911. Soon word gets out that Izuku has caused suicide. Kachann hears of this and comes to soon believe that it is his fault.... Everyone is now depressed knowing that he is gone.... Save our bebe boiz people! Who is wit me.
yknow that one episode when kacchan was crying and screaming cuz he believed he ruined all might? it would be like that but everyday and even worse cuz dekus dead and he’d probably be more harsh to everyone
except that not everyone would be depressed knowing he's gone, not everybody gets the guilt of thinking that its their fault that he jumped. In some cases, They'd be glad he was dead
Ive read a fic on ao3 that has the same story like this, except its his (supposed) classmates cause theyre still mid schoolers. Today listening to this song really bring memorizes back
Lol, I shouldn't laugh at that, but I can't help but think of Katsuki's face when he here's that Izuku killed himself.. Just like: o:{ O: ○': D": deku y u do dis? Is it meh fault?
Mabey this is what happened and allmight just couldn't live with it so he created the midoryia we see in the show in his head, and the whole thing is just what he thought would have happened if he wasn't that much closer to breaking.
Ah, I've loved this song for so long and this is such a beautiful pv! Your art is absolutely beautiful and you've honestly nailed Izuku perfectly?? Considering the life he's lived, I would definitely see Midoriya as someone who had struggled with depression and/or feelings of hopelessness. But honestly he's such a strong boy and even if this pv had a dark ending it works well with the idea of 'what else could've happened if midoriya never met all might'.
Honestly Deku’s character is amazing if you think about from this perspective. As far as we have seen he had no friends in middle school and was being horribly bullied, and yet he was still incredibly optimistic. Like wow. And I think the reason no one was there to save him was because this was probably during middle school? When he had no friends. So there was no one to grab his hand. Very sad I’m crying
But the fan still focus their attention more on the other pretty boy while making a fic about Bakugou raping Deku. The fandom had a very twisted way of view towards mha character especially Deku and yeah I agree Deku character are actually amazing, too bad not many people share thiw view but understand why.
I think its a way to show that it was suicide and not murder??? I mean it could have many reasons but it reminds me more of a sign that that person was depressed and suicidal. Its also a sign of respect in japanese households but im not sure 😔
It's a cultural thing, Japanese people take of their shoes before committing suicide, why that became a cultural thing I don't know or the reasoning behind it but that's just how it is
I think the reason that this hits harder than other My R animatics is because, usually, despite the message that the girl was fighting her reasons to live from the start, it has different people and characters from whatever the media is. However, here, it's clear that each and every character is just Midoriya with different qualities, and it makes the truth all the more clear. Not to mention that in most My R animatics, someone saves the girl at the end, while here, Midoriya didn't have anyone grab him.
I was not expecting them to be all him and deku trying to stop himself... i should’ve figured by how they were all identical except the few things called out in the song!
theory? The song is about a boy (deku obviously) losing his fight with depression and committing suicide. The song makes it seem like theres multiple people he prevents from committing suicide. 1. a boy with glasses 2. a Short boy 3. a boy with yellow cardigan These are all him describing his self. The "people" he saves are actually his talking his self out of jumping. At the end he eventually gave up and took his life. Describing his self in all 3 ways, taking off his cardigan, undoing his braids and mentioning how short he is before jumping.
Wow, even though this ended up being a metaphor for someone trying to stop themselves to commit suicide before finally giving in to it, I was thinking this would end differently. At first I was thinking maybe there were actual different people there that the main character would meet on their way to the roof when they decided to jump, and saw other people who wanted to do the same but they just got there before them. A reason on why they could have look just like the main character could have been how the mc could've been projecting themselves or seeing themselves in the people who were about to jump. Seeing how simple their problems were compared to the mc, they pretty much saw no reason for these others to try and throw their life away when things could have been way worse. Even when there was someone who had the same problems as them they still didn't want to see them jump and asked them to not do it. At this point I was thinking "oh hey maybe despite how much they may want to jump maybe secretly they don't actually want to do it and and in a way they're telling themselves to stop when they said it to that other person". I thought when mc finally found no one on the roof when they showed up and finally decided to jump, I thought the ending would be a bit more lighthearted than this. I was thinking maybe mc was just a bit early, and how maybe the three guys who they talked out of jumping earlier would catch him just before he was going to jump. At this point they would be switching roles and the people that mc saved would be saving them instead. I thought they would talk them out of it and that they would show the mc that there were people who worry about them after all, and that maybe they could all become good friends and have found someone who they could share their hardships with and vise versa. Well it was a nice thought at least.
Well this is actually an abstract way of seeing thing in the video, but the 3 persons he saved where himself; at first he stopped because there were reasons to stay, when he finally jumps is because he has no reason to stay anymore, no friends, no home and because he's been stolen of something important.
Am I the only one who thinks that Todoroki would also be perfect for this? Just because of how his father basically abused him when he was little. Also, before he fought with Midoriya in the UA Sports Festival, he was practically left alone in the class. I just want to know if anyone agrees with me. (PS the video was amazing)
mm, todoroki doesn't seem suicidal. and a big part of the video is about bullying, which deku has been but todoroki hasn't. i think some parts would work but some also wouldn't
I don't think todoroki would be fit for this. I know he suffered. he was abused by his father a lot but izuku's suffering is one that went largely unnoticed by the people around him. the video and lyrics speak of the inner turmoil and pain that he's trying to suppress.
@Cookie lover *Big robot comes "Hhaahah i'm the big robot already coming" "No i have to save her" "Semaaaaaaaaash...~" "Oh no imma fall i guess this is end now" *Slaps
Bakugou: "Take a swan dive off a building and pray in your next like you get a quirk." Midoriya: **didn't take what he said seriously but still effected by it** Me: **Does the perfect swan dive** Everyone on the ground floor:
Because no one from before high school cared about him, excluding his mum. So no one was there to save him since nobody from school worried or cared about him... (T~T)
@@lee.5624 except If we all Midoriya Protector Squad went in the scene and rescue him that'll be a good ending. And then we give him the love and support he should have recieve a long time ago. Sadly we can't.. And that broke my spirit
The fact that he stopped himself every time he tried to jump but in the end, the glass cracked from overflowing pain. My heart can't take any more of this.
watashi, okujou de kutsu o nugi kaketa toki ni mitsuami no senkyaku ni- goe o kakete shimatta. nee...yame na yo kuchi o tsuite deta dake. hontou wa dou demo yokatta. saki o kosa reru no ga, nantonaku, shakudatta. mitsuami no ko wa, kataru. dokka de kiita youna koto unmei no hitodatta, doushitemo aisa retakatta fuzaken na, sonna koto kuraide watashi no saki o kosouda nante! hoshii mono ga te ni hairanai nante ubawa reta koto sura nai kuse ni! hanashitara raku ni natta tte mittsuami no ko wa, kie tetta. saa, kyou koso wa to kutsu o nugi kaketara soko ni senohikui onnanoko, mata koe o kakete shimatta. senohikui-ko wa, kataru. kurasu de no kodoku o mushi sa rete, ubawa rete, ibasho ga nai nda tte fuzaken na, sonna koto kuraide watashi no saki o kosouda nante! soredemo, ichi de wa aisa rete atatakai gohan mo aru ndesho? onaka ga suita to naite senohikui-ko wa, kie tetta. sou yatte, nan’ninka ni koe o kakete, oikakeshite watashi jishin no itami wa darenimo, ienai mama hajimete mitsuketa nda nita youna nayami no ko nani-me ka ni atta nda kiiroi kaadigan no ko ichi ni kaeru-tabi ni fue tsudzukeru aza o keshi satte shimau tame koko ni kita no to itta kuchi o tsuite deta dake hontouwa dou demo yokatta. omotte mo inai koto demo,-goe o kakete shimatta. nee, yamete yo aa,doushiyou kono-ko wa tome rarenai. watashi ni wa tomeru shikaku ga nai. soredemo, koko kara wa kiete yo. kimi o mite iruto kurushii nda. jaa kyou wa yamete oku yo tte me o fuseta mama kiete itta. kyou koso wa, daremoinai watashi hitori dake darenimo jama sa renai jama shite wa kurenai kaadigan wa nuide mitsuami o hodoite senohikui watashi wa ima kara tobimasu.
Ya know what makes even sadder. At 2:51, his voice softens. It's filled with doubt. *He's doubting saving himself. He's losing faith he can stop himself* And yes, he jumps but it's sad to hear the moment he stops caring, stops trying to save himself.
While I understand he's trying to talk himself out of jumping, the idea that a suicidal person can talk so many people out of doing it themselves but was never able to convince them self not to is a whole other kind of heart break.
I have seen several of these but didn’t understand at all, I got no tears or emotion from it. Then I found this one which did such a good job at actually animating it to make more sense and I balled my eyes out. I honestly cried for several minutes and could not stop it, it’s like it just walked up and slapped me across the face with a box of tissues and said your gunna need these with no other explanation needed. It helped a ton that it was a character I new stuff about and could relate the flash back to real emotions. This is really great and I’d share it if my friends weren’t emotionally unstable teens that would cry more than I did.
wow that second to last one really hit hard for me. as someone who’s personally been there just _being_ afraid of dying when your that desperate _to_ die after all the times you’ve tried before is the worst. its ironic because fear is the same thing that drives you to do it in the first place and its also the thing that stops you
Was I the only one who thought that when almight told him that you had to have a quirk to become a hero that he was gonna go to the side of the building and look down but then decide not to jump? Idk this just reminded me of that.
I just noticed that the first guy says he was heart broken, so Deku says you didn’t have anything stolen from you. The second guy then says everybody ignores me, everything is stolen from me. He’s complaining about the problem we heard Deku talk about earlier. Since at the end we learn that Deku was trying to convince himself not to jump, it makes sense that every time when he tries to convince himself he has another reason. He tries to compare problems that he has to the other ones and every time a new person comes, their problems are the same as his. Finally at the end, he can’t convince himself anymore. This made me cry and I love this animatic and song
I'm crying because of you!! My mom and my sister are looking at me weird and it's your fAULT!! My bby #notorture4deku P.S. The video was SO GOOD. I loved every part(exceptmaybethepartwheremybabydekujumped) but other than that everything was great!!!
2:49 killed me that treble on "don't do...it" hits right on the kokoro. Izukuuuuuuuu!!!!!!! our cinnamon roollllllllllllll why you gotta suffer so damn much.
Well. I was born on July 15th. Midoriya was born on July 15th. *hugs Midoriya* It's okay, Midoriya. I know you can be a hero. Think about the people that have supported you, and helped you get this far. Forget all the hurtful things people have said. (Ahem, I'm looking at YOU, Bakugou.) Please, Midoriya. Just know that you can become a hero. To everyone reading this comment, I just wanted to say, everyone is Midoriya at a point in their life. Struggling, but still moving forward. Never give up on your dreams. Forget all the rude remarks you've heard. Just know, you are amazing, and have the potential to do amazing things if you put your mind to it. Plus Ultra!
gahhh never really thought someone would do a pv about this song. this song made me not to do suicide and seeing you draw this is so beautiful i really appreciate this this video needs more views and likes and you also need more subs!!!!!!!!
I swear I'm addicted to every type of deku except the one from the anime- Don't kill me!! I like the anime deku, it's just I REALLY like these other types!
You know what really grinds my beans? The fact that people are saying Bakahoe is "improving and getting better".... Yet he's *never* apologized for suicide baiting Izuku.
@@markeuri he admitted to All Moght that he was a shit. But he never told Izuku that he regretted his actions and apologized. Sure actions speak louder than words, but it makes a fucking WORLD of difference when your tormentor acknowledges he's in thw wrong and would go out of his way to day to your face that he's sorry. I'll say again- he admitted to all might he was a shit, but he never did to Izuku. That pity party he threw about beinv the reason all might lost his quirk also wasn't anywhere close to anything except him feeling sorry for himself. Until I hear and apology to the kid he suicide baited, Bakugo isn't gonna be a top 10 hero in my list anytimw soon. Its just my honest opinion.
Thank you for watching the video!
So many people did not know that there is in fact, a sequel to this which is right here: ruclips.net/video/0mUpnc94jnk/видео.html O wO/
Sorry that I didn't post this comment months ago, orz.
Hahaha it's fine I like it 😊
Hey, I wanna do Turkish sub to this, is this ok?
@@KioraCianlilac yes, it's okay! Just make sure to credit everyone.
@@Lycoperdon Yeah, I will be sure, thanks!
Same
he kept on thinking
“I want to die, but please don’t let me die.”
Im crying ksjs
You can't imagine what power your sentence holds
Mood
Anna K welp you just ruined the mood
@@nnaa6934 this is not a mood.....Not every one feels this way if you have depression its just part of everyday life trying to convince yourself even when you know where your heading.
"I'm hungry" he cried
Me too
(I'm crying so hard right now)
He's hungry cuz he wanna go back to his mother and eat the food that's waiting him on the table...
This literally made me cry because of sadness and joy.
So am I.... Watching these suicide vids and singing it is making me hungry...
Ima just hide im my corner crying while eat a whole pecan pie by myself
@Katsuki Bakugo no its my pie but you can have my other pie
I just realized
"No one's here to stop me today"
He finally gave up in trying to convince himself not to jump
@Katsuki Bakugo Bro... Wtf
@Katsuki Bakugo :C
Katsuki Bakugo It’s your fault telling him to jump! I don’t even know what to feel.. please regret this event and reflect to the times you’ve done. (Please don’t think this seriously, but I’m truly hurt,:( )
LMAO IM SORRY BUT IM CRINGING AT THE REPLIES FJDKFBDBDB STOP
@@imiconic4785 T-T
I’ve watched many “My R” videos but for some reason this one just made me so emotional.
SAME
OMG SAME I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE!
Probably because this one is about an anime character that we thought was so cheerful but is still incredibly hurt, it just pains me to see when almost everyone just ignores the fact that he was bullied all his life and just close eyes on it because he still seems happy and it looks like it didn’t damage him too much..
finggle same thoughh
CUZ ITS TOO FUCKING GOOD AND I LOVE THE DEAWIGNS AND THE VOICE AND RHE SHOW SIRNGOWMFNRJWLWNRJ
HELLO YES, DEKU PROTECTION SQUAD THIS IS THE VIDEO. WE NEED OUR BEST FORCES TO PROTECT HIM AT THIS MOMENT.
*PROTECC THE CINNAMON ROLL*
GUYS, OCHAKO, TODOROKI, IIDA- WHO SHOULD WE SEND???? (Y'know, what, send them all. Everyone.)
@@gummikitsune173 todoroki NO YEA SEND EVERYONE
@@NikkiArtchives *screaming* IT'S DONE, I DON'T KNOW IF THEY'RE GONNA MAKE IT???
@@gummikitsune173 tHeY nEEd To mAkE it *MUST PROTEC SMOL DEKU*
do u notice how he says "Me, Myself, and I" which references the three selves he met.
Some dude with shit taste o shit u rite
That's only in the english translation version. The original japanese is still just saying "there is nobody here but myself".
That’s a saying ( me, myself, and I ) but ya the story is that M/C is letting go of past depression and sadness by letting them jump of the forget them and let the past die out, but in the end she just pushed her feelings away and never got rid of them hence in original story being saved be the girl in the cardigan. She just never got rid of her current problem so when everyone else jumped she got help and saved her from her sadness of that specific memory.
Did I have to write this.... idk
matty flatty fuck I was gonna say that
Did you ever think that (in the original):
The girl with braids had nice tidy hair (she had her life together) even if she had (lost something)
The short, small, petite girl was still well fed
The girl in the yellow cardigan still had some light in her life (taken from the fact that yellow is a bright color)
Before (mc) was about to jump, she took off her cardigan (she no longer had any warmth or light), she undid her braids (her life fell apart), and the short, small (most likely malnourished (especially since she was being abused)) her
"Take a swan dive off a building and pray that in your next life you get a quirk",
loOk whAt yOu'VE dOnE bAkUgoU yoU lItTle-
AHHHH
Bakugo you little f**king sh*t a** idiot!!!!
(Sorry I needed to get that out)
Oh shit-
HeatherMH The MCW OH IK that one. It’s a demise Deku au which is freaking amazing
HeatherMH The MCW WHERE CAN I FIND THIS FANFICTION YOU SPEAK OF?
For those who don’t get it, Deku is talking to himself giving himself reasons every day not to commit suicide. Unfortunately, he ran out of reasons so he jumped off at the end. The reason his reflections disappear is because they resemble as suicidal thoughts... i think. (Btw, My R means My reflection so yeah...)
oh!
i thought My R meant 'My Reason'
thanks for clearing that up
@@louiseuntivero3139 I like to think that My R means both My Reflections and My Reasons
That’s so cool! I always thought R stood for Rescuer!
Same, it reflects me too. Happy to know that I'm not alone T-T
I thought "My R" was just My R and had no actual meaning xD
this means so much more when you realize Bakugou told Midoriya to "take a swan dive off a building and pray that in your next life you get a quirk" in season 1
this is the "what if"
Edit: wtf i never came back to this afterwards and appARENTLY 4.2k people liked this? My angsty self from 2 years ago thanks yall
KurapikaISa BOY oh but imagine if that was actually true, he dies then the entire story if different
We all know Ka-cchan always bully Deku, But never ever EVER forget that Deku will never do such a thing! How about his Mom?! He loved his mom couse shes the only person who loves him so people if u ask Deku if he will really jump in the real anime, he will say *maybe*...just kiddin but *maybe no*
KurapikaISa BOY My heart
What if he did actually jump, and the whole show is just Bakugou telling the story, because Midoryia didn’t live long enough for it to come true
@@jubilevv No. nono. nononononononononononononononono
He wanted someone to stop him.
That's why he came up with all of these scenarios in his head of him stopping others from jumping. Because, really, he wanted _someone to do the same for him._ He was stalling. Waiting for someone to come save him. But since no one showed up, he jumped.
Saddest song and video ever. Really, out of all of the BNHA related _Watashi no R_ videos out there, this one was the best. Everything was just really beautifully done.
Kudos to you, my friend.
Maяιє-єℓℓe I cried at this comment 😭
Maяιє-єℓℓe you seRiOuSlY mADe mE cRY 👏
YOUR COMMENT MADE IT BAUTIFUL
ALEXA THIS IS SAD PLAY DEDPACITO 2
I watched this so many times and I still cry especially the part where his mother is still waiting for him at home *Whale sounds in the distance*
Well, sorta correct, but Deku was trying to stop himself
"Just pray you'll be born with a stronger quirk in your next life, and take a swan dive off the roof of the building."
Imagine afterwards, someone tells Bakugo his childhood friend jumped off the building and realizing it was his fault.
He will cry like he never hates deku...
(-- _--)
Anyone hug me, please...
Ohh, I read this really popular fic where Katsuki saw Izuku jump.
Coma and whatnot.
It was gory and angst-filled (Proper grammar too!)
[ Brianne • ] What’s the name of the fic? Or is the name of the fic coma and whatnot?
@@ileanabriannemari could you please tell me the name of it? I'm in the mood to cry
@@minsugageniusjjangjjangman9778 lmao jusat watch banana fish if u want to cry
"No one's here to stop me today." Midoriya thought as tears flowed from his eyes, he took in the scenery in front of him, just as beautiful as it was, it was the last time he'll feel the breeze, see the sunset and the last time he'll breathe.
'Its also the last time i'll feel pain' He thought to himself, he tore his eyes away from the scenery and looked back at the door, most likely hoping that someone would just try and stop him from doing what he was about to do.
A few minutes passed by as he waited, but alas, the door remained shut, he bitterly laughed at how pathetic he was being for hoping that someone would wonder about him. He knew that he didn't belong in this world where quirks are everything and how you get treated based on your quirk, he didn't have one...that's what makes it more painful, he wanted to become like All Might, giving people hope and always smiling but yet now, he can't, he doesn't even have hope himself and he can't even smile anymore.
More tears escaped from him, he tried to muffle the sounds of his despair, he cried out loud, questioning why he was even born if he didn't even make a difference in this world, with or without him, its not like the world would notice him.
"I--I just...want to be a hero." He whispered in a shaky tone, his knees buckling as it made contact with the floor. It hurts but he can't even feel it compared to the pain that was in him mentally. This was his only wish so he wanted to say it out loud, perhaps God would hear his wishes and bestow him a quirk at the very last second, he was clinging unto that little light. "Why can't i be a hero?!" He shouted at the sky.
His countless encounters in fights, the insults thrown at him, the constant reminders that he was indeed useless, the display of their quirks right in front of him. They don't understand his pain at all, they don't know how much it hurts to live going through that endless cycle every single day.
"...I...don't want this.."
"i...don't wanna die.."
"Someone stop me."
He can only whisper these to himself since no one would hear him even if he screamed, no one ever hears him, now, no one will ever hear from him again.
He got up and slowly walked closer to the edge, his memories suddenly being replayed as one person kept repeating in his head...Bakugou. What Bakugou said to him kept repeating, those painful words that was too much for him considering that he was once his friend.
"Shitty Nerd, don't you dare dream of going to UA."
"Useless shit, die!"
"Shut up Deku! You're too annoying."
'Haa...I wonder what would he say if he finds out im dead? I bet he'll laugh that i'm such a pathetic loser.' Midoriya wondered to himself, his heart ached at the thought of it but he brushed it off away. 'It doesn't really matter now.'
He swung his leg over the railings and looked down, he was usually afraid of heights but now, it didn't look scary to him, maybe because he's intending to actually fall.
But just as he prepared to swing his other leg over the railings, he heard the door burst open. He turned his head at who was it, his eyes widened since out of all people, he didn't expect him to be here.
"Deku, what the fuck are you doing?" Bakugou asked angrily, his hands were in flames as he stared hard at the young man on the edge.
Midoriya, shocked, didn't know what to reply, he didn't hope that he would see him here, at his last moment on earth. Fate really is cruel to him, Fate sent the most unreliable person over to him when he's trying to commit suicide.
"What does it look like to you?"
"You're testing out how to fucking fly, obviously, you're trying to die."
Midoriya didn't want this right now, he didn't want to hear his remarks to remind him how damn pathetic he was for actually doing this but he's had enough, it didn't even look like Bakugou is trying to save him, its more like he's trying to push him to let go of the railings even more.
He was confused as to how Bakugou even found him the first place since he knew this place was deserted, it was an abandoned school, it was their childhood school. It was perfect for him since it was completely rundown so why would he be here in the first place?
He questioned. "Why are you even here Kacchan?"
"Mind your own business."
"Then get out of here so i can do just that!" Midoriya shouted at him, Bakugou clearly didn't expect that since this was the very first time that Midoriya shouted at him since he usually cowers or follow him at whatever he was doing. "Hurry up, or did you want to film me dying?"
Bakugou remained silent for a moment, it had struck a chord in him, he clenched his teeth and threw a fireball at Deku, just barely missing him. "Didn't you want to be a hero?! How can you be one when you're gonna die?!"
"I *wanted* to but you took away my hope for that." His voice cracked, he was having a very hard time holding his tears back, his vision was blurry because of the unshed tears, he didn't want to let Bakugou see him being more pathetic than he already was.
"Deku, you fucking nerd, you better follow me and step away from the damn edge or i'll push you off myself!"
"I'm tired of following you Kacchan." He told him and gave a forced smile "thank you for being my first friend, please don't treat someone else the same way you treated me."
"You don't get to decide when you're gonna die! I'm gonna destroy you in UA!" Bakugou's tone changed, although his wording was still harsh, the tone of his voice was unnatural for someone like him. It was as if he was actually nervous but of course, Midoriya didn't notice this since he was too busy trying to keep himself together.
"Kacchan...goodluck."
"You sh-shitty nerd! You don't get to say that! Come here and say it to me!"
"Deku...i'm..." *sorry*
'I can't say that, i have no right to.'
THE END
Ps: i cried while writing this wthhhh Edited: this is shameless plugging but can y'all check out my youtube video :> thanksiess
Litterly no comments? Ok heres me
coming to say... This is so sad (╥﹏╥)
I’m already crying and I read THIS! Allmight Detroit smash me right now!
@@goodchannelanimated4732 Arigatooo ehe😅
@@entityorigins4872 Thankkk youuu😄
I-I’m crying? I’m feeling basic human emotion???
my question is
would bakugou realize that he told him to do just that when he is mourning him?
“oh.. i remember saying that.”
alexandrea e. Most likely yeah
alexandrea e. Maybe
Kinda but we all know that Bakugo doesn't mean that literally! I think
I really want to punch bakogou now
@@mymagicalworld9368 yea but if someone is as depressed as midoriya is in this, it would only take one person to say it for him to actually do it. Even if they didn't actually mean it
This is so sad even if it never happened in the story... also made me think that, if Izuku would had done this, I'd wish that Bakugo gets to see it so he realises everything he said and did to Izuku was so terrible...
Watch 'Not Over' by Lycoperdon. It will probably make you feel better and worse at the same time.
Maria Agustina ur so correct!!
I just wished that they visited an alternate reality in the canon somehow and saw the moment Deku "landed"
Its amazing to think that if Izuku actually did kill himself certain people would be dead or still broken.
Todoroki still would’ve not wanted to use his left side, due to Midoriya not being at the sports festival. He would still be quiet to himself and not talk to others.
Tenya would’ve died from killer stain because Midoriya wasn’t there to reveal the location or even help him.
Bakugo might’ve not been saved by the league of villains because Todoroki wouldn’t have wanted to get involved and Tenya would’ve been dead.
All Might could’ve died as well if Midoriya wasn’t there to save Bakugo with Todoroki and Tenya.
Kota still would’ve hated quirks and be dead because of the villain that tried to kill him.
Theres more that could be added on, but in the end, Midoriya helped out a lot and if he really did listen to Bakugo on that day a lot of people would’ve still been depressed, dead, or still filled with hate. It’s amazing what one person can do to somebody’s life.
I-
😭
Actually, if you think about it, Baku would've died by the Sludge Villain...Izu being there, and jumping into action, is what spurred Toshi to act as well...w/out Izu there, Baku would have been killed...Toshi never would've jumped in to help, and he would've died that day...Ocha would've either been crushed/seriously injured during the entrance exam b/c Izu wouldn't have smashed the robot...and Eri wouldn't have been saved...Kai would've taken her/killed her...Izu saved her, defeating Kai is what nearly got him killed but he saved her..that and I think Toshi would have been almost killed during the USJ attack b/c those extra few seconds when Izu jumped in is what prevented the villains from seeing his weak form...w/out Izu, Toshi actually would have probably died in the first season...there is a lot Izu does, so many people he saved, and you only really realize it if you think about him being gone...
Yooo
@@chaosinthestars8280 you do realize it was kinda Izuku's fault that slime villain escaped all might right?
Kacchan, you’re so cool!
Kacchan, I hope I’ll be like you when I get *my* powers!
Kacchan, are you ok?
Kacchan, what is it that I feel for you right now?
Kacchan, why can’t I tell you how I feel?
Kacchan, why do you hate me?
Kacchan, goodbye.
So Many Good Fandoms ouch. ;-;
stOp that HuRts
thanks for the tears!:)
Woah. I forgot about this comment- how did I get so many likes-
So Many Good Fandoms You got some because you made people cry and also because this shit is relateable xD
༼ つ ಥ_ಥ ༽つ
let me hug him
catlover :3 ( T^T ) *pushes Deku towards you*
GROUP HUG, anyone??
Rheza Firmansyah, aye😭
We must adopt and protect green child
Neon Cat he is already dead xD
In Japan, when people would commit suicide, they would remove their shoes before doing so, just like when they would enter a home. It's like a sign of respect, but in this case, entering the afterlife. For the whole video, I was on the verge of tears, but THEN at the end, I bawled my eyes out because HE TOOK OFF HIS SHOES, DAMN IT. He wasn't able to convince himself that he's worth living for. (I'm still crying as I write down this comment.)
It's even more tragic considering that the main cause of all his strife is when he was confirmed "quirkless" by an examination of his feet. Symbolically, that adds a whole other layer of heartbreak.
IMMACYCLOPS oml yes 😭
True my dad would yell at me if I dont
I FEEL YOU JSJDGRJKSJAJNA I was like crap crap crap no no no no no no no no and when he jumped I just had to cry
Hey, You! i learned that from yandere simulator when you push kokona off the roof
And the bullying started when Deku tried to help kacchan to stand up when he fell at the river...
WHY
Kacchan fell in the river, while Deku fell on hard concrete
@@goodchannelanimated4732 Now THIS is what we call an underrated comment!
Bakugo has ego problems. Having to be helped by anyone, especially a Quirkless kid like Izuku, is practically an insult to him.
@Army 223 I think it started because Bakugo though deku was looking down at him by helping him
@@goodchannelanimated4732 Holy shit bro
I wanna see Kacchan worry about Deku at least ONCE!
I love Todoroki and Deku BUT please I wanna see Horikoshi draw a scene where Kacchan worries about Deku
I guess this was 8 months ago, but ya'll needa pay better attention if you think Katsuki doesn't care for Deku immensely in his own Kacchan way, s2g
read the manga
You called?
this might not be something major but when kacchan was getting kidnapped by the villains and deku tried to reach for him, he said: “stay back deku,” idk if that counts but i had to replay that scene like 5 times just because i couldn’t believe it
Shit I'd fucking settle for an actual apology from Bakugou. He traumatized Izuku for the better part of a decade then told him to kill himself. He's completely toxic
You know what's the worst thing? Unlike others, *she didn't illustrate somebody being there to stop Deku from jumping at the end.*
I thought Bakugo would of saved him.
@@mymagicalworld9368 since him being there in the first place could have been from bakugo telling him to take a swan dive off a roof
Ya i was expecting someone to grab his hand 🤣
@@DarkInferno99 i laughed but now im crying 😂
same ;/@@mymagicalworld9368
Bakugo is lucky that deku isn’t suicidal
zozo .m35 true af
Fuqing bakugou
"I'm gonna be #1!"
Not in prison, my boy.
serobo22 theWaffleOREOProtector I'm laughing to hard, omg xD
zozo .m35 ....in the Japanese sub of episodes 1 and 2 deku shows signs of suicide... when bokugo threw his book out the window and said jump off a building... deku said “ what if I really jumped.....” this shows how he thought about it another sign is when he was running towards the sludge monster and the heroes yelled “he’s going to die in vain! Is he suicidal!” well he actually wanted to die in that fight... he’s never been able to bring himself to suicide hut HA he was suicidal.
The moment you realise nobody grabbed midoriya's hand in the end to stop him from jumping. *sad frog tears*
*sad alien tears*
Sad invisible tears.
**when you get mad at yourself for wanting to die and wanting to die at the same time**
I never told my parents about me being so suicidal that I tried to take my life several times. I was good at excuses and so much was happening in our life that no one noticed. When the counselor noticed they called my parents in and that was the first time I saw my dad cry, his chin just shook and his entire body trembled. He simply grabbed my hand and cried silently listening to the doctor explain what needed to be done. When we stepped out my parents sandwiched me between them with me just repeatedly saying I’m sorry. I was so ashamed. I hated this, I knew thing were going to change. But my parents simply said this changes nothing. We love you more than anything. It’s not your fault. I think that was what I’d been needing to hear. Because after that I’d never stopped being ashamed but I stopped feeling guilty, that I’d failed them. I helped others but got stuck myself and that felt like I’d let them down. I felt like a failure. I had so much but I took it for granted and thought my life sucked enough that I wanted out. I learned that even if talking doesn’t help, the simple company of the dearest goes a long way for a smile
dont worry, child (lol were probs the same age) the internets on ur side ♡
Why were you deppresed in the first place 😅
Sorry i sound like a cold hearted " pay no attention" little kid. i just dont trust people who say they were or are suicidal just because i think they wouldnt be saying it on a youtube video.
And because someone in my life is 99.999.99% suicidal ( obv because they have tried to kill them selves before EVEN WHEN I WAS IN THE OTHER ROOM RIGHT NEXT TO THEIRS!) and idk how to talk to them i just dont want to beleave so many people experience it 😅
If wondering - yes they got help from tge school tharapist lady person 🤣
well at least you know that your parents love you no mattet what and that i hope everything is well now!
Star Grin I..I’m sorry, that’s pretty insensitive.. Even if it’s on a RUclips video, their pouring they’re pouring their heart out in a last attempt and you second doubt their feelings? Who are you to say that they don’t have depression? That their feelings aren’t validated? Sorry, it’s just really rude and you probably don’t understand the gravity of the situation. Their life’s meaning is being second guessed by themselves, what more if strangers think that their problems aren’t important? I hope you have a nice day.
Aww geez. That's absolutely terrible. You shouldn't be ashamed though, just get help and it'll be alright.
The first time I saw my father cry, it was a similar situation. It was a stressful day for the both of us, and we had yelled at each other a few hours before. It wasn't after we were alone together where he just broke down crying. About how everything was so hard. About how he didn't want to live anymore, but if he died we would all die as well bc the family is financially dependent on him. I cried too, as he was in the middle of his vent. From my perspective, seeing a grown man-- my father-- cry, it was shameful. I felt sad for him. But he has nothing to be ashamed for.
He still hasn't gotten mental help but trust me, if it's available please reach out for help.
Short boy with glasses and yellow cardigan..... My God! How could I have been so stupid? Why would he find 3 boys identical to him? Deku was trying to stop himself. I'm fucking sad :'c
Oh my goodness
😢😢😢😢
God
Anna Gabrielle fuck 😢😢😢
Anna Gabrielle MY FEEEELINGSSSS ;;;;
2:48
this part to the end always seems to make a direct hit right into my feels
“Yameteyo” part makes me emotional.. I think it’s the crack that makes more emotion.. :’(
sO everythime he was just convincing himself to not do it. My heart. Has shattered.
His first self: heart broken, but had a family and wasnt isolated
His second self: heart broken, got isolated, but had a family
His third self: heart broken, isolated and abuse by his family
Loanna Luv Maybe not abused...Maybe mama Inko died ;^; nuuuuuu
yeah its prob abused.
"the bruises that keep increasing every time i come home"
unless kacchan is just hanging out in his house and hurting deku
dankmemes • yeah cuz inko wouldnt do something like that and kacchan has...gotten slightly better.
Slightly ;-; (Still hoping for the day they become good friends lol) Maybe it was his dad though? We haven't really seen him yet in the manga or anime...
The original actually meant it like that, in the beginning "she" was bullied and her family told her to grow out her hair since she is a girl and she thought that it'll get better
Then later she fell for a boy, who told her that he liked her hair, he became her reason to live and she thought that it'll get better, but her hair was cut off by a bully and her crush was stolen
The parents noticed the increased bullying and started fighting, she was thinking it's her fault, I also think that the bruises were the result of self harm, not abuse
She went up to the roof three times, each time looking for a reason to not jump, but at some point she didn't find a reason anymore, telling herself the lie that even she couldn't believe; It'll get better. Until she didn't believe her own lie anymore and decided to jump.
In the original, someone appeared at the end tho.
This is my interpretation, personally.
Every 'boy' izuku met on the rooftop are the reasons why he considered/attempted suicide in the past. Now that he's grown more jaded and suffered more, he got angry at the boys. Back when he was rejected, at least he didn't have someone stolen from him like now. Back when he was bullied at school, at least then his home life was stable and he could always find a roof to return to, unlike now. And every time he did that, the boys jumped off the roof (disappearing), representing the feelings leaving his life.
But by the time he met the "yellow cardigan boy" aka the reflection of him currently, he's at a loss of words. He didn't know how to convince the boy/feelings to disappear and to leave him alone. So the boy screamed at the yellow cardigan boy/his feelings to get out his sights instead of confronting him/it, since he believes he has "no rights" to do so. So the yellow cardigan boy didn't jump (aka die/disappear), the feelings continue to linger in him, driving him to commit suicide.
(In the original, it's a she and not he, and also, in the end, when the girl jumps, you can see a person grab her hand as she falls)
The hands reaching out for her when she jumped might be either:
1. Her will to live that's kicked in too late. Like how most people who have jumped off a bridge felt like they didn't want to die anymore 2/3 through their fall.
2. Someone who really cares for her that she hasn't considered.
(fyi, this is not my comment, i saw it on the original video and it made a lot of sense!! I just wanted to share this so more can understand the real hidden reason behind this beatiful yet sad song.) (also Watashi no R/ My R stands for either My Regret or My Reflection!)
Mio A Commentator In a stand “R” can be ‘aru’ which roughly translates to ‘to live.’
And many months later it is revealed who grabs the girl in My R. If you haven't watched it yet it's in The Diary of Underage Observer by the same creator as My R.
If you consider both ideas about the hand reaching for the girl in the end in this context:
1- Izuku, even after jumping, doesn’t have that will to live that people experience 2/3 of the way down. That even as he’s falling he doesn’t regret his choice to jump.... and
2- Izuku didn’t have anyone who cared about him around to save him. At that point, it was only his mom. There wasn’t any teachers or students at the school who cared about him enough to see him. And that the idea of there not being a hero there to save him, which kinda plays into the idea with All Might failing him by originally telling Izuku he couldn’t be a hero without a quirk.
Both ideas are really cool and play into the what if? aspect of Izuku jumping after Bakugo tells him to take a swan dive off the roof.
I just realised, the First way of convincing was at least you aren't stolen from, then in the next they are and the way of convicing was at least your home life is fine, then domestic abuse happens. we're all crying again now huh.
This whole thing is literally just Deku convincing himself NOT to jump. BUT that one day he didn’t have the voice of courage anymore://
I needed someone to at least be there for Deku and save him😭 But i get it if he didn’t cuz the whole time it was just him talking to himself..
BUT someone would have noticed from the ground or a teacher or even a student!😔
The interpretation is most likely that no one noticed him and those who did just didn't care. I feel like the anime severely underplays all of the bullying Izuku received as a result of not manifesting a quirk. From what I've gathered about society in MHA is that if you don't have a flashy or decent quirk in society's eyes, then no one cares- in fact they actually go further than that and actively antagonize/blame them for everything. Izuku, having no quirk, is seen as completely worthless to society and therefore most people would probably be secretly hoping that he did jump.
I look at your drawings and do you know what I see?
Talent.
Keep up with that. :)
I think this what will be happened if he never met All Might
Kanade Yume exactly
Kanade Yume oh shit! that is something to think about 😐😐😐😐😐
Same here
Actually that would be if All Might didn't tell him that he can be a hero.
If he hadn't meet All Might, he would be dead from that Slime-monster-thing...
Oh No, Evelyn Started Drawing that what was im trying to say but...yeah.If All Might didn't met him at that time...yeahhhh
Now, just imagine Bakugo crying after he knows that Midoriya killed himself.
@Milavboo I don't think Bakugou likes Deku really. Their relationship is still far from friendship (at least in the anime) but ik for a fact Bakugou would feel broken if Izuku did die, even worse if he killed himself. Someone who he has known for most of his life and has constantly been there 'bothering' and 'annoying' him, just being gone one day. Despite what Bakugou said, he's not evil. He'd definitely feel the absence.
@Milavboo That's your opinion. I don't agree but I'll respect it since I understand your reasons. I just want you to know I'm not romanticising bullying (I actually really dislike Bakudeku). I know what he did was horrible but I was just trying to say he likely doesn't actually want to see Midoriya die.
@Milavboo watch the newest movie trailer
I don't think he would cry. But he would definitely feel the absence.
@Milavboo me when i dont actually read mha~
I'm crying, because I know there are people who feel this way right now. Because I want to help them, but I know I can't because I'm not there for them right now and when they need me most. Because I know that they don't deserve that deep emotional pain that they're recieving and becaus I can't stop other from inflicting that pain on them. Because I get to live the happy life I did nothing for that they deserve and because I can't give it to them.
Then just talking is enough sometimes,wanna be friends? Cause I don't have many people to talk to
Just in case your answer is yes my insta is gath_03,just to kill time is fine
You're helping rn by knowing how I feel I feel quite better tq
This gave my heart a United States of Smash--
Teri-5
TEXAS SMASH RIGHT TO THE FUCKIN HEART GOD
DETROIT SMASH TO THE FEELS 😢
JustPeaachy same..
AMERICA SMAAAASHH here as well...
MANCHESTER SMASH RIGHT TO MY FUCKING LUNGS
How the story could continue:
Izuku jumps but before he can seriously injure himself someone catches him. He doesn't recognize the person but it was a pretty tall man with a black mask on. He brings Izuku to the ground safely and Izuku asks why he safed him. The man in the black mask tells him that suicide isn't an option. Then he lists all the people that let Izuku down in the past and fuels Izuku's rage towards everyone. To Katsuki that bullied him his entire life, his mother who apologized to him for not having a quirk instead of encouraging him and all the teachers that didn't treat him like everyone else, but only to a barely noticable extend.
Then the man tells Izuku that he can make his life better with people who accept him and that the man will help him get his revenge. He even tells him that he can give him any quirk he wants.
Izuku Midorya always wanted a quirk and always wanted to be a hero... but no one around him believed in him. Not even his own mother who slightly, bit by bit, tried to teach him the reality instead of doing anything to help him achieve his dream. But the man with the black mask was the first person _ever_ that believed in him. He accepted the offer.
One day later a 15 year old boy named Midorya Izuku went missing, he was last seen by his class mate Bakugou Katsuki when Midorya went upstairs, thinking he was just going to look for a certain teacher.
A month later there was big news about very dangerous new villain with the villain name "Deku".
(Sorry, I only wanted to make a short description about a possible "shortly after" sequenze but it ended in a short fan fiction. I apologize for every spelling error or grammatic error)
This is a good prequel to Villain!Deku. Honestly, if this was a full length fanfic, I'd read it right now. 👍
I was actually thinking about writing a fic like that because I like Villain!Deku but I don't have enough ideas
I get you there. I always want to write a fanfic for certain series, but i have a hard time writing up plots that flow well enough to be called a story.
I'm not forcing you to do it but since you have the basic skeleton of the story, you can write it as a simple one-shot if feel up to it.
That's a good idea actually! I start with a one-shot and then go from there. Thanks! :3
You're welcome!
I’m so happy that I found an animatic that actually took what the writer meant in the song instead of making it different people, though music is art and art is subjective, I still enjoy it when there’s animatics that are close to the original meaning. In this case, talking yourself out of suicide until you can’t anymore and you’ve reached your limit.
Izuku midoriya: doesn't get encouraging words from family, getting bullied endlessly from someone he's known from childhood, breaks bones every time he tries to help. And yet, he still keeps a smile on his face..💖
*finds this in recomendations*
oh no
*clicks*
Almendra Pedrini
same though
Same
Same
Almendra Pedrini same
Same
I WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT THIS IS SO SAD AAAA
ruclips.net/video/EFjVfSvsZV0/видео.html if you like that - you'll like the original which has more animations
Just asking.. BUT IS THAT KAITOU KID IN YOUR PROFILE
I wasnt expecting it its so sad 😭😭😭😭
Cia Music .
The original has an amazing cliffhanger
At the end (I made this up)-
Soon someone notices the dead body and has called 911. Soon word gets out that Izuku has caused suicide. Kachann hears of this and comes to soon believe that it is his fault.... Everyone is now depressed knowing that he is gone....
Save our bebe boiz people! Who is wit me.
I shall visit him in heaven.
Protect beans
yknow that one episode when kacchan was crying and screaming cuz he believed he ruined all might? it would be like that but everyday and even worse cuz dekus dead and he’d probably be more harsh to everyone
except that not everyone would be depressed knowing he's gone, not everybody gets the guilt of thinking that its their fault that he jumped. In some cases, They'd be glad he was dead
Ive read a fic on ao3 that has the same story like this, except its his (supposed) classmates cause theyre still mid schoolers. Today listening to this song really bring memorizes back
I made myself even sadder when, at the end I just thought "he listened to kacchan"
Darkness13Angel
No one should listen to him
Lol, I shouldn't laugh at that, but I can't help but think of Katsuki's face when he here's that Izuku killed himself..
Just like:
o:{
O:
○':
D": deku y u do dis? Is it meh fault?
Ah fuck I remember that scene
i’m not crying. you’re crying :,(
Momo Yaoyorozu I thought you were nice, Momo😂
Maybe this is what would have happened the day All might told him that he can't be a hero.
Maybe
Imagine how f*cking crushed Almight would be if he found out someone jumped because of what he said
Mabey this is what happened and allmight just couldn't live with it so he created the midoryia we see in the show in his head, and the whole thing is just what he thought would have happened if he wasn't that much closer to breaking.
*When you realize this could’ve actually happened*
I know right?
Aaaaand there goes my happy thoughts
Have I watched this over 10 times?Yes. Did I cry every single time? Yes.
So he wasn't [only] saving others, he was saving himself. He was finding excuses. Even if they weren't valid. ;^;
there were actually no other people, that was just him looking for a reason to keep living
Any reason is a good enough reason not to.
I love the way Midoriya was drawn here
He was manly
@@arent2295 K-Kirishima?
@@arent2295
_was_
@@deadaccount5576 yeah... You know what I mean
Finally, someone who got the meaning of the song right. Good job
omg i literally got chills at the end seeing the cardigan, the glasses, and his shoes on the ledge
Opening 5 confirmed?
No, please, we do not want deku dying
Aykii -Chan ;-; makes for a good plot ;-;;;;;;;;; don't kill me
*6
N E V E R
i’ll end up dying too
I'm a weeaboo truuuee thoo I wouldnt mind watching
Ah, I've loved this song for so long and this is such a beautiful pv! Your art is absolutely beautiful and you've honestly nailed Izuku perfectly?? Considering the life he's lived, I would definitely see Midoriya as someone who had struggled with depression and/or feelings of hopelessness. But honestly he's such a strong boy and even if this pv had a dark ending it works well with the idea of 'what else could've happened if midoriya never met all might'.
sophie and basically all might is izuku's saviour and *hero*
Pretty sure it stands for Promotional Video (tho I may be wrong .-.)
I mean izuku could of also became a villain :T
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but that’s out of the picture
This is hands down. The BEST version of this song out there--- please excuse me as I go cry in the corner 😭😭😭
Honestly Deku’s character is amazing if you think about from this perspective. As far as we have seen he had no friends in middle school and was being horribly bullied, and yet he was still incredibly optimistic. Like wow. And I think the reason no one was there to save him was because this was probably during middle school? When he had no friends. So there was no one to grab his hand. Very sad I’m crying
But the fan still focus their attention more on the other pretty boy while making a fic about Bakugou raping Deku.
The fandom had a very twisted way of view towards mha character especially Deku and yeah I agree Deku character are actually amazing, too bad not many people share thiw view but understand why.
you draw expressions SO WELL especially at 3:00 im super super impressed!!!!
Is anyone more sad after knowing the reason why they take their shoes off
Milynn Uzumaki why???
I think its a way to show that it was suicide and not murder??? I mean it could have many reasons but it reminds me more of a sign that that person was depressed and suicidal. Its also a sign of respect in japanese households but im not sure 😔
Its like them respectfully taking off their shoes before entering the afterlife to not leave any dirt just like how they usually do it in their homes
Also there have been times when shoes broke a fall and saved the life of the jumper. If they want to die they don't want shoes to brake their fall.
It's a cultural thing, Japanese people take of their shoes before committing suicide, why that became a cultural thing I don't know or the reasoning behind it but that's just how it is
I think the reason that this hits harder than other My R animatics is because, usually, despite the message that the girl was fighting her reasons to live from the start, it has different people and characters from whatever the media is.
However, here, it's clear that each and every character is just Midoriya with different qualities, and it makes the truth all the more clear.
Not to mention that in most My R animatics, someone saves the girl at the end, while here, Midoriya didn't have anyone grab him.
I was not expecting them to be all him and deku trying to stop himself... i should’ve figured by how they were all identical except the few things called out in the song!
Omfg the feels..
T^T
Dud were u watching MHA tho? I luv u :o
Ooh mah gawd heLLO dAr
Ikr..It hurts tok much..
my heart- you know what would be even more painful? if a hand reached out, or even many hands, but none could reach him
theory?
The song is about a boy (deku obviously) losing his fight with depression and committing suicide. The song makes it seem like theres multiple people he prevents from committing suicide.
1. a boy with glasses
2. a Short boy
3. a boy with yellow cardigan
These are all him describing his self. The "people" he saves are actually his talking his self out of jumping. At the end he eventually gave up and took his life. Describing his self in all 3 ways, taking off his cardigan, undoing his braids and mentioning how short he is before jumping.
Thats what is exactly what the song is about
My r = my reflection
Yeah thats what the songs actually abt, on point with ur theory!
Wow, even though this ended up being a metaphor for someone trying to stop themselves to commit suicide before finally giving in to it, I was thinking this would end differently. At first I was thinking maybe there were actual different people there that the main character would meet on their way to the roof when they decided to jump, and saw other people who wanted to do the same but they just got there before them. A reason on why they could have look just like the main character could have been how the mc could've been projecting themselves or seeing themselves in the people who were about to jump. Seeing how simple their problems were compared to the mc, they pretty much saw no reason for these others to try and throw their life away when things could have been way worse. Even when there was someone who had the same problems as them they still didn't want to see them jump and asked them to not do it. At this point I was thinking "oh hey maybe despite how much they may want to jump maybe secretly they don't actually want to do it and and in a way they're telling themselves to stop when they said it to that other person". I thought when mc finally found no one on the roof when they showed up and finally decided to jump, I thought the ending would be a bit more lighthearted than this. I was thinking maybe mc was just a bit early, and how maybe the three guys who they talked out of jumping earlier would catch him just before he was going to jump. At this point they would be switching roles and the people that mc saved would be saving them instead. I thought they would talk them out of it and that they would show the mc that there were people who worry about them after all, and that maybe they could all become good friends and have found someone who they could share their hardships with and vise versa. Well it was a nice thought at least.
There's a spanish fic i know that ends like, happy. I could translate it if you want
Chicken Nugget well.. your right..
Well this is actually an abstract way of seeing thing in the video, but the 3 persons he saved where himself; at first he stopped because there were reasons to stay, when he finally jumps is because he has no reason to stay anymore, no friends, no home and because he's been stolen of something important.
Am I the only one who thinks that Todoroki would also be perfect for this? Just because of how his father basically abused him when he was little. Also, before he fought with Midoriya in the UA Sports Festival, he was practically left alone in the class. I just want to know if anyone agrees with me. (PS the video was amazing)
mm, todoroki doesn't seem suicidal. and a big part of the video is about bullying, which deku has been but todoroki hasn't. i think some parts would work but some also wouldn't
ARMY!
I don't think todoroki would be fit for this. I know he suffered. he was abused by his father a lot but izuku's suffering is one that went largely unnoticed by the people around him. the video and lyrics speak of the inner turmoil and pain that he's trying to suppress.
YES! I saw another version of this but it was the english version and it was different members of class 1-A and Todoroki was the last person
But he dosent have suicidal issues oof
Plot twist: Uraraka slapped him
U know what I'm talking about
I love your art btw
Lol
I dont get it. You mean from the entrance exam?
@@cookielover5838 I think he meant that if he were to jump uraraka would slap him so he'll float in the end and won't die lol idk.
@@EastialuBelle what😀
@Cookie lover
*Big robot comes
"Hhaahah i'm the big robot already coming"
"No i have to save her"
"Semaaaaaaaaash...~"
"Oh no imma fall i guess this is end now"
*Slaps
Bakugou: "Take a swan dive off a building and pray in your next like you get a quirk."
Midoriya: **didn't take what he said seriously but still effected by it**
Me: **Does the perfect swan dive**
Everyone on the ground floor:
At times like this is when you need the deku protecc sqaud
Yup
Whose...tears are these??
StarryNights mine
StarryNights
I forgot
Not mine i swear
Oops sorry *stops crying*
Bakugo's
3:31 *gasp* *eyes widening* *covers mouth* *tears shed down face*
Homeworks can wait. This is more important
DANG THIS IS GOOD.
Aside from the song THAT'S A REALLY GOOD PV.
Loved the art style--And how you grasped those emotions
THE DESPAIR IS REAL.
Upupu~
I knew that someone made a Danganronpa reference and someone with a Danganronpa profile picture will arrive here to comment xD
Ahahah~
nO hOpE
I got danganronpa vibes godamnit
In other pvs there was always a hand at the end..
Why there is no hand to stop him? T^T
Because no one from before high school cared about him, excluding his mum. So no one was there to save him since nobody from school worried or cared about him... (T~T)
@@lee.5624 except
If we all Midoriya Protector Squad went in the scene and rescue him that'll be a good ending. And then we give him the love and support he should have recieve a long time ago.
Sadly we can't.. And that broke my spirit
Because it's what the song mean-no one is there to stop the character
McNuggets His mom cared about him a lot but she didn’t know what to say when her little boy wouldn’t have a quirk
Because those people where him trying to convince himself not to jump so after you just there’s no turning back
Finally someone who actually understands the song it’s the person stopping them self from jumping a bunch of times not a new person each time
The fact that he stopped himself every time he tried to jump but in the end, the glass cracked from overflowing pain.
My heart can't take any more of this.
GODDAMN IT THIS PLOT TWIST IN NOT CRYING YOU ARE
Bleach from the brand Clorox
Your right, I am crying
watashi, okujou de kutsu o
nugi kaketa toki ni
mitsuami no senkyaku ni-
goe o kakete shimatta.
nee...yame na yo
kuchi o tsuite deta dake.
hontou wa dou demo yokatta.
saki o kosa reru no ga,
nantonaku, shakudatta.
mitsuami no ko wa, kataru.
dokka de kiita youna koto
unmei no hitodatta,
doushitemo aisa retakatta
fuzaken na, sonna koto kuraide
watashi no saki o kosouda nante!
hoshii mono ga te ni hairanai nante
ubawa reta koto sura nai kuse ni!
hanashitara raku ni natta tte
mittsuami no ko wa, kie tetta.
saa, kyou koso wa to kutsu o
nugi kaketara soko ni
senohikui onnanoko,
mata koe o kakete shimatta.
senohikui-ko wa, kataru.
kurasu de no kodoku o
mushi sa rete, ubawa rete,
ibasho ga nai nda tte
fuzaken na, sonna koto kuraide
watashi no saki o kosouda nante!
soredemo, ichi de wa aisa rete
atatakai gohan mo aru ndesho?
onaka ga suita to naite
senohikui-ko wa, kie tetta.
sou yatte, nan’ninka ni
koe o kakete, oikakeshite
watashi jishin no
itami wa darenimo, ienai mama
hajimete mitsuketa nda
nita youna nayami no ko
nani-me ka ni atta nda
kiiroi kaadigan no ko
ichi ni kaeru-tabi ni
fue tsudzukeru aza o
keshi satte shimau tame
koko ni kita no to itta
kuchi o tsuite deta dake
hontouwa dou demo yokatta.
omotte mo inai koto
demo,-goe o kakete shimatta.
nee, yamete yo
aa,doushiyou
kono-ko wa tome rarenai.
watashi ni wa tomeru shikaku ga nai.
soredemo, koko kara wa kiete yo.
kimi o mite iruto kurushii nda.
jaa kyou wa yamete oku yo tte
me o fuseta mama kiete itta.
kyou koso wa, daremoinai
watashi hitori dake
darenimo jama sa renai
jama shite wa kurenai
kaadigan wa nuide
mitsuami o hodoite
senohikui watashi wa
ima kara tobimasu.
oh mY gOD tHANK yOUUUU
Ya know what makes even sadder. At 2:51, his voice softens. It's filled with doubt.
*He's doubting saving himself. He's losing faith he can stop himself*
And yes, he jumps but it's sad to hear the moment he stops caring, stops trying to save himself.
While I understand he's trying to talk himself out of jumping, the idea that a suicidal person can talk so many people out of doing it themselves but was never able to convince them self not to is a whole other kind of heart break.
Deku with glasses is my new favorite thing
Now my favorite cinnamon roll.
suicidal cinnamon roll must protect
Holy shit I just realized that this says "not my favorite cinnamon roll" but it's supposed to say "now my favorite cinnamon roll"
Meem Trash lmaooo well both work either way XDDD
w h e e z e
It literally has 666 likes... I ain’t liking this for the sake of keeping that number
Plot twist: there’s a trampoline ;,)
Top 10 anime plot twist ever
なぜ...っ！
なぜ今さらおすすめに出てきたんだ...！
こんな神動画もっと早く知りたかったよ！
i think you just detroit smashed ny heart
Mochi for a second i thought todoroki in your profile pic was crying too
😂😂😂😂 Todoroki crying?! 😂😂😂 I got my heart smashed too 😭
FUCK ANOTHER GOOD PUN
I have seen several of these but didn’t understand at all, I got no tears or emotion from it. Then I found this one which did such a good job at actually animating it to make more sense and I balled my eyes out. I honestly cried for several minutes and could not stop it, it’s like it just walked up and slapped me across the face with a box of tissues and said your gunna need these with no other explanation needed. It helped a ton that it was a character I new stuff about and could relate the flash back to real emotions. This is really great and I’d share it if my friends weren’t emotionally unstable teens that would cry more than I did.
This is the dark version where all might doesn’t give him the inheritance
Also the alternate one where he doesn’t become a villain
Basically, the dead deku au
wow that second to last one really hit hard for me. as someone who’s personally been there just _being_ afraid of dying when your that desperate _to_ die after all the times you’ve tried before is the worst. its ironic because fear is the same thing that drives you to do it in the first place and its also the thing that stops you
child i'm in love i do wish like you see all might or some at the end grabbing his hand but this is amazing well done
Foxy Fazbear I want Bakugou or Todoroki to safe our precious little Izuku😢😢
Foxy Fazbear plot twist: all might was at the bottom of the building, waiting to catch our precious baby and bring him home safely to his bed 😭
Was I the only one who thought that when almight told him that you had to have a quirk to become a hero that he was gonna go to the side of the building and look down but then decide not to jump? Idk this just reminded me of that.
I just noticed that the first guy says he was heart broken, so Deku says you didn’t have anything stolen from you. The second guy then says everybody ignores me, everything is stolen from me. He’s complaining about the problem we heard Deku talk about earlier. Since at the end we learn that Deku was trying to convince himself not to jump, it makes sense that every time when he tries to convince himself he has another reason. He tries to compare problems that he has to the other ones and every time a new person comes, their problems are the same as his. Finally at the end, he can’t convince himself anymore. This made me cry and I love this animatic and song
I've seen a lot of "my r" animations but this one hit the hardest. How could you do this to my baby 😭😭😭
Ikr
I'm crying because of you!! My mom and my sister are looking at me weird and it's your fAULT!! My bby #notorture4deku
P.S. The video was SO GOOD. I loved every part(exceptmaybethepartwheremybabydekujumped) but other than that everything was great!!!
Mariana do mar 1 view= 1 prayer for deku
Excuse me while i try to shove myself through the screen to hug the smol bean
ixumi let me join
Patcho Paa yes my child
SO GOOD SOMETIMES I FEEL SLME PEOPLES ANIMATIONS ARE TOO GOOD AND THIS SURPASSES ANYTHING IVE SEEN BEFORE INCLUDING DEKU THANK UUU
2:49 killed me
that treble on "don't do...it" hits right on the kokoro.
Izukuuuuuuuu!!!!!!! our cinnamon roollllllllllllll why you gotta suffer so damn much.
Well. I was born on July 15th. Midoriya was born on July 15th.
*hugs Midoriya* It's okay, Midoriya. I know you can be a hero. Think about the people that have supported you, and helped you get this far. Forget all the hurtful things people have said. (Ahem, I'm looking at YOU, Bakugou.) Please, Midoriya. Just know that you can become a hero.
To everyone reading this comment, I just wanted to say, everyone is Midoriya at a point in their life. Struggling, but still moving forward. Never give up on your dreams. Forget all the rude remarks you've heard. Just know, you are amazing, and have the potential to do amazing things if you put your mind to it. Plus Ultra!
Kool-AidQueen 715 thanks...
Thanks... now let me get in this hug *hugs Midoriya*
Thank you I'm crying right now
All might..... Is that you
Nah all might had Said u cant be a hero without a quirk
gahhh never really thought someone would do a pv about this song. this song made me not to do suicide and seeing you draw this is so beautiful i really appreciate this this video needs more views and likes and you also need more subs!!!!!!!!
Min Min you were suicidal? Phew... I’m so glad this song was able to stop you
I swear I'm addicted to every type of deku except the one from the anime-
Don't kill me!! I like the anime deku, it's just I REALLY like these other types!
You know what really grinds my beans? The fact that people are saying Bakahoe is "improving and getting better"....
Yet he's *never* apologized for suicide baiting Izuku.
Fecking THANK YOU!
It's so incredibly frustrating that the abuse in the beginning of the show is brushed over "because he has a quirk now!"
Read chapter 322 pls so you can look better
@@markeuri he admitted to All Moght that he was a shit. But he never told Izuku that he regretted his actions and apologized. Sure actions speak louder than words, but it makes a fucking WORLD of difference when your tormentor acknowledges he's in thw wrong and would go out of his way to day to your face that he's sorry. I'll say again- he admitted to all might he was a shit, but he never did to Izuku. That pity party he threw about beinv the reason all might lost his quirk also wasn't anywhere close to anything except him feeling sorry for himself.
Until I hear and apology to the kid he suicide baited, Bakugo isn't gonna be a top 10 hero in my list anytimw soon.
Its just my honest opinion.