Quiet Explosions

“I’m sorry, I’ve tried. But now the fire burns brighter, more than ever.”
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Lyrics:
I might be out of my mind.
Staring blankly at the horizon,
In the same place for the thousandth time.
Thinking that this kind of ritual will free up my noisy head.
Thinking that this repetition will be able to cure anything that has been plaguing my heart for so long.
It’s tiring,
That I have my eyes wide open but I couldn’t see anything.
That I have my ears sharp listening but I couldn’t hear a single thing.
Am I blind? Am I deaf?
Or am I just entirely being a slave to all the voices in my head?
If only someone could tell me that this is not just another day, not just another year.
That I’m stuck here, in the place where I’m not going backward nor forward.
That I’m stranded and will not survive.
That I’ve lost and disappeared.
That I’ve been defeated and cannot be saved.
I really hope life did not misjudge my strength
‘Cause I cannot see myself being able to bear all these curses.
There is nothing left of me that used to be the brightest shining light.
I’m now nothing but the shadow and the prisoner of the void.
Cannot be seen, cannot be felt.
I once was the spectator of those quiet explosions
Now I’m one of them,
Right in the middle,
Broken into pieces,
In silence,
And on my own self.
The only thing left is all the suffering I continue to embrace within my chest.
I’m sorry, I’ve tried, but now the fire burns brighter, more than ever.
(And I couldn’t tell what lies in front of me)
(The void, the darkness are all I can see)
(The cold has got me freezing to death)
(As they sing to my fall)
(And I will not survive)
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