You deserve way more subscribers. People need to understand what Schizophrenia is. They need to stray away from the way the media portrays people with Schizophrenia.
Jacob, this is my favorite video of all of yours I think. Very insightful. I think you are doing such a fantastic service to society. this video is such a great example of the unique insights you can provide for people who have not had schizophrenia and for clinicians who should understand the illness and medications., Also, you seem to be doing so well. Hope you're well and continuing to look to the future and improve . thank you so much!
I love you jacob you have helped me through alot I watch you alot . My son Chad 4 years ago at age 19 committed suicide with this illness. My aunt Rachael in her 60s now has schizophrenia also. No one ever talked about it in the family which I wish they would have so I would have known more about it. I watch the videos because I have grandkids and two daughters I hope they never get this cause there is a percentage. Keep up the great work. You are helping so many people. You are a wonderful guy.Thanks for everything you do.
You see pal, I've been in and out of mental hospitals for depression. The mental hospital doctor assumed that my "voices" (more of thoughts in someone else's voice) was a coping mechanism with my grandma's death. Then after I got out, I got a therapist, I told him about the voices and he suggested I talk to my medical Doctor, and then I got ahold of risperidone. I've had sleep issues, I sleep for 3 hours, then after I wake up, I get a dose of adrenaline. But with the meds, I still wake up, but I don't get adrenaline. So then it's easy for me to get back to sleep. Stay safe, and sane.
You say that Schizophrenia prevents you from knowing what is real and what is imagined, but I think it prevents us from seeing ourselves and how we relate to the world and how we see ourselves. Voices are simply our own thoughts that register as someone else and the voices of others register as threatening. Doing RUclips videos and blogging has helped me to see myself and how I relate to others in the world and has helped me to love myself, and intern, it has helped me to love others more and not think so lowly of others.
I love your videos. I'm happy that RUclips gives you purpose and you are doing something important by sharing your experience. Your positive attitude about life is also very inspiring.
hi Jacob! I have schizoaffective disorder and if really appreciate if you could talk about bipolar disorder in one of your videos? I think you have a good way or explaining things x
You are lovely :3 I apreciate so much your videos because I learn a lot about your illness and how it works, everything you say it's like gold for me, i just want to say thank you, Jacob.
how did you realize you were schizophrenic? my brother is schizophrenic & he just seems so disassociated, you can't even have a conversation with him. my family is trying to get him help but good mental help is really hard to get where I live
This is some real ass shit you're talking about, I used to live with a guy named Michael and he had it as well, he used to talk to different personalities in his head, he was the nicest guy though and every one loved him, he used to hate to take the medication cuz he said he liked the personalities lol, we used to have a lot of fun and you remind me a lot of him, very intelligent and aware of your illness, he hated it as well and we used to get drunk and he would tell me about it lol, it gave me a huge insight into how horrible every day life can be for people that have it, and how strange and abstract it is as well.
I'm so glad you have given a voice to so many & hopefully this is therapeutic for you, you help so many people. 🌙. Tat looks rad! I have 5 myself. :) never bothered me either. Kinda therapeutic in itself! Great video ++++
I was diagnosed with schizophrenia six months ago and I've come to realize and except my problem head on by myself and not fear the illness, also wish I had a beard like yours my beard scruffy
i think schizophrenia is going to really increase because of the overwhelming stress and too much information overload, too mant traumatic what ifs to worry about too much pressure and too many neds so much alienation poverty sadness and loneliness, the world is changing faster than we can keep up with
I've always been so fascinated about schizophrenia for reasons I can't explain. This video is simply awesome, I really appreciate how you articulate what you deal with, having this disease. Is there an explanation, does anyone know, why the voices schizophrenics hear, are always mean and negative, why are there no voices telling you how smart and handsome you are, for example? Serious question. Do scientists know why the voices are invariably negative? Thanks again and God speed.
Jacob it is incredible to see you in this video. I've subscribed to you for a while but haven't watched many videos of yours recently. When I first subscribed, I remember your videos were so long because you had difficulty organizing your thoughts and expressing your points. Watching you talk in this video shows your incredible growth! I hope you continue to do well and grow your channel! Xxx
The "high alert" symptom you described off medication is so awful ... I've had to deal with too, it's completely unlivable. Thank god for AP medication, despite their many problems
What you are describing when you go off meds are the withdrawal symptoms. Look up the withdrawal symptoms for your meds. The only way to reduce them is to very slowly taper off them and have a backup med or supplement for insomnia because insomnia makes psychosis even worse.
Cool tattoo Jacob. I'm so glad you take medication and that it works well for you. Thanks for your input about schizophrenia. I think you help tons of people in your videos.
Do you have any phobias or triggers? There was this one lady giving a ted talk saying she would hallucinate a really scary clown, and her triggers were red and white because those were the colors of that clown. So ted talks gave her a black rug to stand on Instead of the red rug. Was very interesting. She said she could still see the clown in the audience but she refused to look at it. She just ignored it an kept talking.
We are here for you and I think you deserve so much better for your youtube channel and I love you soo much. Keep going what you are doing. :) btw I love your tattoo
Once my husband started medication he said he felt like a balloon that had been pulled off the ceiling. He said he feels like he sees the real world now.
OMG risperdal sucks so much. I hate that stuff. I gained so much weight and I also had the same experience as you where I just couldn't function on it, and the people at the PHP program would yell at me for falling asleep! I had another really weird/embarrassing side effect on it too. I'm on seroquel now. P.S. That tattoo is rad
Alanna Carlson@ do you feel comfortable about say the embarrassing thing was just wondering what It could be. My embarrassing side affect from psych meds was I could not get fully hard, ejaculat and disinterest in sex. My partner at the time left cuz I didn't give him sex Hahahaha
ZoophreemiaHouse it made me lactate even though I didn't have any children and wasn't pregnant. I guess that it's basically the female version of the gynecomastia that it caused in males.
ZoophreemiaHouse yea I'm sure it has something to do with hormones. I'm guessing oxytocin has something to do with it. either way, risperdal is an awful drug.
my brother have shezophrenia and he takes his medicine for years but he still talk and even should with his voices I don't know if he sees them or just hear them tell me please if I should sit down and talk to him that he is hallucinating or that would have a traumatic effect
Thanks for your videos brother i know someone very special to me whom i love soo much that has the symptoms you mention an its hard because theres so much confusion due to the family misleading with their personal diagnosis mostly spiritual. But thank God she is on meds at the moment and i talk to her she told me what medication she is taking and it confirmed what i thought. I hope she can get to your level of understanding it sux i cant see her leave again
You are doing incredibly good for the society and I got so much information from you sweetheart can't thank you enough for that you are a Genius love you loads.😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
Raccoon Kitty I don't know about him, but my schizophrenic friend has said they hear their family and friends voices telling them to kill themselves or other people. She's on medicine though so it helps.
It varies, you hallucinate for example, it happens to me the most.. -> i'm sitting on the bus and hearing other people talking about me... interesting (not great things for sure) but most of the time it's unfamiliar, as it can be, since you hear it a lot, it's like some1 is talking in your head silently, and that echoes | it's only my experince though |
I agree. The meds do make me care less about the auditory hallucinations. Like I hear it but it doesn't bother me like it would if I was off medication.
BradUVbLaZe then you can experience psychotic symptoms ranging from mild to suvear depending on the individual...some dont need medication and others rely on it
Hey love your videos. Recently subscribed. I live with Schizophrenia too and find it useful to see how other people manage the illness. Don’t know if you have heard of Jonny Benjamin. He is an English mental health campaigner with schizo-affective disorder. You may find some of his vlogs he has done interesting to watch yourself. Much love x
Jacob. U r so smart I'm so sorry u suffer from this disease. I do like when u get into details about how things r W u when u r off ur medication so we can try understand the disease. When u say possession this is what I think happens I'm Rly glad tho that the seroquel is helping u
Literally I've been on medication since 2012 and just recently I like to know what I still have these Illusions I still go into an attack where I think the worst things about to happen I'm always being watched all the bad things about schizophrenia and all the side effects I have all them all I have taken my medicine and I haven't had a problem set and the only thing I can think of why is because when you take a pill every night before bed you're putting in your head that you have this problem and you take this pill to help yourself so you remind yourself every single day that you have this problem will you stop your medication you start forgetting about the problem when you don't have the episodes you have good day
Plz help my brother is very depressed because of schizophrenia and he ever shout to me sometimes he lost hope in life thank god that he is even still alive
LOL not from my experience, their medication makes them bloat up like a balloon! They look very unhealthy most of the time, skinny arms and legs and HUGGE bloated stomachs.
Voices I've had about my grandma. (Deceased) But my visual is... Fun. I've had a specific hallucination about what I call the "Chernobyl girl" to my therapist. She has chemically burnt skin, burnt hair, and an arm out of her back. So that was fun as hell.
I know you made this video a long time ago...but how do you help someone refusing to take their medication? The person thinks God is talking to them but it's really demons. I'm afraid for them and I've tried and tried to help them but they are simply refusing to take their meds...what else can I do?
Literally I've been on medication since 2012 and just recently I like to know what I still have these Illusions I still go into an attack where I think the worst things about to happen I'm always being watched all the bad things about schizophrenia and all the side effects I have all them all I have taken my medicine and I haven't had a problem set and the only thing I can think of why is because when you take a pill every night before bed you're putting in your head that you have this problem and you take this pill to help yourself so you remind yourself every single day that you have this problem will you stop your medication you start forgetting about the problem when you don't have the episodes you have good day
yeah try to feed the survival instict, given to us by evolution (obviously the life that didnt had the will to survive simply died leaving mostly life that has the survival instinct, thats why today almost all life we see wants to stay alive) and feeding it can make you enjoy life much more!
I had an psychotic broke. I have glitchs, sounds that transforms in messages. When i stop taking Risperdal i had voices. And a extrange reality. I was very weak. Now i think im cured but well, the stay me on meds. Is the way! For them. I think i can be off meds. But well. Is difficult the thing.
Im not schizophrenic but really occasionally I hear wispers in my head...and I know its not me thinking its almost like someone is talking in my head but its only occasionally so its probably not schizophrenia
Once I cleaned my friends entire room and put all important stuff in a group invade of a fire.. Now, about year later, I might be getting put on medication for childhood schizophrenia. (that's not it, i guess I kinda feel like you? I don't know. From this video I can kinda relate.) I'm scared to be put on medication cause I don't want to be a zombie, but I feel like it's the best? I don't know.
I am really curious about the voices and intrusive stuff!? I assume (which I believe is the low end of the delusion scale) that I have some intrusive thoughts. But I'm not sure if those are different personas / identities. I do compartmentalize them, and identify more with osdd 1 then I do voices or thoughts! And would that really be different than conscience!? But I also understand everybody's experience is different!? My thoughts don't tell me to kill myself or others. I do get some over sexualisation from them or at least one of them. And a lot of times they actually seem to manifest in the body. Such as facial expressions, posturing, attitudes, and just general expressions. Which makes me think of osdd-1. But I am definitely schizophrenic. I'm not really sure what that means!
MrEduardo4685 he has disorganized schizophrenia (I think it's called that) also he's looking at his desk top computer also, maybe reading his video plan
Hi Jacob, the more of your videos I watch, the more I'm getting convinced you're not schizofrenic.Your way of thinking is too logical and smooth.I've had an experience of communicating and observing a schizofrenic person(that's why I got interested in the topic).When you talk to this person or read his facebook page, you feel like your brain is melting, you can't even follow the chain of thoughts cause it's an absolute rave, it gives you a strage feeling of ecountering something you can't identify. I watched videos with real patients and they had these symptoms too, the way they're saying and seeing things is completely beyond comprehension of a normal person. You're nothing like that. I don't state you're a fraud, but I see you more as a guy with some disorders having had strange ecperiences in life which is not cause for the diagnosis. A lot of people have had strange feelings, strange dreams and internal anxiety, maybe you've had more than others cause of some internal issues and isolation. Sorry if I sound arrogant judging you from a distance, but this is what I see.
You deserve way more subscribers. People need to understand what Schizophrenia is. They need to stray away from the way the media portrays people with Schizophrenia.
I agree ..so Subscribe me guys !!
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wut? no.
Media in general gives false information
@@stagger9660 this is what the owner of the comment means. Inconsiderate
Dude you're so positive even through your struggles. Love your vids 💙
I'm really glad RUclips has helped you 😊
Jacob, this is my favorite video of all of yours I think. Very insightful. I think you are doing such a fantastic service to society. this video is such a great example of the unique insights you can provide for people who have not had schizophrenia and for clinicians who should understand the illness and medications., Also, you seem to be doing so well. Hope you're well and continuing to look to the future and improve . thank you so much!
I love you jacob you have helped me through alot I watch you alot . My son Chad 4 years ago at age 19 committed suicide with this illness. My aunt Rachael in her 60s now has schizophrenia also. No one ever talked about it in the family which I wish they would have so I would have known more about it. I watch the videos because I have grandkids and two daughters I hope they never get this cause there is a percentage. Keep up the great work. You are helping so many people. You are a wonderful guy.Thanks for everything you do.
your a cool dude
you are amazing. i wish. that you met my son, who es squizo afective and dosent want take meds. i am very woory for him.
You see pal, I've been in and out of mental hospitals for depression.
The mental hospital doctor assumed that my "voices" (more of thoughts in someone else's voice) was a coping mechanism with my grandma's death.
Then after I got out, I got a therapist, I told him about the voices and he suggested I talk to my medical Doctor, and then I got ahold of risperidone.
I've had sleep issues, I sleep for 3 hours, then after I wake up, I get a dose of adrenaline.
But with the meds, I still wake up, but I don't get adrenaline. So then it's easy for me to get back to sleep.
Stay safe, and sane.
You say that Schizophrenia prevents you from knowing what is real and what is imagined, but I think it prevents us from seeing ourselves and how we relate to the world and how we see ourselves. Voices are simply our own thoughts that register as someone else and the voices of others register as threatening. Doing RUclips videos and blogging has helped me to see myself and how I relate to others in the world and has helped me to love myself, and intern, it has helped me to love others more and not think so lowly of others.
I love your videos. I'm happy that RUclips gives you purpose and you are doing something important by sharing your experience. Your positive attitude about life is also very inspiring.
Dealing with a lot of pain is a pain; lol.
I'm trying not to cuss in my videos so I don't get demonetized hahahah. I was going to say pain in the ass. RUclips is a little snowflakey lately.
Ricoclout28 😦😩😞
That is by far, the greatest Jupiter tattoo I have come across. Awesome.
hi Jacob! I have schizoaffective disorder and if really appreciate if you could talk about bipolar disorder in one of your videos? I think you have a good way or explaining things x
Kitty Taylor Yes! 😀
You are lovely :3 I apreciate so much your videos because I learn a lot about your illness and how it works, everything you say it's like gold for me, i just want to say thank you, Jacob.
You could do a video on your entire story of getting diagnosed
how did you realize you were schizophrenic? my brother is schizophrenic & he just seems so disassociated, you can't even have a conversation with him. my family is trying to get him help but good mental help is really hard to get where I live
I love this video, everything is said so well.
Love To Hear You Vent !,,,GLAD YOU FOUND THE RIGHT MEDICATION !!!!!!GREAT INFO !!!!!😻
Your tattoo looks really good! Awesome choice too!
This is some real ass shit you're talking about, I used to live with a guy named Michael and he had it as well, he used to talk to different personalities in his head, he was the nicest guy though and every one loved him, he used to hate to take the medication cuz he said he liked the personalities lol, we used to have a lot of fun and you remind me a lot of him, very intelligent and aware of your illness, he hated it as well and we used to get drunk and he would tell me about it lol, it gave me a huge insight into how horrible every day life can be for people that have it, and how strange and abstract it is as well.
You are a ray of light in this world thank you fir this informative video. Keep up the positive vibes. Thank you
I'm so glad you have given a voice to so many & hopefully this is therapeutic for you, you help so many people. 🌙. Tat looks rad! I have 5 myself. :) never bothered me either. Kinda therapeutic in itself! Great video ++++
I was diagnosed with schizophrenia six months ago and I've come to realize and except my problem head on by myself and not fear the illness, also wish I had a beard like yours my beard scruffy
I'm shook by the placement of your lamp on that table
I love you...these videos make me somewhat happy. Thank you!!!
I'm so glad that you talk about the serious stuff. Thanks for speaking about meds. I hope that you stay well xx
i think schizophrenia is going to really increase because of the overwhelming stress and too much information overload, too mant traumatic what ifs to worry about too much pressure and too many neds so much alienation poverty sadness and loneliness, the world is changing faster than we can keep up with
diet excercise and the woods helped me.
I've always been so fascinated about schizophrenia for reasons I can't explain. This video is simply awesome, I really appreciate how you articulate what you deal with, having this disease. Is there an explanation, does anyone know, why the voices schizophrenics hear, are always mean and negative, why are there no voices telling you how smart and handsome you are, for example? Serious question. Do scientists know why the voices are invariably negative? Thanks again and God speed.
Jacob it is incredible to see you in this video. I've subscribed to you for a while but haven't watched many videos of yours recently. When I first subscribed, I remember your videos were so long because you had difficulty organizing your thoughts and expressing your points. Watching you talk in this video shows your incredible growth! I hope you continue to do well and grow your channel! Xxx
I think there is a cure for schizophrenia
The "high alert" symptom you described off medication is so awful ... I've had to deal with too, it's completely unlivable. Thank god for AP medication, despite their many problems
Great tattoo Jacob and very original!
What you are describing when you go off meds are the withdrawal symptoms. Look up the withdrawal symptoms for your meds. The only way to reduce them is to very slowly taper off them and have a backup med or supplement for insomnia because insomnia makes psychosis even worse.
Cool tattoo Jacob. I'm so glad you take medication and that it works well for you. Thanks for your input about schizophrenia. I think you help tons of people in your videos.
Thank you for this , Your gonna help save my brother !!
Hi thank for the Information. My son is having a hard time.he won't take his Medication..its so hard
Do you have any phobias or triggers? There was this one lady giving a ted talk saying she would hallucinate a really scary clown, and her triggers were red and white because those were the colors of that clown. So ted talks gave her a black rug to stand on Instead of the red rug. Was very interesting. She said she could still see the clown in the audience but she refused to look at it. She just ignored it an kept talking.
Really enjoy the content of your videos. Thank you.
I loose it on my days off. Nothing to do. Got to keep busy
We are here for you and I think you deserve so much better for your youtube channel and I love you soo much. Keep going what you are doing. :) btw I love your tattoo
thanks for sharing. you speak in a very relatable and natural manner.
Once my husband started medication he said he felt like a balloon that had been pulled off the ceiling. He said he feels like he sees the real world now.
Thank s for the video.good info
OMG risperdal sucks so much. I hate that stuff. I gained so much weight and I also had the same experience as you where I just couldn't function on it, and the people at the PHP program would yell at me for falling asleep! I had another really weird/embarrassing side effect on it too. I'm on seroquel now. P.S. That tattoo is rad
Alanna Carlson@ do you feel comfortable about say the embarrassing thing was just wondering what It could be.
My embarrassing side affect from psych meds was I could not get fully hard, ejaculat and disinterest in sex. My partner at the time left cuz I didn't give him sex Hahahaha
guess he doesn't have that problem. he is skinny asf
ZoophreemiaHouse it made me lactate even though I didn't have any children and wasn't pregnant. I guess that it's basically the female version of the gynecomastia that it caused in males.
Alanna Carlson@ probably hey. It's odd the psych meds do this, thy must do something to the testosterone and oestrogen lvls in the body maybe
ZoophreemiaHouse yea I'm sure it has something to do with hormones. I'm guessing oxytocin has something to do with it. either way, risperdal is an awful drug.
my brother have shezophrenia and he takes his medicine for years but he still talk and even should with his voices I don't know if he sees them or just hear them tell me please if I should sit down and talk to him that he is hallucinating or that would have a traumatic effect
Great video man i really love your videos.
Thanks for your videos brother i know someone very special to me whom i love soo much that has the symptoms you mention an its hard because theres so much confusion due to the family misleading with their personal diagnosis mostly spiritual. But thank God she is on meds at the moment and i talk to her she told me what medication she is taking and it confirmed what i thought. I hope she can get to your level of understanding it sux i cant see her leave again
Thank you for this my 28yr old son who was adopted has schizophrenia. Are you tortured by this?
im all most healed from schizophrenia all my heavy weight of life is all most gone im starting to live a normal life Jesus Christ is the cure
You are doing incredibly good for the society and I got so much information from you sweetheart can't thank you enough for that you are a
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Great video, thanks for the good advice :)
I was wondering, do you ever have hallucinations of voices that you recognize or of people that you know? or is it only unfamiliar voices?
Raccoon Kitty
That's Rood! (a bit)
Raccoon Kitty I don't know about him, but my schizophrenic friend has said they hear their family and friends voices telling them to kill themselves or other people. She's on medicine though so it helps.
I did. and the guy commanded me to hit my mom.
It varies, you hallucinate for example, it happens to me the most.. -> i'm sitting on the bus and hearing other people talking about me... interesting (not great things for sure) but most of the time it's unfamiliar, as it can be, since you hear it a lot, it's like some1 is talking in your head silently, and that echoes | it's only my experince though |
Regarding difficulty sleeping with auditory hallucinations:
Get a little box fan and put it in your room. It does wonders.
i think its different. i think skitso is a gift
I agree. The meds do make me care less about the auditory hallucinations. Like I hear it but it doesn't bother me like it would if I was off medication.
What if i have schizophrenia but i dont take meds ???
BradUVbLaZe then you can experience psychotic symptoms ranging from mild to suvear depending on the individual...some dont need medication and others rely on it
Me to i and it had helped me alot not to, but I have a hard time sleeping
BradUVbLaZe You will live on the street or in an institution.
Hey love your videos. Recently subscribed. I live with Schizophrenia too and find it useful to see how other people manage the illness. Don’t know if you have heard of Jonny Benjamin. He is an English mental health campaigner with schizo-affective disorder. You may find some of his vlogs he has done interesting to watch yourself. Much love x
Jacob. U r so smart I'm so sorry u suffer from this disease. I do like when u get into details about how things r W u when u r off ur medication so we can try understand the disease. When u say possession this is what I think happens I'm Rly glad tho that the seroquel is helping u
Literally I've been on medication since 2012 and just recently I like to know what I still have these Illusions I still go into an attack where I think the worst things about to happen I'm always being watched all the bad things about schizophrenia and all the side effects I have all them all I have taken my medicine and I haven't had a problem set and the only thing I can think of why is because when you take a pill every night before bed you're putting in your head that you have this problem and you take this pill to help yourself so you remind yourself every single day that you have this problem will you stop your medication you start forgetting about the problem when you don't have the episodes you have good day
Plz help my brother is very depressed because of schizophrenia and he ever shout to me sometimes he lost hope in life thank god that he is even still alive
I noticed that many schizophrenic people are very slim
Jake S I'm fat af
LOL not from my experience, their medication makes them bloat up like a balloon! They look very unhealthy most of the time, skinny arms and legs and HUGGE bloated stomachs.
because many don't have a job where to work
na we thicc
many but NOT ALL
Jacob is so damn handsome. I swear he can be a modal
Voices I've had about my grandma. (Deceased)
But my visual is... Fun.
I've had a specific hallucination about what I call the "Chernobyl girl" to my therapist.
She has chemically burnt skin, burnt hair, and an arm out of her back.
So that was fun as hell.
Wtf
Hey jacob. I'm curious since you are a youtuber, do you watch other youtubers? In the area of mental health or otherwise? love the channel btw.
I know you made this video a long time ago...but how do you help someone refusing to take their medication? The person thinks God is talking to them but it's really demons. I'm afraid for them and I've tried and tried to help them but they are simply refusing to take their meds...what else can I do?
Literally I've been on medication since 2012 and just recently I like to know what I still have these Illusions I still go into an attack where I think the worst things about to happen I'm always being watched all the bad things about schizophrenia and all the side effects I have all them all I have taken my medicine and I haven't had a problem set and the only thing I can think of why is because when you take a pill every night before bed you're putting in your head that you have this problem and you take this pill to help yourself so you remind yourself every single day that you have this problem will you stop your medication you start forgetting about the problem when you don't have the episodes you have good day
yeah try to feed the survival instict, given to us by evolution (obviously the life that didnt had the will to survive simply died leaving mostly life that has the survival instinct, thats why today almost all life we see wants to stay alive) and feeding it can make you enjoy life much more!
I had an psychotic broke. I have glitchs, sounds that transforms in messages. When i stop taking Risperdal i had voices. And a extrange reality. I was very weak. Now i think im cured but well, the stay me on meds. Is the way! For them. I think i can be off meds. But well. Is difficult the thing.
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Im not schizophrenic but really occasionally I hear wispers in my head...and I know its not me thinking its almost like someone is talking in my head but its only occasionally so its probably not schizophrenia
What an amazing person
Once I cleaned my friends entire room and put all important stuff in a group invade of a fire.. Now, about year later, I might be getting put on medication for childhood schizophrenia. (that's not it, i guess I kinda feel like you? I don't know. From this video I can kinda relate.) I'm scared to be put on medication cause I don't want to be a zombie, but I feel like it's the best? I don't know.
GOD BLESS YOU 💎
I'd hate to be on the receiving end of those boney knuckles. XD
I really like your snazzy microphone. I would not be surprised if someone offered you a talk show out of your home! Would you do it???
Can you help me giving me a hint how to convince a schizophrenic to accept the treatment?
hey jacob, how are you? hope you're fine
For some reason the volume is super low on this video? Can you make them louder?
You seem to be doing so well it almost seems like you don't even have it anymore lol.
Did you quit smoking cigs?
are you in to art and are you making drawings or paintings?
love the videos! really dont need to answers this but will we be seeing the girlfriend(?) again
No, been single for awhile.
thx for answering cool content btw:)
Your tattoo actually looked like a wood to me
I am really curious about the voices and intrusive stuff!? I assume (which I believe is the low end of the delusion scale) that I have some intrusive thoughts. But I'm not sure if those are different personas / identities. I do compartmentalize them, and identify more with osdd 1 then I do voices or thoughts! And would that really be different than conscience!? But I also understand everybody's experience is different!?
My thoughts don't tell me to kill myself or others. I do get some over sexualisation from them or at least one of them. And a lot of times they actually seem to manifest in the body. Such as facial expressions, posturing, attitudes, and just general expressions. Which makes me think of osdd-1. But I am definitely schizophrenic. I'm not really sure what that means!
I have schizophrenia too.. ((shits fun long story short. (Sarcasm)
May i know what is the name of the medicine you are taking that does not cause weight gain?
Thankfully you were born in the day and age of you tube. You tube is a great thing.
Ayeee vape life
Did you ever try Niacin ?
hi its meeee, love u
find a Botanica and ask for help, they cure you, for sure
Did u ever smoke weed and how did u feel
How are you so skinny? Medication made me fat :(
You shouldnt associate "lifelike" with "real"
Hey Jacob, aren't you supposed to get tattoo on the spot that can easily be hidden with the clothing ?
why do you barely look at the camera?
MrEduardo4685 he has disorganized schizophrenia (I think it's called that) also he's looking at his desk top computer also, maybe reading his video plan
Im offf medesidsines for LIKE 4 month lol long
I have a hard time believing you have schizophrenia. I happened to have landed on this video for some reason. Nice tattoo by the way.
Hi Jacob, the more of your videos I watch, the more I'm getting convinced you're not schizofrenic.Your way of thinking is too logical and smooth.I've had an experience of communicating and observing a schizofrenic person(that's why I got interested in the topic).When you talk to this person or read his facebook page, you feel like your brain is melting, you can't even follow the chain of thoughts cause it's an absolute rave, it gives you a strage feeling of ecountering something you can't identify. I watched videos with real patients and they had these symptoms too, the way they're saying and seeing things is completely beyond comprehension of a normal person. You're nothing like that. I don't state you're a fraud, but I see you more as a guy with some disorders having had strange ecperiences in life which is not cause for the diagnosis. A lot of people have had strange feelings, strange dreams and internal anxiety, maybe you've had more than others cause of some internal issues and isolation. Sorry if I sound arrogant judging you from a distance, but this is what I see.
It's different degrees. It's a spectrum
Hehehe i prefer puppetteering
practicing mindfulness will help with you lower your dosage of your medication.
you look a lot like luke hemmings!!
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You should look up deliverance from demons.