Hi Tony, I don't know whether you'll ever see this, but I just want you to know that I figured out what your mother meant when she said, "Look for my smile," because I lost my own 12 years ago and I've had some time: she meant look for her in your mirror or to see how you feel when you look at the sky in spring or at someone you love or when you feel something that moves you profoundly. The day before yesterday, I learnt that my younger brother, to whom I'm very close and who lost his mother when he was 8, was suicidal. The same day, I learnt that I could soon be unemployed. I wasn't able to process any of this and in between trying to save my job, my brother and myself working from home, I learnt I was the only adult in my family I could rely on because she wasn't here anymore. Then yesterday, the algorithm put Ariana by you on. I had another tab open but the moment the first few notes hit me, I knew, instinctively that you had lost someone. When I read your description, I curled up in my bed for an hour and cried because so many memories I thought I had lost resurfaced. My mother, through your own mother's smile in this picture, came out to tell me I wasn't alone. When I was done, I found myself uploading a photo of her, to receive millions of comments telling me, specifically, how much my smile was like her own. That's what she means, Tony. She means for you to be happy. It's what I live everyday. And I feel her then. And now, I'll think of Ariana as well. Thank you. :)
Beautiful words, Alaric MORAS. Same here, as soon as the music played I felt this loss. Losing a mom is like missing a shade of happiness. The color is completely taken from the palette. Nothing can ever replicate it. There's a spiritual depth to motherhood, and you realize that the moment you cannot see or be with her again in this life.
Bawled my eyes out after reading this. I'm so lucky to have my mother still around. I wish I listened to her more growing up, it would have saved me so much pain and heartbreak in life. If your mother is still with you, give her all the love and respect while you still can. Listen to her advice, your mother is the only person in this world who wants nothing other than your success and happiness.
I discovered this song on Spotify shortly after my daughter, Arianna, was born a few months ago. Having not read the description I had no idea it was a song born out of grief. But I play it every night as I put her to bed... it is beautiful. So I want you to know that this beautiful piece of music has been a piece of new life, as well as loss. Thank you.
@@olivierjouet4375force à toi Olivier, je te souhaite le meilleur à venir même si tu es un inconnu pour moi On vit dans le même pays, et c'est assez pour nous lier!
The story goes same to me. I was aware about Tony Anderson and his music from the introduction of track Emmanuel. Later on after exploring more of his music I was really touched and connected to this track ARIANA. This track was very special to me and I felt very much connected. I was constantly playing this music on my phone, if not in my head(contemplating this track with the scenario around me ) at the time iI was at Portugal, Melides coastal side. It was mid summer and me and my wife planned to go to the beach side of Melides which is really beautiful. She was already pregnant with our daughter almost 4 months. We planned a day to walk by the beach of Melides and just enjoy the solitariness. The waves on the sea getting stronger while occasional gush of wind passed by us. it was neither cold nor hot it was perfect. Mid of April in Portugal. We really enjoyed that moment and took some pictures and videos. Later on, after some days I was informed that my first child is a baby girl. when my wife asked what we should name her the only name that came to me was the name ARIANA. Me and my wife we are Nepalese from Himalayan region while buddhism being our background naming her ARIANA was unnatural(according to our tradition)... Well the story is long, but in short connecting to your comment, when I read the description on this video I realised the grief that was emotionally attached to it. Like you've said a beautiful piece of composition in music I would like to say that this track although its about loss has and will be an inspiration for a new life for me. My Daughter My motivation "ARIANA".
Hello Tony, I have listened to this music nonstop all throughout my college life, and now im in my senior year. I just want you to know how this song has saved me multiple times from my depression and suicidal thoughts, listening to this song is so comforting like someone is wrapping their arms around me. I want to thank you for creating such an amazing song that has helped a lot of people and I hope you're doing okay. This will forever be my song of healing.
Тони Андерсон спасибо вам. Это самая потрясающая песня которую я слышала. Душа ликует и поет. И воспоминания, то хорошие ,то плохие плывут перед глазам. Это очень красивые песни лучшие которые я слышала
If every human being listen to Tony's music, we wouldn't have no war anymore! Your music is a peaceful masterpiece. Much love for u and your family from Germany.
The picture looks amazing. The wooden house, an old country car, a green plain in the background and those two in the little farm field, smiling at us.
I bursted into tears the moment I read that phrase ''look for my smile'' I love You and Your music Tony! Much love from other side of the world - Latvia. And stay strong!
I suffered from depression and whenever I had a mental breakdown I would listen to this song, I think the reason of that is because I always thought of this song like a sad one, a song that tried to describe the loss of a mother, the suffering. But right now I listen to it and I don't feel sadness nor suffering in this beautiful melody. In fact I got it all wrong, it is beautiful and pure, it's a tribute lullaby for this beautiful soul.
I am in a low place myself right now and I came back to listen to this song today...march 2, 2021...it is almost as if I had never heard it before and it gave me the same gift it gave you in those low moments. This music is beyond me...a treasure passing through me, and something I am now in need of. Thanks for opening up...I appreciate you.
This is song remind me of ever changing nature of our world.Nothing lasts forever.Keep your loved one close . prioritize whats really value to your soul. Keep chasing those dreams.Thanks Tony for this amazing art
Hello tony, i´m sorry for your loss. My mother was diagnosed with brain cancer last week, and things are very complicated. This song made me cry, and also remember all the good times from when i was a little child. Thank you for your music. Be well.
@@zahraahu9366 hello dear friend. Unfortunately my mother died 4th of August. 1 month and a few days after she was diagnosed, she passed away. Now she's with god almighty, and watching over us. Thank you so much for your message, deeply appreciate you.
Ariana (Ариана in Russian) is a wonderful name...Accept our deepest condolences from a strangers from Russia...My girlfriend’s mom died on November 25...We grieve, but we live on...Tony, your music is tangible, continue to write ... create ... good health to You, your Family and Friends
I cried reading about you and your mom. I deeply sorry. I don't know you but your music is important to me and I am grateful for your songs. I am deeply sorry for your pain. I am a mom and a daughter and I can only imagine. I hope you can feel the presence of Jesus in your heart right now. And His love.
I just found this song recently. My coworker had this song in a playlist called "gorgeous soundtracks," and when I heard it the first time, I thought this was the most beautiful song I've ever heard. This song embodies the picture in every aspect. It's everything so beautiful, yet somber of grief that this moment is in the past. Thank you for crafting this masterpiece.
Tony... I'm between my tears i say: feel yourself hugged by a huge an tender brother in pain: i lost my fathers to this miserable desease and can say that your is my sorow. And your art could bring me some strong felling to go on. Take my vow to this go to were you are and be proud of your mother and how creaive and capable she made you... be safe and sound and live to do mutch more things that she shurely be proud off! Oh boy! im in tears now...
Tony, just look at what you’ve done in touching so many hearts. We in our turn are reaching out to touch your heart, and the other hearts in your family, at this time. A hug to you.
My heart pours out to you and your family. This song is more then just a dedication to the beautiful life of your mother, but the love you hold dear too, within your music. This song is so vibrant yet gentle, graceful but moving, and so pure in meaning. The passion for music goes beyond dreams. She is smiling.
I lost my grandmother a few months ago, after my mom, she was the one that always cared for me like if I was his own son, I can't explain the feelings running through my heart right now but listening to this song I feel relieved that I had her in my life and I was able to care for her till her last moments as she did with me. I'll miss her every single day Thank you Tony for this lovely piece of art that you created, I feel your pain but we know our beloved ones are in a better place taking care of us as they always did
I believe your mom meant to look for her smile through the things you love and the things you enjoy the most, because when she see that you’re happy and enjoying your life she surly will smile. Rest In Peace Ariana My sincere condolences.
I needed this song today because I remembered my past pains about my mom as well. And i have no surprise today is 21 Sept. Let's both rest in peace with God
I received a lot of comfort from this song during a difficult time for me personally. I would like to introduce it to those who like rainy days. hope it can be a small but positive comfort for many people in the long, long process of controlling their minds. I sincerely thank Tony for doing something that can save people.
This masterpiece hits so hard..both ways, depending on your mood and spirit. I'm going through some hard times and thinking of giving up on life. This song makes me so sad and brings so many tears, but in the same time it gives me hope to carry on. I honestly cannot explain it. Never thought a song could have such an impact on emotions.
This sounds more like a "I'll see you soon again" rather than a goodbye... It sounds like there is a bright future ahead still to be had. We grow stronger every day, and never forget those who helped put us ahead.
Hey Tony. This is what I imagined your mother saying with her final words: "When your journey has ended, when you finally enter His gates, when you are surrounded by a great multitude that you blessed with your talents, don't look for that withered old woman, dying in a hospital bed. You won't find her. I've become something new. Look for my smile. You'll know it when you see it." Whether that seems accurate our not, I felt I should share it with you. Thanks for sharing the tunes. God bless :)
Shes not gone, she has been freed. She will be there with you and you will be able to feel this, especially during hard times, just think about her - she will give you strength when you need it. Trust me.
I am hearing this, during the pandemic. Never in my entire life have I felt so alone, as I do right now. I miss how the world used to be. Miss meeting new people, miss being with the ones I love, miss giving them that extra tight hug for no reason.. Well yeah. This social isolation .. It's just not for me anymore.. :-( Thank you for this piece of art, Tony. It makes me think, and makes me appreciate the world that I loved. You are a genius in what you do.
Ben ! Whatever happens let's give ourselves to Jesus. It's through trials and tribulations that we enter into the Kingdom of God. The future maybe difficult but Jesus is gonna be there for you and lots of your family in Jesus are praying for you. Just like I did today 🙏
Soy de Colombia y perdí a mi padre hace 10 meses en un accidente. Mi hermano descubrió esta canción y de inmediato sentí a mi padre cerca, lo extraño tanto y esta canción me trae sus mejores recuerdos, gracias Tony . ❤
You have to be strong to find the inspiration to create something so beautiful and light instead of something melancholic and heavy in times of greave. I am sure she is proud. I once read this (don't remember from who and the exact words but something like this): "You have to let go in order to keep that person in your heart and not the shadow of their los." Hope someone will remind me one day.
Tony, she's flying where the Light is eternal. She will be always by your side, in your Soul full of sensitivity. She is in the Music, because God is Music of the Soul. A big hug to you and your sister from an Italian superFan since the beginning. A sweet prayer for Her and all your family.
My daughter's 1st birthday is this weekend. I am attempting to put together a video collage of the last year as a surprise to my wife and family (no skill at all, but giving it a shot). This is the song that I chose to put in the background. I was terrified to be a dad and at times didn't want to be. Before my daughter came I had a lot of dark days full of anxiety. As I watch these snippets go by, I am realizing how blessed I am by God's goodness to have the responsibility of life in my hands. The joy I feel is something that I didn't think I would experience again. It's the joy you see in your mom and sister and it's the colors captured in those fields. Tony - your music is captivating and moves the Spirit in me. Thank you for helping me realize that it turned out alright. I can't wait to share this with my family.
My grandma was diagnosed with cancer last week - I know she has very little time remaining. I just pray that she doesn’t experience much pain. May God soften her heart and bless her soul.
Pain and pleassure goes hand in hand, all is in balance, it will be, ever and ever, here we dance in our eternal divinity, right here, right now, there is no going anywhere or anything that's leaving, here I am in all my glory, pain and misserry, joy, you are my life, my life is your's, here we are, my love.
I’m sorry to hear that but I would definitely not recommend drinking alcohol and taking drugs. You must be stronger for your mum because she needs you. Ask Jesus to come into your life and pray consistently. Pray for strength and courage for both your mum and you. Just get off the damn drugs and alcohol so you can look back at this moment in 10 years time with some self-respect.
I just want to say two Things. First: I am so sorry for your loss… Second: I want you to know that your Music guided me through so much. My final exams on my last School, my Depression when my girlfriend broke up and my daily life. Everytime when I want to concentrate or relax I listen to your Songs. And one of the biggest things: You and your Music are actually one of the reasons why last year with only beeing 16 years old I decided to study Musicproduction. I had one of my semester exams today through Video conference because of corona and even before the exam I listened to your Music in order to relaxe. Your mom can be Pretty proud of you and you can be Pretty proud of yourself too. Much love from Germany and I wish you the best. ❤
Oi Tony, Prazer me chamo Lucas e sou do Brasil e quero dizer que em meio a muitos Brasileiros que só dão ouvidos a musicas ofensivas e sem criatividade posso dizer que sou privilegiado em ter te conhecido e sou grato por ter gostos por musicas tão belas como suas Musicas! Gratidão por ter esse dom tão incrível pela Musica! Saiba que suas composições tem me trazido ótimos momentos de reflexões, momentos de espiritualidade e momentos de belas leituras! Gratidão novamente você esta fazendo um ótimo Papel aqui na terra.
I had no idea what motivated this song, but every time i heard it i would sob, i just seems to pull out of me all my sadness and anger, and i just cry. I have never heard a song that draws out emotion so vividly. And now i see why. An amazing piece of music to immortalize your mothers memory. Bravo.
I've been listening to your music since 2016 when Ambient featured Immanuel. Always loved the depth and emotion in your music. My father was diagnosed with cancer this past September and my life changed that day in ways that I cant even put into words. I've had some really, really dark moments. Then you posted this song...and all I can really say is, although my heart breaks for your loss, and as your mother's final journey has just ended, and my father's has now just begun, I find solace in knowing there Is Paradise after this life, where my earthly father will eventually go, and where I'm confident your mom is already waiting in the arms of our Heavenly Father. I pray that God blesses you and your family. And again, thank you for this beautiful song.
My own mother lost her fight with dementia 2.5 years ago, and there are few things that have brought me peace about her passing as this song has. Time and again, all of the suffering and heartache that accompanied her last couple of years washes away, at least briefly, and is replaced with her smiling, silly, loving face whenever I hear this song and see that picture. Thank you so much for your music, for this song, and for being a son that honors his mother.
It’s been exactly 3 weeks since my mom left to be with God . Exactly a year back she completed her chemo today ! And Spotify got me to this - suggested track to my playlist. My dad too left within 11 days to be with her . I look for their smile when I smile at the mirror . They smile through me now :) . What she meant when she said “Look for my smile “ can be interpreted only by you ! We can just give our inferences . I personally feel she meant - look for smiles everywhere , so that it puts a smile on your face too and one day may be when you are not expecting it you will feel her In spirit and energy smiling through someone ! Thanks for this - it’s helping too . The ones who love us , never leave . They may not exist in the physical world today but in spirit they are always there with us .
I've been listening to the Immanuel Vinyl I'd got for myself for Christmas. The whole set is wonderful and I'd posted on the Record video, that it was an instant buy when I knew Ariana and Nocturne were to be on the B side. It is only now, reading the description for this video that I find out why I feel there is so much love and warmth in this track. It makes me smile, so maybe this music is a way of passing your mums smile onto others. Thanks again.
I'm so sorry you lost your mom. I can't imagine losing my mom. I love her so much. She supports me through every hardship, heartbreak, every achievement. That's what a mother's job is. We can't take our mothers for granted.
Dear Tony, it doesnt get easier - you just get used to it! And it hurts less, and you tend to remember the good things, the little things and the silly things. Sometimes you remember funny things, that now make your eyes water, sometimes you remember harsh words, that now make you stronger! My mom is gone too! I would love to think that our mothers are smiling at us right now! My mom would of said - "Don't be silly - I am alright - it is you i am worried about!!!"......... Take care Tony! Love your music!!!
This picture reminds me of my own childhood and my mother when we we're going to spend summer days in a country side. It takes you deep. Amazing song. And it's probably my second comment in youtube ever. You dragged me out to write it down. Love from Lithuania.
My mom died of cancer when I was 13 years old. I am still walking on your path of letting go, and it seemed to me that this path is almost over. I am 46 years old, and when I listened to this composition I found myself at the beginning of the path of letting go, tears again in my eyes. You cannot prepare for this. Thank you for your understanding ...! God bless you!
I listen to this song now for 22:39 Hours i dont know how a Song can be so addicting, it's so emotional and calming at the same time. You're a legend i love your songs!!
Her smile is you my friend. You are the continuity of the happiness that she gave you with her life, her love and her smile. Seeking your smile is a bit like chasing after your life, to enjoy it more and more. Wherever she is, she hears this love that you knew how to translate so well into this beautiful melody. Your inspiration reflects the wonderful person she was. Thank you for this message, and I wish you to smile for a long time.
I stare at this photo while listening; theres so much heart in it, its so alive. Your mom and sister, and that countryside. It speaks of peace and no worries for the ravages of time. A moment of surprise. I wonder about the landscape and home behind you. I hope the afterlife is something like that. I hope your loved ones have serenity there, and feel the breezes as a comforting wisp of wind on the cheek. I hope they are forever captured in that moment, an innocent instant, typifying the simple wonders of life.
Tony, I just want to say thank you. This song is very special to me. I first heard this song in January of 2020. I loved the sense of peace it gave me, I knew that it was something special from the moment I heard it and upon learning the inspiration behind it, it just made sense as to why this song was so beautiful. March 29th 2020 I learned that my father had been hospitalized. Apparently my family kept it from me because they didn't want me to worry. You see I'm currently in pharmacy school and they knew that I was busy with exams. Upon being made aware I drove home and I listened to this song the entire 4 hour drive. During that drive, I just knew that he was probably not going to make it. Sadly, he passed away due to covid complications. Unfortunately I never got to say goodbye, I never got the chance to thank him for everything that he did for me. I'm still very broken as a result of it all. I never imagined that he'd pass away suddenly at the age of 56. My dad worked so hard his entire life that he never got to enjoy the fruits of his labor . Seeing him work as hard as he did I had made it my goal to strive to help him in the later years of his life. I wanted to see him relax, to see him smile and spend time with his family. I still dream of him, smiling and telling me, "Son, you are going to do a lot of great things in this world." The way things happened, the way I never got to see him or speak to him, the way I was just told to believe that my dad was buried 6ft in the ground... I grew angry at the world, angry at everything that's going on due to the pandemic, I stopped caring for others. It was painful to think that I kept telling myself that I wanted to dedicate my life to helping others but I never got the opportunity to be there for my family. I'm still struggling, it all comes and goes in waves. I'm still working to find a sense of happiness. I had stopped listening to this song for a while because of the painful emotions it brought me, it reminded me of that car ride. I realize now that I was just trying to not think about things and of the way things transpired. I'm going to finish pharmacy school in May 2023. Since then I've actually decided to learn how to play the piano. I learned that I can express all of my emotions through it, things that are too difficult to express in words. Playing the piano brings me an incredible sense of peace and joy. I hope to eventually go on to create my own work, it may be a very long time but this song will serve as reminder of how special a song can truly be. I'm still working to the best version of myself, to value life, and to enjoy it as much as I can with those that I love. I listen to this song often now and now serves as a reminder of my father, the man that never stopped striving for his dreams, the man that gave everything to help those around him, the man that despite adversity kept his hope alive, and the man that gave his children an amazing future. This song reminds me of all the wonderful moments that I had with him and for that I thank you Tony.
Thank you very much. I have nothing to say. I also lost my mom in april 2009 beacause of blood cancer. It has been very difficult for me. In a few days, it will be May 2023, are you finishing pharmacy school? Cheers!
@@juancruznasta5298 Hi Juan. I'm sorry to hear about your mom. I've come to learn that the pain never truly goes away but it does become more bearable. For now I'm just trying to live life as best as I can and maintaining the hope that someday we'll all be blessed with the opportunity to see our loved ones again in the future. Yes, I'll be graduating later this month. Fortunately I obtained a great position following my graduation and I cannot wait to be able to help others. I feel it has all been a blessing.
Mothers always with us! I know! Because, there is no time! For me dec 1. was 29 years ago. Im not old! But i feel no time. You're music is a real magic! Universal! Timeless!
I lost my grandma 10 days back. I can't tell how I'm feeling right now, listening to your masterpiece. Ocean of feelings is bustling through my mind and the sweet memories of her when she blessed me with her soft hands. Stay strong! It's all truth and energy that exist in the universe. She's always there and will always be there throughout your life, supporting you each and every time. Stay strong! Peace
🎉❤Super Love Real Love overnatural Love !! Its my Song during last week with my beatbox !! The best Music for this Okt/Nov. Anno 2023'!! Thanks a lot. By ❤❤❤
I cried to hear this song. I also compose some themes and I know the depth we look for when we write a song. But that didn't give me a "sad" cry that makes me smile. Brings relief. God bless you, your family and your sister's family.
She is with our King, may God bring peace into your heart.
Amen
😢😍🙏
Surely yes
At this moment it will be in my prayers and you too.
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Everything is within and without it's self.
Marcelão Meireles actually, satan just reserved a special room for you. please enjoy your trip to hell.
Marcelão Meireles shut your mouth 🤐
Hi Tony, I don't know whether you'll ever see this, but I just want you to know that I figured out what your mother meant when she said, "Look for my smile," because I lost my own 12 years ago and I've had some time: she meant look for her in your mirror or to see how you feel when you look at the sky in spring or at someone you love or when you feel something that moves you profoundly.
The day before yesterday, I learnt that my younger brother, to whom I'm very close and who lost his mother when he was 8, was suicidal. The same day, I learnt that I could soon be unemployed. I wasn't able to process any of this and in between trying to save my job, my brother and myself working from home, I learnt I was the only adult in my family I could rely on because she wasn't here anymore.
Then yesterday, the algorithm put Ariana by you on. I had another tab open but the moment the first few notes hit me, I knew, instinctively that you had lost someone. When I read your description, I curled up in my bed for an hour and cried because so many memories I thought I had lost resurfaced. My mother, through your own mother's smile in this picture, came out to tell me I wasn't alone. When I was done, I found myself uploading a photo of her, to receive millions of comments telling me, specifically, how much my smile was like her own.
That's what she means, Tony. She means for you to be happy. It's what I live everyday. And I feel her then. And now, I'll think of Ariana as well.
Thank you. :)
Alaric MORAS wow. Thank you.
Beautiful words, Alaric MORAS. Same here, as soon as the music played I felt this loss. Losing a mom is like missing a shade of happiness. The color is completely taken from the palette. Nothing can ever replicate it.
There's a spiritual depth to motherhood, and you realize that the moment you cannot see or be with her again in this life.
I hope you're doing well now
Bawled my eyes out after reading this. I'm so lucky to have my mother still around. I wish I listened to her more growing up, it would have saved me so much pain and heartbreak in life.
If your mother is still with you, give her all the love and respect while you still can. Listen to her advice, your mother is the only person in this world who wants nothing other than your success and happiness.
Beautiful!
I discovered this song on Spotify shortly after my daughter, Arianna, was born a few months ago. Having not read the description I had no idea it was a song born out of grief. But I play it every night as I put her to bed... it is beautiful. So I want you to know that this beautiful piece of music has been a piece of new life, as well as loss. Thank you.
Bless you and your child!❤
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Best comment ever. Thanks for having shared that with us.
Olivier, France.
@@olivierjouet4375force à toi Olivier, je te souhaite le meilleur à venir même si tu es un inconnu pour moi
On vit dans le même pays, et c'est assez pour nous lier!
The story goes same to me. I was aware about Tony Anderson and his music from the introduction of track Emmanuel. Later on after exploring more of his music I was really touched and connected to this track ARIANA. This track was very special to me and I felt very much connected. I was constantly playing this music on my phone, if not in my head(contemplating this track with the scenario around me ) at the time iI was at Portugal, Melides coastal side. It was mid summer and me and my wife planned to go to the beach side of Melides which is really beautiful. She was already pregnant with our daughter almost 4 months.
We planned a day to walk by the beach of Melides and just enjoy the solitariness. The waves on the sea getting stronger while occasional gush of wind passed by us. it was neither cold nor hot it was perfect. Mid of April in Portugal. We really enjoyed that moment and took some pictures and videos.
Later on, after some days I was informed that my first child is a baby girl. when my wife asked what we should name her the only name that came to me was the name ARIANA.
Me and my wife we are Nepalese from Himalayan region while buddhism being our background naming her ARIANA was unnatural(according to our tradition)...
Well the story is long, but in short connecting to your comment, when I read the description on this video I realised the grief that was emotionally attached to it.
Like you've said a beautiful piece of composition in music I would like to say that this track although its about loss has and will be an inspiration for a new life for me. My Daughter My motivation "ARIANA".
I cannot imagine the amount of tears that flowed when composing this masterpiece. Play it proud, because your mother is. T.T
That was execly what i thought
The releif.
She walks with Jesus my friend, God bless you !
Hello Tony, I have listened to this music nonstop all throughout my college life, and now im in my senior year. I just want you to know how this song has saved me multiple times from my depression and suicidal thoughts, listening to this song is so comforting like someone is wrapping their arms around me. I want to thank you for creating such an amazing song that has helped a lot of people and I hope you're doing okay. This will forever be my song of healing.
What a beautiful piece of music
indeed my friend, its very lovely to listen to this
has helped me grind alot of hours on RS
Тони Андерсон спасибо вам. Это самая потрясающая песня которую я слышала. Душа ликует и поет. И воспоминания, то хорошие ,то плохие плывут перед глазам. Это очень красивые песни лучшие которые я слышала
Вау русский коммент удачи🎉
Поддерживаю!
Я тоже обожаю этот трек❤
Привет из Череповца👍
@@Драйзер-п7в Привет от коренного читинца(Чита, Заб.край) из Санкт-Петербурга!
Who thought at the time those two smiles and this beautiful music would touch so many hearts.
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“At the end of the infinite
Between purple rivers
We’ll see each other again
I promise!”
RIP Stay strong tony
For only by knowing what's missing in us can we know what it's like to find it, as day know's night.
If every human being listen to Tony's music, we wouldn't have no war anymore! Your music is a peaceful masterpiece. Much love for u and your family from Germany.
The picture looks amazing.
The wooden house, an old country car, a green plain in the background and those two in the little farm field, smiling at us.
I MEAN!! One of the best compositions i've ever seen, absolute stunning!!!!!
Yeah the pictures are a masterpiece
I bursted into tears the moment I read that phrase ''look for my smile''
I love You and Your music Tony!
Much love from other side of the world - Latvia. And stay strong!
The same thing happened to me when I read that phrase.
@@madaraw7238 same here...
I suffered from depression and whenever I had a mental breakdown I would listen to this song, I think the reason of that is because I always thought of this song like a sad one, a song that tried to describe the loss of a mother, the suffering. But right now I listen to it and I don't feel sadness nor suffering in this beautiful melody. In fact I got it all wrong, it is beautiful and pure, it's a tribute lullaby for this beautiful soul.
I am in a low place myself right now and I came back to listen to this song today...march 2, 2021...it is almost as if I had never heard it before and it gave me the same gift it gave you in those low moments. This music is beyond me...a treasure passing through me, and something I am now in need of. Thanks for opening up...I appreciate you.
@@TonyAndersonMusic We appreciate you, Tony.
She is with The King in full Bloom basking in His glory. Fully understanding the Father's Heart.
Amen, and God's heart is reflecting through this music
This is the most beautiful song in my life at the moment
This is song remind me of ever changing nature of our world.Nothing lasts forever.Keep your loved one close . prioritize whats really value to your soul. Keep chasing those dreams.Thanks Tony for this amazing art
Hello tony, i´m sorry for your loss. My mother was diagnosed with brain cancer last week, and things are very complicated. This song made me cry, and also remember all the good times from when i was a little child. Thank you for your music. Be well.
I knew yo momma died... look for my response in your other comment. But don’t worry, she’s from the other side taking care of you.
🙏
ohh i'm really really sorry 😢 how's she now? can i know?
@@zahraahu9366 She’s dead, look for his other comment
@@zahraahu9366 hello dear friend. Unfortunately my mother died 4th of August. 1 month and a few days after she was diagnosed, she passed away.
Now she's with god almighty, and watching over us.
Thank you so much for your message, deeply appreciate you.
Ariana (Ариана in Russian) is a wonderful name...Accept our deepest condolences from a strangers from Russia...My girlfriend’s mom died on November 25...We grieve, but we live on...Tony, your music is tangible, continue to write ... create ... good health to You, your Family and Friends
this is world peace music, this is great music! Rip Momma Ariane.
So proud of you, you are a remarkable artist that the world is going to remember for a long long time.
RIP Ariana ✝...my condolences to Tony Anderson & your sister Sharon🛐
I cried reading about you and your mom. I deeply sorry. I don't know you but your music is important to me and I am grateful for your songs. I am deeply sorry for your pain. I am a mom and a daughter and I can only imagine. I hope you can feel the presence of Jesus in your heart right now. And His love.
You make me cry Tony...
I'm sure your Mom is proud of you and your amazing songs...
May God Bless ALL OF YOU
I just found this song recently. My coworker had this song in a playlist called "gorgeous soundtracks," and when I heard it the first time, I thought this was the most beautiful song I've ever heard. This song embodies the picture in every aspect. It's everything so beautiful, yet somber of grief that this moment is in the past. Thank you for crafting this masterpiece.
Tony... I'm between my tears i say: feel yourself hugged by a huge an tender brother in pain: i lost my fathers to this miserable desease and can say that your is my sorow. And your art could bring me some strong felling to go on. Take my vow to this go to were you are and be proud of your mother and how creaive and capable she made you... be safe and sound and live to do mutch more things that she shurely be proud off! Oh boy! im in tears now...
Tony, just look at what you’ve done in touching so many hearts. We in our turn are reaching out to touch your heart, and the other hearts in your family, at this time. A hug to you.
I feel all the love, Andrew. Thank you.
My heart pours out to you and your family. This song is more then just a dedication to the beautiful life of your mother, but the love you hold dear too, within your music. This song is so vibrant yet gentle, graceful but moving, and so pure in meaning. The passion for music goes beyond dreams. She is smiling.
She had to be unique if this is the music she inspired. Can't stop listening to this song.
A mother's smile are the most precious thing a child can experience and remember of hear❤
I lost my grandmother a few months ago, after my mom, she was the one that always cared for me like if I was his own son, I can't explain the feelings running through my heart right now but listening to this song I feel relieved that I had her in my life and I was able to care for her till her last moments as she did with me. I'll miss her every single day
Thank you Tony for this lovely piece of art that you created, I feel your pain but we know our beloved ones are in a better place taking care of us as they always did
Esteban Mendoza thank you for sharing. ❤️
What a beautiful smile she has.
damn the life back then, barely any technology, just outside, time flies :(
I believe your mom meant to look for her smile through the things you love and the things you enjoy the most, because when she see that you’re happy and enjoying your life she surly will smile.
Rest In Peace Ariana
My sincere condolences.
That thumb nail of your Mom brings me to tears. Can’t really explain why but what a beautiful pic of your mother!
Tears.. Every.. single.. time.. Oh beloved one. May all beings be free of suffering
This song is a blessing beyond time and space, united in harmony. Peace.
@@mrMankx Mmmmh, yes! Blessed is your Life
Тони, Ваша музыка великолепна и вечна ! Ваша мама очень гордилась бы Вами! Удачи Вам в творчестве ! Евгений из России.
She was beautiful Tony. Look for her smile. It's in yours brother.
I love how photos looked in the 90s so perfect and full of nostalgia
I needed this song today because I remembered my past pains about my mom as well. And i have no surprise today is 21 Sept. Let's both rest in peace with God
One of the most beautiful melodies I've heard. I'm enjoying Tony Anderson's music, and "Ariana" is my absolute favorite. It's always on replay.
I received a lot of comfort from this song during a difficult time for me personally. I would like to introduce it to those who like rainy days. hope it can be a small but positive comfort for many people in the long, long process of controlling their minds. I sincerely thank Tony for doing something that can save people.
Царство небесное твоей момочке да прибудет! Аминь.🙏☁️❤️✨and thank you soo soo much for your beautyful Amazing Music..Tony!!!
here i am, for the millionth time, with my heart breaking into countless pieces once again
Took the words out of my mouth. I always find myself back to this song to reflect on my broken self.
ditto. so so so dang true
@@brodybower3738 yep. i still come back here whenever i read
This masterpiece hits so hard..both ways, depending on your mood and spirit. I'm going through some hard times and thinking of giving up on life. This song makes me so sad and brings so many tears, but in the same time it gives me hope to carry on. I honestly cannot explain it. Never thought a song could have such an impact on emotions.
George - stay with us. I love you.
Just checking in on you George... we’re all standing beside you.
Hey George, how are you? 💛 Checking in?
All good, still here 😁 just keep going no matter what
@@Gimo683 Proud of you man, indeed! Praying for your journey ahead 🙏😀
This sounds more like a "I'll see you soon again" rather than a goodbye...
It sounds like there is a bright future ahead still to be had.
We grow stronger every day, and never forget those who helped put us ahead.
Hey Tony.
This is what I imagined your mother saying with her final words:
"When your journey has ended,
when you finally enter His gates,
when you are surrounded by a great multitude that you blessed with your talents,
don't look for that withered old woman, dying in a hospital bed.
You won't find her. I've become something new.
Look for my smile.
You'll know it when you see it."
Whether that seems accurate our not, I felt I should share it with you.
Thanks for sharing the tunes.
God bless :)
Shes not gone, she has been freed. She will be there with you and you will be able to feel this, especially during hard times, just think about her - she will give you strength when you need it. Trust me.
I am hearing this, during the pandemic. Never in my entire life have I felt so alone, as I do right now. I miss how the world used to be. Miss meeting new people, miss being with the ones I love, miss giving them that extra tight hug for no reason.. Well yeah. This social isolation .. It's just not for me anymore.. :-( Thank you for this piece of art, Tony. It makes me think, and makes me appreciate the world that I loved. You are a genius in what you do.
Benjamin, thank you. Beautiful.
Ben ! Whatever happens let's give ourselves to Jesus. It's through trials and tribulations that we enter into the Kingdom of God. The future maybe difficult but Jesus is gonna be there for you and lots of your family in Jesus are praying for you. Just like I did today 🙏
America will be restored! Eyes open no fear. God is watching.
Надеюсь сейчас у вас всё хорошо ❤ Объятия были не опасны. Доверяйте только вашему сердцу ❤ Всего доброго, крепкого здоровья, мира в душе❤
Beautiful smiles, both.
Nothing is created or destroyed only transformed. Your Mom like all other things and beings are eternal and so are you. You will meet again!!
This is truly touching, the way this photograph connects to this song is on such an emotional and ethereal level
It's true. It's so deep! 😢
Soy de Colombia y perdí a mi padre hace 10 meses en un accidente. Mi hermano descubrió esta canción y de inmediato sentí a mi padre cerca, lo extraño tanto y esta canción me trae sus mejores recuerdos, gracias Tony . ❤
This picture just breaks my heart. Everything in this world is so beautiful, yet so precious.
You have to be strong to find the inspiration to create something so beautiful and light instead of something melancholic and heavy in times of greave. I am sure she is proud. I once read this (don't remember from who and the exact words but something like this): "You have to let go in order to keep that person in your heart and not the shadow of their los."
Hope someone will remind me one day.
Tony, she's flying where the Light is eternal. She will be always by your side, in your Soul full of sensitivity. She is in the Music, because God is Music of the Soul. A big hug to you and your sister from an Italian superFan since the beginning. A sweet prayer for Her and all your family.
my dear mom i miss you
I need you more than ever
my baby girl is turning out like you
she reminds me of you
I miss you i need you
😥💔
❤
❤❤❤
My daughter's 1st birthday is this weekend. I am attempting to put together a video collage of the last year as a surprise to my wife and family (no skill at all, but giving it a shot). This is the song that I chose to put in the background.
I was terrified to be a dad and at times didn't want to be. Before my daughter came I had a lot of dark days full of anxiety. As I watch these snippets go by, I am realizing how blessed I am by God's goodness to have the responsibility of life in my hands. The joy I feel is something that I didn't think I would experience again. It's the joy you see in your mom and sister and it's the colors captured in those fields.
Tony - your music is captivating and moves the Spirit in me. Thank you for helping me realize that it turned out alright. I can't wait to share this with my family.
My grandma was diagnosed with cancer last week - I know she has very little time remaining. I just pray that she doesn’t experience much pain. May God soften her heart and bless her soul.
Pain and pleassure goes hand in hand, all is in balance, it will be, ever and ever, here we dance in our eternal divinity, right here, right now, there is no going anywhere or anything that's leaving, here I am in all my glory, pain and misserry, joy, you are my life, my life is your's, here we are, my love.
I’m sorry to hear that but I would definitely not recommend drinking alcohol and taking drugs. You must be stronger for your mum because she needs you. Ask Jesus to come into your life and pray consistently. Pray for strength and courage for both your mum and you. Just get off the damn drugs and alcohol so you can look back at this moment in 10 years time with some self-respect.
Bonjour Tony, très belle musique et très bel hommage à votre maman
God is with you man. Never let Him go and He will wipe all your tears away.
Much gratitude as I am also experiencing loss in my life. May you & all who listen find peace.
I want to cry when i hear this song。I'm homesick。
I just want to say two Things.
First: I am so sorry for your loss…
Second: I want you to know that your Music guided me through so much. My final exams on my last School, my Depression when my girlfriend broke up and my daily life. Everytime when I want to concentrate or relax I listen to your Songs.
And one of the biggest things: You and your Music are actually one of the reasons why last year with only beeing 16 years old I decided to study Musicproduction. I had one of my semester exams today through Video conference because of corona and even before the exam I listened to your Music in order to relaxe.
Your mom can be Pretty proud of you and you can be Pretty proud of yourself too.
Much love from Germany and I wish you the best.
❤
Cloud Runner you’re a gift to me. Thank you.
Here I am again...This piano peace of heaven is one of my absolute favorite!
So peaceful and very personal sound. Beautiful like all mothers...
Moms are the most wonderful thing in this world, and my friend you are blessed to have an amazing Mom like yours. Stay blessed for all eternity..
Oi Tony, Prazer me chamo Lucas e sou do Brasil e quero dizer que em meio a muitos Brasileiros que só dão ouvidos a musicas ofensivas e sem criatividade posso dizer que sou privilegiado em ter te conhecido e sou grato por ter gostos por musicas tão belas como suas Musicas! Gratidão por ter esse dom tão incrível pela Musica! Saiba que suas composições tem me trazido ótimos momentos de reflexões, momentos de espiritualidade e momentos de belas leituras!
Gratidão novamente você esta fazendo um ótimo Papel aqui na terra.
Your sentiment holds true even outside of Brazil
Estamos aqui, diretamente do Brasil. Bom saber que outras pessoas também escutam.
I had no idea what motivated this song, but every time i heard it i would sob, i just seems to pull out of me all my sadness and anger, and i just cry. I have never heard a song that draws out emotion so vividly. And now i see why. An amazing piece of music to immortalize your mothers memory. Bravo.
I've been listening to your music since 2016 when Ambient featured Immanuel. Always loved the depth and emotion in your music.
My father was diagnosed with cancer this past September and my life changed that day in ways that I cant even put into words. I've had some really, really dark moments. Then you posted this song...and all I can really say is, although my heart breaks for your loss, and as your mother's final journey has just ended, and my father's has now just begun, I find solace in knowing there Is Paradise after this life, where my earthly father will eventually go, and where I'm confident your mom is already waiting in the arms of our Heavenly Father.
I pray that God blesses you and your family. And again, thank you for this beautiful song.
Tristan Blair Tristan. Wow. No words man. Thank you.
Tony, what a soul u have❤
My own mother lost her fight with dementia 2.5 years ago, and there are few things that have brought me peace about her passing as this song has. Time and again, all of the suffering and heartache that accompanied her last couple of years washes away, at least briefly, and is replaced with her smiling, silly, loving face whenever I hear this song and see that picture. Thank you so much for your music, for this song, and for being a son that honors his mother.
I feel exactly the same
It's like the relief of longing. Soothing sounds...
It’s been exactly 3 weeks since my mom left to be with God . Exactly a year back she completed her chemo today !
And Spotify got me to this - suggested track to my playlist.
My dad too left within 11 days to be with her .
I look for their smile when I smile at the mirror . They smile through me now :) .
What she meant when she said “Look for my smile “ can be interpreted only by you ! We can just give our inferences . I personally feel she meant - look for smiles everywhere , so that it puts a smile on your face too and one day may be when you are not expecting it you will feel her In spirit and energy smiling through someone !
Thanks for this - it’s helping too .
The ones who love us , never leave . They may not exist in the physical world today but in spirit they are always there with us .
I've been listening to the Immanuel Vinyl I'd got for myself for Christmas. The whole set is wonderful and I'd posted on the Record video, that it was an instant buy when I knew Ariana and Nocturne were to be on the B side.
It is only now, reading the description for this video that I find out why I feel there is so much love and warmth in this track. It makes me smile, so maybe this music is a way of passing your mums smile onto others. Thanks again.
I'm so sorry you lost your mom. I can't imagine losing my mom. I love her so much. She supports me through every hardship, heartbreak, every achievement. That's what a mother's job is. We can't take our mothers for granted.
Dear Tony, it doesnt get easier - you just get used to it! And it hurts less, and you tend to remember the good things, the little things and the silly things. Sometimes you remember funny things, that now make your eyes water, sometimes you remember harsh words, that now make you stronger! My mom is gone too! I would love to think that our mothers are smiling at us right now! My mom would of said - "Don't be silly - I am alright - it is you i am worried about!!!"......... Take care Tony! Love your music!!!
This picture reminds me of my own childhood and my mother when we we're going to spend summer days in a country side. It takes you deep. Amazing song. And it's probably my second comment in youtube ever. You dragged me out to write it down. Love from Lithuania.
This is one of the most beautiful and heartfelt pieces I've ever heard. I can feel the emotion so clearly. This is truly a work of pure art.
My mom died of cancer when I was 13 years old. I am still walking on your path of letting go, and it seemed to me that this path is almost over. I am 46 years old, and when I listened to this composition I found myself at the beginning of the path of letting go, tears again in my eyes. You cannot prepare for this. Thank you for your understanding ...! God bless you!
May God have mercy on your mother's soul ❤️🙌
May Heavenly Father bless you and your precious mother and thank you always for sharing your gift with the world.
I listen to this song now for 22:39 Hours i dont know how a Song can be so addicting, it's so emotional and calming at the same time.
You're a legend i love your songs!!
So much beauty in this photo
Your melodies and your music are like an angel. Your Mother is an angel who will watch you from heaven and be proud of you.
Wow, such a beautiful expression of your Love. She is still with you!
Her smile is you my friend. You are the continuity of the happiness that she gave you with her life, her love and her smile. Seeking your smile is a bit like chasing after your life, to enjoy it more and more. Wherever she is, she hears this love that you knew how to translate so well into this beautiful melody. Your inspiration reflects the wonderful person she was. Thank you for this message, and I wish you to smile for a long time.
Keep coming back to this track, its amazing, best melody ever
I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your mom. I wish you peace, comfort, and strength. May her memory be a blessing to you and your family.
I stare at this photo while listening; theres so much heart in it, its so alive. Your mom and sister, and that countryside. It speaks of peace and no worries for the ravages of time. A moment of surprise. I wonder about the landscape and home behind you. I hope the afterlife is something like that. I hope your loved ones have serenity there, and feel the breezes as a comforting wisp of wind on the cheek. I hope they are forever captured in that moment, an innocent instant, typifying the simple wonders of life.
Tony, I just want to say thank you. This song is very special to me. I first heard this song in January of 2020. I loved the sense of peace it gave me, I knew that it was something special from the moment I heard it and upon learning the inspiration behind it, it just made sense as to why this song was so beautiful. March 29th 2020 I learned that my father had been hospitalized. Apparently my family kept it from me because they didn't want me to worry. You see I'm currently in pharmacy school and they knew that I was busy with exams. Upon being made aware I drove home and I listened to this song the entire 4 hour drive. During that drive, I just knew that he was probably not going to make it. Sadly, he passed away due to covid complications. Unfortunately I never got to say goodbye, I never got the chance to thank him for everything that he did for me. I'm still very broken as a result of it all. I never imagined that he'd pass away suddenly at the age of 56. My dad worked so hard his entire life that he never got to enjoy the fruits of his labor . Seeing him work as hard as he did I had made it my goal to strive to help him in the later years of his life. I wanted to see him relax, to see him smile and spend time with his family. I still dream of him, smiling and telling me, "Son, you are going to do a lot of great things in this world." The way things happened, the way I never got to see him or speak to him, the way I was just told to believe that my dad was buried 6ft in the ground... I grew angry at the world, angry at everything that's going on due to the pandemic, I stopped caring for others. It was painful to think that I kept telling myself that I wanted to dedicate my life to helping others but I never got the opportunity to be there for my family. I'm still struggling, it all comes and goes in waves. I'm still working to find a sense of happiness. I had stopped listening to this song for a while because of the painful emotions it brought me, it reminded me of that car ride. I realize now that I was just trying to not think about things and of the way things transpired. I'm going to finish pharmacy school in May 2023. Since then I've actually decided to learn how to play the piano. I learned that I can express all of my emotions through it, things that are too difficult to express in words. Playing the piano brings me an incredible sense of peace and joy. I hope to eventually go on to create my own work, it may be a very long time but this song will serve as reminder of how special a song can truly be. I'm still working to the best version of myself, to value life, and to enjoy it as much as I can with those that I love. I listen to this song often now and now serves as a reminder of my father, the man that never stopped striving for his dreams, the man that gave everything to help those around him, the man that despite adversity kept his hope alive, and the man that gave his children an amazing future. This song reminds me of all the wonderful moments that I had with him and for that I thank you Tony.
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Thank you very much. I have nothing to say. I also lost my mom in april 2009 beacause of blood cancer. It has been very difficult for me. In a few days, it will be May 2023, are you finishing pharmacy school? Cheers!
@@juancruznasta5298 Hi Juan. I'm sorry to hear about your mom. I've come to learn that the pain never truly goes away but it does become more bearable. For now I'm just trying to live life as best as I can and maintaining the hope that someday we'll all be blessed with the opportunity to see our loved ones again in the future. Yes, I'll be graduating later this month. Fortunately I obtained a great position following my graduation and I cannot wait to be able to help others. I feel it has all been a blessing.
She is still with you, always.
With your beautiful music, tears in my eyes, because my mother's lovely face came in front of my eyes smilling..to me. THANK YOU TONY!!!!
I heard this work accidentally and it really moved me. Thank you.
The healing spirit in this video is palpable. A very moving tribute. Brilliant.
Mothers always with us! I know! Because, there is no time! For me dec 1. was 29 years ago. Im not old! But i feel no time.
You're music is a real magic! Universal! Timeless!
I lost my grandma 10 days back. I can't tell how I'm feeling right now, listening to your masterpiece.
Ocean of feelings is bustling through my mind and the sweet memories of her when she blessed me with her soft hands.
Stay strong!
It's all truth and energy that exist in the universe. She's always there and will always be there throughout your life, supporting you each and every time.
Stay strong!
Peace
The sky frecuencies... MASTERPIECE
I'm sorry for your loss. Your mother would have been proud of you.
🎉❤Super Love Real Love overnatural Love !! Its my Song during last week with my beatbox !! The best Music for this Okt/Nov. Anno 2023'!!
Thanks a lot. By ❤❤❤
I cried to hear this song. I also compose some themes and I know the depth we look for when we write a song. But that didn't give me a "sad" cry that makes me smile. Brings relief. God bless you, your family and your sister's family.