I have had two near death experiences. Both have influenced my life to get me to this enlightenment state 🎉🙏✨😇 actually maybe that’s three. First as a child I nearly drowned (I was saved by my mother) I slipped into a storm swollen river and was swept away. Underwater I felt so warm like the bosom of one’s mother. A bright light and I was welcomed to go. Then all I can remember is coughing up water on the river bank after my mother grabbed me by the hair at the last moment she saw me. second after my first marriage split up. I had the barrel of my rifle in my mouth half pulled the trigger. Then released the trigger. My pain is my burden to bear not to impose it upon loved ones. Third was a work place accident and my life flashed before my eyes in picture form. My awakening moment from the matrix. And I do say since that moment I am not the person I was before but a rebirthed version of myself
I am confused as I have seen videos saying the tunnel of light is a trap. I don't wish to confuse anyone else but I am afraid as death is approaching and I need to know which is true. I think about this most of the time and its very upsetting. I wish I could know so I don't make a terrible mistake after death. Its really troubling me.
Its ok do not be afraid as its your frequency that will determine your outcome! If your soul is bound/magnetically matched to the frequencies of earths surface you will become lost in the astral realm and this is where you will be presented with a false white light that wont end well but the only light you should go to is the one you ask for and it will only present itself to you when you think or ask whereas the other will just appear and also loved ones will only emerge from the false one and they are not loved ones they are your imagination being manipulated. Once you enter the correct light thats then the beggining of your self soul judgement aka illumination of concience, may i ask why it is you think you will be bound here or lower? Be nature be your true natural self and you will be ok i promise you that 100%. ❤
@@goldengrail-dragon4964 so i can ask for my guardian angel or ask for he who i have followed, Jesus the christ? I understand what you say and thank you for it. Today amongst many other days, i have faintly seen the true nature within myself. Yes i have seen it before but today it was distinct but seems to be like a dim shadow in the corner. Or rather, above my mind. My mind is not my true nature. I have tried so hard to find the truth of who i am but my body feels so terrible all the time due to previous abuse of alcohol/drugs. Although i gave up these things many years ago the scars are still there even at my 64 years of age. I feel guilty of so much waste. Even while in the midst of addiction i went to church, have always worked, have meditated and prayed but knew that this abuse lowered my vibration. Although I was never as bad as many i have seen in AA, nevertheless it's a personal thing. Now i worry the damage is permanent as my liver is no doubt damaged and i have the fear caused by a dysfunctional liver. This is toxins in the body, especially in the early hours of the morning. There is nothing i can do about it but the fear overshadows my thinking. You asked for the truth, so there it is. Any guidance would be gratefully received.
Thank You 💕
I agree..
I died as neared light called by name but told to go back not my time.
So peaceful wanting to stay but...
I have had two near death experiences. Both have influenced my life to get me to this enlightenment state 🎉🙏✨😇 actually maybe that’s three. First as a child I nearly drowned (I was saved by my mother) I slipped into a storm swollen river and was swept away. Underwater I felt so warm like the bosom of one’s mother. A bright light and I was welcomed to go. Then all I can remember is coughing up water on the river bank after my mother grabbed me by the hair at the last moment she saw me. second after my first marriage split up. I had the barrel of my rifle in my mouth half pulled the trigger. Then released the trigger. My pain is my burden to bear not to impose it upon loved ones. Third was a work place accident and my life flashed before my eyes in picture form. My awakening moment from the matrix. And I do say since that moment I am not the person I was before but a rebirthed version of myself
I am confused as I have seen videos saying the tunnel of light is a trap. I don't wish to confuse anyone else but I am afraid as death is approaching and I need to know which is true. I think about this most of the time and its very upsetting. I wish I could know so I don't make a terrible mistake after death. Its really troubling me.
Pray to Jesus to guide you and He will.
Its ok do not be afraid as its your frequency that will determine your outcome! If your soul is bound/magnetically matched to the frequencies of earths surface you will become lost in the astral realm and this is where you will be presented with a false white light that wont end well but the only light you should go to is the one you ask for and it will only present itself to you when you think or ask whereas the other will just appear and also loved ones will only emerge from the false one and they are not loved ones they are your imagination being manipulated. Once you enter the correct light thats then the beggining of your self soul judgement aka illumination of concience, may i ask why it is you think you will be bound here or lower? Be nature be your true natural self and you will be ok i promise you that 100%. ❤
And guide you i always do and will even when it gets me nowhere i still do. 😂❤
@@goldengrail-dragon4964 I have faults and worry these will drag me down
@@goldengrail-dragon4964 so i can ask for my guardian angel or ask for he who i have followed, Jesus the christ? I understand what you say and thank you for it. Today amongst many other days, i have faintly seen the true nature within myself. Yes i have seen it before but today it was distinct but seems to be like a dim shadow in the corner. Or rather, above my mind. My mind is not my true nature. I have tried so hard to find the truth of who i am but my body feels so terrible all the time due to previous abuse of alcohol/drugs. Although i gave up these things many years ago the scars are still there even at my 64 years of age. I feel guilty of so much waste. Even while in the midst of addiction i went to church, have always worked, have meditated and prayed but knew that this abuse lowered my vibration. Although I was never as bad as many i have seen in AA, nevertheless it's a personal thing. Now i worry the damage is permanent as my liver is no doubt damaged and i have the fear caused by a dysfunctional liver. This is toxins in the body, especially in the early hours of the morning. There is nothing i can do about it but the fear overshadows my thinking. You asked for the truth, so there it is. Any guidance would be gratefully received.