Dealing With Memories While Writing My Script

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  • Опубликовано: 25 авг 2024
  • In order to write my film The Fish Don’t Care When It Rains, I have to go back in time to some awful memories. Not just memories, but pain that was physical and hardest of all pain in my heart and mind. Some feelings can also be conflicting. I wrote today what I think will be the climax of my film. So I guess the tears are worth it 🥹 I’m ok though for real I am surrounded by family and friends and most of all God almighty who holds it all in His hands. I hope y’all have a good night or day, and thank you for following along with my filmmaking story. If you want to know what things I’m referring to, some of it is pretty much public information on the internet. I don’t really want to talk about it much anymore but I will express myself in my film.

Комментарии • 33

  • @jenkeith9971
    @jenkeith9971 Месяц назад +2

    Hugs Jen! Praying for you during this process! Thanks for being so open and transparent. We love you!

  • @sherryroy8393
    @sherryroy8393 Месяц назад +1

    Sending you all the love, Jen! 🧡🧡🧡🧡

  • @festussmom6364
    @festussmom6364 Месяц назад +6

    Oh Jen, I pray you will be okay through these writings…💋🧚🏻‍♀️🙏🏻

  • @robylove9190
    @robylove9190 Месяц назад +2

    You are such an amazing person, Jen. I love you and I am always proud to call you my friend. I know you are going to get this script done and your movie is going to be awesome.❤ Sending you my love and creative energy. ❤

  • @kavitadeva
    @kavitadeva Месяц назад +3

    Jen, you are an AMAZING person. You have lived through literal torture of that horrific school you went to. Maybe I should say institution that you went to. I'll never forget when you explained what you went through there I even know the name but I don't want to say it incorrectly but I pretty much remember it. Jen having autism is one thing that is very challenging, and then add to that COMPLEX PTSD and other mental issues you've had to deal with due to how much trauma you've been through, it's literally almost a real miracle that you're even alive today. Jen I suffer very seriously from complex PTSD and severe reoccurring chronic depression along with being disabled physically and in pain all the time, so I do understand on some level what pain soul pain is about. It is so difficult when we have to go back and look at it because up until now as you say you've kind of tucked it in a little box somewhere inside yourself where you've been able to manage it. And now you're having to dig deeper and that is not only scary but it's so painful and it hurts so bad. But one thing I know about you Jen and this is no lie girl, you're not only a survivor You're a thriver You're one of the most talented people I've ever seen you are so creative and this documenty or film that you're going to make is going to be magnificent I know it because you are the person at the head of it. You are my hero Thank you Jen for being here on the planet because through you I've been able sometimes to keep going and I'm not kidding Jen I wish you would make more videos but I know how busy you are. I love you You're the greatest You have never given up and you're not going to give up now. bless you my friend. ❤🫂🔥❤️🫂🔥🫂

  • @colleensample8041
    @colleensample8041 Месяц назад +1

    Sending you love and good thoughts-you’re amazing and don’t ever forget that!!

  • @annl8098
    @annl8098 Месяц назад +2

    Congrats on everything you’ve accomplished and best wishes for the film and all your future endeavors. You are so brave for opening yourself up to the world.

  • @jackyjones8625
    @jackyjones8625 Месяц назад +1

    I am so very sorry for the pain you are reliving. I pray you feel Gods warm hugs. Remember He is always by your side. I admire your strength, you are an inspiration to this 70 year old grandma. Much love and many prayers coming your way from this grandma too.

  • @sandrajenkinsgre.b8755
    @sandrajenkinsgre.b8755 Месяц назад +1

    You are sweet and strong! I’m happy you are working through it❤️❤️

  • @mbain9793
    @mbain9793 Месяц назад +1

    Hey Jen, sending you strength & 🫂's !!! 💙

  • @wonlove.courtney.8469
    @wonlove.courtney.8469 Месяц назад +1

    You are such an amazing woman! You are so strong and have battled so much. I'm so proud that I can say your my friend! Keep up the great work! So proud!❤

  • @pardalote
    @pardalote Месяц назад +1

    Wow, Jen, that's so tough. So many huge emotions. I am glad you have someone to talk this through with. You are doing such an important thing. Sending hugs and support ❤

  • @amyrobles4780
    @amyrobles4780 Месяц назад +1

    Our pain and suffering are kinda like a big scratch. It hurts, eventually you heal but the scar is always there to remind you. Just look at it like that is a battle scar that made you into the strong woman that you are today. ❤

  • @lindaowens2966
    @lindaowens2966 Месяц назад +5

    Much love and prayers.

  • @G14-Classified
    @G14-Classified Месяц назад +2

    Sometimes having a real good memory is a curse but you got this girl. Take your time with writing your story don’t rush it, self care is really important. ❤

  • @norajung4513
    @norajung4513 Месяц назад +1

    I am late watching this, but I have to say I am very proud of you for going through the memories and overcoming the sadness of them. You have become a better, stronger person because of your past experiences. I think your movie is going to be great.

  • @DRAGONFLYS06
    @DRAGONFLYS06 Месяц назад

    Sending you hugs Jen, it can be hard bring up the past but it can also help to heal you. I see a lot of my childhood memories in pictures in my mind of my environment at the time. I still attach current memories to the objects I have today to help me remember things. I send you best wishes Jennie xx

  • @Catlily5
    @Catlily5 Месяц назад +1

    Hang in there!

  • @magictfn88
    @magictfn88 Месяц назад

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @neon_surf_1989
    @neon_surf_1989 Месяц назад

    I bought and read your book and you're such a strong person, Jen. You came out of it and didn't use it as an excuse to do bad things or make poor choices in life, but you overcame it and seem to be thriving! stay close to the lord🥰

  • @jeanmetzger9359
    @jeanmetzger9359 Месяц назад +1

    I will pray for you Jen. Just keep the Faith. Jesus will get you through.

  • @RebelwheelsNYCShow
    @RebelwheelsNYCShow Месяц назад

    sending ya much good vibes

  • @williamprice7948
    @williamprice7948 Месяц назад

    Big hugs Jennifer I've been through some things too I know what you're going through

  • @festussmom6364
    @festussmom6364 Месяц назад +4

    You’ve got all of us behind you cheering you on lady! 💋🧚🏻‍♀️❤️🇺🇸

  • @melindap5074
    @melindap5074 Месяц назад

    I have been thinking of you alot and wondering how you are doing? Getting out the things that in the end will make you a better person and be in a better place as well. You are ❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @lovesallanimals9948
    @lovesallanimals9948 Месяц назад

    You got this jen . We are behind you, you want to talk just message

  • @hasanjabbar
    @hasanjabbar Месяц назад +3

    Hey Jennifer,
    Hope Shouting at Leaves are still in stock on Barnes and noble. Im saving my money so i can buy your book. Gonna start reading it. Anything about a sequel to Shouting at Leaves for the book in the works?

    • @JenMsumba
      @JenMsumba  Месяц назад +2

      Hi Hasan :) i will probably write a sequel in the future, maybe after my film is complete.

  • @dollfin5235
    @dollfin5235 Месяц назад

  • @lucathegamer9113
    @lucathegamer9113 18 дней назад +1

    What ever happened tp the Judge Rotenberg Center??

  • @user-pc3ws4mq9s
    @user-pc3ws4mq9s Месяц назад

    Hello

  • @BPRINC1
    @BPRINC1 Месяц назад

    You've got this.

  • @meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780
    @meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780 Месяц назад

    I'm so proud of you🫂 You put the tools in place and are doing the thing!🫂 you got this!