Wow, seriously, wow i never thought any of my songs would reach so many people. There are so many stories, so many experiences, so many situations i have nothing more to say to you than thank you very much whatever situation you are going through, keep going, you will make it, I believe in you
Same here, mate. It's almost like... drowning in an invisible ocean, if I had to describe it. Except it's taking us slowly - over years and years. The creeping apathy, the unrelenting sorrow, and how hollow everything starts to feel combine into this maelstrom whittling down the castles that form our psyche until it's in ruins. Sometimes it feels like all I can do is look at the broken walls and remember what was; look at the shattered foundations, and wonder about what could have been built. I just hope it's possible for us to make it out, you know? All of us. Every single person who sees this, every single person who's ever felt this. We're down, sure... but not out. Not yet.
I used to feel like that too. I felt it was all a lie. But that ain't true. Always remember, bad days do not last. Believe in God and yourself. You'll get through this and you'll get even more than what you had in your past. More good things. It's coming your way soon.
When we were young, our world was bright, colorful, and vibrant with life. Our innocence untainted by the true horrors of this world. As we grow older, our perspective starts to change. The world we see becomes a dark faded gray. Our innocence exposed to the true cruelty of society. We lose the happiness that we once had, and we yearn for it back.
Knowledge the more you know the more you become insane Curiosity the more you are curious the more you realize the true meaning of a thing Truth the more you hear it the more you get sadder as you know truth hurts you but it will not remain like guilt did Immortality the more you live longer the more you feel lonelier
Never had that. Even with friends, I was alone, I was never really connected with the community. I was always, and still am a loner. I don't remember a time where I was happy
But know this, I think a person like you is undeserving of the sadness you feel. I’d say in my eyes some of the best people I have ever heard of were loners. I grew into my darkness and my darkness grew onto me making the only friend I will ever need…maybe you’re just better than the common crowd society forces you to engage in. My friend, you are in a position few can even bother to reach and personally you’re cool in my book. :)
What I've come to learn from 36 yrs of mediocrity is the closest thing to selfless love you will experience is from your parents. Appreciate it while you have it, and know it's okay if you didnt.
@@ВладимирИгнатьев-х4ж It's all about lucky sometimes. If you're lucky you would experience selfless love in one point of your life, if you aren't lucky you probably gonna have a though life like many other ppl
What about those who never haved loving parents? Are they just fucked? I think there are plenty of love out there, just gotta find it. On the otherhand what troubles me is the system,govermant,housing,job, finding good ppl is not as hard or daunting as taking on the whole rigged system.
@AyshKing “Knowledge is regarded by the fool as ignorance, and the things that are profitable are to him hurtful; he liveth in death, it is therefore his food.”
@AyshKing Drop your ignorant moral high horse and fear mongering, simply because some of us choose to educate and think for ourselves. You've probably never even truly studied the bible or you would know it has adopted many hermetic principles that predate Christianity and that is verbatim what my comment is from. Matthew 6:10. "as above so below" The full quote is from the ancient emerald tablet of Egyptian Thoth the beginning of which translates to this... "Tis true without lying, certain and most true. That which is below is like that which is above and that which is above is like that which is below to do the miracles of one only thing And as all things have been and arose from one by the mediation of one: so all things have their birth from this one thing by adaptation." This is present in nearly all religion, mythos and philosophy, as someone who has studied them all. It speaks on the microcosmos of man among much other deep wisdom. But you're clearly a fool who knows nothing of such things nor will you listen. “The lips of wisdom are closed, except to the ears of Understanding" and finally to quote the buddha... "No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path." Good day to you. Love and light.
Honestly reading all this comments makes me feel better knowing that I’m not the only one that’s in this dark place and at the same time I feel like we will all be better at the end
@@worldmatters7384idk why you guys are lonely because I always try to make friends talk to almost everyone and try to befriend them probably because I don't want people to feel isolated alone and sad as I've experienced the same before
Miss the days i was living life, now I'm just surviving, empty case walking on this cruel, desperate world, full of hatered, pain and selfishness. If you show emotions nowadays you are looked as a weak human being.
You will be alright. Times may be harder as an adult, but that's just a part of living that we have to experience In order to appreciate the good moments In life. Be yourself & find people you can trust enough to go with on your journey on this walk of life as you are not alone on this journey ♥♥♥🥰.
Yep. As.a.kid always.wanted see and the sea horses as adult life is only as dream what was the happiest time you remember in your life what who motivated you to ride
Are you truly present though? Or projecting negative energy and waiting for a future that doesn’t exist. Take action. There is always hope you just have to believe. ❤️ Love and light.
I'm only seventeen and boy was I disappointed with high school. People talked and formed clicks just like they did when my dad was a teenager but I can't help but think that the spark they had experienced was snuffed out with technology. Although it's hard to say since I never experienced it, but I'd say most adults are more talkative then kids these days simply because walking up to someone on the street and starting conversations was at one point normal and now people just run away from genuine social interaction.
I think the same before now I tried using technology to try socialize with others I started playing games with my friends and I really enjoyed it compared to playing alone but everything just isn't the same after pandemic
To everyone reading this, just remember, no one is right at the end, we all have our situations and our origins, and no matter how desesperate the situation is, don’t give up, look for a solution or just talk to someone that you know, and most important in my opinion, learn to forgive yourself and let go. You are not alone.
Seeing the title made me remember how colorful the past was...As i grow up i watched those colors fade away.The look of the people that i thought i knew, slowly changed from a loving look to a judging one...I never learned what made them look at me like that.Was i not good enough?Perhaps...But no one should ever let their hearts turn into stones even in this situation!As i hold on from the edge of the cliff i am so close to success.I hope you are also close to your dreams.Whatever goal you have,don't listen to anybody else just go for it!Good luck and see you on the bright side of the dreams...
When I was little, I adored my friends. I would do anything for them but they didn't care for me. Whenever a team is picked, I'm the last one. Whenever I'm sitting with a friend, she would say "Can you let x sit here?" Initially, I would just brush it off. But after years of this, I finally realized this hard fact: no one is my friend. I dread every second I have to spend at school. They would make fun of me and humiliate me in front of everyone that hurt me so so much. It's worse. I liked it better when I was deluded and a kid. It was so much more bearable.
As children we always have some hope in any situation, even fooling ourselves into thinking that things will get better. Let me tell you i'm here for you
I was happy when she was present. I was happy when she loved me. I was happy when she was the world to me. Now it is almost as if she became non-existent. My joy was stolen. My happiness went back from a hundred to zero. Now I am just a man with an empty void within me that walks on earth, waiting for it to be filled by the same person that was once my happiness. Heartbreak is one hell of a drug.
I totally understand that bro, it's really hard to walk when you thought that person was gonna be with you and fight with you for the rest of your lives, but that doesn't mean that you should give up! I know that it hurts, I know that you might be feeling like you aren't worthy of love, but that's not true. Seek God's wisdom, put faith and trust in him, for he will eventually lead you to the right person when he knows that the time is right. For now however, let yourself heal from the heartbreak, and forgive her. Whether she deserves it or not, forgive her. It makes it easier to live with in the long run as it grants you peace. Finally, work on yourself, strive to become a better version of yourself everyday, learn from the mistakes that you have made in the relationship, and keep your heart soft and open, for when the right person finds its was towards you, you receive them with open arms and a loving embrace. You got this bro! You didn't come this far just to come this far, see your journey all the way until the very end. I believe in you even if we are just strangers. 😄
I understand your feelings but was that joy ever truly your own to begin with or reliant on something momentary and external? Remember you are already whole. There is no person or thing that can fill that void. Only you. ❤️
I'm reminded of something I think I recall Tomas Ligotti, grim-surreal and cosmic horror short-story author, saying on the matter of depression. *_"Depression is neither disease nor symptom; happiness is the abnormality in a meaningless world of suffering, pain, and ultimate futility. The man who is depressed is, in fact, sane...for he recognizes the hopeless malaise of conscious existence. How absurd is it that we endeavor to blur his sight, discredit his thoughts, and dull his senses! Without the ceaseless facade, we're forced to join him. How else could we carry on as existential missteps of natural evolution? 'He must be mad and we sane!' The alternative is unthinkable..."_*
This…This reminds me of how I am today. It reminds me that I am two people…one filled with joy, the other consumed by depression. Life hasn’t been the same since I turned 21
My Autistic self have allowed my bad habits and addictions to take over and now they have caught up to me I now realise how much I have wasted. 22 now it’s been almost a year since I completed my 4 year college journey but instead of seeking a career I festered in my anxiety dove further into my bad habits and addictions. Now I realise that all I’ve been doing has been just causing myself to wither away. Literally addiction and bad habits can lead to bad life decisions and foolish mistakes. And they genuinely make you feel horrendous and leave your depression and anxiety festering. But above all you remember who you once were and the times when you didn’t have these things back when you were happy and taking life for granted and not throwing it away. 😔😔 Currently feel like a failure but hope for a better future wish me luck.
Life turned from peace, to an overwhelming emptiness. I am alone. I always have been. The desire to be happy leaves me awake at night. Going from feeling love for another, to feeling nothing at all, knowing success is wasting your life doing one thing every day, and knowing that ill end up alone in the end, it all makes me unable to feel anything.
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life.
A lot of you guys may agree with me. Everything from the mid to late 2010s felt so awesome up until the arrival of the 2020s. When those years arrived all hell broke loose. I don’t know how 2023 managed to improve despite a bad start. We must keep moving forward and not look back!
Hey you reading and scrolling through the comments. Everything is gonna be ok, You're not alone. I know what you've been through and it must have been hurtful. But just to let you know Everything is going to be ok. Don't think too much about the bad stuff, Think about the good, The positives. It will make you feel better
I’m 21 years old, i graduated last year but better late than never! Anyways…. The way that life is moving so fast I feel so stuck in life while having a Crisis… Because ever sense I graduated I barley have any friends and no one checks up on me alot so I’m always alone and I have alot of Anxiety and ever sense I’ve Graduated people my age are having fun, having family etc while I’m all alone fighting this depression because no one even checks on me alot. All I do is, Wake up, Eat, work, then Sleep and just repeat everyday and I’m just so Mentally Drained Man…. I always feel like I’m a failure because I’m different than most people when I try my hardest I always seem to fail and it’s never enough and I blame me alot and put myself down and at night I just cry it all out. Life is so Hard :”(
My friend, know that you are not alone in feeling this way. Unfortunately, the path in our life for some of us is meant to be walked alone and to be different from the rest. Reflect upon your success on obtaining your degree, yes, it may not feel rewarding right now watching your old friends have a different life than you, and work is not appreciating you and you are on a rinse and repeat cycle of existing and not living. This is the time you should find yourself during your time away from friends and family, think of places you want to travel too, read and research the beauty of culture and then make plans to travel there. Or take the time to learn new skills/hobbies of the outdoors and reconnect with nature through hikes and overnight camping, take a guidebook to learn of the local flora and fauna, to help you disconnect from the wild and crazy cold world. All the while of discovering what you want to allow and accept in life, find beauty in nature and even take a notebook to jot down some thoughts of what you are currently feeling at the moment to help release the anxiety that is pent up. For this is what I do when I start to feel that way, even though its a constant daily struggle for me. May you stay strong and be blessed to be inspired of finding new passion within life that resides within you. Peace and love in the pursuit of happiness friend.
Your not a failure and don't feel ashamed that you are your own unique self! Try to engage In conversations about that with your friends or anybody you have. Even If you don't have anybody that loves you now... I promise you as long as you stay true to yourself and try to love yourself you will be ok!!! 🥰🥰♥♥
Be happy is like having a grateful heart by living in such a world. It's such a shame people should love each other and they actually keep fighting each other for what they want for, even kill. Thank you so much for this, I love this sort of song and it makes me feel happy and grateful too, thank God!
There were some good times here and there during my childhood and teens but I can’t say I’d wanna go back and relive it. There’s still lots of mental trauma I haven’t been able to heal from.
I cannot picture a happy moment. There are fragments of one or two but evn those could not be said as satisfying. As I get older, tho I did not have a vibrant happy life, I have learned to be grateful that I did not lose my mind completely.
Life as an introvert is really hard.you cant make friends,girlfriend litteraly everyone hate you for no reason.cant blame them tho because i hate myself too
It's just the way this world condition us bro break free from Satan mind games I don't hate you YOU don't hate yourself it's the devil playing with your heart and conditioning others hearts to hate themselves I don't know you but I love you Christ loves you he made us in his image he ain't who this world depicts him to looklike alot of us know him by the name Jesus Christ but my kings true name is yeshua/YAHUSHA hamshiach and don't believe religion it's a manmade concept hope you come to king yeshua/Jesus he loves us he gave his life for us and rose on the third day
Been lonely my whole life and I don't think the situation is gonna improve. I feel lost, no friends, no love, no lost loves to remember. I feel nothing.
Of course it won’t improve if you don’t believe it can. You aren’t lost, you have already arrived. Even without being aware of it. The only way forward is from where you are now. Practice love and compassion for your authentic self friend. The rest will come. ❤
A long time ago, I was full of wonder. Everything thing was new and exciting. Now, the complacency and monotony of my life makes me question my very existence. I am not alone. I know you feel this way too. I hope we find our purpose.
This song is so comforting to me. It quiets my brain and my thoughts so I can just.. be. It's so peaceful. I've never listened to another song that can do something like this. But also.. it reminds me of our world the ways that it is dying. The long drawn out sounds sound like sirens, in a way.
@@ameba9727 Yeah that's right we all a monsters sometimes, When someone hurt us or hurt who we love we become a monsters , your hope in this life to be strong enough to push the hate from the people who you cares about them ❤️👌
At this point its even stupid to think its "life" itself, its just me, i am i was i will always be the problem, no matter what where when or with who, i feel like im always the rock in the way of everyone blocking their paths, or making them carry me. Im so tired of a lot of things but one over the others and thats me, it doesn't matter how good i try to be or how much i try to learn, everything and everyone i touch is ruined... Thx for this place for (venting) a little bit, it dont help me with my problems but i guess it makes me feel better at least a little bit
When you only ever see yourself as the “problem” how can you ever expect to be the solution? We manifest and bring to life the very energy we embody. For better or worse. Instead of seeing yourself as a problem to be fixed how about looking upon yourself as you are. With love and compassion. Who you truly aspire to be in this life. ❤️
The older I get, the more I realise that my world becomes less and less colorful. Gone are the days of vibrant colors which used to paint my emotions with joy and happiness. Now its all gray. Monotonous. Anhedonic.
Happiness is a drug, you keep wanting to have the same happiness you had when you experienced it for the first time, whether in childhood or in relationships, when everything was happier.
There is nothing wrong at all with not being “fine” ignoring the problem in the end never creates a solution. The first step is not being afraid to admit the truth. To stem acceptance and understanding from present minded, loving awareness. ❤️
"Once, I was something else. Now, all I am is wrath and sorrows. From the outside looking in, they stare at me, as if I was always this monster. It's consuming."
No you have and always will be you. You are not your struggles and emotions. When you believe yourself to be something you’re not it is only natural for others to do the same. Love and light. ❤️
I was happy once, a long time ago. Before my heart broke and I lost everything I loved. Before the baggage took away my passion. Before I gave into the depression. I was happy once, a long time ago. Before my brother went to prison. Before I lost my best friend. Before one child was taken from me, and the other never even breathed their first breath. I was happy once, a long time ago. Before I became an outcast, close with no one. Before I worked hard to be a cog in a lifeless machine. Before I began to realize that dreams are only for the sleeping. I was happy once, a long time ago. Before I started drinking too much. Before Id get high to escape the pain. Before the years of therapy, when I felt Id go insane. I was happy once, a long time ago. Before I knew there wasnt any hope left. Before I stopped saying the words on my chest. Before I finally saw the world for what it truly is. I was happy once, a long time ago. Now it just feels like a distant memory, or a past life. I’d give anything to feel happy again.
This song just feels so nostalgic to me... Almost like a an old scar that didnt even existed... I'm just in pain so much its unbearable. I dont know what to do anymore except just be on my phone... All have lost meaning to me. This feeling is just so hard to explain... I dont even remember when i got to start feeling this...
As we grew older, the people around us can change for the worse as I have experienced the people around me change, the same people i grew up with and I thought would be their at my lowest were the ones that left me when i needed them the most
Yes words just aren’t enough. Same with “thinking” of what you are and are not. That is only the surface it is not truly you. When you feel, when you know, you will arrive. ❤
Happiness is not identified as a moment you feel, but as a realization, because when you look back to those moments of joy, compare to where you are now, THAT’S when it struck you what happiness really is. You only know you had it once it’s gone, and each present moment when you do feel happy will always result in you taken it for granted, because you will later think you could’ve enjoy it more.
Give yourself more credit. You’re trying to grow while trying to heal. You’re trying to forgive while trying to grieve. You’re trying to search while trying to let go. And you’re trying to love others while remembering how to love yourself. You’re doing the best you can.
I miss being happy, like I was before. I miss how bright everything looked. I miss thinking, and being excited of all the things I would do in my later life. All these things were when I was a child. But, I know there's no point in causing myself misery over it, because I will never experience it again.
I've always been a bit melancholic, it's in my character and despite that I've had joyful years. But I'm starting to think the way I feel now is not normal.
I just want to go back when I was a happy and inocent little child.. but now.. I'm a pile of nerves that is now crying in a bed while listening to sad music. Such a good evolution don't you think?
Es ist lange her, dass ich einmal richtig glücklich war und ich werde es wohl auch nie wieder sein. Jeder Tag ist eine Qual für mich und ich habe keine Freude mehr am Leben. Es ist beruhigend zu wissen, dass ich damit nicht alleine bin.
Wow, seriously, wow
i never thought any of my songs would reach so many people. There are so many stories, so many experiences, so many situations
i have nothing more to say to you than thank you very much
whatever situation you are going through, keep going, you will make it, I believe in you
thanks
Thank you. For everything ❤
You are not ghost anymore.love you from asia
sim eu também creio que vou conseguir em nome de Jesus 🇧🇷🙋🏽♂️, ♥️
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"learn to forgive, not because they deserve it. But you deserve peace"
thank you
@@grakatacc any time
True i experienced this recently especialy family
I don't deserve anything, nor should they
this is very inspirational, as I needed to hear this!
I’ve become nobody, a body with no purpose, a mind with no ambition, I just want to feel ok, to not be in pain.
In some cases, it's better to feel pain, just to start feeling again.
I feel the same way...
Seek out God, and our savior Jesus Christ, he will help you find purpose and will relieve your pain. I know he has certainly done so for me
I feel ya.......unfortunately...
Same here, mate. It's almost like... drowning in an invisible ocean, if I had to describe it. Except it's taking us slowly - over years and years. The creeping apathy, the unrelenting sorrow, and how hollow everything starts to feel combine into this maelstrom whittling down the castles that form our psyche until it's in ruins. Sometimes it feels like all I can do is look at the broken walls and remember what was; look at the shattered foundations, and wonder about what could have been built.
I just hope it's possible for us to make it out, you know? All of us. Every single person who sees this, every single person who's ever felt this. We're down, sure... but not out. Not yet.
Someone else here also feeling like there is just no point?
It's just one big hollow
that's me
At least we have music left. Right? :)
@@Enativ_ yes, a safe haven from the world
You and me both...
I used to feel like that too. I felt it was all a lie. But that ain't true. Always remember, bad days do not last. Believe in God and yourself. You'll get through this and you'll get even more than what you had in your past. More good things. It's coming your way soon.
When we were young, our world was bright, colorful, and vibrant with life. Our innocence untainted by the true horrors of this world. As we grow older, our perspective starts to change. The world we see becomes a dark faded gray. Our innocence exposed to the true cruelty of society. We lose the happiness that we once had, and we yearn for it back.
Is true
Knowladge is the way of sadness, more you see the truth, more sad you become
@@Lonely.King31 yep
There’s always a side effects
Knowledge the more you know the more you become insane
Curiosity the more you are curious the more you realize the true meaning of a thing
Truth the more you hear it the more you get sadder as you know truth hurts you but it will not remain like guilt did
Immortality the more you live longer the more you feel lonelier
A long time ago i was happpy....
Then i realised how much of a cold and cruel place the world is...
real
I know man I wish things were defrent now it's all gone never to return
Yea it is😢
Я согласен с тобой братан ...
the rise of the broken sigma ahh
Never had that. Even with friends, I was alone, I was never really connected with the community. I was always, and still am a loner. I don't remember a time where I was happy
Damn that hit hard 😢
Me either tbh man I’m sorry
At least I’m not alone
But know this, I think a person like you is undeserving of the sadness you feel. I’d say in my eyes some of the best people I have ever heard of were loners. I grew into my darkness and my darkness grew onto me making the only friend I will ever need…maybe you’re just better than the common crowd society forces you to engage in. My friend, you are in a position few can even bother to reach and personally you’re cool in my book. :)
Aku juga sama
It really sucks waking up every day/night having no purpose or anybody in life
Then have a purpose brother.
U don't need nobody
You ok bro?
Bro I'm here don't do anything crazy
@DeAd4RiSer I'm trying but👍 man it's rough
What I've come to learn from 36 yrs of mediocrity is the closest thing to selfless love you will experience is from your parents. Appreciate it while you have it, and know it's okay if you didnt.
Preach
Oh damn
Will there be nothing better than the love of parents? Well, it looks like I'm in trouble XD
@@ВладимирИгнатьев-х4ж It's all about lucky sometimes.
If you're lucky you would experience selfless love in one point of your life, if you aren't lucky you probably gonna have a though life like many other ppl
What about those who never haved loving parents? Are they just fucked? I think there are plenty of love out there, just gotta find it.
On the otherhand what troubles me is the system,govermant,housing,job, finding good ppl is not as hard or daunting as taking on the whole rigged system.
You will never know importance of light untill you fell into darkness
As above so below.
@AyshKing “Knowledge is regarded by the fool as ignorance, and the things that are profitable are to him hurtful; he liveth in death, it is therefore his food.”
@AyshKing Drop your ignorant moral high horse and fear mongering, simply because some of us choose to educate and think for ourselves. You've probably never even truly studied the bible or you would know it has adopted many hermetic principles that predate Christianity and that is verbatim what my comment is from. Matthew 6:10. "as above so below" The full quote is from the ancient emerald tablet of Egyptian Thoth the beginning of which translates to this... "Tis true without lying, certain and most true. That which is below is like that which is above and that which is above is like that which is below to do the miracles of one only thing And as all things have been and arose from one by the mediation of one: so all things have their birth from this one thing by adaptation." This is present in nearly all religion, mythos and philosophy, as someone who has studied them all. It speaks on the microcosmos of man among much other deep wisdom. But you're clearly a fool who knows nothing of such things nor will you listen. “The lips of wisdom are closed, except to the ears of Understanding" and finally to quote the buddha... "No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path." Good day to you. Love and light.
Honestly reading all this comments makes me feel better knowing that I’m not the only one that’s in this dark place and at the same time I feel like we will all be better at the end
Yes we will be ok ....
Someday 🥹
@@worldmatters7384idk why you guys are lonely because I always try to make friends talk to almost everyone and try to befriend them probably because I don't want people to feel isolated alone and sad as I've experienced the same before
@@worldmatters7384 I hope you find your true happiness mine is illustration drawings
For me, it's quite saddening.
Honestly I've lost faith that I'll be ok
You don't miss the "good old days". You miss the days when you were happy
I miss my old life 😪
I'm starting to forget what it is like to be happy. I haven't hugged someone or smiled for a very long time. I feel ya.
🫂👍⭐🌟💫
A dream of an introvert is not complete isolation.
It's getting comfortable enough to socialize properly again.
One day that dream will come true. I'm sure of it.
Us bro😢 india🇮🇳
I don't know sometimes I want to isolate myself from everyone
-you have friends? -of course, hundreds of them are next to me -but there's no one here
-Yes I know...
:)
Me I don't have friends
i h a d friends
Miss the days i was living life, now I'm just surviving, empty case walking on this cruel, desperate world, full of hatered, pain and selfishness. If you show emotions nowadays you are looked as a weak human being.
I understand that feeling, I hope you can find peace one day, and I'm sure you will
Same I hate myself day by day more I just want to survive we will go through this together
Emotione are necessary
Dont be afraid to feel
As kid:wanting to grow up and explore the world around us
As adult:wanting to go back to the old world ,not ever knowing about the outside world
You will be alright. Times may be harder as an adult, but that's just a part of living that we have to experience In order to appreciate the good moments In life. Be yourself & find people you can trust enough to go with on your journey on this walk of life as you are not alone on this journey ♥♥♥🥰.
Yep. As.a.kid always.wanted see and the sea horses as adult life is only as dream what was the happiest time you remember in your life what who motivated you to ride
A long time ago, I was happy..
Then I decided to think and watch the world closer, now I wish I didn't
why is it sooo true i used to be happy and now im unhappy these years cant even find something to make me happy and just feeling nothing
Theirs always the ONE thing that will bring the happiness back though.
I believe its Jesus ! Life cant bring joy and hapiness, all is meaningless and leave a void in the Heart. This music is beautiful by the way
@@stepgus8135 i know jesus can make me happy i am orthodox so yeah
@@stepgus8135 Facts
This is why parents say enjoy your childhood, once it’s over life gets dull
I use to be so hopeful for the future. Now i live in the present waiting for the moment that will bring me peace.
feel the same dude
Are you truly present though? Or projecting negative energy and waiting for a future that doesn’t exist. Take action. There is always hope you just have to believe. ❤️ Love and light.
Miss the time when I didn't know that the world was the world and I had no worries.
I was happy in simplicity of my mediocre existence
🤝🤝🤝
In the past, everything was natural, now when we go out there is no one to talk to, they have phones in their hands, social media and playing games.
I'm only seventeen and boy was I disappointed with high school. People talked and formed clicks just like they did when my dad was a teenager but I can't help but think that the spark they had experienced was snuffed out with technology. Although it's hard to say since I never experienced it, but I'd say most adults are more talkative then kids these days simply because walking up to someone on the street and starting conversations was at one point normal and now people just run away from genuine social interaction.
I think the same before now I tried using technology to try socialize with others I started playing games with my friends and I really enjoyed it compared to playing alone but everything just isn't the same after pandemic
Life hit me when I was 12 and I saw my friend’s open casket, never been the same since
How old are you now?
@@md.rubaiyathossain7887 22 and speaking of which 10 years ago June 18th would’ve been the day. 😔
Hope you're ok ❤
Listening to the song while reading the comments took me to another world
To everyone reading this, just remember, no one is right at the end, we all have our situations and our origins, and no matter how desesperate the situation is, don’t give up, look for a solution or just talk to someone that you know, and most important in my opinion, learn to forgive yourself and let go. You are not alone.
Suffering from a addiction which is accepted in todays soceity, but i know i can get my life back, great song man
Lonely summer days...
yeah
You will never understand the value of the moments until it becomes a memory ❤
Seeing the title made me remember how colorful the past was...As i grow up i watched those colors fade away.The look of the people that i thought i knew, slowly changed from a loving look to a judging one...I never learned what made them look at me like that.Was i not good enough?Perhaps...But no one should ever let their hearts turn into stones even in this situation!As i hold on from the edge of the cliff i am so close to success.I hope you are also close to your dreams.Whatever goal you have,don't listen to anybody else just go for it!Good luck and see you on the bright side of the dreams...
You will do good in life!
When I was little, I adored my friends. I would do anything for them but they didn't care for me. Whenever a team is picked, I'm the last one. Whenever I'm sitting with a friend, she would say "Can you let x sit here?" Initially, I would just brush it off. But after years of this, I finally realized this hard fact: no one is my friend. I dread every second I have to spend at school. They would make fun of me and humiliate me in front of everyone that hurt me so so much. It's worse. I liked it better when I was deluded and a kid. It was so much more bearable.
As children we always have some hope in any situation, even fooling ourselves into thinking that things will get better.
Let me tell you i'm here for you
😊
The longer you live the more you realize that this world is filled with nothing but pain and futility
Wake up to reality..
Berserk reference 😊
People will think is not true but its true tho ngl but we still have the moments that we will have fun but it will never last long .......
@consciousEye-v5l No, it’s from Madara Uchiha from Naruto
You've moved me to tears with your creation.
This video hit my feed while I’m at my lowest point. Thank you for your music. It’s beautiful.
I was happy when she was present.
I was happy when she loved me.
I was happy when she was the world to me.
Now it is almost as if she became non-existent.
My joy was stolen.
My happiness went back from a hundred to zero.
Now I am just a man with an empty void within me that walks on earth, waiting for it to be filled by the same person that was once my happiness.
Heartbreak is one hell of a drug.
True story
I totally understand that bro, it's really hard to walk when you thought that person was gonna be with you and fight with you for the rest of your lives, but that doesn't mean that you should give up! I know that it hurts, I know that you might be feeling like you aren't worthy of love, but that's not true. Seek God's wisdom, put faith and trust in him, for he will eventually lead you to the right person when he knows that the time is right. For now however, let yourself heal from the heartbreak, and forgive her. Whether she deserves it or not, forgive her. It makes it easier to live with in the long run as it grants you peace. Finally, work on yourself, strive to become a better version of yourself everyday, learn from the mistakes that you have made in the relationship, and keep your heart soft and open, for when the right person finds its was towards you, you receive them with open arms and a loving embrace. You got this bro! You didn't come this far just to come this far, see your journey all the way until the very end. I believe in you even if we are just strangers. 😄
I understand your feelings but was that joy ever truly your own to begin with or reliant on something momentary and external? Remember you are already whole. There is no person or thing that can fill that void. Only you. ❤️
I'm reminded of something I think I recall Tomas Ligotti, grim-surreal and cosmic horror short-story author, saying on the matter of depression. *_"Depression is neither disease nor symptom; happiness is the abnormality in a meaningless world of suffering, pain, and ultimate futility. The man who is depressed is, in fact, sane...for he recognizes the hopeless malaise of conscious existence. How absurd is it that we endeavor to blur his sight, discredit his thoughts, and dull his senses! Without the ceaseless facade, we're forced to join him. How else could we carry on as existential missteps of natural evolution? 'He must be mad and we sane!' The alternative is unthinkable..."_*
This…This reminds me of how I am today. It reminds me that I am two people…one filled with joy, the other consumed by depression. Life hasn’t been the same since I turned 21
Why 21 ?
My Autistic self have allowed my bad habits and addictions to take over and now they have caught up to me I now realise how much I have wasted.
22 now it’s been almost a year since I completed my 4 year college journey but instead of seeking a career I festered in my anxiety dove further into my bad habits and addictions.
Now I realise that all I’ve been doing has been just causing myself to wither away.
Literally addiction and bad habits can lead to bad life decisions and foolish mistakes. And they genuinely make you feel horrendous and leave your depression and anxiety festering.
But above all you remember who you once were and the times when you didn’t have these things back when you were happy and taking life for granted and not throwing it away. 😔😔
Currently feel like a failure but hope for a better future wish me luck.
Life turned from peace, to an overwhelming emptiness. I am alone. I always have been. The desire to be happy leaves me awake at night. Going from feeling love for another, to feeling nothing at all, knowing success is wasting your life doing one thing every day, and knowing that ill end up alone in the end, it all makes me unable to feel anything.
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life.
A lot of you guys may agree with me. Everything from the mid to late 2010s felt so awesome up until the arrival of the 2020s. When those years arrived all hell broke loose. I don’t know how 2023 managed to improve despite a bad start. We must keep moving forward and not look back!
Hey you reading and scrolling through the comments. Everything is gonna be ok, You're not alone. I know what you've been through and it must have been hurtful. But just to let you know Everything is going to be ok. Don't think too much about the bad stuff, Think about the good, The positives. It will make you feel better
I doubt that will happen but thanks
I’m 21 years old, i graduated last year but better late than never! Anyways…. The way that life is moving so fast I feel so stuck in life while having a Crisis… Because ever sense I graduated I barley have any friends and no one checks up on me alot so I’m always alone and I have alot of Anxiety and ever sense I’ve Graduated people my age are having fun, having family etc while I’m all alone fighting this depression because no one even checks on me alot.
All I do is, Wake up, Eat, work, then Sleep and just repeat everyday and I’m just so Mentally Drained Man….
I always feel like I’m a failure because I’m different than most people when I try my hardest I always seem to fail and it’s never enough and I blame me alot and put myself down and at night I just cry it all out. Life is so Hard :”(
My friend, know that you are not alone in feeling this way. Unfortunately, the path in our life for some of us is meant to be walked alone and to be different from the rest. Reflect upon your success on obtaining your degree, yes, it may not feel rewarding right now watching your old friends have a different life than you, and work is not appreciating you and you are on a rinse and repeat cycle of existing and not living.
This is the time you should find yourself during your time away from friends and family, think of places you want to travel too, read and research the beauty of culture and then make plans to travel there. Or take the time to learn new skills/hobbies of the outdoors and reconnect with nature through hikes and overnight camping, take a guidebook to learn of the local flora and fauna, to help you disconnect from the wild and crazy cold world. All the while of discovering what you want to allow and accept in life, find beauty in nature and even take a notebook to jot down some thoughts of what you are currently feeling at the moment to help release the anxiety that is pent up. For this is what I do when I start to feel that way, even though its a constant daily struggle for me.
May you stay strong and be blessed to be inspired of finding new passion within life that resides within you. Peace and love in the pursuit of happiness friend.
I can understand you brother 🥺
I'm from India🇮🇳
I'm 22th
Same feeling bro 💔
Man I'm 20 Yr old feel exactly the same man, anyway how r u now?
Your not a failure and don't feel ashamed that you are your own unique self! Try to engage In conversations about that with your friends or anybody you have. Even If you don't have anybody that loves you now... I promise you as long as you stay true to yourself and try to love yourself you will be ok!!! 🥰🥰♥♥
@@greenplyer2807I’m still 21 I turn 22 here in December on the 24
This is so beautiful. YOU are beautiful, for creating this for us all.
Thank you xxxx🎉❤🎉
Be happy is like having a grateful heart by living in such a world. It's such a shame people should love each other and they actually keep fighting each other for what they want for, even kill. Thank you so much for this, I love this sort of song and it makes me feel happy and grateful too, thank God!
There were some good times here and there during my childhood and teens but I can’t say I’d wanna go back and relive it. There’s still lots of mental trauma I haven’t been able to heal from.
We don't really want to live our childhood again, we just want the friends and the moments of joy
I dont miss the days i was happy. I just miss the days when the happy outweighed the sad
It’s not that people even necessarily always want to be happy. They just want to not suffer.
Remember when i was a kid wanting to grow up but now i want to go back to being a innocent kid again
I cannot picture a happy moment. There are fragments of one or two but evn those could not be said as satisfying. As I get older, tho I did not have a vibrant happy life, I have learned to be grateful that I did not lose my mind completely.
Life as an introvert is really hard.you cant make friends,girlfriend
litteraly everyone hate you for no reason.cant blame them tho because i hate myself too
I agree my life is like this too...
I can drink to that
i love this life what can i say i hate relashonhaips so much so i became an introverter and i like it
Bro tf why is it so true 😭
It's just the way this world condition us bro break free from Satan mind games I don't hate you YOU don't hate yourself it's the devil playing with your heart and conditioning others hearts to hate themselves I don't know you but I love you Christ loves you he made us in his image he ain't who this world depicts him to looklike alot of us know him by the name Jesus Christ but my kings true name is yeshua/YAHUSHA hamshiach and don't believe religion it's a manmade concept hope you come to king yeshua/Jesus he loves us he gave his life for us and rose on the third day
Been lonely my whole life and I don't think the situation is gonna improve. I feel lost, no friends, no love, no lost loves to remember. I feel nothing.
Us bro❤ from Karnataka
What to her something Kobe I don't love you
Of course it won’t improve if you don’t believe it can. You aren’t lost, you have already arrived. Even without being aware of it. The only way forward is from where you are now. Practice love and compassion for your authentic self friend. The rest will come. ❤
A long time ago, I was full of wonder. Everything thing was new and exciting. Now, the complacency and monotony of my life makes me question my very existence. I am not alone. I know you feel this way too. I hope we find our purpose.
This song is so comforting to me. It quiets my brain and my thoughts so I can just.. be. It's so peaceful. I've never listened to another song that can do something like this. But also.. it reminds me of our world the ways that it is dying. The long drawn out sounds sound like sirens, in a way.
Imma need a longer version of this pls
You watch this in loop broo
You don't take anything when you can't return from where you never had the chance to go. Rest in peace. 😞
You're not a monster you're a such kind human being ❤
I shouldn't write this.
But what if you are a "monster" or at least you think that you are very firmly? There's hope?
@@ameba9727
Yeah that's right we all a monsters sometimes,
When someone hurt us or hurt who we love we become a monsters , your hope in this life to be strong enough to push the hate from the people who you cares about them ❤️👌
At this point its even stupid to think its "life" itself, its just me, i am i was i will always be the problem, no matter what where when or with who, i feel like im always the rock in the way of everyone blocking their paths, or making them carry me. Im so tired of a lot of things but one over the others and thats me, it doesn't matter how good i try to be or how much i try to learn, everything and everyone i touch is ruined... Thx for this place for (venting) a little bit, it dont help me with my problems but i guess it makes me feel better at least a little bit
Brother, The fact that you realize and acknowledge that is the first step into making a change, good for you brother.
When you only ever see yourself as the “problem” how can you ever expect to be the solution? We manifest and bring to life the very energy we embody. For better or worse. Instead of seeing yourself as a problem to be fixed how about looking upon yourself as you are. With love and compassion. Who you truly aspire to be in this life. ❤️
Your not alone. The art work speaks volumes
I miss the 2000's so much 😢😢😢
I miss the 60's, 70's, 80's, and 90's.
@@propheciesofamadman8620 The 80s is where I want to return to and stay ☺️
My father torcher me but i am still surviving with my mother hope i get a better job and a happy family ❤
I know 👍
There used to be a time when I was happy 😢😢😢
I'm a monster too, glad to meet you.
we all are
we are still rot
The algorithm just decided you REALLY needed a push! I'm glad too, I'm about to do a 'Play All' and check out your whole channel.
I am so glad that youtube recommended me this video your music sooths my soul you are so talented
Wasn't even happy, but sure was better than today ...
I need a hug but no one can help me
The older I get, the more I realise that my world becomes less and less colorful. Gone are the days of vibrant colors which used to paint my emotions with joy and happiness. Now its all gray. Monotonous. Anhedonic.
Happiness is a drug, you keep wanting to have the same happiness you had when you experienced it for the first time, whether in childhood or in relationships, when everything was happier.
precious melancholy
"I'm fine" There's only so much more you can keep saying those words to yourself
There is nothing wrong at all with not being “fine” ignoring the problem in the end never creates a solution. The first step is not being afraid to admit the truth. To stem acceptance and understanding from present minded, loving awareness. ❤️
"Once, I was something else. Now, all I am is wrath and sorrows. From the outside looking in, they stare at me, as if I was always this monster. It's consuming."
No you have and always will be you. You are not your struggles and emotions. When you believe yourself to be something you’re not it is only natural for others to do the same. Love and light. ❤️
Praying For Everyone!!!!
I was happy once, a long time ago.
Before my heart broke and I lost everything I loved.
Before the baggage took away my passion.
Before I gave into the depression.
I was happy once, a long time ago.
Before my brother went to prison.
Before I lost my best friend.
Before one child was taken from me, and the other never even breathed their first breath.
I was happy once, a long time ago.
Before I became an outcast, close with no one.
Before I worked hard to be a cog in a lifeless machine.
Before I began to realize that dreams are only for the sleeping.
I was happy once, a long time ago.
Before I started drinking too much.
Before Id get high to escape the pain.
Before the years of therapy, when I felt Id go insane.
I was happy once, a long time ago.
Before I knew there wasnt any hope left.
Before I stopped saying the words on my chest.
Before I finally saw the world for what it truly is.
I was happy once, a long time ago.
Now it just feels like a distant memory, or a past life.
I’d give anything to feel happy again.
This song just feels so nostalgic to me... Almost like a an old scar that didnt even existed... I'm just in pain so much its unbearable. I dont know what to do anymore except just be on my phone... All have lost meaning to me. This feeling is just so hard to explain... I dont even remember when i got to start feeling this...
I wish I could go back to when I was still a kid who still feel happiness
damn this hits hard.. hidden gem fr
As we grew older, the people around us can change for the worse as I have experienced the people around me change, the same people i grew up with and I thought would be their at my lowest were the ones that left me when i needed them the most
When was the last time I ever felt any genuine sense of joy in this life?
Wow this really makes you think.
Words just aren’t enough, this deep guttural void in the pit of my stomach, it echoes, aches and consumes all that I thought I was, and was not.
Yes words just aren’t enough. Same with “thinking” of what you are and are not. That is only the surface it is not truly you. When you feel, when you know, you will arrive. ❤
i just want the struggle to end
To be honest. I'm now 50 years old, and I don't think I've really ever been happy.
This song reminds me of my childhood.
I fell into the deepest pits of despair recently, just got out and I will move forward. I cannot let despair consume me or define me
I dont know what to feel anymore.
Chris or goodbye 👋🏽
He lives
I'm dead on in side
Chris lives I'm dead dad
Благодаря вашей песне я могу погрустить о своей неудавшейся жизни. Спасибо вам...
Even my breath is cold.
Happiness is not identified as a moment you feel, but as a realization, because when you look back to those moments of joy, compare to where you are now, THAT’S when it struck you what happiness really is. You only know you had it once it’s gone, and each present moment when you do feel happy will always result in you taken it for granted, because you will later think you could’ve enjoy it more.
Nostalgia is the new opium for the masses
I remember when I was happy a long time ago...
At least reading the comments I know I'm not alone in this dark place 🤷♂️
Dont know why this hits, listening on repeat ❤
Every day i make her happy make my self happy but now it fade away slowly
Give yourself more credit. You’re trying to grow while trying to heal. You’re trying to forgive while trying to grieve. You’re trying to search while trying to let go. And you’re trying to love others while remembering how to love yourself. You’re doing the best you can.
every ending is a new beginning ❤
I miss being happy, like I was before. I miss how bright everything looked. I miss thinking, and being excited of all the things I would do in my later life. All these things were when I was a child. But, I know there's no point in causing myself misery over it, because I will never experience it again.
I've always been a bit melancholic, it's in my character and despite that I've had joyful years. But I'm starting to think the way I feel now is not normal.
Man oh man i miss her very much, it has been a decade since i heard anything of her.
I wish you well and happy.
This is incredible. It’s concepts and music like this that inspires me👌
I just want to go back when I was a happy and inocent little child.. but now.. I'm a pile of nerves that is now crying in a bed while listening to sad music. Such a good evolution don't you think?
Me Too😢😢😢
At 54yo, yes, it was a long, long time ago, yet near enough to make me miss it so much.
Es ist lange her, dass ich einmal richtig glücklich war und ich werde es wohl auch nie wieder sein. Jeder Tag ist eine Qual für mich und ich habe keine Freude mehr am Leben. Es ist beruhigend zu wissen, dass ich damit nicht alleine bin.