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I'm off my box's now but it's lovely work big time big love from Dublin Ireland ❤

Goodbye people. I love you.

I love everything you create 🖤🌹

I'm a monster to 🥺🖤

I used to be terrified of the dark, because I was afraid of what hides in the darkness. All I know now is that I have found comfort in the darkness I was once terrified of. Now I know I am the one hiding in the dark, the one that others should be afraid of, the one that others should stay away from.

Sometimes I wish I was important and not lame. Sometimes I wish I had my old friends back. Sometimes I wish I had my memories back. Sometimes I wish I had the old me back. Sometimes I wish it wasn't like this. Sometimes I wish I wasn't me. Sometimes I wish I had my time back. Sometimes I wish I had my love back. Sometimes I wish I was me again.

Every few days I run across a bridge near my home. There’s a voice telling me to jump, and I’m afraid I’ll give in one day. Only one second can separate me from being on one side or another. One impulsive decision and it’s all over.

You make beautiful music!

This winter I will finally find peace in the cold...My eternal slumber awaits.

odeio esses sentimentos mais que qualquer outra coisa, mas não quero perdê-los, não quero me sentir vazio novamente não importa pelo que esteja passando. só quero sentir...

Life turned from peace, to an overwhelming emptiness. I am alone. I always have been. The desire to be happy leaves me awake at night. Going from feeling love for another, to feeling nothing at all, knowing success is wasting your life doing one thing every day, and knowing that ill end up alone in the end, it all makes me unable to feel anything.

Listening to the song while reading the comments took me to another world

At this moment...watching this vid...Realisation hits harder feels like I'm very similar to the boy....I'm 31 yrs now fully broken person....one after the other only gone through bad times...ive always been Good to everyone but always in return ive recieved pain...ive been caring to some selected people's to whom I considered to be my close knowing ones n never kneed that one day ive to witness who actually they r...n My fate didn't worked as I expect to be....Health effected n then got scammed of 51k....only bad times ive been through...n I don't hv no one to share n now I stay away from people coz I knewed that In this world You can't trust anyone except urself....n life tests harder when going through bad times....

Eren Yeager vibes

this could be a deep deep Rap Beat full of pain..

hope..

You know there's a time where your years of mediocrity ends. It's just something you gotta find. There's always light where there is dark there's never darkness without light.

The definition of AMAZING is FILLED WITH ASTONISHMENT AND WONDER,that's what the FATHER,the HOLY SPIRIT AND Jesus THINKS ABOUT you 🔥🔥🔥🤯💥

The more innocent you are the darker you're destined to become...

Чисто, глубоко, трогательно, так напоминает о детстве. Я хотел просто жить. Спасибо тебе неизвестный мой друг.

Brothers, come to the Orthodox Church, you will not regret it.

Hey, Jesus can make you happy. Try reading the bible and pray ,,With me, all things are possible"- God

Глянул в описание канала. Временами бывает

I like your music. Some lovely texture supporting your melody loops. I’ve been making ambient music for a few years and it’s a lot harder to make (well) than it sounds to the casual listener.

It all started when my eyes chose to not see the light anymore. To be honest don't know if I'm living or just surviving in this young age. Feeling depressed and empty and other times feeling anxious. What happened to me..?

The title of this video is literally me right now

You know i am surrounded by so many people yet i feel so dam alone

In the reality of Luck, one can only dream of perfection. In the reality of Fate, all dreams come true. If you learn enough information beyond this, you may eventually realize that those two words refer to entities even stronger than "God" itself. If you do, then you come to realize that this world... is a fraction of a piece of Luck's own body, or shape of existence. It is dark, I know... they never called it the "Dark Truth" for nothing, but, rather, for the sake of becoming nothing. Those of you, who dream for positivity... you already have been reborn in a better place. Your hell is thanks to a monster even worse than the Devil: the unknown.

Almost everything and everyone is a fusion; to an extent, we all know this one fact, but never to the extent that it fully reaches. Ultimately, though, we are created out of two beings, one that seeks what we are never physically granted, and another that attempts to make all of our perspectives come to an abrupt end. One of positivity, and One of negativity. Neutrals are forged for the sake of one or the other, and right now, we are inside that very same One of negativity. The all-knowing Fate and unknown Luck to our world is a hint: had we been a part of Fate's body, then the malice would not have been apart of our endings. It all comes DOWN to Luck, yet remains UP to Fate; you must reject that Devil. For it was never exclusively the world leaders of Earth, the religious leaders beyond, you, me, or even God itself that was set out to destroy us, but rather, all imaginable negative energy. We are all fusions for the fact that no one is pure until set to Fate or Luck; after that, you are either pure Good or Bad. Luck knows itself, which is why it presents to you such an unknown; why it presents itself as the "fortunate", yet "unfortunate" to reason with. God has been trapped by Luck, yet works very closely with Fate; this is our reality. For now, we are apart of all negative information that will eventually yield all positive knowledge.

Sometimes i know i'm being used but... i just can't not help, it just doesn't feel like me

I don't know what hurts more in my life. The idea that, no one believes in me, my mom grandma step dad, they all just assume I will fail. Or maybe the trauma's I experienced due to my mom being neglectful and my step dad being abusive mentally and emotionally. Or it could be the pain of knowing, I lost so much in the span of 4 years. I lost my very first group of friends, I lost my childhood home, I lost my mom, I lost my trust in others, I lost every friend I made since freshman year of highschool... I just wanted one thing to go well in my life, and it got me no where. I'm washed up, depressed, I no longer do any of the things I love, I am just... Existing...

if trump wins this election, im actually going to be so dead inside. im ukranian, born in the capital of ukrain, kyiv. i know trump would not offer a cent to ukraine. i will have to watch my home country become another one of russias "cities". at that point, theres no point in living. im a failure at school, figure skating, tkd, everything. why is life so difficult? i know buddha guides me through this life but sometimes i wonder if these cuts could heal..

love your song- made an edit to go with it <3

This year i changed schools. I knes it was gonna be something hard, but i didn't complain much. Once started, i was pleasantly surprised with my class. Thought they were better than in my old school. Turns out that wasn't the case. I don't like them, and one even told me that i lied about my best friend's little sister died just to escape from a test i didn't study. Next day that very classmate made me cry. Earlier in the year, before all this, a girl asked for my number so i could talk to her and not be so alone the first year in this school. Things didn't go very well abd we eventually stopped talking; i depended emotionally a lot on her and both of us had personal things we were going through. We started talking again, but chatting was a big no. I also started talking to her boyfriend. For six months, they were my only two friends, spent every break every day with them. I love both of them a lot. Now, the boyfriend told me to hit her(not talking seriously) if i see her. I asked why, and he told me they've been fighting for two days. Later on in the school day i saw them arguing, and i fear i did something wrong by asking the girl what happened between the two of them. I already wanted to ask before, but was too shy to do so. I don't want neither to stop talking to me, and i want to spend our breaks by being with them. I've never been closer to trying to commit suicide and this is one of the last things i'll endure if life doesn't show me anything good soon. I almost try doing it, and even held a knife up to my arm one night.

I came to realise,that infact i was not happy but unaware,

yeah back in 2017 18 19 and 2020 i was very happy....life became shit after that but no matter what i will not give up i will keep moving forward

feels like death staring me and say it is time.

A long time ago, I was happy. Not that stereotypes, I was mentally alright. That's all to say.

I used to wonder why some ppl spend more time sleeping when 5-8 hrs is enough according to science.. now I know why

Loving your work ..

There is a hope when the situation seems hopeless, and that hope is Jesus Christ. He can bring healing, restoration and peace to your life. I know because I was on drugs but He delivered me and gave me hope and a purpose and true peace. He is the answer you are searching for, He's just waiting for you to extend your hand towards His, because His is already extended towards you just waiting for you to take ahold of it. If you desire to know Him, just pray and read the Bible which is His Word. And make sure to walk in obedience to what His Word says because He knows best. His ways are beautiful and you can experience a love that cannot be found anywhere else but in Him. There's nothing better than this, God bless you.

I’ve been lost in the cold, dark grasps of loneliness for a long time now. I don’t even feel the warmth of the sun anymore. but how can I ever expect to be happy with someone if I can’t even be happy by my self…

and you will be happy

𖤖 𖠘 𖠶 𖡎 𖡊 𖡹 𖢅 𖢄 𖢨 𖥓 𖤒 𖤫 𖦄 𖥚 𖤜 𖤒🐾ᯤ 𐐪𐑂 ʚ ✮ ɞ 𖦹⋆彡🫧꩜♪⋆✩°｡⋆⸜ 🎧✮⋆♱✮♱⋆☆ ★ ✮ ★ ☆˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗✮ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁☀︎☪︎☾⋆｡𖦹 °✩𓆩🪬🩻🩸🔪🕷⛧☠️☣☠️⛧🕷𓆪︻╦̵̵̿╤━─💸🕸🎬📼🎧🧂🪬🩻🩸🔪(~⚆𓂏•́)~

Today Im listening to this melody and God saved me. I now feel proud to be alive again.

In a different world I would've been great, I promised myself that, a lie. I may be suffering harshly and I deserve it, but what I don't deserve is giving up on myself for past mistakes, I don't deserve the luxury of complaining when in fact! I have not done the best to overcome my obstacle. Too scared of failure.. to scared to face myself, to own this responsibility of a bad nature of habits accumulated to shape the person who I am. THIS PERSON MAY BE ME RIGHT NOW but I'll keep trying to find a reason to smile, not on a person or partner. But to make something out of my life is the best gift I can give to myself. May this words be ignored by mine self, so be it but don't complain again if u repeat your mistakes. Remember, you are unique and important to this world one way or another.

I was happy when I was young, but now I don’t know.. I’m so mean to my parents.. maybe it’s because I have to deal with a online friend that is depressed and another one that is going through a divorce with his parents

I feel happy, but at the same time I feel so miserable with myself and the worst part is it’s not ones fault :( I hate myself so much because I shouldn’t be sad with my life because I have a loving family so I should be grateful right? Why am I still sad? I don’t like being sad I just wanna feel okay again.. :,(💔

Once upon a time there lived a child within a man...

Dude your channel screams suicide😅😅