Thank you for sharing your life and experiences. I spent the first three years of my 30's regretting my 20's, now I realize that has shaped me into the person I am who I am happy with. You truly are a beautiful person.
Aww, I'm glad you got that worked out! I have recently, for the first time ever, fell in love with myself!!! I'm 40! Glad you got it sooner than I, hope things are going well for you still!
I think this is a wonderful video. Thank you for sharing your life with us. )) This video shows you in a very natural and personal way. ... You being you, and connecting with everyone that watches this video. Thank you for being with us.)))💓💓💓💓💓
Sharing is really brave! I think it does help when you are cultivating an authentic vibe to share the dark and the light. I'm glad I found your channel!
Finding strength in pain and meaning to the suffering, SO WORTH IT! Just how tragedy begets comedy, struggle begets GREATNESS! THAT'S RIGHT!!! GREATNESS!
I'm new to your channel and I am so happy to come across your videos I really enjoyed listening to your story and getting to know a little bit about you. I am looking forward to watching more of your videos and trying to find peace and balance and gound myself I have not done reiki in along time and to be that mind set to give back to others again. Thankyou again for being you.
I've been watching your channel for years and decided to dig back today. I relate so much to what you went through in middle school. For me it was elementary. My Mom got sick, I gained weight and started getting bullied. I felt so alone. So many bad coping strategies and ways of thinking started and I wish someone had been there to help me out of it sooner. Thank you for sharing this.
Thank you so much for sharing something of your personal journey. Your openness is much appreciated and makes your healing videos even more meaningful through a sense of personal connection. Peace on your path, beautiful soul.
Yeah it's all good. I appreciate your candidness. sSomeone's going to relate to it, I sure did. Thank you for being confident and sharing yourself. Brave is the word that I'm thinking of.
Please don't be nervous or ashamed your journey is your journey and it has led you to where you are today- an amazingly woke and beautiful person :) be proud and thank you so much for sharing xxx
Loved this video and your story! I always love your reiki vids and dig your personality & vibe in general, so it's awesome getting to hear some of your personal story. Thanks for sharing!
I think sharing your story (especially when it’s not the “typical” pathway) helps a lot of people by showing that there are alternative ways to live, love, and be happy.
Your story is relatable on so many levels. Thank you for sharing your experiences with us. A smooth sea never made a skillful sailor. I'm glad you didn't/don't sell yourself short and I will try to do the same. I think I need to remind myself of that. Best to you
Thank you for sharing your story with all of us. You have helped me and continue to help me heal with your distance Reki videos. You have helped me respark my interest in light work and crystals and healing. I'm one of those who's not happy with my job, even though I'm good at it. I understand how you felt about school, because that's exactly how I feel about work. I've been calling in and having an anxiety attack every morning because I'm sure that my time is done there. I'm going to work tomorrow for the first time in weeks and hope that I still have a job. I feel weirdly calm about the fact that they may terminate me because my continuous call ins. But the pull to learn Reki and crystal healing seems like it's meant to be. So thank you for sharing your story with us, because it's inspiring to me. I've been stuck that the old paradigm that was drilled into me from a young age that you go to school and then you work for a company in your field until you retire. And I'm facing the prospect of being a self-employed Reki practitioner and it's scary but exciting. Sorry for rambling in your comments. Namaste. 🕯💖🕉
Thank you so much for this video! I got a lot more value from your 30-min video - from relating to parts of your childhood and teenage period, to getting to know your career path, your pivots and how you got to work for yourself - than from all the networking sessions I am having at my master's program. Liked it a lot!!
girrrrllll ♡ you rock. I've been watching your stuff for a while now, Im a fellow practitioner and I'm righttt "behind" you in a lot of ways and I "resonate" with you and your "way"/philosophies and now your story... you doing what you're doing is encouraging and inspiring and validating so thank you for blazing your trail and sharing your journey with us! ♡ namaste
I'm very happy to have found this video. It has deepened my feeling of connection to you. I've always sensed your goodness and am grateful for your generosity, caring, and nurturing spirit. Now I'm even more happy to have you and your videos in my life. I wish you all the happiness in the world! 💜🙏
Ah Im from England. Im glad you made this video, I think alot of people can relate and finding your dream job and growing is definitely something to look up to, its definatly helped me a little. I find it so inspiring because i am at a little cross roads myself, I am grateful for the video :)
Thank you! It was very interesting to find that I did a lot of similar things when I was young, though I've worked full-time for the last 37 years and have always enjoyed what I was doing. You are a very special and interesting person, thanks again for sharing!
It's amazing to see when people recognize that everything life gives them ultimately shapes who they become. Even more so when they turn out to lead a successful and positive life, positively impacting those around them. Many blessings and thank you for having the courage to put yourself out there.
I love you sharing your life, as well as your viewpoint on things like travelling to help people, with us! I know you've shared some it it already, and am thankful for that, and will be thankful for any more videos that you decide to share to allow us into your past as well.
I love this video!! I feel more connected to you and others when personal stuff in shared. And, I see so much of me and my life in comparison it really inspires me and I have new ideas of my passion flowing. So thank you, keep making the personal videos if you feel drawn, I love them and they help me! ❤
Thanks for sharing! So much of your story resonates with me- you have reminded me of the power our minds and thoughts play in our lives. I had pushed my spiritual side aside for many years (even though was so into it when younger) and your reiki videos and now this video has gently nudged me and given me hope about the bigger picture 💫💎🔮thanks again! PS I love that you shared your story time vid
Omg, our school experiences were almost exactly alike - from suicidal depression due to bullying in 7th grade, best friend turning on me, binge drinking in high school etc. Except my mom had her nose in my business the entire time :) Not that it helped though, since I didn't get the support I needed until I've found it myself as an adult. Thank you for sharing your path. The best healers are those that know the Shadow from personal experience. ❤️
+Nela Dunato my mom was the same- totally up in my business but in an almost cruel way. Once she left everything turned upside down. Thank you for sharing with me. I think some of the most genuine people have had the darkest times xo.
I always look forward to your videos! From your ASMR videos to the ones like this where you're just speaking to us, I just love listening to you! Your story is so relatable... Thank you for sharing! Xoxo
totally similar story here. my family was always broken up though, bouncing between parents. but yeah around 16 drugs started, but it opened me up to everything so for that I am endlessly thankful.
This is such a breath of fresh air. Thank you son much for sharing more about you with us. It only strengthens my commitment to your channel because I feel even more connected to you. You're very much a real person and I appreciate that.
All of those things that you went through shaped the person that you are today. Thank you for opening your life to us . Wow what a powerful example you are luv your work Namaste 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿❤️❤️❤️
You're a freakin' strong lady and inspirational to me in a lot of ways. It was so cool to learn more about you. Looking forward to the next sharing video!
I've been watching your videos for a while now, as my favourite ASMR experience. Not only for the ASMR but for your communication content and expression. So in that context of following you frequently I've got to know you in one level. This video is interesting being an earlier one and being a story time. I enjoyed seeing another side of you and hearing part of your story. Thank you 🥰
wow! I love this. you surprised me so much by doing this, I always wondered and wanted to know about your life story, though always thought you were quite shy to make a video like this. you are so inspiring to me, I have been watching your reiki videos for a long time now and you are such a special being. thank you again! much love from Brazil!
This is perfect. Vibe therapy. When you talk about your life, I'm not just listening but really feeling your energy. It's magnetic and motivating. Thanks so much for sharing. Your genuine nature is addicting. Keep going with this, you are extraordinary!
Thank you for sharing. Wow, I can't believe the similarities in our stories! I also feel like I had a lot of darkness in my early life. Mother issues, best friend that turned on me, I was always a loner with one good friend, never tried drugs, though...I did the opposite and wouldn't even touch alcohol, which also made me the target for bullying. I was also clinically depressed from age 13-19 and ended up in a mental hospital for 4 months (never medicated, though), then a foster home when my insurance ran out. But it all made me who I am and I believe it was necessary for me to become the me I was meant to be. :) I feel like we could really have some good talks if we ever met. :) I really enjoy your videos, so keep up the great work!!
I really enjoyed this video, I'd love it if you made more. ✨ Although I don't have a very similar story and I'm still in high school, I really connect with your story and I find it as a source of inspiration in my own life. I really enjoyed near the end when you were talking about working for yourself. My goal is to do the same someday, and I think it would be really great to hear you talk more about working for yourself. As always, lovely video girlie 💕
We have quite a similar background (also watched your beauty video and the toxic one) and I feel very connected to your story. Sending you a big hug for being so honest and open about it. (Something I´m struggling with). I went through A LOT of bullying. From grad school til the age of 16. So yes, I get you, totally feel you!
Hi there, please continue with this story telling. I loved it. Any topic will be wonderful. You are inspiring to me and think to others too. Please do go on. Love you
Love your passion and your videos, started looking through your channel more and love these personal chats and getting to know you more! Sending love and light ✨ xxx
Thank you for being braveand sharing your story. My story is very similar to yours, partying, drugs, parents with no structure, it led me to massive self destruction at a pretty young age. Im also a dropout with a high GED score! Im so thankful for all these experiences that led me to what's now a very fulfilling spiritual lifestyle. You're such an inspiration to me!
I enjoyed this video thank you sweets, I can relate to many parts of it, keep doing your videos, I have shared them with some of my clients...bless you ...xx
Your story is my story! The split parents, the drugs, the GED, the Nannying...just crazy! I did finally go to college late though (wrote my way into Rutgers) and I'm glad I did because, even though I don't use the degree (I'm a stay at home mom), I am proud to have finally seen something that was difficult through. Like you, I'm grateful for these wild experiences, BUT now having 2 sons (the oldest is 14) I feel deeply conflicted about how much "experience" I wish for him to have. Conflict hones identity, for sure, but just how far should he teeter on the cliff to gain depth? I know some grief and challenges must be his to round him, but, lord knows, I just want to wrap him in bubble wrap and keep him next to his mommy (I won't...but it's a new form of pain for me). Anyhoo, thank you for the share!
Love what you say about not selling yourself short - really resonates (I dowse your videos, and time and again the right things come up) - Love what you do x
Wow! What a wonderful video Jillian! Thank you so much for sharing all these things about your life ⚘ It's great to hear about your journey of becoming light worker. It's so bizarre because I was drawing my angels cards as everyday. I got 3 cards that told me that now is time to educate myself or to do a course. That counselling is right path for me and I also drew Archangel Raphael card who is the Healer of all Healers. A few days ago I was actually looking into counseling courses. I almost enrolled into one but they were fully booked but it's a definitely a message for me that I should not abandon the idea. And your video today. I think God is giving me a proper poke in the eye 😁😁😁😁 Anyway!!! I can relate a lot to you. I also been bullied and being the weirdo at school. I almost flunked my senior year because I stopped going to school which was a shame because I had really good grades before that. Nobody was interested in what was happening to me. I was so happy to leave school behind. I always been sensitive to energies. Nobody knew about my experiences until very late 20s when I met people with similar background to mine. Don't worry about being embarrassed about taking drugs dear! I never tried any other then my anxiety pills but I used sugar as my drug. Bad idea! Anyway, I have been suicidal too. Having issues with family etc. I think everybody have them! I think after 20 years I am finally embrace my light worker path. I have always wanted to become a doctor but it was too icky for me 😆 I find psyche a lot more fascinating anyway. It's hard when people around you, the support system, is not there. It's hard for them to understand what does it mean to work with energy. It doesn't matter though. Once you are through all these obstacles, you are 1000s stronger and independent. You are a wonderful example of overcoming all these problems to become who you are. U should be very proud of yourself ❤❤❤ Anyway, It is getting too long now hahaha I love your story and personally I would love hear more about your stories. I'm sorry if my comment is all over the place but I'm half conscious after my 2nd wisdom tooth removal 😆😆😆 Sorry about that! Sending lots of your to you and thank you again for shining your light Jillian. You are such a bright star 💋🌟❤💙💚💛💜💝💞💟
Hey Karolina- that is definitely a sign I would say and it sounds like you got the message :) I agree it does make you stronger and also better prepared to help others.
I had the same thing happen with my BFF and next-door neighbor since babyhood, in 7th grade she turned on me and joined up with other girls bully me. I've never talked about it before! Even my mother didn't know.
Lisa Rothstein it is traumatic to have someone turn on you like that. I means I still remember it and how I felt. not that I hold it against anyone but I remember that pain. love to you.
The same thing happened to me! She was my best friend since we were like 2 and then in 7th grade she turned all the 8th graders against me because I liked to read and was "too smart". I always thought I was alone in this experience, but it is so encouraging to know there are other people who have been through this horrible experience and understand the pain. Thank you both for sharing!
Omg, our school experiences were almost exactly alike - from suicidal depression due to bullying in 7th grade, binge drinking in high school etc. Except my mom had her nose in my business the entire time :) Not that it helped though, since I didn't get the support I needed until I've found it myself as an adult. Thank you for sharing your path. The best healers are those that know the Shadow from personal experience. ❤️
Thanks for sharing this story, a personal journey on recovering your spirituality. It resonated with me about your career life and, whilst being good and productive at the job, ultimately it felt an empty pursuit leading to resentment. I am feeling this in my forties. I also liked your comments on value/time and not selling yourself short. Ps. Thought I detected a subtle hint of an English accent :-) !
I love hearing about yourself. BTW, my wife and daughter LOVE the crystal necklaces I bought from you. I didn't know they'd love the necklaces that much!
I enjoy it!! I'm very interested in how people get to where they are because I'm always trying to figure out how I got where I am and where I'm going so this kind of video is always interesting to me! Even if it's 5 years old haha
really enjoyed i m always interested in how someone came to be at this juncture in there life who and what inspired them you and its just makes your vids more personable more relatable to your viewers and i do luv your vibe always
I woke up this morning after a dream of my 7th grade bff who turned on me that year - I wasn't helping her popularity so she dropped me. I don't know if you'd call it dejavu or something more "energy" based but hearing you had a similar experience right after this dream softens the blow of my memory. Thanks for sharing!
Lune! This video was great! Think you'll do another video like this in the future!? I'm not sure where in SFL you are but there is a great park in Indian Harbour Beach that I'm sure your son would love! We take our girls there as much as possible to see all the turtles and manatees! :-)
Thanks!
Gurl you is a freaky light princess. I wish you and your family the best in this life. you're taking over ✊️💜
HH Recordings this comment is amazing lol. thank you!
Lol, BEST COMMENT EVER! you are so sweet!
Thank you for sharing your life and experiences. I spent the first three years of my 30's regretting my 20's, now I realize that has shaped me into the person I am who I am happy with. You truly are a beautiful person.
Aww, I'm glad you got that worked out! I have recently, for the first time ever, fell in love with myself!!! I'm 40! Glad you got it sooner than I, hope things are going well for you still!
Thank you. Big love. So so so relate.....
Thank you for this video and sharing your light with us 💜 Please make more :)
I think this is a wonderful video. Thank you for sharing your life with us. )) This video shows you in a very natural and personal way. ... You being you, and connecting with everyone that watches this video. Thank you for being with us.)))💓💓💓💓💓
Sharing is really brave! I think it does help when you are cultivating an authentic vibe to share the dark and the light. I'm glad I found your channel!
Same!
Finding strength in pain and meaning to the suffering, SO WORTH IT! Just how tragedy begets comedy, struggle begets GREATNESS! THAT'S RIGHT!!! GREATNESS!
I'm new to your channel and I am so happy to come across your videos I really enjoyed listening to your story and getting to know a little bit about you. I am looking forward to watching more of your videos and trying to find peace and balance and gound myself I have not done reiki in along time and to be that mind set to give back to others again. Thankyou again for being you.
I've been watching your channel for years and decided to dig back today. I relate so much to what you went through in middle school. For me it was elementary. My Mom got sick, I gained weight and started getting bullied. I felt so alone. So many bad coping strategies and ways of thinking started and I wish someone had been there to help me out of it sooner. Thank you for sharing this.
Thank you so much for sharing something of your personal journey. Your openness is much appreciated and makes your healing videos even more meaningful through a sense of personal connection. Peace on your path, beautiful soul.
Yes! Beautifully said!
Thanks for sharing. I relate so much to your story. Peace and many blessings to you and your family. Namaste
Yeah it's all good. I appreciate your candidness. sSomeone's going to relate to it, I sure did.
Thank you for being confident and sharing yourself. Brave is the word that I'm thinking of.
Please don't be nervous or ashamed your journey is your journey and it has led you to where you are today- an amazingly woke and beautiful person :) be proud and thank you so much for sharing xxx
Loved this video and your story! I always love your reiki vids and dig your personality & vibe in general, so it's awesome getting to hear some of your personal story. Thanks for sharing!
I think sharing your story (especially when it’s not the “typical” pathway) helps a lot of people by showing that there are alternative ways to live, love, and be happy.
Your story is relatable on so many levels. Thank you for sharing your experiences with us. A smooth sea never made a skillful sailor.
I'm glad you didn't/don't sell yourself short and I will try to do the same. I think I need to remind myself of that. Best to you
mrsc62 I think we are need a little reminding.
Thank you for sharing your story with all of us. You have helped me and continue to help me heal with your distance Reki videos. You have helped me respark my interest in light work and crystals and healing. I'm one of those who's not happy with my job, even though I'm good at it. I understand how you felt about school, because that's exactly how I feel about work. I've been calling in and having an anxiety attack every morning because I'm sure that my time is done there. I'm going to work tomorrow for the first time in weeks and hope that I still have a job. I feel weirdly calm about the fact that they may terminate me because my continuous call ins. But the pull to learn Reki and crystal healing seems like it's meant to be. So thank you for sharing your story with us, because it's inspiring to me. I've been stuck that the old paradigm that was drilled into me from a young age that you go to school and then you work for a company in your field until you retire. And I'm facing the prospect of being a self-employed Reki practitioner and it's scary but exciting. Sorry for rambling in your comments. Namaste. 🕯💖🕉
Thank you so much for this video! I got a lot more value from your 30-min video - from relating to parts of your childhood and teenage period, to getting to know your career path, your pivots and how you got to work for yourself - than from all the networking sessions I am having at my master's program. Liked it a lot!!
Thank you for sharing your story! I can relate to several things you talked about.
These personal videos are nice to hear , it's inspiring:)
I love hearing people's stories. It really helped me get to know you better :)
girrrrllll ♡ you rock. I've been watching your stuff for a while now, Im a fellow practitioner and I'm righttt "behind" you in a lot of ways and I "resonate" with you and your "way"/philosophies and now your story... you doing what you're doing is encouraging and inspiring and validating so thank you for blazing your trail and sharing your journey with us! ♡
namaste
Samantha Freda thank you!! 💜🙌👽
Whoa very similar to my story and we're the same age. Thank you for sharing. I enjoyed reflecting on myself as well.
Thanks for sharing, and being so open about your past struggles!
I'm very happy to have found this video. It has deepened my feeling of connection to you. I've always sensed your goodness and am grateful for your generosity, caring, and nurturing spirit. Now I'm even more happy to have you and your videos in my life. I wish you all the happiness in the world! 💜🙏
Ah Im from England. Im glad you made this video, I think alot of people can relate and finding your dream job and growing is definitely something to look up to, its definatly helped me a little. I find it so inspiring because i am at a little cross roads myself, I am grateful for the video :)
I hope you've come out full circle! Sending some loving, supportive thoughts your way!
I love getting to know you. We are all human and all have a past. We really are very much the same.
Thank you! It was very interesting to find that I did a lot of similar things when I was young, though I've worked full-time for the last 37 years and have always enjoyed what I was doing. You are a very special and interesting person, thanks again for sharing!
Please do more of these videos! It is awesome getting to know you. All the best to you and yours. 🙏❤️
It's amazing to see when people recognize that everything life gives them ultimately shapes who they become. Even more so when they turn out to lead a successful and positive life, positively impacting those around them. Many blessings and thank you for having the courage to put yourself out there.
MJ G thank you so much 👽💜👽
I love you sharing your life, as well as your viewpoint on things like travelling to help people, with us! I know you've shared some it it already, and am thankful for that, and will be thankful for any more videos that you decide to share to allow us into your past as well.
I love this video!! I feel more connected to you and others when personal stuff in shared. And, I see so much of me and my life in comparison it really inspires me and I have new ideas of my passion flowing. So thank you, keep making the personal videos if you feel drawn, I love them and they help me! ❤
Thanks for sharing! So much of your story resonates with me- you have reminded me of the power our minds and thoughts play in our lives. I had pushed my spiritual side aside for many years (even though was so into it when younger) and your reiki videos and now this video has gently nudged me and given me hope about the bigger picture 💫💎🔮thanks again! PS I love that you shared your story time vid
Wow! Right on! I hope things are going great for you!
Omg, our school experiences were almost exactly alike - from suicidal depression due to bullying in 7th grade, best friend turning on me, binge drinking in high school etc. Except my mom had her nose in my business the entire time :) Not that it helped though, since I didn't get the support I needed until I've found it myself as an adult. Thank you for sharing your path. The best healers are those that know the Shadow from personal experience. ❤️
+Nela Dunato my mom was the same- totally up in my business but in an almost cruel way. Once she left everything turned upside down. Thank you for sharing with me. I think some of the most genuine people have had the darkest times xo.
your video give me hope. im in the south so many people are not open minded about Reiki . I really enjoyed your video.
I always look forward to your videos! From your ASMR videos to the ones like this where you're just speaking to us, I just love listening to you! Your story is so relatable... Thank you for sharing! Xoxo
totally similar story here. my family was always broken up though, bouncing between parents. but yeah around 16 drugs started, but it opened me up to everything so for that I am endlessly thankful.
And that's what I'm talking about! Seriously, I'd go through all the trauma, abuse, confusion, ALL OF IT 100 times over to be right here, right now!
This is such a breath of fresh air. Thank you son much for sharing more about you with us. It only strengthens my commitment to your channel because I feel even more connected to you. You're very much a real person and I appreciate that.
Loved your story!! Please continue to share on this level...your authenticity is very inspiring!! Thank you!! ❤
thank You for sharing this helps im am learning my path and this is reassuring
Thank You for sharing. YOU are an OVER-COMER, and so inspiring!
Loved the "Story time" video. You should call yours Vibe Time instead, it fits better. I'm looking forward to the your next sharing video. 💜
Sun Moon Stars you are a genius. thank you!
I think she mentioned this comment on a later video!! She's so sweet!!!
Such a beautiful video. Your love and honesty makes it so easy to connect with you. I feel your love from Australia. Namaste
All of those things that you went through shaped the person that you are today. Thank you for opening your life to us . Wow what a powerful example you are luv your work Namaste 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿❤️❤️❤️
MrJohnnyscrap Faith it is so true, and the pain makes it easier to be there for others currently in those dark time. xo
You're a freakin' strong lady and inspirational to me in a lot of ways. It was so cool to learn more about you. Looking forward to the next sharing video!
I've been watching your videos for a while now, as my favourite ASMR experience. Not only for the ASMR but for your communication content and expression. So in that context of following you frequently I've got to know you in one level. This video is interesting being an earlier one and being a story time. I enjoyed seeing another side of you and hearing part of your story. Thank you 🥰
wow! I love this. you surprised me so much by doing this, I always wondered and wanted to know about your life story, though always thought you were quite shy to make a video like this. you are so inspiring to me, I have been watching your reiki videos for a long time now and you are such a special being. thank you again! much love from Brazil!
Thanks for sharing! I grew up in Northern NJ and pretty much hated school when I was a kid too.
It was a good story! Keep them coming! It would be cool to see pictures of you in the periods of your life that you described! ❤
Pursuit of Happiness I'll try to find some. it ain't pretty. lol
This is perfect. Vibe therapy. When you talk about your life, I'm not just listening but really feeling your energy. It's magnetic and motivating. Thanks so much for sharing. Your genuine nature is addicting. Keep going with this, you are extraordinary!
Thank you for sharing. Wow, I can't believe the similarities in our stories! I also feel like I had a lot of darkness in my early life. Mother issues, best friend that turned on me, I was always a loner with one good friend, never tried drugs, though...I did the opposite and wouldn't even touch alcohol, which also made me the target for bullying. I was also clinically depressed from age 13-19 and ended up in a mental hospital for 4 months (never medicated, though), then a foster home when my insurance ran out. But it all made me who I am and I believe it was necessary for me to become the me I was meant to be. :) I feel like we could really have some good talks if we ever met. :) I really enjoy your videos, so keep up the great work!!
I really enjoyed this video, I'd love it if you made more. ✨ Although I don't have a very similar story and I'm still in high school, I really connect with your story and I find it as a source of inspiration in my own life. I really enjoyed near the end when you were talking about working for yourself. My goal is to do the same someday, and I think it would be really great to hear you talk more about working for yourself. As always, lovely video girlie 💕
We have quite a similar background (also watched your beauty video and the toxic one) and I feel very connected to your story.
Sending you a big hug for being so honest and open about it. (Something I´m struggling with). I went through A LOT of bullying.
From grad school til the age of 16. So yes, I get you, totally feel you!
Hi there, please continue with this story telling. I loved it. Any topic will be wonderful. You are inspiring to me and think to others too. Please do go on. Love you
Love your honesty.... thank you for sharing 💕💖
you radiate such a beautiful light you blossomed nicely thanks for sharing xoxo😉((💗))
Love your passion and your videos, started looking through your channel more and love these personal chats and getting to know you more! Sending love and light ✨ xxx
Thank you for being braveand sharing your story. My story is very similar to yours, partying, drugs, parents with no structure, it led me to massive self destruction at a pretty young age. Im also a dropout with a high GED score! Im so thankful for all these experiences that led me to what's now a very fulfilling spiritual lifestyle. You're such an inspiration to me!
SeaChelle 143 typical school just isn't for everyone, some thrive but some are crushed by it. especially when home life is less than ideal.
SeaChelle 143 typical school just isn't for everyone, some thrive but some are crushed by it. especially when home life is less than ideal.
I absolutely love this video and want to see more like it! ❤️
Thanks for sharing! Happy to hear this!
I love these videos, they help a lot. Please continue! ^^
I love these videos to connect better with you!
This was such an interesting video. Thank you so much for sharing.
I enjoyed this video thank you sweets, I can relate to many parts of it, keep doing your videos, I have shared them with some of my clients...bless you ...xx
That was very nice of you to share, enjoyed, thanks
Hi! I'm a pretty new subscriber of yours, and I'm so glad I went back to this video! Much love to you, and thank you for all you do ❤️
Your story is my story! The split parents, the drugs, the GED, the Nannying...just crazy! I did finally go to college late though (wrote my way into Rutgers) and I'm glad I did because, even though I don't use the degree (I'm a stay at home mom), I am proud to have finally seen something that was difficult through. Like you, I'm grateful for these wild experiences, BUT now having 2 sons (the oldest is 14) I feel deeply conflicted about how much "experience" I wish for him to have. Conflict hones identity, for sure, but just how far should he teeter on the cliff to gain depth? I know some grief and challenges must be his to round him, but, lord knows, I just want to wrap him in bubble wrap and keep him next to his mommy (I won't...but it's a new form of pain for me). Anyhoo, thank you for the share!
Love what you say about not selling yourself short - really resonates (I dowse your videos, and time and again the right things come up) - Love what you do x
Wow! What a wonderful video Jillian! Thank you so much for sharing all these things about your life ⚘ It's great to hear about your journey of becoming light worker. It's so bizarre because I was drawing my angels cards as everyday. I got 3 cards that told me that now is time to educate myself or to do a course. That counselling is right path for me and I also drew Archangel Raphael card who is the Healer of all Healers. A few days ago I was actually looking into counseling courses. I almost enrolled into one but they were fully booked but it's a definitely a message for me that I should not abandon the idea. And your video today. I think God is giving me a proper poke in the eye 😁😁😁😁 Anyway!!! I can relate a lot to you. I also been bullied and being the weirdo at school. I almost flunked my senior year because I stopped going to school which was a shame because I had really good grades before that. Nobody was interested in what was happening to me. I was so happy to leave school behind.
I always been sensitive to energies. Nobody knew about my experiences until very late 20s when I met people with similar background to mine. Don't worry about being embarrassed about taking drugs dear! I never tried any other then my anxiety pills but I used sugar as my drug. Bad idea! Anyway, I have been suicidal too. Having issues with family etc. I think everybody have them! I think after 20 years I am finally embrace my light worker path. I have always wanted to become a doctor but it was too icky for me 😆 I find psyche a lot more fascinating anyway. It's hard when people around you, the support system, is not there. It's hard for them to understand what does it mean to work with energy. It doesn't matter though. Once you are through all these obstacles, you are 1000s stronger and independent. You are a wonderful example of overcoming all these problems to become who you are. U should be very proud of yourself ❤❤❤ Anyway, It is getting too long now hahaha
I love your story and personally I would love hear more about your stories. I'm sorry if my comment is all over the place but I'm half conscious after my 2nd wisdom tooth removal 😆😆😆 Sorry about that! Sending lots of your to you and thank you again for shining your light Jillian. You are such a bright star 💋🌟❤💙💚💛💜💝💞💟
Hey Karolina- that is definitely a sign I would say and it sounds like you got the message :) I agree it does make you stronger and also better prepared to help others.
Thanks J for sharing your life.
thanks so much for sharing!
I had the same thing happen with my BFF and next-door neighbor since babyhood, in 7th grade she turned on me and joined up with other girls bully me. I've never talked about it before! Even my mother didn't know.
Lisa Rothstein it is traumatic to have someone turn on you like that. I means I still remember it and how I felt. not that I hold it against anyone but I remember that pain. love to you.
The same thing happened to me! She was my best friend since we were like 2 and then in 7th grade she turned all the 8th graders against me because I liked to read and was "too smart". I always thought I was alone in this experience, but it is so encouraging to know there are other people who have been through this horrible experience and understand the pain. Thank you both for sharing!
Omg, our school experiences were almost exactly alike - from suicidal depression due to bullying in 7th grade, binge drinking in high school etc. Except my mom had her nose in my business the entire time :) Not that it helped though, since I didn't get the support I needed until I've found it myself as an adult. Thank you for sharing your path. The best healers are those that know the Shadow from personal experience. ❤️
Loved this
Thanks for sharing this story, a personal journey on recovering your spirituality. It resonated with me about your career life and, whilst being good and productive at the job, ultimately it felt an empty pursuit leading to resentment. I am feeling this in my forties. I also liked your comments on value/time and not selling yourself short. Ps. Thought I detected a subtle hint of an English accent :-) !
This resonated with me so much.
loved this! your energy is awesomely authentic.
I love hearing about yourself. BTW, my wife and daughter LOVE the crystal necklaces I bought from you. I didn't know they'd love the necklaces that much!
💓💓💓 thank you so much for sharing!! 💓💓💓
This was really interesting to watch! TFS
I enjoy it!! I'm very interested in how people get to where they are because I'm always trying to figure out how I got where I am and where I'm going so this kind of video is always interesting to me! Even if it's 5 years old haha
I'm so sorry you went through that horrible experience in 7th grade and I can totally relate. XOXOXO
i enjoyed this video & found it very interesting, your path.
Love to hear your story 😍
really enjoyed i m always interested in how someone came to be at this juncture in there life who and what inspired them you and its just makes your vids more personable more relatable to your viewers and i do luv your vibe always
Bravo!
Loving this.
i think your amazing, and i loved your video
I woke up this morning after a dream of my 7th grade bff who turned on me that year - I wasn't helping her popularity so she dropped me. I don't know if you'd call it dejavu or something more "energy" based but hearing you had a similar experience right after this dream softens the blow of my memory. Thanks for sharing!
Holly Thomas that's amazing. we are vibing! 👯
Nursing and being able to raise your child instead of a daycare doing it is PRICELESS!
This was very enjoyable,make more videos like this
I am a big fan of that carefully-chosen thumbnail.
Lune! This video was great! Think you'll do another video like this in the future!? I'm not sure where in SFL you are but there is a great park in Indian Harbour Beach that I'm sure your son would love! We take our girls there as much as possible to see all the turtles and manatees! :-)
LOVE!!!
i love this oh my god
the thumbnail for this video is so cute!
The Lemur You beat me to it! Agreed 😁
Iwant to know about your retreats and also about getting w you 1:1 when i travel to NYC n May!
Lisa Rothstein thank you Lisa, you can sign up for my mailing list on my website to remain posted on retreats. much love ❤️💜❤️
i think youre amazing and beautiful , thanks for sharing.
i really loved this and getting to know you more!