Had an addiction for 28 years to heroin and crack, lost my brother to addiction he didnt see a way out and sadly committed suicide, lost my father 1 year ago to cancer, and what helped me was doing groupwork with CGL, I could of just jumped off the deepend and thought f**k it, but wanted me dad to see me clean before he went, the shite we put our families through all them years, now 2 years clean, never give up, work on your mental state of mind before yo go into rehab or detox, work on them addictive behaviors the cycle of addiction and you'll be fine, if not your just gonna use as soon as you come out, drop the shame and guilt, your not alone, reach out the help is their, you just got to grab it with both hands
20yrs Clean & Sober. Pennsylvanian Scousewife of 14yrs as of March. Stuck in Northwestern Pennsylvania. Not able to get back to Upper Warwick this yr. Would Love to see the area around what used to be The Royal Oak. Bless Ya, and congratulations on being clean.
I'm 2 years short of a 30 year addiction to heroin and crack. I've not long turned 51 and I've finally put the wheels in motion to go into rehab. I'm at the beginning of a very long, and probably painful journey. I'd practically given up on ever having a normal life but thankfully, I'm now looking forward to spending the rest of my life with the people that matter most to me. I'm glad I came across your channel because you're living, walking, proof that lives can be turned around and be a productive member of society. Keep up the amazing work you do Billy and hopefully one day, I'll be able to give something back and help someone who's still struggling with addiction. 👏👏👏
I'm 51 this year bro Nd I found it really hard 2 get in rehab cause I ain't got the funding, unfortunately the younger generation seem to get funding before me which I understand
Not many people make it back from where you went Billy. I can see the pain and regret when you tell your story. But you've recovered and you should be proud of that. You'll help a lot of people on their way to being clean.
Bloody hell mate. That is a dark story, really hope it can help others. It has me !! I’m half on half off the wagon with booze… just listening to you makes me sick I had a drink tonight. Thank you bud x
Well done Billy, if this doesn’t deter at least one kid, I don’t know what will mate honestly. I have never been in this world, but can appreciate the mayhem and devastation it causes, due to them and around them, totally unbelievable. Always totally honest forthright inspirational videos.
It won’t deter they are still going down that road and through time and relapse you then have the tools to stop 🛑 whether you do is on one person YOU sorry for being blunt but addiction is brutal been there done it and printed my own T shirt for nearly 30 years
Bless ya Billy your a good soul honest with pride and heart I respect you I'm only 30 never been in this place with drugs don't take any but people I know have been through similar big respect and love to you Billy boy xxxxx
Hi Billy, Just had a blast from the past with ya O'ding stories. I grew up in Toxteth, got into gear in the 80s, knew Paul Harding well ( watched his podcast) scored at Granby, got had off once! Lol 😂 Knew Curtis Warren, Jimmy and Johnny P and Keith Norma, the gear robbed us of a generation and more. Families devastated by dead or jailed kids. Been there and got ya T-shirt 👕 Carry on mate, love these vids 🙏🏻🙃
Godbless ya Billy fair play you got out of it.which is important. nasty horrible round about ,I was there myself. I never O.D thank god I just smoked.but enyway 18yrs clean POSSATIVE
Full respect to you Billy, this Road I have been on myself for years, and I am in process of getting on the right road, and hopefully I will reach your progressive stage in life, thanks Deano..
Bill you have been lucky to have been brought back to us so we can listen to your life stories. Enjoy listening to you and your life. Hope your joe is keeping well xxx
Thanks for sharing billie love these videos ! Just gone sober myself going meetings etc ! Keep up the good work mate inspiring stuff your story is to many
Love listening to your stories Billy ❤ that has to be hard going back to were it all began and the flash backs . you were definitely saved so you can help others . giving back to the community and speaking your truths Billy is definitely your calling big respect Billy say a big hello to your Joe ❤👏👌
Best thing anyone in recovery can do is actully be OK with the person they once were and the things they went thru and talk openly about it rather than run away and be in denial. We'll never like our past, which is only natural, but there's a reason we made it to where we are today. Fair play Billy, these stories just might give somebody else that nudge to just talk. 👍
I'm going into rehab soon after wasting nearly my entire adult life as a heroin and crack addict, almost 30 years. I'm absolutely dreading coming to terms with the the damage I've done to family and friends, but most of all, myself. My dad's nearing the end of his life and I'm determined to Bury him with a clear conscience. I couldn't bare the thought of burying him knowing I was still using. I'm so glad I've come across this channel. It proves to me that it can be done, no matter how difficult the journey is.
Oh, and I've been to the mtgs one to the right off Hope st. And, at the corner of Upper Duke St and Rodney st. And, been to the Conference at the Holiday Inn facing Lime St Station.
The main thing I struggle with after being nearly 16yrs clean is always being known as a smack head, in my community everyone knows everyone and if I argue with a parent over kids not that it's the right thing but you know what some parents are like when kids argue its never their kids, but then I'm called all sorts of names like junkie smack head etc and that hurts me because I know I'm clean I just wish I could prove to them people how clean iam some people say don't worry what they say but it's hard when you all live so close to each other and see each other on a daily basis, that affects me more is still being known as a smack head/junkie after so many years that word sticks even kids on the streets have called me it, the stigma around is horrible and it will never ever leave people think that someone who takes heroin deserves to die and has no place in society it's sad because they Just don't want to research the meaning of addiction
It's a huge void to fill when we stop. Unless you fill that void with stuff that makes you happy and fulfilled. We love to enhance good feelings, always looking for more. Addiction is big shoe's to fill, make sure you lock that door tight pal. I really enjoyed this because most have been there Bill. ✌️☘️
Hi billy how do I send you a message ( private) no drama just want to tell you my story and a bit of a cry for help really!! I’m not after clout or anything just need some of your words of wisdom !! No pressure mate !! Loving your podcast and stories! And would love just one conversation with you as I’m at the the very start of my recovery journey!! Different than yours but I’m about a week away from losing my wife and kids due to my addiction!! Aye no worries if you can’t help as I appreciate your doing what you do so fair play mate !!
Hi Bill,a sad part of your journey fella but you identified things had to change.A lot of positives to take out your experiences mate.Take care mate and keep em coming.
Thanks for letting us know what went down in your neck of the woods back in the days when you had to know the time and be fast on your feet lol. Our front was in moss side a couple of miles from me if you didn't know your way around you were losing what you had,the crazy 80"s and 90"s. Cheers Billy I buzz of you, you keep it real ,Brian.
Hi Bill, really love your honesty. I too suffer from the illness of addiction, I’m getting myself into a dry house next week where I keep relapsing. God bless you brother x
Life is not easy Billy the pressures of modern Life affects everyone no one is perfect life is one big experience of learning from mistakes trying to be positive in life in all situations good one again Billy God bless
Nice one Billy for sharing that. Didn't know you grew up in Wavertree. I was always round there back in the day. Had mates living in Botanic Rd and Botanic Grove. Spent alot of time down the south end too x
That's incredible in a strange way, I thought I'd played roulette with my health but that's so extreme. I'm so glad to see you and listen to you where you are now, and with a baby on the way! big congratulations to you and the misses all the best for the future.
Looking swell BILLY 💙❤ these little trips down memory lane is real important in the quest for inner peace and working on our own shadow - SHARINGS CARING 100% don't stop won't stop - weapons down gloves up 👊 you are one lucky man 💙❤ love n respect as always 🙏⭐🙏
She was blind used to come up and see me 😉😂😂 love your content bill .. glad your clean bill looking well podcasts doing well.. and getting off they dizepam that's a miracle in itself. I never new how nasty they things are lost alot of friends because of them. Boys taking them thinking there ok but there a mess and they have a dig and don't wake up or a guy I no used to take them for coming off the white but was buying tubs got addicted to them thought he would go cold turkey took a seizure and died was only 26 .. seems like them subutex meth anything you get off the doctor are harder to get off than street drug's.. crazy the things a doctor will give addicts are a worse longer withdrawal than street drug's.. but good to see your doing well. A book a movie about your life a podcast back close with your family your Joe and a Mrs nice car.. can't ask for more than that Liverpool should be proud of you so should your family and friends
Boss 1 this does make it more authentic when you get out and film .Grew up around them areas myself know them very well .I use to get rocky from wendle street and bags on sensi boss memories la
A powerful blog that Billy, so harrowing for you and your family when you was caught in the mist of the addiction. I am from Lodge lane originally so know the area very well. Good to see you on the other side of all this mate.
I can relate to your using days I was the same pal only drugs that matter. At least you’re mum can sleep better and maybe all your family knowing them days are over pal big respect to you for doing it mate massive respect 👍👍 hope you’re joe well 👍
Hey bill, you came out the otherside with a complete 180….and now your driving a golf R…. GO ON MY SON!!! SICK CAR BILL, SICK CAR 🚗!!! 😂.. in all honesty your an inspiration weather its on purpose or not. You inspire me, thats a fact! 💯👌🙏🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥👊
Billy the Baal 'ead 😂 that was Class the best one yet Bill Sad,Funny and scary especially that walk onto Deucy St off Granby with eyes in the back of the head 👀 😂 Day in the life!!Godbless Bill 👑 🔥 🕊
I'm not going to babble on but this video is powerful because I see it most won't but others will .. passionate and had to replay your pain problem wrong maybe not but past experience I feel it
As a guy in the kno and just about to possibly go away for a few yr in next few days i must say buddy your inspiration to folk (a dont blo smoke up many folks arses😂😂) but trust me get involved with the youth possibly national as kids would listen to you 💯 youve a 44yr guy listening to you and thinking
Well done Bill am in the grip just now just like u need and what to change any help let us know all the best bro keep going to the higher power ur all ready there anyways😁🤑🤑💯💯👊👍👍
Big respect to anyone that gets off that shit lost many a mate to it Beaumont st brought back memories I live in Leicester my auntie and cuzons lived in cam groove don’t know if you remember that used to be just round the corner and the old pub the clock it’s not there know used to go to granby st and get a few ozs of rocky and bring it back in late 80s good days
I'm going thru addiction right now, I try to tell myself that things will get better, but I don't no mate. Thx for the video Billy. Hope things are good in your neck of the woods brother. 👊🇺🇲🗽🏴👊
Brother I can relate to your story so much.! God willing the universe will bless us both by allowing me to share my story with you 1 day. Stay Blessed.!🙏🏽✨💫🌟
My good friend Brian grew up in Northumie Street as scousers al it, being Northumberland streetin L8. He had some funny stories from down through the years. Memories can be good at times bad too. Deal with them always positively
The story about Barca in 2016 was Brown laced with Fentanyl. Same thing happened 2 me in Stockton on tees. I was along time user at time en all. I'm just glad wasn't digging at time. Killed loads round here in Teesside that batch
Love looking at your pod casts and u would no u are sre a sound chap keep up the good work pal i no the feeling 🇮🇪🇮🇪🍀🍀nutting wores sitting in a garda staison sick hours are like days no mour thank god i hope
Fortunately in the 28 years I had a methadone and heroin addiction , crack in binges, zoppies, benzos, oramorph, zomorphs , pregabs etc I’m lucky I never went over. Close but always used to walk about when had a dig and could feel the pins and needles and that warm feeling. If I’d have sat down I would have gone over. Not so lucky that the drug use and 20 Marlboro reds a day fucked my lungs. In 2018 caught pneumonia then sepsis and was in intensive care a month. Induced coma, tracheostomy, kidney dialysis, Sats on arrival at resus which were 51 %. Survived that one too but now on oxygen at 49 awaiting a double lung transplant. Drugs eh Billy? What a fucking laugh. Not touched gear for 12 years and did a ten day methadone detox in Manchester at chapman barker unit. It was fucking horrible. That was 2 and a bit years ago. Caught Covid too whilst in detox so felt grim as fuck. Horrible life innit fella. No good to anyone drugs. Still on a small diazepam script but that’s it.
What finally made the penny drop Billy. Why did u and how did finally get off it. Ps ur mum is a very good woman. And a great mother. I hope god continues to look after her. Ps I am with ur mum I think god heard answered and whether u believe that or not, I defo do.
L8 isn't that where Curtis Warren came from? I have sadly seen many of my associates overdose when I was using,I only od'd twice. I've saved the life of over 40 addicts in my town. Even the local paramedics knew me by name. I'm glad I'm out of all that now. 👍🙏
Iv overdosed a couple of times on heroin. Only stopped taking heroin at ye start of December. 20 years using heroin. Not good. I started using heroin when riding the TT. I’m doing my best. Can you tell me how do I stop thinking about it. I was injecting in my groin. I said I’d never take heroin. But I started smoking it then I said I’d never pin it up. I started. Then I said I’d never start in the groin. But I did. When I woke up in hospital from my overdose and seen my mum sisters and brothers sat around me. It broke me. I got out of hospital and went home started taking gear again. Your doing goood billy and I’d love to know more on how you’ve stayed away. I no you did rehab
@@theallornothingpodcastwith4442 your rite there brother. 20 years Iv tried help never worked for me. I was on 60ml meth but stopped that the same day I did on heroin. It’s been hard to stop thinking about it. And people putting it on my toes every five minutes giz a lift I’ll sort you out. Hard to say no to it. So Iv blocked everyone now. Almost 2 moon clean after 20 years of the chasing & waiting around wasting my days. Enough is enough as you say brother.
Done it twice the first time i remember phoning an ambulance then waking from a nine day coma and arguing i came in earlier its the oddest thing from my point of view id just had a nap. The second time 2020 i had come off methodone in the April and forgot and bought 400 ml and sank 200 and went into town first lockdown had just finished i remember bouncing off the walls in a few shops i was so I've been told found at the bottom of town a shithole btw by a off duty copper who thank god thought a little bottle of ejuice was a crackpipe. I came around in the ambulance like uma Thurman in pulp fiction strapped so tightly down which was explained to me because most addicts come around ill af so they kick off lucky for me i was already on a part blocker so i was fine in fact still a little twisted because i took a load of benzos. I don't fuck about with any of that crap now. Can't afford to I'm not talking money i value my life now. Miserable existence because that's what it is existence it's not life.
When you got the burning sensation on your head and jaw it’s a 10😅 and as a addict would be disappointed ☹️ if it was anything less , thank god I hung my addiction gloves up a decade ago 😳👍
25 days clean here, plodding on. Thanks Billy, love your podcast 👏
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Well done pal keep going 👍
Keep going you can do it
Had an addiction for 28 years to heroin and crack, lost my brother to addiction he didnt see a way out and sadly committed suicide, lost my father 1 year ago to cancer, and what helped me was doing groupwork with CGL, I could of just jumped off the deepend and thought f**k it, but wanted me dad to see me clean before he went, the shite we put our families through all them years, now 2 years clean, never give up, work on your mental state of mind before yo go into rehab or detox, work on them addictive behaviors the cycle of addiction and you'll be fine, if not your just gonna use as soon as you come out, drop the shame and guilt, your not alone, reach out the help is their, you just got to grab it with both hands
20yrs Clean & Sober.
Pennsylvanian Scousewife of 14yrs as of March.
Stuck in Northwestern Pennsylvania.
Not able to get back to Upper Warwick this yr.
Would Love to see the area around what used to be The Royal Oak.
Bless Ya, and congratulations on being clean.
I'm 2 years short of a 30 year addiction to heroin and crack. I've not long turned 51 and I've finally put the wheels in motion to go into rehab.
I'm at the beginning of a very long, and probably painful journey.
I'd practically given up on ever having a normal life but thankfully, I'm now looking forward to spending the rest of my life with the people that matter most to me.
I'm glad I came across your channel because you're living, walking, proof that lives can be turned around and be a productive member of society.
Keep up the amazing work you do Billy and hopefully one day, I'll be able to give something back and help someone who's still struggling with addiction.
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I'm 51 this year bro Nd I found it really hard 2 get in rehab cause I ain't got the funding, unfortunately the younger generation seem to get funding before me which I understand
Veegee Clarke I was in Walton with him
Not many people make it back from where you went Billy. I can see the pain and regret when you tell your story. But you've recovered and you should be proud of that. You'll help a lot of people on their way to being clean.
Bloody hell mate. That is a dark story, really hope it can help others. It has me !! I’m half on half off the wagon with booze… just listening to you makes me sick I had a drink tonight. Thank you bud x
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Takes a real man to talk about his fuck ups in life !
Loving your posts Billy keep up the great work you are doing 👌
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What a top man been clean 20 years myself believe it or not coming off any substance is easy as long as you want to stop using ❤️❤️❤️
Well done Billy, if this doesn’t deter at least one kid, I don’t know what will mate honestly. I have never been in this world, but can appreciate the mayhem and devastation it causes, due to them and around them, totally unbelievable.
Always totally honest forthright inspirational videos.
It won’t deter they are still going down that road and through time and relapse you then have the tools to stop 🛑 whether you do is on one person YOU sorry for being blunt but addiction is brutal been there done it and printed my own T shirt for nearly 30 years
Great stuff billy . A good warning to kids about the dangers of drugs , worrying to everyone, well done bill
Bless ya Billy your a good soul honest with pride and heart I respect you I'm only 30 never been in this place with drugs don't take any but people I know have been through similar big respect and love to you Billy boy xxxxx
Thank you for sharing with such honesty. You help a lot of people without even realising. Keep doing what you're doing Billy mate
Hi Billy,
Just had a blast from the past with ya O'ding stories.
I grew up in Toxteth, got into gear in the 80s, knew Paul Harding well ( watched his podcast) scored at Granby, got had off once! Lol 😂
Knew Curtis Warren, Jimmy and Johnny P and Keith Norma, the gear robbed us of a generation and more.
Families devastated by dead or jailed kids.
Been there and got ya T-shirt 👕
Carry on mate, love these vids 🙏🏻🙃
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Fudge monkey loves to be controversial 😂
@@royfudgemonkey9940 You obviously a bit thick. Not all heroin users wear beughaus coat and wait in phone boxes
Godbless ya Billy fair play you got out of it.which is important. nasty horrible round about ,I was there myself. I never O.D thank god I just smoked.but enyway 18yrs clean POSSATIVE
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Full respect to you Billy, this Road I have been on myself for years, and I am in process of getting on the right road, and hopefully I will reach your progressive stage in life, thanks Deano..
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Bill you have been lucky to have been brought back to us so we can listen to your life stories. Enjoy listening to you and your life. Hope your joe is keeping well xxx
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Thanks for sharing billie love these videos ! Just gone sober myself going meetings etc ! Keep up the good work mate inspiring stuff your story is to many
Well done 👍 keep going ❤️
@@theallornothingpodcastwith4442 I will do mate and you ! God bless mate
Love listening to your stories Billy ❤ that has to be hard going back to were it all began and the flash backs . you were definitely saved so you can help others . giving back to the community and speaking your truths Billy is definitely your calling big respect Billy say a big hello to your Joe ❤👏👌
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Best thing anyone in recovery can do is actully be OK with the person they once were and the things they went thru and talk openly about it rather than run away and be in denial. We'll never like our past, which is only natural, but there's a reason we made it to where we are today. Fair play Billy, these stories just might give somebody else that nudge to just talk. 👍
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I'm going into rehab soon after wasting nearly my entire adult life as a heroin and crack addict, almost 30 years.
I'm absolutely dreading coming to terms with the the damage I've done to family and friends, but most of all, myself.
My dad's nearing the end of his life and I'm determined to Bury him with a clear conscience. I couldn't bare the thought of burying him knowing I was still using.
I'm so glad I've come across this channel. It proves to me that it can be done, no matter how difficult the journey is.
Oh, and I've been to the mtgs one to the right off Hope st.
And, at the corner of Upper Duke St and Rodney st.
And, been to the Conference at the Holiday Inn facing Lime St Station.
Your winning Billy love to you lovely Mum n best mate also Judder
The main thing I struggle with after being nearly 16yrs clean is always being known as a smack head, in my community everyone knows everyone and if I argue with a parent over kids not that it's the right thing but you know what some parents are like when kids argue its never their kids, but then I'm called all sorts of names like junkie smack head etc and that hurts me because I know I'm clean I just wish I could prove to them people how clean iam some people say don't worry what they say but it's hard when you all live so close to each other and see each other on a daily basis, that affects me more is still being known as a smack head/junkie after so many years that word sticks even kids on the streets have called me it, the stigma around is horrible and it will never ever leave people think that someone who takes heroin deserves to die and has no place in society it's sad because they Just don't want to research the meaning of addiction
It's a huge void to fill when we stop. Unless you fill that void with stuff that makes you happy and fulfilled. We love to enhance good feelings, always looking for more. Addiction is big shoe's to fill, make sure you lock that door tight pal. I really enjoyed this because most have been there Bill. ✌️☘️
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Hi billy how do I send you a message ( private) no drama just want to tell you my story and a bit of a cry for help really!! I’m not after clout or anything just need some of your words of wisdom !! No pressure mate !! Loving your podcast and stories! And would love just one conversation with you as I’m at the the very start of my recovery journey!! Different than yours but I’m about a week away from losing my wife and kids due to my addiction!! Aye no worries if you can’t help as I appreciate your doing what you do so fair play mate !!
Hi Bill,a sad part of your journey fella but you identified things had to change.A lot of positives to take out your experiences mate.Take care mate and keep em coming.
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Thanks for letting us know what went down in your neck of the woods back in the days when you had to know the time and be fast on your feet lol. Our front was in moss side a couple of miles from me if you didn't know your way around you were losing what you had,the crazy 80"s and 90"s. Cheers Billy I buzz of you, you keep it real ,Brian.
Faces your fears best video personaly for me Iv watched tonight Ty so much
I hope the younger kids can look at this and get hope Bill...because you seem to have turned it all around...well done lad..!!!
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@@theallornothingpodcastwith4442 still waiting for the big one Bill with CalnakUK! life's short Bill and that one would break the net!
Hi Bill, really love your honesty. I too suffer from the illness of addiction, I’m getting myself into a dry house next week where I keep relapsing. God bless you brother x
Good stuff x
Keep trying Dan you can do it
absolute quality billy 👌 👏
Life is not easy Billy the pressures of modern Life affects everyone no one is perfect life is one big experience of learning from mistakes trying to be positive in life in all situations good one again Billy God bless
Nice one Billy for sharing that. Didn't know you grew up in Wavertree. I was always round there back in the day. Had mates living in Botanic Rd and Botanic Grove. Spent alot of time down the south end too x
Yes lived there from the age of 16 till my mid twenties.
respect to you bill your a good person,thanks for sharing your videos they are interesting to say the least,take care bill,sound mate.
That's incredible in a strange way, I thought I'd played roulette with my health but that's so extreme.
I'm so glad to see you and listen to you where you are now, and with a baby on the way! big congratulations to you and the misses all the best for the future.
Lol a think am ya number 1 fan now m8
Another class story m8
A could listen to you all day
Looking swell BILLY 💙❤ these little trips down memory lane is real important in the quest for inner peace and working on our own shadow - SHARINGS CARING 100% don't stop won't stop - weapons down gloves up 👊 you are one lucky man 💙❤ love n respect as always 🙏⭐🙏
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She was blind used to come up and see me 😉😂😂 love your content bill .. glad your clean bill looking well podcasts doing well.. and getting off they dizepam that's a miracle in itself. I never new how nasty they things are lost alot of friends because of them. Boys taking them thinking there ok but there a mess and they have a dig and don't wake up or a guy I no used to take them for coming off the white but was buying tubs got addicted to them thought he would go cold turkey took a seizure and died was only 26 .. seems like them subutex meth anything you get off the doctor are harder to get off than street drug's.. crazy the things a doctor will give addicts are a worse longer withdrawal than street drug's.. but good to see your doing well. A book a movie about your life a podcast back close with your family your Joe and a Mrs nice car.. can't ask for more than that Liverpool should be proud of you so should your family and friends
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Bought your book yesterday, such a powerful story , all love from Sweden !
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Boss 1 this does make it more authentic when you get out and film .Grew up around them areas myself know them very well .I use to get rocky from wendle street and bags on sensi boss memories la
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Your a good story teller. Drugs are for mugs, they don't help really. Hope you continue to live and learn from your life lessons.
Excellent video Billy 🙏
Thank you 🙏
A powerful blog that Billy, so harrowing for you and your family when you was caught in the mist of the addiction. I am from Lodge lane originally so know the area very well. Good to see you on the other side of all this mate.
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I can relate to your using days I was the same pal only drugs that matter. At least you’re mum can sleep better and maybe all your family knowing them days are over pal big respect to you for doing it mate massive respect 👍👍 hope you’re joe well 👍
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Hey bill, you came out the otherside with a complete 180….and now your driving a golf R…. GO ON MY SON!!! SICK CAR BILL, SICK CAR 🚗!!! 😂.. in all honesty your an inspiration weather its on purpose or not. You inspire me, thats a fact! 💯👌🙏🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥👊
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Billy the Baal 'ead 😂 that was Class the best one yet Bill Sad,Funny and scary especially that walk onto Deucy St off Granby with eyes in the back of the head 👀 😂 Day in the life!!Godbless Bill 👑 🔥 🕊
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I'm not going to babble on but this video is powerful because I see it most won't but others will .. passionate and had to replay your pain problem wrong maybe not but past experience I feel it
Well done Billy. And helping others.
Keep these good videos coming out mate
That was brilliant billy Moore 🫶🏼I cry n … you come alon way and million resons to keep on going 👊🏼💪🏼🙏🏼look forward next. 👍👊🏼one
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Keep well Billy , loving the recent content keep it coming 👍
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As a guy in the kno and just about to possibly go away for a few yr in next few days i must say buddy your inspiration to folk (a dont blo smoke up many folks arses😂😂) but trust me get involved with the youth possibly national as kids would listen to you 💯 youve a 44yr guy listening to you and thinking
Keep it up good of ya.
Brilliant video mate.
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Well done Bill am in the grip just now just like u need and what to change any help let us know all the best bro keep going to the higher power ur all ready there anyways😁🤑🤑💯💯👊👍👍
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This was great, hopefully you'll be able to do more tours of Liverpool bro.
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God bless ye we all get lost luv your here today that's what matters ye got it luv
Glad you made it, mate.
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Big respect to anyone that gets off that shit lost many a mate to it Beaumont st brought back memories I live in Leicester my auntie and cuzons lived in cam groove don’t know if you remember that used to be just round the corner and the old pub the clock it’s not there know used to go to granby st and get a few ozs of rocky and bring it back in late 80s good days
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It’s truly a miracle that you’re alive mate, someone has a plan for you.
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I'm going thru addiction right now, I try to tell myself that things will get better, but I don't no mate. Thx for the video Billy. Hope things are good in your neck of the woods brother. 👊🇺🇲🗽🏴👊
@@Satansassassin.-1690-- thank u, I hope your right. All the best 2u beautiful. 🙏🇺🇲🗽🏴🙏
@@Satansassassin.-1690-- Not feeling the name
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@@Mangraper did not mean any harm by it. All the best.
@@justonsullivan3807 wernt talking to you Satan’s assasin
Brother I can relate to your story so much.! God willing the universe will bless us both by allowing me to share my story with you 1 day.
Stay Blessed.!🙏🏽✨💫🌟
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Powerful that billy
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My good friend Brian grew up in Northumie Street as scousers al it, being Northumberland streetin L8. He had some funny stories from down through the years. Memories can be good at times bad too. Deal with them always positively
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Boss content mate, keep it up x
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The story about Barca in 2016 was Brown laced with Fentanyl. Same thing happened 2 me in Stockton on tees. I was along time user at time en all. I'm just glad wasn't digging at time. Killed loads round here in Teesside that batch
Your 1 funny fella mate I'm in tears laughing at this yarn
enjoyed that ..💯
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Good that Bill, enjoyed it lad
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Could relate to you Billy
Peace and happiness for the future Billy
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😂 this next bags always dynamite! I hear u Billy.
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Love looking at your pod casts and u would no u are sre a sound chap keep up the good work pal i no the feeling 🇮🇪🇮🇪🍀🍀nutting wores sitting in a garda staison sick hours are like days no mour thank god i hope
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Well done for coming off it all, I only know 2 junkies left alive out of about 30/40 that are alive, they all died young. So sad
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Ay this extra statement deserves to be in your comment section
THOSE NASHERS LOOK SPARKLY BILL!!!! WELL WORTH THE JOURNEY MATE!!!!!!!😂💯💯💯💯💯👌👌👌
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I love that you reply to the comments bill, you can’t put a price on that! All the respect in the world mate!🙏👊💯
I too have gone over a few times,I was fookin fuming at the ambulance crew,,who'd saved my life, but ruined my buzz--insanity at it's finest
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Billy I can see it hurts ye talking about it my friend glad u came out the other side from Dublin 👍
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Fortunately in the 28 years I had a methadone and heroin addiction , crack in binges, zoppies, benzos, oramorph, zomorphs , pregabs etc I’m lucky I never went over. Close but always used to walk about when had a dig and could feel the pins and needles and that warm feeling. If I’d have sat down I would have gone over.
Not so lucky that the drug use and 20 Marlboro reds a day fucked my lungs. In 2018 caught pneumonia then sepsis and was in intensive care a month. Induced coma, tracheostomy, kidney dialysis, Sats on arrival at resus which were 51 %. Survived that one too but now on oxygen at 49 awaiting a double lung transplant. Drugs eh Billy? What a fucking laugh. Not touched gear for 12 years and did a ten day methadone detox in Manchester at chapman barker unit. It was fucking horrible. That was 2 and a bit years ago. Caught Covid too whilst in detox so felt grim as fuck. Horrible life innit fella. No good to anyone drugs. Still on a small diazepam script but that’s it.
Fckn hell Billy you've come a long way 👏 well done.
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Bill your a top lad mate never forget it and family.. Huge ups from lads in South welsh valleys 👍
I didn't have money for the bill,so I just fled the country haha class
Told ya before billy .You've survived for a reason.🙏♥️
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Memory lanes horrible sometimes opening them, but only way sometimes of moving forward or appreciating the journey. 🤜🏽🤛🏽
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What finally made the penny drop Billy. Why did u and how did finally get off it. Ps ur mum is a very good woman. And a great mother. I hope god continues to look after her. Ps I am with ur mum I think god heard answered and whether u believe that or not, I defo do.
Blimey Billy i'm amazed you're still here.Someone was looking down on you.Nice to see where you grew up mate have a great night.
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Teeth look boss you look boss your fkin gold billy.. pure gold lad!!
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Love watching ur videos don't ever change mate. Long live joe moore
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L8 isn't that where Curtis Warren came from?
I have sadly seen many of my associates overdose when I was using,I only od'd twice.
I've saved the life of over 40 addicts in my town. Even the local paramedics knew me by name.
I'm glad I'm out of all that now.
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Haha Gill Wake was my P.O!!! She works in Birkenhead probation now Bill ❤️
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nice one bill your ok now thank god mate take care
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Kinglake house was a mad one bill eh security guard on dealesrs outside post office over da rd mad times bill taskers the quicky 😂
Wow Iu have made and reminisce loads
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f...k 10 out of 10 billy your a mirical to be alive stay safe lad
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Iv overdosed a couple of times on heroin. Only stopped taking heroin at ye start of December. 20 years using heroin. Not good. I started using heroin when riding the TT. I’m doing my best. Can you tell me how do I stop thinking about it. I was injecting in my groin. I said I’d never take heroin. But I started smoking it then I said I’d never pin it up. I started. Then I said I’d never start in the groin. But I did. When I woke up in hospital from my overdose and seen my mum sisters and brothers sat around me. It broke me. I got out of hospital and went home started taking gear again. Your doing goood billy and I’d love to know more on how you’ve stayed away. I no you did rehab
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@@theallornothingpodcastwith4442 your rite there brother. 20 years Iv tried help never worked for me. I was on 60ml meth but stopped that the same day I did on heroin. It’s been hard to stop thinking about it. And people putting it on my toes every five minutes giz a lift I’ll sort you out. Hard to say no to it. So Iv blocked everyone now. Almost 2 moon clean after 20 years of the chasing & waiting around wasting my days. Enough is enough as you say brother.
Done it twice the first time i remember phoning an ambulance then waking from a nine day coma and arguing i came in earlier its the oddest thing from my point of view id just had a nap. The second time 2020 i had come off methodone in the April and forgot and bought 400 ml and sank 200 and went into town first lockdown had just finished i remember bouncing off the walls in a few shops i was so I've been told found at the bottom of town a shithole btw by a off duty copper who thank god thought a little bottle of ejuice was a crackpipe. I came around in the ambulance like uma Thurman in pulp fiction strapped so tightly down which was explained to me because most addicts come around ill af so they kick off lucky for me i was already on a part blocker so i was fine in fact still a little twisted because i took a load of benzos. I don't fuck about with any of that crap now. Can't afford to I'm not talking money i value my life now. Miserable existence because that's what it is existence it's not life.
When you got the burning sensation on your head and jaw it’s a 10😅 and as a addict would be disappointed ☹️ if it was anything less , thank god I hung my addiction gloves up a decade ago 😳👍
Do you remember Chatsworth Street School? my old junior school. The Clock pub on the corner of Kingsley 😁
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Is right bill keeping it reel.👍👋👌♥️😜
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Wonder if Phil Walsh is still around ? He was in a bat state last time I saw him...