I don’t know why. But you randomly popped into my head tonight at 12:30am. I’m sitting up on my couch feeling anxious and depressed and I randomly thought “I remember when I was in highschool I’d sit up and watch this sweet English woman do makeup and it was so calming.” That was back in 2010. I am now happy crying to see you are still here and still doing makeup and you’re STILL a comfort to me. You’re voice, your smile, your talent. Just wanted to say what a lovely person you are and that you mean a lot to people out there. You definitely meant a lot to me. 💕
I'm so sorry; my mom passed suddenly two years ago, and I still miss her. I'm so sorry for your loss; please grieve however you need to; people who judge you-well, they aren't worth knowing. All my love and care; you are amazing.
Thanks for taking the time to message me. I’m sorry to hear about your mam too. It’s horrible isn’t it? I hope you are taking good care of you. Take care xx
I’m learning much about how you cope with your life. How you are coping with life just now takes a very strong person. Sending much love and if needed I’ll be here for you.
I am so sorry for your loss! I lost my mom 13 years ago and it still feels like it was yesterday that it happened! But just know she’s still with you in spirit!
It is so wonderful to see you. You are simply incredible ❤️ ♥️ please put yourself first. You are such a gift and you are loved. Anyone who would judge is not worth thinking about.
Your a wonderful person Lauren. Do what you can and I'm happy to hear your gym buddies and teacher are really supportive x Take care of yourself and give yourself time to do things at your own pace. Anyone who judges you has a personal issue with themselves and isn't a reflection of you. Sending you love and healing x
Hi lauren im just catching up on a year’s worth of your vids. I didn’t know this happened to you and im so very sorry to hear you lost your mam. Bless you. Hugs xxx
My heart goes out to you and your family, Lauren. Your dear mother left a beautiful legacy -- lovely children to take care of each other. I admire how much you keep going to get through each day. I understand from experience of loss as well... it isn't easy. Hang in there, and know that your mom is with you always. Sending much love and condolences. xoxo
I've loved your videos since more than 14 years ago when I was in college and I got interested in makeup because of you. I was so happy when I found your channel again early this year. Reading comments from others like me got me teary-eyed. I'm happy to be reconnected with your channel again. But I'm very sorry for your loss and I hope your heart finds some peace and comfort.
I love you Lauren! You have been my favorite since I was 17, I’m 32 now. I found you by looking for the Misery Business by Paramore music video and found your makeup look video instead and you have been my favorite ever since. You have always been so warm, fun and genuine and every video is like just hanging out at a friend’s house. I’m so deeply sorry for your loss. You’re always in my thoughts and prayers and you are so loved by so many ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Hi Lauren, I am so sorry to hear of the passing of your lovely Mum, she would be so proud of you! You have come so far and still rocking it!! I have been following you since I watched you when you did a video on the Cambridge Diet you had me when you said you would of ate a biscuit from the bottom of a bin you were that hungry when you were younger. Then covid hit and we were in lock down, you kept me company with your stories whilst doing your beautiful talented make up. I live in Nothern Ireland so a little bit away....but you are always welcome for a wee cup of tea if you ever come this way!! Stay strong cry when you need but never forget we are all by your side through here! Always in my thoughts! Hugs and take care! 🤗 xxxxx
I lost my mom a year ago today Sept 3rd. I still have good days and bad. More good days now than before. I just keep going pushing on because I know my mom wouldnt want me crying all the time. I really miss her and my dad (2012), when important things happen. I want to pick up the phone and call. Take as much time as you need to fully heal. Long walks in nature also helped me. ((Hugs)). I'm here if you ever want someone to just listen. Love your videos. Learned alot of makeup tips from you. Take care and take time for yourself.❤❤
I’m so sorry about your mom. I just lost my mom 6 months ago and it’s getting better but I still have bad days. Grieve in your own way, there’s no set process for it. You’re in my prayers ❤️
The make up looks stunning dear, what was that mascara please? Looked amazing. Missed you so much, it's so crazy hearing how much one has to sort out when such horrible thing happens...Going through a hard time myself, seeing you really helped me...xxx
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can totally relate. I lost my mum in 2018 and my dad in 2021. It's hard but I try to move ob with my life. I have 2 cats and they help me so much.
Hugs to all of you , but especially you for being the caretaker for your sisters and doing the work to settle things…it’s a lot. I know because I’ve done it. In some ways it is a distraction, but it’s also painful at times. My parents have been gone for years but I still talk to them often …and so often I open my mouth and something my mom would say comes out. She taught me well. Tonight I was talking with my sister and she was remarking how much her son sounds like our dad in comments he makes-sarcastic and funny. It’s amazing how those family traits carry on, even without the person being there. Family is the best medicine I think. You, Martin, Jordan and the girls will carry each other through ❤️
Sorry for your loss. Feel better. It's a lot financially, inheritance etc. Take care of your health and it's true, stay off the booze for now. It's a barbiturate and if you are feeling down booze will reinforce those emotions and feelings.
Thank you and yeah definitely no alcohol it’s not worth it and I wanted to feel this grief and deal with it instead of just prolonging the pain and misery.
Iam sorry to hear that. God bless the soul of your mom and pray for her dear always .hope God make you patient and God makes you meet her in the paradise ameen.love you Lauren
Sending love to you, you are precious. I've been following you for YEARS, you want to know why? Because you are just a lovely person and I want to watch you do well.
I have said it to you on Instagram and I am going to say it here too: so sorry for your loss!! I wish I was there to give you an enormous hug. I will leave that up to Martin. And you grieve how you want to, not how other people think you should. It is okay to laugh and it is okay to cry. And people who know and love you, will be there for you. The make-up is lovely, I love the green eyeshadow. Also I am just like you, I keep searching for things, even when they are in front of me😄
Lost my big sister a year ago don't worry about crying I'm still grieving it's stressful doll I loved my sis she raised me I still cry my son said don't keep it in he's also my carer so will be a hard time always look after yourself darling I so sorry about your mam take your time loads of my sweet lady you ever need an ear or a chat I'm always here lilxxx
I'm so sorry for your loss you do whatever you have to, to get through your grief fuck what other ppl think ppl who love and care for you will support you to hell with the moaners and haters! your awesome your true fans will always be here xxxxx
So good to see you. Glad to hear you are all getting along as best as you can and I hope you get all the help that you need. Please remember if you think that I can help you in any way, let me know XxX
How anyone in customer service could be callous to someone grieving is beyond belief. I work for the government and regularly have people phoning in about the affairs of people who have passed away- these calls can be quite difficult to navigate as a lot of times power of attorney hasn't yet been established etc but I would never dream of being cold/ dismissive. Sending you virtual hugs Lauren, I hope you're able to get all the logistics sorted soon x
Lauren you're doing really well. Don't beat yourself up over crying in Asda or having ice-cream. It sounds like you've all come together to support each other which is lovely. When my dad died it caused a huge rift because half of his relatives got really grabby over his possessions and his money that was left to us. My sister was 16 and had full grown adults screaming at her that "I've just lost my brother." And talking trash about our mum who wasn't allowed at the funeral, to support us... I refuse to speak to any of them. But seeing families come together following such a tremendous and shockiing loss is beautiful. Your sisters will be so grateful for all that you, Martin and Jordan are doing. Look after yourself and remember that it's OK to fall apart at times. 💗
As for the breathing while running have you tried a breath right strip? They are for like people who snore but what they do it open up your nasal passage?
Lauren, be careful about taking care of everyone. You will be stressing. The girls are 27? I didn’t know your dad had passed. I remember seeing him in your video years ago. He drove you to the coast. 😊.
Yes, was wondering that at 27, they should be complete human beings including knowing how to shot the door or use a stove or have a sleeping schedule. Good that Lauren is there for them so much and vice versa, but hopefully it is not for her like having 2 more kids now and hopefully Jordan can teach them a thing or two too 🧐🤭 Martin is also amazing how supportive he is with everything.
Sorry for you lost dear I lost my mom in 2015, I was 22 years old and my sister was 27. I was pregnant when she passed and didn't even know, I barley cried in my early pregnancy because I didn't want to be depressed or sad while pregnant, but eventually I did start crying about my mom I start having bad anxiety severe depression and I had my son very early. It's so hard for me to go to her gravesite I never been. My 6yr old ask me where is grandma can he see her soon he wants to buy her flowers and candy and spend a night at her house he told me, and it's hard to explain to him that she's passed away because he's only 6.
Awe I’m so sorry to hear that. That is so heartbreaking to deal with. I don’t know how you are coping with that and your little boy and his questions. I wish you so much peace and I’m always here if you want to talk x
Sending you much love. My aunt died of stage three cancer. Seven months later my nan died of old age (she was 97). Someone at church told me to “…get over it.” This was three days after my nan passed. So please, when all has settled and you’re no angry, complain to a manager or supervisor about how you’ve been treated. One day, someone they love will die, and they will look for empathy from a company. This company needs to learn to have empathy or sympathy. And the cycle of not caring has to stop! Don’t be too hard on yourself for having ice cream. Grief is hard, it’s like waves, it’s also like a surprise visit. Be okay with expressing your feelings with your sisters. It’s okay! They are grieving too. I love you, and am thinking and sending your family love and best wishes. 🧡🧡🧡🧡
Losing your Mum is so awful. I felt rubbish for so long. Stop worrying about what others think. Just do you. My life carried on and then I fell apart 6 months later. Grief is a difficult thing, you just live through it.
Talk to her I still talk to my sister I tell her all my news like when Kian was born he's now 6 months he's my focus to help like Lola and he's amazing and my older grandkids send me pics
You're doing ok, tears and all. Continue to heal at your pace. I know you said you're not religious but please take it from where it is intended, a place of love. Look up John 5:28, 29. You will see your mom again...
Lauren, have some electrolyte drink, like Gatorade. I bet it makes you feel better. Water isn't enough after you've worked out, especially if it's hot out, and especially if you have heart issues. ♡
You are upset because you didn’t get to spend the rest of your life with them but you have to remember they got to spend the rest of they’re life with you
Hi Lauren Luke I'm Claudia I am so very sorry about your mum don't cry its ok everything will be fine I promise you on my life defo your twin sisters have my god Its ok Lauren calm down ok just calm yourself down ok I got Anxiety attacks panic attacks ok I understand you got Anxiety attacks panic attacks i know you had a big shook its ok I know everything is hard ok babe come on dont cry awww babe its ok everything it will better in time ok babe calm down ok come on I know its hard ok babe I want you to calm down ok babe do it for your twin sisrers ok babe i know babe
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You’ve made my night!! Thank you 💕
Honestly same, I’m 28 I think I must have started watching when I was in early secondary school
Same here! I started doing my own makeup cause of her ♥️
Same! Lauren you haven’t aged a day!! You look amazing 💜
I don’t know why. But you randomly popped into my head tonight at 12:30am. I’m sitting up on my couch feeling anxious and depressed and I randomly thought “I remember when I was in highschool I’d sit up and watch this sweet English woman do makeup and it was so calming.” That was back in 2010. I am now happy crying to see you are still here and still doing makeup and you’re STILL a comfort to me. You’re voice, your smile, your talent. Just wanted to say what a lovely person you are and that you mean a lot to people out there. You definitely meant a lot to me. 💕
I'm so sorry; my mom passed suddenly two years ago, and I still miss her. I'm so sorry for your loss; please grieve however you need to; people who judge you-well, they aren't worth knowing. All my love and care; you are amazing.
Thanks for taking the time to message me. I’m sorry to hear about your mam too. It’s horrible isn’t it? I hope you are taking good care of you. Take care xx
I’m learning much about how you cope with your life. How you are coping with life just now takes a very strong person. Sending much love and if needed I’ll be here for you.
Your sisters are so lucky to have you, Lauren. You're doing amazing with everything, even though things might seem overwhelming.
I‘m so sorry, Lauren! All the love from my heart to yours! What you are doing and how you are holding up is just magnificent 💝
Thank you so much. That means a lot to me x
I am so sorry for your loss! I lost my mom 13 years ago and it still feels like it was yesterday that it happened! But just know she’s still with you in spirit!
Ah, you're clearly a very good sister and daughter. Your mom is looking down so proud of you 💞
I've been watching you since I was 16, I'm 32 now, you're like my older family member! Take as long as you need, there is no time frame to heal.
It is so wonderful to see you. You are simply incredible ❤️ ♥️ please put yourself first. You are such a gift and you are loved. Anyone who would judge is not worth thinking about.
Your a wonderful person Lauren. Do what you can and I'm happy to hear your gym buddies and teacher are really supportive x
Take care of yourself and give yourself time to do things at your own pace.
Anyone who judges you has a personal issue with themselves and isn't a reflection of you.
Sending you love and healing x
Hi lauren im just catching up on a year’s worth of your vids. I didn’t know this happened to you and im so very sorry to hear you lost your mam. Bless you. Hugs xxx
Lauren, I am so sorry for your loss. Sending lots of hugs, love and prayers to you all. ❤️
My heart goes out to you and your family, Lauren. Your dear mother left a beautiful legacy -- lovely children to take care of each other. I admire how much you keep going to get through each day. I understand from experience of loss as well... it isn't easy. Hang in there, and know that your mom is with you always. Sending much love and condolences. xoxo
I've loved your videos since more than 14 years ago when I was in college and I got interested in makeup because of you. I was so happy when I found your channel again early this year. Reading comments from others like me got me teary-eyed. I'm happy to be reconnected with your channel again.
But I'm very sorry for your loss and I hope your heart finds some peace and comfort.
I love you Lauren! You have been my favorite since I was 17, I’m 32 now. I found you by looking for the Misery Business by Paramore music video and found your makeup look video instead and you have been my favorite ever since. You have always been so warm, fun and genuine and every video is like just hanging out at a friend’s house.
I’m so deeply sorry for your loss. You’re always in my thoughts and prayers and you are so loved by so many ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Hi Lauren, I am so sorry to hear of the passing of your lovely Mum, she would be so proud of you! You have come so far and still rocking it!! I have been following you since I watched you when you did a video on the Cambridge Diet you had me when you said you would of ate a biscuit from the bottom of a bin you were that hungry when you were younger. Then covid hit and we were in lock down, you kept me company with your stories whilst doing your beautiful talented make up. I live in Nothern Ireland so a little bit away....but you are always welcome for a wee cup of tea if you ever come this way!! Stay strong cry when you need but never forget we are all by your side through here! Always in my thoughts! Hugs and take care! 🤗 xxxxx
I’m so sorry for your loss! I have been watching you since 2007! I cannot believe it’s been so long! Your amazing and you take time to heal.
Wow you’re makeup looks so stunning ❤❤
Thanks!
So sorry for you loss. 💜Such a beautiful makeup look on you. As always you continue to push me to use different colors.
Hello!!! I'm so sorry for your loss. My goodness!!!! I'll pray for you. We love you!!!!
I lost my mom a year ago today Sept 3rd. I still have good days and bad. More good days now than before. I just keep going pushing on because I know my mom wouldnt want me crying all the time. I really miss her and my dad (2012), when important things happen. I want to pick up the phone and call. Take as much time as you need to fully heal. Long walks in nature also helped me. ((Hugs)). I'm here if you ever want someone to just listen. Love your videos. Learned alot of makeup tips from you. Take care and take time for yourself.❤❤
I’m so sorry for your loss, sweet friend. Please know you have a huge support group here!!! ❤️
I’m so sorry about your mom. I just lost my mom 6 months ago and it’s getting better but I still have bad days. Grieve in your own way, there’s no set process for it. You’re in my prayers ❤️
❤🩹❤❤❤💜 Great to hear your voice. Great to see your face. So glad of the good things. Still hoping for the best to shine through this time
I am sorry for your loss... much love 💕
I have watched you for so long. I am sorry about your mom, it’s ok to have good days and bad days❤️
The make up looks stunning dear, what was that mascara please? Looked amazing. Missed you so much, it's so crazy hearing how much one has to sort out when such horrible thing happens...Going through a hard time myself, seeing you really helped me...xxx
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can totally relate. I lost my mum in 2018 and my dad in 2021. It's hard but I try to move ob with my life. I have 2 cats and they help me so much.
I’m so sorry to hear that you lost both of your parents that’s heartbreaking. Animals don’t half help us through it all x
Bless you and yours.x
Hugs to all of you , but especially you for being the caretaker for your sisters and doing the work to settle things…it’s a lot. I know because I’ve done it. In some ways it is a distraction, but it’s also painful at times. My parents have been gone for years but I still talk to them often …and so often I open my mouth and something my mom would say comes out. She taught me well. Tonight I was talking with my sister and she was remarking how much her son sounds like our dad in comments he makes-sarcastic and funny. It’s amazing how those family traits carry on, even without the person being there. Family is the best medicine I think. You, Martin, Jordan and the girls will carry each other through ❤️
Sorry for your loss. Feel better. It's a lot financially, inheritance etc. Take care of your health and it's true, stay off the booze for now. It's a barbiturate and if you are feeling down booze will reinforce those emotions and feelings.
Thank you and yeah definitely no alcohol it’s not worth it and I wanted to feel this grief and deal with it instead of just prolonging the pain and misery.
Lovely to see you on here Lauren. Thinking of you always xxxx
Condolences to you and your family Lauren ❤
Hi Lauren, I’ve been a fan for yrs. So sorry for your loss xx
Iam sorry to hear that. God bless the soul of your mom and pray for her dear always .hope God make you patient and God makes you meet her in the paradise ameen.love you Lauren
Amazing chat and makeup Lauren. We both lost our Mam’s in the same week. Stay positive and strong. You are looking amazing, but get off that sugar. X
Sending love to you, you are precious. I've been following you for YEARS, you want to know why? Because you are just a lovely person and I want to watch you do well.
I have said it to you on Instagram and I am going to say it here too: so sorry for your loss!! I wish I was there to give you an enormous hug. I will leave that up to Martin. And you grieve how you want to, not how other people think you should. It is okay to laugh and it is okay to cry. And people who know and love you, will be there for you.
The make-up is lovely, I love the green eyeshadow. Also I am just like you, I keep searching for things, even when they are in front of me😄
I’m so sorry Lauren. You have a right to grieve and feel however you feel. Hugs
Lost my big sister a year ago don't worry about crying I'm still grieving it's stressful doll I loved my sis she raised me I still cry my son said don't keep it in he's also my carer so will be a hard time always look after yourself darling I so sorry about your mam take your time loads of my sweet lady you ever need an ear or a chat I'm always here lilxxx
I'm so sorry for your loss you do whatever you have to, to get through your grief fuck what other ppl think ppl who love and care for you will support you to hell with the moaners and haters! your awesome your true fans will always be here xxxxx
So good to see you. Glad to hear you are all getting along as best as you can and I hope you get all the help that you need. Please remember if you think that I can help you in any way, let me know XxX
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my mom in February so I understand. Sending you so much love ❤️
Thinking of you since your Mam died. I can’t even begin to imagine what you’re going through. Hope you’ll be okay we ❤️ you
I‘m so sorry for your loss, Lauren! Hugs.
Lovely to hear you’re all sticking together. You’ll get through this ❤️
New here so sorry about your mother rip 🙏 🕊
I love you and we are here for you❤️
As soon as you reached for that green I was right back in 2008 with you! X
How anyone in customer service could be callous to someone grieving is beyond belief. I work for the government and regularly have people phoning in about the affairs of people who have passed away- these calls can be quite difficult to navigate as a lot of times power of attorney hasn't yet been established etc but I would never dream of being cold/ dismissive.
Sending you virtual hugs Lauren, I hope you're able to get all the logistics sorted soon x
So sorry for your loss ..sending you all the ❤️
Lauren you're doing really well. Don't beat yourself up over crying in Asda or having ice-cream. It sounds like you've all come together to support each other which is lovely.
When my dad died it caused a huge rift because half of his relatives got really grabby over his possessions and his money that was left to us. My sister was 16 and had full grown adults screaming at her that "I've just lost my brother." And talking trash about our mum who wasn't allowed at the funeral, to support us... I refuse to speak to any of them. But seeing families come together following such a tremendous and shockiing loss is beautiful. Your sisters will be so grateful for all that you, Martin and Jordan are doing.
Look after yourself and remember that it's OK to fall apart at times. 💗
So glad to see your smile your mom is watching over you
As for the breathing while running have you tried a breath right strip? They are for like people who snore but what they do it open up your nasal passage?
Lauren, be careful about taking care of everyone. You will be stressing. The girls are 27? I didn’t know your dad had passed. I remember seeing him in your video years ago. He drove you to the coast. 😊.
Yes, was wondering that at 27, they should be complete human beings including knowing how to shot the door or use a stove or have a sleeping schedule. Good that Lauren is there for them so much and vice versa, but hopefully it is not for her like having 2 more kids now and hopefully Jordan can teach them a thing or two too 🧐🤭 Martin is also amazing how supportive he is with everything.
Groves are fab too xx
Sorry for you lost dear I lost my mom in 2015, I was 22 years old and my sister was 27. I was pregnant when she passed and didn't even know, I barley cried in my early pregnancy because I didn't want to be depressed or sad while pregnant, but eventually I did start crying about my mom I start having bad anxiety severe depression and I had my son very early. It's so hard for me to go to her gravesite I never been. My 6yr old ask me where is grandma can he see her soon he wants to buy her flowers and candy and spend a night at her house he told me, and it's hard to explain to him that she's passed away because he's only 6.
Awe I’m so sorry to hear that. That is so heartbreaking to deal with. I don’t know how you are coping with that and your little boy and his questions. I wish you so much peace and I’m always here if you want to talk x
Sending big hugs ❤
Lots of love to you Panacea ❤️
Sending you much love. My aunt died of stage three cancer. Seven months later my nan died of old age (she was 97). Someone at church told me to “…get over it.” This was three days after my nan passed. So please, when all has settled and you’re no angry, complain to a manager or supervisor about how you’ve been treated. One day, someone they love will die, and they will look for empathy from a company. This company needs to learn to have empathy or sympathy. And the cycle of not caring has to stop! Don’t be too hard on yourself for having ice cream. Grief is hard, it’s like waves, it’s also like a surprise visit. Be okay with expressing your feelings with your sisters. It’s okay! They are grieving too. I love you, and am thinking and sending your family love and best wishes. 🧡🧡🧡🧡
Sending all my love !
I'm so sorry for your loss. :(
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Love to you all😘🙏✌️
I'm so sorry you lost your Mom.
Thank you.
So sorry for your loss, mind yourself X
My dad passed away in March. Some days still feel absolutely horrible. Some days I swear it’s gotta be a horrible dream.
My mom didn’t have a will & it’s been a nightmare. Everyone should make a will quick. Stepparents can take everything. I made my own will quick.
Please don't breed your new puppy, get her spayed and enjoy her living a wonderful life with you and your family. X
Please take care of you
Losing your Mum is so awful. I felt rubbish for so long. Stop worrying about what others think. Just do you. My life carried on and then I fell apart 6 months later. Grief is a difficult thing, you just live through it.
Tight hugs.x
Zoom-Zoom ❤️
Talk to her I still talk to my sister I tell her all my news like when Kian was born he's now 6 months he's my focus to help like Lola and he's amazing and my older grandkids send me pics
You're doing ok, tears and all. Continue to heal at your pace. I know you said you're not religious but please take it from where it is intended, a place of love. Look up John 5:28, 29. You will see your mom again...
Lauren, have some electrolyte drink, like Gatorade. I bet it makes you feel better. Water isn't enough after you've worked out, especially if it's hot out, and especially if you have heart issues. ♡
You are upset because you didn’t get to spend the rest of your life with them but you have to remember they got to spend the rest of they’re life with you
Hi xx
Maybe I could clean b4I go back.
Hi Lauren Luke I'm Claudia I am so very sorry about your mum don't cry its ok everything will be fine I promise you on my life defo your twin sisters have my god Its ok Lauren calm down ok just calm yourself down ok I got Anxiety attacks panic attacks ok I understand you got Anxiety attacks panic attacks i know you had a big shook its ok I know everything is hard ok babe come on dont cry awww babe its ok everything it will better in time ok babe calm down ok come on I know its hard ok babe I want you to calm down ok babe do it for your twin sisrers ok babe i know babe
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