DISCOVERING THAT I WAS INFECTED WITH HIV IN PRISON

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  • Опубликовано: 9 авг 2021
  • I SURVIVED TWO ATTEMPTED SUICIDES AFTER REALISING THAT I CONTRACTED HIV IN PRISON.
  • РазвлеченияРазвлечения

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  • @blueprint_says7264
    @blueprint_says7264 3 года назад +159

    If STRONG was a person 😭 and now we know that he's not the only one who went through this, baningi😞 ayyy

  • @sandile84
    @sandile84 3 года назад +235

    These stories should be in the school curriculum as part of a subject, seriously. They must be told at Grade 7 & repeated at Grade 8.

    • @duma5184
      @duma5184 2 года назад

      Showed my grade 09 learners this one we were talking about about rape kwi L.O

  • @hismajesty365
    @hismajesty365 3 года назад +257

    I repeat. A strong gent this is... Today's episode is very sad, the guy jas let us in on yet another vulnerability. I'm moved by his story and I feel the pain he has endured. I celebrate the fact that he is out here, educating us and opening our eyes to the horrors he has gone through so we don't have to.

    • @simpleforex1299
      @simpleforex1299 3 года назад +5

      Absolutely , this 10 min video is more than 10 years of someone's else experience.

    • @hismajesty365
      @hismajesty365 3 года назад +1

      @@simpleforex1299 i couldn't agree more

    • @camlifeproduction7608
      @camlifeproduction7608 2 года назад

      I was raped by my stepfather, cousin, ex boyfriend and my mother died without knowing. ruclips.net/video/P0V0o1ZUpAU/видео.html

    • @wonderwano
      @wonderwano 2 года назад

      gent? thats not a gent. That''s a man.

  • @Mzuvhukile
    @Mzuvhukile 3 года назад +161

    This man has earned my respect. God bless you my brother for being so open and honest about your life experiences. God will help you recover and give you the strength to deal with what you’ve gone through. You are making a difference with these stories. Keep up the great work. 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

  • @victoriamokoatle8241
    @victoriamokoatle8241 3 года назад +106

    Respect for this gentleman its not easy to open up like this about your status and experiencing rape in prison most man can barely talk about their feelings for him to open up about something so deep cant be easy ... salute

    • @nduduzokhanyile5486
      @nduduzokhanyile5486 2 года назад +1

      Watching him and all the pain and scars he inflicted in prison is just so sad and makes one emotional. I can really feel his pain. The pain of imagining another man entering you is just so unbearable.😭💔

  • @siyamckeys5978
    @siyamckeys5978 2 года назад +35

    This is so emotional. If the education department can hire this gentleman to create awareness to schools, his testimony can help lots of young people in schools.

  • @OslinaM
    @OslinaM 3 года назад +79

    This guy's story breaks my heart hle 💔😭

    • @sanelemshengu2974
      @sanelemshengu2974 3 года назад +2

      You look beautiful....

    • @OslinaM
      @OslinaM 3 года назад +1

      @@sanelemshengu2974 oh thank you

    • @GroovVictim
      @GroovVictim 3 года назад

      I'm leaving this comments coz Ive seen your comments in other videos

    • @OslinaM
      @OslinaM 3 года назад

      @@GroovVictim bathong 😂😂😂😂

  • @miltonntozini9982
    @miltonntozini9982 3 года назад +69

    1 day in jail is equals to 10 Days, 10 days is equals to a month, 1 month is equals to 1 year. I felt this line, yhoooo

  • @ntokozosibiya759
    @ntokozosibiya759 3 года назад +18

    You can see the pain in eyes🥺 and hear his voice 😭that this really damaged him,💔😔 jail is the last place anyone would want to be in

  • @emmanuelgwintsa5282
    @emmanuelgwintsa5282 3 года назад +32

    The pain in his voice😥

  • @akon9819
    @akon9819 2 года назад +23

    This guy is really strong but hasn't fully recovered emotionally

  • @schoolofself-mastery7573
    @schoolofself-mastery7573 3 года назад +75

    Sometimes the best way to learn is through others experiences. Lets share this because it can help our society tremendously.
    My brother life is not a written script. you are helping so many people right by telling your story, Thank you. I'm sorry for what you went through its more than we can even comprehend. May you find peace.

  • @godsfavourite6134
    @godsfavourite6134 2 года назад +12

    ... and some idiots still say prisoners are enjoying themselves in prison coz they eat salads, this guy's story shows its real hell inside, may God bless him.

  • @eSKay_47
    @eSKay_47 3 года назад +72

    These stories need to be told and we need more.

  • @tessdoyle9836
    @tessdoyle9836 3 года назад +72

    If you just add subtitles your channel will spread like wild fire and will be gold.

  • @patricianaha2010
    @patricianaha2010 2 года назад +11

    😭😭😭😭😭 the pain in his eyes!!! There is soo much going on inside the prison no wonder our brothers have turned out to be monsters💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

  • @UnrelatedSiblings123
    @UnrelatedSiblings123 2 года назад +17

    I literally shed a tear. Its how you always stress out that ''Hay ngemvume yam'' that cuts deep. You did not deserve what you went through. It was never your fault indeed. Im glad that you managed to forgive yourself and came out even stronger. Your life has a purpose. I love you Bhuti

  • @bonniem5963
    @bonniem5963 3 года назад +77

    His story has touched me the most. He's so candid and him referring to the interviewer as bhut wam speaks greatly about his character. His strength is incredible to me. I pray he is healing from his trauma.
    The conversations around prison reform need to centre these stories. There's absolutely no reason why a 17 year old who was on drugs who was not even a violent criminal can be put in the same space as men serving decades long sentences

    • @bonniem5963
      @bonniem5963 3 года назад +6

      @Mbulelo Koli Please consider all the circumstances around what led him to a life of crime. If we are ever going to decrease the prison population and rehabilitate our youth, the literal future of this country we need to firstly lead with empathy and put emphasis on rehabilitation and preventing reoffending. Focusing on punishing young people that can be saved is literally destroying our country. We're better than this and should do better.

    • @bonniem5963
      @bonniem5963 3 года назад

      @Mbulelo Koli I'm sorry for what you have gone through, I truly pray upon you.

    • @camlifeproduction7608
      @camlifeproduction7608 2 года назад

      I was raped by my stepfather, cousin, ex boyfriend and my mother died without knowing. ruclips.net/video/P0V0o1ZUpAU/видео.html

  • @Mo_Zinho
    @Mo_Zinho 3 года назад +43

    💔 this guy has gone through the most.

  • @mthunzi6331
    @mthunzi6331 3 года назад +30

    This brother's message needs to be heard by more ears.

  • @khulekaninzimande8215
    @khulekaninzimande8215 3 года назад +15

    You're the bravest man I've ever seen, brother.

  • @sanelegcwabaza4160
    @sanelegcwabaza4160 2 года назад +16

    This is so heartbreaking 💔 hope he gets more strength!

  • @Carismaticsa
    @Carismaticsa 3 года назад +19

    I have no words after this just pain, anguish and tears.

    • @hismajesty365
      @hismajesty365 3 года назад +2

      You can't help but feel for him. But I'm happy it's all over and he is a free man trying to open our eyes so we don't have to experience the same thing

  • @hlatsemogano4472
    @hlatsemogano4472 3 года назад +19

    For some reason i love that it doesn't have substiles ,yet i don't know hear much of what their saying but the stories sound very interesting for me to go learn more of the language(sounds Zulu).

  • @ayandadlamini7982
    @ayandadlamini7982 3 года назад +33

    He’ll do well as a motivational speaker! I can only pray that more and more young people could learn from his past experiences. God bless his heart for speaking up and motivating others 🙏🏿♥️

    • @tsulufelomathenjwa231
      @tsulufelomathenjwa231 2 года назад

      He is a motivational speaker I still recall back in 2017 he visited our school to share his experience...

    • @chrisnetwork1266
      @chrisnetwork1266 2 года назад

      Ash it sad

  • @flexcy_sa1127
    @flexcy_sa1127 3 года назад +15

    you can literally see the pain he went through in his eyes

  • @anonymouscryptoboy2540
    @anonymouscryptoboy2540 3 года назад +10

    Dude has gone through the most damn. Love & strength to him

  • @njabulomagagula1445
    @njabulomagagula1445 2 года назад +12

    I think that this is an incredible man. His story is truly worth telling. Teaches and touches. I hope that this channel or show provides guests with help in terms of counseling or therapy for the betterment of the guest's psyche. I cannot imagine how terrified he must have been to open up about his life like this.

  • @kevininspiredkevininspired1375
    @kevininspiredkevininspired1375 2 года назад +7

    Iyoo this guy is so vulnerable. He is is also a great motivation. I love his personality, I cried throughout this episode.

  • @BiancaLeesa
    @BiancaLeesa 2 года назад +1

    I would really love to hear more from this guy, I'm watching this for the second time and it still moves me inside

  • @sthabisozwane1817
    @sthabisozwane1817 3 года назад +8

    Facts facts facts.... I got huge respect for this guy.✊🏾

  • @thulanimbatha7454
    @thulanimbatha7454 2 года назад +4

    Bless this man.
    Great content guys.

  • @onthatilebentley5942
    @onthatilebentley5942 3 года назад +6

    💗💗💗 My heart goes out to this gentleman. May he remain ever so faithful in the Lord.

  • @vincentmotonya2859
    @vincentmotonya2859 2 года назад +3

    This is the most honest guy interviewed on this show ,others paint themselves as saints and untouchable yet the reality is jail is hell. I can't imagine anyone including myself surviving what the this man has had to endure.

  • @bohtallwalker3884
    @bohtallwalker3884 3 года назад +20

    I've just reached another level of respect from watching this video. Long live brother 👊🏽.

  • @HRH_Baron_of_Townships
    @HRH_Baron_of_Townships 2 года назад +4

    We need this on national TV so youth can learn from this brave brave man...

  • @siphephelongcobo4689
    @siphephelongcobo4689 3 года назад +6

    I've never been touched so much by these videos

  • @reyteeuniversalvlogs1154
    @reyteeuniversalvlogs1154 2 года назад +4

    you made me cry. may God bless you man, this is sad but you the moost strong and beautiful soul ever

  • @faithmkhize9265
    @faithmkhize9265 3 года назад +7

    I could listen to him talking all day.

  • @wisanimkhacane7245
    @wisanimkhacane7245 2 года назад +8

    This content should be seen by all the boys who are 15 and above. Thats where alot of bad decisions are made and you end up being in jail. This guy is very strong ....i commend you sir

    • @ttma4476
      @ttma4476 2 года назад +2

      My nephew right now! He is currently at Sunc city, not sentenced. He is in trial. I got him arrested. Enough was enough. I suffered much loss due to him. Now in debts because of him! The problem. Is, I still love him, a lot, a whole lot lot lot. No day goes without me thinking about him and telling mom how much I. Miss him, how much I miss touching him, feeling him, buying. Him something, asking. If he did his schoolwork etc. Asking if he wants a Kota or something else.
      I keep dreaming about him, one time I dreamt about him not able to walk and it seemed like he was raped. I'm wiping a year as I type this and remembering this dream.

    • @wisanimkhacane7245
      @wisanimkhacane7245 2 года назад

      @@ttma4476 alot of mistakes happen at age 14 to 19. I wish that he will return safely and fully rehabilitated. This message should reach more and more youth. It must be preached at schools, played in free to air channels. We need to get the message accross.

  • @LadyT06
    @LadyT06 2 года назад +3

    *Abuti,I pray for strength and blessings upon **you.You** seem remorseful too since you've shared your stories.Thanks for sharing your story with us and please share where to purchase your book!*
    *This channel could soar or even secure a huge contract on Netflix/International networks,if only they could consider a simple plea of having SUBTITLES as their fanbase broad with people watching from other countries!*

  • @preciousprecious5850
    @preciousprecious5850 2 года назад +3

    You've been through a lot💔😭... but you are strong, may God bless you and heal ❤️

  • @siphosimelane1223
    @siphosimelane1223 3 года назад +14

    may god bless this brother he's a brave man

  • @thandimabuza
    @thandimabuza 3 года назад +27

    This guys stories get worse💔 can I get his contact least I can do is buy his book

    • @siyahadebe6141
      @siyahadebe6141 3 года назад +1

      Mmmmm Waze wamuhle kaMabuza

    • @lindamanana5982
      @lindamanana5982 2 года назад +1

      @@siyahadebe6141 haa uyancomana bo😂kade ngiwabona ama comments akho

    • @siyahadebe6141
      @siyahadebe6141 2 года назад +4

      @@lindamanana5982 😂😂 shuthi inhliziyo ivulekile

  • @mthobisi3333
    @mthobisi3333 2 года назад +3

    U very strong and brave bro, may you prosper in everything that you do.

  • @mrmanq9517
    @mrmanq9517 3 года назад +4

    Stay strong my brother...this is sooo sad!

  • @proudlysa774
    @proudlysa774 2 года назад +4

    I respect this man and a half.Very brave.

  • @angelicalulu9853
    @angelicalulu9853 2 года назад +5

    Ohyini he's breaking my heart. I just want to hug him 😭😭

  • @mbuyelomugwedi6341
    @mbuyelomugwedi6341 3 года назад +1

    This channel is the GOAT 🐐 !

  • @thabomalefahlo4019
    @thabomalefahlo4019 2 года назад +1

    You survived that for a reason my brother, this stories need to be told form of curriculum at our schools extra one hour class after school

  • @omphemetsetsiane2204
    @omphemetsetsiane2204 2 года назад +2

    Sad and harsh reality. I wish our kids could see these daily. At least one video a day. I see 13 year olds raising signs and shouting numbers then I watch these videos and a chill runs down my spine. Yohhh .. this grootman has my respect.

  • @hlamulotheodore3775
    @hlamulotheodore3775 2 года назад +1

    Heal my brother. Such a strong man

  • @OslinaM
    @OslinaM 3 года назад +64

    It would be nice to hear the prison stories from a female for a change please consider it.

    • @mzontsunduthetyana3353
      @mzontsunduthetyana3353 3 года назад +4

      Plus it's woman's month ne 😂👍🏾

    • @russelmtlokwa6058
      @russelmtlokwa6058 3 года назад +2

      Check them on Facebook Agenda Network they do have an interview of a female

    • @onthatilebentley5942
      @onthatilebentley5942 3 года назад +3

      And perhaps a warden

    • @OslinaM
      @OslinaM 3 года назад +1

      @@russelmtlokwa6058 unfortunately I don't have it

    • @OslinaM
      @OslinaM 3 года назад +1

      @@mzontsunduthetyana3353 lol no I'd just like to hear about their experiences

  • @juanitafortein8241
    @juanitafortein8241 3 года назад +2

    Eish his story is so sad. May you find peace in your heart. God never forsake his own. Bless you brother.

  • @dimaah_ct5319
    @dimaah_ct5319 2 года назад +2

    💔 so sad he had to learn in the most painful dehumanizing way of the choices of his life, I hope he continues to heal and find peace. Yho😢

  • @nonhlahlam5346
    @nonhlahlam5346 3 года назад +6

    You are strong bhut' wami. uThixo akugcine, akulondoloze futhi akubusise.

  • @emmahchauke1024
    @emmahchauke1024 3 года назад +5

    His story is heartbreaking.. 😭

  • @siphumelelendlangisa995
    @siphumelelendlangisa995 3 года назад +7

    Oh Bawo, bless this guy coz he has been through the most 😢💔🙏🏾

  • @boitumelobuthelezi8960
    @boitumelobuthelezi8960 2 года назад +3

    I just found myself crying yoh... God be with you.

  • @xolilenyawo9584
    @xolilenyawo9584 2 года назад +3

    Windoda emadodeni Mlungisi 🙌 Thank you for sharing your story, uNkulunkulu akugcine uqhubeke nakho konke okuhle okwenzayo

  • @nolwazimkhize4047
    @nolwazimkhize4047 2 года назад

    This has to be the most saddest episode . :( . I am so glad that he has healed from all of this

  • @mphogiftrabase7065
    @mphogiftrabase7065 2 года назад

    It takes a strong man to talk freely n openly not worried fathers be judged big up my bro

  • @saleemazadsibiya5396
    @saleemazadsibiya5396 2 года назад +4

    I wish God blesses 🙌 you and gives you strength cause of the hardships you've endured

  • @evanschikozho1159
    @evanschikozho1159 2 года назад

    This man has a heart of steel to open up about such traumatic events as such yeah neh l hope he finds peace nd grace in life

  • @clivegameinnmg7055
    @clivegameinnmg7055 3 года назад

    My brother i hope you find peace. your story is very painful. Those people who do this dont deserve to live at all.

  • @zimkhithamgweba
    @zimkhithamgweba 2 года назад +1

    The only problem with this interview is that it ends and it's way too short ❤ 🙌 better than the biased one from the other channel though.

  • @bikohlongwane4737
    @bikohlongwane4737 3 года назад +5

    Please interview, Jub Jub, Bricks, Oscar and Pitch black afro

  • @b-annm5571
    @b-annm5571 2 года назад +2

    I LOVE YOUR COURAGE!!!REGARDS

  • @ebenezernkhwashu643
    @ebenezernkhwashu643 2 года назад +1

    May god be with you and give you strength and wisdom

  • @mrwacks4705
    @mrwacks4705 2 года назад +1

    Damn. Peace be with you brother.

  • @snenhlanhlakhumalofitnessc7312
    @snenhlanhlakhumalofitnessc7312 2 года назад +1

    I think this deserves to be in a book

  • @nkule2493
    @nkule2493 2 года назад +1

    Okay this broke my heart 💔😢

  • @sandilemoses3656
    @sandilemoses3656 3 года назад +15

    Maybe you not trying to reach a large audience. But if you are, please read the comments and add subtitles.

  • @luyandamdingi9990
    @luyandamdingi9990 2 года назад +1

    What’s horrific and sad about this is that the Justice system is not doing anything about this and yet they are aware

  • @nqubekoprogresskubheka1900
    @nqubekoprogresskubheka1900 2 года назад +1

    This brother is strong, I wish he could do motivational speaking cause these young boys of today are seriously in need of guidance.

  • @itaniguga1083
    @itaniguga1083 2 года назад +1

    Thanks for sharing with us the story. If we pray and fast, maybe things will improve because it is clear that the Government has filed us.

  • @sihleawuvuyinatsengiwe8516
    @sihleawuvuyinatsengiwe8516 2 года назад +5

    God bless and heal this soul
    His brave

  • @samn202
    @samn202 3 года назад +1

    We respect you my brother

  • @Mo_Zinho
    @Mo_Zinho 3 года назад +10

    Maar bafethu, men who chow other men are just F up!

  • @selulekothabethe4772
    @selulekothabethe4772 2 года назад

    Be strong men.God will protect you

  • @zakithiganyaza5525
    @zakithiganyaza5525 Год назад

    This is sad and painful.I never see someone who makes himself so vulnerable in public media

  • @cebisilengcobo8426
    @cebisilengcobo8426 2 года назад +1

    This guy is sooo strong, I hope his partner iyamthanda and iyamhlonipha

  • @nzululwazimtolo1269
    @nzululwazimtolo1269 2 года назад

    oh God this is so painful, may the good Lord heal you my brother completely. uphole bhuti.

  • @dothadance1
    @dothadance1 3 года назад +1

    You a hero bro 🙏 God bless

  • @mollessabariri9964
    @mollessabariri9964 2 года назад

    He is a very strong man
    He has been through the worst and is still fighting strong and walking tall

  • @ncamzosiba4262
    @ncamzosiba4262 Год назад

    Be strong Brother 💔life is not easy. 😘🙏

  • @mocknkosi5534
    @mocknkosi5534 3 года назад +2

    This hard man..moer!

  • @ABC-tx3fk
    @ABC-tx3fk 2 года назад +1

    Handsome & strong this man!

  • @topshamahs
    @topshamahs 2 года назад +7

    I'd like to know what he got a life sentence for as he seems like a nice person.

  • @xolintusi966
    @xolintusi966 2 года назад +1

    This guy, though. God bless you, brother...

  • @devineart3937
    @devineart3937 2 года назад +1

    Your brave my brother 🙏

  • @loyisopetye1101
    @loyisopetye1101 2 года назад +2

    Nxesi bhuti. Yhini I really hope God helps him through everything.

  • @mpumelelodlamini4284
    @mpumelelodlamini4284 2 года назад

    brother sorry for every pain ....one for sure God has a special purpose ngawe thats why u survived ....please if u find a chance never go back there is so much ahead

  • @habeemchunu7247
    @habeemchunu7247 2 года назад +5

    This is such an informative channel it could be bigger than soft white underbelly
    Just that alot of people can't watch it due to no subtitles
    Hope this will change. Just my 2 cents 🤷

  • @cynthiamagaga9061
    @cynthiamagaga9061 2 года назад +1

    A lot of our brothers encounter such acts in prison but they are too ashamed to talk about it... To them it is embarrassing; but gents this is how you heal and it is ok to raise awareness, you could be saving someone... May the Lord comfort you Sir

  • @sixolisiwemcube3368
    @sixolisiwemcube3368 2 года назад

    What a heartbreaking story 💔 😢

  • @rosemarymashego4857
    @rosemarymashego4857 2 года назад +3

    I wish he can come to where i teach and have a talk with these boys yoooo😢

  • @sandilenzama3245
    @sandilenzama3245 3 года назад +2

    This guy is in pain i can feel it i know wat he is going thru iv worked with a guy with this problem

  • @mandladludlu8359
    @mandladludlu8359 2 года назад +1

    God bless u my brother.......

  • @siyasangaleonorah1792
    @siyasangaleonorah1792 2 года назад +1

    This guy went through a lot yoh!!!