Knowing When to Seek Help for Depression, My Story - WIP n Chat - Spring Blossom Diamond Painting
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- Опубликовано: 18 окт 2024
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WARNING: Not for small ears. I talk about my own struggles with mental health. Not for the faint of heart. Negativity will be deleted.
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Hello lovely viewers,
I just wanted to take the time to say thank you for all of your kind and encouraging replies. This video was shot and edited in June 2019. I have since gotten the help I need but am still learning and adjusting as I go, especially with our 'new normal'. Thanks for sharing your stories, too. It's especially important to tell people around you that it's okay to go through a slump and get help for it. Keep fighting the good fight. Love you. xx
I'm watching this for the first time (started yesterday) and just want to thank you for sharing your struggles and how you went about getting help. There is still a huge stigma surrounding depression and mental illness in general, but seeing more people share their stories, helps so much!
I am new at diamond painting and I came across your video. I would like to say I have enjoyed it very much. I am happy to see that others are going through the same crazy depression and mental dilemma that I feel and as well as struggling through. I feel that you have a very good understanding of the craziness out there. You should continue doing these videos and what makes you happy. I will be continuing to review and watch your videos. you have a great day and remember that I will always be here to listen when you need a lending ear to just vent. I know how hard it is for others to not really understand what i am going through, then just tell me it is only in my head and to just get over it. Well, let me tell you it is not that simple. On a lighter note, you are doing a great job on all of your videos from diamond painting, cross-stitching, unboxing, and do not forget the sneak peeks. One last thing to mention, thank you for just being yourself. I really appreciate it. Cherry Blossoms
Hi sweet Rachel, thank you so much for sharing your story. And you being so open. It helps others also and me for sure.
I know this is an older video.. But did the doctor ever test your hormons, vitamin B13 and D3? Because I know those things can really mess with a lot of things also. It happend with me and for years doctors didn't listen. And mentally it almost broke me.
Yeah people have (nasty) opinions. But you know? You are stronger, because you are so open about the things. That is strength!
Wish you all the best and happiness.
You are doing a great job with your amazing video's and all you share.
Greetings from the Netherlands 🇳🇱💖
P. S. How did the melatonin worked out for you?
🌸 you're Stronger than you'll ever know🌷 Getting out of our own heads is soooo much easier said than done. I know with a little help you can do it. We really are our own worst enemies. Some times before i record, I will sit down and turn on my Calm App to help me relax, clear my head of all the negativity. Also I am so Very Proud and happy to hear you overcame the fear of seeking help, you took a step that a lot of people can't and/or won't and for that Madame you should be very proud of yourself! 🥂 Here is to you finding Peace within yourself.🧘🏾♀️
Thank you 😭💜
What kind of calm app do you have?
I'm a huge fan of Calm: Daily Calm, Sleep stories, master classes, and music. I don't think I've gone a day without it since I found it several years ago.
Hey hey Rachel...
Sorry about the Novel👇🏻👇🏻
I love your channel... Your right, it’s your channel so say what you need and want to for YOURSELF!! I agree that our channels are our legacy and like you said a personal scrapbook... I can relate to so much you spoke about... I suffer with early onset agoraphobia, severe social anxiety, and depression... Panic Attacks suck, I love it when the small miracles happen... I am so happy you didn’t delete the footage, I know it’s tuff to put this kind of rawness out into RUclips Land... BUT it’s so real and shows your vulnerability, I can relate so much to you right now...
I love Laura “Darling” Law, and her pickles... As long as they have no lumps or loose skin 🤣😂🤣 I was in a live where she talked about pickles lol
Please know if you need to talk please don’t hesitate to message me... you watched my video on mental health and illness, please know your not alone and lots of care about you and want to see you happy, if slowing down on uploading is what you need to do then go for it, we will understand and we will support you in your choices... I will be sending out your Canadian Care package on Wednesday, finally... I am such a procrastinator 🤣😂🤣
Here are a couple quotes that help me get through the dark times...
“Those who matter won’t mind, and those who mind don’t matter”
“Never silence yourself just so others feel more comfortable”
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Many Blessings
#vibetribe 🌈
Thank you for sharing your story! I am a nurse and anxiety and depression is unique to each person. What works for one may not work for another, but as long as you continue to be present with yourself and move forward, you will get better. I suffer from anxiety (most of which is social) and everyday is hard for me. I have to interact with strangers daily and it is mentally taxing. Crafting is how I work through my issues. It is very cathartic to me. I appreciate you and other youtubers, you have helped me in so many ways!
🌸 It’s scary to face down your fears, but you did it! Thank you for being real! ✌🏼💖😺
I'm so proud of you for reaching out. I feel confident you're on your way to living a more satisfying life. I've been where you are, more than once. I've struggled with depression for a long time. It took me many years to accept I have a chemical imbalance that will be with me forever. Accepting I must stay on my meds is something that has changed everything. I no longer cry at the drop of a hat or feel like I want to disappear. If you ever think the meds aren't working, speak up. It took me more than 20 years to find the right combination of meds that work for me, but that's because I didn't speak up when I knew what I was on wasn't working. I now take 2 different ones and they have changed everything. You're not being selfish, you're taking care of yourself. Your husband will probably thank you for it. I am so glad you didn't delete this chat. Don't worry about what others might think; it doesn't matter. You are more than welcome to reach out if you need to.
Rachel - you should be very proud that you took that first step for help. I've read that so many people have depression and/or anxiety issues that are never dealt with - so I'm glad you took that step. Don't worry about taking a step back on your channel - we will all be here! Take care.
Racheal so glad you over came your fear and went to talk to your Dr. a lot of people deal with anxiety and depression and you have helped a lot of people by talking about it. It is good that they see how you are dealing with yours and that they too might seek help. Take your time and don’t be too hard on yourself. Give the medicine time to kick in. By the end of the video you sound so much better/happier. I enjoy your Chats and feel like I am talking/ listening to a friend. I’m sure to enjoy anyting you decide to post. Take care in the meantime and this is as close to a cherry blossom I could find 🌸.
🌸 I know I’m watching old videos, and this is 1 year old, but I want to thank you for your openness and honesty! Much love to you, Rachel! 🌸
🌸 Rachel, God bless you for being so open and transparent. Thank you for everything you said. I have some of those issues as well, and one person in my family says they don't believe in depression and panic attacks. It is so easy to judge when they don't suffer the way we do. Thank you for bringing this to light so others are able to listen and understand that this is a real thing.
🌸 I've just found your channel and love it! You are a beautiful soul and I admire your strength to talk about your struggles and challenges. Thank you for being honest and frank and sharing yourself with the world. 😘❤
Hi Rachel, I am so glad that you opened up and did this video. I wish you all the best. I want you to know that you are not alone. Yes you will get crappy feed back, but it helps those that are in the same boat. Big hugs and I hope your feeling much better.
Hi Rachel! Thinking of you as you progress through this difficult issue. I am trusting for you that you begin to feel much better. I am glad you have the courage to talk about it. You may have encouraged others to seek help! Please have a great day and do some things that will bring you happiness! See you soon!!
🌸 Thank you for sharing your journey. I cant tell you how relieved I am to hear that I am not alone in my experiences (not that I would wish it on anyone). But to know that I'm not alone makes it a little more bearable. I'm so glad you decided no to delete it ❤
I have several mental health issues that I deal with on a daily basis. I want you to know how very much I appreciate you sharing your experiences, as I can relate to so many. You are a very important part of my DP journey. You are in my 💜
I wish I had known when to seek help. you are so so strong and you have been through a lot don't let anyone tell you differently. have a nice day everyone who reads this!
Thank you for sharing your story ❣️ Ive suffered depression since childhood, Long story. I have gotten help and also so happy I found you and Diamond painting ❤️
Thank you for sharing this rather than not posting. Even though I viewed this a significant time after you posted it, the topics and feelings are absolutely something that are still relevant. You are not alone. My hopes and prayers are that you have continued to heal.
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Catching up on old videos. I always love hearing your voice. I hope things are going well, wherever you are at.
As hard as this video was, your video here was sooo refreshing! To know that you are going through the same battles as we/I am going through...then to see you lay down the drills in the wrong place, also shows that you are indeed human! I have been going through your current videos, as well as looking back in your past. I would enjoy just hearing you without your project!!
I am also very happy you sought help. It took a few years till they finally got my daughter's meds to get her on the right track, she still has a ways to go till she is fully and completely healed. She was diagnosed as having PTSD, bipolar and borderline personality disorder. She had been in and out of the pscyhe ward since 2014, she has not been readmitted for over a year and this is a good thing. I understand the signs and we can deal with it and she is now doing a lot better. We also trust the Lord and His help in this matter, too. God Bless you Rachel, I know that I am keeping you in my prayers. Glad you are back and sharing your story with us. Would love to see the progress on your beaded cross-stitch. Take care and God bless you.
🌸 Enjoy your wip and chats so much. Thank you for sharing. I too recently took the leap into getting help with my clinical depression and generalized anxiety disorder, and wish I’d done it sooner as well. As much as I don’t wish mental illness on anyone else, it helps to know that I’m not alone.
🌸Thank you for sharing. I am watching through or rather listening through a ton of your videos. I enjoy hearing your thoughts on diamond painting companies, techniques, product suggestions, descriptions of double sided tape vs. poured glue, and your floss tube....I too enjoy many crafts and I tend to go through phases. I started diamond painting back in 2018 and I did both round and square drills. I sat under a magnifying lap in order to see the patterns and boy how things have changed. I love....love....love poured glue canvases, thank you for sharing this information with me. I favor square drills. I also have made cross stich ornaments for my Christmas tree the past few years, and my grandkids are always excited to see what new ornament I have crafted. Also I am the Nana that when the grandkids come in the door, the first thing they say is: "Nana, can we please do a craft?" My oldest granddaughter is 7 and she is learning how to crochet. The other two enjoy painting and anything with scissors and glue. Thank you again for taking the time to make your videos and for sharing your experiences. This really helps with my anxiety and depression.
I have had depression most of my life. You are not alone, I have been to the darker side of this illness. I wake up each day and tell myself it is going to be a wonderful day. I recite affirmations when I am needing that little boost.
Hearing you talk about your depression helped me realise how far I’ve come in my own personal struggle with it. It’s a hard road to recovery some days but it’s so liberating knowing there’s other people out there that are experiencing the same things as you and that things will get better in the end
I know this was posted a couple of years ago but I just wanted to say thank you for being so open and vulnerable with what you have experienced and gone through. I am a mental health therapist and have also struggled with anxiety and depression for most of my life and I am a huge advocate for ending the stigma attached to mental health struggles. We are all trying to survive this human experience and we shouldn't feel alone in the struggles that we have. I am so glad that you got help and I hope that you are in a good place now. I know that when it comes to mental health things can be up and down and finding the right medications and ways to cope are so important.
I think it's absolutely awesome that you went for help when you needed to. I wish more people would understand that mental health is just as important as physical health. If you have an unexplained ache or pain in your body, you go to the dr if it persists... that's just what you do. So when we have mental pain, why must there be a stigma attached when we go to a dr to find out what's going on? I absolutely applaud your courage for not only seeking the help you need, but also for sharing it with us. And honey, you are **not** alone! I have been in and out of therapy for the last 30 years. I'm so happy that you took that first big step... you will be soooo glad you did! **warm hugs** Oh, I would put a cherry blossom emoji but I actually have no idea how to do that! I'm not much of a "youtuber" and have no idea how do do much more than watch, click the thumbs and subscribe. LOL! If anyone would like to tell me how to do emoji's I would really appreciate it! :)
I know this is an older video, but I suffer with bipolar, OCD, PTSD and anxiety. I’m so glad you reached out and got help!
Thank you so much. And ummm, Give yourself a break. You have given me some great advice. It’s time for me as well. The anxiety is getting me but I will do it soon. Just again, thank you and don’t change. Your honesty is very much appreciated. Needed I should say.
God Bless You and KUDOS to you! Thank you for speaking about such a personal and sensative topic!! YOU can not imagine how many people that you have helped speaking about this so openly. I have delt with depression and anxiety my WHOLE life! I can remember as a little girl sitting in a corner just crying not knowing why. I didnt't share this with anyone, not even my mom, who sufferes with this herself her whole life! I didn't see a doctor until I lost my husband 10 years ago January 22nd. I was also put on medication which helped alot but I still have my dark moments. One of my sons, my middle one suffers with the same thing. As you said, it is completely uncontrollable and I always thought that it was just normal and something that I just "had to deal with". If you help at least ONE person talking about this so openly (which I'm sure you have) THANK YOU, just Thank You!! It is a very difficult topic, one that, In my opinion is not talked about enough! I wish you the best of luck in your journey and always remember that you are not alone. I know that you do not know me at all but if you ever need an unbiased ear just to listen or someone to talk to you can find me on Instagram or FB messenger anytime! I love your videos, I can listen to you talk all day! Huge Hugs, Pat
Thanks for sharing your story. That is how we let each other know we are not the only ones that feel this way. I was diagnosed with Bipolar II 2 years ago and also suffer from anxiety. Sometimes it can take a while to find the right medication for your personal chemistry. Dont give up and be open and honest with how you feel. Be sure to take care of yourself first and then everything else will fall into place like it should be.
Rachel Thank you SO much for sharing! I was in Grade 6 when I had my first full blown panic attack! I am now 69! I survived but until 15 or so years ago when I realized I am now free of them. My details are very very similar to yours. You share share share because that's how I found out I was not crazy and that 'others of us were out there too. Hugs!!!
Thank you so much for sharing about your life. I to suffer from depression. I do understand. I do listen to you from time to time. Usually 6 months late, but none the less I do listen
Big hugs Rachel, you are most definitely not alone.... so glad you sort help, first step and its the biggest but you will start feeling more grounded and slowly you will find yourself again without the heaviness of your thoughts. I've lived it myself and completely understand where your coming from , so please know you are never alone in this.. With regards to medication, its like taking an antibiotic for your brain... just as you would if you got a bug.... its all about taking care of yourself and that;s what you're doing, be proud of yourself... Thanks for being so brave and sharing.. :)
Its good that you can open up about things. I suffer from depression and anxiety as well, have for many years and we all need to know we are not alone. I hope things improve for you.
Hi Rachael, I know exactly how you feel. And as far as the girl with the cutting, my kid went through it. When I was called at work about it I immediately realized it was a big cry for help. I got her counseling and shes much better now.
I just subscribed to your channel even though I’ve been watching you for awhile. Kudos to you for NOT deleting this and being brave enough to put yourself out there! I believe that we in general don’t want to hear about other people’s “problems” and I think at least for myself it’s because it makes us think about our own mental state and put a mirror in front of ourselves. Mental health issues and talking about them have been so taboo for forever! Please don’t apologize for your feelings! Take care of yourself and give yourself permission to do what is best for you!
Thank you, Gloria. 💜💜
I enjoyed this video, I also suffer from major panic attacks, since 1986. I went through alot of counseling, I still have panic attacks, now 2020. I also suffer from depression, for which I take meds for. I'm so glad to see you talk about it. Because, some people are ashamed or embarrassed to except it. It helps to talk to a person who doesn't know you to judge you. More people should see a therapist every once in a while as needed. Thank you for being you, and honest ❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻
🌸🌼🍒 My condolences to you and your husband. The first year of grieving is particularly hard because of all the little anniversaries, like Father's Day, birthday, and other special family days. You don't need to do what you have done in the past like going to concerts around the solstice, you can make some new traditions. And I don't expect you to keep to a schedule, especially around holidays. It's your channel! Anyone complaining can start their own and see how hard it really is. And congratulations on almost getting to 3000. 😁😁😁
I really love these videos when I diamond paint I feel calmed down
I would like to say this is my first time commenting but I have been binging your playlist now for the last two or three months. I just recently made a call to my doctor for the first time to get mental health in over 6 years. I have been on medication for these last years but I have felt that in the last few months with everything going on my mental health has really been slipping again, I even had to step away from the workforce because of how bad it has gotten. I agree that it is important to have a good support system and I am trying to find those people while I wait for my doctors appointment which is a bit away cause you know, life right now. I'm so glad you reached out during these times because it's always that first step which can always be scary that will lead you in the right path!
Have just watched this video. And I completely understand where you’re coming from. I have severe depression as well and have had it for over 10 years now. I am so happy you reached out for help ❤️
Good for you! I'm so proud of you for seeking help, that's the hardest step in the journey. I know that you will be successful in your journey because I have seen a very strong young woman in your videos. You may not see it right now, but I do. We all go through periods of vulnerability in our lives that stem from circumstances beyond our control. It's how we react to these circumstances that matters, and by seeking help you have shown that you are willing to get out of your situation and move on with your life. You are one of the people that I most enjoy on RUclips. I'm not watching unboxings right now because I have no impulse control and I can't control my spending. I love WIP and Chat videos, so those are the ones I watch the most. It gives me company while I work away on my projects. I live alone about 4 hours away from my hubby, kids and grandkids due to poor health, and I'm basically a hermit. I'm not unhappy, but my RUclips friends are all of the social interaction I really get. Thank you for putting out such great content. Love you girl.
Thank you Kathy. You made me cry 😭😍 love you too.
I lost my da on January 6th 2019, I have been on an emoticon roller coaster since. One day happy, on day screaming in tears. I never know what it’s going to be. No sleep, a lot of sleep. Drinking, but your constant videos have helped me a lot, thank you.
Hi Rachel Rae, I’m still a newbie with your channel and I really enjoy how real you are. I’m really happy you made this video as I suffered from social anxiety as well. I now feel like I am not alone. Going to the store by myself I would literally see the place cave in like I was about to walk into a dark tunnel. I would have to close my eyes and count, which helped me. No one has the right to judge another person on what is going on in their life. No one is perfect even the ones that think they are. So proud of you for taking steps on getting help. Keep up the good work and love your videos, it’s like having a friend to diamond paint with. 💗💗💗
Been there, kinda doing that now. You have to take care of yourself right now, THAT'S your priority! We love you and need you to be you, so you hang and come back strong! Enjoy your videos but would rather have you well! I freak about going for help too, so I really resemble ALL your remarks!
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Hi Rachel,
Sharing your life on the internet with all of us and being so transparent I’m sure is difficult at times. I always enjoy your videos so just keep being yourself. Thanks for everything that you do.
Rachel, you take care of yourself. I totally understand the struggle of having depression/anxiety issues. I love you girl! Sending you lots of hugs.🤗💖🌈
I am so very proud that you took that step to go in I know a lot of people who struggle with depression and in my state they took away all the psych wards anything like that so anybody who has depression or harmful thoughts they have nobody to go to and I am very honored and proud that you took that step to go and seek help because that's your number one step right there it's to go thank you so much for sharing your story stay strong we are here for you if you need anything I hope you have a wonderful day #vibetribe
You are so strong and thank you for sharing this with us. You have opened my eyes.🍒🌸
Awe, my family always said suck it up buttercup, you have it so much better than others
Never be sorry for being honest, that's why we love you. 🌸 and what ever you decide to do on your videos I for one will be watching. You take care lovely and you know that my inbox is always open massive hugs Cal x
🌺🌺 You are super courageous for coming out and telling your struggles. I know the feeling and I'm sending a virtual hug. 🤗
Thank you, Whitni!
💝🌺 I couldn't find a cherry blossum emoji but I did watch the entire video. Your video was thoughtful and beautifully expressed. You are so brave and blessed by the love and support around you. Many happy days ahead.
God bless.🙏
Jenni from Australia😘
🌸🌸 Thank you so much for sharing ! Much Love ! 🌸🌸
🍒 Couldn't find a cherry blossom, so here is a bunch of cherries to make your day cheerie! Sorry that was sad. I blame it on lack of sleep. Congrats on taking a brave step forward in your health. That is often the hardest step to take. Take care of yourself first because otherwise you won't be able to be there for others when you feel you need to (which you don't unless you want to). Take as long of a break on here as you need to. We will still be here when you come back.
I love your videos and love to hear you talk. You do have a very soothing voice. I also love the pics of Ireland you post on Instagram.
Hello Rachel Rae. How are you? Hope you're doing well. I've just heard/seen your WIP and I was happy to hear you share your story. Thank you! Alot of us need to understand the differences and how to manage mental illness. Thank you again for sharing!!🌸🍒
Hi Rachel, I think you are very brave to share your personal feelings with us.
In the second part of this video you were saying that tomorrow is the solstice. This was neat cuz I realized you were taping it on my birthday (June 20) I didn’t know you back then. I started diamond painting in January 2021 and right away discovered I like your posts the best. Got lots of your videos to catch up on.
I'm glad you have asked for help because now that you have once you begin your pill you will begin to feel better. They take a while to get in your system. No one will judge you. There are so many of us in this situation. Keep your chin up and you will come out the other side. Were all here for you if you need to talk get in touch. X I know you don't know me but I feel that by watching your videos I know you.
Thank you for taking the chance, and sharing with us :) I'm glad you are on this journey now, and you may have to unlearn some of your go to coping skills and learn new ones, but it takes time. I have been on a very similar jorney for 30 years, (I'm 63), so I can certainly relate. Be kind to yourself, love yourself, and take it a day at a time :)
Am so glad you talked about this .I went through the same thing over thinking gets me every time am in counseling now . yes i tear up alot lol Thank you for sharing your story your not alone ❤🙏
🌺🌹💖 I have loved your videos since I discovered u tube in the beginning of year, you are a awesome individual, just keep being YOU. I will always be here. AND I understand and can completely relate to what you are saying. Stay strong and Blessed 💖🦄🍀
You have great strength and courage. Luv your videos, they are the highlight of my day. Take care.🌸
I am so glad that you did not delete that footage. I will be subscribing as soon as I type this comment....no...I will subscribe now. I actually have been watching your videos for a few days now. I started when I started my first diamond painting that I have had for months but not enough nerve to even open. I have watched just about all of the playlist of how to diamond paint. I absolutely love your voice. I have since ordered several items through amazon that I seen you use. As far as the the footage that I am glad you kept....lets just say you have helped me more than I can ever express. To make a long story short...I believe I have always had Seasonal Affective Disorder since I was about 8. In the 1980s I wouldnt dare tell anyone which I should have told my mom. Anyway, lets just say even though my situation isnt severe and I dont suffer all the time, its still non the less a situation that I did eventually get help for. I have had a hard time this week and its so ironic that I stumbled upon your page and last night and today which was really bad....YOU REALLY HELPED. So thank you. By the way Im in Virginia as well. I used to cross stitch at one point in life but now I just crochet, knit and loom knit. All which I just learned in the last 2 years. Now I am diamond painting!
🍒 I always watch to the end! I love your gentle loving heart!!! 💜
Hugs and Prayers to You and Luna!
❤️ you are amazing for sharing your struggle❤️
I'm so proud of you that you were brave and talked to the doctor. It is the hardest thing in the world but, as you know now, so very worth it.
Listening to you talk about how you've felt is like hearing my own thoughts spoken back to me. I've been fortunate enough that my family wasn't like yours but one of my biggest hurdles was getting over my misconceptions about what depression can be.
I always thought that you weren't REALLY depressed if you could get up, bathe, feed yourself and go to work. I never understood that my inability to do non-essential but normal stuff (like cleaning and crafting or getting out of the house when I didn't absolutely have to) was a symptom. My total lack of motivation was a symptom. My random anger at unknown situations was my anxiety talking. And on and on. I knew I wasn't happy. I knew something wasn't right. But I wasn't bad enough. It took a long time to realize that being functional, but only just, is not the same thing as being ok. And being ok isn't the same thing as actually being GOOD.
I'm so glad you've been able to take your own advice. You are so very worth getting help and you are so worth being GOOD.
Yes, all of those things. You just read my mind. Thank you for writing that out.
@@RachelRaeCraft You're very welcome. :)
I dont personally know you but I am so proud of you for getting help. I know exactly how you feel, our story is similar. It took about a month or 2 after taking zoloft for it to work for me and you WILL get better. I still suffer from it and it does come in bouts but when you are feeling your worst just know that THIS TOO SHALL PASS. You ARE NOT ALONE. Hugs! Anxiety and depression are both different but both HORRIBLE. People need to be nice and understand. I hope you are feeling better Rachel.
Thank you Ruby, it does seem to be getting better! 💜
Thank you for being so open and honest. Hugs!
🌸🌸Thanks for sharing! I understand everything you were talking about because I deal with all of those same issues and I have since I was a little girl. I'm so glad that you went and got yourself help and I hope and pray it'll make a huge difference in how you feel in your day-to-day life. I have been watching your videos for awhile and really enjoy them.
Thank you for RABBITING! Love love love RABBITING! Also, very proud of you for sharing your story, gives me encouragement to open up myself. Sending you lots of love from Norf Cackalacki 💖🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸
So sorry Rachel. I am glad that you sought help. You are such a lovely person.
🌸💜 Thank you for sharing your story. You are an inspiration. Love watching you. Sending positive thoughts, love, hugs and prayers. 💜
Thank you, Elaine. ☺️
Hi love your channel. Thanks for sharing your story. I can relate to the depression issues. I have been battling depression my whole adult life. I was on meds for about 3 years and I also tried counseling several years ago and it did help me. I don’t socialize alot so just having someone to talk to really helped. Now I just learned to live with it. I truly hope you find some help.🙏
Thank you for sharing your story, Barbara. I feel so much better now that I'm on a path of wellness. 😊
OMG SPECTACULAR!!💖
Fair warning, I'm just going to comment any time I have a thought...
On the topic of birds and loved ones...around here some people say that when you see a cardinal, it is a loved one who has passed who is coming back to visit you.
I never saw cardinals overmuch even after dad and pop both passed. But since I lost mom, I see cardinals pretty regularly but generally only near our house. I say hi to my mom every time I see one.
So I get why the robins meant so much. And I do believe that the ones we've lost find ways to communicate with us and help us. Sometimes even guide us. There's a certain kind of synchronicity that sometimes just can't be ignored.
I know the feeling of struggling with depression. Thankfully I got help and am doing so much better. Thanks for sharing.
Give you current situation in the US, some of the old feelings may resurface. It's ok to not be ok. You have a community of caring people watching out for you 😍🤗🤗💖
🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇🥇😢I cried. 😁 I laughed. 🤗 I cheered. You are awesome Rachel. Small steps. Sometimes you have to go back one step to go forward two steps. Hugs little one...💖💝💟💗
Thank you 💜💜
I found this video because I’ve been desperately looking for something to keep my mind from racing and wondering. I’ve struggled with depression and anxiety throughout my life and lately I’ve just felt off. I’m not happy and but I’m also not sad. I just feel blah if that makes any sense. No energy but not tiered enough to sleep. I’ve been trying to “snap out of my funk” so I decided to try and give myself something new to keep my focus and it happened to be buying a diamond painting on Amazon. I finished it tonight and I’m hooked so I turned on my tablet searched Diamond painting to calm my mind so I could drift off to sleep. Your video is what popped up. What is the odds! Hearing your story made me feel less alone and gave me the kick in the bum to set up a appointment tomorrow. Thank you!
I'm so glad to hear it. You're worth it! And enjoy the diamond painting. I find it so soothing.
SENSITIVE MATERIAL!!! I once told my sister what I felt would cause her to have a panic attack. To imagine her children as toddlers locked in or out of a windowless building alone. A building that she could not access. Also in the building is a caged lion that broke free. That was enough for her to realize that she felt she could move earth itself to tear the door off of its hinges. It’s an uncontrollable and overwhelming feeling that sneaks up on you and it takes a LOT of fast talking to realize that it is just a feeling. At 6 years old I was raped and at 9 started having panic attacks. Until spring of 2019 I was hooked on bennies. I’m feeling great now that I’m clean for almost a year thanks to a very understanding Dr. No matter who you are, you have your own cross to bear but you don’t have to carry it alone. By talking about things like this the world becomes a smaller less scary place to be and we can all find that someone else who shares the same story as we do. No one else’s story is less important or terrible than your own and everyones story is as individual as we are and we can all find comfort in telling our story to one another. Thank you dear girl for speaking up and allowing us to know that you are just as dented as the rest of us. 🤗🤪😁
So happy to hear that you sought help. I have fought depression for most of my adult life and am so thankful I got help. So happy to see you and look forward to hearing more.💖
🌸 Take care of yourself! The anxiety road is real and one I’ve been on most of my life. You are in my thoughts this week.
Very beautiful video, thanks for sharing big like from us!
Rachel i know and understand exactly where you are coming from. I have had this same problem and you are right...its easy for people to tell you that its in your head and dont overthink everything...but honestly they have no idea what its like or the problems that it causes for your entire body. I can make myself physically sick and its not something i can control. I do go to counseling and am on medication for it...but its still a struggle everyday because theres unfortunately not a simple cure. Thank you for sharing your experience and you should never feel afraid of what people will think of you. Just you sharing shows your strength because it is not easy to put yourself out there. I support you and as someone who has the same problem...i am here for you if you need to talk. Im so thankful that i found your channel💖🐼💖🐼
Thank you, Panda Girl 💜
I’m so sorry I’m so late to watching this, but Rachel everything you said was straight to the heart. I have felt and feel the exact same way. Thankyou for sharing and Thankyou for being so brave to do so.🌸🌸
I just want to say thank you for putting your story out there. And also thank you because after listening to you I have realized that the smart thing for me to do is contact my doctor because I too have been going through some stuff... stress and depression.... and I think it's best to do something about it now before it gets any worse. Thank you!
Thank you for sharing. While you feel the need to “convince” yourself not to unload your troubles, you should know that you are helping so many others. I feel daily what you feel. I can not however get help because I have no insurance. I manage to fool others. They think I’m strong but I’ve learned quite well to hide it because it’s an issue that Ive had since childhood. Do what you need because you never know when you might actually save someone’s life by letting them know they aren’t alone and life isn’t all sunshine and roses. Thank you for everything.
I don’t understand why someone would hit the thumbs down on this. Kick someone when they are down is what I’m thinking. Shameful. I want to say thank you for sharing, I very much enjoy watching/listening to you as I start my own DP journey. You are a diamond in the rough. Stay strong and stay true to yourself. And ignore the negativity that’s everywhere, you are very inspirational
🌸sending you lots of hugs and you are in my thoughts and prayers. You are a brave soul to express your self and I believe it to be theraputic. No apologies needed Hugsssss 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸
🌸Loved the video. I lost my Dad 12 years ago and it still feels like yesterday. Take the time you need to grieve. If you want to talk I’m here :-)
🌸You are so wonderful. Take care of you.
Thank you for sharing your story. It took me a out 8 years to get help for anxiety, depression, PTSD etc. You know those who say put a bandaid on it and it was one of those who made me do look PISSED I called the VA hotline and the nurse sent me to the psychiatrist the next day. I have good and bad days but it's good to know I'm not alone. 😚❤❤❤
🌸🦄. Take your time Rachel.
Just be you and take care of yourself we love and support you 💖
You don't need to be scared of what people may think, I have diagnosed anxiety and epilepsy, i haven't had a seizure since 2014i live with anxiety every day for years and i can control on my own and I don't have medication for it, and i can be hard when telling people what we have because they don't understand what we are going through on a daily basis you'll be alright and don't let it get to you, hugs
Good for you!! Proud of you!
I believe your right about your sighting of the Robins. Here in the State we see Red Cardinals. I see them all the time when I am thinking of my daughter who passed away 6 yrs ago. I a sorry about your depression. Hope you are getting better. Our prayers are with you.
🌸🌸🌸 thank you so much for sharing this ❤️
I just started watching your channel. I appreciate you doing this video. I have had mental illness for thirty years. I first got diagnosed when I was eleven. I know it's hard to accept, but talking about it helps. Don't give up on the meds just yet. It sometimes takes up to a month or even six weeks before you see the full effect. I don't know why your doctor said a week. It starts working in a week, but it can take longer to get the full effect. Thank you for talking about your journey. People who say negative things, but think they are helping, can be tough to deal with. You have my support, and you are in my thoughts and prayers, as well. You can do this. I know it's easier said than done, but you really can make it through this, with the help of others, and/or medication and/or councelling. God bless you in all you do, and take as much time as you need away from RUclips. We'll be here when you're ready.
Thank you Cheryl. That means a lot. I think they meant I wouldn't see any noticeable change for a week or two, but the full effect definitely will take longer. I will keep you all posted. And to think I almost didn't post this video out of fear, but you all are so kind.
There's nothing to be ashamed of when it comes to mental health. It's a health issue and is just as important as any other health issue.