This is why I never unsub from people because sometimes they come back. 😁I wish more people would un private their old videos because some are so nostalgic for the older days of RUclips.
As someone who has multiple autoimmune diseases at a relatively young age (just turned 35!) it’s comforting to know I’m not alone though I wouldn’t wish any of this on you. It’s such a journey, figuring out all of this health stuff. I’m still struggling and learning.
I am so glad you decided to come back , i was trying to find your curly hair video but couldn't find it , thought you deleted your channel and was praying for you to be alright , you are so beautiful and strong , you will bounce back bigger and better - good luck ❤
Lillian, going through serious health isssues as you have been, it is completely understandable - mental and physical health is the priority - BUT that being said, very happy you decided to not give up on youtube :) I find your voice and your presence very calming and pleasant to watch :)
There is so much I relate to in this video, but the one thing that really hit me is when you said that you left RUclips because you weren't strong enough to continue sharing the way you were. And I'm sure in the moment it felt that way, just as so many of us I'm sure have felt before, but in reality, looking at you now, it really seems like you simply had the emotional intelligence and strength to recognize you needed something different for yourself in the moment, and I think that's so honorable and genuine ❤
Its so good to see you again! I have also been diagnosed with an autoimmune disease and its really refreshing seeing someone talk openly about stuff like that. But even if you choose to not speak about that, I really love your other videos too and your whole vibe and presence. Im excited to watch your next videos!!
I can't tell you how happy it made me to see this video pop up on my feed! I found you, gosh, nearly 10 years ago and I loved watching your videos. You have such an effortless grace about you that I've always admired. I was sad when I wasn't even able to re-watch old videos because they were privated. However, your reasonings are totally understandable. It's scary to make yourself so vulnerable to so many strangers. But I do think most of us were in your corner and hoping for the best for you. Anyway, I'm happy to know you're feeling more confident and were able to take some time away from RUclips to get your groundings again. Glad to have you back! 😊
Gosh this is not my place to say or comment but with everything that you shared about wanting to be a mother, i hope you adopt one day. YOU Lillian Masie would be such a great nurturing and caring mother. It is just so clear and obvious that there are children out there who would be blessed to have you as their mother.
i got diagnosed with an autoimmune disease a few years ago (in my 20's) and then more chronic illnesses seem to tag along.. i completely holed up in to myself as it was a physical condition, but also mental strain too. it's so much! I'm so glad you are taking and took care of yourself, and it's something i need to take care of too. Again, I'm glad you're back too and definitely share when you can, when you want.
I remember watching your vids years ago and always loved them as you have such a calming presense. Was sad when you left, but I'm soo happy to see you back!
It is great to have you back, I have been watching you for many years and have missed your beautiful soft calming voice. I really enjoyed your videos opening beauty boxes with your mum. You also had me in tears when talking about your infertility as I was going through that at the same time, now I am happy with my wee furbaby. Glad you are happy in life
Lillian thank you for coming back. I found your tutorials so good and still informs how I put bronzer on to this day lol. I also had a diagnosis of Hashimoto's and thyroid cancer at 26 years old and I've been unsuccessfully trying to get pregnant. The whole fertility thing for me at the moment is extremely triggering. It's not the life I would have chose, but it's the life that's in front of me now. It took a long time to process chronic illness / autoimmune disease and you doing it all online is really impressive and brave for your vulnerability, my triggered self could never rn haha. I think your current self looks more mature, as if you weathered hard times and integrated your self and your new self with those tough times. It is an evolution. And if we process it correctly and embrace it, I think it has to be somehow for the better, right :D. Cheers and really excited to watching your new content x
nothing to be embaressed about is exactly right! when i watch some old videos, im brought back to the time i was watching them and its so comforting! i remember buying a blush when you showed your makeup routine and i never forgot it =) so happy to see you are feeling better and you are back. health is top priority.
C est tout à fait compréhensible, il faut beaucoup de courage et de distance pour parler ouvertement de ses problèmes à des inconnus. I m sure you helped a lot of peopoe! Welcome back 🍾
I really missed you. Soooo glad you're back ❤ I'm going through health issues, and it's upended my life. I totally get needing a break. I do too. Wishing you every wonderful thing 😘
I’m so glad that you are back. I remember that back then I wanted to have monthly Ipsy bags so badly but of course it wasn’t available in Europe. 😂 Since then I grew up myself too, and it’s great to see your new contents.
it’s so nice to see your face here again 😊you have such a lovely aura, i’m a fan of anything you create!! looking forward to the next treat you give us ❤️
It’s so understandable to have to have a break away from social media and sometimes everything. Having the shock of so much in one go can be really hard to process at times and especially wanting to go through IVF you want to feel relaxed throughout the process and having the weight and pressure on your shoulders with viewers and your subscribers on the journey and how your feeling is a struggle when sometimes you don’t really know yourself how you feel. I had my daughter last year in July and the complete hormone change and identity change is so scary! I can imagine with the change of everything can also be the same because it’s a change that’s happened in your life. Looking at yourself in the mirror and not feeling like you are you is so emotionally draining. Your so beautiful inside and out and I know it’s so easy for me to say but can be so hard to accept in yourself. You’ve come on a massive journey and you have so much support from all your subscribers and your family and friends. Coming back to RUclips, just do whatever you feel comfortable with and take your time❤ we’re all here for you and I will always be your listener if you ever need anyone to talk to. Can’t wait to see your next video ❤
This is why I never unsub from people because sometimes they come back. 😁I wish more people would un private their old videos because some are so nostalgic for the older days of RUclips.
omg I WAS LOOKING FOR YOU and couldn't find your channel I'm so happy you're back
As someone who has multiple autoimmune diseases at a relatively young age (just turned 35!) it’s comforting to know I’m not alone though I wouldn’t wish any of this on you. It’s such a journey, figuring out all of this health stuff. I’m still struggling and learning.
Yesss SUCH a journey and I’m so sorry you’re dealing with autoimmune diseases too.❤️
I'm so happy you're back!!!! The you tube space is brighter with you in it!
I am so glad you decided to come back , i was trying to find your curly hair video but couldn't find it , thought you deleted your channel and was praying for you to be alright , you are so beautiful and strong , you will bounce back bigger and better - good luck ❤
Lillian, going through serious health isssues as you have been, it is completely understandable - mental and physical health is the priority - BUT that being said, very happy you decided to not give up on youtube :) I find your voice and your presence very calming and pleasant to watch :)
Aw I’m so happy you saw my comment🥰 you really deserve all the best. So happy your back! ❤
Girl I was wondering where you’ve been. I used to love watching your videos.
Awww! Well I’m glad to tell you I’m back and I made over 100 of my old videos public again! 😊
Welcome back! I’m so happy and couldn’t believe it. 😭✨💖👏
Aww that’s so sweet, thank you!! New videos soon :)
There is so much I relate to in this video, but the one thing that really hit me is when you said that you left RUclips because you weren't strong enough to continue sharing the way you were. And I'm sure in the moment it felt that way, just as so many of us I'm sure have felt before, but in reality, looking at you now, it really seems like you simply had the emotional intelligence and strength to recognize you needed something different for yourself in the moment, and I think that's so honorable and genuine ❤
Its so good to see you again! I have also been diagnosed with an autoimmune disease and its really refreshing seeing someone talk openly about stuff like that. But even if you choose to not speak about that, I really love your other videos too and your whole vibe and presence. Im excited to watch your next videos!!
I can't tell you how happy it made me to see this video pop up on my feed! I found you, gosh, nearly 10 years ago and I loved watching your videos. You have such an effortless grace about you that I've always admired. I was sad when I wasn't even able to re-watch old videos because they were privated. However, your reasonings are totally understandable. It's scary to make yourself so vulnerable to so many strangers. But I do think most of us were in your corner and hoping for the best for you. Anyway, I'm happy to know you're feeling more confident and were able to take some time away from RUclips to get your groundings again. Glad to have you back! 😊
I’m so glad you’re in a spot where you feel comfortable again to reconnect with us ❤ so happy to have you back on RUclips!
Gosh this is not my place to say or comment but with everything that you shared about wanting to be a mother, i hope you adopt one day. YOU Lillian Masie would be such a great nurturing and caring mother. It is just so clear and obvious that there are children out there who would be blessed to have you as their mother.
i got diagnosed with an autoimmune disease a few years ago (in my 20's) and then more chronic illnesses seem to tag along.. i completely holed up in to myself as it was a physical condition, but also mental strain too. it's so much! I'm so glad you are taking and took care of yourself, and it's something i need to take care of too. Again, I'm glad you're back too and definitely share when you can, when you want.
Discovered your videos years ago and loved them and your style, so glad you’re back ❤
Aww thank you! ❤️
OMG Lillian I missed you! I remember trying to find your old room tour for inspo and getting so sad that it was gone! Haha. Hope you're doing well!
So glad you’re back! Take care of you - we’ll still be here. ❤
Really appreciate that ❤️❤️
I remember watching your vids years ago and always loved them as you have such a calming presense. Was sad when you left, but I'm soo happy to see you back!
It’s so strange but you popped into my head today while I was getting ready. And here you are! 5 years later! Happy to see you back.
It is great to have you back, I have been watching you for many years and have missed your beautiful soft calming voice. I really enjoyed your videos opening beauty boxes with your mum. You also had me in tears when talking about your infertility as I was going through that at the same time, now I am happy with my wee furbaby. Glad you are happy in life
Lillian thank you for coming back.
I found your tutorials so good and still informs how I put bronzer on to this day lol.
I also had a diagnosis of Hashimoto's and thyroid cancer at 26 years old and I've been unsuccessfully trying to get pregnant. The whole fertility thing for me at the moment is extremely triggering. It's not the life I would have chose, but it's the life that's in front of me now. It took a long time to process chronic illness / autoimmune disease and you doing it all online is really impressive and brave for your vulnerability, my triggered self could never rn haha.
I think your current self looks more mature, as if you weathered hard times and integrated your self and your new self with those tough times. It is an evolution. And if we process it correctly and embrace it, I think it has to be somehow for the better, right :D.
Cheers and really excited to watching your new content x
nothing to be embaressed about is exactly right! when i watch some old videos, im brought back to the time i was watching them and its so comforting! i remember buying a blush when you showed your makeup routine and i never forgot it =) so happy to see you are feeling better and you are back. health is top priority.
I'm glad you're back!
Thank youuuu! 😊
C est tout à fait compréhensible, il faut beaucoup de courage et de distance pour parler ouvertement de ses problèmes à des inconnus. I m sure you helped a lot of peopoe! Welcome back 🍾
Very true! Thank you ❤️
I really missed you. Soooo glad you're back ❤ I'm going through health issues, and it's upended my life. I totally get needing a break. I do too. Wishing you every wonderful thing 😘
I’m so happy to see you back!!😘
🥰🥰🥰
I’m so glad that you are back. I remember that back then I wanted to have monthly Ipsy bags so badly but of course it wasn’t available in Europe. 😂 Since then I grew up myself too, and it’s great to see your new contents.
We see you Lillian 💖 and we adore you as much as ever for the wonderful person you truly are 💖
it’s so nice to see your face here again 😊you have such a lovely aura, i’m a fan of anything you create!! looking forward to the next treat you give us ❤️
Sometimes you truly have to let it go to find your way back to yourself or to your true self... 🌹
Good for you! Glad you're back 💛
It’s so understandable to have to have a break away from social media and sometimes everything. Having the shock of so much in one go can be really hard to process at times and especially wanting to go through IVF you want to feel relaxed throughout the process and having the weight and pressure on your shoulders with viewers and your subscribers on the journey and how your feeling is a struggle when sometimes you don’t really know yourself how you feel. I had my daughter last year in July and the complete hormone change and identity change is so scary! I can imagine with the change of everything can also be the same because it’s a change that’s happened in your life. Looking at yourself in the mirror and not feeling like you are you is so emotionally draining. Your so beautiful inside and out and I know it’s so easy for me to say but can be so hard to accept in yourself. You’ve come on a massive journey and you have so much support from all your subscribers and your family and friends. Coming back to RUclips, just do whatever you feel comfortable with and take your time❤ we’re all here for you and I will always be your listener if you ever need anyone to talk to.
Can’t wait to see your next video ❤
proud of you Lil!
Appreciate it Kev!! ❤️
Go volunteer at a school or daycare and mom it up for a bit. Go home and sleep and your body will get into the flow
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Yoooooo!
YOOOOO!!! ❤❤
You need acupuncture and herbs.. steroids are the worst choice. You will not regret this.
I so glad that you back .. wish you all the best
Thank you so much!! 🥰
I can’t wait for you to post your current infertility update video!! 🫶🏼🥰