Though I may struggled with thoughts of not wanting to be here anymore, doesn’t mean I’m going to just take my life or just give up. I may sometimes question my mentality, but I know when I’ve experienced something real. The time I gave up on allot of my friends was when I told them not to dabble into certain things. It was too late for me to realize; even if proof slapped them in the face they were still going to do what they wanted anyway. I quoted, in 2006-2007, “demons and the devil exist, as much as God does exist.” I didn’t have to be the Ned Flanders to demonize myself to prove the Devil and demons exist, but I practically did that anyway, when I dabbled into using the ouija board with a few friends. They tore small pieces of paper and wrote a number or letter on each. I had said no to this game before.. this time I chose to try it. This whole even, just 1 well before my 16 birthday and I already knew this was one of the worst choices in my life. All my life already, I’ve seen ghosts. Since I was 2 to the present, I remain sensitive to picking up the intentions of others around me. I know when God is talking to me and when the devil is. I didn’t and don’t enjoy the times in my life I can hear the devil saying things, pretending to be God. So, late July of 2006-October of 2008 I’d been dabbling daily, because I’d chosen to be in an intimate bond with the devil, with a plot behind it. By this time I kept to myself even more, even the times I did hang out with the 2 closest friends I had, which were the same friends that were there that night this all began. They never did really like me for me, though, may Sage and Lizzy be doing well, I wish them the best, though I don’t talk to them anymore. Suicidal thoughts had grown stronger between the few years I’d dabbled. When I finally cut myself off from dabbling, because I wasn’t going to kill myself for the devil or anyone, the results of deceiving the deceiver began. From being attacked during sleep, things randomly turning on by themselves, etc. other strange events came up and I had to push the devil and demons away by demanding that they cease these activities. Some strange activities will still come up, but that’s only if I’m wasted and smoked too much weed. *Big Hugs* Sad Chill. God bless you. Thank you for another awesome day, and may you stay safe during your awesome adventures! 👍
the slowed version of this song is so good
not even a minute in and already loving it
exsetty Keeps fuckin killin it
Still play this at least once a week.
Yo for real no lie all my feeling are described in this song.
this is fucking beautiful
Barely started the song, already *drowned* in the music. Always 💘 the music exsetty makes!
exsetty killing it ❤️
I love every minute of this song and thanks for helping me get through stuff sad chill ❤️
_sends chills down my spine_
Beautiful song
nunca me canso...
Jeeze.. Knew that this was going to be a banger just seconds in! Love the vibes so dam much
Love this song
In love with this
i love exsetty
BlaZe_Be would really appreciate a listen from you 🙏🏿🙏🏿 ruclips.net/video/xBiI8GSdqkw/видео.html
Lyrics awesome
exsetty wow such nice vocalizing
Does exsetty has youtube page? I like his music..
SO GOOD❤👀
Much love from Germany.
exsetty is bae
Beautiful song
I no longer feel my heart in 1000 pieces😭💔
Love exsetty :)
Though I may struggled with thoughts of not wanting to be here anymore, doesn’t mean I’m going to just take my life or just give up. I may sometimes question my mentality, but I know when I’ve experienced something real. The time I gave up on allot of my friends was when I told them not to dabble into certain things. It was too late for me to realize; even if proof slapped them in the face they were still going to do what they wanted anyway. I quoted, in 2006-2007, “demons and the devil exist, as much as God does exist.” I didn’t have to be the Ned Flanders to demonize myself to prove the Devil and demons exist, but I practically did that anyway, when I dabbled into using the ouija board with a few friends. They tore small pieces of paper and wrote a number or letter on each. I had said no to this game before.. this time I chose to try it. This whole even, just 1 well before my 16 birthday and I already knew this was one of the worst choices in my life. All my life already, I’ve seen ghosts. Since I was 2 to the present, I remain sensitive to picking up the intentions of others around me. I know when God is talking to me and when the devil is. I didn’t and don’t enjoy the times in my life I can hear the devil saying things, pretending to be God. So, late July of 2006-October of 2008 I’d been dabbling daily, because I’d chosen to be in an intimate bond with the devil, with a plot behind it. By this time I kept to myself even more, even the times I did hang out with the 2 closest friends I had, which were the same friends that were there that night this all began. They never did really like me for me, though, may Sage and Lizzy be doing well, I wish them the best, though I don’t talk to them anymore. Suicidal thoughts had grown stronger between the few years I’d dabbled. When I finally cut myself off from dabbling, because I wasn’t going to kill myself for the devil or anyone, the results of deceiving the deceiver began. From being attacked during sleep, things randomly turning on by themselves, etc. other strange events came up and I had to push the devil and demons away by demanding that they cease these activities. Some strange activities will still come up, but that’s only if I’m wasted and smoked too much weed. *Big Hugs* Sad Chill. God bless you. Thank you for another awesome day, and may you stay safe during your awesome adventures! 👍
fkn love this guy ♥
Heart Hz 心痛 would really appreciate a listen from you 🙏🏿🙏🏿 ruclips.net/video/xBiI8GSdqkw/видео.html
this is great !
I love this song and I know the producer but what is the link to this beat 😩😩😩
can't wait till your merch drops c:
This beat
What is the name of this beat
love this shit.
🖤💔🖤💔🖤💔🖤
Você e brasileira ne?
🖤
🙌🙌🖤
Firstt 💗💗
probably online watching taekook videos would really appreciate a listen from you 🙏🏿🙏🏿 ruclips.net/video/xBiI8GSdqkw/видео.html
💕
⚘🤺
ayy new exsetty sunday is better
🖤🤘
🔥🙏
❤️
1st.💕
😱💜💜
Lyrics?
🎤🎶🎶🎶🖤
😭❤😭❤😭❤
Can I put this on my channel with spanish lyrics?
yes just credit
how do you make those backgrounds?
😻💜😻
Feel you sad chill
棒
Kill love...play on rage..
"There is a great difference in feeling alive rather than being alive."
exsetty everyone knows that youre not a 200 IQ quote man chill
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So tem eu de brasileiro por aqui? BR💚💛
E nois
Passa no meu canal la tem musicas depre como essas
Sopa do Macaco uma delicia
More than 1 mim...
.
Yes you are correct
It's min not mim
Salúdame
1 mim
when will I fucking meet a hot goth boy/girl sheesh
UwU
Free promo ?? Cause i got a chill one check it out u'll love it
♥