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  • Опубликовано: 29 мар 2024
  • A lot of stuff has happened that caused me to take a well needed mental break. Not there quite yet, but I am trying.
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  • @SaucyNetworkEntertainment
    @SaucyNetworkEntertainment  3 месяца назад +61

    Not to mention my youtube account was hijacked for the second time. All of this happened in a span of 1-2 weeks so bear with me. Even more things piled on top of this. When it rains, it pours. I also don't like to be THAT guy and post a lot of videos or posts about my mental health and bring the mood down. You guys are here to get entertainment from me so I didnt want to produce content that might have been affected by my emotions, which might have resulted in lower quality content in general.
    This will be the only video about these subjects. I want to still thank you all for your patience. Everybody on the Discord has been amazing and has reached out to me to talk about it all. If you are also dealing with things you want to talk about with others, reach out to me or anyone on the discord and I am sure you will be suprised how many people would like to offer an ear.

    • @saledin-wd2gj
      @saledin-wd2gj 2 месяца назад

      Hey man, stay strong,
      I had been following you since 2013,
      Sad to see you like this,
      coz I lost respect to most of youtubers, bigger than your channel, that i used to watch due to scandals & nonsense,
      I found your channel again after all this years,
      and I do hope you be better
      good luck

  • @babylegs5049
    @babylegs5049 3 месяца назад +30

    It didn't pour, it flooded you. I can only relate to the breakup with you, my girl broke up with me 5 months ago and it was rough going through that, especially when you're not expecting it. I can't imagine trying to go through all of that at once though. You're a human being, you need time to digest all that shit and get yourself right, anyone who doesn't understand that can kick rocks. Do what you gotta do to get right, if need be, screw YT and don't second guess it if it ends up being easier on you. I hope you get through this, stay strong.

    • @SaucyNetworkEntertainment
      @SaucyNetworkEntertainment  3 месяца назад +1

      Man it was a rough one. I dont want to go into the details to respect her privacy but it went from building a future together to i dont want to even speak to you in 2-3 weeks. But yeah i gues we will just heal and move on. Light enters where the wound is so i gues i learn whatever i can learn from this experiences and use it the next time life throws a curve ball at me. Thank you. if you want to talk about anything, hit me up on discord.

    • @shad598
      @shad598 3 месяца назад

      Been there too Saucy, although not all at the same time. You sharing your experience and your feelings command respect. It require a particular strength to do this. You can be proud of what you’ve achieved

  • @zentek777
    @zentek777 3 месяца назад +3

    Stay strong brother. Still plenty of time left until Broken Arrow comes out, so enjoy your social life while it lasts. Plenty of fishes in the sea.

  • @henrikguggenberger1602
    @henrikguggenberger1602 3 месяца назад +8

    Stay Strong ✊️.
    It may sound strange, but if you find that it continues to affect you in a psychological way, be honest with yourself and seek help from a professional psychologist. Several setbacks in my past almost made me break down completely. I wouldn't be where I am now without professional help.
    All the best
    Greetings from Germany

  • @FoxesGamesHQ
    @FoxesGamesHQ 3 месяца назад +2

    I love your warm and calm voice during Warno battles. be Well!

  • @Frell1982
    @Frell1982 3 месяца назад +6

    Don‘t worry, just do your thing in your time!

  • @khnelli4918
    @khnelli4918 3 месяца назад +5

    Hey man, it's alright if Life keeps you busy. Don't feel pressured to upload daily, your health is more important than YT content.
    Thanks for the Update, and stay safe.

  • @anglosaxon5874
    @anglosaxon5874 3 месяца назад +7

    Sorry to hear about your breakup and medical condition as well as a member of your family's medical condition.
    As a former senior nurse in cardio-thoracic surgery HDU, I recommend that you take vitamin D3 [80+% of the world population is deficient especially in northern latitudes and this time of year] as it is the main chemical/compound that the body needs for the immune system, healthy bones/muscles/brain [health/mood] and also is vital in hundreds of chemical reactions to produce other vital components the body needs. It also plays a major part in anti-inflammation which causes disease processes.
    I hope things clear up for you soon. Take one day at a time and go at your pace. You come first and it is much appreciated that you kept us informed and we are routing for you.

    • @SaucyNetworkEntertainment
      @SaucyNetworkEntertainment  3 месяца назад +1

      oh yeah vitamin D3 (lack of) is definitely one of the causes behind my condition

    • @anglosaxon5874
      @anglosaxon5874 3 месяца назад +2

      @@SaucyNetworkEntertainment Take it how you want to! Just trying to be helpful!!

    • @SaucyNetworkEntertainment
      @SaucyNetworkEntertainment  3 месяца назад +2

      you are. thank you for the info! i am taking supplements these days since its not really sunny outside.

    • @anglosaxon5874
      @anglosaxon5874 3 месяца назад +1

      @@SaucyNetworkEntertainment Great job Bolt. As it is [like I said] a major ingredient in the body's defence against all types of ailments and especially the modern day ones like fatty liver/insulin resistance/cancer etc.

  • @ssj5balc
    @ssj5balc 2 месяца назад

    Bolt!!!! Glad to see that you’re doing ok brother!!!! You know I’ve been rocking with you for a long time and I can speak for myself and others here that life can hit you hard sometimes… so take all the time you need bro I’ll support you to the end!!! 🫶🏾

  • @giupi1790
    @giupi1790 3 месяца назад +2

    Can't wait to see your videos again and chill with some good gameplay. We will be here for you man, take care!

  • @Endalaner
    @Endalaner 3 месяца назад +3

    Man, just make sure to take care of yourself and other things are always secondary. It sucks that you got so much ...problems getting at you at the same time. But I must admit, that having the strength to go our to your subs and share this with them - is a huge power move. Hope things will get better for you. Take care, man.

    • @SaucyNetworkEntertainment
      @SaucyNetworkEntertainment  3 месяца назад

      thank you. i felt like you all deserved to know what was going on. I did need some time before sharing it all and first compose myself.

  • @bencohen758
    @bencohen758 3 месяца назад +1

    Stay strong. You will get through this. Your videos have helped me a lot when I’ve been depressed and dealing with my own shit. Take a break, do whatever you need to do. We’ll all be here when you get back I’m sure.

    • @SaucyNetworkEntertainment
      @SaucyNetworkEntertainment  3 месяца назад +1

      that means so much to me. I am actually amazed that my simple gameplay videos have helped you.

  • @berksancak4697
    @berksancak4697 3 месяца назад +1

    Bazen her şey insana nefes aldırmaksızın peş peşe gelir. Ama seni tanıdığım şu kısacık zamanda bütün bu problemlerin altından kalkabilecek güçte olduğunu düşünüyorum.
    Hiç görmediğin ve tanımadığın bir insan senin için iyi şeyler diliyor.
    Stay strong you can handle it 👊

  • @doyoulikefries668
    @doyoulikefries668 3 месяца назад

    Commenting for support. Good luck!!

  • @Hoorang.n.a
    @Hoorang.n.a 3 месяца назад +1

    Oh man, it was hard to hear these problems too, but I am proud of you for fighting for the health of your body and soul and that you are still standing.We Persians say that after every valley, there is a peak and after night, day comes.
    So stay strong because this path will make you grow more👊
    I wish you the best:)

  • @huntersteven
    @huntersteven 3 месяца назад

    Great to see you again. Stay strong, life has a strange way of making us find our inner strength. Take the time you need, we will be there when you come back.

  • @xDanilor
    @xDanilor 3 месяца назад

    don't feel pressured to post. Take your time, life really isn't easy at all. Wish you all the best

  • @wjorst6159
    @wjorst6159 2 месяца назад

    stay strong brother, i'll be here waiting for your videos, my condolonces from the breakup and the health problems, when shit happens, usually we tend to seek support from our partner, but damn, she left you, and this is just at the lowest point in life, i really hope that you would get better my friend

  • @vfgbffbcx3649
    @vfgbffbcx3649 3 месяца назад +1

    The second you said break up I felt that bro. Same here. We just gotta do what's good for us glad to see your still doing what you wan

    • @SaucyNetworkEntertainment
      @SaucyNetworkEntertainment  3 месяца назад +1

      i just need to find the motivation. right now im at a spot where i can kinda do some things with enjoyment like playing some fallout 4 to pass time, so i hope making content becomes one of those things soon enough

    • @vfgbffbcx3649
      @vfgbffbcx3649 3 месяца назад +1

      @@SaucyNetworkEntertainment ill give you my secret recipe to my version of nirvana. 3 shots of jim bean and a joint. Suddenly I'll feel a lot better. And I feel like I play warno better with that combination lol. Keep your head high though well get through it king

  • @herrvorragend3103
    @herrvorragend3103 3 месяца назад +1

    You are not alone. You made the right dicisions

  • @peterbredo7019
    @peterbredo7019 3 месяца назад

    All at once - the signature of life. All the best to you and yours.

  • @YellowshortsUFC
    @YellowshortsUFC 3 месяца назад +1

    Keep your head up champ life is beautiful

  • @F22onblockland
    @F22onblockland 3 месяца назад

    I have been watching your content since Wargame RD, thanks for taking the time to make everything you do.
    It seriously is pouring for your man I am sorry but please take all the time you need. I wanted to share my story in hopes that it helps.
    I became depressed when the relationship between me and a girl I also thought was the one ended up not working out. Just stayed in bed and went through the motions, I think at some point and I don't entirely remember that point,I decided I was going to pick running back up. I had stopped previously because it was too difficult and I couldn't do it consistently.
    I told myself I was just going to do something consistently just to get out of the funk.
    I have been consistently running twice a week at a minimum for the last 5 years, it was around this season in 2019 when it all ended.
    I am not saying running is going to be that thing for you but you will find it, running just happened to be mine.
    It turns out something I thought was just too difficult actually clears my mind because the main thing I am thinking about is just breathing.
    Get my best creative ideas doing it too because my brain stops trying to churn all the time and just puts things together in the background when you are not thinking too much about a problem.
    When life is too much it just needs to be one day at a time and eventually that could turn into something cool that you don't quite expect.
    Peace be with you friend, even the pouring rain has to stop and the sun and flowers will bloom after.

    • @SaucyNetworkEntertainment
      @SaucyNetworkEntertainment  3 месяца назад

      Thank you for sharing my friend. I will start by making my bed every morning and go from there

  • @kewlwarez
    @kewlwarez 3 месяца назад

    Good luck man. That must've been rough to get through, no wonder you got depressed.

  • @mirce26
    @mirce26 3 месяца назад +1

    Good or bad is a blessing in an essence, as it brings clarity and determination to cleanse our beings of illusions and brings us closer to the truth that we all seek ...

  • @kaspariito
    @kaspariito 3 месяца назад +1

    all the best, mate!

  • @blakeseverson4032
    @blakeseverson4032 3 месяца назад

    Hope your doing well/getting better, cant wait to see you back on your feet!

  • @jaysonsimpson3820
    @jaysonsimpson3820 3 месяца назад

    hope things start coming back together for you, yeah mental well being is definitely no joke. One day at a time buddy

  • @BigOofin
    @BigOofin 3 месяца назад

    Life very often beats us down but you gotta focus on the upswing. Like you said boss, passion instead of necessity. A lot of mfers out here care about you so you gotta stay with it and stay strong.

    • @SaucyNetworkEntertainment
      @SaucyNetworkEntertainment  3 месяца назад

      i can feel the love from all of you guys so that will keep me going . thanks man

  • @Analitique
    @Analitique 3 месяца назад

    Take your time, repair what needs to be repaired, do what you got to do, we'll support you to wherever you go and taking breaks is something everyone needs especially someone that does as quality content as you !

  • @Ulfromania
    @Ulfromania 3 месяца назад +2

    Take care of yourself and don't worry, we will be here when you are ready to come back with new stuff!

  • @GLAJMAN
    @GLAJMAN 3 месяца назад

    Ok ok...but...You are a PHD student! What a shock man XD.
    My dude, I hope you get better. All the love!

  • @TheRelaxingWord
    @TheRelaxingWord 3 месяца назад

    We're just glad to have you back, Bolt 🎉No doubt this mustve been one of the darkest periods in your lifetime, but you know what they say, "Always the Darkest of day's before Dawn breaks".

  • @LitlBlackDragonNinja
    @LitlBlackDragonNinja 3 месяца назад

    Hope everything turns well for you.

  • @futupower01
    @futupower01 3 месяца назад

    Something begins, something ends. You do not know how much I understand what you are going through, when stuff happens it happens at once. Hope everything figures out for you

  • @user-cb4pv5ip5i
    @user-cb4pv5ip5i 3 месяца назад

    hope it gets better for you!

  • @TrifectaMonkey
    @TrifectaMonkey 3 месяца назад

    Stay strong buddy. Life beats you down but all that matters is that you get up every time.

    • @SaucyNetworkEntertainment
      @SaucyNetworkEntertainment  3 месяца назад +1

      yeah. it didnt just beat me down, it kicked me after i was down for another 10 days but i will try and get back up soon

  • @Eutolicos
    @Eutolicos 3 месяца назад

    oh,... good that you are finding your way back. I also didn't know that you were still doing academic work. I was there, I feel for you, but probably a lot less disturbing sides noises... respect Bolt... keep on going

  • @ozER3
    @ozER3 3 месяца назад

    Umarım bu kötü / şanssız olayları en az zararla atlatırsın. Tanrı yardımcın olsun.

  • @lord_unlucky6473
    @lord_unlucky6473 3 месяца назад

    We are with you ! ❤

  • @troywalt4834
    @troywalt4834 3 месяца назад

    Yeah one month ago let's say we separated of a 4 years relationship with a girl who I also realised should have been the one, it was a nightmare but i am glad I see your video and it gives me comfort to know i am not the only one. and yeah i have health issues too which make it very hard for me to work as well, so i can relate a lot

    • @SaucyNetworkEntertainment
      @SaucyNetworkEntertainment  2 месяца назад

      you know the feeling. Its like you dont feel like doing anything. you know what i mean? i just want to sleep so that more time passes which will hopefulyl make me feel less like shit

  • @DeitritusFillamore
    @DeitritusFillamore 3 месяца назад +1

    Hope it works out bro

  • @legi0n99
    @legi0n99 3 месяца назад

    Proud of how you are bouncing back brother! 🫂

  • @marcuslynch7601
    @marcuslynch7601 3 месяца назад

    You're good. you're videos are great. You're young. Life is short.

  • @commandorando123
    @commandorando123 3 месяца назад +3

    Strength to you

  • @StigmADiabolicuM666
    @StigmADiabolicuM666 3 месяца назад

    Hope things get better those that can, you put man pants on and march on 💪still no gray hair so that is good ;) all the best bolt!!!

  • @diktatoor
    @diktatoor 3 месяца назад

    I hope you get better soon

  • @iniesta2058
    @iniesta2058 3 месяца назад

    komt goed sterkte

  • @VasiliMargelov
    @VasiliMargelov 3 месяца назад

    Geçmiş olsun kardeş.

  • @Bigboss-dt6nw
    @Bigboss-dt6nw 3 месяца назад

    i hope you get better man

  • @sixxis8111
    @sixxis8111 3 месяца назад +1

    For god's sake! You're strong my man...

  • @user-bc9ns6yy1q
    @user-bc9ns6yy1q 3 месяца назад

    Dude, I had a breakup.
    I was dating with girl 8 years, and I really thought, that she’s “the one”, turns out, god has another plans on me…
    I’m now happily engaged with my girlfriend and I see the difference and I understand why this is all happened to me.
    Everything happens for you! Embrace yourself!
    Stay healthy!

  • @fatdxddy9526
    @fatdxddy9526 3 месяца назад

    Take your time

  • @darkd3r641
    @darkd3r641 3 месяца назад

    Happy to see u again

    • @darkd3r641
      @darkd3r641 3 месяца назад

      No shit the uptade is terrible ; weare all w u ❤

  • @kalinmir
    @kalinmir 3 месяца назад +2

  • @Sail0rGooN
    @Sail0rGooN 3 месяца назад

    ❤❤

  • @elmorteNF
    @elmorteNF 3 месяца назад

    get well soon

  • @johnteets7261
    @johnteets7261 26 дней назад

    It gets better the older you get. Seriously you won't even care about alot of things anymore. I'm 40 and trust me life gets way easier. Ever wonder why our parents had literally a million things going on and never even sweated it. It's for the better man.

    • @SaucyNetworkEntertainment
      @SaucyNetworkEntertainment  25 дней назад

      I don't want to get used to the feeling though. I just want something nice again...I had it but I lost it

  • @christianquackenbush43
    @christianquackenbush43 3 месяца назад +1

    Fan of your content but I understand life has a way of pulling you in many ways you never see coming focus on taking care of yourself

    • @SaucyNetworkEntertainment
      @SaucyNetworkEntertainment  3 месяца назад

      yea it kinda curbstomped me

    • @christianquackenbush43
      @christianquackenbush43 3 месяца назад

      @@SaucyNetworkEntertainment Lows and highs feels shit now but it will swing back you have a lot going for yourself your getting a good education you have a family and friends and you get to make a bit of cash playing a video game. Focus on one day at a time but happy to see you posting again.

  • @chubz8969
    @chubz8969 3 месяца назад +1

    oof.

  • @SVCartman
    @SVCartman 3 месяца назад

    A lot of sad news :( I'm really sorry for your arsh time.
    I like your WARNO content, but your priority is to take care of yourself.

  • @TiaraSarah99
    @TiaraSarah99 3 месяца назад

    🩷💔😢…

  • @jackseaward2330
    @jackseaward2330 3 месяца назад