What is Thought Broadcasting?
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- Опубликовано: 19 май 2024
- Thought broadcasting is a delusion when you believe people can hear your thoughts or read your mind. It’s a cognitive symptom that is common in people diagnosed with schizophrenia / schizoaffective disorder.
Time Stamps:
00:00 - Introduction
00:37 - What is thought broadcasting?
01:26 - My experience with thought broadcasting
02:47 - Can you reality check?
04:48 - How it’s debilitating
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What if close friends and romantic partners have told you that you thought broadcast and also has been reality checked and confirmed by peers ??
I've had family members tell me they could read my mind as a joke even though they know its a serious delusion I struggle with. It sucks.
Unbelievable. I feel terrible for you.
that’s awful i’m so sorry ):
Cruel and unsympathetic. I feel for you. (Hug)
How mean of them.
i’m like are you laughing at me or. wen people talk about someone else is there talking about me
I had this when I went through my first break. I thought the whole world was listening and I had to be perfect in my thoughts. It was exhausting. Thanks for your videos, it makes me feel less alone.
I can help you. I cured my thought broadcasting using quantum theory
God i know this, having to be perfect, because everyone can hear you. Goodness it's so debilitating...
I know just how exhausting this is.
@@antiyoutubeantigoogle5357 is for quantum theory it is highlighted that someone notices it so molecules react different. And it is most likely you noticing Those molecules to change it to reflect your thought consciously. So ignore it and live your life thinking about other things like how to help people. Let your subconscious mind take over and forget that it ever happened because you are you. And no matter what you’re thinking, you know the real you. And you’re a good person so help people and distract yourself with good things in life like working out, eating, cooking, talking to people, playing video games
ty me 2, welcum SATORARES:
facebook.com/groups/satorare
still thought broadcast o it stopd¿ this real telepathic experiences like satorare, being mindread, truman show feelings, repeating thoughts etc.
know people use abilify, geodon, haldol, clozapine, risperdal, seroquel, or zyprexa in injections form with less side effects can block this kinda telepathy....
also others ways
Thought Broadcasting is scarily real. Nobody can ever tell me these were delusions. The responses from other people present, audibly responding to my thoughts, twitching or reacting in other ways..... it's just all way too real and absolutely horrifying.
My thought broadcasting is also real I'm 100% sure because I can test it 24/7.
I'm sorry guys, but it's a delusion 😪🍀
Exactly
But then again they may be reacting to nonverbal cues from us
If you consider the mind like a lense of the glasses you're seeing out. Except the lens is cracked so now you're judging the whole reality through this cracked lens. So you inherently cannot trust what you are seeing.
Consider people going to a library if this were true... who could do it? 1000 people all reading out loud to one another, it doesn't make any sense.
Very helpful made me feel like I'm not alone
WE AINT, THERE'S MO OF US OUT THERE, MAYBE NEARBY 2, JUST THEY AIN'T REACTING 2 U OR HIDING ..
We are all alone. We Alone are targeted by this monster. Subjected to it's disastrous assault.
Are Struck by it's blows.
Only you have felt the Violence of it's Abuse. Carry the trauma in so many bruises and breakings and scars.
The only one who can stop the terrorist in your head is You Alone. Your actions decide if your suffering stops.
You're not alone. ♥️
Same here
Hate to break it but some people CAN read your thoughts. Somehow or another your spirit or soul can get stuck to others... It can be a sexual partner or aquaintance. God help you if you get stuck to an sadomasochists evil borderline demons like I am.
same here. i used to be afraid that I had negative thoughts around people they might get insulted and try to fight me... so id be afraid to go out in public.
Same its so hard
Same here
I sometimes offense people... It a shame! Scary shame!
Same. It adds to my social anxiety
Same here it affects my paranoia so I feel like someone is going to kill me. It's really scary. Faith helps a lot but sometimes it just isn't enough
Even though we can’t actually hear your thoughts, I just want to say it is so sweet that you try to compliment people in your head. That just shows what a sweet and kind person you are. :)
How do you know this about me 3:
@@militarygecko78 i have read your mind, i hear everything you say, this is a sign.
You tell her you can hear her thoughts?? Seriously?! I have it bad and you're fucking with her head. You're so nice.. NOT!!!! Maybe you shouldn't comment on videos if you're delusional yourself!!!
@@dislikebutton1712 maaaaate
I know you're just joking (and I smiled ;) ), but considering the context maybe you could delete the comment, please? I followed the channel because I find it interesting, I don't experience any mental conditions, but there definitely are people who do. Maybe someone who believes in thought broadcasting came to watch this video? Your comment may be a negative stimulus for them.
Have a nice day!
Damn, I remember this symptom, it was terrible. I was 100% convinced that people around me knew what I was thinking and because I was having a lot of terrible thoughts that I couldn't control, it made it so much more worse. At the time I was unaware that it was a delusion and I had no insight whatsoever. Absolutely awful it was.
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I'm the opposite I think icanhear what people are saying about me in their mind
I have thought broadcasting but its not me thinking the world can hear me you have to be near me and i had alot of ppl look at me weird and call me weird cause i guess they would hear my thoughts and hear things that i say in my head and ocd hits around when a group of people are near me
One day i asked my brother if he can hear me after i spoke in my head and he said "Yeah" "Your weird" but i didnt take it like that i wana know how to fix it😤
@Jugert Metani anti psychotic medication
I was diagnosed 2 years ago and my biggest fear is believing my thoughts have to be perfect, because the world is listening. Thank you for your videos.
not the whole world but defenintely others in your vicenity just stay present an in the moment dont wonder
I like this a lot. When I was young, elementary through middle school, I struggled with SEVERE OCD, and thinking back I absolutely had a fear of thought broadcasting. It's a personal prison and I'm thankful to have gotten to where I am in life. I can still remember how helpless I felt. My most debilitating was an obsessive thought of paper cuts across my wrist. Not even a fear of an actual paper cut, just randomly through my mind SLICE it would cause me to instantly been my hand over to protect my wrist. It happened often and I had no control over it. As you can imagine walking around with your wrists bent all the time doesn't make you very popular as a boy in the 90s. I don't talk about it often because I feel like I could slip back into it.
I have mad love and respect for what you do. You take these fears and not only discuss them, but you discuss them in a public forum open to scrutiny and ridicule. You're a badass!
I was just watching a video about ocd and this being connected and I have really bad ocd..I never would’ve thought this was tied to ocd
Part of the reason I left my favorite job I've ever had was because of this. A portion of what I had to do involved proctoring for students taking math tests, and I would have to type in a secret password for it to begin... and I was always sure that they could hear the password in my thoughts, no matter how hard I tried to type it without thinking it. I was always afraid that people could cheat using my thoughts, when I only ever wanted them to know that they could be great at it on their own. The room was always full of people, mostly silently studying, and when I wasn't actively helping anyone it could be really hard to shrug off the feeling that many of them were faking their studies and they were instead basically stripping my mind down looking for things to use against me. I had no secrets left.
For me, this is episodic and not constant, since I'm bipolar, but the more stressed I was the more likely this was to surface and interfere with my peace of mind.
they can the tech is hear.
Focus on the good mah brother. Don't kill your mind and exhaust it like that, it's not good for you. Your probably doing well now.
Iam 26 years old from India....I was literally crying after watching this today.....from last 5 years I went to extreme in this kind of thought process and its exhausting........
I somehow convinced myself that my church pastor and his family knew my thoughts with the power of God and they are trying to marry their daughter with me... I thought it was God's plan and i was happy....but soon when i came closed to them their daughters had an affair with someone and i was devastated and depressed for 2 years and then i somehow convinced God gave me another 2 churches....their iam going to marry one of the church pastor's daughter.....and I went to her place Nearly 1000kms away from my home.....trying to please....she didn't cared or saw me one time also i thought she isn't interested with my behavior , my sins, because they are very pure from childhood but I'm not iam feeling exhausted that I'm not perfect......feeling rejected because I'm not perfect.....
What I have to do ?
Is there any cure for it ?
I’ve felt this way a lot, it feels like you never have any privacy or time to think and process internally
facebook.com/groups/satorare/?ref=share
real telepathic experiences like satorare, being mindread, truman show feelings, repeating thoughts etc.
Abilify, Geodon, Haldol, Risperdal, Seroquel, or Zyprexa in injections form with less side effects can block this kinda telepathy...
@@antiyoutubeantigoogle5357 Irrelevant. I don’t take antipsychotics.
Iam 26 years old from India....I was literally crying after watching this today.....from last 5 years I went to extreme in this kind of thought process and its exhausting........
I somehow convinced myself that my church pastor and his family knew my thoughts with the power of God and they are trying to marry their daughter with me... I thought it was God's plan and i was happy....but soon when i came closed to them their daughters had an affair with someone and i was devastated and depressed for 2 years and then i somehow convinced God gave me another 2 churches....their iam going to marry one of the church pastor's daughter.....and I went to her place Nearly 1000kms away from my home.....trying to please....she didn't cared or saw me one time also i thought she isn't interested with my behavior , my sins, because they are very pure from childhood but I'm not iam feeling exhausted that I'm not perfect......feeling rejected because I'm not perfect.....
What I have to do ?
Is there any cure for it ?
I have been going through this phase for a very long time. After struggling a lot and testing telepathic prompts as she says. I came to a conclusion that no one could hear my thoughts, but they can feel my energy, which gives a glimpse of my thoughts. Empaths can feel the energy we emit but they can never get a clear insight of our thoughts.
This disorder sounds frightening. I wish the best for everyone dealing with this and are receiving the proper care that they need.
Sometimes people get too deep in thoughts, thoughts can snowball.
It's very scary..... It's going around for people to pretend they hear me which fkd me up more....
I have this mostly on amfetamines especially mixed with marijuana.
I had a cannabis induced psychosis when I was a teenager (I am 35 now) and thought broadcasting and auditory hallucinations were part of the symptoms.
I still experience it lightly sometimes, particularly at stressful times.
I was absolutely convinced people could read my thoughts but didn’t want to say it.
If they revealed it, then their soul would be forfeited.
So I would tell them in my mind, if you can really read my mind, tell me now and let’s go to the casino and win money. But they wouldn’t answer because then their soul would be forfeited. It was a way my delusion was protecting itself.
It sounds so ridiculous typing this out but that’s how entrenched this delusion can be. Even though you know it’s not true and impossible, somehow your mind holds onto the belief.
In 2017, my first year in university I became a regular weed smoker but I wasn't even smoking that much. I used to smoke only 3 times a week. I made it a thing that I would never smoke on my own. I always smoked with people (my friends). In December of that year I smoked more than usual but still not that much. During that December I spent a lot of time with my friends. Eventually I started feeling like my friends were gossiping about me because I noticed a change in their behaviour towards me. I went from feeling like people were gossiping about me to feeling like I was being spied on. I started noticing patterns about people and how they would behave around me. I started paying attention to these patterns and realised they went with certain thoughts. Soon I realised that it wasn't only people but things as well. At this point I wasn't really aware of what was going on but thought I might be part of some huge government experiment that nobody was supposed to talk about. I assumed it was some government programme because of how organised it was. I thought the tv was talking about me and my life. I noticed a build-up of really weird coincidences happening in a short space of time that, when considered in sum, didn't seem like coincidences. I would think a certain type of thought and the roof would make a sound. or I'd think about something to do with a wolf and all the dogs in the neighbourhood would start barking. It was constant, one coincidence after the next. I started trying to speak to people telepathically to see if they'd respond and a lot of the time I'd get a seemingly accurate response. It even felt like the weather was in tune with my thoughts and what I was doing. It was really frustrating feeling like people where reading my mind because the same thoughts that you try to resist are the same thoughts that try to persist. A very stressful time it was. At this point you believe anything is possible because you have basically witnessed miracles. I even thought I was the Black Panther because they said my name in the movie lol. There were times where it felt like people actually respected me and there were times where I thought people wanted to harm me. Every time I tried to ignore everything it only got worse and either people around me would start fighting or an accident would happen and again it felt well-timed and organised. In my opinion there's a bigger problem with the world than my brain. During my episode, I think it's important to note that I was very sober. I had taken a break from smoking because I smoked more than usual in December. To conclude I have a few questions I hope you've already asked yourself if you are reading this. Was my reality real or fake? How is it possible that my brain can hallucinate an alternate reality without anybody noticing until I finally act out? Why wasn't I hit by a car or a bus when crossing the road if my reality wasn't real? Was it really the weed? The medical definition of schizophrenia doesn't explain all the things that happened to me and are still happening. I think a lot more research needs to be done or a new perspective on this needs to be implemented. I am 110% certain there is nothing wrong with me. I wish all schizophrenics could just come together and talk about this.
Same thing happened in my life i think its real but they dont told to me about that
It's uncanny how many things happened to me have happened to you.. but i think weed is the culprit here.. stopped smoking almost 3 years ago and feel much better now. I still feel people can read my thoughts but just learned to live with that.. i had friends answer questions i had in my head soo many times. But when i asked them if they could hear my thoughts they said no everysingle time. Till date i can't figure out if i was hallucinating or it was real. I still believe it happened and am trying to find answers.
Mentally Still I've experienced a lot of what you're describing here. Only, it was in 1976. Mental illness runs in my family and I smoked a lot of dope(that's what we called weed back then). Extremely frightening. I'm on meds and they help me get through life. I would suggest emphatically to stay away from pot. That will only make things worse. There are all sorts of bizarre things a person like me could experience. I've spent a long time trying to understand what is real and what isn't.
If I can give you any insight into your condition, let me know.
If you have a predisposition to mental illness smoking weed can bring out psychosis.
@@umer280 I'm from India bro. Bangalore.
I’ve struggled with this symptom for years I’m not diagnosed with schizophrenia but just recently I Google searched why I would be paranoid of others hearing my thoughts and also paranoid of camera and microphones everywhere.. it’s good to know I’m not the only one
Iam 26 years old from India....I was literally crying after watching this today.....from last 5 years I went to extreme in this kind of thought process and its exhausting........
I somehow convinced myself that my church pastor and his family knew my thoughts with the power of God and they are trying to marry their daughter with me... I thought it was God's plan and i was happy....but soon when i came closed to them their daughters had an affair with someone and i was devastated and depressed for 2 years and then i somehow convinced God gave me another 2 churches....their iam going to marry one of the church pastor's daughter.....and I went to her place Nearly 1000kms away from my home.....trying to please....she didn't cared or saw me one time also i thought she isn't interested with my behavior , my sins, because they are very pure from childhood but I'm not iam feeling exhausted that I'm not perfect......feeling rejected because I'm not perfect.....
What I have to do ?
Is there any cure for it ?
@Andres ... There sure could be microphones and cameras everywhere. It's just that a lot of people won't admit it, because Government is watching all of us 24/7/365. So, it's real.
@@SusheelJay-of7tf Well, maybe it was the Devil that was trying to guide you to the "Wrong Churches". Maybe, you need to pray more and find the "Right Churches" to find pure girl there.
Cameras and microphones are everywhere. That’s not paranoia.
My mind was thought broadcasting this whole week and I thought everyone was trying to get me. I was very defensive towards my family and others because I thought they were trying to corner me... thank you for making this video because I didn’t know if I could survive for this long. I’m glad that you made this video ✨
I feel similar
Hang in there and hope you are feeling better
I have schizo-affective disorder . I have thought insertion , conversations with people in other rooms , even 1000's of miles away . Also a delusion that others can control my moods and that when I'm feeling good it's "them" lulling me into a false sense of security in order to attack me at some later date , whilst at the same time telling me that they "look after me " . Phew ! That's the most I've ever explained .
that might actually be the case
Lol, your feelings are all a fruit of your imagination, please try and stop it, try to rationalize. Another thing is it seems people with schizophrenia feel like they are the center of the universe, the truth is (perhaps unfortunately) strangers really don't care about you at all.
@@ThomasJr It's difficult to rationalize when you have an illness. I put it this way, trying to figure out what's real is like trying to fix your tools with those same broken tools.
@@carbunkle5643 it's a good analogy. It's what Lauren said, she hears people asking her to reality check but she can't.
@@carbunkle5643 Recently I lashed out at an ex bff who I think might have schizo, I know he has bad OCD, but probably not schizo. However, his penchant for believing in conspiracy theories, and his believing that some people are from other planet makes me think perhaps he has schizo too. The more I knew him the more surprised I was by his crackpot ideas.
I’ve been struggling with thought broadcasting since November 2020. I just moved into a new neighborhood and since then I’ve felt like they can read my mind. There were points where I felt like they were harassing me because somehow I heard them laughing when I’m thinking or arguing with myself in the bathroom. There are also many times where they sound angry and like they’re screaming at me when I’m actually sort of arguing with them in my mind. I also kinda have tics so I would hear them laugh at me every time they trigger me. It all just got worse from there and now I’m convinced that every single person I encounter really can even if when I asked them they all said that they couldn’t. It’s got to the point where I can actually hear and see people screaming at me and telling me to “shut up” and stop thinking. It’s just been really hard, demotivating, and draining to do anything because at the end I think they know everything about me and I never get rewarded a sense of privacy that I feel like everyone has. I guess I have become a better person in my mind and have grown exponentially through this experience but I just wish it could be over soon. Thank you so much for sharing your story. I really don’t feel so alone anymore. And to everyone in the comments, I’m glad we’re in this together.
It's terrible. It's so hard to get out of because you feel like everyone knows and you dont so theres no point in asking. Or that they wouldnt admit it if you asked them in person.
@Aaron Danaher Yeah. Exactly! So true man. Thanks for replying!
Glad you covered this topic. My very first delusional thought was that other people could hear my thoughts when I first fell ill with the illness at age 17 💚
Thought broadcasting is a major symptom of mine! It's crazy how antispychotics may reduce hallucinations and extreme delusions during psychosis, but do not eliminate our ideas and beliefs that we gain from psychosis, such as mind reading being real.
facebook.com/groups/satorare/?ref=share
real telepathic experiences like satorare, being mindread, truman show feelings, repeating thoughts etc.
Abilify, Geodon, Haldol, Risperdal, Seroquel, or Zyprexa in injections form with less side effects can block this kinda telepathy...
Yes, even though we may take antipsychotics or other meds, they don't stop the delusional thoughts we have or continue to have of the people or world around us. That's why it's so important to start trying to be mentally strong in your thoughts and stop certain thoughts in their tracks before they cause you to be paranoid or anxious. Love & God Bless you! I was diagnosed with schizophrenia since 2010, and I know I have been living with it for much longer than that. Hang on to the things you know are real in this life! Your loved ones and family and close friends. Don't give in to the fear & paranoia. Even if you have bad days, get back up and live your life! That's what we all need to do to survive this mental disability.
@ejaab I'm sorry you are experiencing this. I have too in my mental illness. I decided not to panic, cause that won't help myself. So, honestly I try not to think terrible things about people. You know other people do, cause they aren't experiencing this "thought broadcasting". I understand for me it feels like a violation, cause we feel like our thoughts are supposed to be between us & God. I have felt like there's more to this life than what's on the surface. But again I say don't freak out, cause the only person it will hurt is you! Your not alone in this! I can only cling to my faith in God & my friends & family! Peace to you! Love & Blessings. Hang on to the good things in life, don't let fear & doubt overcome you!
@ejaab sorry, I don't use instagram.
Which meds do you use, Kimberly? 🤔😩💊
The anxiety of people you love, or perfect strangers walking by, hearing your thoughts weather good or bad. Can be worse invasion of privacy a person can feel. This has helped me so much thank you
Iam 26 years old from India....I was literally crying after watching this today.....from last 5 years I went to extreme in this kind of thought process and its exhausting........
I somehow convinced myself that my church pastor and his family knew my thoughts with the power of God and they are trying to marry their daughter with me... I thought it was God's plan and i was happy....but soon when i came closed to them their daughters had an affair with someone and i was devastated and depressed for 2 years and then i somehow convinced God gave me another 2 churches....their iam going to marry one of the church pastor's daughter.....and I went to her place Nearly 1000kms away from my home.....trying to please....she didn't cared or saw me one time also i thought she isn't interested with my behavior , my sins, because they are very pure from childhood but I'm not iam feeling exhausted that I'm not perfect......feeling rejected because I'm not perfect.....
What I have to do ?
Is there any cure for it ?
Ohhhh man. This was one of my BIG symptoms. Plus the thought insertion part at the end. I almost forgot about it. I've been on meds for a year and thankfully it's really helped with these symptoms. It can be such a scary place to be. Thank you for sharing, Lauren!
I’m relieved to read your comment. My ex GF was recently diagnosed following a couple years of strange behavior after a traumatic brain injury. I feel terrible for her. Hearing Lauren speak of these delusions as something she tolerates alarmed me because it sounded like antipsychotic medications are unable to help much. Is she simply off her meds?
@@knuthamsun6106 Probably not. Depending on what medication works best for each person, and how severe their symptoms are, medication can lessen symptoms but possibly not all symptoms.
Hey, liked your comment. I want to know which med worked for you? I have been on almost all the meds but none worked 100%. The delusions mentioned in the video are my only major symptoms. I don't think meds work for delusions at all. Is this true?
@@geekyloopholesfinder In my experience, I've been on meds for 45 years. Some meds have helped a little and some a lot. I've found when I'm just slightly delusional I've spent a few years with friends making each other laugh, dining out or just hanging out where ever. I feel comfortable with just about anyone without fearing that I'm thought broadcasting. I'm just aware of the past when I believed I was. These days I've been more and more reclusive. I pretty much know that is why I have that strong delusion once again. I'm going through a med change hoping things will improve. I go back and forth between believing and not believing. It's been rough some times in my life but I know there is always hope. But yes meds work for delusions. It takes time to find the right one for you.
what meds did you take ? and how long exactly?
You look specially beautiful and brilliant these days!🥰 Thanks for all your education 😊
The way thought broadcasting would affect me is that a thought would pop in my head, and then someone on the television would same a comment that coincided perfectly with the thought. For example, I would think, I don't feel like walking today. Then someone on the TV would say, in a commercial, that's okay! So I would think they were talking to me. Totally bizarre, and it would happen quite often. Thanks for the video.
facebook.com/groups/satorare/?ref=share
real telepathic experiences like satorare, being mindread, truman show feelings, repeating thoughts etc.
Abilify, Geodon, Haldol, Risperdal, Seroquel, or Zyprexa in injections form with less side effects can block this kinda telepathy...
This is called ideas of reference, but in 'some' cases can be synchronicity but that is rarer. Ie.. you are making a cake, turn the TV on and they are making a cake. Turn channels and they too are making a cake.
My now late boyfriend was schizophrenic and I have been watching these videos to help makes sense out of his death. But--- he experienced the same thing you explained. He would tell me all the time how he was thinking about something and then suddenly it was all over the internet and TV. He had this belief in "ELF waves" that he believed caused this all to happen. I don't know about all that -- but I know that it was a very frequent occurrence.
@@Starshyne9 i m very sorry for your loss, when suicidal it isn't even a choice.. there is no other way no matter how much he loved you x
@@antiyoutubeantigoogle5357 Yeah, I have been on many of them and am on one of them now. Extremely effective with thought broadcasting.
I even have people communicating with me as if they know my entire past life and even things i will do in future. More i try to make me believe that this is not true ,it gets terribly intense. And together with this i fall in to severe depression. I love to read books but can't do it cause i can't focus ( audiobooks are big help tho!).Thankyou for this,made my day.
I have had this for 13 years now and mostly the best you can do is stop caring about it and what people think rather If it's negative or positive thoughts. There will be times where you absolutely lose it because coincendentally something like a name or item you were thinking was placed for you to see by someone and it feels like it was done on purpose. Now I have been to a physciatric hospital in which never cured me. I do feel as if what we are dealing with is something different and not an disorder if we are all experiencing this samething. I've seen my family all turn there heads to me while smiling at the same time which was creepy and leads me to think we are being controlled and not just us, but everyone. We just happen to notice it.
Same 2 same
Hi Lauren, thanks for bringing up this topic. I have been going through these symptoms for a while now. Unfortunately I can't control all my thoughts and sometimes negative thoughts happen out of nowhere which creates this tremendous guilty feeling. I use to imagine a brick wall in my mind to cover these thoughts when good people were around me. I always reality check which can bring me relief. In truth I continue to struggle and I have lost a lot of my confidence which prevents from working at a job. Mostly, I try to ignore most of these thoughts and just tell myself to get on with it. It's hard though because it's a struggle rather than living a healthy life both physically and mentally. I have had schizophrenia since I was 23 years old. I am 56 years old now. I did achieve some positive goals but the symptoms never quite go away. It can be so frightening at time. I usually just say to myself, "I have been through this before and it will go away." I just want to say to you your videos have been extremely helpful. You can hit right on with some things where most doctors and therapists can't. I want to thank you for your insight., Keep moving forward with these videos and your further achievements.
facebook.com/groups/satorare/?ref=share
real telepathic experiences like satorare, being mindread, truman show feelings, repeating thoughts etc.
Abilify, Geodon, Haldol, Risperdal, Seroquel, or Zyprexa in injections form with less side effects can block this kinda telepathy.....
I have Pure O, a less known type of OCD, and for a period of my life was also convinced people around me could read my mind. This thought rarely occurs to me now, but I remember feeling VERY distressed at the time. This was largely due to my frequent unwanted intrusive thoughts that I was sure people were aware of because they were mind reading. I still have intrusive thoughts but have shaken the idea of mind reading for the most part.
I have pure o too
I've had OCD since like 4. I've had this too as a kid. I also used to think that the newscaster on the TV could see me when live. I'm starting to wonder about this overlap...
The disease of thought broadcasting can be easily treated by a man of God. Search for the strongest men of God via RUclips any of them can treat you even from a distance, and do not forget to tell those who need treatment
I'm bipolar with psychotic symptoms and may be schizoaffective, I sometimes think that people are reading my mind when they look at me because my body language is showing them every thought, then I get anxious... that's why I used to have a lot of social anxiety
I'm sorry you struggle with that. I. bipolar 1 and am wondering if I'm also schizoaffective. I've had psychosis before.
I have the same issue with paranoia regarding body language and translating into some form of subconscious thought reading. And having those Pure O obsessional thoughts along with it, it's just like my mind is giving me this little hurdle of discomfort for no reason. On a day when I'm tired, I almost just wanna go home and call it a day when that starts happening.
Omg Im so happy I've seen this comment. It makes me feel calmer that others share this problem with me. And that I'm not a rare case. I see that this a lot more common than I thought
@@jamela8350 It's very common. ☺️
I believe that mind readers exist but are super rare. What are the odds we've run into one?
I recently had to be taken to the ER for a psychotic episode, and I really had a hard time coping with all the nurses/staff walking by and the other patients around me. I kept thinking they could hear all my thoughts and knew exactly what I was thinking, and it made me really paranoid. In my delusions I believed the whole thing was a setup, that everyone in the ER were just paid actors trying to pick at my brain, or to broadcast my thoughts for some TV show. It's kind of silly looking back at it now, but at the time it was pretty scary. Thanks for making a video about this.
I worked in a hospital briefly and I can only say that there is some weird stuff going on that noone has ever talked about in the realms of energetic stuff.
The same things been happening and my doctor said I’m at high risk for schizophrenia I been twice since April
It's kinda reliefing that people think there life is like the Truman show... Or a variation of that like me. But ya, silly idea haha
@@aarondanaher9426 Sometimes, people think they're schiphrenic or have mental issues, but it is really they have "Special Powers" that have just not been defined by Science yet.
I do the same thing with sending prompts! Whenever I'm panicking about people seeing my thoughts, I start screaming in my head and watch to see if they react - and then I send commands like "laugh if you can see this"/"can you hear this?".
I've found it surprisingly effective because I can't imagine people reacting so calmly if they could hear me screaming.
Thought broadcasting was a loooong process that started years before I became schizoaffective. I was neurotic and paranoid for a good ten years before I became psychotic. By the time I became an unwilling victim of my brain's imagination I had already a massive paranoid narrative at work. I could not negotiate in public anymore because I couldn't tell real voiced from my universe. I had to completely shut everything down. I became very lonely but autonomous.
Over the years of ignoring everyone, I am basically able to navigate at about the level of autonomy that I had in actual in my early 20s but without the creeping paranoia that I was building at that time. I am 60. This is a long journey.
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Any meds? 🤔
@@headscrewoff5674 nope. I took some Ativan for a few years when I needed a rest from voices, paranoia and people. But now I rely on philosophy and psychology. Oops sorry forgot. I use vitamins and diet. So matter of course I forget to say sometimes. Orthomolecular Therapy as prescribed many years ago by Dr. Abrahm Hoffer.
@@jacquelineleitch7050 Thanks. I’ve been trying some natural supplements to no effect. I’ll no doubt be needing meds. Thanks for the suggestions. Hope you’re doing great ☺️
@@headscrewoff5674 It’s important to like what you are doing for sure. If you are going to take meds, try to also take vitamins as here are some facts: people who take the vitamins and work on taking sugar from their diets are less likely to suicide. Here is the basic prescription for vitamins. Dr. Hoffer made it very easy to memorize. You should look him up on line. He is dead now but he changed a lot of the approach to schizophrenia (and weight lifters diets lol) for anyone who wanted to pay attention. Many didn’t but he was completely credible and a trusted friend and colleague of Dr. Linus Pauling. Anyway:
Vit C 1000mg 3x a day
B6 500 mg 3x a day
B3. 500 mg 3x a day
Folic acid 1 time a day or self prescribed
Cal-Mag 1 time a day or self prescribed
You can add any vitamins that you want Into that mix, but that is the basic prescription.
I have to say that after only two weeks in that I quit visual hallucinating completely. The audial didn’t go away but did die down a LOT.
If you want to also take prescription meds be sure to take the vitamins. You may think that you don’t need the vitamins but in fact the prescription is a temporary thing that alters some brain chemistry but doesn’t heal the biochemistry. It’s like the cast but not setting the leg.
Just things for you to research on your own, but the vitamins and sugar free diet is far less quackery than a lot of the use of long term meds. Use of long term meds leads to earlier deaths and toxic overdose. Again it’s just research. It used to be a bit easier to find the statistics online. I think that you may reach a paywall nowadays. Not sure. Nothing is perfect here.
Watching this every single time I'm going through an episode helps me, immensely!
Same with reading the comments. I work doordash I’m out working right now so when I’m in a restaurant waiting on an order I just read through these comments to remind myself it isn’t real even though it feels like I’m lying to myself to make myself feel better.
Thank you for this! This symptom is really hard
i am currently struggling with thought broadcasting, it was helpful to hear from you. thanks xoxo
Thank you . You tube is so informative about the world and the varieties of the human experience.
Haaaa, I love how you talk about the benefits!
I think it's made me a better person too.
A very clear example is when there's a conversation about someone else who's not there.
I always kinda talk about others as if they were right next to me because there's this general feeling of my thoughts being out in the open. Sure, I can voice complaints, but I always try to be aware of how it would make the person I am talking about feel.
@@MarietaDimitrovaD Not really. It's more of a choice than a forced thing by now. And I don't really constantly apply censorship. Like I said, I can voice my complaints just fine. By now it's a pretty light thing luckily. It used to be much worse, however. Sitting in class and being afraid everyone was hearing my thoughts. I used to have the feeling that negative entities were policing my thoughts. But now it has made me super aware of my own way of speaking and thinking, which is not necessarily a bad thing, at all!
@@MarietaDimitrovaD it's only torture if you're an asshole, otherwise there's not much to repress 😆
@@umer280 Of course I would like to talk to you. But can could you give me an idea what you want to talk about?
Right now I'm doing courses for experience expertise and helping people who hear voices from my own experience.
@@umer280 I can try my best. You can get through this. You are not alone. And you're also doing a wonderful job asking for help, and sharing. My email is bramvanderhoeven@gmail.com. Feel free to contact me.
Loving your videos! I'm baffled how much some schizophrenia symptoms are similar to a heroic dose of magic mushroom would produce during an ego dissolution trip. It brings a smile to my face to know you integrated your symptoms in such a beautiful way like complimenting people in your thoughts.
Thank you so much for posting this! It's so nice to have something I can relate to.
Bless you. I've been struggling with this for so long now and I'm so glad you made this. I had no idea there was a word for this and it makes me feel much better that at least it has been defined and a normal issue. I have many of the same symptoms and I really resonated when you were talking about the "blink twice" reality checking. Thank you
Great video! I have schizophrenia and I am never really completely sure that people cant read my mind, but it really comes in full force when I am out among strangers and happen to think something embarassing or offensive or weird or disgusting and I always apologise in my head for thinking those things in case someone is listening in.
holy shit
@Tiggers Are a wonderful thing I'm sorry you have it that bad. When I am on medication I can usually forget about it quickly but when I wasnt it would completely take over my mind and I would spend All my concentration on trying to think "normal" things or just nothing at all.
i feel the same
Iam 26 years old from India....I was literally crying after watching this today.....from last 5 years I went to extreme in this kind of thought process and its exhausting........
I somehow convinced myself that my church pastor and his family knew my thoughts with the power of God and they are trying to marry their daughter with me... I thought it was God's plan and i was happy....but soon when i came closed to them their daughters had an affair with someone and i was devastated and depressed for 2 years and then i somehow convinced God gave me another 2 churches....their iam going to marry one of the church pastor's daughter.....and I went to her place Nearly 1000kms away from my home.....trying to please....she didn't cared or saw me one time also i thought she isn't interested with my behavior , my sins, because they are very pure from childhood but I'm not iam feeling exhausted that I'm not perfect......feeling rejected because I'm not perfect.....
What I have to do ?
Is there any cure for it ?
I am learning so much from you. Things that I wish I had learned years ago. My 35 year old son is autistic but then we figured out that he is schizophrenic as well. I believe that he has this thought broadcasting because he often acts like I should know what he is thinking. This explains do much. Thank you for your work.
I have been going through this phase for a very long time. After struggling a lot and testing telepathic prompts as she says. I came to a conclusion that no one could hear my thoughts, but they can feel my energy, which gives a glimpse of my thoughts. Empaths can feel the energy we emit but they can never get a clear insight of our thoughts.
Sometimes, people think they're schiphrenic or have mental issues, but it is really they have "Special Powers" that have just not been defined by Science yet. You could be one of them.
Your such a well intentiated woman. Hope you know how much your helping people x
Oh. I love your honesty and your inherent goodness. The fact that you intentionally try to send compliments is so lovely.
I love all your videos and I'm so glad I got to this early! ☺️
You are such an inspiration! Thank you!
ive experienced this, i kept convincing myself in a very long period of time it escalated me into a point where i am experiencing God complex, maybe i took to long to aware myself about my reality that is why i escalated into experiencing god complex thoughts. i am happy that i watched this video earlier as i could and re aware myself
Hello Lauren,
I just saw another ad at the start of this video. I have never suffered from this and I also heard a tiny bit about people feeling that others are stealing their thoughts and you talked about people calling radio and TV stations complaining that they are broadcasting their thoughts, I guess, having stolen them.
From my point of view me 67 we are all connected in every way at every level to a greater or lesser extent and that is reality.
However if I'm chatting to someone I can easily work out, when I opt to do that, what they are thinking but of course that is based on what they are saying and facial expressions tone of voice and body language.
All the best and many thanks,
Peter Nolan. Ph.D.(physics). Dublin. Ireland.
Thank u thank u. ‼️. I suffer schizophrenia this vid helped me so much even though my dopamine high brain was telling me you could hear my thoughts as the vid was playing. It was so great 🙄maybe not so great to know other people with schizophrenia suffer this delusion. As with you it was my first symptom. It’s a very hard thing to have as you feel all your privacy is takin by this illness. And like you my thoughts are positive a lot but fear of others hearing my thoughts often results in silly negative thoughts too. Which I try to igrore but it’s hard on a bad day. By the way I’m 39 was diagnosed at 17 have a 8 year old son and partner who are the most amazing influence on me and the world. I’m on the NDIS and am getting all the help I can. Thank u so much for your effort in creating these videos. On a bad day they hold me tighter together. All the best in your recovery. Shaun. Proud Aussie schizophrenic. ✌️💪
Thank you so much it makes me feel a little better that I am not the only one who thinks tjis way. My anxiety gets really bad in public places and it helps to play music in my earbuds to exclude some of the outside noise from the already diluted inside noises but I have always been convinced that when I am listening to music that other people hear me singing in my head. Thank you thank you thank you for sharing
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You're videos mede me fill normal for the first time in my life. I am 37 years old and live in a country where people with schizophrenia are left alone, specially when it comes about negative symptoms. I try to go into a institution once but the doctor said to me that only the violent people can go there to protect the “normal “ people from them. Love you so much - You make me feel normal again, it is not just me but you and millions of people in the world. You are my voice in the world. Thank you and God bless your mission to be the voice of millions in the world!
You can listen music if you have thought broadcasting delusion for reduce. You are a perfect story teller Laura! I love you and thanks a lot!
My first time moving out of the house I lived in an apartment with two other guys. There were drugs and parties and I was working in a factory. Pretty soon it devolved into me thinking I could read everyone's thoughts. It was always very negative. I also wasn't being treated very well by my roommates. This led to me thinking the only way I could be liked was to have drugs. I avoided people and a couple girls came over and asked me to go to their apartment. Because I had about zero self esteem I just stayed in the apartment and was thought of as a sad person. I think people could see I was going a little crazy.
It's nice to hear you are trying to experiment with potential psychic events when you have your broadcasting phases.
Broadcasting was the most horrifying and challenging part of my schizophrenic crisis, and I am SO glad that, while a few Other schizoid symptoms peek into my life since remission, the _Certainty_ that my thoughts are indiscriminately exposed to the world hasn't recurred at all.
I'll gladly listen all day to the Voices tell me why my every gesture proves that I am the worst person to ever person over a single moment of losing the sanctuary of my Private Thoughts.
this made me feel so much better and less alone, thank you!
You are so brave for sharing your experience with us. Thank you for the videos they are so helpful!
Technically, this has happened to me may far back as fifth grade for me where I would just literally either avoid engaging with others and escape through watching movies bc I was afraid they already were inserting thoughts in my head. (Also, I had two imaginary friends around that time, Chinese siblings by the names of Cam and Sam. Weird, right?) Other times I just keep the negative thoughts of others to myself as if inside a chest under lock and key so to not start a huge, unnecessary confrontation. For years, I constantly wrote (mostly) positive affirmations, even during my first stay at a mental hospital, so no one would catch up with my thoughts and steal them outright. Lately, I just write and post those affirmations in public incognito throughout the day to avoid awkward interactions. I'm just glad there's a word for it. I needed this.
This I lived with for a very long time. It made my brain have a thoughts Tourettes syndrome where my intrusive thoughts were trying to get members of the public to murder me for being a horrible person, and it was really scary. I was even working at the time, but I found the distraction useful. It must have been a good couple of years of this, but I am over delusions now. I literally pay no attention the the messy thoughts in my head, as I know if I am left alone for too long, or I have not distractions like work, I can very quickly fall down the rabbit hole. I find weekends when I am not working difficult, but I am working on healthy routines at the moment with my mental health team
I can absolutely help you. I cured my thought broadcasting completely using quantum theory.
Hey, I have the same exact problem, hey, I'm still struggling and honestly dont have anyone that truly understands, and you're the first person to mention the mental tourette's, if youd like i wouldn't mind being able to have someone to talk to about it, i think it might be a good first step to healing, thank you so much
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@@Shirleythegirl_may I did dabble in that, but I have decided to see what happens when I transition from consciousness to death. I would let you know how it goes, but ya know!
I hope you are okay
@@Scottjbk listen man, being alive important, um, do anything I wouldnt do, just, find someone, being able to hear your story helped me alot
First I want to say thankyou for these videos. I too have schizoaffective disorder and have gone through many of the things you have experienced. I also have experienced thought broadcasting and it is frustrating. I can sometimes hear my thoughts being spoken as a hallucination. Because of this, when I am not doing well, I can hear them and think others around me can also hear them too. Sometimes I feel a lack of privacy and get embarrassed by my thoughts.
Thank you for this video Lauren! It made me feel less alone.
Thank you. I have had this delusion for a few months now and it is debilitating. Get gets easier at times and sometimes I come out of the delusion totally.
The disease of thought broadcasting can be easily treated by a man of God. Search for the strongest men of God via RUclips any of them can treat you even from a distance, and do not forget to tell those who need treatment
I'm schizoaffective and though I dont think I've experienced this, it made me think I've felt the complete opposite. I've had moments where I've felt that I can read people's mind. What I have done is tried sending the person a signal to let them know I know what they are thinking. Also a big rabbit hole as you said.
Love the positive vibes thoughts. By the way, you are making the world a better place. God bless!
I appreciate hearing all of your insight and experience with this feature of psychosis.
My own experiences are pretty similar. It feels like people and things in the environment are responding to my thoughts. It can be very scary and disorienting.
Preach, Sister! I talk to people on the tv, radio, and RUclips etc. Had my initial break in 2002 (long, long time ago, lol). The other thing I cant get over is my apparent ability, mediated by my (much smarter "than me") subconscious, to send information and thoughts back in time across my timeline. Oh, very Sam Beckett!!
Tv and radio talk to me too
@@ceceliaschulze9288 its very pre-occupying...
Hello, I don't have schizophrenia but I find your videos very interesting. Most people don't know anything about mental health. I believe we could improve a lot of social issues by having better public education about this.
Love your videos, they are so informative! I am an LCSW and work with individuals with schizophrenia. I often refer family members to your channel to help them better understand schizophrenia, and better recognize that their loved one's experiences and behaviors are part of the illness. Unfortunately, many of my clients are so ill their insight is very poor, or they cannot express themselves in the way you do. Thank you again, and many blessings with your growing family!
You are SO sweet. I will compliment people in my mind as well. I like the idea that we are "putting good vibes out there!"
I didn't know that this is what my experience is called. It definitely is one of the harder things to deal with. I have gone into saying things like, "Peace be with you," and "Yes sir, thank you sir," along with other mantras to help calm me when I'm out in public.
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Clarity Burns If it helps to say mantras in public I think that's great. When I was seeing a psychologist for talk therapy, she told me one symptom of some mental illness is called Counting. Just counting or whatever you choose to do helps keep a person calm. I used to do this years ago for a short time but I believe there are much better ways to deal with what you're experiencing. Psychologists offer support and other things. They can give you what are called coping skills to try. Some people get great deal of good out of seeing someone to talk to once a week or once a month.
I personally deal with thought broadcasting/ thought placement everyday. It really takes a toll on me, when it comes to thought blocking it’s more of a from time to time.
Im so happy that there's a channel dedicated to this topic
Thank you for what you are doing. Alot of imes I am afraid to talk with anyone about anything
God Bless You.
I had that symptoms in the early stage of schizophrenia. It was horrible because I was paranoid. But they go away a few years ago with medicine and therapy
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The disease of thought broadcasting can be easily treated by a man of God. Search for the strongest men of God via RUclips any of them can treat you even from a distance, and do not forget to tell those who need treatment
I suffer from this a lot. Don't really have hallucinations but I used to get this massively before I went back on meds. I would be in a public place like the grocery store and it felt like my thoughts were wide open to the outside world. Diagnosed Schizoaffective d/o. It's truly a fearsome beast if you don't have the meds to tame it. Imo, cognitive and negative symptoms are just as if not more debilitating; currently researching prescription nootropics like galantamine and memantine to help alleviate cognitive and negative symptoms.
I have kind of a same problem like in traffic or store etc I like just everyone is reading ...can you please tell me about what meds you get... And is it useful....
I'm glad there's an explanation for this, ever since I was around 9, after I got a concussion, I felt like people could read my mind. I always had this feeling that my thoughts were either being played out of my head for all to hear, or were being displayed floating above my head like a big screen with audio for all to see.
I am not alone. Thank you. Its stopping me from working.
This is so interesting to me because I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder 10 years ago and never heard about thought broadcasting before, but used to wonder sometimes if people could read my thoughts or hear what I was thinking. It does not happen so much anymore, but still on occasion.
My brother who was diagnosed with schizophrenia years ago is very withdrawn and talks to himself a lot in a muffled voice, but it seems difficult for him to carry on conversations with others and I wonder if he has issues with thought broadcasting as well. I would not feel comfortable asking him about this as I fear it could further play into the delusion, but I am curious.
I am bipolar and when I’m in a bad place I start believing people I don’t know can read my mind. Not everyone exactly, but like, agents in plain clothes that could be anywhere
Gang stalking. Its widely reported. Believe yourself.
3:59 “Rather.” Understatement of the century, preach🙌 also thank you for what you do.
Great topic! Most definitely very real symptoms of schizophrenia
I'm schizophrenic too.. finally got diagnosed after years of struggling. I also have had this thought-broadcasting experience. In different forms. Feeling like my neighbours could hear my thoughts and the other way round. So that i would have full conversations mentally with them and other people in our street. It felt so real. But now I'm medicated so the symptoms have vanished almost completely. I really like the channel. Thank you for the content 🙂
what meds did you take and how long?
You know, there's a possibility it was actually telepathy/remote viewing, for what I read in internet antipsychotics can stop them from talking to you in your mind. Maybe it wasn't a delusion at all
Hi I've been watching your videos for about a year and I also have schizoaffective disorder. I was diagnosed with the disorder when I was 20 and I am now 29. My primary symptom is thought broadcasting. I always hear voices that sound like anyone who is around me. So basically if I can hear their voice I hear a voice that copy's the sound of their voice and says negative things to me. Also when I hear voices they sound like they're coming from outside of my head but not like if someone were to being having a conversation with me in person. More like a telepathic prompt as you describe it. It has lead me to believe sometimes that I am having a telepathic experience however, I know that is a delusion. It's hard for me to think positive sometimes and I have confirmed with my therapist that I have intrusive thoughts, so when I have intrusive thoughts the voices in my head tend to comment on my thoughts in those moments. I suffer from this everyday. I don't really like using the word 'suffer' to describe the feeling because I'm worried people would think I'm crying out for attention but it is harder for me to function normally throughout my day. I have wasted so much time in my head talking to voices. For my future, I hope to spend more time focused on the reality of a conversation than a delusion that my family and friends are talking bad about me in their head. That's usually what I tend to think about is what I'm hearing as auditory hallucinations. Again I don't want to waste time in delusional thinking but rather focus on the present and enjoy the conversations I can have with people in reality.
I struggle very badly with this condition. I am constantly distressed thinking that people can read my thoughts. Even though I know it’s not real, I can’t seem to get in my head that it isn’t real, because it keeps coming back.
I have been going through this phase for a very long time. After struggling a lot and testing telepathic prompts as she says. I came to a conclusion that no one could hear my thoughts, but they can feel my energy, which gives a glimpse of my thoughts. Empaths can feel the energy we emit but they can never get a clear insight of our thoughts.
Thank you, for sharing. Its very helpful
I have been diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder. I believe that every thought, word, dream, memories etc etc that comes into my mind everybody can hear or see because I have been told that they can hear me and I have had conversations with people that are not in my sight or they were in the another room, across the street or I would be in my house and I hear neighbours make comments or full hard out scream and threaten me. Sometimes Im not even thinking of anything and Ill have people walk past me and they'll make comments or call me names or just look at me. Its full on! Once I was sitting by a lift and a woman walked past me and made a comment towards me that had personal details about me! Just a random stranger walking past me like how we walk past each other on a footpath made 1 comment that had personel info about me.
Thought Broadcasting Is Real! Well for me it is, because I have had so much confirmation now that has to be real!
I believe its the power of God who is using my mind to be an open book to everyone because he wants his Holy Scriptures to be heard and also exposing the enemy! God has opened my eyes to the hidden things and forces of this world and I have done alot of research on what most people ignorantly dissmiss or who are yet to wake up call conspiracy theories, but if you look into it there is evidence in books and all online that exposes satan and the rest of the fallen angels and the elite that are in many secret satanic socities and the occult who worship him and that help run satans kingdom!
Whenever I get symptoms. I try to make jokes. I get my voices to calm down that way. Nobody can say anything if you're super friendly. And then I might recognize a demonic and it might be a demon. Ancient demons are very smart. I felt possessed. So maybe this is the case. I don't know it just works for me. For the last year of been symptom-free mostly. I used to think my mom could hear me but she wanted to ignore it. It didn't happen very much but it would get me mad. I know she loves me though.
Thank you so much for making these videos. My girlfriend has Autism and Schizophrenia. She is so amazing and smart. These videos help me know her condition better. Thank you for helping!
Wow, I accidentally came across your channel and binged a few of your videos and realized that I used to think I was thought broadcasting until the age of 15 then it went away. I have no disorders as far as I know.
Anyway, what you’re doing is great, keep up the good work and I wish you all the best
Dear Lauren,
I have watched some of your content and it is amazing! I think you are very brave for what you are doing - with your you tube channel and with everything else. I have the same diagnosis as you so I relate to everything. I have made a complete recovery in my 14 years of treatment, and yet still the fear of relapse is always near. I just wanted to say, that if you ever want to talk, I would be glad to share some insights and thoughts. Thank you!
Kind Regards!
Hi. I am interested to know little bit more about your treatment? How did you fully recovery? How did you know you recovered ? I mean stopped the treatment? I thought the treatment should be life long.
hi. what meds did you take and how long?
@@sabagobiani9458 Paliperidone - 150mg monthly, and I am still taking them.
I try to think something shocking to get them to react as my reality check. I find I only worry about thought broadcasting when I had an invasive thought in the first place.
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I am not a person with Schizophrenia myself but I still enjoy your videos and watch get some insight about your experiences to be more aware. I guess I want to know how to interact with people who goes through similar experiences and kind of communicate with them in a way that put their anxieties and worries at ease as much as I can. And your videos kind of helps I think so thank you
Thank you for sharing and getting more information out there. 💓 You are so beautiful, and your haircut is so cute! I love it!
Thank you
Lauren this is a great and difficult topic to delve into. I remember meeting a young man at a cafe after i performed some hip hop freestyle with a friend and I was going through nervous feelings ( I have schizophrenia) about what it meant now that people in my town would know 1. i wanted to be a rapper and 2. what I had shared in the freestyle rapping. He told me and my friend (my friend is a very healthy Christian but doesn't know much about schizophrenia, but is very helpful) that no one knows what a stranger is thinking about, that its the one time you can be sure no one knows and how much a robbery it is that we think they must know.
His comments, which I'm paraphrasing, were a tremendous help. I see things more logically now, which like you isn't to say I never think people know my thoughts, but I logically say the "they can't know" without validating what they can't know, which like you I know it is a rabbit hole to rationalize as if it will fully end the problem. It is better to calm your nervousness than to try to get someone to make sense of how much they don't know, but a little encouragement from someone who means the world to us is probably also the best, as it helps the nervousness and also gives us positive words to think about. Thanks again for the great video.
-Dave
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real telepathic experiences like satorare, being mindread, truman show feelings, repeating thoughts etc.
Abilify, Geodon, Haldol, Risperdal, Seroquel, or Zyprexa in injections form with less side effects can block this kinda telepathy....
Yout channel makes me feel like i'm not alone... I have this fear... That people are listenning to my thoughts too, specially when i'm having bad ones... So It always comes with the fear of judgement. I always tell my self the same thing you do... "If I cant hear their thoughts, they also can't hear mine". I grew up in a very catholic family... So this paranóia was born with the fear of god, jesus and the devil listenning to my every thought. Love from Brazil
i have not been diagnosed with schizophrenia however i do really experience this a LOT especially during school times. in my head i can feel myself telling me they cant read my mind yet it still spirals out of control and at times i end up believing i can hear other people's thoughts leading me to spend most of my day trying to figure out whats in somebody's mind and again when people tell me it isnt true or that they cant read my mind it doesnt really help as once ive got to that place in my mind there's really no going back
I love your videos. You are a great example of mental illness. We don't all walk round like zombies, or charge round in a murderous rage, we are just trying to get by, live life, keep happy and healthy. I first got psychosis in 2018. How scary. I could hear a voice commanding me to do things. I recognised this voice. I also felt touch hallucinations which were awful. Shadow people also. My view of the whole world has changed, all reality, my treatment in the psyche ward was horrendous, some of these people should never be round vulnerable folks, anyway I said I'd never go back there ever again, I came off the antipsychotics they'd forced into my body in hospital, I couldn't stand the side effects, could hardly get out of bed and read they took 20 years off your life, I couldn't handle that. The point to this rambling is I've been there, it's awful, you're great. Keep doing these video, raise awareness, educate and thank you so much x
I had psychosis in 2015. I have a video about it on my channel. I ended up getting off antipsychotics, I've been off them for 5 years now. I've been doing great. No more psychosis.
I will want to talk shit so bad about people but I’ll get scared because I think they can hear me. It has made me a better person too I cannot lie.
This is the biggest problem I have with my schizoaffective disorder I would like to fix it one day thank you for this video