I'm Justin, and mostly consider myself a cis-male. I have no desire to transition, but for at least a couple decade have been very intrigued by those who have transitioned or prefer to live as non-binary. I believe that I have a naturally androgynous voice. I work in a call center and I often have some of the people I get calls from thinking I'm female. Another call center job I worked from 2002-2006, there was this one time when I told someone I was putting them on hold, but we just muted the phone and I heard my caller say the another person that I sounded androgynous. Just a few weeks ago I got my auto insurance policy renewal and noticed that policy was for a female driver. The insurance agent that wrote my policy only talked to me on the phone, we never met in person.
Just yesterday, I was so sick I could barely speak when I woke up in the morning, but a couple of butterscotch candies later, I sounded so androgynous that my own brother couldn't have guessed my assigned gender. I'm AMAB, but I basically sounded like a tomboy, and it triggered such euphoria... and I thought I was transfem. I'm getting my voice back (though that phrase feels backward now), and I feel like I've lost my true love before getting to meet them.
Aw that makes perfect sense! I’m glad you were able to experience having a voice that felt like yours, even if it was something that was short-lived. That makes a lot of sense about feeling like you’ve lost your first true love before getting to meet them. Would you be open to voice training? Maybe you could alter your voice in a way that resonates with you more than the voice you have at the moment. Sending love 💛
Finally purchased some jewelry this last week and immediately thought of you. I'm pretty much using you as a template to build my style 😄 every time I watch one of your vids I feel like I get a little bit closer to finally getting that nose piercing. 😆 thanks for being visible and sharing tips like these!
Thank you so much for making this video. Felt very validating that you put HRT as an option. Because I thought that when I was considering HRT, that it was not for me, because I'm not a binary trans person
Glad my video can help 💛 a lot of people think medical transition is only for binary trans people, but honestly I know so many non binary people who are medically transitioning. Whatever is right for you is right for you, regardless of your identity or your label 💛
Hey thanks for posting this :) I’m a baby enby and I came out to my parents they did not take it well but this really helped me just express myself how I want. So thank u also I love ur vids And thrift stores are amazing
I’m glad this video helps you express yourself! That sucks about your family not being supportive though. I know how that feels, but just know you have a community here who loves and supports you 💛
Hi! Thanks for the nice video! I will definitely try including hand movements to get a more feminine flow to my voice. Also great tip on using things like rings, hair color and so on to help deflecting dysphoria.
Thanks for the tips! I am a baby enby who came across your videos when struggling to find AMAB NB content. I’m not out to anyone officially yet, but today I started putting new pronouns in my work email, so there’s that. 😁 💞
I feel this alot, struggling to find tips, and also struggling with sensory issues with makeup/ tight clothes so I mainly just wear mens clothes which ends up feeling very dysphoric
I've heard of people hiring a transgender voice therapist and getting amazing results. It kind of reminds me of learning French or some other language, you can only do so much with apps. Tbh I didn't even know what clubbed fingers were so personally I wouldn't have even thought to notice.
Oh interesting I didn’t realize there were therapists that could help with that! And thank you for the comment about the clubbed fingers. I didn’t really think other people noticed/paid attention to them but I still felt weird about my hands for a while until I started painting my nails and buying rings
Bryn Avery yes when I heard about it I found it fascinating. Watch 8:25 of this video for someone else's progression: ruclips.net/video/4Itt1JMiMQE/видео.html
Very helpful video for me 💚 ive been on hrt for over 2 years and ive been starting to have gender dysphoria again, this helps me to remember everything is okay. Love your presentation by the way like sooo much 🤘🏻
Thank you in general for this channel and for me this video in particular, I've been unsure and scared about my identity and how people may react so I've been stuck in a body I hate for years and this video is what finally inspired me to stride for change. Love all that you do, I'm SUPER jealous of the cute look, the fit is so pretty. Luv it, thank you so much for the help in finding myself.
Such a sweet and helpful video! Like a non-binary older sibling, both emotional support and sharing practical advice from their own life experience :) Also, I didn't know people's fingers taper at the tips? Are you sure it doesn't just look like that if people have longer nails? Or another one of those unrealistic body expectations brought to us by photoshop? xD
Firstly I want to say thank you for putting yourself out there and helping others that are also going through any sort of transition along the spectrum. I have a partner that is Transfemme/Non-binary and their dysphoria has been pretty bad this past week. It has been hard for them especially when I've misunderstood and that can turn into upsetting us both. I think me being cisgender doesn't help sometimes and can make it worse with my lack of understanding and I am trying to educate myself and understand more so I can be more mindful. I'm hoping by watching some videos and doing some research I'll be able to support them better through their transition stages they go through.
It makes me so happy to see that you’re going out of your way to understand trans people. Your partner is very lucky to have someone like you. I know it can be frustrating sometimes for both parties (I went through a period of that with my ex girlfriend, she’s cis and it took a while for her to really understand my dysphoria and how that played out etc) but I’m so thankful that you’re taking the time to try and understand her experience. Best of luck to both of you 💛
Personally, I found my name through a video game. Games that Toby Fox made have been a major centerpiece of my childhood and whenever i heard the name Kris, i thought, that is a cool name. I didn't know that i would be using it! I love it so much! Please take inspiration from anything that you hold dear to you!
I love that! I wish I had a cool story for where I got my name. I just heard the name when I was like 10 or 11 and loved it, and eventually made it my own! And my middle name-I had 3 options and I asked my best friend which one she liked best and she chose Avery (which I’m really happy about, because the other two were more feminine names rather than androgynous)
I'm non binary and masc too and give up on transition cous wveryone wants me as girl . I dont want a transition anymore i lower my vouce by myself and i really love it .God gives me a special voice
I get that. When I first came out (I originally came out as a trans woman) I used to wear lipstick and dresses a lot and it didn’t feel right at all. Makeup can be tricky as well and time consuming (not to mention expensive) so there’s nothing wrong with being “lazy” and not doing your makeup. You’re valid regardless 😊
I am male but very androgynous so I question who I am a lot but I just feel like I understand both sides. I just feel both but born male and I like girls so it just feels weird finding who I am… if any one else have this feeling please shoot a comment or refer a group
I'm a girl (although i always felt quite androgynous and like the genderfluid label simply because it gives me more freedom of self-expression) and am only truly attracted to androgynous males, so there's definitely people that matches you out there. Just hard to find them through the haze of normativity
i found i was enby like 3 months ago and yeah im amab and androgynous. i also feel like i "get" both sides in terms of how they feel about stuff and in personality. like i am literally both and always have been from what ive seen lol. and now im getting into fem clothing to a degree bc of that, because i want a mix of masc and fem :P im not attracted to anyone from what ik (im aroace) and also identify as genderfluid bc i feel better about expressing myself that way
Glad to help!! I also don’t know if I put it in the video or not (because I don’t remember if I knew this at the time) but Rosemary oil can help with hair loss, if that’s something you deal with!
EVERYONE I SWEAR AHAH even when i had long hair people misunderstood me as a boy :) like- one day i was walking and then a student came to me like "Mister , this is the police r you selling drugs?"(as a joke-) and i was SO CONFUSED One day i was dressing feminine and ppl where staring at me and one of them said "wtf mate we don't even know if she's a girl or he's a boy" and i wanted to tell that even if your dressing feminine , it's all in the attitude , energy , posing. And you can finish it with dressing :)
I definitely agree that the way people read you is more than just the clothes you wear for sure! Mannerisms, energy, all those kinds of things play a factor. I love when people can’t tell if I’m a man or woman lol like good! That’s the point lmfao
@@brynnavery she was like Amy that is for girls that want to be boys but, I told her I was insecure about my body she said that they are tight and I can get hurt. Do the really hurt I need to know.
@@Idontknowlol8375 I’m sorry your mom wasn’t as supportive as you would’ve hoped. As for hurting, my binder has never hurt. I have a relatively small chest tho so maybe it’s different for bigger chested people I’m not sure. But if you get the right size I’m pretty sure it shouldn’t hurt (they should have a sizing chart on the website you go to order them from. I think mine was a gc2b binder I think and I got a large I think)
Aww congratulations on your move. Always nice to move into a new place and put your stamp on it. You're looking lovely as always, so healthy ❤️ I'm not the size of a ship, 6 months pregnant with my twins, and it's 30c in England today! 😳
Yup! Technically non binary falls under the trans umbrella (anyone who doesn’t identify with their assigned gender at birth), but a lot of non binary people don’t use the term transgender for themselves. For me I use the term because I’ve been medically transitioning for about 6 years, and it’s a term that resonates with me. And not that medically transitioning makes me more valid than someone who doesn’t, but it does make my experience parallel in a lot of ways to a large portion of stereotypical/binary trans people. Hope that makes sense! 😊
I feel like your presentation is like halfway between a feminine gay man and a butch lesbian and as a fellow nonbinary person it's honestly goals 💛
This is the best compliment I’ve ever gotten, thank you so much 🥹💛
This is also a gender goal for me.
💛
I'm Justin, and mostly consider myself a cis-male. I have no desire to transition, but for at least a couple decade have been very intrigued by those who have transitioned or prefer to live as non-binary. I believe that I have a naturally androgynous voice. I work in a call center and I often have some of the people I get calls from thinking I'm female. Another call center job I worked from 2002-2006, there was this one time when I told someone I was putting them on hold, but we just muted the phone and I heard my caller say the another person that I sounded androgynous. Just a few weeks ago I got my auto insurance policy renewal and noticed that policy was for a female driver. The insurance agent that wrote my policy only talked to me on the phone, we never met in person.
Yooo I’m so jealous lol. Does being referred to as androgynous make you feel any type of way, or are you indifferent to it?
i love how sensitive this video is. just the trigger “warnings” at the beginning....ily
Aww! I just always want people to feel welcome and I don’t wanna cause harm, I’m glad my trigger warnings help with that! 💛
Just yesterday, I was so sick I could barely speak when I woke up in the morning, but a couple of butterscotch candies later, I sounded so androgynous that my own brother couldn't have guessed my assigned gender. I'm AMAB, but I basically sounded like a tomboy, and it triggered such euphoria... and I thought I was transfem. I'm getting my voice back (though that phrase feels backward now), and I feel like I've lost my true love before getting to meet them.
Aw that makes perfect sense! I’m glad you were able to experience having a voice that felt like yours, even if it was something that was short-lived. That makes a lot of sense about feeling like you’ve lost your first true love before getting to meet them. Would you be open to voice training? Maybe you could alter your voice in a way that resonates with you more than the voice you have at the moment. Sending love 💛
Finally purchased some jewelry this last week and immediately thought of you. I'm pretty much using you as a template to build my style 😄 every time I watch one of your vids I feel like I get a little bit closer to finally getting that nose piercing. 😆 thanks for being visible and sharing tips like these!
Omg I’m flattered! I’m glad I can help you figure out what you like/want!!! 💛
Thank you so much for making this video. Felt very validating that you put HRT as an option. Because I thought that when I was considering HRT, that it was not for me, because I'm not a binary trans person
Glad my video can help 💛 a lot of people think medical transition is only for binary trans people, but honestly I know so many non binary people who are medically transitioning. Whatever is right for you is right for you, regardless of your identity or your label 💛
Hey thanks for posting this :)
I’m a baby enby and I came out to my parents they did not take it well but this really helped me just express myself how I want. So thank u also I love ur vids
And thrift stores are amazing
I’m glad this video helps you express yourself! That sucks about your family not being supportive though. I know how that feels, but just know you have a community here who loves and supports you 💛
@@brynnavery thank you honestly
Have a nice day
Hi! Thanks for the nice video!
I will definitely try including hand movements to get a more feminine flow to my voice.
Also great tip on using things like rings, hair color and so on to help deflecting dysphoria.
I’m really glad my video helps! I wish I had people help me when I was trying to figure out how I wanted to express myself! 💛💛💛
I like your voice.
Thank you!
yeah. you'e super cute@@brynnavery
Thanks for the tips! I am a baby enby who came across your videos when struggling to find AMAB NB content. I’m not out to anyone officially yet, but today I started putting new pronouns in my work email, so there’s that. 😁 💞
Aw congratulations!! That’s a big step! Best of luck to you, and you should be proud of yourself for taking that step! 💛
I feel this alot, struggling to find tips, and also struggling with sensory issues with makeup/ tight clothes so I mainly just wear mens clothes which ends up feeling very dysphoric
I've heard of people hiring a transgender voice therapist and getting amazing results. It kind of reminds me of learning French or some other language, you can only do so much with apps. Tbh I didn't even know what clubbed fingers were so personally I wouldn't have even thought to notice.
Oh interesting I didn’t realize there were therapists that could help with that! And thank you for the comment about the clubbed fingers. I didn’t really think other people noticed/paid attention to them but I still felt weird about my hands for a while until I started painting my nails and buying rings
Bryn Avery yes when I heard about it I found it fascinating. Watch 8:25 of this video for someone else's progression: ruclips.net/video/4Itt1JMiMQE/видео.html
Oh awesome!
Very helpful video for me 💚 ive been on hrt for over 2 years and ive been starting to have gender dysphoria again, this helps me to remember everything is okay. Love your presentation by the way like sooo much 🤘🏻
Thank you in general for this channel and for me this video in particular, I've been unsure and scared about my identity and how people may react so I've been stuck in a body I hate for years and this video is what finally inspired me to stride for change. Love all that you do, I'm SUPER jealous of the cute look, the fit is so pretty. Luv it, thank you so much for the help in finding myself.
Congratulations you just made me feel gender envy 😭
That's a compliment though!
Omg!! Thank you 🥹💛
@@brynnavery You're welcome! ^^
thank you for this video! also your rings really are gorgeous!
Glad you liked the video’ and thank you! 🙂
Such a sweet and helpful video! Like a non-binary older sibling, both emotional support and sharing practical advice from their own life experience :)
Also, I didn't know people's fingers taper at the tips? Are you sure it doesn't just look like that if people have longer nails? Or another one of those unrealistic body expectations brought to us by photoshop? xD
thank you, I’m glad I can help! Lol maybe I’m wrong about fingers tapering at the top idk 😂 but I just know that CF can cause clubbed fingers lol
Firstly I want to say thank you for putting yourself out there and helping others that are also going through any sort of transition along the spectrum.
I have a partner that is Transfemme/Non-binary and their dysphoria has been pretty bad this past week.
It has been hard for them especially when I've misunderstood and that can turn into upsetting us both. I think me being cisgender doesn't help sometimes and can make it worse with my lack of understanding and I am trying to educate myself and understand more so I can be more mindful. I'm hoping by watching some videos and doing some research I'll be able to support them better through their transition stages they go through.
It makes me so happy to see that you’re going out of your way to understand trans people. Your partner is very lucky to have someone like you. I know it can be frustrating sometimes for both parties (I went through a period of that with my ex girlfriend, she’s cis and it took a while for her to really understand my dysphoria and how that played out etc) but I’m so thankful that you’re taking the time to try and understand her experience. Best of luck to both of you 💛
I love your outfit at the end when you talk about makeup.
Aww thank you!! 💛
I love your voice!
Omg thank you so much!!
OMG I didnt know club fingers was a thing, I thought it was just me!! I've always hated them so much lol, im AFAB btw
Personally, I found my name through a video game. Games that Toby Fox made have been a major centerpiece of my childhood and whenever i heard the name Kris, i thought, that is a cool name. I didn't know that i would be using it! I love it so much! Please take inspiration from anything that you hold dear to you!
I love that! I wish I had a cool story for where I got my name. I just heard the name when I was like 10 or 11 and loved it, and eventually made it my own! And my middle name-I had 3 options and I asked my best friend which one she liked best and she chose Avery (which I’m really happy about, because the other two were more feminine names rather than androgynous)
@@brynnavery I think that's still really cool!
I'm non binary and masc too and give up on transition cous wveryone wants me as girl . I dont want a transition anymore i lower my vouce by myself and i really love it .God gives me a special voice
Just found your channel, instant sub 😘
Aw thank you!! 🙂
With make up I don't use lipstick because it makes me look too feminine and I don't use eyeshadows because I'm lazy.
I get that. When I first came out (I originally came out as a trans woman) I used to wear lipstick and dresses a lot and it didn’t feel right at all. Makeup can be tricky as well and time consuming (not to mention expensive) so there’s nothing wrong with being “lazy” and not doing your makeup. You’re valid regardless 😊
@@brynnavery true
I am male but very androgynous so I question who I am a lot but I just feel like I understand both sides. I just feel both but born male and I like girls so it just feels weird finding who I am… if any one else have this feeling please shoot a comment or refer a group
I know things can be confusing, I’m here for you 💛💛💛
I'm a girl (although i always felt quite androgynous and like the genderfluid label simply because it gives me more freedom of self-expression) and am only truly attracted to androgynous males, so there's definitely people that matches you out there. Just hard to find them through the haze of normativity
i found i was enby like 3 months ago and yeah im amab and androgynous. i also feel like i "get" both sides in terms of how they feel about stuff and in personality. like i am literally both and always have been from what ive seen lol. and now im getting into fem clothing to a degree bc of that, because i want a mix of masc and fem :P
im not attracted to anyone from what ik (im aroace) and also identify as genderfluid bc i feel better about expressing myself that way
I've done my hair Dark Blue once, pink once, and light blue twice
Ooo, which color was your favorite?
@@brynnavery the light blue, cause i have blue eyes
Oh nifty! 😊
Thank you dear soul god loves you❤
Hey thanks for the tip re: hairline, I've got that M shape going hard
Glad to help!! I also don’t know if I put it in the video or not (because I don’t remember if I knew this at the time) but Rosemary oil can help with hair loss, if that’s something you deal with!
This vid is great, also I used that app and it was the most masculine as possible 😭
Aww, keep practicing! I know it can be frustrating but you’ll get there!
@@brynnavery thank you I definitely will, it’s already a bit less masculine :D
I just take trnas masc tips and apply them to myself and since I still look like a fuckin girl it kinda neutralizes it
There ya go, that works!
Thanks for this video, I subbed to your channel. And btw, I love your eyes! :)
Glad you enjoyed my video!! And thank you! 😊
17:32 i feel so called out this is unbelievable
great video:) thanks for the tips
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Tysm!
Of course! 💛
EVERYONE I SWEAR AHAH even when i had long hair people misunderstood me as a boy :) like- one day i was walking and then a student came to me like "Mister , this is the police r you selling drugs?"(as a joke-) and i was SO CONFUSED
One day i was dressing feminine and ppl where staring at me and one of them said "wtf mate we don't even know if she's a girl or he's a boy" and i wanted to tell that even if your dressing feminine , it's all in the attitude , energy , posing. And you can finish it with dressing :)
I definitely agree that the way people read you is more than just the clothes you wear for sure! Mannerisms, energy, all those kinds of things play a factor. I love when people can’t tell if I’m a man or woman lol like good! That’s the point lmfao
that's what i want to do with how i look haha, confuse people about my gender so they ask me and i don't feel weird telling them my pronouns
@@acornmaybe thats a gpod plan
@@brynnavery yea
Tonight I got the courage to walk up to my mom and ask her for a binder hahahahahahahahahaha
Aw yay that’s awesome! How did she react?
@@brynnavery she was like Amy that is for girls that want to be boys but, I told her I was insecure about my body she said that they are tight and I can get hurt. Do the really hurt I need to know.
@@Idontknowlol8375 I’m sorry your mom wasn’t as supportive as you would’ve hoped. As for hurting, my binder has never hurt. I have a relatively small chest tho so maybe it’s different for bigger chested people I’m not sure. But if you get the right size I’m pretty sure it shouldn’t hurt (they should have a sizing chart on the website you go to order them from. I think mine was a gc2b binder I think and I got a large I think)
@@brynnavery tysm
@@Idontknowlol8375 💛
I got both of my ears peirced back in March on my birthday.
Oh awesome! How are you enjoying having pierced ears?
@@brynnavery i like it a lot. I feel so much more comfortable now
Still want a cf cooking video ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I still plan on making one! I’ll be moving soon and I’ll be living alone so it should be easier for me to do then!
Aww congratulations on your move. Always nice to move into a new place and put your stamp on it. You're looking lovely as always, so healthy ❤️ I'm not the size of a ship, 6 months pregnant with my twins, and it's 30c in England today! 😳
I'm currently in my experimentation phase
How are you enjoying your experimentations?
5:30 you already sound pretty Androgynous to me
Thank you!
@@brynnavery no problem ;) ❤️❤️😘
God what a nice house :3
Thank you!! I’ll actually be moving soon though 😅
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Wait… trans and non-binary??? Could you explain please?
Yup! Technically non binary falls under the trans umbrella (anyone who doesn’t identify with their assigned gender at birth), but a lot of non binary people don’t use the term transgender for themselves. For me I use the term because I’ve been medically transitioning for about 6 years, and it’s a term that resonates with me. And not that medically transitioning makes me more valid than someone who doesn’t, but it does make my experience parallel in a lot of ways to a large portion of stereotypical/binary trans people. Hope that makes sense! 😊
@@brynnavery OH! thank you so mutch! I should probably know this as I am non-binary lol
@@evan6456 no problem!! And now you know! 😊
So your binary trans?
No I’m non binary
@@brynnavery oh okay:)
Non-binary