I love seeing such realistic depictions of eating disorder recovery. This is hard and so much of it is just pushing through and then dealing with life stuff without using the ED to cope. You are doing amazing!
I think it's important to show all sides of recovery - especially the difficult parts. You are right about a lot of it just needing to push through, it's hard work but worth it. Thank you for the support ❤️
Maddie you crack me up! What a fun video. You looked great in the green jumper suit and new cardigan. Thanks for taking us on your work trip. Like you said you would never have done this awhile back. Keep going and keep entertaining us. Love all of your videos. Hope you and Fig have a great week. 😍🐰
Just want to say thank you. Your video is helping me feel less lonely in a very lonely chapter of life. And I’m struggling with exercise (“addiction?”) (maybe- over reliance for sure) but I’ve never embarked on any structured way of addressing it. Today just trying to navigate being lonely, low energy, low motivation, life is super empty right now, and craving exercise but not wanting to feel like I NEED to exercise. I just have a hard time doing a moderate or little bit and not overdoing it. Anyway, just wanted to say thank you for putting this out there. I’m sure there’s countless people who it helps who you may never even know it reaches 💜.
I loved your smile thru this video, despite the stressful things happening. Your spirit is growing ☺️ Can definitely relate re Figs care. Nothing more stressful than wondering about your furbaby and not being able to reach anyone. Am glad she’s ok x And girl, you did amazing on that work trip. Amazing. Pat on back for you. I had a wee toke with you. Love from NZ x
Awww thank you for saying that ❤️ It is definitely stressful worrying about fur babies... But very glad she is okay. Glad you had a toke 😉 Love back to you!
Your videos never fail to normalize my struggles. My question to you, is your life still a mess? Obviously it isn’t easy, but you seem to have put together all the things…job, apartment, recovery and dating. Thank you!!!!
I am so glad you like the videos! Tbh, my life may not be "as messy" but I still find it relatively chaotic. I don't divulge everything on my channel so there are some aspects that I don't show. I am grateful for the place I am in but I still definitely have a ways to go. Sending love to you!
Wow! I think you are proving to yourself how strong you are… continuing to challenge yourself even though you are struggling is amazing… I think maybe you are realizing that a lot of it is fear you built up in your own head… (I’m not minimizing it at all… the fear is real) but you can get through it… keep going! You rock!
Thank you, Emily! It is crazy to look back and see how far iv'e come. I would never had dreamed of being where I am now. I do know a lot of it is built up fear but I am slowly learning to overcome my own false beliefs. Hope you have a good week!
There are many choices available to us women in this life but when it comes to your body there are only two. Accept it or dont! You see if you choose to accept your body you will soon start to love it, admire it, look after it. These things all follow in the wake of your acceptance. Just keep going.💪😘❤️
You are so right… accepting it is so hard but it is definitely the better of the two options. Thank you for the motivation, I appreciate it. Take care! ❤️
lol I love fries, but I hate burgers 🤪. I’m just coming back from a trip to the upper peninsula of Michigan(right by Canada!!!). I will say, this trip was a lot harder than I thought it would be. Lots of eating out. I think the hardest thing for me was a chicken gyro from a Greek restaurant. Really good though:) Random question, do you find that recovery is harder during certain times of the year? I find that August/September/October is much harder for me. Idk, maybe I’m going crazy 😅 Love the honesty in this video. Hugs to you and Fig💖
That's so funny! I do love burgers lol And that's awesome! Next time you should try to come over the border :) I am proud of you for having the chicken gyro, I bet it was delicious! And I do find that recovery is harder in the summer - especially when I am wearing more shorts and tank tops. I also find it gets hard when I am stressed. I find that journaling helps a lot. Keep fighting! You're doing great ❤️
Im so glad to meet u as you, ur sooooo funny and preety and cute omg best vidieo 😍🐰 im glad Fig is ok !! Im prowd of u!!!!!!! So much love huun !!!!😍🥰❤
OMG lemme tell u I just bought two packs of gummies, 3 in each, the guy at the store told me to take one n wait a 1/2 hour to see how I feel. Long story short, I felt nothing after a 1/2 hour, I ended up taking FOUR in the nest 3 hours and they all hit me at once and HOLY SHIT!! I thought I was gunna die! P.S. I havent consumed any sort of THC since high school, this was a first time experiment cuz I have severe Epilepsy and wanted to see if it helped. I woke up high!! P.S.S. The funniest part of this whole thing is I'm a recovering addict n have the tolerance of a horse for most hard drugs, but can't handle THC!
I love seeing such realistic depictions of eating disorder recovery. This is hard and so much of it is just pushing through and then dealing with life stuff without using the ED to cope. You are doing amazing!
I think it's important to show all sides of recovery - especially the difficult parts. You are right about a lot of it just needing to push through, it's hard work but worth it. Thank you for the support ❤️
Maddie you crack me up! What a fun video. You looked great in the green jumper suit and new cardigan. Thanks for taking us on your work trip. Like you said you would never have done this awhile back. Keep going and keep entertaining us. Love all of your videos. Hope you and Fig have a great week. 😍🐰
Haha I am glad you enjoyed the video, Dianne! Thank you for the compliment :) Hope you have a great week as well ❤️
Just want to say thank you. Your video is helping me feel less lonely in a very lonely chapter of life. And I’m struggling with exercise (“addiction?”) (maybe- over reliance for sure) but I’ve never embarked on any structured way of addressing it. Today just trying to navigate being lonely, low energy, low motivation, life is super empty right now, and craving exercise but not wanting to feel like I NEED to exercise. I just have a hard time doing a moderate or little bit and not overdoing it. Anyway, just wanted to say thank you for putting this out there. I’m sure there’s countless people who it helps who you may never even know it reaches 💜.
I loved your smile thru this video, despite the stressful things happening. Your spirit is growing ☺️
Can definitely relate re Figs care. Nothing more stressful than wondering about your furbaby and not being able to reach anyone. Am glad she’s ok x
And girl, you did amazing on that work trip. Amazing. Pat on back for you.
I had a wee toke with you.
Love from NZ x
Awww thank you for saying that ❤️ It is definitely stressful worrying about fur babies... But very glad she is okay. Glad you had a toke 😉 Love back to you!
Your videos never fail to normalize my struggles. My question to you, is your life still a mess? Obviously it isn’t easy, but you seem to have put together all the things…job, apartment, recovery and dating. Thank you!!!!
I am so glad you like the videos! Tbh, my life may not be "as messy" but I still find it relatively chaotic. I don't divulge everything on my channel so there are some aspects that I don't show. I am grateful for the place I am in but I still definitely have a ways to go. Sending love to you!
Totally agree with you!! Things might be messy in Maddie’s head but it seems like she is persevereing and doing well!! And her shit is together!!!
thanks for this vid Maddie, it was what I really needed today, you have come so far and continue to thrive 😊. I'm glad poor little fig is ok.
Glad you enjoyed the video ❤️ I am also glad Fig is okay! 🐰
Wow! I think you are proving to yourself how strong you are… continuing to challenge yourself even though you are struggling is amazing… I think maybe you are realizing that a lot of it is fear you built up in your own head… (I’m not minimizing it at all… the fear is real) but you can get through it… keep going! You rock!
Thank you, Emily! It is crazy to look back and see how far iv'e come. I would never had dreamed of being where I am now. I do know a lot of it is built up fear but I am slowly learning to overcome my own false beliefs. Hope you have a good week!
I love videos like these honestly, just raw footage that isn't perfected or aesthetic in any way.
Haha I am glad you enjoy this style. Tbh, I don't have time to do much editing but want to keep making videos so this is the best I can do lol
There are many choices available to us women in this life but when it comes to your body there are only two.
Accept it or dont!
You see if you choose to accept your body you will soon start to love it, admire it, look after it. These things all follow in the wake of your acceptance. Just keep going.💪😘❤️
You are so right… accepting it is so hard but it is definitely the better of the two options. Thank you for the motivation, I appreciate it. Take care! ❤️
@@maddiejaneec 😘💪👍
lol I love fries, but I hate burgers 🤪. I’m just coming back from a trip to the upper peninsula of Michigan(right by Canada!!!). I will say, this trip was a lot harder than I thought it would be. Lots of eating out. I think the hardest thing for me was a chicken gyro from a Greek restaurant. Really good though:) Random question, do you find that recovery is harder during certain times of the year? I find that August/September/October is much harder for me. Idk, maybe I’m going crazy 😅 Love the honesty in this video. Hugs to you and Fig💖
That's so funny! I do love burgers lol And that's awesome! Next time you should try to come over the border :) I am proud of you for having the chicken gyro, I bet it was delicious! And I do find that recovery is harder in the summer - especially when I am wearing more shorts and tank tops. I also find it gets hard when I am stressed. I find that journaling helps a lot. Keep fighting! You're doing great ❤️
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Aww haha glad you enjoyed it!
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Im so glad to meet u as you, ur sooooo funny and preety and cute omg best vidieo 😍🐰 im glad Fig is ok !!
Im prowd of u!!!!!!! So much love huun !!!!😍🥰❤
Awww thank you ❤️ I really appreciate the compliments! I am also glad that Fig is okay! Sending love back to you!
Ohmygod!! I tried 1/4 of a gummy and it darn well nearly killed me!!!!! Frig! I wanted something to calm my anxiety but it did the opposite!!!
Haha that's too funny! My tolerance is so high, I need like 60mg lol.
OMG lemme tell u I just bought two packs of gummies, 3 in each, the guy at the store told me to take one n wait a 1/2 hour to see how I feel. Long story short, I felt nothing after a 1/2 hour, I ended up taking FOUR in the nest 3 hours and they all hit me at once and HOLY SHIT!! I thought I was gunna die! P.S. I havent consumed any sort of THC since high school, this was a first time experiment cuz I have severe Epilepsy and wanted to see if it helped. I woke up high!!
P.S.S. The funniest part of this whole thing is I'm a recovering addict n have the tolerance of a horse for most hard drugs, but can't handle THC!
Dear anyone reading this: Jesus loves you so incredibly much, you are so treasured. 💕
Thank you ❤️