Adult apraxia of speech

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  • Опубликовано: 7 сен 2024
  • 5 months post stroke

Комментарии • 135

  • @allseriousness
    @allseriousness 7 лет назад +550

    You don't realize how many students you have helped with this film. On behalf of medical professional students everywhere, I would like to thank you for putting yourself out there.

    • @ginlasunshine11
      @ginlasunshine11  7 лет назад +31

      James Cockerham that means so much.

    • @allseriousness
      @allseriousness 7 лет назад +7

      best wishes to your speedy recovery. Keep it up!

    • @lunacraft
      @lunacraft 6 лет назад +5

      Completely agree with this statement. Thank you.

    • @user-ou1dl9gs6x
      @user-ou1dl9gs6x Год назад

      Me to

    • @lovelysmith1794
      @lovelysmith1794 5 месяцев назад

      You can add future teachers to that list.

  • @ginlasunshine11
    @ginlasunshine11  8 лет назад +91

    thank you pc4ever. I've been working hard.
    Things that have worked the best for me are Melodic Intonation Therapy, script training and physical prompts for vowel distortions based on Pam Marshalla's cues.
    my goal is to be functional (being able to order coffee, pay for gas, ask for water at restaurants without needing assistive technology or someone else to do it for me).

  • @neesey22
    @neesey22 7 лет назад +99

    Thank you for sharing, I'm a grad student studying to be a speech-language pathologist. This video really helps me better "see" apraxia in adults. And I know it's been a year since you did the video I hope that you have seen improvements in that time. Thanks again for your willingness to share!

  • @michellesablande1758
    @michellesablande1758 4 года назад +15

    Hi Gina, I am an SLP student, and this video was presented for educational purposes to study about Apraxia. I just want to thank you for sharing this video and for contributing to my knowledge. You are inspirational, smart, and beautiful!

  • @CCaram-du2sj
    @CCaram-du2sj 7 лет назад +38

    Gina, thanks for your courage, your humor :-), your bravery and your boldness. Your video is an inspiration to me.
    I am a stroke survivor myself. My name is Carlos Caram Dallapiccola and I am from Brazil. I had a stroke about 5 years ago on October 10, 2011.
    I am 52 years old, married to Daniela for 22 years and have 3 kids - Victor (20), Samuel (16) and Jonas (14), all boys.
    I’m a businessman (in the field of International Education), a bilingual teacher (English/Portuguese) and a translator. My voice was a “working tool”, but it is not anymore. I currently am facing the challenge of APHASIA/APRAXIA (I have trouble speaking due to the stroke I suffered, but I am regaining my speech). My intellectual abilities are almost intact, but the effects of my stroke have prevented me from working and a normal life.
    I currently am living in Orlando, FL, USA, to undergo stroke recovery treatment at the Aphasia House at the University of Central Florida.
    I really like what you are doing. Keep up the good work. May God bless you and your loved ones.
    C. Caram

    • @ginlasunshine11
      @ginlasunshine11  7 лет назад +8

      Carlos Caram Dallapiccola I wish you strength, patience and humor on your new journey. I know it is not one we expected or counted on. I was also a special education teacher of 20 years. I never thought life would have changed that, but it has. while I hate not being able to express myself, I can say that new opportunities await and a different path, should we choose to forge ahead!
      hugs.

  • @nikkisquires8525
    @nikkisquires8525 5 лет назад +14

    Bless you Gina, you are not alone. I had a stroke in late 2011 and battled with apraxia for the next 2 years. I admire your courage and tenacity for posting this. I do so hope your recovery is going well, and that your speech has returned. You're an inspiration :)

  • @daliaadwan2126
    @daliaadwan2126 7 месяцев назад +1

    I am a speech language pathologist, and I realized that your videos do benefit me in understanding and feeling the difficulties that a person with apraxia do experiences.

  • @pofsms
    @pofsms Год назад +2

    I am in my 40's and just now learning about apraxia. Thank you for sharing yourself with all of us! I greatly appreciate you talking about your story. I appreciate it, greatly.

  • @rachelmcdonough1506
    @rachelmcdonough1506 2 года назад +2

    I am researching for a novel I am planning to write about a young lady with apraxia of speech. Your videos have been so helpful and it’s wonderful to see how you’ve progressed and kept such a great attitude despite the difficulties.

  • @hellrose18
    @hellrose18 8 месяцев назад +1

    I wish i could give a hug to everyone that has to go through this. Its 125 am where i am and im tearing up thinking about how bright and intelligent these people are but because they cant communicate like we do, others see them as unintelligent

  • @bexcruise1077
    @bexcruise1077 6 лет назад +2

    Hi Gina, Thanks so much for making this clip. Like you said, most of the youtube vids with speech apraxia are of children. I'm a doctor in the UK and just wanted to share that you've helped students, doctors, patients and families on this side of the pond too! I hope you've recovered well. Best wishes, Becky

  • @ashleyalongi4706
    @ashleyalongi4706 3 года назад +2

    I know it is years after you posted this, but hope you are doing well! Thank you for allowing me to observe apraxia firsthand. You have helped to educate many people!

  • @sarahbanford2136
    @sarahbanford2136 5 лет назад +3

    Gina, my friends and I are learning about apraxia of speech now and this video is invaluable. Thank you for your courage!! Keep working hard!

  • @anhuang1842
    @anhuang1842 3 месяца назад

    You have helped so many students and professionals to learn from your video! Thank you for your sharing

  • @georgia9687
    @georgia9687 5 лет назад +2

    Hi Gina. Thank you so much for posting this. I am studying to become a speech pathologist and you just helped a lecture room full of students in Australia. Thank you for allowing us to understand Apraxia of speech in adults. Wishing you all the best.

  • @micha5775
    @micha5775 5 лет назад +1

    I have adult apraxia I am 44 this vid has helped me not feel so alone .It is so very hard as a social thing. I am partially disabled now and I have a few other issues .

  • @kaiylahcox5791
    @kaiylahcox5791 3 года назад

    Thank you so very very much for sharing yourself with the world. Following a tragic accident and devastating traumatic head injury my speech became impaired. For 11 years every physician I've seen attributed my speech impediment to anxiety. My new primary referred me to a speech therapist and today we met for the first time. As I struggled to explain how intelligent and funny I am, how difficult it is to express myself and how my mouth has seemed to divorce my brain she smiled, sat beside me and showed me your video. As I watched you tell your story ten years of loneliness and despair began to melt away from my heart. Someone finally put a name to my condition and you made it real for me. Thank you for shining your light of health and hope into the dark tunnel that was my life. I am forever grateful.

  • @jesslovesmakeup7956
    @jesslovesmakeup7956 7 лет назад +1

    Thank you for posting this video Gina, my grandmother had apraxia due to a stroke as well. Many people thought she was not smart too but it was just hard for to get the words out. She has passed away since then but she never gave up and it seems like your are not giving up either. You are not alone and thank you for your courage in making this video. Take care

  • @kattrakee
    @kattrakee 2 года назад +1

    I had this happened to me recently, it came on suddenly with no stroke symptoms such as headache or drooping of mouth or Weakness,
    I could understand what people were saying, but I was talking to my son on the phone and I could not say the words that were in my head other words were coming out instead. I thought it was anxiety so I struggled with words for a few minutes and then I went and sat down and took my anxiety medicine and asked for an end in about 20 minutes I was back to normal. I thought it was a strange occurrence but I didn’t tell my doctor till two days later then they had me go to the hospital to have testing and determined that I have some sort of Undetermined problem regarding my brain, they call it a transient ischemic attack, and Advise me to go see a neurologist. It’s very scary to me do you think that I could actually have a major stroke, but there is something none of us know. I thank you for this video because although it is not exactly like my experience it is quite similar. My best wishes to you in the future that you fully recover from this and that you feel well and healthy from this day on. Thank you again 🤗🤗🤗🤗⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

  • @noslenarual
    @noslenarual 2 года назад

    Thank you for sharing and for being so open and brave. My son has autism. He is 28 and I'm going to encourage him to do some videos to help people. No one wants to feel alone.

  • @jessicaguess5911
    @jessicaguess5911 3 года назад +1

    You're awesome! Thank you for sharing this new part of your life with us!

  • @DaliwolfBacon
    @DaliwolfBacon 6 лет назад +1

    You are brave, you are awesome, and I think it is great that you put yourself out there and helped us all understand Speech Apraxia better. Thank you!!!

  • @Maramalmaddah
    @Maramalmaddah 7 месяцев назад

    I am an SLP and I have learned so much from this video!! Thank you so much..

  • @user-bk6su6ec1j
    @user-bk6su6ec1j 7 месяцев назад

    I’m a master’s speech student and I learned so much from your videos
    I’m from Saudi Arabia

  • @deanawhite5534
    @deanawhite5534 7 лет назад +1

    Thank you so much for sharing. I just began my journey into my Master's degree for Speech-Language Pathology. The wind at your back.....and the sun on your face.

  • @anankhattab4072
    @anankhattab4072 7 месяцев назад

    It will take time. I am a speech therapist. your trials are amazing

  • @LisaD007
    @LisaD007 6 лет назад

    Gina, you are one of the most courageous people I have ever met on You tube. You are amazing and I know you will get better only because of your determination and courage.

  • @Aquarius444K
    @Aquarius444K 3 года назад

    Gina you are amazing, making your own path of action because there wasn't one for you to follow! I'm watching this as a graduate student getting my Masters in social work. Although I don't have apraxia of speech, I do have Cerebral Palsy, and apraxia of speech is common for people with it. There are so many reasons why you and your youtube channel are important and necessary. Thank you for sharing and here's to your continued recovery!

  • @khadijahpierce4887
    @khadijahpierce4887 Год назад

    I know that it has been six year since you posted this, but I wanted to say that you inspire me. I was asked to watch this video for one of my grad school classes(future SLP) and your video touched me and stuck with me. I admire your courage and want you to know that your video solidified that I am going into the right career. Thank you! PS I hope you have made lots of progress in the last six years and would love an update video :)

  • @cedricmonroy8592
    @cedricmonroy8592 Год назад

    Hi Gina,
    I am reviewing this video for academic purposes for a Neuropsychology course in Mexico. Thank you for posting this video and although it helped understand more about apraxia of speech what I got the most was the selfless intention to help others. I admire your courage and again thank you for sharing. Hope your recovery has stayed on track and best wishes.

  • @TaylorSwiftwonderland13
    @TaylorSwiftwonderland13 Год назад

    Still helpful, all these years later, another Speechie student here. Thank you for sharing it, and I hope you have continued to meet your goals.

  • @alejandradeleon5437
    @alejandradeleon5437 Год назад

    Thank you for sharing your so brave and I hope your better now!

  • @jessicakhoukaz6268
    @jessicakhoukaz6268 2 года назад

    Gina, you are an inspiration!Thank you for raising awareness about what acquired apraxia looks like! Hope your speech kept on evolving !

  • @casctutorials
    @casctutorials 6 лет назад

    Thank .. you learned me and others not only to be better doctors but how to be strong and ovércome our ordeals.
    You are great .. thank you again.

  • @aftonnelson824
    @aftonnelson824 5 лет назад

    You have no idea how much of an inspiration you are! Thank you for sharing your story. God Bless You!

  • @angieCity90
    @angieCity90 7 лет назад +4

    .... i sincerely wish you a speedy recovery. Thank you for sharing this video, I found it very informative . :) thank you again!!

  • @IsaacNewton1966
    @IsaacNewton1966 4 года назад +1

    Right there with ya! Had a stroke almost 2 years ago. In my mind, I'm extremely well spoken. Then to get it to come out of my mouth is a real struggle! I see that you also have a habit of looking up, searching for how to make sounds. It's like we are search our brain with our eyes for the sound! lol

    • @heavysaber9431
      @heavysaber9431 4 года назад

      Interesting, it appears you're struggling to "think" when your eyes wanders off but its all about the struggle finding the sound?

    • @IsaacNewton1966
      @IsaacNewton1966 4 года назад

      @@heavysaber9431 I am thinking. Thinking of how to form my lips, tongue and throat to make just one sound.

  • @user-bv4zu5nb4h
    @user-bv4zu5nb4h 9 месяцев назад

    I want to thank you for doing these videos. I am a speech language pathologist who teaches on the collegiate level. I use your videos to show what ADULT apraxia looks like. We would love to see an update (and an update on Parker!).

  • @jessezainey9310
    @jessezainey9310 5 лет назад +1

    Thank you for your courage and helping educate me to help others.

  • @abdulelahabdulaziz3117
    @abdulelahabdulaziz3117 7 месяцев назад

    You are an inspiration to many, keep sharing the video

  • @katrinajean366
    @katrinajean366 4 года назад +3

    Pretty incredible! Thanks for having the courage to speak your truth:)

  • @gratefulthread
    @gratefulthread 5 лет назад

    Thank you so much for your strength and courage to post this video. You are an inspiration and I wish you all the luck and love in the world.🙏🏼❤️

  • @decadancehihohi2986
    @decadancehihohi2986 6 лет назад +6

    I think you are very fluent and good pronunciation despite of apraxia. I believe you will be a good speaker. Maybe already!

  • @smellamyblake8352
    @smellamyblake8352 Год назад

    SLP student, this is very helpful thanks for sharing your experience

  • @mohammadsaifullahgauhar
    @mohammadsaifullahgauhar 6 лет назад

    Thank you Gina! By making this video you have helped alot of people and I highly appreciate that.

  • @hannahhannah5966
    @hannahhannah5966 7 лет назад

    Thank you for the video. My husband is a stroke victim. it's been an year. He is not able to talk. Hope he recovers soon. Your video is a hope to people who got stroke. Thanks once again.

    • @ginlasunshine11
      @ginlasunshine11  7 лет назад

      Hannah Hannah hugs to you both. recovery is so hard on everyone.

    • @delta7212
      @delta7212 5 лет назад

      Hannah Hannah how is your husband’s speech?

  • @ironheadchopper1
    @ironheadchopper1 6 лет назад

    Thank you for your video. you are a very courageous.and lovely woman.i know you are looking for other adults with apraxia. but you are an inspiration to me. my beautiful 8 yr old daughter has apraxia. and her symptoms of it is very close to your it was almost like i was watching her talk while watching your video. you are a pioneer in apraxia awareness and no home your Not dumb i think your very very intelligent...god bless you my dear

    • @ginlasunshine11
      @ginlasunshine11  6 лет назад

      Half breed Cherokee thank you for your encouragement. It means so much.

  • @user-xf7ox7nx5w
    @user-xf7ox7nx5w 7 месяцев назад

    Great job doing this video very impressive

  • @LReddy10025
    @LReddy10025 7 лет назад +1

    You are amazing! I am so proud of you! God bless you and keep fighting! I praying for you and thanks for sharing your life with us.

  • @peanuts465
    @peanuts465 7 лет назад

    Gina, you are an amazing lady and thank you for putting this up on RUclips! My mum had a stroke 7 weeks ago and has the same issue as you have. I look forward to seeing more videos of your progress. 👍🏻👍🏻

  • @swylie830
    @swylie830 5 лет назад +1

    Go Gina!!! Thanks for putting yourself out there and keep up the good work!
    💙 A speech- language pathologist

  • @s0129570
    @s0129570 Год назад

    Gina, thank you so much for sharing to help us learn. It must be frustrating not to be able to express yourself as effortlessly as before. I'm wishing you the best, and I'd love an update. I hope you're better expressing yourself and living your best life

  • @user-ul3op3vh2y
    @user-ul3op3vh2y 4 месяца назад

    Thank you for sharing. And continue to work hard in all things speech!

  • @deshpremi7685
    @deshpremi7685 2 года назад

    Thank you Gina for this video. You re brave.
    - A Neurologist

  • @horsesrivers3368
    @horsesrivers3368 2 года назад

    Thank you Gina!

  • @TGIF0WEDABES
    @TGIF0WEDABES 7 лет назад

    Thank you so much for sharing this video. I really enjoyed it! I'm currently studying to be a speech language pathologist myself, and your video was exceptional at providing a good understanding of apraxia. I love how you let your personality show through and were able to add humour, you definitely have the personality and the right attitude to make a great recovery! Best of luck on your journey, I look forward to your future videos :)

  • @kingbee7740
    @kingbee7740 8 лет назад

    Thank you for your bravery. Your an inspiration.

  • @margaretmojica8190
    @margaretmojica8190 7 лет назад

    I appreciate the video. I don't have apraxia of speech, but I am doing a little research on it. As you say, all the videos are of children. Then the videos show the children after years of therapy. I have read about it but I appreciate hearing about it, how it actually sounds. Thank you.

  • @Pokemonftghy
    @Pokemonftghy 7 лет назад +1

    You are amazing Gina:) Great inspiration! Thanks for your video.

  • @orangeedo
    @orangeedo 6 лет назад

    Must be very frustrating but I'm glad you're still with us 👌

  • @jordanhough63
    @jordanhough63 7 лет назад

    thank you got sharing this video. I have migraines and my speech is exactly like this now. I now know I'm not alone.

    • @dorothyndhlovu9774
      @dorothyndhlovu9774 Год назад

      Omg migraines?me too. I have only had 2 encounters now, 6 years apart. I get blurred vision,then migraine then I can't express myself.the words are nicely constructed in my head but when I open my mouth its like baby language.do you experience this too?

  • @ryleeheinz7441
    @ryleeheinz7441 2 года назад

    You’re amazing Gina!

  • @deechu9247
    @deechu9247 3 года назад

    Hi Gina,
    Thank you so much for sharing this. I am currently a SLPA and am trying to get into a Master's program. I would love to know exactly how you are feeling when getting your words out orally. I understand that the thought process takes a bit more time. I suppose I would like to understand the mental and emotional part of it. I would love to show my future clients as much patience and empathy as possible. Again, thank you for sharing such an intimate moment.

  • @speedy._.gonzalez1993
    @speedy._.gonzalez1993 7 лет назад +1

    I am 13 and I have speech apraxia. You are very inspirational :)

    • @ginlasunshine11
      @ginlasunshine11  6 лет назад

      Speedy._. Gonzalez hi, I still have Apraxia. I am not in speech therapy right now because it is too expensive. But I continue to improve very slowly.

    • @slitheryyysnakeee4845
      @slitheryyysnakeee4845 6 лет назад

      I’m 13 and I have speech apraxia also,

    • @vickeereoccurring6398
      @vickeereoccurring6398 5 лет назад

      I hope you all are doing well. My son is 5 years old and has Apraxia. I was inspired to start a RUclips channel about him and his journey. Any advice you have about having Apraxia would be amazing.

  • @katherinecai3986
    @katherinecai3986 7 лет назад +3

    This is very interesting I'm only 10 but I like to learn about different people! Your very pretty!!

    • @ginlasunshine11
      @ginlasunshine11  7 лет назад

      Gamertastic 101 thank you! Im glad you are learning about all sorts of different people. No doubt you'll help people in your life! My son has Opitz G/ BBB syndrome. that's an interesting syndrome to learn about because it's pretty rare. most healthcare professionals aren't familiar with it!

  • @PhantomFanatic0927
    @PhantomFanatic0927 5 лет назад

    Gina, thank you for sharing. I am a Music Therapy intern and I was looking to see how I could best serve my clients with various speech disorders, like AOS. Thank you for your time and courage to put this out there, and I hope you are doing well!

  • @sramsey2323
    @sramsey2323 3 года назад

    Thank you so much for posting this. I hope you continue to improve!

  • @christinepenska8524
    @christinepenska8524 6 лет назад +1

    thank you so much and God bless you

  • @lovelysmith1794
    @lovelysmith1794 5 месяцев назад

    Thank you for sharing.

  • @lauriemilliron8862
    @lauriemilliron8862 7 лет назад +1

    Thank you for sharing your video. Bless you❤

  • @shantaelindahl7115
    @shantaelindahl7115 5 лет назад

    Thank you so much for sharing. Your a very beautiful lady.

  • @medicaldetectivemd9458
    @medicaldetectivemd9458 4 года назад +1

    Thank you alot

  • @blaertes4976
    @blaertes4976 3 года назад

    You are inspiring.

  • @Tyra_QueenCourage
    @Tyra_QueenCourage 7 лет назад

    Gina you're awesome!!

  • @vbuksa
    @vbuksa 6 лет назад +1

    You are extraordinary ❤️

  • @matthewpreston1982
    @matthewpreston1982 8 лет назад +1

    inspirational, god bless you xxx

  • @truthseeker3907
    @truthseeker3907 6 лет назад

    Hi Gina, Keep up the Good work!!, BIG HUG TO YOU!!! : )

  • @asiamohamed6020
    @asiamohamed6020 6 лет назад

    Thank u It helped me alot
    Wich u rapid recovery💜🌸

  • @T-will86
    @T-will86 5 лет назад

    I understand what you are going through people always hurt my feelings

  • @sadiehuber4998
    @sadiehuber4998 2 года назад

    Thank you very much for being so vulnerable and putting yourself out there. I really appreciate it. :)

  • @medbites338
    @medbites338 7 лет назад

    You are brave and beautiful! We love you

  • @SorryCrane16
    @SorryCrane16 7 лет назад

    God bless you brave woman

  • @mariaraskulinec3147
    @mariaraskulinec3147 7 лет назад

    Thank you for this video!!!!

  • @MissEverard
    @MissEverard 6 лет назад

    Thank you so much for your video!! Really!!

  • @KathySolita
    @KathySolita 6 лет назад

    Thanks for the video!

  • @rickandbonnie4689
    @rickandbonnie4689 7 лет назад +1

    thanks. my grandson may have this

  • @ladyayeshaqureshi1433
    @ladyayeshaqureshi1433 4 года назад

    Thank you for sharing. ❤

  • @bighomiereg6523
    @bighomiereg6523 6 лет назад

    Thank you

  • @nadiaramos7583
    @nadiaramos7583 4 года назад

    Love your smile❤️

  • @prankstertwins
    @prankstertwins 7 лет назад

    You're doing awesome Gina!! How are things going now?

  • @liamjames7852
    @liamjames7852 2 года назад

    I find her very attractive

  • @Shrink18
    @Shrink18 6 лет назад

    Youre amazing ♥♥♥

  • @ro88o000o
    @ro88o000o 7 лет назад

    Hi Gina. how are you feeling now? i wish you a speedy recovery

  • @morganizatt6901
    @morganizatt6901 7 лет назад

    does this effect your ability to type? does apraxia also delay words being formed writing in your head like a mental block? thank you so much for your courage to upload this. I hope you can be able to recover your speech back to fully what it used to be with therapy. this was very educational.

    • @ginlasunshine11
      @ginlasunshine11  7 лет назад +6

      Morgan Hale no, thankfully it just affects my motor planning area of my brain. I can still write as well as I always could and for that in am very, very grateful.

  • @russell1627
    @russell1627 7 лет назад

    I know them all and i know of all their deeds.

  • @Aimu1
    @Aimu1 6 лет назад

    Hello, Gina. My name is Aimee. I stumbled across this video after learning about this sort of speech condition and I interested in learning more. If you can, would you be able to answered a few questions?
    - How are you doing? Have you been able to improve further?
    - In your case and with practice would you be able to talk the way that you use to?
    - When you type do you struggle as much when speaking? Or is the trouble in physically sounding the words? Brain to mouth sort of thing?
    Thank you for your time. I hope I was not insensitive or too intrusive in my questions. (:
    Kind regards,
    Aimee

    • @ginlasunshine11
      @ginlasunshine11  6 лет назад

      Aimee Lesley Sim I am much improved but still have significant challenges. I'm better when I'm rested or very comfortable around someone or using words or phrases that are common. Ill never regain my original speech but I'm happy with the improvement I've made.Thanks!!

    • @musa2775
      @musa2775 6 лет назад

      gina helms I can tell by your writing how intelligent you are so my question is: when you say something out loud, do you know it doesn't match what you're thinking? Do you just kind of go with it in order to move on? Similar to forgetting a word like, say, "pencil" and just saying "that writing thingy" instead? I'm curious about your experience of what you verbalize since it doesn't match what you're thinking. Thanks!

    • @ginlasunshine11
      @ginlasunshine11  6 лет назад +1

      McKay USA. Yes, I know it doesn't match what I'm thinking. My brain just doesn't access the messages it needs to get to my mouth to form the correct sounds.
      I'm much improved but when I'm tired or stressed or sick it is much worse. Vowels continue to be distorted as do multi syllabic words.

  • @lexiwindow6286
    @lexiwindow6286 7 лет назад +1

    I have a friend have apraxia

  • @chocolatier9597
    @chocolatier9597 6 лет назад +1

    I love you

  • @stephaniehart3373
    @stephaniehart3373 6 лет назад

    Are you still have this problem? How you were to get help?

  • @zaryabghummanghumman
    @zaryabghummanghumman 6 месяцев назад

    Hi ,umar zaryab here ,i am studying in Russia and i have too much speech problem ,i cannot able to speak my lesson in front to teachers ,despite knowing it .i am facing too much negative about me from my friends and sometimes i am too much depressed 😭