Thank you for sharing such a painful and private time in your life. I love everyone of your videos. Tell your friend that, we do want to listen to what you have to say!! God Bless You and your family. Merry Christmas 🎁🎄
What a beautiful story of your little angel...he was just to say hi and then go to heaven with all the other little angels next to God.....I believe in wad in your life for a reason....the baby taught you to be more loving then you were...I don't know you Angela but I can tell what a sweet person you are.....just by listening to your stories and the way you handle things...what a blessing you are to your large family
Thank you sharing succh a personal part of your life. God allowed your baby boy to open his eyes and look at his mama so you could see his litle soul. You were able to have that last connection with him that only you and God understand. Hugs and ❤
This made me ugly cry. I was gone to Portland when you went through this. I feel so bad I really wasn’t there for you. I don’t think we ever really talked about it. I don’t know how I could have helped. But I know I would have taken care of you. What a hard hard video for you. Love you 😢❤
This is so sad. I can’t even imagine having to go through that as well as going through why you were during that whole time frame. I know that feeling of feeling so alone and going through something like that. That pain stays with you forever.
That was a very powerful video. My heart broke for you. I lost my daughter at 27 to cancer. She was the middle child of my 2 sons. I was lucky to have her for those years, but it's still so painful that I miss her daily phone calls and weekly visits . She left behind her 2 beautiful little daughters 5 and 7 and her husband. Love from Australia 🇦🇺 ❤ Now, I'm going to watch one of your fun videos to lift my spirits!
I just watched your video about how you lost your baby and the pain you have been through. I was trying to fight the tears. I could feel your pain. You are so strong. Thank God you know the Lord. He is the only reason you could get through such sadness and grief pain and suffering. I’m happy you know you will see your little bit again. Sending you hugs. Thank you for saying how you saw how your boys needed you and how they helped you get through your grief. You will never stop feeling the pain until you see your baby again. Hugs to you precious lady. ❤️❤️❤️
What an amazing story ❤️ thank you for sharing love ❤️ your channel you are an amazing person Angela I believe you have been blessed to find Jamie in your life to treat you good. Keep up the great channel love it❤❤❤❤😢❤
I have been watching your videos and this one came up on my feed. I can't express enough my sorrow for the loss of your baby son and knowing only too well the sorrow and grief you carry to this day. Thank you for being brave enough to tell your story. Reliving the experience in the telling is painful and with it, can also bring a release. It is in sharing the chapters in our book of life with others that can bring healing not only to others, but to ourselves. I have no doubt that your son opened his eyes and spoke to you with his mind. I know one day you will see him again. I hope one day, I can share a chapter out of my book of life with you regarding the loss of my son and others on this platform. I pray for courage because I know only too well the tears will flow. I am reminded of this verse in the Book of Psalms 56:8 You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book. May God bless and keep you and yours.
You are so strong Angela.... I don't know if I could have come through something as tough as this. I'm 68 and worked in an intensive care nursery from 1979-2013. In all that time I only saw two babies with diaphragmatic hernia. One happened as a surprise in 1981 (like your little one, before ultrasounds were used) and one much later when it was known before the baby was born and the mom was transferred to a major hospital before he was born, where they could take care of him. Unfortunately, the first baby didn't make it. Working there was mostly good, but sometimes heartbreaking. I know your little guy is an angel in heaven, watching over you.
I felt every breath of pain during your story of how you lost your sweet angel, I too lost my first angel and then went on to have 6 children and your right you never get over it you just learn to live with it but every now and then when you’re alone and memories come flooding back you feel the pain all over again ❤ you are truly an amazing women God Bless you❤
I lost both of my sons in their 30's. Nothing is more devastating. I miss them terribly everyday. Thanks for sharing your story. I believe you will help another mother going through such grief.
Dearest Angela~ You told the story about your baby so bravely and with such compassion. How strong you were to go through that and to go on because you are such a good mother to the children that were waiting for you to come home. I look at the picture of your entire family behind you as you tell this heartbreaking story and you were strong enough to go on. I wanted to tell you we were pregnant at the same time-my second baby boy was born a few days later in October of that same year. Someday you will be reunited with your baby. Heavenly Father has been taking care of him for you. When you told how he opened his eyes when you first touched his hand I was sobbing with you. You are an angel ~ here on earth to tell ALL your stories. I’m glad our paths crossed 🙏♥️
Losing a child that was yours no heater how you lost it, while pregnant, after birth, death, even losing it alive to someone else, hurts so incredibly bad. I hate to say this but it is much much worse when your the mother. They change your life forever. It’s a pain that I don’t wish upon anyone in the world. A pain that most people will never even have the slightest idea of how heavy it hurts you. You never forget no matter how hard you try. It actually gets a lot worse before it gets better. At least I hear it gets better. I haven’t been able to get pregnant at all since. It’s been 15 years since the birth of my son (I’m 30 now), I still haven’t even gotten a period.. I don’t want to talk about how I lost my son. But it’s something I will never my life ever get over. I just can’t.. I still think about it every single night. I rarely get sleep unless I’ve cried so much that I fall asleep that way (I don’t know about you guys but crying makes me sleepy). The only good memories I’ve ever had, have been with him. Even childhood was horrible and I wouldn’t wish that upon anyone. Having him saved my life. Losing him, I lost my life. Crazy how that works. I don’t understand how so many people can be so horrible to their child, or lose a child because they didn’t care about them, or k1lled their child and so on. I really just don’t understand.. I’ll pray that anyone that losing a child stays strong enough to live the rest of their life. I’ll pray for you too Angela, you’re an amazing woman! Thank you for sharing this very personal life story with us all.
My mother lost 3 baby boys but she never talked about it . Never told in detail what happened. I don’t know how she went on going though that. A boy then my older sister, a boy then me and a boy then my younger sister. 6 children in 10 years and 3 of them died. So very sad. The first boy died inside her full term, the second was premature and the lungs weren’t formed he only lived hours and the third lived long enough to be christened I’m not sure I think he got pneumonia. Hearing you I really understand the pain she went through.
How sad for your mom. I always heard more boy babies are born but more baby boys die so it makes boys and girls even in the world. I wonder if that is true?
Oh Angela. I am so sorry you had to go through that loss. I felt your pain as you told the story. You are a very special lady and I know you will be reunited with him someday and just think of how happy he will be and he will laugh when you 'bump' his head. Love to you ❤
❤😢..... what a heartbreaking and beautiful love story Angela....I felt each word of your experience. I know that spirit you spoke of. God will join you again. Such a precious little boy. Thank you for sharing with us. 🙏
Oh Dear Angela 😍 .. I'm SO SORRY I was crying with You all the way through this video .. Bless Your Heart 💔 .. There are no words that I can say to comfort You, I know as I have lost a Son too.. My Son was grown tho.. When he died a part of me died too 😭 .. I'm just now seeing this video, I know You recorded it 3 months ago.. I'm So Very, Very Sorry Angela 😭
Dear Angela, you’re a very wise woman ❤ I am so sorry for your loss 😢. This was a challenging experience for you from beginning to end 🫶. Regarding being rough with the kids. My oldest was born in January 1984 car seats were a joke then. While driving I once turned a corner too fast and her whole car seat tipped over with her in it 🤭🤭🤭.
I love you, Angela; and everything about you ! You're an inspiration to all your RUclips subscribers. Keep up the very good work you are doing; a lot of people relate to you and your stories. I for one can hardly wait to turn on RUclips first thing every morning just to hear your morning talk show. Thank you so much for sharing your very personal baby boy story. Love & Light, Patricia
What a traumatic experience. I so believe you had that communication with your baby boy. He knew you needed to know this and one day on the other side you will have the opportunity to raise him, that is what I believe. These experiences bring us closer to our Heavenly Father and strengthen us. Thank you so much for sharing I’m sure that was so difficult. He was a beautiful special baby. 😊
❤🙏❤️ You are such a beautiful, strong, loving and caring woman ❤🙏❤️ Thank you for sharing your most difficult time in your life ❤ My heart goes out to you ❤ My tears were flowing while you shared your story ❤ Stay strong Angela ❤ you are an amazing and awesome woman who is so strong to share your heart breaking story with us ❤ Take care 🩷
It is horrible experience to lose a baby , I went through many yrs of hurt and pain after my 2 month old son died,he died of a brain hemrage due to the Doctor dropping him in delivery room he was drunk it was a hugh nightmare..I laid in bed for weeks one night I sat stright up in bed. up in corner of ceiling /wall there he was but he was like 3yrs old he had a glow around his head ,he said mommy I'm Ok,I'm ok mommy,it's like I could reach out and touch him, anyway I understand how u feel ur not a lone with those feelings,I never did have another son ,I have two daughters 9 yrs ago my grandson was born I think my loss was finally filled he is the love of my life...weird things take place in ur life when u lose a baby my brother said he saw him in the delivery room when his daughter was born. He thinks he is her guardian angel And it's so true your arms ache isn't that weird.
Your story had me in tears, what a sweet little angel he is. Bless you for having to go through all this with your baby and an abusive husband. So happy you have Jamie in your life, what a sweetheart he is. One of my older sisters passed away at the age of 3 months, she spent her life at Dornbacher’s Children Hospital, this is something my mom still cries occasionally about. My mom is 85 and has four daughters alive and help her today. You are a great wife, mother and grandmother; you deserve this lovely family. 😊
I cried with you! I feel so bad that it had to happen to you. But honey, you have a gift that's amazing with that baby in heaven waiting on you. Won't that be an awesome reunion! God bless
I had a December baby Megan was born on the 14 of december. Anytime sweety im here I wanted to send you a picture of my youngest daughter but I can't figure out how. she was born in December of 87 on the 14th
When my friends baby died at age 5, I named a star after her. I framed the certificate in purple matte, and 21 years later, it still hangs over her mantle. I make sure I call on her birthday to talk about the wonderful memories she has. I am so sorry for your loss....I know it still hurts.
Oh I'm so sorry I put this video off for a long time because of the fact that I knew my heart would break with you sometimes I have a sense of overfilling the things the bless you and I'm sure he's with God
I love you. I'm sorry for your loss and thank you for having the courage to share. The nicest people are often tge ones who had such awful things happen to them that it hurt so bad that they don't ever want anyone to feel bad. That's you my friend.
Oh sweety I wish I could give you a big hug im so sorry you had to go thruogh this im sure it was heartbreaking at least you got to hold him and say good bye to him and you have your memories and your photos and it's ok to go back and think about him. It's good that you talk about him.
I completely believe that the voice telling you that you were going to have another baby was God. Especially since you went on to have two more children. I agree with you that he was in your life for a short time for a reason. Now he's safe and happy with his Creator. I look at the family picture on your wall and think how blessed you must be, and how blessed your family is to have you. I pray that God gives me even a fraction of that blessing and gives me a family of my own
I’ve never heard the whole story thank you for sharing. I felt the same way I didn’t want bradly to be the same way. It’s was really hard to have other understand but I knew it was the right way. I was lucky I got a cast of his foot and hand. They gave me a whole box with everything he touched and they did pictures for me. It doesn’t get easier we just learn to live with the loss. Love you and you helped me after my loss.
Dear Angela….i gave birth to my second baby. I brought him home, on the second day he wouldn’t feed, didn’t cry, held his hands like an old man. He was rushed into hospital to where it was discovered he had half of a heart. Did you know that it’s the second day where the other side kicks in to work? Neither did we. Except he didn’t have it. In those days no transplants were considered. He died 7th of October. The following year I gave birth to another son …..he was born 9th of October. So it’s a sad and happy time in each October. It breaks you doesn’t it. I blamed myself for years, did I eat properly, did I move too awkward, should I have climbed a chair painting a kitchen cupboard…….so yes, I understand your pain. He died in my arms xxx bless you xx
I love you Angela,because of who u are!I watch all your videos, and I see your heart!you are real. Wish we lived close. I need a friend like you!God bless your tender loving heart ! Jan from N.C.
We had a 16 month old son pass away 31 years ago March 31,1993 we only knew he was sick for one day. He was sick longer we just didn’t know. I’ve have several miscarriages totally different. It’s hard to come home and see there stuff. I was pregnant when he passed and miscarried 6 weeks later the stress of that nearly killed me if I hadn’t had the Lord I’m sure it would have
😭😭I’m so sorry for your loss & pain that indured so many yrs ago & feeling like it was just yesterday. I can’t say I lost a baby but I did loose my son 2 yrs ago he was 37 yrs old & he is my first born & it’s so hard dealing with the grieving partt of it feeling like it was yesterday I will never get over it. Thank you for sharing your private & precious memories with us.🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 for you coming from Kansas.🙏🏻🐞🦉
I agree with you don't morn me don't waste flowers on me I wantvto be cremated don't have a funeral have a party remember me in happier times thats my thinking no crying or anything.
Binge watching some of your older videos while working on my diamond art and had to stop to say again that I am so glad that you were brave enough to start a channel and share your journey with others cause I truly have enjoyed it all. You are not ugly at all. We are all way to rough on our selves setting up ourselves as to what the world says is beautiful and doesn't matter how well you may be proportioned on the outside if the inside is rotten full of nastiness then you plain ugly. Beauty shines outward highlighting all that is beautiful on outside. I see a beautiful women with such pretty hair and eyes ...and is beautiful .
Hi 👋 Angela my heart ❤️ breaks for you I just can’t imagine the pain you went through and still go through I’ve lost a baby at 51/2 months pregnant and my only girl died at 14 so I know grief but as you said all our grief is different my grandchildren help me every day god bless you 😢
Oh miss Angela my heart hurts so much for you and your beautiful son. I have worked in maternity for years. In another life and another time your wee man would still be here… I’m sure you still hold him tight in your heart Thank you for sharing x
Hi! I been watching a few of your " older " videos , and came to this one . I 100 % believe that your baby did open his eyes with a message sent from the Lord . You will meet him again one day in Heaven! ❤🙏🏼 I love all your content . God bless xoxo
Tears are streaming down my face writing this. My heart breaks for you and your baby. You're very brave to share your story. I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending loving thoughts and prayers of comfort. I believe 💯 you and your baby communicated. We never know the reason why but I believe everyone's soul has a plan and purpose and you will see him again some day ❤🫂 🙏🏼
Thank you for sharing your painful story. It breaks my heart that you had to live thru that aching experience. You will never fully recover from such a loss. Your faith in God is the only way to cope with it. Thankful God blessed you with a huge family for you to love because you have a big heart.
Thank you for sharing such a painful and private time in your life. I love everyone of your videos. Tell your friend that, we do want to listen to what you have to say!! God Bless You and your family. Merry Christmas 🎁🎄
What a beautiful story of your little angel...he was just to say hi and then go to heaven with all the other little angels next to God.....I believe in wad in your life for a reason....the baby taught you to be more loving then you were...I don't know you Angela but I can tell what a sweet person you are.....just by listening to your stories and the way you handle things...what a blessing you are to your large family
Thank you so much. You made tears come to my eyes
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Thank you sharing succh a personal part of your life. God allowed your baby boy to open his eyes and look at his mama so you could see his litle soul. You were able to have that last connection with him that only you and God understand. Hugs and ❤
Thank you. What a beautiful way of saying the experience. Yes, we looked into each others eyes.
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This made me ugly cry. I was gone to Portland when you went through this. I feel so bad I really wasn’t there for you. I don’t think we ever really talked about it. I don’t know how I could have helped. But I know I would have taken care of you. What a hard hard video for you. Love you 😢❤
This is so sad. I can’t even imagine having to go through that as well as going through why you were during that whole time frame.
I know that feeling of feeling so alone and going through something like that.
That pain stays with you forever.
That was a very powerful video. My heart broke for you. I lost my daughter at 27 to cancer. She was the middle child of my 2 sons. I was lucky to have her for those years, but it's still so painful that I miss her daily phone calls and weekly visits . She left behind her 2 beautiful little daughters 5 and 7 and her husband. Love from Australia 🇦🇺 ❤ Now, I'm going to watch one of your fun videos to lift my spirits!
I am sorry for your loss too. Hugs!
I just watched your video about how you lost your baby and the pain you have been through.
I was trying to fight the tears. I could feel your pain. You are so strong. Thank God you know the Lord. He is the only reason you could get through such sadness and grief pain and suffering. I’m happy you know you will see your little bit again. Sending you hugs. Thank you for saying how you saw how your boys needed you and how they helped you get through your grief. You will never stop feeling the pain until you see your baby again. Hugs to you precious lady. ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for your understanding and kind words
What an amazing story ❤️ thank you for sharing love ❤️ your channel you are an amazing person Angela I believe you have been blessed to find Jamie in your life to treat you good. Keep up the great channel love it❤❤❤❤😢❤
I have been watching your videos and this one came up on my feed. I can't express enough my sorrow for the loss of your baby son and knowing only too well the sorrow and grief you carry to this day. Thank you for being brave enough to tell your story. Reliving the experience in the telling is painful and with it, can also bring a release. It is in sharing the chapters in our book of life with others that can bring healing not only to others, but to ourselves. I have no doubt that your son opened his eyes and spoke to you with his mind. I know one day you will see him again.
I hope one day, I can share a chapter out of my book of life with you regarding the loss of my son and others on this platform. I pray for courage because I know only too well the tears will flow. I am reminded of this verse in the Book of Psalms 56:8 You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book.
May God bless and keep you and yours.
You are so strong Angela.... I don't know if I could have come through something as tough as this. I'm 68 and worked in an intensive care nursery from 1979-2013. In all that time I only saw two babies with diaphragmatic hernia. One happened as a surprise in 1981 (like your little one, before ultrasounds were used) and one much later when it was known before the baby was born and the mom was transferred to a major hospital before he was born, where they could take care of him. Unfortunately, the first baby didn't make it. Working there was mostly good, but sometimes heartbreaking. I know your little guy is an angel in heaven, watching over you.
I felt every breath of pain during your story of how you lost your sweet angel, I too lost my first angel and then went on to have 6 children and your right you never get over it you just learn to live with it but every now and then when you’re alone and memories come flooding back you feel the pain all over again ❤ you are truly an amazing women God Bless you❤
I lost both of my sons in their 30's. Nothing is more devastating. I miss them terribly everyday. Thanks for sharing your story. I believe you will help another mother going through such grief.
Dearest Angela~ You told the story about your baby so bravely and with such compassion. How strong you were to go through that and to go on because you are such a good mother to the children that were waiting for you to come home. I look at the picture of your entire family behind you as you tell this heartbreaking story and you were strong enough to go on. I wanted to tell you we were pregnant at the same time-my second baby boy was born a few days later in October of that same year. Someday you will be reunited with your baby. Heavenly Father has been taking care of him for you. When you told how he opened his eyes when you first touched his hand I was sobbing with you. You are an angel ~ here on earth to tell ALL your stories. I’m glad our paths crossed 🙏♥️
Losing a child that was yours no heater how you lost it, while pregnant, after birth, death, even losing it alive to someone else, hurts so incredibly bad. I hate to say this but it is much much worse when your the mother. They change your life forever.
It’s a pain that I don’t wish upon anyone in the world. A pain that most people will never even have the slightest idea of how heavy it hurts you.
You never forget no matter how hard you try. It actually gets a lot worse before it gets better. At least I hear it gets better.
I haven’t been able to get pregnant at all since. It’s been 15 years since the birth of my son (I’m 30 now), I still haven’t even gotten a period..
I don’t want to talk about how I lost my son. But it’s something I will never my life ever get over. I just can’t.. I still think about it every single night. I rarely get sleep unless I’ve cried so much that I fall asleep that way (I don’t know about you guys but crying makes me sleepy). The only good memories I’ve ever had, have been with him. Even childhood was horrible and I wouldn’t wish that upon anyone.
Having him saved my life. Losing him, I lost my life.
Crazy how that works.
I don’t understand how so many people can be so horrible to their child, or lose a child because they didn’t care about them, or k1lled their child and so on.
I really just don’t understand..
I’ll pray that anyone that losing a child stays strong enough to live the rest of their life.
I’ll pray for you too Angela, you’re an amazing woman! Thank you for sharing this very personal life story with us all.
I’ll pray for you too Angela, you’re an amazing woman! Thank you for sharing this very personal life story with us all.
My mother lost 3 baby boys but she never talked about it . Never told in detail what happened. I don’t know how she went on going though that. A boy then my older sister, a boy then me and a boy then my younger sister. 6 children in 10 years and 3 of them died. So very sad. The first boy died inside her full term, the second was premature and the lungs weren’t formed he only lived hours and the third lived long enough to be christened I’m not sure I think he got pneumonia. Hearing you I really understand the pain she went through.
How sad for your mom. I always heard more boy babies are born but more baby boys die so it makes boys and girls even in the world. I wonder if that is true?
Oh Angela. I am so sorry you had to go through that loss. I felt your pain as you told the story. You are a very special lady and I know you will be reunited with him someday and just think of how happy he will be and he will laugh when you 'bump' his head. Love to you ❤
❤❤❤❤Bless you. My heart breaks for this time of your life. I can not even imagine the pain.
❤😢..... what a heartbreaking and beautiful love story Angela....I felt each word of your experience. I know that spirit you spoke of. God will join you again. Such a precious little boy. Thank you for sharing with us. 🙏
I cried right along with you. I'm so sorry you went through that. Much love, Diane from Baltimore. ❤❤
Thank you for the courage in sharing. What a beautiful, sad, powerful message. I definitely believe spirit to spirit. In heaven perfect and waiting. ❤
Oh Dear Angela 😍 .. I'm SO SORRY I was crying with You all the way through this video .. Bless Your Heart 💔 .. There are no words that I can say to comfort You, I know as I have lost a Son too.. My Son was grown tho.. When he died a part of me died too 😭 .. I'm just now seeing this video, I know You recorded it 3 months ago.. I'm So Very, Very Sorry Angela 😭
You will see him again one day. That is the promise we have. You are strong Angela. God Bless you.
Dear Angela, you’re a very wise woman ❤ I am so sorry for your loss 😢. This was a challenging experience for you from beginning to end 🫶.
Regarding being rough with the kids. My oldest was born in January 1984 car seats were a joke then. While driving I once turned a corner too fast and her whole car seat tipped over with her in it 🤭🤭🤭.
I love you, Angela; and everything about you !
You're an inspiration to all your RUclips subscribers.
Keep up the very good work you are doing; a lot of people relate to you and your stories. I for one can hardly wait to turn on RUclips first thing every morning just to hear your morning talk show.
Thank you so much for sharing your very personal baby boy story.
Love & Light,
Patricia
Oh Angela, you are all so loved! ❤ What a beautiful little Angel. I believe you will hold him again someday. ✝️ God bless you all.
I'm 66 years old have 10 children lost my 19 year old daughter in 2001 this made me cry God bless you
I love your spirit, Angela! I have the same spirit! 😢 it's good to know we are blessed to know from a spiritual awareness.
You really touched my heart. I felt your pain and your joy ❤❤❤😢😢😢😊😊😊
What a traumatic experience. I so believe you had that communication with your baby boy. He knew you needed to know this and one day on the other side you will have the opportunity to raise him, that is what I believe. These experiences bring us closer to our Heavenly Father and strengthen us. Thank you so much for sharing I’m sure that was so difficult. He was a beautiful special baby. 😊
❤🙏❤️ You are such a beautiful, strong, loving and caring woman ❤🙏❤️
Thank you for sharing your most difficult time in your life ❤
My heart goes out to you ❤ My tears were flowing while you shared your story ❤
Stay strong Angela ❤ you are an amazing and awesome woman who is so strong to share your heart breaking story with us ❤
Take care
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You are such a good person. I have cried so much listening about your baby. He is definitely looking down on his sweet momma and family. ❤
Thank you for sharing such a hard part of your life.
How many children do you have? Love the photo behind you
It is horrible experience to lose a baby , I went through many yrs of hurt and pain after my 2 month old son died,he died of a brain hemrage due to the Doctor dropping him in delivery room he was drunk it was a hugh nightmare..I laid in bed for weeks one night I sat stright up in bed. up in corner of ceiling /wall there he was but he was like 3yrs old he had a glow around his head ,he said mommy I'm Ok,I'm ok mommy,it's like I could reach out and touch him, anyway I understand how u feel ur not a lone with those feelings,I never did have another son ,I have two daughters 9 yrs ago my grandson was born I think my loss was finally filled he is the love of my life...weird things take place in ur life when u lose a baby my brother said he saw him in the delivery room when his daughter was born. He thinks he is her guardian angel
And it's so true your arms ache isn't that weird.
Your story had me in tears, what a sweet little angel he is. Bless you for having to go through all this with your baby and an abusive husband. So happy you have Jamie in your life, what a sweetheart he is.
One of my older sisters passed away at the age of 3 months, she spent her life at Dornbacher’s Children Hospital, this is something my mom still cries occasionally about. My mom is 85 and has four daughters alive and help her today.
You are a great wife, mother and grandmother; you deserve this lovely family. 😊
I have never come across a more genuine, honest, beautiful, selfless human being. Your a rare find Ms. Angela. Much love to you.
Well thank you. I never heard so many nice compliments from one person before
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I cried with you! I feel so bad that it had to happen to you. But honey, you have a gift that's amazing with that baby in heaven waiting on you.
Won't that be an awesome reunion! God bless
I lost my baby at 24 weeks (it's been 23 yrs ago) and it was the day before mother's day so every year around mid April to June I get so depressed 😭
I had a December baby Megan was born on the 14 of december. Anytime sweety im here I wanted to send you a picture of my youngest daughter but I can't figure out how. she was born in December of 87 on the 14th
When my friends baby died at age 5, I named a star after her. I framed the certificate in purple matte, and 21 years later, it still hangs over her mantle. I make sure I call on her birthday to talk about the wonderful memories she has. I am so sorry for your loss....I know it still hurts.
Angela you are so brave to tell your story.Im sorry you had to go through that,take care,I’m glad your happy now
Oh I'm so sorry I put this video off for a long time because of the fact that I knew my heart would break with you sometimes I have a sense of overfilling the things the bless you and I'm sure he's with God
I love you. I'm sorry for your loss and thank you for having the courage to share. The nicest people are often tge ones who had such awful things happen to them that it hurt so bad that they don't ever want anyone to feel bad. That's you my friend.
Oh sweety I wish I could give you a big hug im so sorry you had to go thruogh this im sure it was heartbreaking at least you got to hold him and say good bye to him and you have your memories and your photos and it's ok to go back and think about him. It's good that you talk about him.
I completely believe that the voice telling you that you were going to have another baby was God. Especially since you went on to have two more children. I agree with you that he was in your life for a short time for a reason. Now he's safe and happy with his Creator. I look at the family picture on your wall and think how blessed you must be, and how blessed your family is to have you. I pray that God gives me even a fraction of that blessing and gives me a family of my own
I’ve never heard the whole story thank you for sharing. I felt the same way I didn’t want bradly to be the same way. It’s was really hard to have other understand but I knew it was the right way. I was lucky I got a cast of his foot and hand. They gave me a whole box with everything he touched and they did pictures for me. It doesn’t get easier we just learn to live with the loss. Love you and you helped me after my loss.
God Bless you, Pat from Maine
This is too sad,,I'm so so sorry that happened to you...
oh i believe in spirit to spirit communication, there is no hocus pocus about it, here i cried with you again
God bless you! My heart hurts for you! 😢
I’m so sorry 😢. Your precious Angel
O just seen this and I love your story❤
I cried with you. I relate.
I'm so sorry Angela.
Dear Angela….i gave birth to my second baby. I brought him home, on the second day he wouldn’t feed, didn’t cry, held his hands like an old man. He was rushed into hospital to where it was discovered he had half of a heart. Did you know that it’s the second day where the other side kicks in to work? Neither did we. Except he didn’t have it. In those days no transplants were considered. He died 7th of October. The following year I gave birth to another son …..he was born 9th of October. So it’s a sad and happy time in each October. It breaks you doesn’t it.
I blamed myself for years, did I eat properly, did I move too awkward, should I have climbed a chair painting a kitchen cupboard…….so yes, I understand your pain. He died in my arms xxx bless you xx
We share in our grief for our little baby boys
I love you Angela,because of who u are!I watch all your videos, and I see your heart!you are real. Wish we lived close. I need a friend like you!God bless your tender loving heart ! Jan from N.C.
We will just have to be video friends
We had a 16 month old son pass away 31 years ago March 31,1993 we only knew he was sick for one day. He was sick longer we just didn’t know. I’ve have several miscarriages totally different. It’s hard to come home and see there stuff. I was pregnant when he passed and miscarried 6 weeks later the stress of that nearly killed me if I hadn’t had the Lord I’m sure it would have
You have really had your grief.
😭😭I’m so sorry for your loss & pain that indured so many yrs ago & feeling like it was just yesterday. I can’t say I lost a baby but I did loose my son 2 yrs ago he was 37 yrs old & he is my first born & it’s so hard dealing with the grieving partt of it feeling like it was yesterday I will never get over it. Thank you for sharing your private & precious memories with us.🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 for you coming from Kansas.🙏🏻🐞🦉
Am so sorry for your lost
I agree with you don't morn me don't waste flowers on me I wantvto be cremated don't have a funeral have a party remember me in happier times thats my thinking no crying or anything.
I agree.
Heartbreaking 💔
You are amazine...
Binge watching some of your older videos while working on my diamond art and had to stop to say again that I am so glad that you were brave enough to start a channel and share your journey with others cause I truly have enjoyed it all. You are not ugly at all. We are all way to rough on our selves setting up ourselves as to what the world says is beautiful and doesn't matter how well you may be proportioned on the outside if the inside is rotten full of nastiness then you plain ugly. Beauty shines outward highlighting all that is beautiful on outside. I see a beautiful women with such pretty hair and eyes ...and is beautiful .
Thank you. Age helps because now I am just glad I am still alive. Looks don’t matter as much.
Thank you for sharing. Such a touching story. ❤😇
You are so welcome
God is taking care of you and you are loved by many of us video friends.❤
Thank you.
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Hi 👋 Angela my heart ❤️ breaks for you I just can’t imagine the pain you went through and still go through I’ve lost a baby at 51/2 months pregnant and my only girl died at 14 so I know grief but as you said all our grief is different my grandchildren help me every day god bless you 😢
Oh miss Angela my heart hurts so much for you and your beautiful son.
I have worked in maternity for years. In another life and another time your wee man would still be here… I’m sure you still hold him tight in your heart
Thank you for sharing x
Hi! I been watching a few of your " older " videos , and came to this one . I 100 % believe that your baby did open his eyes with a message sent from the Lord . You will meet him again one day in Heaven! ❤🙏🏼 I love all your content . God bless xoxo
A truly heartbreaking chapter of your life 😭😭😭
I’m truly sorry for loss of your precious baby boy…🙏🏼✝️💙
Tears are streaming down my face writing this. My heart breaks for you and your baby. You're very brave to share your story. I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending loving thoughts and prayers of comfort. I believe 💯 you and your baby communicated. We never know the reason why but I believe everyone's soul has a plan and purpose and you will see him again some day ❤🫂 🙏🏼
Thank you
Thank you for sharing your painful story. It breaks my heart that you had to live thru that aching experience. You will never fully recover from such a loss. Your faith in God is the only way to cope with it. Thankful God blessed you with a huge family for you to love because you have a big heart.
Oh my heart aches for you going through all that. Thank you for sharing even though it’s so hard on you. Love to you Angela