This is a sister. This story is much much worse than this and this retelling is hard to listen to after living it with her. . Her family was so traumatized by this marriage. The blessing was the two little girls. Foster did a plea agreement. What we found out when we went into the place where he was living was he had a list of people he was planning to take out after which he would take his girls and run. I was on his hit list because I would not let him treat Angela or me disrespectful in front of me . I talked back. What the family did not know was how really bad the violence was. Domestic violence doesn’t just affect the person it ripples through all family members. We were so happy when he was locked up. He no longer can hurt anyone. And that has been a blessing as well. Angela was my little sister that was so good growing up she never ever had to be disciplined. And for her to end up with a man like this was just unbelievable. This was very vulnerable of her but this still hurts my heart remembering. . 😢
My husband passed away 4 years ago. I had a good marriage and I had no desire to marry again. I live on my own and I love it. Because I married young and went from my parents home to a home with my husband. I had a lot to learn when he passed away. I'm now independent and enjoy my life so much. My children and there families live close by and life is great.
While my story isn't as horrific as yours, I do relate to some of it. I was married when I was 19...and it wasn't a good marriage. My ex drank and had affairs, even when I was pregnant with our daughter. Life was a struggle, but one day I met a man. I told him all my marriage woes...he was so easy to talk to. It gave me courage to ask for a divorce. That man I met--I married him almost 2 years later, he adopted my daughter, we also have two sons, and we have been married for 40 years. You are a very strong woman. God bless you. I hope your story will help another young mother realize there is a better life out there and give her courage to go after it.
I heard every word you spoke , I cried with you as I have experienced someone who was cruel physically & mentally, my little boy saved my life he’s 21 now & my heart hurts knowing that he witnessed it but had the courage to run into my bedroom scream at the top of his lungs for the ex to stop hurting his mum , the ex stopped choking me & says look what you’ve gone & done now biatch , I see my little boy stood shaking & this overpowering strength came over me to protect my son & I run behind the ex pushing him through the door closing the door & dragging a chest of drawers against the door, phoned police & even whilst I’m on the phone he’s trying to push the door open saying come on I’m not going to hurt you as he knew I was speaking to police , I was covered in marks bruises all over my body he wasn’t charged , & was also stalked for 2 years, as the authorities failed to protect my children & me even though a judge gave a protection order, my end was 4 fractures in my spine & no justice but karma was given to him & I cried when I was told what happened to him , I’ve forgiven him & healed both mentally & physically, much love & hugs from England
I agree where would we be without prayer and our dear Lord!!!!!!! I prayed for you earlier tonight and your husband and family and will continue always!!!! So very grateful I found your RUclips channel!!!! Such a blessing you are!!!🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️❤️❤️✝️
I knew my baby was with God but I cried and felt sorry for myself. Other than my husband no one else wanted to talk about it. Angela is really a angel to take the time to be kind to you and tell you this. To me it is a whole new way to looking at this situation that my worse day was my baby's best day. Thank you kberry96 for posting this.
I was going to say you helped Kerry when she and Steven lost William. ❤️. She beat me. Lol. I remember when all of the end of the story took place, and I’d just like to add that even when you were going through all of that, in true Angela form, you were also bringing joy to others. Helping me after I had a little postpartum blues, bringing me home from church and giving me a beautiful pink blouse and skirt. ❤️. I don’t fit in it anymore, but I still have it because it reminds me to always be as kind as you have always been to me! ❤️❤️❤️
I can’t tell you, how much our stories are the same. I was in an awful relationship and had a daughter that did not live long. I really needed that man then because it was a connection to my baby. He was so horrible to me. Degraded me so much. I had already been married and had two sons and that husband cheated on me. Longer story short, Jesus finally gave me a wonderful husband. Our story is very similar. I know how hard life can be when you have horrible taste in men. I just needed to be so broken til I was at the foot of the cross. My stomach turns at bad boys now. I finally found my worth. It’s so hard loosing a child. I am so floored hearing you this morning!❤
My heart breaks for you having had to live through all that. My mother was with an alcoholic for 10 years while I was growing up. He sexually abused me, but I never told my mother because I was ashamed & embarrassed. He beat her also. Finally she had had enough & broke it off with him, but he stalked her also. We came home one day & he had put one of her dresses on the bed with her wig on the wig head with a death threat attached to it with a knife. I hate alcoholics, & now my adult son is one. He lives with me & makes my life very hard.
I was watching your video and crying. I dated an alcoholic who was extremely abusive. He beat me up and raped me several times. I know what you went through. I know the fear. He had my legs and hands tied to where I couldn’t move. He would hit me and hit me beat me across my face. I cry hearing what you went through. I absolutely abhor alcohol!!! I thank God you are okay. I thank God you divorced him. I thank God you have an amazing husband who loves you so much! You are an amazing and strong woman. You are stronger than you know. I wish I could hug you. ❤️❤️❤️
I can relate to your story Angela, I too was married to a mean, abusive alcoholic and I put up with it longer that I should have thinking that he would change, it never happened. The only way I was able to get away from him is because he too committed a crime and got locked up for a long time. And it is true, you are better off single then living with another person who is abusive and wicked. So glad you were able to put it all behind you, as I was able to as well. Life is good now.
I am so sorry you had to experience that. I grew up with alcoholic parents and moved out when I was 16 to get away from the drama. Thank you for sharing your story.
You are so brave telling your story. If you help one person leave their situation it was so worth telling! Thank you for sharing this with us! I have been married twice and not looking for marriage number three. You are right, sometimes it is better living single!
You are a special woman. Thank you for sharing your story. I believe your experiences will help another young girl or woman out there. I’m so glad I found your RUclips site.
I came over from Heyyy Everybodyyy channel and i have gone back to your 1st video and trying to watch as many as i can. Bless your heart and praise God you made it through all that! ❤
Angela I totally understand what you went tNhrough. I went through the abuse with an alcoholic/drug user. I also lost a baby. I just feel everything you said. No one understands if they haven't lived through it. God bless you and your family.
Angela, I’m sorry you went thru what you did. But it’s the accumulation of our life’s experiences who make us who we are, and whether we turn to God for our help and comfort or grow old and bitter. You are very blessed with a big family and children and a husband who love you. There are evil forces this day and age that want to divide us and separate us, it’s a blessing to have a family that still loves each other. You definitely are not a weak person, you get on RUclips daily and don’t cower to the ugliness that comes your way. That is a strong person!
Angela you are so brave to tell your story. I'm so sorry this happened to you. You are a kind and caring woman who loves her family with all your heart. Your the kind of mom we should all strive to be.
You are a strong and wonderful woman and we your friends from afar and so blessed to know you. I share a similar story to yours but I was 15 and he was 27… I was abused physically and mentally and ended up pregnant with my first son.
I feel like I have met my sister. I had 2 girls that lived. My 2nd child was a boy who was....still born, no one would let me speak about it. "It was for the best, blah, blah." I become pregnant with my 3rd child ,my 2nd daughter a few months later. She is 39 and my best friend. All I wanted was them. I cried and laughed and cried some more. Bless you for this story. I had put off watching it because sometimes I avoid hard things. You are awesome!
We woman go through more than the men. Those babies so close to our hearts. Part of our body. Then raising them with so many memories and wondering what our angel baby would have looked like and grown up to be. We that have lost a child have learned and felt things that those who haven’t lost will never know. I like to think we are more compassionate because of it.
I love your videos. Some make me laugh (laugh hard) and some make me cry. You are very brave for sharing your story. I’m sorry you went through that abuse. I hope one day to share mine if I make it out alive. Thank you.
I’m so sorry you went through that. You don’t really know how many lives you’re touching with your survivor story. You are very inspiring so don’t ever think people are not listening. You are one of my favorite RUclips channels. Much love to you ❣️
Wow I felt this so much.. I grew up in a home like this but getting abused mentally and physically by my parents (they were on drugs), poor because that stuff was more important, when they didn’t have it, it was the worst.. I always said I will not get with a man like my parents.. I got pregnant at 15, got married at 16.. I pretty much grew up with my son since I didn’t have a childhood. I did everything with him that I always wished my mother would do with me.. we got divorced.. he had 3 addictions that I never even knew could be addictions at the time.. porn, drinking, and gambling. We didn’t even have money to gamble or to even get alcohol.. his family weren’t poor, and his mother was honestly pure evil.. she was very controlling. We only lived with her for a year out of the 7 years we were married. But that didn’t matter. She still had her voice in my son for some reason.. I don’t want to talk about this part but it broke me.. Well after my divorce I was left completely broken in anything I knew. I lost my job because of him, my house I was renting, and something else that was bigger than life.. I found someone that also lost something bigger than life. And his fiancé cheated on him when working out of town.. so we bounded ona whole another level.. well he was very depressed and tried something that made him feel better.. it wasn’t what my parents were on, so I didn’t think it would turn out the same way.. well the abuse started.. I didn’t want to admit I was wrong for getting with him and running away from a city I hated so much because of my ex husband.. I ended in the hospital barely alive.. you would think maybe that would change someone but it didn’t. And I was so scared in alone, so far away from “home”. I stayed.. and stayed… and stayed… it didn’t get better in fact you would hit that part that I ended up in the hospital almost dead for.. he cheated on me.. and here I was just more broken than I started.. So yes I felt this so much.. people think it’s so easy to just leave a relationship like this.. it’s not.. even if you don’t have kids together. Once they broke you down, you stay down.. I had no one there for me ever in my life that I could even run to.. i tried going back to my abusive mother. She was off drugs so I thought she would be better to me.. she was with someone that turned her into drinking.. she told me, “you should have just died that day..” that was after tearing me apart. Once she said that, I just packed my stuff and slept out side in the snow.. I ended up back with the abusive guy because he had “changed” in that month I was gone… I mean the physical did at least. I had never been able to get pregnant again, never had my period after my son, was never able to go to the doctor because of money. Life just sucks. I’m past most of it now. I hate memories. But you lay in bed at night trying to fall asleep but memories are all you can think of. I’m so sorry you had to live through this. You didn’t deserve it. I’m so glad you made it out alive. And it made you a stronger person and your children turned out so very well.
Oh Angela. I’m so sorry. I was married to the same kind of man for 15 years but he didn’t drink. I think he was just possessed. I had to move from Alabama to Utah to get away from him he tried having me kidnapped and tried to kill me many times. Isn’t it so wonderful to finally be married to the one you were supposed to be all along. My husband now would never ever raise his hand to a woman. No matter what and I know Jamie wouldn’t either. I’m really sorry about your baby boy too 😢💙
God bless you and your family, I'm sure your time with your second husband...will help someone. I very lucky for the husband that I have (38 years). I need to be more prayerful and thankful for the life I have 😊😊 ❤❤❤
Angela you are down right 💯 awesome! You are so genuine and truth is your strength. Thank our heavenly father for giving you strength to put one foot in front of the other for your beautiful family. I love you and your happiness just beams with love.
Hugest hugs and Love sent to you Angela ,that was so so touching and your very brave to talk about such horrid cruel events in your life I admire your strength and your Faith In God ,You are amazing ,be proud of who you are God bless and take care of you Jamie and your lovely family ❤ Liz xx
I came from heyyy everybody. I watched your latest video and I loved it so I started from here and I’m going to binge watch. ! so glad she recommended this channel. -I’m a new subscriber.💜🥰💜. I just finished this video. I’m so sorry you went thru this 🙏🏼❤️
Thank God you made it thru that. I been through a lot and know the mean narcissistic men. I was married 3 times then dated a cpl after my last marriage. And thought the last one would kill me. I know the fear and the hardest thing is knowing when to run so thT you ge t out safe. God is good.
Thank you for sharing that courageous story with us. God Bless You. What an amazing woman you are! What a beautiful family you have. You have been rewarded by Heavenly Father for all you went through and will be rewarded again in Heaven. Thank you.
I found this difficult to listen to because i grew up with an alcoholic father who mentally abused the family. My mother was strong like you and had faith in God and my parents eventually split up when we were made homeless because of his drinking. You have been through so much, thank you for sharing your past with us. My father and I eventually had a better relationship and he stopped drinking but it was a shame that our family life was ruined for so many years by his addiction. ❤
I felt your pain and walked in them shoes im divorced and i love my life now. . Im sorry you had to feel that pain my Mommy live this story with 6 kids back in the 50s were there was no one to turn to.
God bless you🦋🙏🏽 You are absolutely amazing 🙏🏽🦋 thank you for sharing your story🙏🏽🦋 this life can be so hard and only by the grace of God! There is no life without the Father,the Son and the Holy Spirit🙏🏽🦋
I know exactly what you are talking about.I was with an alcoholic for 19 years I didn't thankfully have any children with him,but I did have child before with the man that I was married to before him.They brainwash you and lie lie lie.No one can judge you unless they walk in your shoes.He died in a alcoholic coma.But I have ptsd from him I'm in my 50's he was 12 years older than me and you know I'm still hurting from him from all the physical abuse.Its a horrible life but are survivors ❤
I have some physical scars on my body too. No one has a right to do that to another person. I think alcoholics are self centered. That’s all they think about is themself and how they can get their next drink.
Dear Angela:). I just watched this video today 03/20/24 and I am crying. I have been watching ur videos for some time now but went searching for this one today after today’s morning show. You are such a strong and brave woman who survived such horror all while thinking of ur children and how much they needed you. Your love has blossomed into a very large and successful family and you love every single one so much. You struggled and got by and ur faith has been your rock. Heavenly Father is your protector and has never left you alone. You are living proof of this. He has put you in my path of life and I am blessed to have you as my video friend. God bless you my friend 🙏🙏♥️♥️♥️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏♥️
Thank you so much for your kind words. I believe in the scripture, “ If ye do what I say, I am bound, if ye do not what I say, ye have no promise”. So I have always tried to live his commandments and be an example to my children. I know he has blessed me because I put God and family first.
Thank you for sharing your story Angela I also have a similar story. I don’t think I have it in me to tell it right now but I’m glad that you did and I absolutely love your channel and I’ve said this before one day I will do a shout out for you, I put your name and other RUclipsrs ear so good things are coming your way. Be well, my friend.Merry Christmas to you and your family and thank you for the story. You’re a very brave woman.
❤🙏 Angel Blessings 🙏 ❤ My life was so similar - i left him & my sons wanted to leave with me ( i gave them the choice ♡) We started our life again ♡♡♡ Because we deserved to be happy & not have to live with an alcoholic anymore ♡♡♡ ❤ HUGE GENTLE HUGS ❤
My son said when he was a little boy. Everyone says Hana is my half sister. I asked him if she felt like half. He said no. Mommy. She isn’t half of anything. She is my sister ♥️♥️♥️♥️
That’s why I want to believe in God. So I have hope in the next life I can see my loved ones again and be with them for eternity. Even if it wasn’t true it makes me happier believing in it. I think everything will be made right in the next life. The wicked will get their just reward. The innocent and suffering will get their great reward. If you had to suffer your reward will be greater. And that will be for ever. The wicked will suffer forever in outer darkness. Not deserving anything good
That’s sad. God js real and he is good but he also doesn’t control men and make them not sin that is our choice and men choose evil many times. But I wouldn’t want to serve a God who forced us to be good and took away free will 🤷🏻♀️ If o didn’t believe in God I couldn’t bear this life to be honest, He is my rock and my hope ❤️
This is a sister. This story is much much worse than this and this retelling is hard to listen to after living it with her. . Her family was so traumatized by this marriage. The blessing was the two little girls. Foster did a plea agreement. What we found out when we went into the place where he was living was he had a list of people he was planning to take out after which he would take his girls and run. I was on his hit list because I would not let him treat Angela or me disrespectful in front of me . I talked back. What the family did not know was how really bad the violence was. Domestic violence doesn’t just affect the person it ripples through all family members. We were so happy when he was locked up. He no longer can hurt anyone. And that has been a blessing as well. Angela was my little sister that was so good growing up she never ever had to be disciplined. And for her to end up with a man like this was just unbelievable. This was very vulnerable of her but this still hurts my heart remembering. . 😢
Thank you for helping her!
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Thank God she has you, this story is so upsetting, I don’t have the words but I’m so glad she was released of all the pain she endured 🙏🏼
Thank you for being there for her,,I grew up with fear that my dad would kill my mom,,thank God she finally divorced him ...
@@BrendaKay2024 thats how i was raised too. always scared of my dad!! and for many many reasons.
I sent this to my daughter. She just got out of an abusive relationship. I cried with you Angela. God Bless you for the strength and care you have.
You made me cry mama! I love you and I look up to you so much, the strength and testimony you have is inspiring. ❤
Love you
Worst than being single😅 I've been single for 4 years, in my own apartment and there's nothing worse about it. Love it!
My husband passed away 4 years ago. I had a good marriage and I had no desire to marry again. I live on my own and I love it. Because I married young and went from my parents home to a home with my husband. I had a lot to learn when he passed away. I'm now independent and enjoy my life so much. My children and there families live close by and life is great.
Been there! You never forget. I'm so thankful for God's given discernment, because that is why I'm alive today. God bless you
This made me cry... You was such a great mother..you still are and you're a strong woman..be proud of yourself..❤❤
While my story isn't as horrific as yours, I do relate to some of it. I was married when I was 19...and it wasn't a good marriage. My ex drank and had affairs, even when I was pregnant with our daughter. Life was a struggle, but one day I met a man. I told him all my marriage woes...he was so easy to talk to. It gave me courage to ask for a divorce. That man I met--I married him almost 2 years later, he adopted my daughter, we also have two sons, and we have been married for 40 years. You are a very strong woman. God bless you. I hope your story will help another young mother realize there is a better life out there and give her courage to go after it.
Youre a good role model for your daufhters and granddaufhters an amazing mom to your sons
I heard every word you spoke , I cried with you as I have experienced someone who was cruel physically & mentally, my little boy saved my life he’s 21 now & my heart hurts knowing that he witnessed it but had the courage to run into my bedroom scream at the top of his lungs for the ex to stop hurting his mum , the ex stopped choking me & says look what you’ve gone & done now biatch , I see my little boy stood shaking & this overpowering strength came over me to protect my son & I run behind the ex pushing him through the door closing the door & dragging a chest of drawers against the door, phoned police & even whilst I’m on the phone he’s trying to push the door open saying come on I’m not going to hurt you as he knew I was speaking to police , I was covered in marks bruises all over my body he wasn’t charged , & was also stalked for 2 years, as the authorities failed to protect my children & me even though a judge gave a protection order, my end was 4 fractures in my spine & no justice but karma was given to him & I cried when I was told what happened to him , I’ve forgiven him & healed both mentally & physically, much love & hugs from England
Wow, so sorry you had to go thru that. We learn things others will never know by going thru abuse.
What hard hard story. I admire your ability to forgive.
I agree where would we be without prayer and our dear Lord!!!!!!! I prayed for you earlier tonight and your husband and family and will continue always!!!! So very grateful I found your RUclips channel!!!! Such a blessing you are!!!🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️❤️❤️✝️
You helped me when I lost a baby. You told me that the worst day of my life was the best day of his. That was the best thing anyone said to me ❤
I plan to make a video of the day my baby died. We always need to learn from each other
I knew my baby was with God but I cried and felt sorry for myself. Other than my husband no one else wanted to talk about it. Angela is really a angel to take the time to be kind to you and tell you this. To me it is a whole new way to looking at this situation that my worse day was my baby's best day. Thank you kberry96 for posting this.
I was going to say you helped Kerry when she and Steven lost William. ❤️. She beat me. Lol. I remember when all of the end of the story took place, and I’d just like to add that even when you were going through all of that, in true Angela form, you were also bringing joy to others. Helping me after I had a little postpartum blues, bringing me home from church and giving me a beautiful pink blouse and skirt. ❤️. I don’t fit in it anymore, but I still have it because it reminds me to always be as kind as you have always been to me! ❤️❤️❤️
I can’t tell you, how much our stories are the same. I was in an awful relationship and had a daughter that did not live long. I really needed that man then because it was a connection to my baby. He was so horrible to me. Degraded me so much. I had already been married and had two sons and that husband cheated on me. Longer story short, Jesus finally gave me a wonderful husband. Our story is very similar. I know how hard life can be when you have horrible taste in men. I just needed to be so broken til I was at the foot of the cross. My stomach turns at bad boys now. I finally found my worth. It’s so hard loosing a child. I am so floored hearing you this morning!❤
My heart breaks for you having had to live through all that. My mother was with an alcoholic for 10 years while I was growing up. He sexually abused me, but I never told my mother because I was ashamed & embarrassed. He beat her also. Finally she had had enough & broke it off with him, but he stalked her also. We came home one day & he had put one of her dresses on the bed with her wig on the wig head with a death threat attached to it with a knife. I hate alcoholics, & now my adult son is one. He lives with me & makes my life very hard.
God bless you such a beautiful precious woman!!!!🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️❤️Thank you so much for sharing!!!!❤️🙏🏼
Bless your heart.....You are an amazing woman! ❤
Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing! You will never know how many people you help by telling your experience.
I was watching your video and crying. I dated an alcoholic who was extremely abusive. He beat me up and raped me several times. I know what you went through. I know the fear. He had my legs and hands tied to where I couldn’t move. He would hit me and hit me beat me across my face. I cry hearing what you went through. I absolutely abhor alcohol!!!
I thank God you are okay. I thank God you divorced him. I thank God you have an amazing husband who loves you so much!
You are an amazing and strong woman. You are stronger than you know. I wish I could hug you. ❤️❤️❤️
We learned a lot by being with an alcoholic. Never again.
You are a strong blessed woman! Love to you and your family.
Awe bless your heart. Yes Children are the best part of life to me anyway. Glad you got away and found Jamie. You have a wonderful family. ❤❤❤❤❤
❤❤❤ Hugs....sorry you had to go through all that.
You don’t think you are, but you’re the strongest person I know. I’m so incredibly sorry that you went through all that, thank you for sharing.
Rings true to me. It is horrible when you live in violence. I hope you have had much good out of life after all of that.
I'm so sorry for all the pain you've gone through. You're very strong woman I never chose the right man in my life. Be proud of where you've come
You are a true blessing..❤❤❤
I can relate to your story Angela, I too was married to a mean, abusive alcoholic and I put up with it longer that I should have thinking that he would change, it never happened. The only way I was able to get away from him is because he too committed a crime and got locked up for a long time. And it is true, you are better off single then living with another person who is abusive and wicked. So glad you were able to put it all behind you, as I was able to as well. Life is good now.
You are such a beautiful person 🙏
I am so sorry you had to experience that. I grew up with alcoholic parents and moved out when I was 16 to get away from the drama. Thank you for sharing your story.
You are so brave telling your story. If you help one person leave their situation it was so worth telling! Thank you for sharing this with us! I have been married twice and not looking for marriage number three. You are right, sometimes it is better living single!
I am so Happy you are living a Blessed life now and you were then or you would not have been here 🙏
WOW! WHAT A STORY! THANKS FOR SHARING! GOD BLESSED YOU & YOUR FAMILY FOR SURE!
You are a special woman. Thank you for sharing your story. I believe your experiences will help another young girl or woman out there. I’m so glad I found your RUclips site.
I came over from Heyyy Everybodyyy channel and i have gone back to your 1st video and trying to watch as many as i can. Bless your heart and praise God you made it through all that! ❤
That was such a heartfelt and terrible past you had dear Angela! God made sure your Jamie was out there waiting for you! Bless you for sharing 💕
Amen sister. Amen! Love you sweet lady!
Angela I totally understand what you went tNhrough. I went through the abuse with an alcoholic/drug user. I also lost a baby. I just feel everything you said. No one understands if they haven't lived through it. God bless you and your family.
My heart went out to you! You're such a lovely , strong man woman!
Bless Your Heart Dear Lady❤
Bless you, thank you for sharing, you are a perfect mum , always protecting your family .I love your stories ❤
God bless you!!! So glad you found your husband you have now!
Angela, I’m sorry you went thru what you did. But it’s the accumulation of our life’s experiences who make us who we are, and whether we turn to God for our help and comfort or grow old and bitter. You are very blessed with a big family and children and a husband who love you. There are evil forces this day and age that want to divide us and separate us, it’s a blessing to have a family that still loves each other. You definitely are not a weak person, you get on RUclips daily and don’t cower to the ugliness that comes your way. That is a strong person!
Angela, thank you for telling your story. I too was in an abusive marriage with my second husband. ❤❤❤
Angela you are so brave to tell your story. I'm so sorry this happened to you. You are a kind and caring woman who loves her family with all your heart. Your the kind of mom we should all strive to be.
You are a strong and wonderful woman and we your friends from afar and so blessed to know you.
I share a similar story to yours but I was 15 and he was 27… I was abused physically and mentally and ended up pregnant with my first son.
I feel like I have met my sister. I had 2 girls that lived. My 2nd child was a boy who was....still born, no one would let me speak about it. "It was for the best, blah, blah." I become pregnant with my 3rd child ,my 2nd daughter a few months later. She is 39 and my best friend. All I wanted was them. I cried and laughed and cried some more. Bless you for this story. I had put off watching it because sometimes I avoid hard things. You are awesome!
We woman go through more than the men. Those babies so close to our hearts. Part of our body. Then raising them with so many memories and wondering what our angel baby would have looked like and grown up to be. We that have lost a child have learned and felt things that those who haven’t lost will never know. I like to think we are more compassionate because of it.
I love your videos. Some make me laugh (laugh hard) and some make me cry. You are very brave for sharing your story. I’m sorry you went through that abuse. I hope one day to share mine if I make it out alive. Thank you.
After all that it looks like you have a great family. You seem a loving mother ❤
What a wonderful woman you truly are ❤
Every woman young or ilder need to hear your story
I’m so sorry you went through that. You don’t really know how many lives you’re touching with your survivor story. You are very inspiring so don’t ever think people are not listening. You are one of my favorite RUclips channels. Much love to you ❣️
Your a beautiful woman I can relate too your story it happened to my mother so sorry but look what came out I love listening to you everyday
Thank you for watching and liking. Yes I learned so much thru my trials and it makes me even more grateful for what I have now.
You made me cry!😢 ( very good looking children ! )
Wow I felt this so much.. I grew up in a home like this but getting abused mentally and physically by my parents (they were on drugs), poor because that stuff was more important, when they didn’t have it, it was the worst..
I always said I will not get with a man like my parents.. I got pregnant at 15, got married at 16.. I pretty much grew up with my son since I didn’t have a childhood. I did everything with him that I always wished my mother would do with me.. we got divorced.. he had 3 addictions that I never even knew could be addictions at the time.. porn, drinking, and gambling. We didn’t even have money to gamble or to even get alcohol.. his family weren’t poor, and his mother was honestly pure evil.. she was very controlling. We only lived with her for a year out of the 7 years we were married. But that didn’t matter. She still had her voice in my son for some reason.. I don’t want to talk about this part but it broke me..
Well after my divorce I was left completely broken in anything I knew. I lost my job because of him, my house I was renting, and something else that was bigger than life..
I found someone that also lost something bigger than life. And his fiancé cheated on him when working out of town..
so we bounded ona whole another level.. well he was very depressed and tried something that made him feel better.. it wasn’t what my parents were on, so I didn’t think it would turn out the same way.. well the abuse started.. I didn’t want to admit I was wrong for getting with him and running away from a city I hated so much because of my ex husband..
I ended in the hospital barely alive.. you would think maybe that would change someone but it didn’t. And I was so scared in alone, so far away from “home”. I stayed.. and stayed… and stayed… it didn’t get better in fact you would hit that part that I ended up in the hospital almost dead for.. he cheated on me.. and here I was just more broken than I started..
So yes I felt this so much.. people think it’s so easy to just leave a relationship like this.. it’s not.. even if you don’t have kids together. Once they broke you down, you stay down.. I had no one there for me ever in my life that I could even run to.. i tried going back to my abusive mother. She was off drugs so I thought she would be better to me.. she was with someone that turned her into drinking.. she told me, “you should have just died that day..” that was after tearing me apart. Once she said that, I just packed my stuff and slept out side in the snow.. I ended up back with the abusive guy because he had “changed” in that month I was gone… I mean the physical did at least. I had never been able to get pregnant again, never had my period after my son, was never able to go to the doctor because of money. Life just sucks.
I’m past most of it now. I hate memories. But you lay in bed at night trying to fall asleep but memories are all you can think of.
I’m so sorry you had to live through this. You didn’t deserve it. I’m so glad you made it out alive. And it made you a stronger person and your children turned out so very well.
I can feel every word and tear. I've been through so much too. I guess most of us especially at our age ❤
We all have stories that we can tell. Now it’s time our kids live their life story.
Angela you truly are a beautiful person. I am sorry you went through that.
You are wonderful ❤ God Bless You.
Hi Angela, well, i have now cried with you and laughed with you. I am sorry for what you went through ❤
i cried with you, that reminded me of the horror story my mom told
Oh Angela. I’m so sorry. I was married to the same kind of man for 15 years but he didn’t drink. I think he was just possessed. I had to move from Alabama to Utah to get away from him he tried having me kidnapped and tried to kill me many times. Isn’t it so wonderful to finally be married to the one you were supposed to be all along. My husband now would never ever raise his hand to a woman. No matter what and I know Jamie wouldn’t either. I’m really sorry about your baby boy too 😢💙
God bless you and your family, I'm sure your time with your second husband...will help someone. I very lucky for the husband that I have (38 years). I need to be more prayerful and thankful for the life I have 😊😊 ❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing I cried with you.
Bless your heart ❤
Angela you are down right 💯 awesome! You are so genuine and truth is your strength. Thank our heavenly father for giving you strength to put one foot in front of the other for your beautiful family. I love you and your happiness just beams with love.
Hugest hugs and Love sent to you Angela ,that was so so touching and your very brave to talk about such horrid cruel events in your life
I admire your strength and your Faith In God ,You are amazing ,be proud of who you are God bless and take care of you Jamie and your lovely family ❤ Liz xx
I have been in the same type of situation with my first husband. I now also have the best husband anyone could ask for.
I came from heyyy everybody. I watched your latest video and I loved it so I started from here and I’m going to binge watch. ! so glad she recommended this channel. -I’m a new subscriber.💜🥰💜. I just finished this video. I’m so sorry you went thru this 🙏🏼❤️
Thank you for telling your story🙏🙏🙏
Thank God you made it thru that. I been through a lot and know the mean narcissistic men. I was married 3 times then dated a cpl after my last marriage. And thought the last one would kill me. I know the fear and the hardest thing is knowing when to run so thT you ge t out safe. God is good.
I’m so sorry you had to experience this.
Thank you for sharing that courageous story with us. God Bless You. What an amazing woman you are! What a beautiful family you have. You have been rewarded by Heavenly Father for all you went through and will be rewarded again in Heaven. Thank you.
I found this difficult to listen to because i grew up with an alcoholic father who mentally abused the family. My mother was strong like you and had faith in God and my parents eventually split up when we were made homeless because of his drinking. You have been through so much, thank you for sharing your past with us. My father and I eventually had a better relationship and he stopped drinking but it was a shame that our family life was ruined for so many years by his addiction. ❤
I get this. My first marriage was like this. I didn’t tell my family either. I finally left when I was 25
Angela ty for sharing
Love you siStar
I felt your pain and walked in them shoes im divorced and i love my life now. . Im sorry you had to feel that pain my Mommy live this story with 6 kids back in the 50s were there was no one to turn to.
Your children are beautiful
Must be so hard for the kids in these situations
God bless you🦋🙏🏽 You are absolutely amazing 🙏🏽🦋 thank you for sharing your story🙏🏽🦋 this life can be so hard and only by the grace of God! There is no life without the Father,the Son and the Holy Spirit🙏🏽🦋
I know exactly what you are talking about.I was with an alcoholic for 19 years I didn't thankfully have any children with him,but I did have child before with the man that I was married to before him.They brainwash you and lie lie lie.No one can judge you unless they walk in your shoes.He died in a alcoholic coma.But I have ptsd from him I'm in my 50's he was 12 years older than me and you know I'm still hurting from him from all the physical abuse.Its a horrible life but are survivors ❤
I have some physical scars on my body too. No one has a right to do that to another person. I think alcoholics are self centered. That’s all they think about is themself and how they can get their next drink.
Dear Angela:). I just watched this video today 03/20/24 and I am crying. I have been watching ur videos for some time now but went searching for this one today after today’s morning show. You are such a strong and brave woman who survived such horror all while thinking of ur children and how much they needed you. Your love has blossomed into a very large and successful family and you love every single one so much. You struggled and got by and ur faith has been your rock. Heavenly Father is your protector and has never left you alone. You are living proof of this. He has put you in my path of life and I am blessed to have you as my video friend. God bless you my friend 🙏🙏♥️♥️♥️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏♥️
Thank you so much for your kind words. I believe in the scripture, “ If ye do what I say, I am bound, if ye do not what I say, ye have no promise”. So I have always tried to live his commandments and be an example to my children. I know he has blessed me because I put God and family first.
so sorry that happen to you Angela. xo
I was also stalked and held hostage...it sucked!!!
Thank you for sharing your story Angela I also have a similar story. I don’t think I have it in me to tell it right now but I’m glad that you did and I absolutely love your channel and I’ve said this before one day I will do a shout out for you, I put your name and other RUclipsrs ear so good things are coming your way. Be well, my friend.Merry Christmas to you and your family and thank you for the story. You’re a very brave woman.
Thank you. I love doing videos. I am surprised anyone is watching. I make my family watch. One friend told me I am wasting my time.
❤🙏 Angel Blessings 🙏 ❤
My life was so similar - i left him & my sons wanted to leave with me ( i gave them the choice ♡)
We started our life again ♡♡♡ Because we deserved to be happy & not have to live with an alcoholic anymore ♡♡♡
❤ HUGE GENTLE HUGS ❤
Oh my goodness, I love you more❤️
Aww thank you for sharing
Love you Angela our Angel ❤xxxxxx
I would called it an attempted murder; otherwise, you're gone.
Your Awesome!! ❤
My son said when he was a little boy. Everyone says Hana is my half sister. I asked him if she felt like half. He said no. Mommy. She isn’t half of anything. She is my sister ♥️♥️♥️♥️
Alchohol. And mental I’ll ess is involved too.
Sorry ❤
Now im crying
And. I love my tattooed,lol
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Thats why i cant believe in god because loosing a baby omg and so much pain and suffering in the world
God didn't cause it.
That’s why I want to believe in God. So I have hope in the next life I can see my loved ones again and be with them for eternity. Even if it wasn’t true it makes me happier believing in it. I think everything will be made right in the next life. The wicked will get their just reward. The innocent and suffering will get their great reward. If you had to suffer your reward will be greater. And that will be for ever. The wicked will suffer forever in outer darkness. Not deserving anything good
@@materialmom-hz3wj Amen
That’s sad. God js real and he is good but he also doesn’t control men and make them not sin that is our choice and men choose evil many times. But I wouldn’t want to serve a God who forced us to be good and took away free will 🤷🏻♀️ If o didn’t believe in God I couldn’t bear this life to be honest, He is my rock and my hope ❤️
Was Foster a christian too? Well when you are a bad violent alcholic it dont matter😢
Yes , he got baptized. I met him at church. He would go with me to church. But as soon as we got married he started drinking again.