Tsundere Hajime

He is just being a tsundere like always.
Waiting for the time to confess to Nagito...
Even with Ibuki and Hyoko ded..........
STOP, STOP WITH THE SHIP OMG CRAP AAGH

[@tomie5391]

I love how Hajime started having a panic attack and started looking around everywhere viciously just because Monokuma told him he was Tsundere.

[@10percentREVERBED]

That’s me

[@chanelch4n3l]

p a n i k

[@insufueo5972]

T-that's because I'm not a tsundere! ...Baka..

[@10percentREVERBED]

Hajime Hinata I-

[@rensretry]

Hajime Hinata I- Wh- Bwfcadcayara e x u s e m e w h a t

[@moviebuster1011]

I like the constant feeling of "Anything but talking to _him._ "

[@tomie5391]

Him?

[@trashcan6345]

Komaeda

[@SkyBombNoodles]

@@trashcan6345 Oh my- I can see that now

[@Pptat0]

It's fine! Someone like hajime doesn't deserve to talk to trash like me! He should talk to the other ultimates!

[@kellyn103]

@@Pptat0 ohhhhh myyyyyy Nagito I love you

[@cheese6286]

"liven up, show your dere side"
>proceeds to ignore nagito the whole entire time

[@alv5102]

I can just imagine hajime walking up to nagito then walking away and doing that repeatedly to bring his *hopes* up lmao

[@thisishim2051]

Hanako!!

[@alv5102]

greg yessss

[@iaintedgy1984]

@Nagito Komaeda poor you

[@natduh8775]

ThisIsHim omg I love tbhk

[@_J0C3_]

Oh no that's so mean 😂😂😂

[@rodrigoe.oleapolverg7308]

"...You can hate me all you want"
Thats so tsundure

[@thatguyshwag]

agreed

[@ayoooitzkassy]

b-baka ù////ú

[@invader_whoa3919]

BlackDeathViral03 more like flecks

[@userK77920]

I agree😅

[@despairkidd2109]

@@ayoooitzkassy lol cow 😂

[@kittykake44]

The cursor shaking wildly at Nagito is a whole ass mood

[@lemonlimegrass1603]

Literally-

[@macyjean-nx2hv]

yea

[@kiingcc]

He’s just standing there like 🧍

[@totsy_meow]

@@kiingcc lol

[@yokota-chan3489]

hajime pov lmao

[@jellyfishyy]

hajime’s real talent is ultimate tsundere

[@amnaz8864]

Ultimate tsun tsun hair.

[@rayscarlet7055]

actually, his talent is the ultimate tiddy

[@egg_nog7224]

@@rayscarlet7055 I have to agree he has that 91cm chest biggest chest on the island he’s also ultimate tsundere

[@hajimehinata5674]

I'm being bullied in these replies

[@notcool4801]

Yes.

[@n-extrafries-surprise]

3:27 calm down Hajime

[@NocturnalNovelist]

The Ultimate McNugget Nagi
Hajime's just like, "nope"

[@mauriceistheguyy]

He's giveing me *hope*

[@remus5527]

He was riled up😫🤚

[@ReigensAss]

hajime has a stroke asmr

[@gloomy_alex]

@@remus5527 yasss 😏

[@NocturnalNovelist]

Oh yes put that cursor all over Komaeda

[@tomie5391]

YeAh XD

[@insertrandomnamehere1517]

😂

[@insertrandomnamehere1517]

You have exactly 333 likes right now lol

[@whythough4848]

Lmao

[@mauriceistheguyy]

So this is what *hope* feels like

[@aname3786]

0:45 I love how even Nagito thinks that's messed up

[@emartin29]

Same.

[@bueno1738]

When nagito thinks it’s messed up oh it’s MESSED UP

[@shsl-simp570]

you know shit's bad when nagito's judging you

[@wellwell207]

you know it’s bad when NAGITO (who is btw canonically LOADED with money) judges you

[@magiveem]

...it’s messed up but,if I were Hajime I would be normal about this.
This comment is obvious.

[@hhosier2171]

Stop being so tsundere and just talk to hope boy~
-Ouma

[@--shotgunsinners--1634]

Nagito Komaeda and Kokichi Ouma Lol

[@iliketurtles226]

Kokichi and Nagito are both cute trash..

[@christmassnail3008]

GAMING LIFE preach

[@nurhusninaalya300]

@@iliketurtles226 same with me.

[@mementomori1871]

GAMING LIFE Kokichi isn’t trash :0

[@hismemoires]

i'm years late but i can't get over how you were trying to do everything in your power to avoid talking to komaeda

[@Noahyw-.]

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[@S4f1rblehbleh]

Lol

[@macyjean-nx2hv]

😅

[@spencer4444]

JUST THE RAPID CURSOR MOVEMENT

[@Dunkebon]

Tears were streaking down their face while their hands were shaking, their hand glided to talk to Nagito. Sobbing pleas arose yet Komaeda talked anyways.
They had lost. Suffering is immaculate.

[@ApfersPL]

He never had to pay for that sticker and he had the perfect alibi. Who's laughing now, Monokuma?

[@izzy4825]

:

[@Orismith0911]

I swore that Danganronpa v3 was going to be with Hajime again because he didn’t pay for the sticker

[@lvely4126]

@@Orismith0911 Lmaoo imagine

[@TenmasAgenda]

Right!!

[@SasukeUchiha723]

You thought your tuition fee was expensive hajime? Think again!!

[@miyukihikawa18]

Hajime stop being a tsundere and talk to Nagito *he's right there!* XD

[@tomie5391]

I don't think he gets that XD

[@remus5527]

Nat he really didnt😫

[@meowmeowmeowmoews]

He’s *There! Right There!*

[@michaellangston2042]

@@meowmeowmeowmoews Gay,or European?

[@meowmeowmeowmoews]

komadea's toe y e s

[@pasturple5662]

2:54
Advertising their own game lmao

[@what.2060]

They did that in Danganronpa V3 as well!

[@grimmmons]

Emily SepticEye I like how this was 2 days ago and the other comment was 3 years ago.

[@what.2060]

@@grimmmons o no, I never realised, oof me

[@grimmmons]

Emily SepticEye pffftt- xD

[@what.2060]

@@grimmmons yes I am very small brain

[@Springtrapandplushtrap]

When the disease was active: "Leave me alone, Hajime. I dont want you here." acording to the disease, everything Nagito said shouldve been the oposit.
my mind:
"Baka! its not like I wanted to visit you anyways!"

[@Darien2016]

My thoughts as well lol.

[@lilianas8506]

so wouldn’t it be: “Stay with me, Hajime. I want you here.” lol

[@triniux1691]

Ummmm he said “I hate you” while he had the disease so......

[@isabelaszmenezes]

@@triniux1691 omg-😳😳

[@userK77920]

@@triniux1691 ...😏

[@valkkei]

0:21
I SEE YOU KOMARU

[@iaintedgy1984]

Welp at least Komaru has screentime xD

[@pusheeners]

3:27 extremely accurate me when I get a chance to talk with Komaeda

[@mintsmooth860]

and then Hajime be like "I hAvE NoThInG tO tAlK wItH HiM" and ignore/be rude to him

[@bueno1738]

Myata Myatnya omfg I hate that 🤣

[@izurunotfound1063]

Nagito Komaeda i dont hate you :(

[@izurunotfound1063]

Nagito Komaeda No matter what you say i’ll never hate you, your my favorite character :(

[@orangejuice4157]

@Nagito Komaeda I don’t hate you either Nagito

[@elehko2661]

Komaede: I know you consider me crazy because of my motivational speeches bUT WHAT WERE YOU DOING BUYING A 1.5 MILLION STICKER!?
Hajime: uh.... reasons

[@Pukeprincess]

Wishful Random Ibuki: bro, stop flexing, no one can afford that, hope boi is free

[@elehko2661]

@@Pukeprincess Hajime: not my fault that ya'll so poor

[@Pukeprincess]

Wishful Random Ibuki: not my fault you’re such a tsundere

[@thedressupdoll6917]

komadead

[@Pukeprincess]

I like trains kid **spoiler warning**
actually it was a simulation so he survived

[@user-wg8pu1ef3k]

Isn’t Hajime ALWAYS a Tsundere???

[@reiix_]

HE IS

[@yxki-chxn7300]

Me the whole time: JUST. TALK. TO. YOUR. BOYFRIEND.

[@kiseviro]

T H E M

[@Kloudmeister]

*N O W*

[@samanthaclaremejia7975]

*N O W*

[@Nemcat7]

*T A L K T O H I M*

@@Nemcat7 *_F U C K I N D O I T_*

[@user-ub2hw2gd7b]

Nagito be like: “Hinata-kun, your cursor… wiggle your cursor all over me…”

[@orangejuice4157]

I-

[@brynnaschauer4563]

“Hinata-Kun, your cursor fills me with hope”

[@sydleen]

I-
Wha-

[@tahubaccem]

dude i-

[@hedevastated]

NO

[@_KmSlpy_]

The fact that Nagito is a millionaire and was surprised that Hajime spent that much on a sticker says a lot

[@joenkotazuna9453]

Take note that earlier in the chapter Nagito said he'd be willing to pay 1.5 million dollars to not watch the movie 😭

[@_KmSlpy_]

@@joenkotazuna9453 ABBABAHA

[@imnotcreative.6483]

WHY WAS THE CURSOR HAVING A SEIZURE ON NAGIHOE.

[@weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee]

*Nagihoe* I’m WEAK-

[@Pukeprincess]

OP was angry at Hajimeme

[@multi_rosy8239]

Nagihope

[@fleas.]

"NAGIHOE" I FUCKING CAN'T-

[@sodapop5981]

@@multi_rosy8239 *NagiHOEpe

[@mochicloud2436]

*I'm sorry I was born stupid*

[@iaintedgy1984]

*I'm sorry I was born as a Tsundere*

[@sleepyhead3567]

@@iaintedgy1984 pfft---

[@naiklistunter8642]

*im sorry i was born*

[@ratthatlivesyourbasement4376]

I M S O R R Y I W A S B O R N D U M B

[@universecatdrown]

im sorry

[@soda6982]

3:27 is seriously me

[@fuyuthenoodle1151]

Philip Hamilton isn't your name supposed to be Alexander Hamilton xD

[@ok_yeah]

I'm laughing too hard at this comment because this is me

[@soda6982]

indeed

[@soda6982]

i come back to this a half a year later and actually see replies
holy guacamole dudes

[@violetsuwu]

Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu have you ever listened to hamilton....

[@aesthetictrash4228]

3:28 everytime I see Nagito

[@gloomy_alex]

Nagito must feel good

[@solitonmedic]

Even Nagito is appalled of Hajime's life choices

[@xxphoenixx8398]

I'M CRYING OVER KO'S REACTION AT 0:45 HAHAHAHA

[@jessiriesbeck4421]

XxPhoenixX he's like, "Hinata-kun, I'm crazy, but this is too far!!"

[@cloverchan1008]

He's so worried over his boyfriend's money

[@Fun-K-Board]

@Nagito Komaeda NAGITO! You WILL accept it, and Hajime wants a fuck afterwards so-

[@enviousstar_11]

@Nagito Komaeda Well sadly yes......he did....he just wasted his money

[@hopebagel6345]

@Keiji Shinogi simp I know this is a joke but ain't Nagito rich

[@mauriceistheguyy]

Monokuma: i really *h 0 p e* you buy this sticker
Nagito: did someone say *h 0 p e*
hope *hope* hope hope hope hope hope hope *hope* hope hope *h 0 p e* hope hope hope hope hope hope

[@crushedkokichiouma7990]

Hope hope hope hope hope hope lies hope hope hope hope

[@nagitokomaeda152]

Hope? Hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope!

[@hinachan5578]

Hope hope hope hope hope hope
hope hope hope hope hope hope
hope hope hope hope hope hope
hope hope hope hope hope hope
hope hope hope hope hope hope
hope hope hope hope hope hope
hope hope hope hope hope hope .

[@ilivory974]

D E S P A I R

[@user-vd943]

hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope hope de hope

[@vanityyyyy]

Hajime you never paid Monokuma back

[@bkpolette]

That bill is for hajimie, not izuru

[@ilivory974]

sprinkles with sprinkles OOP-

[@miasevilclonetookover2989]

I just realized that

[@FuzaketeSatsugai]

Maybe his boyfriend payed for it

[@kesangwangdi3720]

(First few mins of the video)
Hajime: * Simply looking around normally *
(After Monokuma calls him a Tsundere)
Hajime: * PANIC ATTACK *

[@maechua7751]

Uh! Uh! The tsundereness is too much!

[@mint2hy793]

Shota Libero SEVEN

[@fuyuthenoodle1151]

Shota Libero yup lmao (we both have a picture of seven but mine is fem)

[@RitsuSakuma69]

MYSTIC MESSENGER FANS?

[@femjotaro1271]

3:28 Hajime is actually moving the mouse
XD

[@heyitsmorgan7613]

Everyone says Harry Potter is the Lord of sass, but Hajime is right up there with him.

[@SasukeUchiha723]

Harry is sass in the movie... But Ron was a real sass in the books

[@sorbet29]

Sasuke Uchiha agreed

[@feenle1828]

What about Byakuya, he's up there somewhere too

[@Kloudmeister]

.....Has NO ONE seen Kokichi or-

[@alternaterealityspecialist635]

Obi-Wan Kenobi: Hello there!

[@xxgachaashxx8747]

0:45
If Nagito (best boy to me) thinks it’s insane,
It’s insane.

[@mayou2]

Yeh 😔🤚🏻

[@yesbutno07]

True

[@trademarkt]

not because he’s best boy, but he’s insane. if it’s insane to him, then it definitely is

[@yesbutno07]

@@trademarkt Exactly

[@irene-wv6uj]

You know if Nagito is judging you, you did something stupid lmao

[@bargainbrandmusician]

Tbh I was almost screaming at the screen "Hajimeme talk to your boyfriend for fuck's sake"

[@jessiriesbeck4421]

g r e y l i e n *S A M E*

[@frooogyy]

g r e y l i e n
I was just fangirling on the corner honestly

[@lvleslyy]

I was saying, NO WHAT ARE YOU DOING TALK TO HIM ALREADY! XD

[@jennieraiden]

*talk to nagito you tsundere😤*

[@Pukeprincess]

No

[@jennieraiden]

@@Pukeprincess oh hey 1 year l8 jennie found u in the butch video or what ever he’s called danny phantom guy

[@Pukeprincess]

@@jennieraiden Galaxyisok’s? (And no I won’t stop being a tsundere)

[@magg0t_zz]

I love your pfp

[@mauriooo8767]

0:48 HE LOOKS SO CONCERNED I’M YELLING

[@scar8o284]

LOL like “Hajime wtf”

[@mariayyad2546]

When they violently pet Nagito with the cursor-
*i felt that*

[@rain-he6wb]

So basically Monokuma is nagito x hajime shipper and thats my head cannon

[@lulubylol]

Hajime: I REFUSE I REFUSE I REFUSE
Game: Nah lol talk to him

[@Imjustagorlie7]

I didn't know whether to laugh or blush during this scene

[@Pixepc]

LOL
"Game: Fnaf"

[@kaitoeiscool]

Time?

[@astralynxx]

nagito is now rethinking his decision to marry hajime

[@ShadowMonix]

OMG XD

[@Pukeprincess]

The “reserve course” sitting on his file: 👁👄👁💅

[@magg0t_zz]

I can psy for that, even if it's a waste of money 😃🔫

[@jdhfsjcjc3857]

3:40 what are you doing to his shoe

[@toast892]

WHAT ARE THOSE

[@gothcampbell]

*l i c k*

[@Pukeprincess]

Killua Zoldyck *excuse me*

[@feenle1828]

@@gothcampbell *lick lick lick lick lick lick lick lick*
(Hajime has a foot fetish confirmed)

[@zomb6itez]

trying to suck nagitoes

[@311dreamteam5]

Hajime man up and confess to Nagito already you tsun tsun Hajime

[@_Moon_Knight_]

Oww, Hajime's tsunderims doesn:t know's limits

[@nathanielgarza9198]

“God, Hajime bullying women and being a huge tsundere, not cool”

[@gottastoppo]

3:27 I wanna laugh, but i don't really know why.

[@itzquinn6427]

Lmao just imagine hajime doing the natsuki pouty face- 🤣

[@ShadowMonix]

Now I want someone to make that

[@noname420]

i wanna draw this.

[@Imjustagorlie7]

Jeez and I thought Makoto was cute the way hajime stutters from embarrassment is so tsun it's adorable 😍

[@lemsita7]

we have something with tsundere protagonists

[@Crystix]

@@lemsita7 i have the same pfp as you on discord lol

[@BippoSicko]

You know you’ve done something wrong when Nagito looks at you concerned

[@mae-nlycreative260]

Monokuma: You're a tsundere.
Hajime: *_Gay panic_*

[@ajiprnk4821]

What i how is omone being a tsundere make them gay?

[@thefuck1777]

2:48 Jesus it’s komaru!! I love how all the games are connected in some way

[@strawberrypie9986]

"Theater"
"Nagito Komaeda"
*"NaGiTo KoMaEdA"*
"Theater" (again)
*"N a G i t O k O m A e d A"*
"Food Corner"
"Monitor"
"Esc" *"HELP"*

[@dodopotato1446]

kairikawaii :3 No don’t
No
No no
Flashbacks

[@aidanequisde]

Yes, Hajime is tsundere ... But there is no one more tsundere than Byakuya Togami.

[@sus_amongus7097]

i agree with that

[@bananabirdinbread]

**CONSENT**

[@Pukeprincess]

No Byakuya is just an a-hole

[@yup1759]

3:19 you just started yeeting the mouse😂

[@magg0t_zz]

pfo

[@magg0t_zz]

pfp

[@m1zusaki]

0:36 look behind monokuma at the right.... is that Komaru?

[@mariacandelaarcila3232]

Yup

[@mipierainbows_dead]

2:49 closer look

[@bkpolette]

Its too smoll to tell, the monokumas too big

[@enzoqueijao]

Monokuma: "You're gonna have to stay here for a while, so... go find something to do. Maybe talk to someone?"
Nagito: ":)"
Hajime: **Tries to leave**
Nagito: ":|"
Hajime: "Fine... I'll do it. So..."
Nagito: ":)"
Hajime: "This trash can on the corner seems very interesting!"
Nagito: ":("

[@skysapfire9086]

2:54 Makoto watching Haijme say that: 👁👄👁

[@PeePisser]

I’ve never said CLICK ON THE MISSING TOTE BAG! So many times in my life XD

[@sugawarasdog4592]

Their exposing me-

[@theonetheonly.7799]

i never knew how much i needed tsundere hajime in my life until now

[@karissmallworld2378]

Isn't Monokuma like 2 feet tall, how in the hell

[@thefooljingledmiserablyacr8060]

Either
1. everyone kneels before him
or
2. he hovers ominously

[@ayoooitzkassy]

iTs maAaAAaaAaaAgiCcCcccCcCCCCcc

[@iamapieceoftrash9653]

@@thefooljingledmiserablyacr8060 I JUST IMAGINED MONOKUMA HOVERING AROUND AND I AM DYING RIGHT NOW

[@hauran0]

A TrashieArtist SAME OMG

[@sorbet29]

His legs grow when you talk to him

[@dumpmeshi]

You know your life choices are messed up when even the rich orphan is appalled by you buying a sticker for 1.5 million.

[@Mikistonemaniki]

I STILL can't believe Hajime bought THIS for 1.5 mil. dollars!

[@abbichu7775]

It’s pretty shocking to know that he would pay some big bucks not to watch a movie, but that sticker was pretty cool

[@whatisaoctagon9166]

Sorry but the movie is pure t r a s h.

[@magg0t_zz]

But it was so boring even I would pay for that..

[@fourhundred4]

3:20
someone playing it had stroke, probably

[@zev3n965]

I swear, I read the title as Yandere Nagito, I have no idea why

[@whatisaoctagon9166]

HSUSHSUSHSHSHS I-

[@ilivory974]

QueenOFrame EHHHHHH, THAT’S WORSE-
*great, now we have tsundere hajime and yandere nagito, woop-*

[@sandwich2363]

wait what-

[@dyingontheinside1348]

@@ilivory974 oH DEAR LORD THAT IS HORRIFYING TO THINK ABOUT

[@ShadowMonix]

I mean.... I can see Nagito being a yandere....

[@eMich1]

" *m-Manga is literature!* "

[@pollution_fan]

But he is a Tsundere!
*makes him cute tho*

[@Fyodor.Dostoevskyy]

( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

[@pansiic9540]

2:48
*F o r e s h a d o w i n g*

[@DefinitelyNautBenjamin]

I read tsundere nagito I *clicc* but it was tsundere hajime and I *clicc'd* faster

[@rantaroavacado.o.9233]

UH GUYS I FOUND THIS EXACT STICKER IN MY SCHOOLS BATHROOM I NEED TO FIND WHO PUT IT THERE AND BE THEIR FREIND SKSKSOEJWOWJW WHY IS IT SO HARDDDDDDDDDDDD

[@rantaroavacado.o.9233]

@Sumaya yes the exact one that says sorry I was born stupid

[@ilikebrownies5529]

@@rantaroavacado.o.9233 LMAO DID YOU FIND OUT

[@mae-nlycreative260]

Hajime..And Nagito..At the movies?..
*_Komahina fangame flashbacks_*
OH NO

[@noname420]

NOOOOOOO

[@nagitokomaeda8360]

Nagito in the background: 🧍‍♂️

[@heavenssweetpudding]

3:15 Nagitos just like 🕴️

[@scar8o284]

Lol

[@omori3554]

🕴️

[@nezuko-chan329]

no one :
Hajime : I-its not like I like you!

[@667nine]

Hajime: shows some common decency and concern towards Nagito that's reasonable usually to the situation
Also Hajime after 2 seconds: OH MY GOD WHY DO I CARE ABOUT NAGITO HRKWJFHDSKUBFJHSRBCIKSRBFYJSR
Seriously, that is how he is THE ENTIRE GAME LIKE WTF
No wonder Monokuma calls him a tsundere

[@s7syou]

*remembering that komahina fangame that they watched a movie and they did stuff in the theater--*
afterwards nagito received "I'm with stupid" sticker

[@whatisaoctagon9166]

no don't remember me of "THAT" fangame-
hsjshsjsnshs

[@magg0t_zz]

I was with stupid and still an

[@Imjustagorlie7]

Forever one of my favorite scenes in this game and why is that sticker my life 😂

[@dragnricvelestia6204]

Well it's all good, as long as Hajime still has someone that he can be tsundere to.

[@miss_sxturn1220]

i love how that's canon

[@ohanameansfamily3434]

2:51 *foreshadowing intensifies*

[@rilavvey]

bro started to fall into despair at 3:28

[@hajimehinata5594]

I AM NOT A TSUNDERE

[@kaitoeiscool]

Suuree

[@ShadowMonix]

Suuuuure

[@vbalado76]

when the cursor went⬆️↙️↘️⬅️↗️↕️↩️↪️↕️↙️↙️⬇️↕️⬆️↘️⬇️ i felt that

[@nikolatheme5572]

When even nagito is like "what the fuck is wrong with you".

[@whatisaoctagon9166]

y e p-

[@rose_akira8735]

Mikan: *He is in his final stage of Edgy Tsundere Bitch Disorder, there is no cure*

[@whattheshart1]

nagito looks generally terrified of the sticker

[@Yamaguchi_Tadashi]

Imagine being Nagito and seeing that though-

[@asil6945]

Top 10 anime tsundere waifus
1.Hajime Hinata
.
.
.

[@hajimehinata2780]

3:19
Totally not me: *spams mouse everywhere while waiting*

[@Hallszeey]

Monukuma knows that Komaeda is in love with Hajime ...... Monokuma why are you so gossipy?

[@celinafredj8347]

nagito is just there,, waiting

[@afr0sheen]

Hajime takes tsundere to a whole 'nother level.

[@hippopotomostrosesquippeda5804]

4:03 - spoilers

[@nooneofneed6389]

I like how he spent 1.5 million on the sticker to end up watching the movie.

[@Malak-oj1ge]

nagito: *baby i am not even here, i am hallucinations*