Etheric Wings: Their Meaning, Function, and How to Open Them up
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- Опубликовано: 25 июл 2024
- Today, I’m going to be talking about etheric wings.
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If you are on your awakening journey, chances are that you are going to go through an experience of having your etheric wings open up. It's an interesting journey.
I will tell about about my personal story, how my etheric wings opened up. We will look at the functions of the etheric wings and what to do in case your etheric wings cannot open up on their own.
00:00 Intro
02:30 Your energy bodies constantly grow
05:00 Your etheric wings will open up
07:30 Trauma and etheric wings
10:20 The function of the etheric wings
17:50 My experience of activating the wings
25:00 How to remove the resistance
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This is such a beautiful inspiring topic. I have 3 sets of wings. They start on the upper back, mid back and lower back at the waist line. I love wrapping myself with them because they are warm and very nurturing just like an angel. They are a beautiful form of unity consciousness shining in our beloved light.
Yes! I totally do this too! I wrap myself in my wings when I want to comfort myself
Same ❤
I love this. I also do the same. I somtimes hug others with them
Lol let’s see
Mariya I see you as my esoteric mentor and feel very fortunate that I found you! ☺
I had no idea this was a thing. About 15 years ago I felt like I had wings sprouting. Like physically could feel little wings. Just chalked it up to my imagination and didn't think anything more about it. Then I see this video today. Thank you.
Soooo happy I discovered your channel. And feels like divine timing. I appreciate your content so much. I’m a life path 11, you feel like a second mom to me, comforting and giving guidance... it’s very pleasant.. thank you 🙏💜❤️
You literally almost always put out content that I need to know or I have had knowledge for a while but others have no idea what I am talking about. Was given these wings last year.. never really tapped in to see what it was about. I was also going through a lot of other things that I didnt have time to be more spiritually attuned. Thank you for this.
omg when i got my wings i felt them come out middle of my back open up and wrap around me as to hug me i actually felt like i could fly!
Yay!!!! My wings opened a few years ago now. I was very aware of the energy shift hahahaha! I was making electronics go haywire for weeks. Like light bulbs burning out, my rather new car battery needed to be replaced early, so many self check out line cash registers or even just regular registers needing to reboot with me standing there. Patience was necessary 😅 anyway! I ended up with 6 wings. I barely notice them anymore but they were uncomfortable at first. The lower 4 resemble dragonfly wings and the top 2 have a higher verticle dimension...kinda like angels are depicted but not exactly. The colors change with my aura or current experience. Pretty crazy but I love and am so grateful for them.
Eye sprouted two 2 nights ago, during a very dark moments, mine are light looking. Could feel them throughout the night and the next day, realised they are not going anywhere. They feel safe and comforting. Inspiring me to stay
I love this video explaining it! It happened but I didn’t know what to think of it at that time, first I had that area where the “wings” are hurt for a while, then a few weeks/months later I saw in a meditation them opening up and being gold
Best video you’ve ever made. I’ve never talked about anyone about my wings and never heard about this before. Thank you for sharing your tips around how to grow them and the resistance. 🌸
With my first wings I started to have a lot of visions and also dreams where I was practicing to fly with them. And the part about shoulder pain is making a lot of sense for me now ❤❤❤ thank you again for sharing your sososo potent wisdom 🪽🪽🪽
A white butterfly flew into my car window while I was watching this video. 😊
I just got your book. I opened it and my whole body got the CHILLS girl! This book is charged! So good, cant wait !
I already signed up for your etheric wings activation healing circle, 2 days ago I received a vision of kneeling before an Archangel (I believe it to be Michael). He placed his wings over me, I had thought it was a protective covering and also tapped my shoulders with his sword, like someone being knighted. I didn't understand the meaning until I saw your video. Today my back is aching something fierce and I feel exhausted. I now believe he activated my wings.
I had something similar yesterday! Arc angels came to hug me with their big white wings and when they let go i had two beautiful black wings. I just got a drawing of my higher self and told this lady nothing and she drew me with two black wings. One closed and the other open. That definitely explains the pain in one of my should blades! Crazy.
1st set was white and recently 2 more pairs (6 wings so far) opened up and all are of fire ❤
I had another spiritual awakening while living in San Miguel Mexico. I found myself in a lot of pain and saw them broke open through my back, giant angel wings, white and saw the blood and felt the pain of them breaking though.
This occurred during a journey which I have never done before. I ended up being on a journey of healing for the world. Hearing you talk about this-I thought I was just having a crazy experience but it was so real. They broke open through my back and I was crying but I was also grateful. My shoulder blades now get very tight as a signal. My intuitive gifts are very powerful and I am so grateful.
It's crazy how much I understand what you're talking about and relate to. I recently noticed my first set of wings. apparently I've had them longer than I realized. They were apparently helping me through a very transformational part in my life ( so that's cool). This set is really huge and elegant. They are pink, white, and sparkly !!! They root the frequency of love into myself and the people around me. I love watching myself with them in public and seeing the energy just illuminate my surroundings, and the people around me. I'm so grateful for them. I could go on and on about them.
Not sure if I have wings yet but what attracted me to this video is that I've always had dreams of flying which felt so natural and like real me and when I woke up this human body without wings felt limited. Not sure what that means but it's like I have a part of me to whom flying is natural. Also during a breathwork ceremony, my arms and legs were acting as if they were trying to fly. Still trying to understand all of this.
I got the same body movement were arms and legs act as if they flying ❤
My cat is mesmerized by you. It's hilarious! Your nails are amazing! I was born with active blue, pink and white. I've a few since then. A friend I haven't met yet helped me earn some colors I didn't know I needed or was allowed to love. I'm particularly grateful for the🧡🖤❤️💚 the following hieroglyphs are my song of gratitude 😇⚓🌅🌄🗽🤟🎉♾️💞🙏💖
hi, mariya. Your smile makes me smile too lol
my wings are huge jetblack feathery. I use them to fly and fight in etheric planes (in my dreams and visions)
May you be blessed !!
wings feel like irritated skin there by shoulder blades is my sensation, some of the chosen ones are here for the first time, When Most Divine put the call out to help Humanity wake up,before coming, we imprint another life to understand the how to's in these simple to hard lifes....We are here to help carry a light of our most Divine where ever we go..Humanity needs to awaken thier Most Divine Selves to help with the Grand lift, u are here to bring the light to earth, see yourself in a clear straw connected to Heaven with its golden dust falling down on you, and connect the other end to core of Ki, Gaia,lets fill her core with Love, HERES A VISION I was Gifted OF whats to come soon,.....Just got done cleaning, put in a load of laundry, Come out to living room, sit in recliner and i grab remote ready to watch tv, When all of sudden,a disembodied voice from my right side says "SLEEP!" i say, "sleep? im about to watch something good" 🤷♀️ lol And in a louder tone voice says, "SLEEP NOOOOOOOW"(now) and when his breath of "nooooow" hit my face, my head fell to the left and i was OUT! Im in Vision now: Im sitting in the same spot,only difference is My sister is sitting with me visiting, but i began i notice my Mickey mouse phone breaking up, it began to break up into tiny particals/Molecules from his ear, they went up and what looked like little burnt peices of paper then gone! I begin to look around at everything doing the same, in slow motion! the floor is gone and theres this glowing golden fire color, bright Golden wind coming from center of earth, a Golden love vibe, but the golden wind so strong from core, its as if magnetic field is no longer holding, THEN Voice says to me in vision Now "Pay Attention!" And thats when i noticed my sister freaking out looking at her legs trying to stand! Horrified that her legs were doing the same as everythings else, Its at that instant i knew my mission, then i put my hand out at her ✋️ 🫸 and say, "STOP, do not fear, take this all in, for we are no longer slaves in this world ,we are done with this slave life," and she instantly calms down, and i sit back in my chair and i begin to see my legs doing the same, no pain of feeling of any sort to my legs, and im happy as can be watching! AND IM UP OUT OF VISION, 2-1/2 years left vision showed me, its now been 2 years 2month, By May i say..the one thing i noticed is, our conscious minds who we truly are,energy, cant be destroyed, We are being lifted out of this hologram, this structure, this projecting of ourselves, we are powerful beings...We are of Source, we are Jesus brother and sisters meaning we have the same abilities, Jesus message was to Awaken your abilities by tapping in to who u are, Know thyself, to Awaken is to Awaken your DNA(like Jesus did) that is the essence of who you truly are, we are many ;) but thats another topic for another day, when the great wind starts, be not afraid, Stay in a Happy Jolly and take it all in, it was not given to me to keep to self. 😀Please dont worry about your loved ones, All you need to do is plant a seed of staying in the love vibe,into the minds of those u worry about..ALL will be okay ;) im simply sharing a vision :) Love n peace to you all ❤️
Many years ago I was having a reading with a psychic and she stopped the session because she said she'd never seen this before but I had angel wings but they were crumpled up and bent so she smoothed them out! I really didn't know what to think of this so when I saw this video I was immediately drawn to watch it! I have healing to go through I think before I'll see them open up! 🧚♂️ Thank you for this video!
Ugh this is the video I needed to see. In 2019 my shoulder blades started to ache really badly and then in my mind’s eye I kept envisioning white feathered wings bursting out and kind of bloodied from being birthed. It hurt and I would visualize myself stretching them out and airing them out to relieve the pain. It did give me relief to do that. Another year or so later I saw black feathered wings there. And last year a psychic told me she saw brown moth like wings. Until I saw your video I had no idea what it was about and I thought I was slightly crazy for being a tiny bit obsessed over the idea of having etheric wings. Thanks for this! I will definitely meditate and talk to my wings to find out more about them
Omg !!! I had no idea what was going on with me. And I kept saying they are my wings
Mine are like rainbow moonstone, pierdra de la luna.
Eye flew alot in my dreams when eye was younger.
I was told by God that i earned my wings years ago
Now i understand. I received that one must earn their wings. 😇
This is amazing! I could always fly in my dreams since a child but it hasn't happened recently... I had on and off relationship with my spirituality and get horrible back aches around my shoulder blades every now and then... I'm not clare anything so can't look but think this could be it! 😅❤
I didn’t know about this. But last year I had this ache in my shoulder blades that went on for months and I would describe it to my massage therapist as “it’s my wings, they hurt!” almost like I expected her to know what this meant, even though I didn’t know! She looked at me funny and I said, “I mean if I had wings, the pain is where they would be,” but then the next time it just came out of my mouth again, “It’s my wings…”. It wasn’t until I watched this video that I realized they haven’t ached like that in months… huh. I didn’t know but.. I knew.
Amazing! So great to hear!!
😇I have two sets...thank you for the information.
I had a dream that I had wings actually flying It was so beautiful and felt so real like most of my dreams. Good or bad I feel it in my actually phisical body
Thank you! Great content 🌞
Grateful for your teaching ❤
Mariyah… I am so blessed to have found you in the last couple months… as so much transformation and upgrading has been happening and the way you deliver in your BOOK is JUST what I needed!
Omg wow i said when it happened I felt the only comparison i had to it was the urge you get when you are ready to deliver your baby, i was pushing my fingers into my back and shoulder blades & moving around to try and move the feeling
Beautiful! Thank you! 💜
Thank you 💜💜
Great Video Thanks for the Updates 👽🧬❤️
Super helpful thank you Mariya💜🧚♀️✨
I relate so much Mariya. I got the feeling of wings painfully growing last year too! So nice to see your video with explanation that connects with what my guides also relate to me.
By the way I too thought at first that I might be anemic but it wasn’t.
I feel that for me they are an alchemy help to transform energy from surrounding people and places that in the past would have just being absorbed by me and made me sick or depressed.
My neck since my awakening, my neck has been in terrible pain and I’ve always just assumed it’s wings. I am looking forward to realizing the information you’ve left us here (cause you’re amazing) and hopefully subsiding the pain. I am petrified of being seen however I know it is inevitable in time lol thanks sweetheart. As always, I love and appreciate your content.
Mine came through walking to the store they were large rainbow glittery light like flames crossed with feathers. I looked up there were 3 buzzards on 3 streetlights with their wings outstretched
That was phenomenal 👏🏼😍❤ What a download 😍 I never realised we have more than one set, but that makes so much sense!! 🎉😂
Thank you so much, Mariya ❤
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Your video on teeth came into my feed a week or so ago (as I was having a major issue with a tooth) so impressed with this level of knowledge not heard of elsewhere! Thank you! (and I wish you would write those three books on teeth lol but I understand). So impressed and happy you are channeling your higher self for this blessed information so I have been happily absorbing some of your other content! I just noticed this on etheric wings which I never knew about but the picture reminded me of a picture I was in at a public event which happened to be photographed and appeared in a local newspaper. It was a NYE event so it was semi dark and I found myself and my friend in the picture. I noticed these four little blue lights on my back with the top set being on the edge of and between my shoulder blades and the other set just below it. Looking closer it resembled little wings of blue light. I haven't looked at the pic recently but it is tucked away somewhere because I saved it. I was amused and a little embarrassed. You can definitely see it is something like that but I might not have noticed it if I wasn't trying to identify myself from where we were standing in the group. That was on 1/1/11. I am and have been on an awakening journey with so many interesting things happening. Don't know my mission yet but think I'm getting closer. I am so glad to find your channel and look forward to learning so much more from you and your precious higher self! Thanks so much, both of you!!!
Same happened to me when I had tooth trouble ….. 🤯
Thank you for doing these videos and sharing such important information with us.
🤍 thank you so much for all your content! you have and are helping me so much through my awakening. your youtube channel, podcasts & book are all so beautiful, inspiring & informative. my back upper back has been hurting so much lately and my throat. it’s a horrible soar feeling then it just disappears. it’s funny to me because i tattooed huge wings on my back when i came of age. i never knew why, i’m 33 now, i feel like it’s been all coming into alignment for me. i keep finding what i call breadcrumbs into my awakening.
Wow. Just wow. Words I didn’t even know I needed to hear
This just started happening to me this week. This video literally popped up this morning. I've seen myself and saw my wings but now I am just feeling these symptoms. Thank you Mariyah for sharing. I cried beautifully. I'm grateful for all the discomfort I feel right now. It's too deep to write but I will be sharing through my music.
Loved this video! Like all of them, so informative and the fact you give practical advice at the end is so generous. Thank you 🙏♥️
What a beautiful concept - that Im excited to expand this part of the etheric body - thank you.
Well said
I love your channel, your vulnerability is appreciated ❤
Wow im 5.21 minutes into this and you just said exactly what i felt the other day on my back shoulder blades as if i was about to grow wings there was this urge i had never felt before and you've just said about etheric wings which ive never heard of. Thank you 🙏☯️💜
I have never gotten to talk about this.
My first set of wings awoke during the low preceding my awakening. I was actively fasting, practically starving, exhausted, and perpetually depressed and mentally absent.
On one of many journeys, after being guided to the den of an old, ancient animal guide. The time that I spent with this spirit and it’s pack, would eventually trigger my first awakening.
They were black, and shaped like large hands connected to my back at the “forearm” beyond the wrist. Around this time I began to have an overt sense of my muscles in my back between my shoulder blades and around my spine. The circle you described for me is often a center of pain.
My wings have been partially closed for some time. My mental turbulence is providing obstacles, but the path remains.
6:05 Divine blessings Absolute dear one Mariya yes I have .they show ❤ it can feel like ,your holding the weight of the world on your back x
Thank you ❤
Thanks for explaining this, I have heard about this before and got told my wings where coming out after I did a breath work retreat. I didn’t get it then, but I see why now, mine are greeney gold, and are more dragon like if I’m honest, I do have some smal ones before it but they are not very strong yet. Wow thank you though, your videos are amazing 😁✌🏽
For protection, after doing the light crystal, I would imagine myself with armor and wings on
Wow, I love this! 🥰 I've heard teachers mention the "angel wings chakra", which I thought was a metaphor, but I've always been very aware of that place, esp. while doing an aura cleanse. Not sure if it's related, but I have lots of lower back pain. Maybe I'm growing fox tails since it's my main animal guide! 🦊🤭 Another chakra that's super receptive is the one on the bridge of the nose, which also activates the 3rd eye. It's the first time I've heard of actual etheric wings though. It could explain the tension in my back. Flying is definitely my favorite dream, though I just zip through the air. 😊
Goosebumbs
The u so much mariya
I've definitely had some interesting experiences with developing wings. Before I knew ANYTHING about this I was having very weird physical sensations in my back including a high/fast fluttering between my shoulder blades(and that's just one of my physical symptoms) I would joke that my wings were coming in, little did I know that was really happening. What a beautiful thing❤
Thankyou for this video ✨️
I also have wings, they are white feathers and can span as wide as an oval. They are very stong / powerful and often open when I exercise. They sometimes open also when somone needs a hug / or I.
Since my wings have opened, I am able to see others also 😊 Its all very new, its nice to hear others are the same.
I need those vibrational wings!
I have exited this plane, the portal has opened to another, taken in a sphere of peace. ❤🔥
Went back to 5d food video and was cut from hour something to like 8mins. Just wondered why???
Seems to be year for karma to return back to its owner. Energy is strong as of late. Which amplifies emotion.
Wow center of my back been numb long time.
God bless all living things
Years ago I had these gold foil-like very large fairy -esque wings... I could play around with silver, but they were gold. There were a few specific meditative walks I went on with my son in a stroller that are memorable. Mine are different, now. I will have to meditate on this later. I can feel them, theyre different.
See you lost me here, im very spiritual have heard a lot of things, but this one was waaaay too out there for me!! And strange...
But if i have wings i better be flying 😂😂
Fyi, your nails are simplyyy perfection 😍
I have 3 sets of wings that grow from different areas of my body trunk. I also had the cutting of wings pain. It is like when you were cutting teeth and it is a nagging pain
Aaahhhhhhhbhhhhhh!!❤❤❤❤
Ive never heard anyone talk about wings before, . I got mine a couple of years ago. They are huge, white feathered wings. Whenever Im channeling my higher self they appear and ofte with the caduceus or the ISIS disk crown or a combination of the two because they symbolize balance and how I need to balance my freequency to be able to do the work. Honestly I havent worked much with them because Ive felt so restrained because of chronic illness that have left me on disability and in a stressfull life situation as a single mother. But watching your video gave me much needed clarity and a needed rememberance of who I am and what I am capable of. I used to fly a lot in dreams and overall have learning dreams and travel to past lives etc But Ive kind of lost that ability after I bacame a mother for the first time 14 years ago and oregnancy and birth made me very sick..Its been a huge sorrow for me to not be able to do the astral travels or lucid dreaming and Ive wondered what to do to be able to do that again. Do you have any idea what could be wrong? Is it my physical illness and extreme fatigue ? Or was I supposed to focus on other things these past 14 years? I did not loose my claire`s. Only the astral travel and learning dreams. BTW can you do a video on the different colors of wings and its meaning?
Thank you for this. I thought it was just my imagination or something.
literally yesterday i meditated for the first time in a long time and felt and envisioned a set of wings on my back and then saw the face of a hawk which i recognised to be a symbol of Ra. I disregarded the wings as i was more intrigued by the symbol but maybe the wings were more important than i thought.
in childhood I used to dream the same way. I try to but was not able coz dont have wing. so I used to leap high to fly.
I feel weighed down
I can't see my wings but I have seen the physical symptoms....breakouts all over my shoulder blades and I haven't had that problem before or had it since...😅
Thank u for your video. I have been looking for answers since last year. my left wing bulging last year , so painful and finally unfurl around mid year last year. But I dnt feel it on my right back, but this year it start feels like pulsating on my right back, no pain and it's stop this mid year. I wonder when will I got my right wing unfurls... I feel it like angel wing , I can not see it thou...
i have etheric wings. They do change some are metalic spiky when i feel defensive, others are fairy butterfly variations, fire wings that change colors lately i’ve been manifesting rainbows everywhere
I only seen an electric blue eye with my mind eye when I closed my naked eyes after the Kundalini run through my whole body & touch my forehead. I could see it opened & closed 5-7 times. Then A Set of Blue Wings holding behind my back & told me “everything will be fine”, so not sure what wings I have or do i have wings. While typing this comment, I feel pain at lower left back & my 3rd eye keep pressuring the whole day esp during this time when Sirius portal open.
Omg wow i cant believe this I'm shocked i didnt know it was a thing 🙏⚕
For some reason, thi video made me cry inside me. 😢 i feel like a butterfly which cannot spread its wings. Wants to but cannot. 😢😢😢
Yes I had a dream that I had wings. i could hear them feel them use them. Then I discoveted they are there in my minds eye when Im awake also. I can open them and everything . I use them for protection for when I need to be uplifted. I didnt see them though. So I dont know what they look like.
I have had for quite a while now a terrible itch in my back in between my shoulder bones. I wonder if energetically could have something to do with my wings, maybe resistance to them? My back sometimes also bleeds. The doctor said that it's just the skin that is thin in that area.
How could you confirm if you already have wings or not? Would there be a way to know? I did resonante with the dreamscape and being able to fly. I’ve had that experience and felt like I’ve developed the ability to fly easily in my dreams but not sure if that’s a tell sign or not.
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I had watched this a while back, I had no idea this was a thing. After receiving different sets of wings in meditation a couple years ago, I actually started traveling in a small pyramid. All of these just appeared. Any explanation for the pyramid?
I saw my wings literally like a bird’s wings and the color was kind of like it from what I remember - white and brown. What would that mean?
They were huge like you described , bigger than me
I had the back pain going on and my gf sees black wings with silver tips. I don't know what it means, besides what you said, that black might be protective function.
i have them
How do you find out what colour your wings are if you have them?
Wow thanku so much for that video! I remember se dream from yung years about flying, I could feel that to fly is lika spining weel in our suloplekles chackra to spin and lift us up and is taking efort, becouse Ididnt have wings them spread. When I give birth to my baby 4 monts later I had oura picure on some event and guy ask me if I am co.unicating with angels becouse you could see on aura picures wimgs behind me.... Maybe they was mine? And aura was red and wings was white I guess remembering... And I have very bony spine on end, same as my son and sometimes I am joking if he is growing tail 😜 One friend , very specific bean he said we should have tails but we lost them and when he is puting needle in his last bone on spine imitating a tail he is more grounding himself and geting more information.... I always feel sentimental about mobie Meleficient ❤
Who is the friend that helped you? Could you share if they offer any type of 1:1 work?
Eye know, no one is better or worse, we are all a little different, love first. There was pain, the skin between my sholder blades burned, at the touch.eye think eye held mine in for a ling time.
Is it possible to lose your wings? I had a set that I connected with strongly and they were very healing and protective but I lost them or at least cannot connect with them since my past relationship. I’m moving out in a couple weeks so I hope to reconnect but I think it will take a lot of work to get them back. With the loss of my wings I also lost a lot of my gifts.
I came across this video because i was trying to work out why my angel, who has black iridescent wings 🪽 that come out in front of me like a barrier protectively occasionally while channelling or spiritual connections. Now that ive seen this video i realise ive never seen the angel, just the black wings as its always from the back and side of me. Could this be that its etheric wings and i have black iridescent etheric wings that protect me?
When mine started to appear, it was just the bones and joints-like if you’ve ever seen the skeleton of a bird in a drawing, in a picture, or in person. When they finally started coming out, my etheric head and mouth kept eating them… Quite strange, I know.
They kept growing back. I didn’t think much of it. Didn’t think it was relatable. When they finally came out, they were devil wings. But they retracted. The energy and focus started going into my arms-my etheric arms would flail around constantly, my etheric fingers getting cut up by ethereal razor blades. I’ve dealt with the pain for almost 4 years now and the pain is only just now going away. My etheric (devil) wings have still not come out all the way and stayed that way.
How did you know what was happening ?
To be honest I am not sure if my wings are just my imagination or not. I got mine through a trail by fire of sorts, psychosis or spiritual awakening I am not sure which but fighting a being and its friends trying to feed off my energy, this being was the first negative being I encountered.(real or not) I discovered later have a tendency to make tulpas unconsciously so it is possible they could have been one of those. After a particularly intense fight/episode I felt my eyes start to burn with flames and a pair of big wings unfold from my back. I think they could be black but I cant see them. Thanks for the video. :)
What about the menstrual cycle? For me it starts on the full moon, any way related to spiritual awakening?
This is called a Red Moon cycle - common in people who are psychic, with strong witch-priestess energies who are called for a bigger purpose in life. In the old days, the healers and she-shamans of the tribe bled on a full moon.
How do u see your wings?
Whaaaat 😳