finding myself in my 40s (ep 02) - doing small things to find my "what" and "why"

I've encountered a small, but big disruptive news. Yesterday, news broke of layoffs happening in adjacent teams. Still, in the past week, I managed to take my free time to direct my focus on my inner development and healing.
Hoping my micro efforts to alchemize events will lead me on the right path with clear vision of the destination.
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