mindvacy - PTSD

made this one in early 2023 when I had one of the worst mental breakdowns I've had, I broke down and was losing it for about an hour just wailing and screaming in the dark until I passed out (nobody could hear me). I wanted to make something that mirrored what I was feeling in that moment and this was the result.
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[@Qu0wa]

I hope this will be a better year for you

[@saadahtsham7]

i cant stop listening to this whenever im sulking about the people suffering in this world

[@forixiom7410]

Reminds me of how similarly I sometimes just go kinda insane. I feel like I can't think or do anything rational, and just kinda weird out. At least I can still prevent myself from doing anything dangerous or with consequences, but I can't make myself do anything important either.

[@Eirelav911]

Gotta be one of my favorite songs from you so far. I feel this in my soul, and I’d say the song name is … very accurate.

[@MeidoBlu]

we are here for you

[@IREECEE]

so, so, so good

[@Zevros]

reminds me of how the giygas battle in Mother felt, especially with that strange electronic singing in the beginning. a haunting and chaotic piece, very well crafted

[@kleinornot3763]

I hope that the future can be more kind for you, i love your music.

[@twistymcfresh]

so proud of you dawg

[@Jikuro_]

nice

[@PAlexi-iy7xj]

The sound of Vietnam War?