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Ferdi, although I’ve never met you in person, you seem like a kind, thoughtful, smart and open minded man who wants to experience life with happiness, health, respecting others around you. I understand your interest in spirituality and what’s beyond the eyes, I’ve done ayahuasca and psychedelics myself and it is fascinating but not as important as living well in the reality we are in. If I were you, I would have a break on Bashar, trippy talk, aliens, all the spiritual script, get some space from friends who are on this path and reconnect with your family and friends who know the old Ferdi and can enjoy simple things in life without getting into trippy talk. I would stay off social media, it’s very distracting, focus on yourself, change your environment, go back home and do this with your family, I’m sure they will love to see you. ❤️
I think the "too awake" thing is the next sneaking in of the ego.
The problems you experience are mental issues exacerbated by use of psychedelics from what i get.
Dont tell yourself its caused by being spiritually too awake, that might be good for the selfesteem but its not the real cause of the problem
Go to munich, go to a clinic, kbo Haar for example and get propper help please
I think you had more than enough of the spiritual healing
Got a messsage for you I received intuitively: Do something selfless and find something to be of service in a way that is completely grounded. It could be random acts of kindness, volunteering.. something that does not even require any form of self-reflection and that takes the focus away from your internal world. By „giving“ that does not involve you focussing on yourself you will reconnect to yourself in a new way.
this!
What a great message!! 😊
oh wow!! powerful! Thank you 🥰
Volunteer at an animal sanctuary!
Great Idea ✨🙏
1. Drogen Pause 2. ab nach Hause, Mutti wartet und vermisst dich 🥰
ich muss zugeben, ich konnte seine Videos lange nicht mehr anschauen….. Jetzt höre ich ihn immer nur Mama Ayahuasca sagen. Erwähnt er mal seine „richtige“ Mama? Haben die eigentlich noch Kontakt? Er kommt mir so abgeschnitten vor. So was von in einer anderen Welt. Wenn mein Sohn das wäre, würde ich durchdrehen 😢
If you’re looking for a therapist/psychologist, find someone who is trained in somatic trauma modalities, especially Somatic Experiencing and NARM. It will help you to ground down in your body and find inner safety again.
Consider the possibility that there is no shift into a different reality. Your Guru does not have all the answers. There are no aliens, shape shifters, and higher selves. What you saw on your trips is all in your head. There are no life themes. Your life is the culmination of your choices and a lot of randomness. It’s scary. It can make you feel lost. But that is the real challenge. Facing the harsh truth that we only have one life and have to find meaning in it ourselves. Without a higher self, reincarnation or bigger plan. Sending you love. Get away from all the esoteric nonsense. Challenge yourself to do a “normal job” for once. You will feel better.
I think that he is too far gone to face the possible reality that there is no bashar and no shape shifters etc.
I really agree with your comment but what is a normal job? Why cant influencing people online be a job? Why cant coaching be? Stuff he is doing already
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@@beingpresent-t5sI agree that these are jobs as well. However, for him, being an influencer might be part of the problem.
yes, that can be true. i see many problems with being an influencer. First and foremost that it's not healthy to have so many eyes and attention on you. I see it as a toxic relationship with viewers to be constantly judged and reading many opinions that are not your own. it's probably impossible to stay humble and grounded
I can suggest to get used to the Wim Hof Method: Breathwork+ Cold Water treatments. It helped me a lot to get more in my body. I mean Wim Hof discovered it for himself after his wive killed herself and left him with 5 kid's. Get used to to it on a daily base and you'll definitely feel more grounded and save, because you're teaching your body to deal with situations, that are stressful in a save environment.
Hope you'll feel good in your body and reality soon!
Try to observe and witness life without overthinking, it gets clearer 🙌
Everybody told you, even your former close friends, that you ran away from your traumas and built a spiritual ego, but you have always shut it down with your "higher mind, you are" or "just hate". Pls integrate it, reflect it AND change your behavior. If many people say sth, you should at least reflect it and speak with your friends. Now it is hard, because you have strengthend your ego for way too long...
I get your message but I personally do not resonate with the "I told you so"-vibe.
@@patrickkitzler2362 it is not about me 😂it is about his ego and what all his close friends told him and he just shut it down with "too awake" for everyone". That's a fact, nothing more
@@patrickkitzler2362I very much do resonate with the „told you so“-thingy, to be real. Only because Pferdi was super excluding and weird towards people who tried to tell him in a kind way
@@patrickkitzler2362 i read your message and I totally resonate with the author! Hoffe dir gehts gut Patrick ❤️😄 Liebe Grüße 😊
I remember the days how you VIGOROUSLY opposed ex-vegans, discredited their acknowledgments and disapproved their forecasts on your dietary shifts in the future due to vegan diet being incomplete for us humans... I always said there is CREDIT on pro-vegan & anti-vegan side (when it comes to health only ofc). It's truly mindblowing how things come around for all of us at some point... NOTHING is forever.
When I had the feeling I am losging myself it was always very helpfull for me to do just normal things. Watch normal things in TV,, Talk about normal stuff, do sports etc. leavingg the Spiritualität path for a while. Can be years ;). It always helped me to ground myself and became stable again. Leaving Phangan can help too. Just move to a more "normal" place in Thailand. Phangan itself can be hard to handel some times.
This process of letting go of your old ego and seeing where it was hurtful to others can of course make you feel soo many emotions. And maybe thats why you dont want to get a new ego again. Because you realized what having an ego can lead to. I can 100% understand that ❤
But I think it is important to keep in mind that an ego is still mandatory in order to have a human experience. It is a tool and can be used in negative and positive ways. Having an ego will not necessarily lead to suffering and pain again. You do not need to fear that.
It is just about doing your best and being as consious and loving as possible. And thats okay and enough! You dont need to be absolutely perfect and *force* yourself that you‘ll never act somewhat „egotistical“ or feel superior to others again. Just be as aware as possible of your ego dynamics, and that is enough! I know you are always giving your best, even if theres a moment where your ego takes over a little to much. But as I said, THAT IS OKAY ❤ You are a part of us, and we all are on our journey. We all take on egos and dont realize it for a while, and others can feel hurt if we are not aware of blindspots. But if we just keep to be as loving as possible with each other and especially with ourselves, then we are living the best reality there could be 😊❤️🫂
Just remember: It is a journey and it will take time. The best you can do is enough. Like for real! You are enough, and egos are a natural thing in this human experience. Its part of the game that we wanted. And you‘ll be loved for that ❤ The hole point is to develop an ego thats as loving and consious as possible. It doesn’t need to be perfect ❤
I love you
Thank you 🥰
I really love your reflection 🙏
@@vegains and I love yours 🤗🫂❤️
Omgggg who could have known that vegan diet, delusional esoteric beliefs and tons of psychedelics could cause a breakdown?
I am truly shocked.
At 20 mins you talk about the ‘dark entities’ and feeling compassion for them - this is such a great insight and something I think you should lean into more…
It’s so natural for us to push away or try to bury uncomfortable emotions, similar to how you turned on the lights to push these entities away
My own healing came when I faced my darkness head on, ie when I embraced the ‘negative’/scary emotions, rather than pushing them away… I invited them in and tried to understand them, asking them what they are trying to tell me by being there…
When you do this (in my experience at least) they transform from scary monsters/entities to wounded children or messengers… they exist and you can see them for a reason, but if you lean into that and listen to what it is they are trying to tell you, and then let them know that you hear them, you see them, you understand them, they get quieter… compared to pushing them away/flooding them with light, which just makes them feel ignored/hurt/angry/fearful, and so they get louder in protest
I hope this makes sense, I understand how scary and challenging it can be to do this in the moment, but I really do recommend trying this next time these dark entities appear…. As you say, we all want to be loved and held, even the darkness ❤
Sending love, support and grounding energy, I hope this helps in some way x
You talk a lot about wanting to feel understood (the antidote to loneliness) and this comes across in how you go to such efforts to explain yourself, which I can relate to a lot myself. The dark entities are the same, they also want to be understood, which is why they are appearing to you. They have something to show/teach you, and when you can lean into that and approach them with curiosity and compassion rather than fear (easier said than done, I know!) you may find they quieten/become less scary - that has been my experience at least ❤
Sorry, i wrote this comment before finishing the video - watching further on I realise you do stop trying to fight them... I totally understand your desire to focus on being more grounded right now and not having the energy/resilience/desire to continue the deep work of exploring the darkness at this time, but I hope my comment still helps in some way - if only to validate your way of looking at them compassionately and not fighting them. For me, it was only in facing them that I fully healed, but I understand that timing is everything and how much strength it takes to do this, and right now, as you say, focusing on feeling grounded in this physical reality is the priority for you
Thank you 🥰 this makes me think a lot 🙏
Beautifully said so true🎉
Yes go back to Munich for a bit it will help you to see your family
Yes it will help but it will be hard for him. He no longer has that connection to his parents that he had like 10 years ago.
@@vierhans1553 his father has been dead for over 20 years so what are you even talking about
@@youtuberaphaellhis mother obviously
Good idea
I had a very similar experience with Wachuma, took me a year to stabilise my nervous system and trust my body (and life in general) again. Ended up getting physically sick as well. Biggest learning experience so far, guess I'm starting to be grateful for it.
Same with Aya. Took me 1,5 years to regulate my nervous system again!
Only sending Love! Ferdi, du bist ein toller Mensch und wie du gesagt hast die schwere Zeit wird vorüber gehen. Es wird dir gut gehen! Es wird alles gut. Dein Podcast hat mich an meine eigene ähnliche Erfahrung erinnert, ohne die ich jetzt nicht der Mensch wäre der ich bin. Danke für deinen Podcast . Er hat mich heute wieder daran erinnert wie stolz ich sein kann ohne Ego und mit liebe durchs Leben zu gehen. Wir können dankbar sein dieses Erfahrung gemacht zu haben egal wie schwer es anfänglich ist. Achso und kleiner Nachtrag: keiner von uns ist perfekt. Sei nicht so hart zu dir!❤
Für mich macht es eher den Eindruck, dass du Angst die Insel mal zu verlassen um aus der Bubble mal rauszukommen
Wird er auch haben. Er hat gar keine Connection mehr zu anderen Menschen und ich glaub es wird auch echt schwer, wieder eine aufzubauen
@@vierhans1553 bullshit, connections sind nicht limitiert
Everything is alright. Remember the Ying and Yang, the ego just needs balancing. I am glad you are seeking support from a therapist back home 💛💚🧡
Hey ferdi. I believe that as long as your basic needs (air, water, sleep, food, shelter, connection) are not met you don‘t really have any control over yourself. You will just put unconsciously all available energy into trying to fulfill these needs. Right now i feel like you put all the energy into trying to connect again and this need makes you destroy your ego because you are at a lonely place where connection to other human beings is not really possible. I think the strive for these basic needs have way more control over us than we can see and i believe denying the basic needs is helpless. Maybe just find some really close friends again and a girlfriend that gives you safety and makes you feel secure and needed. Keeping up a lot of really deep connections is so difficult. Maybe just focus on 2-3 people and really invest in them. Be there for them. I think this would help to make you feel grounded❤️
Maybe not the worst idea to go back to Germany for a couple of weeks and ground yourself properly. Get back in the "matrix" which is called normal life. You can be enlightened and what not, but that doesn't mean to pump drugs of any kind into you non stop and jump from one person to the next. Be with yourself and face who you are. That's healthy. Don't separate yourself from us "normal" people. You are not any worse but also not any better. We are all the same.
Also, if you are not yet addicted to nicotine - don't do it. It's just another addictive substance. Much love to everyone
Thanks for your powerful reflection 🫣🙏❤️
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excellent comment you need to go back to the real world again, get grounded again. I am worried about you.
Bewerte nicht, wie du dich gerade fühlst. Bleib bei dem Gefühl, ganz bei dir. Hab Vertrauen ins Leben ✨ Du erdest mit der Zeit 🌲🌱
fühle mit dir mein bester ❤ schicke dir viel liebe und kraft ❤ ich glaube jeder der dich lange genug verfolgt sieht über die Ego Sache locker hinweg, wir sind doch alle gleich was das angeht 🤪 fürs grounding empfehle ich dir 2-3 entspannte Videos von Ron Bielecki zu schauen, das hilft mir immer sehr (wird dir sicher auch helfen)🤪
Trap of phangan, a lot of people lose themselves into the spiribubble PS: wenn du mal nach Bangkok kommst sag bescheid dann lad ich dich mal auf n smoothie ein :)
I am going to study in Germany soon, and I hope the Germans I will meet there, will be like you.
Ferdi you got this. You are such a strong human being and I'd say your experience is very normal and human. It may be normal to experience such a thing at your age. Often I think you only become a true human after you turn 30. The time before that is just what is your vision of being a human, what you think and what you learned of what it really means to be a human. It's very hard and it hurts. But I think you are on a good way.
I went through similar things and one thing that humbled me the most Was reconnecting with my family and to do really humble basic work. Physically with my body and for a community. Work that really helps people. Really feeling my body helped me a lot. It's also the time were I could reflect the most in my head. It was kind of like meditating for me.
But that is just my way, you will find your own, I'm sure of it little rat alien boy :)
Thank you 🥰
Ich glaube, jeder Mensch ist fähig zu Channeln, manche Schotten sich vielleicht sehr davon ab, aus Angst oder Normen, und andere Channeln einfach durch andere kanäle. Deine fähigkeit zu Channeln ist etwas das in jedem steckt, solange du dich nicht dabei über sie stellst, nicht glaubst dass du der eine bist, der es kann, solange übernimmt das "übertriebe" Ego auch nicht die Kontrolle. Dein übertriebenes Ego ist bzw war etwas völlig natürliches, jeder von uns kann dort hineinfallen, wenn er das gefühl der macht, der Supermacht, erfährt. Wir sollten uns nur vor Augen halten, dass das was wir als "Superkräfte" erfahren, sind nicht wir, es ist die Sache an sich, es ist Alles insgesamt.
Unser Ego ist etwas sehr wichtiges, ohne unserem Bewusstsein für uns selbst, wer sind wir dann. Du darfst deine fähigkeiten nutzen und die Menschen dürfen es als etwas unglaubliches sehen, vielleicht kannst du versuchen, ihnen zu zeigen, dass das nicht du bist, sondern das was sie da gerade erfahren. Sie können diesen Kanal auch ganz in sich finden.
I really like the idea that you had and obviously thought about… going to get help in a clinic in Munich…my brother is shizophrenic and talks exactly like you…bro 1-2 months on medication and you can live a normal life again, you fried your brain Ferdi, you talk complete nonesense, you are hallucinating
Stop projecting
@@Michelle-m5v is my brothing than also projecting? And the other thousands of people on koh phangan that came home with a drug indused psychosis and mental illnesses after? And the hundreds of comments that say the same? It‘s only a projection if it‘s coming from my head only, if hundreds of people say the same it can hardly be a projection
Hey Ferdi, wünsche dir alles gute. Ich bete für dich, Jesus liebt dich
Ich verfolge dich schon sehr lange, wo du noch mit Niko Videos in deiner Küche gedreht hast über vegane Ernährung.
Ich wünsche dir wirklich, dass es dir bald besser geht und du die richtigen Entscheidungen in deinem Leben triffst. Vielleicht bittest du Gott in dein Leben zu kommen, er beantwortet dir all deine Fragen.
Amen
Was mir zum Erden einfällt: viel Hautkontakt: schwimmen gehen und den Druck des Wassers auf der ganzen Haut spüren, den Körper abstreichen/ abklopfen/ leicht kratzen/ mit Brennesseln einreiben...
Bestell dir ein Schnitzmesser und bearbeite "stumpf" Holz und Äste, die du im Wald findest, ohne großes Ziel, eindach nur formen. Du könntest auch den Holzkünstler fragen, dir etwas beizubringen.
Ein Gedanke den ich noch hatte war, dass ein Ego in der Erfahrung als Mensch doch eigentlich unausweichlich und sehr sinnvoll und eben "menschlich" ist. Ich weiß nicht ob es möglich ist eine Art gesundes menschliches Ego aufzubauen und da sein zu lassen. Das ist in Ordnung, denn als Mensch, ist genau das die Erfahrung die wir machen dürfen: getrennt sein, ein Ego haben, begrenzt sein, durch dieses kleine Scherbenstück die Welt zu erleben. Dein spirituelles Erleben ist deswegen ja nicht weniger wahr oder real, es gibt eben Körper (menschliche Erfahrung), Geist (Verstand, Kopf) und Seele (Spiritualität/ Psyche).
Wenn du nach einer Therapeutin suchst, empfehle ich Traumatherapie, da diese KÖRPERbezogen arbeitet. Meine Therapeutin zB spricht nicht die spirituelle Welt ab, aber trotzdem geht sie immer vom Körper aus. Der Kopf wird mitgenommen, die Seele auch, aber in dieser menschlichen Welt ist der Köprer so hilfreich, unmittelbar real, du musst nichts hereininterpretieren, das macht alles so viel einfacher. Du könntest übrigens auch nach Heilpraktikerinnen suchen, die haben manchmal mehr trauma- und nervensystembezogene Weiterbildungen (kostet aber). Vielleicht ist etwas hilfreiches für dich dabei, alles Liebe
Es geht nichts über gute Psychotherapie, aber seine Freundin Marie propagiert auf Insta, dass Therapie rausgeachmissenes Geld ist und man lieber zu ihrer Energieheilung gehen sollte
Hm, reminds me of the story of the white wolf and the black one... Anyway...
A nice question could be:
Why do we have an Ego?
Our Ego exists to help us ‘keep ourselves together’ when we’re born into a human life.
In the higher dimensions, we don’t have boundaries between ourselves as we do down here.
It's like a kind of ‘soul soup’.
We experience ourselves as part of a collective and there’s no barrier between our thoughts and experience.
So being born into a human body can be very disorienting for a soul because it’s cut off from this shared experience.
It needs a new way to define itself, otherwise it could easily disintegrate
So the Ego plays this very important role - it gives us a way to think about ourselves, prior to our spiritual awakening.
Is the Ego ‘bad’?
No, the Ego is not ‘bad’.
It’s just that, when we’re asking, ‘What is the Ego in spirituality?’ we’re usually thinking about it from the perspective of ‘Ego death’.
We’re told the Ego is something we need to ‘get rid of’.
There is a grain of truth in this, because, during a spiritual awakening, we’re reclaiming our true soul nature.
That means we’re able to experience ourselves as immortal, immaterial souls from our incarnated perspective on Earth.
We can’t usually access the ‘soul soup’ in the same way we do in the higher dimensions, at least not all the time.
However, we start to understand we’re made of more than one part, and that we’re intimately connected to ‘the whole’.
We start to think of ourself as ‘a soul’ and that means we don’t need the Ego in the same way. We have a new perspective.
However, even as we’re going through this process, we should recognise that the Ego is a valuable part of our system and has performed great service for us.
It should be respected and honoured, just as the body should.
But use it as a tool and not get dominated from the ego... Let gonold patterns and step into new possibilities bro. It's just a tool like to be able to see or hear.... Hope it helps bringing yourself in balance. Shanti aum.
Yoúre going through a breakup it´s normal to go through these emotions. You will get through it give it time.
This! Breakups are hard but eventually you learn to live with yourself again.
I hope your familie comes to be there for you❤also Britnee
Can you please share a playlist with great songs (german appreciated)
So raw and so real ♥
Come to Munich 🥰
balance. holistic. vulnerable. real. authentic. non-dogmatic. ⭐❤
The anti-nature of man in combination with his unnatural diet, the perfect combination for depression, great advice 👏
Und jetzt denk mal drüber nach, dass du Leuten ihre Gefühle und Krankheiten abgesprochen hast nach dem Motto "Depressionen gibt's nicht" follow your hightest excitement.
interessant das du genau die Depression erwähnst hast du eine?
@@Castello19 nee, zum Glück nicht. Aber gerade speziell darauf hat er sich früher gerne bezogen, nach dem Motto rede dir ein dir geht's gut, dann ist es auch so.
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On my side it is thw opposite. I am asking for help but the peoople are too busy with their own lives...
What kind of help do you need?
Feel you Brother!!❤
If you like to talk about your experience, i am here.
I would love to Connect!
Try self love/self compassion. Best grounding technique.
How about God? When I was at the bottom I prayed and it helped. Believing in God keeps me sane and grounded whatever Ím going through.
God doesn't exist. Religions are fiction.
Too many drugs. Look at his videos eight years ago. Where are his friends?
Good sleep is grounding as fuck, so have you considered taking sleep medication (Valium/diazepam)? Obviously it won't solve any underlying issues and is addictive, so don't take it more than a once or twice, but for times like these when you need all the help you can get I think it's worth considering.
Also instead of eating meat, how about just trying denser foods, maybe foods you used to eat during childhood, like spaghetti or potatoes with brown sauce. When my stomach is full and the body is busy breaking down starches it really helps me to ground and take a good nap.
Also, side note, the comments under the Ayahuasca video were really nice but somehow for this video there's lots of asshole comments again. Can you guys maybe just be decent human beings and hold back for a while while Ferdi's going through absolute shit?
This is some self indulgent and self inflicted shit, this man isn’t a victim of anything else except his own arrogance and stupidity.
@@LK-gl5eqso he doesn’t deserve compassion?
@@Roxmus No and we’re literally funding his white bro squatting in a developing nation psychosis fOlLoW yOuR hIgHeSt ExCiTeMeNt nonsense by engaging with his content. You’re welcome!
@@LK-gl5eqalthough I understand your anger, I deeply believe that everyone is worth of empathy and compassion
Obviously, you need a professional help. Nothing wrong with that. Probably a good idea to go to Munich. Maybe you needed all that spiritual experience, but now your body and psyche tell you - you've got all you needed from that and it's time for some change. Don't go crazy, pull yourself together! Aside from that, I would find a good numerologist, who can do the calculation based on your birth date. A good numerologist can tell you a lot about your purpose, destination, hidden talents, etc. But above all - listen to your heart! Good luck! You can do it!
Bete zum Herrn Jesus ,dass er in dir hilft. Bekenne ihm,Jesus, deine Sünden und bereue diese und übergib Jesus dein Leben. Jesus liebt dich und er hilft dir. Und bitte bleib vegan für die Tiere.
You always say let's take a deep breath, but you are drinking from your coffee. That's irritating 😅
Well then it's an invitation for you 😘
Mach doch Videos auf D und E, falls du Zeit und Lust hast💚👍🙏🌞🤔und geh zu den Buddhisten für Ausländer auf der Insel. Die helfen dir bestimmt.💖
Mach Dir ein Tattoo to remind you to stay grounded.
So what I’m hearing is that you gleefully raw dogged overbite woman until she got bored and went back to her boyfriend/home and now you’re crafting some sob story to help weasel your way back in with red box dye woman
THANKS FOR THIS COMMENT. I think this is his whole problem right now, everything else is just in his head… you are 100% right!!!
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Please Seek Jesus Christ 🙏🏻 he will help you more than anything else ever could.
I was vegan myself for 4 years and it also destroyed my mental health. I had panic attacks all day, felt like I was loosing my mind and depression etc. Now that I eat meat I’m at peace in my mind and grounded in reality. ❤ The brain need animal fats for proper function. The brain is made of mostly saturated fat and cholesterol. When your vegan you starve the brain of these nutrients and it will not function properly. Meat will higher your vibration, you will feel alive and happy again.
Ferdi is not going crazy because he is vegan… He has been for many years. He is most likely going crazy and feeling like he feels because of drugs, escapism and negative effects of the spiritual bubble
This might have worked for you, but your "facts" for sure won't be universal law. I know many brains that work perfectly fine without meat. There's many ways and most of them less cruel than killing living beings to get all the nutrients and fats that you need :)
I've followed you since the beginning with tanya and kiwi, I was even vegan with you for 5 years, you need Jesus my friend. The evidence is overwhelming, all you have to do is seek it. Nothing else will fill that void, and you'll see why as you learn. Use that same energy you used to study nutrition and health, that's what I did. Start with John Lennox from Oxford University. Jordan Peterson has amazing content as well with guests that will branch you off into many directions. It will be a meaningful and fulfilling journey, I promise
i m so glad you said this. I was thinking the same thing especially in the last days but I was afraid to comment cause who I am … just a simple follower. Jesus is the answer to all his search and also I think returning to his origins. We have a connection with our ancestors and running away from it is not the answer.
@@cozet-1989 yes I agree, it is very sad to see people think there is no evidence for Christ and then go off following witchcraft, false spirituality, and astrology. It’s weird to see people willing to use words like vibrations and just dismiss the Bible despite the overwhelming historical evidence. There is no morality without God. If society decides morality, then the Germans did nothing wrong during WWII. They followed their laws, culture, and did what they thought was best to preserve their people
Yes he needs to find Jesus but also he needs to be humbled big time. He’s always talking bout ego death but even in this new video his ego seems heavier than any ego of any person i know in reallife lmao
As a person from the 70’s and 80’s, I wish you all the best Ferdi. Coming to the conclusion to not take any more drugs is super important. Some doors open in this process that never should open so rapidly and forced like drugs do it. As a yoga teacher my teacher always said “ it takes a lot of time to be able to deal with what one could call awakening.. many people go way to fast and without a teacher and they lose it” so what l would do in your situation is exactly what you feel right now.. seek grounding. With that l mean real help from the right people, a very stable rythym for your sleep time, eating times 3x a day and actually some real work- like helping somebody with their house building, working in a hotel, helping a fisherman or whatever is there in the real world available as a job.
anything that keeps you busy in a job-way. Don’t spend too much alone time take a break from intense spiritual talks/thoughts.. try to take it step by step and implement a very down to earth lifestyle- you got this but this is a warning that this should not happen again. Many people realize this in the very last minute and are grateful for the second chance.
I feel for you and l wish you all the support you can get.
Sending love and grounding energy 🍀🌸🌻
The last thing he needs is more delusional beliefs and an imaginary friend.
Because you’re on a vegan diet and you’re mineral imbalanced. That’s what plants do to you- they compete for your minerals and wear you down over time , even if you look physically good. Get someone to interpret a hair mineral test for you, start eating some meat and you will become more grounded and less “ in the sky” sensation. That’s you’re real problem . You are entering psychosis due to malnutrition. Don’t listen to anyone telling you to continue this diet. You need the change brother. Reclaim your health and mental health . All of the nutrition in the meat will restore your mental health and ability to deal with stress. Cholesterol helps with your hormones INCLUDING cortisol.
agree! I went through similar experience and I can only say: vegan diet destroyed me.
Lol yeh eating corpses is a cure for psychosis now. No corpse eaters have mental health issues, right? Ridiculous comment.
Sorry but thats b.s. I've been vegan nearly 10 years at 33 I'm feeling healthier each year. If you're eating crap foods even if it's vegan processed food you will feel crap. I would suggest to eat grounding foods like root vegetables. Millions of healthy vegans out there doing it right. ✌️🌿💚
Absolute rubbish, nothing wrong with a healthy plant based diet. Whereas it's completely wrong to exploit animals.
"Cholesterol helps with your hormones"
We make all the cholesterol we need.
eat meat, lift weights and make money bro
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