Joanna Sternberg - This Is Not Who I Want To Be (Official Audio)

"This Is Not Who I Want To Be" off of Joanna Sternberg’s ‘Then I Try Some More.’
Listen/Purchase: joannasternberg.ffm.to/thenit...
Lyrics:
Rain pouring down
My head pounds from the sound
I'm stuck to the bed
With brain zaps in my head
I can't fall asleep
I can not stay awake
I cry 'til I weep
I shiver and I shake
I think of you
I think of you
Think of you
It's all that I can do
And lord knows I've tried
I'm trying hard to change
I wish I knew why
I always stay the same
This is not who I want to be
This is not who I want to be
I am slowly killing me
Oh, this is not who I want to be
I wish i was scared of poison pills and pain
I wish I was scared of damage to my brain
But finally I see, I should be scared of me
How'd I come to be my own worst enemy?
This is not who I want to be
This is not who I want to be
I am slowly killing me
No, this is not who I want to be
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[@elkigirl123]

How unique and beautiful. Heard this song on WUSC FM in Columbia SC. Love it!

[@joseangelrobledoz.6323]

This gives me lots of Daniel Johnston vibes and i’m here for it 🥺💕

[@tiefenverspannt]

your music means so much to me. I rarely stumble upon genuine expressions of alienation (I mean that's kinda part of its nature) and I thank you so much for sharing your pain and talent

[@JoannaSternbergYoutube]

awww thanks!!!!

[@free2cavalier]

This whole album is incredible. You have changed the world for the better. Thank you so much for this ❤

[@mattygeno]

ADHD and PTSD, and after a decade of trying to quit, I finally have 4 years sober from severe alcoholism and addiction. Your songs is a dear friend to me. I love you. ❤

[@TessellationRow]

This song and the album are a masterpiece. Something really special.

[@jmd76family]

Been sober for 5 years and this song speaks to me and how I used to be. Thanks for sharing your soul in song.

[@JoJo-is-the-name]

driving home from work over stressed and numbed and this popped up on my spotify ... i started crying. it hits hard but its also so comforting to hear. thank you I needed this

[@jigon]

From Japan. beautiful song. Thank you!

[@PheePeaAnimation]

i know how every line feels and i'm just sorry that you've felt this. you are a lovely person and i wish nothing but the best for you.

[@lizbombplaysXD]

This album is amazing! I have autism and struggle to fit in. For so long I just thought something was wrong with me and it lead me to some really dark places. This spoke straight to my heart

[@briancollinsguitar9733]

I'm obsessed with this song

[@mylaidbacklife]

This is just beautiful!

[@diggemille1065]

This song is so incredibly beautiful. Thanks

[@jkziegler1]

instant tears ugh! ❤

[@cosmicsin8292]

I’ve been obsessively fixated on this album for a few weeks now True Artistry on full display….
I wish there was a Vinyl!!!!

[@richardbourne6660]

Omg this is wonderful 😍

[@MrMultifunc]

I love finding new artists to listen to! And I use the word artist in the true sense of the word. You have a very original sound and you can hear the passion throughout the whole song. Whatever direction you choose to take your new music I am here for it!
I'm a 24 year old kid from 🇬🇧

[@beverleeday2580]

Sweet, sad, yet so strong.

[@JoannaSternbergYoutube]

thank you so much!!!!!

[@spilledit]

This beautiful

[@user-sy2xr3wi6l]

song of the my life (so far)

[@luishenriquerodrigues336]

Thank you for making me cry. I've been hurt recently and I know I must go forward but I also need to feel this pain.

[@MonMon-zi8eb]

Hi Joanna I’m Malaysian. Love your songs so muchhhh🌸it’s sincere and beautiful🌸

[@JoannaSternbergYoutube]

awwww thank you so much!!!!!

[@charmainporter6318]

Joanna you are absolutely amazing (I’m delighted to hear your fantastic music) great talent ❤😊

[@simonwilson1211]

Luckily nowadays I needn't worry about wearing out the vinyl... Beautiful!

[@brainwithani5693]

Every song is beautiful so far. Your voice and style are special in such a good way. Makes me think of a movie soundtrack. Also, Comments are turned off for "life's not fair" song... Reminds me of a Bob Dylan song. (That's a compliment) I love your music.

[@phatbassist]

WOOOHOOO! First comment. Such a beautiful song.

[@JoannaSternbergYoutube]

awwww thank you so much!!!!!

[@brainwithani5693]

After listening to all the crazy AI music and craziness going on in the world, I came back to this song. This is real music, no pun intended. Still beautiful.

[@skellvarnsen23]

rad

[@AllThingsWithHope]

This song is lovely! I just found you through a comment you left on one of drew monson’s videos 😌

[@JoannaSternbergYoutube]

omg hi!!! thank u!!!! Drew Monson RULES!!!!

[@AllThingsWithHope]

@@JoannaSternbergRUclips Hi! Lol he does 🤘🏻

[@carloscarranza5987]

Devastating.

[@michaelskurski912]

Autistics of the world unite

[@interestinginformation9542]

Aww yea