Hand-Signed Posters: creatormerch.com/products/acookiegod5million (only 2,000 left) i signed every single one of these posters by hand... so you should get one :) thank you for 5,000,000 subscribers! i hope you enjoyed my life story and found it inspiring in some way! i was very scared to post this video because i never shared the story on how i hit rock bottom to anybody. i also have never been so vulnerable on the internet and i shared a lot of personal information in this video... but it has always been my dream to make this happen - so i had to do it. thank you for giving me a platform to share my life story and for making my childhood dreams come true. it means more than you know. i love you all
Here's to ACookieMom beating Cancer. I know this won't do much but its a small help from my side. I'm proud to say that I'm a part of the Cookie Army, and I'm glad to know that you're dooing well. Thank you, Kevin. Stay strong. We all are with you.
This video has given me a whole new perspective on who you are, and how hard you've worked for 10 years to get to where you are now. Thank you for being open and vulnerable, and I pray that your mom beats cancer. I'm not crying, you're crying
This was the most touching Draw My Life video I’ve ever seen, even looking back on my childhood. To be vulnerable to strangers is very difficult, and we all are so proud. Thank you for sparking an inspiration within me every time I watch a video, you don’t know how much it means. 😊
My mom is out with her friends rn but I’ll hug her as soon as she gets home in honor of you and your family I love you cookie and you brought so much love and entertainment and happiness into my life. I love you and your family and I hope you still have a wonderful life, even though I will get to see some of it some of it.❤
Hoping for a quick recovery, aCookieMom!! Nice job Kevin! Thank you for being so open about your life 🙂 It's nice for viewers to see RUclipsrs are just people too
Sorry that I can’t do much I’m still a student, but I hope your mom will be okay. Your video was the only source of encouragement and entertainment I had during my biggest breakdown, I found you randomly in my recommendations and you saved me from depression and anxiety…so I hope I can help :) ❤❤❤❤I love your videos and you actually made me start on playing Minecraft ;)
I've only recently found your channel in the past few days, and from what I've seen, I adore the content you put out. It's a breath of fresh air to me. Thank you for sharing your story, and being brave enough to tell us some of these things, it made me tear up. Wishing your mum all the best. Much love.
Wow, what a story Kevin. Seeing your life, and the way things were so rock bottom at times, and seeing the way you and your family are now is so beautiful. This makes me want to support you and your channel even more. I’m also so inspired. I hope your mom ends up beating cancer because I really love my mom too. Sending love and hope to you and your family ❤❤❤. Keep doing what you’re doing bro, I love your videos.
This draw my life video was the best one I’ve ever watched. So inspiring and made me cry so many times. I can relate to some of the things you said because i got a boyfriend at 14, we’re still together now, i have ADHD too, and i had depression aswell. This video makes me feel so many emotions i cant describe. Love you, cookie ❤
Man, its been a decade since I've seen a Draw My Life video. This really brings up alot of memories. Also loved your life story Cookie! Don't forget that we're always gonna be here by your side. Congratulations on making it this far ❤
This was sooo wholesome and legit, that it changed my perspective on a couple of things. I just want to say to you cookie, that you and your family have been through a lot and deserve more than you know. I love your videos and will continue to watch them till the day I die. I love how far you've gotten and how you've held onto your dream till the very end, AND LOOK HOW FAR YOU GOTTEN!!! 5 MILLION SUBS!!! Love you cookie, we will continue to support you and all that you do! 💯
I am a 21 years old guy, who's being told by everyone he's mature. And just when you think you know something in life or think you're mature enough to consider yourself a man, stories like these make you cry. Our story is so simillar that i literally cried while watching. Congrats on achieving your dreams and standing tall in front of your past self.
Although being a fan since 2022 this mans attemts to make us happy while having a sad and poor backstory is extremely inspiring your joirney from the beggining to this day is amazing THIS KING IS PURE GO FOR 10MIL NEXT KING!
My son, who is six, found your channel. Your video touched him. I had cancer and that was a very scary time for him. Sharing this video made him feel less alone. Thank you for sharing your life and journey. Lots of love to your mom.
It must have been so hard to talk about the situation in between you and you're mom. Just know you're so brave for sharing this with us. We are all so proud for what you've become and it's crazy you had the courage to move back in with you're mom. Stay strong 💪
I've never actually GENUINLY cried to a video or movie, this is the most moving video I have ever seen, thanks Cookie. Also I HOPE that aCookieMom gets better , my grandpa had cancer and I know how it feels. feel better :)
honestly i can say ur mentally strong cookie. All this problems u faced and ur still fighting smiling and i can conpare myself to u no matter what problems u have u still keep moving it feels me motivated
Been a fan since the start of the journey. Never really commented but this video deserves all love and support! Thank u cookie for helping me get through the rough times in my life. This might be small but i hope this can help acookiemom beat her way out of cancer. Will always be praying for her ❤
The end with hugging your mom got me sobbing. I never thought that you would have such a kinda bad childhood. Watching your videos always made me happy. I hope only the best for you in your future. Praying for your mom ❤
This is the best "Draw my life" story so far in my opinion. You really had the guts to show your deeper inner past. May others learn from this and improve themselves. Happy 5 Million aCookieGod! (Sorry for being delayed)
I have always thought that between the age of 18 to 23 will be the hardest years of your life. With so many people that struggle to find a job that gets them joy is probably the hardest thing you can do in life. I am myself 19 and this year have been my most confusing and stressful year of my life.
dude my eyes are legit tearing hearing the how he and his mom went through all of that is crazy. being asian, im not gonna lie i haven't had experience of having a super strict mom. my mom was also recently diagnosed with something but we all pushed through. your videos hav always been motivating for me. thank you cookie. have fun spending time with your family. praying for your mom.
As someone with ADHD I understand exactly how you feel. Even though I am 9 years behind you, I have recently gone from homeschooling to public school and adjustments have been hard. Strangely enough, I also have bad acne and have a deep voice. Respect to you and your history (both your ups and downs), strength to your mom as she battles cancer (another thing we have in common), and have a very good time just being alive and be with your family thorugh thick and thin forever. While there is a very good chance that you will never see this, as long as even one person does, my message has been sent. Fare thee well.
Dude I really wasn't expecting that level of detail and honesty, I think that you are incredibly brave to share such intimate things and I find it inspiring. I have a suspicion this is why your channel grew so fast, not just the gameplay but how genuine you are. Sending healing thoughts to your mum and loads of strength to you and your family. Thank you for this video.
cookie i know how hard it is to know that a family member has cancer its terrible but stay strong its gonna be okay whatever happends and youve made me from kind off depressed to a happy person. take care our favourite cookie
Ive been watching your videos over an year now and i kinda lost your channel but came back and saw this video. I did not think that i would have some tears in my eyes but at the end i did have some tears. I don‘t now why maybe it reminded me of myself. I did not get beat as a child but i struggeld to. Thanks for being here with us and i wish only the best to youre mom❤
I cried during some parts of your story but I’m happy that it all worked out. I love watching you videos when I’m feeling sad or just whenever I watch youtube.
Man I'm only 14 and this hit so hard. Cookie I hope you realize that those idols you looked up to, your now one of them and I can't even process the amount of things in your life that have happened but I'm so happy with the path you chose to give the army all this great content. Take as long a break as you need I hope your mom gets better ASAP❤😊
i didnt expect to be crying by the end of this....Kevin ur so amazing for everything youve gone throught! I hope aCookieMom gets better and beats cancer! We love you Cookie!!!
I ended up crying watching your video. I thought you had a normal life given the joy you show in your videos. Respect for having managed to face all the difficulties you have had in your life. Many people, me for example, would have given up from the start. You fully deserve your 5 million subscribers We love you CookieGod ❤
I could relate to this a lot. It really opened up a lot of things for me. I am a 12 year-old boy with a lot of a story and I’m happy that you made this. Thank you for sharing your story.❤❤❤
i hope that your mom recovers from her cancer and i truly loved this vid and got to know more about one of my fav youtuber , love you from the bottom of my heart please dont ever stop makeing yt videos and hope you start vloging i would love to see that and always remember that we are always with you
I thought this video was going to be boring, but after looking on RUclips and finding nothing good to watch, I just clicked this video, and there are tears running down my face, like love in the air, it always finds a way.
I cried lots, I laughed lots, and I felt so many emotions. This video was beautiful and amazing. I’m sorry for everything and I’m so proud you’ve come this far.
I know you felt awful in the past and sometimes it’s really hard to control your anger, but everyone here loves your videos and even if you don’t think you’re a good person we do. Life can be tough and when someone hurts us in the past it can be really hard to let it go in the future. I just want you to know that you’re a good person :)
Gosh.. I cried watching this... Seeing your life story, seeing how much you've endured.. And you saying that we learn from our mistakes and time really heals.. I needed to hear that.. Just never thought it'd be from a youtuber and not like a close friend or family.. Thank you Cookie. Keep following your dreams. And I hope your mom gets better
There was a lot of surprises in this video, and being a part of the cookie army, I will NOT judge the cookie god for his difficult ups and downs. I hope that whatever happens in the future is something that will make your life better than it was in the past. I was definitely surprised to find out where my favorite RUclipsr came from! COOKIE AND HIS FAMILY WILL LIVE ON FOREVER IN THE COOKIE ARMY!!!
Kevin the cookie god, thank you for sharing my guy. never expected to be this close hearing your life through your eyes but thank you for being the realest and most genuine youtuber i've come across for awhile. you deserve so much success and i've been saying this way back in 2021. mad love and respect for you and yours
Man i never expected you, one of the most ethusiastic minecraft youtuber i know, actually had such a relatable past story. I just got chewed out by my mother because I'm just an over average student, finished my grade without any appreciable significance. I actually went through a roller coaster of emotions, sad, desperate, deeply disappointed, anger... this actually motivates me a lot, knowing that one of my mc youtuber really had a horrible past time yet still able to overcome, so can I. I will become more progressive in what i'm actually passionate of instead of promptedly listening to my mom, which may probably end up in a not-so-better result whatsoever. Thanks for reminding me of the path that i was supposed to be in, the path that i can be myself again, follow what I dreamed of
@aCookieGod this is one of the first draw my life videos i've watched fully. This story was sad, happy, and full of emotion. And I'm so sorry for what's happening to your mom. I hope you have a great life aCookieGod.
I… will never look at you the same way but when most people say that they are disappointed and I am not. I know how you feel I have actually had something happen to me. I do sometimes blow up at people like my mom, my friends, and enemies. Hearing what you did, did not make me think you were a bad person, I thought how I could improve and I don’t judge you for anything because I have had something way simpler happen that made me want to fight I am proud to hear that the relationship between you and your mother improved significantly my mom is destined to have cancer but she will be alright keep fighting and spend a lot of time with your mom
Hearing what you went through as a kid, with your mum, really resonates. I went through similar(im white british) and ive come close to retaliating. Youre very brave to say that on social media. Ive loved watching your videos and seeing you do bigger and crazier projects. You deserve this ❤
uploading this on the day of my birthday feels so special! you've come so far and I will continue to support and watch all your videos!! thank you CookieGod ❤
This made me tear up. I can relate to you so much. I never knew how young you were, but I've been following for a few years now. Your content really cheered me up and gave me ideas in minecraft. Your good man Cookie, keep it up ✨️ lots of love and respect.
I discovered this channel few years ago by accident, and i am really lucky to get to know such a channel, you even got me more excited to go back and play on my old world, you inspired me with crazy ideas i got to play more and more in my world really love your videos i spent few days watching your hardcore season 1 and 2, i really love you from the bottom of my heart and wish you the best always, sending my prayers to your mom and i really love the cookie family and the whole cookie army❤❤
My story is just like yours Cookie! My parents are Chinese and flew to Canada. My parents had me in Canada as well. It's just the fact that I was born in Ontario. I learned a lot of facts about you in this masterpiece of a video. Glad you could finally live your childhood dream!
This is a really deep video. You've been through alot. And it's really amazing to see you follow your dreams. All dreams can be achieved. Love and respect to you for posting this video. Congrats on 5 mil, you deserve it. Best of luck to your mom, i hope she gets better.❤🍪
I love the way you told your story while drawing and when you explain the time when you hurt your mom and left your house, It hurts me because I never knew your past and backstory since we all knew you as a happy, cheerful and the most out of pocket guy. I just LOVE how you never gave up on your dreams and actually became the guy you are today. we love you aCookieGod❤
I cried when watching this video...Its touching to see the path people take to become brilliant and how many challenges you've faced but still managed to achieve great things.I hope your mum gets better soon and you have a great life.Cookie army forever!💕 ❤️
I was speechless when watching this video it was amazing and lots of good advise.Everyone needs to see this video it's brilliant and for people who are going through a hard time it reminds you how just because you've made mistakes it doesn't make you a bad person it's completely OK. ❤️
That was one of the most beautiful videos I've seen. People grow so much, and you have grown. Having the courage to speak about some of those events that happened to you takes incredible strength and courage. Im glad that I get to be a small part of the cookie army. Good luck with your mom, Im sure the whole cookie army is rooting for her to fet better! LET'S GO COOKIE ARMY!!!
literally crying in the end , i know these tears are of mixed emotions , you have gone through a lot and we all are so proud of you... hope your mom get better soon , take care of her , and we love you ❤🍪
I actually feel like crying when watching the video because I understand how you feel when you're younger. Keep it going, Cookie! We love and support you
I'm so sorry for your childhood that wasn't happy at all times. I can't imagine what it had to be like being seen as a failure, but they only wanted the best for you. Your a great youtuber who makes amazing videos. You learn from your past and it helped you moving forward. I'm also so sorry to hear about your mom that got diagnosed with cancer. Grab the moments you get with her and your other family. When somethings goes wrong, know that we all stand behind you!
I know that his childhood was not the best but I’m happy that his adulthood and his relationship with his mom is amazing, and I also hope his mom gets cancer free I also have been not good at school always playing games with friends and having fun but being reckless in my childhood I’m happy that I get to share the fun side of a childhood with aCookieGod.
I cried during this video… as a Nigerian, my mum always beat me up when I do anything wrong. Although she would always say it was out of love for me. I always wished I could snap the way you did on that fateful day but your story has convinced me that it was never a thought worth thinking. Regards to A, Your family and your friend Jason. You go Kevin
American but parents beat us as kids, part of me resents my mom for it, but the other part understands that it’s learned thing and while I’ll never do it, I sort of forgive her and she’s my best friend these days. Give your mom a hug.
this one hit different. got me emotional fr… so many kids going through what you went through. didn’t know we were in the same grade too. makes me have even more respect for ya. thought u was older. anyways, you deserve every sub and more. keep going homie.
As someone who doesn’t currently have a good relationship with their mom thank you for this. My mom is similar to your mom; she was very poor growing up so I understand where she’s coming from. But sometimes I wish she would just let up on her expectations a bit so I could relax and go do things I want. Sending prayers to your mom for a happy and speedy recovery! ❤️❤️
EVERYONE ... let's appreciate how much Kevin/ cookiegod has been through and still making videos and doing what he does best and also hope the best for cookiemom. 😢
Dude. I dont know you. May never meet you. But im extremely proud to see your journey. Im a single dad of 2. Both love your content. And im comfortable having them watch without any worries on what may done or said. You make us fellow Canadians proud you're one of us :)
I didn't expect to cry to this video the fact that he didn't stop trying it makes me fell so happy for supporting him all these years i remember forcing my Siblings to sit and watch with me your videos have always brought happiness to my life i really wish you and your family everything good and the we are all waiting for an update about your mothers condition we all really love her and care about her you are an amazing son i hope e achieve everything you want in life ♡
Damn......... this has inspired me to continue my YT dream. aCookieGod, from us, the Cookie Army, and from me, thank you for being there for us, as we have been for you. We all give thoughts and prayers to aCookieMom and we all hope she beats cancer. You have a wonderful trip and, from everyone, we'll see you in the next video!
been here since 2020 you are amazing and keep up the good job I hope your mum gets well soon and hopefully, the journey back to health won't be too bumpy!!
Man you are gonna make me cry , but this video is a true inspiration for young people like us who are starting to hit new rock bottoms, this video gives me hope now.
Lately ive been in a deep depression and always listen to your videos at night to help me sleep. Since I just finished my junior year of highschool ive been worried about what will come after even though i know exactly what im going to do and have the utilities to do so. Most of the times your videos give me peace of mind just a chance to get out of my own head and relax. This video on the other hand helped me realize that even if life gets hard there will always be better days ahead, and trusting the process always pays off. Thank you acookiegod, well kevin😂. You have truly made me smile, laugh, and realize I should just relax and enjoy the ride. Best of wishes to you and your mom and family!
Things happen man. Life is never great. But we’re all happy we’re the reason that you guys can go see your family again back in China! We’re glad your doing better! Sometimes things cause us to just break and that’s completely normal! Be safe and have a good day and night! We love you Cookie
Bro i didn’t know your name was Kevin too I feel like you would get me like all the jokes about being in home alone every Christmas I get a mini heart attack every year because someone always says I saw you on tv yesterday and im scared I did some embarrassing thing😂
19:24 I’m so happy to help make history. I loved that video, and I’m glad to be one of those 3,000 subscribers and those 10 million views. I’ve seen you come along way and it pains me to think that it was that long ago. Keep going cookie and thank for all the joy you’ve given me in my lowest moments.
cookie God I was born 6 years ago and now my life is gone better you'll have some best videos my favorite one was the one you are sing those music moms it was a little scary it was fine to me I don't care well I always do about school after let's see some videos and then wait till I can play Minecraft at 7 and then😢
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i hope you enjoyed my life story and found it inspiring in some way! i was very scared to post this video because i never shared the story on how i hit rock bottom to anybody. i also have never been so vulnerable on the internet and i shared a lot of personal information in this video... but it has always been my dream to make this happen - so i had to do it.
thank you for giving me a platform to share my life story and for making my childhood dreams come true. it means more than you know.
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Here's to ACookieMom beating Cancer. I know this won't do much but its a small help from my side. I'm proud to say that I'm a part of the Cookie Army, and I'm glad to know that you're dooing well. Thank you, Kevin. Stay strong. We all are with you.
thank you so much ❤️
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I cried watching this. I’m so sorry you had to live through that.
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You made me cry bro I’m happy you made up in your life ❤❤
I've been a fan for a while, and this Draw My Life video was incredibly touching. Cookie, your journey is inspiring
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I wanna support your mom, It's hard having a relative that has cancer, my family is known of having cancer. Hope this helps!
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Childhood trauma is really a thing man, everyone supports you, keep going cookie!
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This video has given me a whole new perspective on who you are, and how hard you've worked for 10 years to get to where you are now. Thank you for being open and vulnerable, and I pray that your mom beats cancer.
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This was the most touching Draw My Life video I’ve ever seen, even looking back on my childhood. To be vulnerable to strangers is very difficult, and we all are so proud. Thank you for sparking an inspiration within me every time I watch a video, you don’t know how much it means. 😊
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cookie ur mom can beat cancer she is a strong and healthy woman
Comment above me ur ♾️% correct. I’m also so super surprised that cookie’s mum didn’t break her arm after how hard she had beaten cookie.
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so touching Cookie. thanks for being kind even when things were tough
My mom is out with her friends rn but I’ll hug her as soon as she gets home in honor of you and your family I love you cookie and you brought so much love and entertainment and happiness into my life. I love you and your family and I hope you still have a wonderful life, even though I will get to see some of it some of it.❤
Hoping for a quick recovery, aCookieMom!! Nice job Kevin! Thank you for being so open about your life 🙂 It's nice for viewers to see RUclipsrs are just people too
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Sorry that I can’t do much I’m still a student, but I hope your mom will be okay. Your video was the only source of encouragement and entertainment I had during my biggest breakdown, I found you randomly in my recommendations and you saved me from depression and anxiety…so I hope I can help :)
❤❤❤❤I love your videos and you actually made me start on playing Minecraft ;)
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I've only recently found your channel in the past few days, and from what I've seen, I adore the content you put out. It's a breath of fresh air to me. Thank you for sharing your story, and being brave enough to tell us some of these things, it made me tear up. Wishing your mum all the best. Much love.
damn this nearly made me cry bro, hope u keep growing and all your achieve all your goals, love from australia.
I wasn't expecting to need tissues but here I am with tears in my eyes. Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your story with us.
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Really proud to be part of the Cookie Army! Best of wishes and luck during the fight with your mom and cancer! 🇨🇳🇨🇳🇨🇳
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Exactly what I was thinking, I hope she gets better, but 5mil is a great milestone, :)
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Wow, what a story Kevin. Seeing your life, and the way things were so rock bottom at times, and seeing the way you and your family are now is so beautiful. This makes me want to support you and your channel even more. I’m also so inspired. I hope your mom ends up beating cancer because I really love my mom too. Sending love and hope to you and your family ❤❤❤. Keep doing what you’re doing bro, I love your videos.
i hope his mom is doing ok or im crying harder🥲
This draw my life video was the best one I’ve ever watched. So inspiring and made me cry so many times. I can relate to some of the things you said because i got a boyfriend at 14, we’re still together now, i have ADHD too, and i had depression aswell. This video makes me feel so many emotions i cant describe. Love you, cookie ❤
Man, its been a decade since I've seen a Draw My Life video. This really brings up alot of memories. Also loved your life story Cookie! Don't forget that we're always gonna be here by your side. Congratulations on making it this far ❤
This was sooo wholesome and legit, that it changed my perspective on a couple of things. I just want to say to you cookie, that you and your family have been through a lot and deserve more than you know. I love your videos and will continue to watch them till the day I die. I love how far you've gotten and how you've held onto your dream till the very end, AND LOOK HOW FAR YOU GOTTEN!!! 5 MILLION SUBS!!! Love you cookie, we will continue to support you and all that you do! 💯
I am a 21 years old guy, who's being told by everyone he's mature. And just when you think you know something in life or think you're mature enough to consider yourself a man, stories like these make you cry. Our story is so simillar that i literally cried while watching. Congrats on achieving your dreams and standing tall in front of your past self.
Yo, give me back my name 😂😂
Although being a fan since 2022 this mans attemts to make us happy while having a sad and poor backstory is extremely inspiring your joirney from the beggining to this day is amazing THIS KING IS PURE GO FOR 10MIL NEXT KING!
My son, who is six, found your channel. Your video touched him. I had cancer and that was a very scary time for him. Sharing this video made him feel less alone. Thank you for sharing your life and journey. Lots of love to your mom.
I pray all happiness to you and your son 😊
me too❤️
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It must have been so hard to talk about the situation in between you and you're mom. Just know you're so brave for sharing this with us. We are all so proud for what you've become and it's crazy you had the courage to move back in with you're mom. Stay strong 💪
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I've never actually GENUINLY cried to a video or movie, this is the most moving video I have ever seen, thanks Cookie. Also I HOPE that aCookieMom gets better , my grandpa had cancer and I know how it feels. feel better :)
Yeah my grandfather had passed because of cancer
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@@ushwush yeah i found out after i sended the message then i was like ohh thats Why he Said acokkiemom
honestly i can say ur mentally strong cookie. All this problems u faced and ur still fighting smiling and i can conpare myself to u no matter what problems u have u still keep moving it feels me motivated
Been a fan since the start of the journey. Never really commented but this video deserves all love and support! Thank u cookie for helping me get through the rough times in my life. This might be small but i hope this can help acookiemom beat her way out of cancer. Will always be praying for her ❤
oh my god 15k?
Damn bro..
Mad respect for this dude
Guysss its 15k korean won cuz im from korea, its about 8 dollars usd 😔 i aint that rich sorry
@@Spnk12atleast you did I wish I could be like you
The end with hugging your mom got me sobbing. I never thought that you would have such a kinda bad childhood. Watching your videos always made me happy. I hope only the best for you in your future. Praying for your mom ❤
me too 😭😭😭
KINDA BAD!? BRO THAT WAS A TERRIBLE CHILDHOOD but a very happy ending
Me Too 😥
This is the best "Draw my life" story so far in my opinion. You really had the guts to show your deeper inner past. May others learn from this and improve themselves. Happy 5 Million aCookieGod! (Sorry for being delayed)
I have always thought that between the age of 18 to 23 will be the hardest years of your life.
With so many people that struggle to find a job that gets them joy is probably the hardest thing you can do in life.
I am myself 19 and this year have been my most confusing and stressful year of my life.
dude my eyes are legit tearing
hearing the how he and his mom went through all of that is crazy.
being asian, im not gonna lie i haven't had experience of having a super strict mom.
my mom was also recently diagnosed with something but we all pushed through.
your videos hav always been motivating for me.
thank you cookie. have fun spending time with your family. praying for your mom.
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As someone with ADHD I understand exactly how you feel. Even though I am 9 years behind you, I have recently gone from homeschooling to public school and adjustments have been hard. Strangely enough, I also have bad acne and have a deep voice. Respect to you and your history (both your ups and downs), strength to your mom as she battles cancer (another thing we have in common), and have a very good time just being alive and be with your family thorugh thick and thin forever.
While there is a very good chance that you will never see this, as long as even one person does, my message has been sent.
Fare thee well.
i am homescholling rn
Hello My name is sudesh
praying for your mother too (:
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same without acne lol
Dude I really wasn't expecting that level of detail and honesty, I think that you are incredibly brave to share such intimate things and I find it inspiring. I have a suspicion this is why your channel grew so fast, not just the gameplay but how genuine you are. Sending healing thoughts to your mum and loads of strength to you and your family. Thank you for this video.
cookie i know how hard it is to know that a family member has cancer its terrible but stay strong its gonna be okay whatever happends and youve made me from kind off depressed to a happy person. take care our favourite cookie
Ive been watching your videos over an year now and i kinda lost your channel but came back and saw this video. I did not think that i would have some tears in my eyes but at the end i did have some tears. I don‘t now why maybe it reminded me of myself. I did not get beat as a child but i struggeld to. Thanks for being here with us and i wish only the best to youre mom❤
I had the exact same😄
Sameee
This is me
14:57 I’m actually crying it’s ok u aren’t a terrible person you are amazing it’s trauma it’s fine❤
I was to
agreed and well said
That's what I'm filling now for cookie
Aaaw yes I agree ☝️ this is so touching right?
I was sobbing 😭 ❤ but so true ☆
I cried during some parts of your story but I’m happy that it all worked out. I love watching you videos when I’m feeling sad or just whenever I watch youtube.
Man that story made me cry a bit chase your dreams go the cookie army🍪❤
Man I'm only 14 and this hit so hard. Cookie I hope you realize that those idols you looked up to, your now one of them and I can't even process the amount of things in your life that have happened but I'm so happy with the path you chose to give the army all this great content. Take as long a break as you need I hope your mom gets better ASAP❤😊
Same
Jesus Christ Loves You! Jesus SAVES
14 years old as well.
i turned 14 2 weeks ago@@perugaray8346
i didnt expect to be crying by the end of this....Kevin ur so amazing for everything youve gone throught! I hope aCookieMom gets better and beats cancer! We love you Cookie!!!
I ended up crying watching your video. I thought you had a normal life given the joy you show in your videos.
Respect for having managed to face all the difficulties you have had in your life. Many people, me for example, would have given up from the start. You fully deserve your 5 million subscribers
We love you CookieGod ❤
I could relate to this a lot. It really opened up a lot of things for me. I am a 12 year-old boy with a lot of a story and I’m happy that you made this. Thank you for sharing your story.❤❤❤
i hope that your mom recovers from her cancer and i truly loved this vid and got to know more about one of my
fav youtuber , love you from the bottom of my heart
please dont ever stop makeing yt videos and
hope you start vloging i would love to see that
and always remember that we are always with you
I thought this video was going to be boring, but after looking on RUclips and finding nothing good to watch, I just clicked this video, and there are tears running down my face, like love in the air, it always finds a way.
me too
that’s exactly how i felt it’s gotta be one of my favorite videos on the internet to cookie god❤
I cried lots, I laughed lots, and I felt so many emotions. This video was beautiful and amazing. I’m sorry for everything and I’m so proud you’ve come this far.
WE GOT HAND REVEAL !!!
Childhood trauma does weird things to you, im proud of you of where you have come and know that you're not alone
Congrats on the journey man!
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yo spifey watsup
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This was honestly so emotional and surprising man… We are glad we made your dream come true and I hope you enjoy time with your family :)
I know you felt awful in the past and sometimes it’s really hard to control your anger, but everyone here loves your videos and even if you don’t think you’re a good person we do. Life can be tough and when someone hurts us in the past it can be really hard to let it go in the future. I just want you to know that you’re a good person :)
Gosh.. I cried watching this... Seeing your life story, seeing how much you've endured.. And you saying that we learn from our mistakes and time really heals.. I needed to hear that.. Just never thought it'd be from a youtuber and not like a close friend or family.. Thank you Cookie. Keep following your dreams. And I hope your mom gets better
Gosh I was so close to crying, that is super brave to share that much information. He is great
Same! It was kinda heartbreaking 💔
There was a lot of surprises in this video, and being a part of the cookie army, I will NOT judge the cookie god for his difficult ups and downs. I hope that whatever happens in the future is something that will make your life better than it was in the past. I was definitely surprised to find out where my favorite RUclipsr came from! COOKIE AND HIS FAMILY WILL LIVE ON FOREVER IN THE COOKIE ARMY!!!
Kevin the cookie god, thank you for sharing my guy. never expected to be this close hearing your life through your eyes but thank you for being the realest and most genuine youtuber i've come across for awhile. you deserve so much success and i've been saying this way back in 2021. mad love and respect for you and yours
Is it just me or his hand writing is so good❤
Its great that you were finally able to live your childhood dream!
It really is 😊
thank you for making it happen :)
@@aCookieGodThank you for didn't give up ❤
@@aCookieGodHAND REVEAL YAY
@@aCookieGod I liked the vid and didn't know you watched wadzee
Man i never expected you, one of the most ethusiastic minecraft youtuber i know, actually had such a relatable past story. I just got chewed out by my mother because I'm just an over average student, finished my grade without any appreciable significance. I actually went through a roller coaster of emotions, sad, desperate, deeply disappointed, anger... this actually motivates me a lot, knowing that one of my mc youtuber really had a horrible past time yet still able to overcome, so can I. I will become more progressive in what i'm actually passionate of instead of promptedly listening to my mom, which may probably end up in a not-so-better result whatsoever. Thanks for reminding me of the path that i was supposed to be in, the path that i can be myself again, follow what I dreamed of
Good luck
chat gpt ah message
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bro just made a essay
@@rhenguemo6323i was gonna say that😂
@aCookieGod this is one of the first draw my life videos i've watched fully. This story was sad, happy, and full of emotion. And I'm so sorry for what's happening to your mom. I hope you have a great life aCookieGod.
I… will never look at you the same way but when most people say that they are disappointed and I am not. I know how you feel I have actually had something happen to me. I do sometimes blow up at people like my mom, my friends, and enemies. Hearing what you did, did not make me think you were a bad person, I thought how I could improve and I don’t judge you for anything because I have had something way simpler happen that made me want to fight I am proud to hear that the relationship between you and your mother improved significantly my mom is destined to have cancer but she will be alright keep fighting and spend a lot of time with your mom
Hearing what you went through as a kid, with your mum, really resonates. I went through similar(im white british) and ive come close to retaliating. Youre very brave to say that on social media. Ive loved watching your videos and seeing you do bigger and crazier projects. You deserve this ❤
bolowaer
there is only white british
@@WinterMikki you arent funny
even u r a bit brave to comment that
Literally what every Asian household go through.
uploading this on the day of my birthday feels so special! you've come so far and I will continue to support and watch all your videos!! thank you CookieGod ❤
Happy birthday🎉
Happy bday!!
Happy birthday🎉
happy birthday
Happy birthday Cookie's fan!
Didn't expect myself to cry, so proud of what you have done Cookie been a fan since 2021, man this was so inspiring.
me too
I can't even remember how long i have been subed for last thing i remember was like 150k subs
Jesus Christ Loves You! Jesus SAVES
Your story makes me very inspired in my life. I’m struggling as well. I won’t stop watching and I feel terrible for your mom. ❤ your king
This made me tear up. I can relate to you so much. I never knew how young you were, but I've been following for a few years now. Your content really cheered me up and gave me ideas in minecraft. Your good man Cookie, keep it up ✨️ lots of love and respect.
It’s alright if you’re gone for a month, you need to see your family. Almost everyone’s alright with it. Go see your family my guy!
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The panda on the end made it way better❤
this is one of the most heart-warming story I've ever heard.. we're all proud of you and we love you Cookie!❤
I discovered this channel few years ago by accident, and i am really lucky to get to know such a channel, you even got me more excited to go back and play on my old world, you inspired me with crazy ideas i got to play more and more in my world really love your videos i spent few days watching your hardcore season 1 and 2, i really love you from the bottom of my heart and wish you the best always, sending my prayers to your mom and i really love the cookie family and the whole cookie army❤❤
My story is just like yours Cookie! My parents are Chinese and flew to Canada. My parents had me in Canada as well. It's just the fact that I was born in Ontario. I learned a lot of facts about you in this masterpiece of a video. Glad you could finally live your childhood dream!
Amazing draw my life video and well done for reaching 5,000,000 Subscribers 🍪
This is a really deep video. You've been through alot. And it's really amazing to see you follow your dreams. All dreams can be achieved. Love and respect to you for posting this video. Congrats on 5 mil, you deserve it. Best of luck to your mom, i hope she gets better.❤🍪
I love the way you told your story while drawing and when you explain the time when you hurt your mom and left your house, It hurts me because I never knew your past and backstory since we all knew you as a happy, cheerful and the most out of pocket guy. I just LOVE how you never gave up on your dreams and actually became the guy you are today. we love you aCookieGod❤
I cried when watching this video...Its touching to see the path people take to become brilliant and how many challenges you've faced but still managed to achieve great things.I hope your mum gets better soon and you have a great life.Cookie army forever!💕 ❤️
I was speechless when watching this video it was amazing and lots of good advise.Everyone needs to see this video it's brilliant and for people who are going through a hard time it reminds you how just because you've made mistakes it doesn't make you a bad person it's completely OK. ❤️
Bro you strong and I don't know how you didn't cry telling this story butI sure did ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤so much love to cookie mom and stay strong cookie army
That was one of the most beautiful videos I've seen. People grow so much, and you have grown. Having the courage to speak about some of those events that happened to you takes incredible strength and courage. Im glad that I get to be a small part of the cookie army. Good luck with your mom, Im sure the whole cookie army is rooting for her to fet better! LET'S GO COOKIE ARMY!!!
Hope your mom gets better soon! I know what pain you feel. I lost family from cancer. But it gets better! Congrats on 5 million!
literally crying in the end , i know these tears are of mixed emotions , you have gone through a lot and we all are so proud of you... hope your mom get better soon , take care of her , and we love you ❤🍪
7:34 2015 is just one year before I was even born
I actually feel like crying when watching the video because I understand how you feel when you're younger. Keep it going, Cookie! We love and support you
I'm so sorry for your childhood that wasn't happy at all times. I can't imagine what it had to be like being seen as a failure, but they only wanted the best for you. Your a great youtuber who makes amazing videos. You learn from your past and it helped you moving forward. I'm also so sorry to hear about your mom that got diagnosed with cancer. Grab the moments you get with her and your other family. When somethings goes wrong, know that we all stand behind you!
I know that his childhood was not the best but I’m happy that his adulthood and his relationship with his mom is amazing, and I also hope his mom gets cancer free I also have been not good at school always playing games with friends and having fun but being reckless in my childhood I’m happy that I get to share the fun side of a childhood with aCookieGod.
Wow. I actually almost cried because of how relatable this is so thank you cookie. ❤️
I cried during this video… as a Nigerian, my mum always beat me up when I do anything wrong. Although she would always say it was out of love for me. I always wished I could snap the way you did on that fateful day but your story has convinced me that it was never a thought worth thinking. Regards to A, Your family and your friend Jason. You go Kevin
American but parents beat us as kids, part of me resents my mom for it, but the other part understands that it’s learned thing and while I’ll never do it, I sort of forgive her and she’s my best friend these days. Give your mom a hug.
this one hit different. got me emotional fr… so many kids going through what you went through. didn’t know we were in the same grade too. makes me have even more respect for ya. thought u was older. anyways, you deserve every sub and more. keep going homie.
As someone who doesn’t currently have a good relationship with their mom thank you for this. My mom is similar to your mom; she was very poor growing up so I understand where she’s coming from. But sometimes I wish she would just let up on her expectations a bit so I could relax and go do things I want. Sending prayers to your mom for a happy and speedy recovery! ❤️❤️
i was crying while a saw the thing with your mom.
im so happy that you and find together again
im also happy to be in the coockie army
EVERYONE ... let's appreciate how much Kevin/ cookiegod has been through and still making videos and doing what he does best and also hope the best for cookiemom. 😢
Dude. I dont know you. May never meet you. But im extremely proud to see your journey. Im a single dad of 2. Both love your content. And im comfortable having them watch without any worries on what may done or said. You make us fellow Canadians proud you're one of us :)
I didn't expect to cry to this video the fact that he didn't stop trying it makes me fell so happy for supporting him all these years i remember forcing my Siblings to sit and watch with me your videos have always brought happiness to my life i really wish you and your family everything good and the we are all waiting for an update about your mothers condition we all really love her and care about her you are an amazing son i hope e achieve everything you want in life ♡
the truth on being a RUclipsr... brought me here!
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Damn......... this has inspired me to continue my YT dream. aCookieGod, from us, the Cookie Army, and from me, thank you for being there for us, as we have been for you. We all give thoughts and prayers to aCookieMom and we all hope she beats cancer. You have a wonderful trip and, from everyone, we'll see you in the next video!
been here since 2020 you are amazing and keep up the good job
I hope your mum gets well soon and hopefully, the journey back to health won't be too bumpy!!
Man you are gonna make me cry , but this video is a true inspiration for young people like us who are starting to hit new rock bottoms, this video gives me hope now.
She put love in the boxes for you two
Lately ive been in a deep depression and always listen to your videos at night to help me sleep. Since I just finished my junior year of highschool ive been worried about what will come after even though i know exactly what im going to do and have the utilities to do so. Most of the times your videos give me peace of mind just a chance to get out of my own head and relax. This video on the other hand helped me realize that even if life gets hard there will always be better days ahead, and trusting the process always pays off. Thank you acookiegod, well kevin😂. You have truly made me smile, laugh, and realize I should just relax and enjoy the ride. Best of wishes to you and your mom and family!
Things happen man. Life is never great. But we’re all happy we’re the reason that you guys can go see your family again back in China! We’re glad your doing better! Sometimes things cause us to just break and that’s completely normal! Be safe and have a good day and night! We love you Cookie
I LITERALLY IMAGINED U AS KEVIN AND I LOVE IT
Bro i didn’t know your name was Kevin too I feel like you would get me like all the jokes about being in home alone every Christmas I get a mini heart attack every year because someone always says I saw you on tv yesterday and im scared I did some embarrassing thing😂
19:24 I’m so happy to help make history. I loved that video, and I’m glad to be one of those 3,000 subscribers and those 10 million views. I’ve seen you come along way and it pains me to think that it was that long ago. Keep going cookie and thank for all the joy you’ve given me in my lowest moments.
cookie God I was born 6 years ago and now my life is gone better you'll have some best videos my favorite one was the one you are sing those music moms it was a little scary it was fine to me I don't care well I always do about school after let's see some videos and then wait till I can play Minecraft at 7 and then😢