Super happy to see that you are happy. I wanted to make it through xmas clean, but I did not. The detox gets worse the longer you go at it. I used for a year straight and it took me a solid month to even feel kinda detoxed and I got to 87 days that time and never fully felt like myself. People in NA (narcotics anonymous) say 2 years from the time you fully quit you will really be back to self. As much as you can be depending on brain functions. I am rooting for you to be the best you that you define for yourself. xoxoxo
no i am in the southwest US...Arizona. Funny you brought up laughing cause I made a video way back in spring when I was about 10 months into the year run that is called make a tweaker laugh day needs to be a THING. I held onto my laughter for a very long time and then lost it a few weeks before i went to rehab. In this relapse I have made sure to keep my laugh and not ever allow the meth energy to get that. I don't know what kind of programs they have in the UK, i know NA is there, but I have recently discovered Addiction Alchemy which resonates with me so much more. It aligns with my own beliefs in a more true to my heart way and i can get behind the way that they have adapted the 12 steps and made them a compass, and instead of this huge push to talk about how you are sick and powerless its about how choices from your past no longer serve you. Maybe not your thing but if you want to know more HMU. @@BeingHisCreation
Joy to see more of this around the world
Super happy to see that you are happy. I wanted to make it through xmas clean, but I did not. The detox gets worse the longer you go at it. I used for a year straight and it took me a solid month to even feel kinda detoxed and I got to 87 days that time and never fully felt like myself. People in NA (narcotics anonymous) say 2 years from the time you fully quit you will really be back to self. As much as you can be depending on brain functions. I am rooting for you to be the best you that you define for yourself. xoxoxo
no i am in the southwest US...Arizona. Funny you brought up laughing cause I made a video way back in spring when I was about 10 months into the year run that is called make a tweaker laugh day needs to be a THING. I held onto my laughter for a very long time and then lost it a few weeks before i went to rehab. In this relapse I have made sure to keep my laugh and not ever allow the meth energy to get that. I don't know what kind of programs they have in the UK, i know NA is there, but I have recently discovered Addiction Alchemy which resonates with me so much more. It aligns with my own beliefs in a more true to my heart way and i can get behind the way that they have adapted the 12 steps and made them a compass, and instead of this huge push to talk about how you are sick and powerless its about how choices from your past no longer serve you. Maybe not your thing but if you want to know more HMU. @@BeingHisCreation