15+ yrs of being addicted to meth I'm now 2 1/2 yrs clean from meth and 3 yrs clean of fety. Recovery is possible I'm a walking living proof of that I lost everything except for what I went to rehab with. Now I'm in a leadership position at my job with a job offer just today to follow my dream to be a recovery coach. Never stop trying and never hang onto the past
I am an addict still getting high.But for the first time in a long time been thinking i might wantbto go on a different direction .I want all of yall music is the reason i started thinkingMaybe i could kick it and have a life.This one went deep down in the depths ofy soul caught my hesrt on fire!!!!!!i love you all thank you for keeo putting these out OutlawNation Rise up
September 1st 2006. I promise you can get clean. You've got to find that peace within yourself. I still smoke herb like a freight train, but I'm 15 years clean
It's not easy I been going thru it for almost 30 years but I have 1 year clean my life is amazing in just that short time I've made leaps and bounds ! Never give up !! It's worth it !
You can do it,just set your head and heart to do it and don’t be afraid to ask for help and I won’t say that it will be easy because it isn’t easy but you can do it. I was way out there in addiction and I got clean but I had to change my life not just the drugs. I had to quit going places that I did and quite hanging around the people that I did and always remember a true friend will not offer it to you or come around you with it. Get clean and then that’s when you find out who you’re friends truly are.
My boyfriend just passed away a little over a month ago, he had a problem with drugs and got diagnosed with cancer, he kept doing the drugs even after he found out about his cancer. He went to the hospital one night bc he couldn't handle the pain anymore and a few days later they were calling me to come say my goodbyes, he was in a coma, so I got to the hospital and as I was getting ready to walk out of his room he flat-lined while I was holding his hand, the week before he passed he had asked me to marry him, he didn't have a ring or anything yet and he has asked me a lot over the years but that time just felt different, I was so upset because I didn't understand why he didnt fight, I have no idea how this video came to my youtube but I'm convinced he left this for me to find, and I can't thank you enough for making this song, because it comforts me very much and makes a lot of things make sense
I lost my whole world because I couldn't deal with have to worry about everything my job of 20 years ,my step DD in try to kill his brother and hurt my daughter
Addiction has stolen the most beautiful souls I know because my son Ken was an addict and behind addiction is trauma and pain and the world needs to understand this #addictslivesmatter💜
I was sent to a pain care clinic that never wanted me to get better…I am a retired RN, and I believed I knew what addiction was, bec alcohol was my demon to kick…no problem…but when I got hooked on opiates in my 50’s at that pain clinic with the completely wrong diagnosis from my Ortho Dr, I lived that nightmare…I OD’D 3 times, once alone, but I guess my body did a last gasp and I woke up over my steering wheel 30 miles away from my house…GOD was with me…then I OD’D from fentanyl twice and the ER Dr screamed at me that I almost died…I am grateful I had been protected by God himself…I was determined to get off so I went out of town to my BFF’s farm and stayed for 3 of the hardest months of withdrawals I can never describe…BUT I DID IT and if u have the WILL, so can u…When I get weak, I think of the withdrawals and say no…never again….You don’t know addiction unless you’ve experienced both sides of it, bec my son fought drugs in his 20’s and I did not get it…NOW, I do….thank u GOD for keeping my family safe,bec my daughter fell into that, too..we r all in recovery….
My husband played this song for me a few days ago. We both struggled with addiction I Am now sober have been for 25 months today. My husband failed to mention his temper and he was haunted by a demon since he was 18 years old til this past year I totally got in there way. I absolutely 💯 love this song. Yall keep your head up out there.
My wife kicked me out a week ago. My nephew I was trying to adopt got taken from me. I'm homeless staying in a motel. This song has exactly what I wanted to say to her. Great song. Hits home. Much love to all those that struggle with pain in their heart.
You Recognize And Apologize... First Giant Steps In Recovering! Lying And Denying Get You NO WHERE !!! Stay On That Path To Freedom 🙌🏼🦋🌹✨ We Do Recover 🙌🏼
My husband got shot by my father on July 21 2023. Then police killed my father. My husband was listening to your music the 3 weeks prior. He said this song was to me. Your music and ya boy, has helped me so much with understanding him more and how he felt. He had been in prison for 5 yrs before coming out for 14 months. Heleft behind a 6yr old daughter and a 13 yr old daughter. My life will never be the same since that day
WoW, that one hit like a carbon copy of my past. But you can always make the change. Because even after beating my addiction for 23 yrs I still have my demons rear their ugly head from time to time. But today is better than yesterday. Because I no longer let it control my thoughts and actions. Now I can help others in their struggles. Awesome song, thank you. Keep it flowing.
Wow....who knew I'd see you here?!! Hope all is well with you! I love Dirtys music...I can relate to his songs so much! And, Dirty this is one more added to my Playlist!! I don't think I've missed adding any of your songs! Keep'em coming...Peace✌ & Love ❤ p.s. take care sinister! Maybe our paths will cross again one day!
Dam ! Bro I been struggling with drugs my whole adult life and even in my teens I'm 47 now I been married for 25 years I'm just now getting it together ! I struggle with all I've put my family thru but there is no going back not to fix shit and not to be that person again ! My biggest regret is dragging my wife and kid thru the bullshit ! Good beat brings tears to my soul ! Love it !
I meant SAVE THEM THE MISERY N ITS A FAMILY DISEASE.. ITS NOT WHAT WE DO TO OURSELVES BUT THE CHILDREN THAT R WATCHING US HURT OURSELVES N MOST OF ALL I DIE CHANGING THIS CYCLE FOR THE BETTER FOR MY KIDS THEY DESERVE SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT..
Hope you’re still doing well! Same age and keep focus on family ! Counselor told me there was no such thing as “Catch up” in this mess but the blessings and respect most people have for us changing our lives is beyond more than we deserve, it’s hard to look in rear view but just a glance keeps us pressing on in right direction. Never too late. I just pray for one more day free from the chains for all of us !
@@duanegoldsmith8710 still plugging away your right it's hard not to look back and the hardest thing for me is choking on my past mistakes but none of that matters it's what's now I can control thank u buddy
My girl saved me. She always blees me with her forgiveness. I cant imagine living with out her. Shes my evrrything and my forever. Thank you Becky Sue for your forgivess and your love
My hat tips to brother onevof a kind music artist forever i feel ur music is going to change the worlds dark soul into a unique kind of heart of one love congratulations
That's really amazing. I used to be on diff things then went to Suboxone clinic, was on them for over 12 years,...then decided to just quit last month cold turkey,... It's been pure hell but I look forward to when I can wake up and just feel good on my own again. I feel like for so long, I was kinda numb and on auto-pilot, the world kept spinning, and time kept moving,...yet I was stuck in the same place. I was tired of being tired, and being a slave to something....
You should be so proud of yourself!!! Every morning when you look at yourself in the mirror!!! EVERY MORNING!! CONGRATS TO YOU FOR KICKING THAT MONKEY OFF OF YOUR SHOULDER!!!!
I've been sober over 20 years of hard stuff but now an alcoholic my girl left me after 18 years 4 kids been 5 years still feel this pain got my life together finally but thank you for your music God bless you and for the rest of you keep your heads up it will work out I can you can been an addict most my life we got this Life bless you all and keep up this amazing music brother love
Addictionz, strongholdz,weak spots in us.. are parts of us that bind us all together ..not perfect..but humans who share their struggles through beautiful soul numbing art..that is real..thank u..for the honest ..raw realNezz...heart is acting..but real...well it is key to heal...we are our own worst critic,enemy,destroyer, punisher and sabotage specialist, let's try to stay strong positive and KNOW not many yuppy goody tooooo goods could make it one day in any real addicts life..I love my life and having a best friend who shares many of my experiences..well that helps immensely..take care of yourself and try to listen to your first instinct..we all know right from wrong..if you plan on doing wrong...well do it Right..don't beat yourselves up..there is always tomoro..live and love being alive..:÷)
I'm over 22 yrs heroin free and 7 yrs clean from crack... Its all about sincere determination to fight the demon inside and not wanna get high..self love learn to love yourself enough to truly want a better life..R.I.P. to all those who lost the battle prayers for those still living with the devil and God continue to bless all of us who made it outa that life alive
I seen the title and was blown away, I say it all the time.Im sorry for being me,you have the best voice and lyrics since Axle Rose , your better actually.keep on keeping on brother.
This song is very deep and you don't have to be sorry for what your dealing with. We all have demons in our heads, like I call them "Flying Monkeys in My Head", got from the movie "The Caveman". I've seen a lot in my life. It's not easy trying to get the past out of your head, those you hurt. No treatment can help. You are the one who has to be strong enough and want the change in order to leave your demons behind and when they try to tempt you just think of who you've hurt when you were an addict, when your Heart hurt so bad you didn't even want to be in this world any longer. Write your thoughts down when your feeling weak. Set it aside then later go back and go back and read what you wrote. You'll be surprised and say...Wow I wrote that? Then you'll see what you need to work more on. God Bless You. Peace & much Love. Big Hugs to You.
That was well said it could work with for people with depression or whatever the demons are fighting. We all are going through or have gone through tough times in our life. I like your idea of writing down your thoughts and going back and reading them I'm going to use that myself thank you for your wise words and thank you boi for this song
NEVER EVER APOLOGIZE FOR BEING WHO YOU ARE!!!! We all have our demons, trials and tribulations. Who you are and how you are uncooperating it into your music and telling your story is helping many many people deal and cope with the same situations. You give people a healthy outlet to release the emotions they keep bottled up. SO YOU SHOULD NEVER BE SORRY FOR BEING YOU. STAY STRONG BROTHER AND STAY REAL!!!
I meant incorporating it into your music, stupid typos, my phone still thinks it's smarter than me and I do not know what I am typing. Well, it aint to "smart" of a smartphone if it can't learn that I know what I am typing. Lol.
Then relapsed and overdose again almost dying but your music brings me out of my suicidal depression a lot and your song world so cold I love it keep making music man you're good at it you deserve to reach for the stars and beyond because you will get there peace mad love and respect
Im an addict to so thank u for your courage on saying what i was afraid to say for so long to someone i loved but its. Here now that i have courage to say or show now what i was hidding forever your in my prayers for doing this heartfelt song
Keep ya head up. .... We all love you and will forever have your back and always remember there is no (i) in team... never be sorry about who you are we all have an addiction of some kind... just gotta deal with it on our on but always having family near
Keep it up brother nvr be srry I'm a recovering junkie and get alot out of ur songs keep it up for all us recovering junkies trying to make it in this shitty world
that one dislike had to be a accident...you aint made a single cut that hasnt left a mark on me my Brother...you are so fuckin talented...DIRTY LAUNDRY FO LIFE
Damn that hits hard bro.... well done RUclips algorithm or I never would have seen this. Hang in there, hold on, work your way through...it's never easy but sometimes it's worth it.
Oh Dirty, your music hits my soul man….your an amazing artist, and don’t ever ever ever forget that…MY PEOPLE 👊👊🤟🤟🙌🙌💙💙👏👏🤘🤘❤️❤️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I gotta say Dirty, from wence you came....."you've come a long, long way baby"! What a dramatic change ive seen happen to you through your lyrics becoming music and your method of helping heal yourself is also touching others...CARRY ON
Addiction is an illness and a battle harder than I could have ever imagined but through God and a great family support system life is finally getting better.I put forth the work as they put there faith,love,trust and courage in me
My God this hit me hard I have told this to my wife of 30 years about 1000 times but she stell here with me tanks my Gril I love you for saving my life 😘😘😘😘😘🐾🐊
I'm not sorry. 4being me cuzz we all have to fight 4 what's right 4family an friend s no matter what happens in life dont let it get u u fight theme and don't think an say to ur self what s this guy saying cuzz my name is pony an the people know who u are God blessed
Absolutely beautiful song. I completely relate and brought me to tears It's a truly honest and amazing music and it's got alot of pain and heart ❤️ and it spoke to me which is what real music does..so bravo This is music and it's awesome and I love it 💖
Deep...reflective! Outstanding song, just like the rest you've written and so raw and real!! Love it and I can relate! God bless and keep rising up!! ❤️💯🙏
I couldn't stop the tears right now if I tried. Feel like my son's father sent me this song from the grave. I loved him so much, but it was never enough. I'll keep raising our son and making him proud from above. I am thankful he's not struggling with his demons anymore and is finally at peace. Even though our flesh hurts like hell, here on earth.
Song has that 90's hurt in it, it's beautiful really and sad at the same time, you have a gift brother please continue to use it, i know a lot of people feel the same way and you can help them...Subscribed
To everyone fighting any demons STAY STRONG!! This does NOT have to be the ending in YOUR story. I PROMISE ♥️ My brother Bobby used for over 30 years. He was what you called a “functioning addict”. I know may people who were user who didn’t get to experience the recovery. The demons won 😢 My brother did 🙏 He found a program in NYC through the Salvation Army and “IT SAVED HIS LIFE” We are not our past. We are not what people have called us. We are not our recorded. Getting clean is a fight of your LIFE but are you not worthy of happiness love & FREEDOM. I lost my brother this past July 2021 he had a heartache and past alone. I have great peace knowing. He was HAPPY. He was CLEAN. He was SAVED. R.I.P brother you are so missed but I know the kingdom is a better place.
Wow Dirty I understand addiction omg I was stuck in such a horrible cycle couldn't quit because I would get sick didn't want it anymore but I was a slave to my addiction this one hit home I just can't stop playing your music and you know what I am sorry I am sorry to my mama my family and anyone my addiction had affected thanks Dirty keep playing you're amazing
Dirty my guy, this is another song thats hit very deep. Once again I'm up late. Its been one of the worst nights of my life. My family is falling apart. My wife seems to think it's all me. My girls are sleeping together in the livingroom. Im in my sons room and my wife is locked in our room. With hurt and anger in her heart. Blaming me for the down fall of our relationship. Have i made mistakes... yes many. But i love my wife and kids. This song brought tears to my eyes. I know ive fallen short. But i get up every fay and try again. I have forgiveness in my heart. Why can't she...??? Bitterness, hurt and sadness consume her. And all i can say is I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY FOR BEING ME.
I feel you BOSS I'm in a similar life situation and the only advice I cam give if any at all cause I'm no one to listen to about anything, but every bit of advice just might help whether it be you or the next person who reads this, so here it is I've learned that after saying SORRY so many times over and over again at some point they just become meaningless words to them so I learned to show and prove that I was SORRY instead of just constantly saying I was, I hope one day we all can get through whatever bullshit we're dealing with at the time
Plainly drowning my very soul! And if you take them please don't fake take them!;;;;!!!;;;. ; Don't use the weight I I've carried around for so long as a trick to impress someone who will never understand the crushing force of an invisible desire to hóld onto something that I ínvited to ensnare the very essence of me without recognition. I accept you just be you without hesitation or faulter.
I hope it isn't really that way...I'd never want my love to feel like the weight of our loses in this life is on his shoulders, but just need for the world to know that weight is a heavy burden to carry all alone.. all I can ask from the the bottom of the heart of me is to take the parts that you see are
❤This song is exactly describing how my "baby" & I were. He truly was my gift from God..I miss him more than any words can ever describe...It seems like just yesterday when they called me after 2 am and told me they found my precise son dead.. My precious Pat😢.. he will always be my baby..I cry almost every day missing him But I have hope someday we will be together again forever in Heaven 🙏
Yoboi dirt mr 912 another hard hitter brother 💯💪 strong words are so much truth and facts about it all 💯👍 and just plain ❤️ heart fealt and just plain great 👍 and the video is a great one bro totally and the comments below 👇 are 🗣️ speaking for us all without any doubt 💯
I love all your music man I listen to all your music I'm dealing with someone that has an addiction, my brother I showed him your music and it helped him
Don't ever apologize for anything we do. We were here to endure certain co ditions to create us our true insight to who we really are and our purpose for this world. One day we shall repent and its son er than we think. But u know what u have a pure soul so you are divinely guided but never ever say sorry for what brought u to this place. You were meant to endure in order to celebrate. You are going the direction that u should be. And i am so grateful for having the opportunity of seeing you for your sound before your story. It doesnt mean anything to me. We all have one. But u friend are a butterfly who has gotten his wings because ur heart desired this more than any addiction. Rather they still linger or not. You are of a divi e essence and I believe I was led to because we r all from a soul tribe and I believe u are one of my soul family. I will be seeing u at home and I can't wait to meet u . . not crazy just aware. .. Go team addicts. Woohoo. . we r a strong cliche we r the true visionaries and indigo . keep ur light bright always.
If you could hear what my wife just said your boys keep it up Kentucky wildcard 502 AKA Knoxville you'll have fun keep it up brother I really like this one it was needed
Brother I’m in a wheelchair and sometimes when I have a attitude really bad this song I have touched me deeply and almost made me cry awesome so awesome thank you
I have been fighting my addiction for the last 14 years off and on. This song truly made it easy for me to explain to my husband, my addiction. Thank you so much.
Hmmmm why is your songs so much like my life f.. k yeah I've been homeless everything you sing about I've been there saw it and still writing the book but Unfortunately it has many many chapters and No fairy tales here .. I'm still waiting on prince charming and happily ever after . Hell who the fk am I kidding, yo boi dirty your music really has touched my heart and soul hell who know's maybe we're all crazy maybe....... ❤️😋💋 Got my eyes 👀 on you........ 😉😂😂🤣
Addiction wronging your life then time you take get clean you loose out in the end anyways .either way you loose peace you peace something else that you didn't want loose .great song
SO LOVE MEANS FINDING WHO YOU ARE AS A WHOLE… TWO HALVES OF THE SAME SOUL… THIS IZ ULTIMATELY WHAT WE’RE PROVING AND REASON FÖR ALL THE SUFFERING… WE SUFFER UNTIL WE ARE REUNITED WITH OURSELVES AGAIN AND IN HOLY UNION IMMERSED IN THE HEALING LIGHT AND LOVE OF SOURCE
Wow….this song is powerful and I love your voice. You can FEEL the song when you are singing. You are very talented and have a special gift. Music touches people and this song is going to be an inspiration to a lot of people fighting addiction. Thank you and keep the great music coming ❤️👍🎸🎼
Damn Good song Feel it Thru and Thru... First track of yours I heard and Damn its a Banger... This song Is the things that go thru my head on those suicidal nights.... Love tha track tho.. Could see it make the Radio... Never Give up...
This is real alot of people I'm sure feel this one love the guitar in this one Another great song man keep it up and never let anyone bring you back down you are killing it and remember as long as Trista has your back you can continue to just keep going up but all in all this was awesome and real
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Pushing those numbers since you asked. Keep up the amazing work.
I love all your music
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15+ yrs of being addicted to meth I'm now 2 1/2 yrs clean from meth and 3 yrs clean of fety. Recovery is possible I'm a walking living proof of that I lost everything except for what I went to rehab with. Now I'm in a leadership position at my job with a job offer just today to follow my dream to be a recovery coach. Never stop trying and never hang onto the past
So awesome!
I am an addict still getting high.But for the first time in a long time been thinking i might wantbto go on a different direction .I want all of yall music is the reason i started thinkingMaybe i could kick it and have a life.This one went deep down in the depths ofy soul caught my hesrt on fire!!!!!!i love you all thank you for keeo putting these out OutlawNation Rise up
September 1st 2006. I promise you can get clean. You've got to find that peace within yourself. I still smoke herb like a freight train, but I'm 15 years clean
It's not easy I been going thru it for almost 30 years but I have 1 year clean my life is amazing in just that short time I've made leaps and bounds ! Never give up !! It's worth it !
You can do it, Debra! 🙏
Great keep it up
You can do it,just set your head and heart to do it and don’t be afraid to ask for help and I won’t say that it will be easy because it isn’t easy but you can do it. I was way out there in addiction and I got clean but I had to change my life not just the drugs. I had to quit going places that I did and quite hanging around the people that I did and always remember a true friend will not offer it to you or come around you with it. Get clean and then that’s when you find out who you’re friends truly are.
My boyfriend just passed away a little over a month ago, he had a problem with drugs and got diagnosed with cancer, he kept doing the drugs even after he found out about his cancer. He went to the hospital one night bc he couldn't handle the pain anymore and a few days later they were calling me to come say my goodbyes, he was in a coma, so I got to the hospital and as I was getting ready to walk out of his room he flat-lined while I was holding his hand, the week before he passed he had asked me to marry him, he didn't have a ring or anything yet and he has asked me a lot over the years but that time just felt different, I was so upset because I didn't understand why he didnt fight, I have no idea how this video came to my youtube but I'm convinced he left this for me to find, and I can't thank you enough for making this song, because it comforts me very much and makes a lot of things make sense
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Stay blessed
I love u ..... Guch
I lost my whole world because I couldn't deal with have to worry about everything my job of 20 years ,my step DD in try to kill his brother and hurt my daughter
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Addiction has stolen the most beautiful souls I know because my son Ken was an addict and behind addiction is trauma and pain and the world needs to understand this #addictslivesmatter💜
I was sent to a pain care clinic that never wanted me to get better…I am a retired RN, and I believed I knew what addiction was, bec alcohol was my demon to kick…no problem…but when I got hooked on opiates in my 50’s at that pain clinic with the completely wrong diagnosis from my Ortho Dr, I lived that nightmare…I OD’D 3 times, once alone, but I guess my body did a last gasp and I woke up over my steering wheel 30 miles away from my house…GOD was with me…then I OD’D from fentanyl twice and the ER Dr screamed at me that I almost died…I am grateful I had been protected by God himself…I was determined to get off so I went out of town to my BFF’s farm and stayed for 3 of the hardest months of withdrawals I can never describe…BUT I DID IT and if u have the WILL, so can u…When I get weak, I think of the withdrawals and say no…never again….You don’t know addiction unless you’ve experienced both sides of it, bec my son fought drugs in his 20’s and I did not get it…NOW, I do….thank u GOD for keeping my family safe,bec my daughter fell into that, too..we r all in recovery….
Cover them with your love❤️
“Love covers a multitude of sins”
-1 Peter 4:8
Leave the Judgin to Jesus and Love them Anyway🥰
Sry for your Loss
My husband played this song for me a few days ago. We both struggled with addiction I Am now sober have been for 25 months today. My husband failed to mention his temper and he was haunted by a demon since he was 18 years old til this past year I totally got in there way. I absolutely 💯 love this song. Yall keep your head up out there.
My wife kicked me out a week ago. My nephew I was trying to adopt got taken from me. I'm homeless staying in a motel. This song has exactly what I wanted to say to her. Great song. Hits home. Much love to all those that struggle with pain in their heart.
Prayers for you and your family 💖
Keep ya head up... life's a bitch ya can't keep happy. Stay trying.
I know right
Wife left me cause of my demons I'm fight everyday fact I wish somehow she sees my heart not my doings
As a wife of an addict please get help bc she needs you.
I’ve been an addict for over 30 years. This song… Brother you made it easy for me to tell my Ex how I feel. And that I am sorry for my demons.
May be biased cause he my brother. But this man right here is God sent for my soul and y'all's!! Thank you Dirty. For everything. Yak yak yak🤞💙
You Recognize And Apologize... First Giant Steps In Recovering!
Lying And Denying Get You NO WHERE !!! Stay On That Path To Freedom 🙌🏼🦋🌹✨
We Do Recover 🙌🏼
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My husband got shot by my father on July 21 2023. Then police killed my father. My husband was listening to your music the 3 weeks prior. He said this song was to me. Your music and ya boy, has helped me so much with understanding him more and how he felt. He had been in prison for 5 yrs before coming out for 14 months. Heleft behind a 6yr old daughter and a 13 yr old daughter. My life will never be the same since that day
WoW, that one hit like a carbon copy of my past. But you can always make the change. Because even after beating my addiction for 23 yrs I still have my demons rear their ugly head from time to time. But today is better than yesterday. Because I no longer let it control my thoughts and actions. Now I can help others in their struggles. Awesome song, thank you. Keep it flowing.
Wow....who knew I'd see you here?!! Hope all is well with you! I love Dirtys music...I can relate to his songs so much! And, Dirty this is one more added to my Playlist!! I don't think I've missed adding any of your songs! Keep'em coming...Peace✌ & Love ❤ p.s. take care sinister! Maybe our paths will cross again one day!
Dam ! Bro I been struggling with drugs my whole adult life and even in my teens I'm 47 now I been married for 25 years I'm just now getting it together ! I struggle with all I've put my family thru but there is no going back not to fix shit and not to be that person again ! My biggest regret is dragging my wife and kid thru the bullshit ! Good beat brings tears to my soul ! Love it !
I meant SAVE THEM THE MISERY N ITS A FAMILY DISEASE.. ITS NOT WHAT WE DO TO OURSELVES BUT THE CHILDREN THAT R WATCHING US HURT OURSELVES N MOST OF ALL I DIE CHANGING THIS CYCLE FOR THE BETTER FOR MY KIDS THEY DESERVE SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT..
I meant don't forget ur last high or drink sometimes my mind goes fast then I type.. lol
@@tiffanyvanarsdal4559 absolutely good words ! But I agree if I had to go thru it so my daughter don't have to then it's was worth it 💯
Hope you’re still doing well! Same age and keep focus on family ! Counselor told me there was no such thing as
“Catch up” in this mess but the blessings and respect most people have for us changing our lives is beyond more than we deserve, it’s hard to look in rear view but just a glance keeps us pressing on in right direction. Never too late. I just pray for one more day free from the chains for all of us !
@@duanegoldsmith8710 still plugging away your right it's hard not to look back and the hardest thing for me is choking on my past mistakes but none of that matters it's what's now I can control thank u buddy
My girl saved me. She always blees me with her forgiveness. I cant imagine living with out her. Shes my evrrything and my forever. Thank you Becky Sue for your forgivess and your love
My hat tips to brother onevof a kind music artist forever i feel ur music is going to change the worlds dark soul into a unique kind of heart of one love congratulations
Good song brother I'm a recovering heroin addict I can relate alot. God bless you brother keep speaking that we all need it
Dirty....I'm 25 yrs clean.....this song speaks so much to me...god bless ya
That's really amazing.
I used to be on diff things then went to Suboxone clinic, was on them for over 12 years,...then decided to just quit last month cold turkey,... It's been pure hell but I look forward to when I can wake up and just feel good on my own again. I feel like for so long, I was kinda numb and on auto-pilot, the world kept spinning, and time kept moving,...yet I was stuck in the same place. I was tired of being tired, and being a slave to something....
You should be so proud of yourself!!! Every morning when you look at yourself in the mirror!!!
EVERY MORNING!!
CONGRATS TO YOU FOR KICKING THAT MONKEY OFF OF YOUR SHOULDER!!!!
I've been sober over 20 years of hard stuff but now an alcoholic my girl left me after 18 years 4 kids been 5 years still feel this pain got my life together finally but thank you for your music God bless you and for the rest of you keep your heads up it will work out I can you can been an addict most my life we got this Life bless you all and keep up this amazing music brother love
Addictionz, strongholdz,weak spots in us.. are parts of us that bind us all together ..not perfect..but humans who share their struggles through beautiful soul numbing art..that is real..thank u..for the honest ..raw realNezz...heart is acting..but real...well it is key to heal...we are our own worst critic,enemy,destroyer, punisher and sabotage specialist, let's try to stay strong positive and KNOW not many yuppy goody tooooo goods could make it one day in any real addicts life..I love my life and having a best friend who shares many of my experiences..well that helps immensely..take care of yourself and try to listen to your first instinct..we all know right from wrong..if you plan on doing wrong...well do it Right..don't beat yourselves up..there is always tomoro..live and love being alive..:÷)
Love this. Agree 100%!! Couldn't have said it better myself.
I'm over 22 yrs heroin free and 7 yrs clean from crack... Its all about sincere determination to fight the demon inside and not wanna get high..self love learn to love yourself enough to truly want a better life..R.I.P. to all those who lost the battle prayers for those still living with the devil and God continue to bless all of us who made it outa that life alive
I seen the title and was blown away, I say it all the time.Im sorry for being me,you have the best voice and lyrics since Axle Rose , your better actually.keep on keeping on brother.
This song is very deep and you don't have to be sorry for what your dealing with. We all have demons in our heads, like I call them "Flying Monkeys in My Head", got from the movie "The Caveman". I've seen a lot in my life. It's not easy trying to get the past out of your head, those you hurt. No treatment can help. You are the one who has to be strong enough and want the change in order to leave your demons behind and when they try to tempt you just think of who you've hurt when you were an addict, when your Heart hurt so bad you didn't even want to be in this world any longer. Write your thoughts down when your feeling weak. Set it aside then later go back and go back and read what you wrote. You'll be surprised and say...Wow I wrote that? Then you'll see what you need to work more on. God Bless You. Peace & much Love. Big Hugs to You.
From the life of a living addict😪 this hits DEEP my boi! Keep pushing out them bars that speak to my soul!!🤞 Much LOVE from NC!!🌾🚜 Yeeyee!!
That was well said it could work with for people with depression or whatever the demons are fighting. We all are going through or have gone through tough times in our life. I like your idea of writing down your thoughts and going back and reading them I'm going to use that myself thank you for your wise words and thank you boi for this song
That is very good advice I wish I had someone like you in my life
i know this was a year ago but I really needed to hear everything you wrote! thank you so much! big hugs back?🎄❤️
Well worded
NEVER EVER APOLOGIZE FOR BEING WHO YOU ARE!!!! We all have our demons, trials and tribulations. Who you are and how you are uncooperating it into your music and telling your story is helping many many people deal and cope with the same situations. You give people a healthy outlet to release the emotions they keep bottled up. SO YOU SHOULD NEVER BE SORRY FOR BEING YOU. STAY STRONG BROTHER AND STAY REAL!!!
I meant incorporating it into your music, stupid typos, my phone still thinks it's smarter than me and I do not know what I am typing. Well, it aint to "smart" of a smartphone if it can't learn that I know what I am typing. Lol.
G but your song WORLD SO COLD HITS ME IN THE HEART 2ND TO THIS ONE TY
Then relapsed and overdose again almost dying but your music brings me out of my suicidal depression a lot and your song world so cold I love it keep making music man you're good at it you deserve to reach for the stars and beyond because you will get there peace mad love and respect
I struggle daily a overdose left my paralyzed I found recovery
Thank you so much. All of it in every part or aspect truly touch me deeply in gigantic and numerous ways. All my love you guys
Dam, Dirty you have over did your self so many amazing songs can't even pick a favorite, There all amazing, love it
This is felt soul deep bro thanx keep ya head up and keep singing
Im an addict to so thank u for your courage on saying what i was afraid to say for so long to someone i loved but its. Here now that i have courage to say or show now what i was hidding forever your in my prayers for doing this heartfelt song
Keep ya head up. .... We all love you and will forever have your back and always remember there is no (i) in team... never be sorry about who you are we all have an addiction of some kind... just gotta deal with it on our on but always having family near
Your going places brother but I don’t have to say that I’m sure you already know
Exactly 💯 love it we all had addiction. Stay strong big star now. ..stick with ur music.
Demons makes the good or bad come out of us..and you sir has taken all those demons and made songs that touch everyone!! Another hit bro!! 💯🇺🇸
I love this ! Good talk man !
That’s awesome ❤❤❤
You have some great music!! You are about to take the world like a wind storm.
Another song that touches people to the core!! And that voice that sends chills through your soul!! So proud of you Dirty!! 💯💪🔥🔥🔥❤❤❤❤
We love you beautiful ❤
@@tristadyess7343 I love yall too!❤
Me too keep it up bro
Damn this hit home fr thank you your amazing artist
Keep it up brother nvr be srry I'm a recovering junkie and get alot out of ur songs keep it up for all us recovering junkies trying to make it in this shitty world
Yeah I'm Sorry too.....Good job creating music for us to vibe to......Love y'all 🖤 & remember God Loves Y'all Too Believe It it's true 🥺
Damnit DaT is a good fn song. !!!
Deep.....!! 💯👄
Luv from Louisiana!!👄👄👄
You are amazing 🙏 i love this song 💯🔥💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥.
🙏 it's beautiful song 💯
Brother, this is an amazing song. Thank you so much for your amazing music
When they say you can’t just hear the music you have to feel it to!!!
Love it very emotional but killer song as always don't stop brotha keep going much love and respect here u know that:)🌃 o love the candles to:)
💞 I feel ya. I feel your music it touches my soul. Hugs to you. Keep doing what you do.
that one dislike had to be a accident...you aint made a single cut that hasnt left a mark on me my Brother...you are so fuckin talented...DIRTY LAUNDRY FO LIFE
Damn that hits hard bro.... well done RUclips algorithm or I never would have seen this. Hang in there, hold on, work your way through...it's never easy but sometimes it's worth it.
Oh Dirty, your music hits my soul man….your an amazing artist, and don’t ever ever ever forget that…MY PEOPLE 👊👊🤟🤟🙌🙌💙💙👏👏🤘🤘❤️❤️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@@kimberlywalters9030 did I comment wrong. Sorry not you. 😂😂😂
@@DboyANGLE I was about to say, I don’t even know u, lol
I was in a different head space when I went to comment. It was to be seen by the person who sent this video to me.
I gotta say Dirty, from wence you came....."you've come a long, long way baby"! What a dramatic change ive seen happen to you through your lyrics becoming music and your method of helping heal yourself is also touching others...CARRY ON
Love this song brother 912 boys for life
Addiction is an illness and a battle harder than I could have ever imagined but through God and a great family support system life is finally getting better.I put forth the work as they put there faith,love,trust and courage in me
Love this bro. Keep it up. Super proud of you. Give the family my love.
My God this hit me hard I have told this to my wife of 30 years about 1000 times but she stell here with me tanks my Gril I love you for saving my life 😘😘😘😘😘🐾🐊
Damn brother that is a deep track. Keep the hits coming. You are such a great person.
I'm not sorry. 4being me cuzz we all have to fight 4 what's right 4family an friend s no matter what happens in life dont let it get u u fight theme and don't think an say to ur self what s this guy saying cuzz my name is pony an the people know who u are God blessed
Love this song plz keep. Loving people need u even one specail woman u kno
Absolutely beautiful song. I completely relate and brought me to tears
It's a truly honest and amazing music and it's got alot of pain and heart ❤️ and it spoke to me which is what real music does..so bravo
This is music and it's awesome and I love it 💖
💪💪💪💪💯💯💯💯 this hit home brother wish you all the happiness and success you deserve
I can totally relate to this song 🎵... man I will definitely be listening to this OVER AND OVER
Bro y’all killed it at the show last night in Chillicothe this song is fire 🔥 🔥🔥🔥❤️❤️❤️❤️🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
Deep...reflective! Outstanding song, just like the rest you've written and so raw and real!! Love it and I can relate! God bless and keep rising up!! ❤️💯🙏
I couldn't stop the tears right now if I tried. Feel like my son's father sent me this song from the grave. I loved him so much, but it was never enough. I'll keep raising our son and making him proud from above. I am thankful he's not struggling with his demons anymore and is finally at peace. Even though our flesh hurts like hell, here on earth.
Oooops
I'm so sorry for your loss😢😢. I pray The Good Lord will give you comfort and peace for you and your family. 🙏🙏🙏🙏
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my 32 yr old son Jan 25th and this song came to me I don't know how . And this is so him. I cried so much.
I am struggling everyday since I got that phone call. I have no closure. I wish I was just with him I miss him so much.
Song has that 90's hurt in it, it's beautiful really and sad at the same time, you have a gift brother please continue to use it, i know a lot of people feel the same way and you can help them...Subscribed
Speechless and if know knew you after this everybody gonna know who you are
Amazing ya bio dirty u did an amazing job my friend
To everyone fighting any demons STAY STRONG!!
This does NOT have to be the ending in YOUR story.
I PROMISE ♥️
My brother Bobby used for over 30 years.
He was what you called a “functioning addict”.
I know may people who were user who didn’t get to experience the recovery.
The demons won 😢
My brother did 🙏
He found a program in NYC through the Salvation Army
and “IT SAVED HIS LIFE”
We are not our past.
We are not what people have called us.
We are not our recorded.
Getting clean is a fight of your LIFE but are you not worthy of happiness love & FREEDOM.
I lost my brother this past July 2021 he had a heartache and past alone.
I have great peace knowing.
He was HAPPY.
He was CLEAN.
He was SAVED.
R.I.P brother you are so missed but I know the kingdom is a better place.
Praying for your peace😭
Thank you brother for this!!! Dropped at the best time and it's a masterpiece for the minds alike yours 👍.
Not even a minute into it I had to press pause I can already tell this one's fire I can't wait to get through the whole thing
Amazing song. Your voice is just perfection. But the words behind this song I know this is how my fiance feels. Love this so much!!!
I’m constantly finding more of your music great and singing along with you your lyrics you rock
I'm sorry for becoming me as me is today ! I'm sorry but I have become just what gave to me to put ,love JDW.
Wow Dirty I understand addiction omg I was stuck in such a horrible cycle couldn't quit because I would get sick didn't want it anymore but I was a slave to my addiction this one hit home I just can't stop playing your music and you know what I am sorry I am sorry to my mama my family and anyone my addiction had affected thanks Dirty keep playing you're amazing
I understand I hate being a slave...😢
Dirty my guy, this is another song thats hit very deep. Once again I'm up late. Its been one of the worst nights of my life. My family is falling apart. My wife seems to think it's all me. My girls are sleeping together in the livingroom. Im in my sons room and my wife is locked in our room. With hurt and anger in her heart. Blaming me for the down fall of our relationship. Have i made mistakes... yes many. But i love my wife and kids. This song brought tears to my eyes. I know ive fallen short. But i get up every fay and try again. I have forgiveness in my heart. Why can't she...??? Bitterness, hurt and sadness consume her. And all i can say is I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY FOR BEING ME.
🙏 I'm with you brother. My birthday today, only thing I need is my babies and it's a blocked phone call away.
I feel you BOSS I'm in a similar life situation and the only advice I cam give if any at all cause I'm no one to listen to about anything, but every bit of advice just might help whether it be you or the next person who reads this, so here it is I've learned that after saying SORRY so many times over and over again at some point they just become meaningless words to them so I learned to show and prove that I was SORRY instead of just constantly saying I was, I hope one day we all can get through whatever bullshit we're dealing with at the time
Plainly drowning my very soul! And if you take them please don't fake take them!;;;;!!!;;;. ; Don't use the weight I I've carried around for so long as a trick to impress someone who will never understand the crushing force of an invisible desire to hóld onto something that I ínvited to ensnare the very essence of me without recognition. I accept you just be you without hesitation or faulter.
I hope it isn't really that way...I'd never want my love to feel like the weight of our loses in this life is on his shoulders, but just need for the world to know that weight is a heavy burden to carry all alone.. all I can ask from the the bottom of the heart of me is to take the parts that you see are
❤This song is exactly describing how my "baby" & I were. He truly was my gift from God..I miss him more than any words can ever describe...It seems like just yesterday when they called me after 2 am and told me they found my precise son dead.. My precious Pat😢.. he will always be my baby..I cry almost every day missing him But I have hope someday we will be together again forever in Heaven 🙏
🎶✌💔😭O Boy i feel ya on this one for sure. 1st song of the day for ME.? ✌🎶😘💥🤘🖤
Great track brother man.That one is deep.love it
Brother, you got a way with hitting home and relating to somebody's feelings. THANKS BROTHER
Wow... just WOW!!! 🔥💯🔥💯🔥🔥🔥🔥💯🔥💯 YOUR MUSIC IS LITERALLY LIFE BRO !!! I LOOOOVE you and Trista !! U were made for each other!! Freaking awesome song!!
We love ya'll ❤
Im sorry for being me good song ..hits home too me
Yoboi dirt mr 912 another hard hitter brother 💯💪 strong words are so much truth and facts about it all 💯👍 and just plain ❤️ heart fealt and just plain great 👍 and the video is a great one bro totally and the comments below 👇 are 🗣️ speaking for us all without any doubt 💯
I love all your music man I listen to all your music I'm dealing with someone that has an addiction, my brother I showed him your music and it helped him
Great song...no need to be sorry ..we just have to keep trying to do better each day..AMEN
Dude it’s a great day to find you!
Don't ever apologize for anything we do. We were here to endure certain co ditions to create us our true insight to who we really are and our purpose for this world. One day we shall repent and its son er than we think. But u know what u have a pure soul so you are divinely guided but never ever say sorry for what brought u to this place. You were meant to endure in order to celebrate. You are going the direction that u should be. And i am so grateful for having the opportunity of seeing you for your sound before your story. It doesnt mean anything to me. We all have one. But u friend are a butterfly who has gotten his wings because ur heart desired this more than any addiction. Rather they still linger or not. You are of a divi e essence and I believe I was led to because we r all from a soul tribe and I believe u are one of my soul family. I will be seeing u at home and I can't wait to meet u . . not crazy just aware. .. Go team addicts. Woohoo. . we r a strong cliche we r the true visionaries and indigo . keep ur light bright always.
If you could hear what my wife just said your boys keep it up Kentucky wildcard 502 AKA Knoxville you'll have fun keep it up brother I really like this one it was needed
Morehead KY right here. Keep on keeping on bro
Brother I’m in a wheelchair and sometimes when I have a attitude really bad this song I have touched me deeply and almost made me cry awesome so awesome thank you
Loving this new one Dirty, you are really killing it fam!! I LOOOOVE THIS SONG so much! It's so me!!
I have been fighting my addiction for the last 14 years off and on. This song truly made it easy for me to explain to my husband, my addiction. Thank you so much.
Hmmmm why is your songs so much like my life f.. k yeah I've been homeless everything you sing about I've been there saw it and still writing the book but Unfortunately it has many many chapters and No fairy tales here .. I'm still waiting on prince charming and happily ever after . Hell who the fk am I kidding, yo boi dirty your music really has touched my heart and soul hell who know's maybe we're all crazy maybe....... ❤️😋💋 Got my eyes 👀 on you........ 😉😂😂🤣
Hit home with this one! Heard it for the first time and was in love with it!
Whole! Keep it up.. Never been disappointed me and others I send your songs to.
So true, real, emotional, bruh, u did it once again, that damn dirty lmfao luv it bruh🔥✌️
Love all your videos they come from the soul I feel it hits home I been though hell an back an you're music helps shine on u are a 🌟Star
Another GREAT ONE! love it man! You got great tunes!
Addiction wronging your life then time you take get clean you loose out in the end anyways .either way you loose peace you peace something else that you didn't want loose .great song
Have peace in all of it
7 yrs sober, Jesus set me free, blinded by all my doubts, He says trust Him, repent n believe the blood cleanses from all sin
Mr 912 🔥🔥.. 863.. keep making Real life music..
Wow so raw and incredible 💗💗🥰
Wow Dirty this is awesome love this.. Another number 1 on the charts.. I feel this.
SO LOVE MEANS FINDING WHO YOU ARE AS A WHOLE… TWO HALVES OF THE SAME SOUL… THIS IZ ULTIMATELY WHAT WE’RE PROVING AND REASON FÖR ALL THE SUFFERING… WE SUFFER UNTIL WE ARE REUNITED WITH OURSELVES AGAIN AND IN HOLY UNION IMMERSED IN THE HEALING LIGHT AND LOVE OF SOURCE
Wow….this song is powerful and I love your voice. You can FEEL the song when you are singing. You are very talented and have a special gift. Music touches people and this song is going to be an inspiration to a lot of people fighting addiction. Thank you and keep the great music coming ❤️👍🎸🎼
Damn Good song Feel it Thru and Thru... First track of yours I heard and Damn its a Banger... This song Is the things that go thru my head on those suicidal nights.... Love tha track tho.. Could see it make the Radio... Never Give up...
I needed this so fucking bad, so does my fiancé... WE NEEDED THIS.. you're music is my escape and top #1 main coping skill
Words can't explain how much I love this song, and how much I needed it right now.
Much love from Ky.
This is real alot of people I'm sure feel this one love the guitar in this one Another great song man keep it up and never let anyone bring you back down you are killing it and remember as long as Trista has your back you can continue to just keep going up but all in all this was awesome and real
Dammn man keep it up brother