ROACHES [Explicit Lyrics] - LuLuYam Official Song and Visualizer

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  • Опубликовано: 29 дек 2024

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  • @luluyam_music
    @luluyam_music  Год назад +1041

    EDIT: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 1 MILLION VIEWS ON ROACHES!

    • @BillWorshipper
      @BillWorshipper Год назад +16

      Thank you luluyam!!! The art is amazing and I can't wait to see the comic. 🪳❤️

    • @SolverMousey
      @SolverMousey Год назад +6

      Amazing music as always, thank you for all your hard work!! 💜

    • @cardsinplay-cardreadingsan5172
      @cardsinplay-cardreadingsan5172 Год назад +6

      I’ve been making playlists with your music on Spotify and your monthly listeners there has doubled to almost 12,000. 🎊 🎉❤

    • @Iluvsayingyummy
      @Iluvsayingyummy Год назад +5

      Yummy

    • @devofficialchannel
      @devofficialchannel Год назад +1

      You're the best🖤❤️

  • @brianawong312
    @brianawong312 9 месяцев назад +701

    This song makes me want to pull out a whiteboard and overanalyse the music video and the lyrics looking for symbolism.

    • @luluyam_music
      @luluyam_music  9 месяцев назад +220

      You should. There's a lot of hidden meaning in my visualizers and art. :)

    • @momosannn3958
      @momosannn3958 5 месяцев назад +21

      GAME THEORY TIME BABY !!

    • @sahaafa9082
      @sahaafa9082 3 месяца назад +5

      Да!

    • @DamienBishop-mo6sz
      @DamienBishop-mo6sz Месяц назад +3

      @@momosannn3958 Song theory!!

  • @h0td0gwater
    @h0td0gwater 8 месяцев назад +146

    Awww maaann I love the raised by the internet vibes & 2000s internet music influencessss❤❤❤❤

    • @luluyam_music
      @luluyam_music  8 месяцев назад +28

      HEEEEY you get the vibe lol!

  • @spicyrin
    @spicyrin 9 месяцев назад +1135

    This song is the defenition of "I'm a bad bitch with manic depression.", at least that's what I think the "roaches" are.

    • @luluyam_music
      @luluyam_music  9 месяцев назад +555

      Roaches represent the negative thoughts that plague the mind when going through a manic episode. The entire song is about the highs and lows of mania.

    • @Atlasworld2005
      @Atlasworld2005 7 месяцев назад +68

      I thought it was about Anxiety (any form, "classic", as i refer to it, AKA Generalized Anxiety Disorder or "Social", which is, you guessed it, Social Anxiety) when I first heard this track. And I still KINDA think it, though I know it's about Mania. It could also be used for Depression and ADHD, as people WITH ADHD tend to have a lot of negative/intrusive thoughts. Mine are rampant and almost debilitating. Yes, I've got ADHD. And I believe some form of Autism.
      I know no one asked, though.
      thank you for coming to my ted talk. and thank you for reading/listening if you made it this far.

    • @Horrorfan123
      @Horrorfan123 6 месяцев назад +16

      @@Atlasworld2005 same, I do too, with both ADHD and agreeing

    • @Atlasworld2005
      @Atlasworld2005 5 месяцев назад +5

      ​@@Horrorfan123YOOOOO SO REAL

    • @lordbelou7279
      @lordbelou7279 5 месяцев назад +2

      Wait wait wait
      What exactly is mania ? I'm getting worried :')

  • @strawberriesforvels
    @strawberriesforvels Год назад +850

    ACTUALLY GOING FERAL OVER THIS- GONNA BLAST THIS SONG FOR HOURS NOW

    • @DexTheDestroyer
      @DexTheDestroyer Год назад +28

      LITERALLY. I HAVE AN ART COMM AND THIS IS MOTIVATING ME TO FINISH IT

    • @Giorno-x2h
      @Giorno-x2h 8 месяцев назад +8

      WALLY OH MY GOD GO AWAY

    • @Anjo_404
      @Anjo_404 6 месяцев назад +7

      Frank might like this song. Maybe. ACtually Frank would probably like jazz. Or something similar. So evil Frank would like this song.

    • @ODD_DRAWZ
      @ODD_DRAWZ 5 месяцев назад +3

      YOURE NOT WALLY SPOUSE YO IMPOSTER, THATS MEEE/jk

  • @lapraslazuli
    @lapraslazuli 4 месяца назад +134

    This embodies the idea “I feel like I’m the worst so I act like I’m the best.” I feel this so much.

    • @Kaylee-Bear
      @Kaylee-Bear 17 дней назад +2

      "If you are not very careful, your possessions will possess you!"

  • @dark_c0rner
    @dark_c0rner Год назад +1672

    also you missed the opportunity to use that dancing cockroach meme

    • @K.I.S
      @K.I.S 8 месяцев назад +59

      Lmao 💀

    • @beetlejuice2257
      @beetlejuice2257 8 месяцев назад +68

      I'm so glad I'm not the only one who thinks of that meme when listening to this 💀🤣

    • @Starv01d
      @Starv01d 8 месяцев назад +52

      what about the roaches with the Miraccas:((((

    • @LUMLUM24
      @LUMLUM24 5 месяцев назад +9

      YES

    • @chasethemaster3440
      @chasethemaster3440 5 месяцев назад +10

      I know who made that meme

  • @girlypopgeek
    @girlypopgeek Год назад +408

    These lyrics are insannnnne. Like I know how hard it can get a flow to come off like this, it’s so goooood 🙌🏾

    • @girlypopgeek
      @girlypopgeek Год назад +17

      Also the video editing, music production, art style, message. All amazing well done!!

  • @Sleepy_ColorfulAlien
    @Sleepy_ColorfulAlien Год назад +352

    Thank you LuLuYam for being my biggest inspiration, i have been having horrible anxiety and a artblock that has lasted for 2 months now and you're music has been my biggest comfort for my panic attacks and other things. You are one of the more positive things that has happened to me this year and i can HEAVILY relate to your songs, especially this song and I just wanted to say thank you for being a better influence on me.

    • @l-exist
      @l-exist 9 месяцев назад +1

      Dude I’m actually experiencing pain trying to figure out what your pfp is like I literally can’t tell but I know it’s meant to be SOMETHING

    • @l-exist
      @l-exist 9 месяцев назад +1

      Okay nvm I clicked on your profile and it’s Charlie and Vaggie. Cool. 👍

  • @Kittkatkitti
    @Kittkatkitti 11 месяцев назад +161

    my biggest flex is i can sing along now without a SINGLE MISTAKE!!! love you luluyam, you never fail to give me a fun challenge with your songs. I hope you get big enough for merch because i WILL be buying it!

    • @Kittkatkitti
      @Kittkatkitti 11 месяцев назад +9

      AHHHH I GOT A HEART FROM LULUJKFHGDKJLKGHSKDG

  • @voidyyzz
    @voidyyzz Год назад +532

    YET ANOTHER LULUYAM BANGER!! GONNA HAVE THIS ON LOOP FOR THE NEXT WEEK

  • @randomperson-hb6tl
    @randomperson-hb6tl Год назад +278

    1:40 "My brain is a temple, I'd be treating her gently" gonna be my mental health mantra from now on (also just love this song and video overall!)

  • @BUnitMN-T
    @BUnitMN-T Год назад +327

    If you think roaches are bad...think of the flies. Too quick, but always bothering you. No matter how many you kill, they keep coming back.
    Lord of the Flies

    • @ryokokereukhuran
      @ryokokereukhuran 8 месяцев назад +33

      Yeah but roaches are impossible to kill, and once you get an infestation they're impossible to deal with.
      Roaches also just suck more than flies

    • @_-NatureMations-_
      @_-NatureMations-_ 8 месяцев назад +11

      At least the flies die quickly on their own

    • @Choshako
      @Choshako 7 месяцев назад +1

      I'd take flies over roaches any day. I can squish flies with my bare hands no problem, that doesn't gross me out too much. But cockroaches make this disgusting crunch when you squish them. Like a cracker being snapped in half. And their blood can have various colors like white, black, red, etc, it's so disgusting I'd rather set myself on fire than get that on my skin.

    • @ItsMeCartoonCG
      @ItsMeCartoonCG 7 месяцев назад +11

      Also, killing one roach attracts more, making it worse for yourself the more you kill

    • @MarieMusics
      @MarieMusics 5 месяцев назад +1

      I just finished Lord of the Flies ?? Holy crap :0

  • @Vengi_Tales
    @Vengi_Tales 8 месяцев назад +135

    My theory from the visualizers I’ve watched so far is that they’re all different people, just inside the same body. “You live deep inside my brain” plus the way they all have the same exact hair style, cheek accents and eye shape.

    • @conlvroy5672
      @conlvroy5672 6 месяцев назад +15

      They’re different and separate individuals actually since nikoli Ankov and mimmie exist

  • @o.w.nthehunter1084
    @o.w.nthehunter1084 Год назад +202

    Another absolute BANGER Lulu. Once I get my Spotify premium back you know I'm gonna be bLASTING THIS on repeat

  • @shaderdaemon5971
    @shaderdaemon5971 9 месяцев назад +6

    Such a jam this song been stuck in my head and seems to never get old keep it up all bangers

    • @luluyam_music
      @luluyam_music  9 месяцев назад +5

      Thank you so so much!! ♥️♥️♥️🪳🪳🪳

  • @HelixMerSD
    @HelixMerSD 7 месяцев назад +144

    As a bipolar person I can relate to this song so much😭 the unbearing Paranoia of going to sleep / not being able to ,
    Dunno if this happens to anyone else but I get unwanted violent thoughts :’) and also the forbidden *god complex* I get :( - there’s so much I could talk abt here but overall the songs a banger!

    • @EVOLUTIONINCARNATE
      @EVOLUTIONINCARNATE 5 месяцев назад +9

      got bipolar type 2, DiD,cptsd, ect ect and yeah i understand that 100%
      the want to murder in our mind and having to try and shut that out

  • @buffsquid3027
    @buffsquid3027 5 месяцев назад +55

    Not my epileptic ass still watching this despite the fact that I probably shouldn’t cause it’s just deadass so swag 🗣️🗣️

  • @elvinwisp
    @elvinwisp 3 месяца назад +19

    I love that part when it reveals the knife in your head while you're dtill smiling. It's the perfect embodiment of "this is fine."

  • @steampunkemo9211
    @steampunkemo9211 Год назад +49

    God DAMN i was NOT expecting this to be a literal BOP
    I have absolutely no clue what this song is talking about, what the video is about, this was a random song that was in my feed and oml im so happy i saved it to my watch later and clicked on it. From the art to the music to the lyrics to the overall vibe-this aint a fire, this is a literally EXPLOSION

  • @alistar3146
    @alistar3146 Год назад +67

    God I'm so glad I discovered your music
    I'm autistic and those songs help me get through my meltdowns, overstimulation and understimulation, you're really talented

    • @JustWiseWolf
      @JustWiseWolf 11 месяцев назад +6

      I've got C-PTSD and her songs help me as well.... Especially sympathy for SOME reason~

    • @stuffnscafe8264
      @stuffnscafe8264 9 месяцев назад +2

      @@JustWiseWolf Ah yes. SOME reason.

    • @_-NatureMations-_
      @_-NatureMations-_ 8 месяцев назад +2

      Sameeee I have severe mental issues(Probably involving psychosis, we can't get anything formally diagnosed where I live ;-;).
      This song and Everything are both songs that I really relate to Lol, mainly this one

  • @_zzy.xx._
    @_zzy.xx._ 9 месяцев назад +7

    I found you trough Sympathy, blasted that for hours and reccomended it to my SO and we now keep sending eachother your music and love it everytime. Love your music ❤

  • @Kittkatkitti
    @Kittkatkitti Год назад +73

    new favorite song, you literally never miss. also, love how iconic the warning sound is getting now

    • @Kittkatkitti
      @Kittkatkitti Год назад +5

      I will continue to say this, im gonna need a lulu plush

  • @thetherrannative
    @thetherrannative 6 месяцев назад +8

    With the context of this being about manic episodes, I LOVE the bits near the end with the alternating serious and grinning faces. I've only experienced a precious few manic episodes courtesy of my "hey, what if it was only the lows" brand of Bipolar, but boy those visuals felt _right_ in my brain for the few times I've had 'em.

  • @BestGuitarPlayaa76
    @BestGuitarPlayaa76 Год назад +130

    you are such a underrated artist it hurts, you deserve more publicity u are so cool :)

  • @BouncyLittleHuman
    @BouncyLittleHuman Год назад +56

    I need to give a big thanks to the RUclips algorithm for introducing this song to me. And on Christmas too! A little gift from RUclips to by ears. This tickles my brain in the most delightful of ways.

  • @woolfythetigershark
    @woolfythetigershark 9 месяцев назад +9

    I get a feeling this may be talking about people who try and talk down on you or maybe have said wrongs to you,(maybe bullying too?) which I personally relate to- such a great song in its whole, hope people find how amazing your songs are!

    • @luluyam_music
      @luluyam_music  9 месяцев назад +7

      Thank you, but also no! It's about manic episodes and how I experience them.

    • @woolfythetigershark
      @woolfythetigershark 9 месяцев назад +3

      that seems way worse than my idea ;-; but i hope you got over those!

  • @jokernoob9905
    @jokernoob9905 5 месяцев назад +14

    CRAWLIN THROUGH MY BRAIN, CLINGING TO MY FRONTAL LOBE!!!!!🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥

  • @AustinAmanita-xz2uj
    @AustinAmanita-xz2uj Год назад +41

    I'm crocheting to this after just finishing off finals week and I swear your voice as a whole hits different after stress. It's amazing. And another amazing song!

  • @mitchjohnson1081
    @mitchjohnson1081 8 месяцев назад +7

    Okay apparently the "Ke$ha" bit ALSO has its origins in other songs and it's famously called the "Arabian Riff" or the "Snake Charmer Song" and I gotta say CONSIDER ME CHARMED because i have had this chorus on loop for DAYS now!!!! especially the "You ain't nothin' but no roaches, I know you bitches know this, I got you by the throat, sis, good night, yeah, buenas noches!" So catchy!!!

  • @0reht0ps
    @0reht0ps 2 месяца назад +11

    I know this is about bipolar mania but I find it relatable as someone who has OCD, arguing with my own "roaches" all the frickin time

  • @JuicyDragonfruit
    @JuicyDragonfruit Год назад +20

    Your music give me villianish energy and I’m obsessed

  • @kiro8720
    @kiro8720 Год назад +21

    Wow, roaches in my brain LOVED dancing to this song! 🪳they even left me alone! 💃thank you for your hard work! the visuals are an eye candy, and the rhythme scratches my brain the right way

  • @DartMonkey-e5d
    @DartMonkey-e5d Месяц назад +3

    I'm tired of pretending that this song doesn't exist, THIS IS SO GOOD OMGGGG

  • @kuku_karma
    @kuku_karma Год назад +67

    Best song I've seen so far! I love how it closely related to a few of my disorders and I love the visuals for the video! Definitely will be on loop wall rapping presents this holiday season!

  • @_canineteeth_
    @_canineteeth_ Год назад +16

    Relating to this song a painful amount right now, so glad RUclips recommended me this banger. Wishing you peace and happiness in 2024, someone like you with this much skill deserves to thrive and have success.
    P.S. Ke$ha's take it off is such delightful music taste and inspo. Hats off to you-

  • @_-NatureMations-_
    @_-NatureMations-_ 8 месяцев назад +15

    I feel like roaches were chosen because roaches are so resilient and impossible to get rid of for good

  • @S1lly.St4rg4z3R
    @S1lly.St4rg4z3R Год назад +18

    I’m honestly so glad I discovered your content back in October, your music’s really been carrying me through the home stretch of 2023 💜🧡

  • @manzlaughter-2033
    @manzlaughter-2033 9 месяцев назад +5

    LULUYAM!! This is the first song I’ve listened to on Spotify, and omg your music is so so good. It’s raw and powerful, but also very real, especially sympathy. Keep making music! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @Silver.Studios.
    @Silver.Studios. Месяц назад +2

    You are my new artist obsession, I’m gonna be taking hella inspiration from this. Not only has the song been a hyperfixation of mine for about a month, but the video is so pleasing to watch. I used to want an artstyle similar to FoxiBoxi (old name to hear, I know) but this is drop dead gorgeous. The spiky artstyle is something I already love, but the eyelashes are hypnotizing, no pun intended. 🩶🩶 2:00 -2:20

  • @datboioverthehills8369
    @datboioverthehills8369 Месяц назад +1

    Im sure this has been analyzed and said before, but the background track and starting off with odd and chaotic breathing mimics that of being in a chaotic/manic episode as well as a panic attack caused by the "roaches in your mind." Its just a really cool detail i like about songs like this.

  • @Goldstarri
    @Goldstarri Год назад +10

    UGHHH THIS SLAPS SO HARDDD- HELLO
    THE MELODY IS INSANELY CATCHY
    definitely gonna have this on repeat for hours on end for weeks

  • @nikkisugai9210
    @nikkisugai9210 Год назад +34

    I found you recently and I just adore your songs so much.
    I literally listen to them on daily basis, its just too good not to.
    Thank you for making such gold 🙏❤

  • @kittydeadzombiegirl
    @kittydeadzombiegirl 2 месяца назад +2

    Ah, yes, the song that introduced me to your music! I've been in love with your music ever since. Take care of yourself, Miss!

  • @asslyasafoxx
    @asslyasafoxx Год назад +20

    i havent been able to get enough of your music and your Vizualizers, its catchy, eye catching and jaw dropping

  • @jeanvandenberg8986
    @jeanvandenberg8986 Месяц назад +1

    I love this song. Really hits close to home. Having social anxiety, bi-polar disorder and depression. Unwanted thoughts really feel like roaches in one's mind.

  • @zzz_naptime
    @zzz_naptime 11 месяцев назад +12

    this is the first song I've heard from you
    and it certainly won't be the last! this is so catchy!

  • @NebulositySTW
    @NebulositySTW 8 месяцев назад +9

    Aaaaaaaand I've been blasting this all morning. Gives off ghost and pals vibes but less electronic and more edm and punk. Love it!

  • @imWeridODVI
    @imWeridODVI 8 месяцев назад +13

    SHOWING THIS TO THE ROACHES IN MY SCHOOL🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @darkember_im.fictional
    @darkember_im.fictional Год назад +9

    This is amazing??! The song is already a bop, but the visuals too! Really adds the cherry on top

  • @takinglymoth
    @takinglymoth Год назад +38

    cant wait for this!! ive seen some parts and i know its gonna be a good song:3

  • @MySweetBijou
    @MySweetBijou 11 месяцев назад +1

    I'm so glad that having OCs is a common enough thing that people who are also super talented can make them and can make music/videos for their funny little brain people. I don't know how much of an "oc" she is for you but I love her and I love these visualizers/your music. This song is by far my favorite, but it's definitely not the only one I'm obsessed with.

  • @Gooseberry224
    @Gooseberry224 Год назад +2

    Literally found your music yesterday. Fell in love with the vibe and your voice. And love the way you’re not afraid to cuss and say bad things while in most music they never say a cuss word. Please keep making music and I will continue to support you.

  • @MMarsmalade
    @MMarsmalade Год назад +6

    The wurms in my brain are wiggling violently my head is exploding 🤯🤯🤯🤯💜💜💜

  • @LeechyBoi
    @LeechyBoi 2 месяца назад +2

    god damn, I'm enthralled with your work.

  • @RRoachx
    @RRoachx 4 месяца назад +2

    Before listening to this song, I was in a tough situation with art block, I just couldn’t finish nothing without not feeling the drawing and ideas. BUT BOYYY when i started listening to this song, I get such a rush of joy and inspiration, to the point where I had basically created ideas and ocs just based of this song and others of your work. YOU ARE AWESOME AT WHAT YOU DO 🫡‼️‼️‼️

    • @RRoachx
      @RRoachx 4 месяца назад +1

      I JUST REALIZED MY USER IS ALSO INSPIRED BY YOU😭 i feel a little too happy ^^

  • @RoseRelisnot
    @RoseRelisnot 4 месяца назад +2

    0:53 There's a hole in the wall, a bloody free-for-all

  • @abelgordon9906
    @abelgordon9906 Месяц назад +2

    New artist found...Sweet.

  • @esoopthederp7672
    @esoopthederp7672 4 месяца назад +1

    Quite possibly the calmest mental break down in a song at around the two minute mark, been there mate

  • @reportpunkie7890
    @reportpunkie7890 Год назад +9

    Love this song sm, I saw your name and immediately clicked. Ur music never dissapoints

  • @LunaBloodWolf
    @LunaBloodWolf 11 месяцев назад +2

    ik im like soo late but this is SUCH a good song!! ik you said that Kesha's "take it off" was the beat inspo but im also hearing a lot of early 2000's Karmin! (specifically the song "I Told You So") AND IM LIVING FOR IT !!

  • @Emberswildwolfers
    @Emberswildwolfers Год назад +3

    I'VE BEEN WAITING A MONTH FOR THIS! I've watched all the perveiws and I'm so hyped!!

  • @TheDJWolfie
    @TheDJWolfie Год назад +4

    LOVED. EVERY. SINGLE. SECOND. OF. THIS! SOOOOOO GOOD! Really did a great job LuluYam!
    And now to listen to this on repeat religiously on Spotify

  • @damianlechuga9762
    @damianlechuga9762 8 месяцев назад +2

    Years ago I told my therapist I couldn't help but to see people as roaches. The part of the eggs hit hard. Such a banger, I love it! 💚💚💚

  • @RatFish-l1p
    @RatFish-l1p 24 дня назад +4

    1 MILLION!!!

  • @dizzyclown7131
    @dizzyclown7131 2 месяца назад +3

    I dunno' but i personally see the "roaches" as maybe intrusive/unwanted thoughts too? I don't know, just an interpretation i could see wah this song rocks though fr

  • @vivydxlights
    @vivydxlights Год назад +3

    first time hearing one of your songs, been following off of tik tok excited for the drop and it was SO worth it, i cant wait to see what else you do because this is SO GOOD

  • @sesiele
    @sesiele 5 месяцев назад +1

    I'm now very invested in your oc's lore 👀
    also THIS IS A BOP!! I love your music!

  • @xchivee
    @xchivee Год назад +1

    ATE THIS UPPP

  • @dylanstuart2432
    @dylanstuart2432 Год назад +5

    I hope you're whole music career keeps goin how it has. You make some sick ass music. One of your biggest fans right here YUP YUP!!

  • @TentaclesCorner
    @TentaclesCorner 24 дня назад +1

    i am absolutely in love with song the drawings are amazing. ur sooo underrated

  • @RolandTheJabberwocky
    @RolandTheJabberwocky Месяц назад +5

    Whats the beat or tune that starts at 1:00 for the chorus? I know I've heard it before but I can't remember where.

    • @MaximusDream78
      @MaximusDream78 Месяц назад +1

      Take it off by Kesha

    • @RolandTheJabberwocky
      @RolandTheJabberwocky Месяц назад +1

      @MaximusDream78 Thanks, I actually figured out the original of that song as well, it's called the "snake charmers song" or "Arabic rhythm". Wasn't sure which Kesha song it was though, so thank you!

  • @majorspacebirb1327
    @majorspacebirb1327 Год назад +1

    Literal chills!!! Love the absolute chaos of this visualizer, absolutely hits what you were going for

  • @Derahbbg
    @Derahbbg 8 месяцев назад +1

    I love the video art a lot, it gives me an eerie sense, and the crazy throbbing screen!!

  • @controlkee8292
    @controlkee8292 5 месяцев назад +3

    Recently got this recommended on Spotify, streaming 24/7- addictive af

  • @lwardrop2453
    @lwardrop2453 4 месяца назад +2

    @LuLuYam The one question I have about this video, what is the stuff coming out of the eye?
    Why is it coming out of the pupil area?
    Why does it only come out of her right eye?
    Is it supposed to look gooey?
    (It looks like something gooey)

  • @KyoMunoz-wc5xr
    @KyoMunoz-wc5xr 9 месяцев назад +1

    i love your music im already a big fan

  • @thefreakasaurus
    @thefreakasaurus 6 месяцев назад

    this is the song that introduced me to your music and art, and HOLY SHIT im glad it did. youre genuinely such a genius songwriter and an amazing singer, and ur art is amazing. im really glad this song boosted your popularity as much as it did :3

  • @freiaoaks446
    @freiaoaks446 8 месяцев назад +1

    Damn didnt expect the rapping,great job!!!!

  • @Mar1dreams
    @Mar1dreams 8 месяцев назад +1

    Can I get full explanation on how this potraits a manic episode and such?I want to make artwork based on this song because I feel like it fits one of my friend's OC so I know how to potray her better into the art

    • @luluyam_music
      @luluyam_music  8 месяцев назад +4

      Basically, this is my own representation of how my manic episodes make me feel. A lot of the "hyping yourself up" kind of lyrics that come and go in the song is about the highs you experience when the episode starts. You feel as if nothing can take you down and you're amazing and capable of anything.
      But as the lyrics go on, they start to mention the roaches and how they "crawl all over me" which is in reference to the sudden overcoming feelings of hopelessness, self doubt, self hate, and immensely low feelings that hit when the bad part of the episode starts to dip.
      The roaches, in my song, are actually meant to be a metaphor for the constant uncomfortable physical and mental sensations that come from the swings of a manic episode. Manic episodes are merciless. As are roaches, which are something I fear greatly. Just as I fear my manic episodes.

  • @mitsuki_cat1873
    @mitsuki_cat1873 Год назад +7

    Love this!! I’m literally obsessed with your songs💀

  • @Tobiasss-s2m
    @Tobiasss-s2m Год назад +2

    OMG I just listened to this and its already in my top 10 fav song, a lot of which are already lulu and istg this is a BAMGER X3 can't wait for their next song I love u lulu

  • @jpl5776
    @jpl5776 23 часа назад

    I love how easily you can slip buenas nochas in there! It's a small part of the song, but it really shows your talent ♥

  • @jexxmixx
    @jexxmixx 10 месяцев назад +2

    THIS GOES UNFATHOMBLY HARD OH MY GOD
    Fantastic work.

  • @kris-sama666
    @kris-sama666 10 месяцев назад

    I can't thank Spotify enough for recommending this song for me. I'm in LOVE with your style of music! Your artistic visualizer and lyrics are so stunning and fun to watch and I absolutely adore your genre of nightmare pop! I'm a huge fan of the horror genre and it's hard to find good music with it. I also find so much comfort in your music too, about mental health and the realities of life. I can't wait for your next release! Everything about this I'm loving it! 🥺🖤

  • @cjfeather_
    @cjfeather_ Год назад +1

    i just came across this song today completely by chance and ur so underrated holy shit ?!?? ive already listened a stupid amount of times and will definitely be checking out the rest of ur discography

  • @RoxannesOneAndOnlyWife
    @RoxannesOneAndOnlyWife 10 месяцев назад +1

    why is this the best song ive heard this year so far like this is genuinely a brain worm

  • @kwekker
    @kwekker 3 дня назад

    genuinely feel like I'm levitating listening to this

  • @mushroomwroom
    @mushroomwroom Год назад

    your art style is so cool and the song is unbelievably catchy! you’re going to blow up so hard, i can already feel it :> love your cosplay of the character so much as well!!

  • @jlove666
    @jlove666 Год назад +1

    Babe you are amazing - please never stop. You are KILLING Itttttt!!!!

  • @evieyoung3164
    @evieyoung3164 10 месяцев назад

    I always love hearing your low voice, gives me shivers from how good it sounds!

  • @nancypants8060
    @nancypants8060 22 дня назад +1

    OMG i listened to this song a while back, and then could never find it again, IM SO GLAD I FINNALLY FOUND IT AGAIN THIS IS FARKING AMAZING

  • @ethankoch3036
    @ethankoch3036 11 месяцев назад +1

    love this song sm omg scratches my brain perfectly.
    also the beat lowkey reminds me of a childrens song/rhyme

  • @VernonFoxx
    @VernonFoxx Год назад

    Thank you for acknowledging Take It Off in the description so I wouldn't spend the rest of the night trying to remember what song this reminds me of

  • @BillWorshipper
    @BillWorshipper Год назад +4

    IM SO HYPED
    EDIT: THIS HAS BEEN ON REPEAT FOR SO LONG I CANT GET ENOUGH OF IT OMGOGMGOGM

  • @Adam_Satori
    @Adam_Satori Год назад +1

    Ваша музыка прекрасна! Она зачаровала меня с первого прослушивания, я готова слушать ее вновь и вновь. Обожаю ваш голос, его переходы, ритм музыки, визуальную картинку - да здесь все прекрасно! Спасибо огромное за ваше творчество!

  • @Milo_Reaper
    @Milo_Reaper Месяц назад

    your songs are so damn catchy! i always find myself humming them, be it roaches, everything, sympathy, etc. love them! the fact they also represent certain aspects of life makes me love them even more! oh, i also love how they sound like they are from years ago, if that makes sense.

  • @Breadloaf_da_cat
    @Breadloaf_da_cat Месяц назад

    You have no idea how much I LOVE your art style 😭

  • @maymousee
    @maymousee Год назад +1

    LULUYAM NEEDS TO BE MORE POPULAR THE FACT THESE SONGS ARE ABSOLUTE BANGERS EACH TIME

  • @01Koi_the_Pirate_Fish01
    @01Koi_the_Pirate_Fish01 3 месяца назад +6

    [ 1:23 ] not just me that hears "tonight your [[INSERT SPANISH]]" right..?