@Roberto Insingo Same thing has been happening to me for six years. It has slowed down considerably. Mine wasn't an emergency more like what is explained in awakening.
it is been 3 months since my kundalini awakening and everything you describe is happening. I have been feeling suicidal, lost and been reliving all of the past trauma , thoughts, feeling pain so deeply. I don't know how much longer I can take this. i have been meditating, practicing yoga and breathwork, journalling, called upon my guides. I can't even get out of bad some days, and everything with my work, house situation and relationships is falling apart. I keep repeating just one more day, just one more hour..Thank you for sharing your knowledge. I will seek for an healer.
Spiritual Awakening/Emergency/ Kundalini happened all in one year, felt absolute bliss, felt deeply suicidal, contacted the spirit realm, heard clear communication, experienced God Syndrome, experienced humbleness, started a business, became homeless, remembered past lives/ alternate dimensional states of consciousness 2 years later I'm still here RECOVERING OOF releasing old habits, meditating daily, less planning more presence, healing my subconscious, still so much to release, also much light to shine unto others Thanks Christina for your contribution of knowledge! Happy to be a subscriber and a support!
That's how I feel all the time. I know very few people in my personal life who have gone through what I have (death, and can now see the other side 🤣🤣🤣) and now I get .... "Your crazy" so I just stopped. So just learned I had a spiritual emergency when I had my spiritual awakening. I thought everyone woke up like that 🤦
I truly feel like I’ve been in a spiritual emergency for many many years.. every day life has been impossible. But I feel like I’ve been constantly spiritually and emotionally evolving - at light speed. So my 3D world is disrupted and collapsed, but my internal world is reaching and reaching always to a higher level. I need balance.
Just my own opinion. But it sounds to me you're doing Lightworker duties. My understanding is we chose to remain in low vibration areas, so we in turn can help the souls that are trapped there. I could be wrong.
after listening to this great video - I now know that while I was having a long - drawn out spiritual awakening - I also had several spiritual emergencies. 3 nights within 6 days MY BRAIN FELT LIKE IT WAS ON FIRE .... but only JUST WHEN my head hit the pillow as I lay down to sleep. Somehow I knew it was spiritual - but still it was so scary. I would put a bag of ice on my head. Then - I LOST MY VOCABULARY & COULD NOT DO SIMPLE MATH. The math difficulty did not last long - but I lost access to my vocabulary. This was embarrassing & upsetting & scary. I did not know where to turn. No one I knew could relate. And therefore IT WAS EMBARRASSING TO ADMIT - SO I ISOLATED MYSELF. But that was fine with me. I was perfectly happy....but I think it extending the process. It is good to have an aware support system. I WAS UNABLE TO DO WORK. I didn't feel "depressed" or sad, etc...but I had ZERO MOTIVATION. I would have DEADLINES, BUT I COULD NOT CARE LESS. I work for myself - and I just wouldn't do the projects. I COULD NOT FOCUS FOR LONG PERIODS OF TIME - and nothing in my brain told me to work. I would just berate myself. So I had to stop getting projects - because I could not complete them and that would be wrong for the client. And I WAS NOT CONNECTED WITH TIME. Hours could go by - and I had done nothing. Or again - the ability to motivate myself to do things - even though I knew something was coming due. Used to - I would motivate myself via curiosity & enjoyment....and sometimes towards a deadline I would let fear kick in to motivate me (fear of not making the deadline...having people upset with me...) But NO FEAR TO BE FOUND. I WOULD GET UP & JUST SIT. Or I WOULD WALK IN THE WOODS OR TO THE LAKE. Who knows where the time went. I had a few spiritual visions....but not many. I did not have big insites. I was just lost and waiting to get my life back. But "my life" never came back. MY INTERESTS CHANGED. Things I LOVED TO DO DID NOT INTEREST ME ANYMORE. I started to have nice interactions with WILDLIFE. I never had an interest in wild animals...but now I CRAVED BEING AROUND THEM. I LOST THE NEED TO BE EMBARRASSED. I used to be easily embarrassed. I CARED SO MUCH - TOO MUCH - WHAT OTHERS THOUGHT. I COULDN'T CARE LESS NOW. I went from LOW SELF ESTEEM in certain areas - TO SELF LOVE & SELF ACCEPTANCE!!!! MY HEART HAS OPENED UP - & I HAVE MUCH MORE EMPATHY WITH OTHERS. I UNDERSTAND NOW THAT IN SO MANY WAYS (which I had no clue) LIFE CAN BE VERY DIFFICULT. We all just need love &respect & understanding. I would search the internet for examples like this...but could find very little. THANK YOU CHRISTINA for explaining things!!! You are such a communicator / teacher & SO VERY GENEROUS. All those going thru this - FIND SUPPORT. BOOK A SESSION WITH CHRISTINA!
You need to find a group of like-minded people and then your confidence will build. You will know that you're okay and better than okay you're evolving
Thank you so much for this! Perfect timing! This video is so on point. The awakening process can be pretty hard, I know that, but the last two days have been completely out of this world. I suddenly couldn't shower or get out of bed. Was not even able to eat. Extreme headaches. Exhaustion to an extend where I was almost drooling. Loss of time and space. Cramping my whole body. Shivering. Anxiety. Feeling disconnected. Finally found myself on the floor.... wrapped in my blanket. Then two hours ago I cried my eyes out. Anyone with me? Best wishes to all of you. Much love and thanks again for another great video!
@@spiritgotu Yes, people don't know what causes the data not to show up but it has been happening more than it ever used to. I have been following the graph on my phone for about 6 months and it sure has been ramping up. I keep it open on a browser tab.
Sending love and blessings to you. Talk to your guides, your ‘team’. Even if you can’t hear them yet, they can definitely hear you. They are cheering you on. So much love to you❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I've been dizzy with ringing in the ears now for a full year, tachicardia and BP high and lows...smetimes I think is the end... all else has been also bombarded - in every way... 🙏🌹 Love to all
I needed this so much. I experienced a spiritual emergency (spontanious kundalini awakening) 2 months ago. I haven't talked about it with many people because I was afraid they would think I am crazy. I have had a lot of anxiety lately but something inside of me knew it was be raising my conciousness. This video is very conforting. Thank you so much.
Giirrrrllll i too am a pieces lady and idk if iam moon but id believe it in a sec cause i also feel the moon and stars so closely. And i asked in my comment above if you can have more than one emergency cause as shes enlightening me on it iam FINALLLLLY ABLE to put a name to these vibrations in my body and all the crazzzzyyy life ive lived but i did pray to God as a child to show him iam his loyal amd faithful servant who has always had this connection and mind that just knows things I WONT ever allow my ego to do the god complex thing i have been taught over and over again of humility. But i do have two turtles and some goldfish in a 55 gal and they are kinda a lil world that completly relys on me to care for them. And i make their tank so amazing , i joke with my kids that i can turtle whisper . Any ways sorry for the longwinded reply but you totally got me in muh feels like YYYAAAAASSSSS B ME TOOO. BTW FEB, 24, 1983 IS ME
I'm not going through a spiritual emergency but this helped me to understand why people feel so unsettled during spiritual growth. May all in distress be Blessed with calm, peace and loving kindness surrounding you always.
✨Can completely relate to this! You have such a gift for pinpointing issues and explaining them so brilliantly. You are truly a remarkable woman! Sincere gratitude! ♥️♥️♥️
I literally just went through this and it completely caught me off guard. I thought I had all the spiritual tools to tackle anything and then this happened. I could NOT figure out how to get out of it and felt like I was spiraling out of control. It was like the dark night of the soul but much more intense and out of control. Then, I began to just strip things out of my life....relationships, things, responsibilities until I started feeling an equilibrium again...I finally can breathe a little bit. Simplifying my life and relationships literally saved my life. Hope this can help others.
I booked a session with a psychiatrist for next month because I thought I was going bipolar. I haven't been able to work in months and I'm a single Momma of two. It's frightening. I feel like my world is falling apart at times. My Awakening began last March. It's been challenging to function successfully since. I've thought many times to contact you. No one else seems to understand what's happening with me. This is TOO much!
Cat prayers up for you too Cat🙏🏽 I finished this video and found it to be really helpful. Understanding what’s going on makes me hopeful that this thing isn’t going to take me out.
It is a historic pattern..that enlightened beings often featured a deep existentialist crisis..that triggered them on to their liberating path......most prominent example is the Gautama Buddha story
I’ve had this spiritual emergency since 2017, I’ve had hallucinations, nightmares, and I was told it’s ptsd and trauma the nightmares started going away here’s my advice: 1. Get exercise anyway you can. 2. Get a loving pet. 3. Get mental health therapy. 4. Identify the problem. 5. Blame the thing or person who caused it. 6. Reevaluate your beliefs. 7. Get help for it. 8. If your spiritual, pray a lot.
I am going through a spiritual emergency. I connect to voices. They give me answers. I feel alone, those near me are frightened, I'm frightened of people. Always been connected but now more. The sense of honour humbled and grateful and appreciative of the love. I stay away from people as much as possible as I know they wanting from me. I was giving in. I am on Tablets as people give me mental illness health issues. I have been working on myself but my work stopped. I saw demon blackness inside a person. Thank you for giving so much. Love be xox
OMG I go to the lake every day and I hold rocks and have collected them over the last 2 years and they feel more and more unpasteurized to me! My family think I'm crazy..I even talk to them.. they give me some kind of soothing or comforting feeling.. my front porch and back are full, along with my truck..I have a story God gave me with the rocks and I how to share it one day! You have helped me so much! I know I suffer from mental and health problems but this all makes more since now! People have been so mean to me thinking I'm going nuts or crazy. Sadly I have no one to go to. I watch and listen to Sadguru.. my mental issues have scared me and past traumas, I'm no longer self harming when upset. I'm learning and not giving up even though some days are so hard. I keep being pushed forward after falling down repeatedly... I Thank you... Sincerely, Engrid
Thank you so much Christina! 🙏I went through spiritual emergency 7 years ago. I wasn't spiritual at all, as well as all people, friends and family around me. Was tremendous hard for me to understand and manage everything completely by myself. I also refused all kinds of medical western treatments because I listened to my guides. Now I'm full of grateful because all my life changed after that in a very positive way✨What you are doing is very very helpful! Again thank you very much! 🙏💕
I'm one of those people who wasn't at all spiritual, who suddenly had a spontaneous Kundalini awakening, and I was diagnosed with psychosis twice, went through hospitalization, and thankfully my very knowledgeable therapist knew about Kundalini awakenings at the time and was able to help me get the information I needed. It's still such a struggle because my life is still very stagnant in certain ways that I feel impatient with. But I am happy to have awakened and left behind the job that was not serving ANYONE and looking forward to whatever comes next!
Wow... there is such a thing “ Spiritual Emergency”.. it really sounds crazy but it is happening to me and it make sense now. Thank you for this enlightenment. I could have saved money from my medical bills, but it’s now part of my story/ journey to tell. All of a sudden when I have this surges of energy of I can’t focus, I go out in my yard and pull out weeds or tend to my flowering plants. Little did I know that’s my act of grounding because I feel better after wards. Incredible!!!! Thank you Christina!!! ❤️
Namaste Christina. I would like to add one more thing about spiritual emergency that when it happens a lot of love, guidance and protection starts flowing to the person. I can compare it with the movie scenes in which a newly born child is alone in woods and whole nature starts supporting her through animals, trees, angels and so on. I know, I am being guided this way and very thankful to God. He sent you also Christina with all your stuff. I didn't know you or anything else about all this stuff, but God sent everything. Yes, its difficult process/ journey but I am trusting the process. Thank you so much for being here.
Thank you SO MUCH for this video 🙏🏻I’m new to your channel and I’m loving your content so far! So informative and all of it resonates deeply with me. For EIGHTEEN YEARS I’ve been trying to figure out what it was that happened to me and hopefully put a name to it or find someone else who had been through something similar. My Spiritual Awakening began only 8 months ago, but my Spiritual EMERGENCY happened 18 years ago when I was 18 years old. It was OVERWHELMING and I literally beat myself over the head with an object until the top of my head was mushy. When I woke up in the hospital, I was immediately put in the psychiatric wing and told that I’d had a “manic episode” and that I was bipolar. Over the course of the next couple of weeks in the hospital, the blood began to drain from my head wound and I appeared to have 2 black eyes. Top and bottom of both eyes were black although no trauma to my face. I was forced into a CT scan, given meds, and released from the hospital. I’ve always believed it to be Spiritual in nature (although I wasn’t on a Spiritual journey at the time). I never accepted the diagnosis of “manic episode” , “psychotic break” , or “post-traumatic stress” when other people would try to help me make sense of it. Since my ACTUAL Spiritual Awakening began, I’ve been guided to energy healing (which I had to Google because I had no awareness of until recently). I also just began an online Shamanic course last week. Words cannot express how grateful I am for this encouragement and reassurance that I’m on the right path and being guided to my true purpose in life. This video is inspiring me to figure out a way to possibly raise awareness in psychology-based fields. Figuring out a way to bridge that gap so that other people don’t go misdiagnosed would be GOLDEN. Much love and blessings ❤️
I had one and it was awful, but I made it thru, I recently woke to my twin flame and I am having to cope with that now. Not an easy journey. I am also a certified Kundalini Yoga teacher.
victoria sparkes I went through a nightmarish one where I experienced both hallucinations and nightmares, maybe there was certain events in your life that caused it? If so, it’s wise to use blame energy, for instance, I was in India for 2 months, was shot at, went through 3 deaths, experienced 6-7 hate crimes. So I started using blame energy on those things, it started working, but at the same time, I still feel lost at times.
You described my day by day. No wish to do even the basic tasks. My brain is accelerated for sure. I don’t feel I am depressive. I don’t feel any self inflation but frustration to not being more useful and active as in the past. I miss people but I don’t want to go anywhere to socialize. I wish I have more manifestations as you describe now but for sure I have had it much more in the past.
Thankfully this video popped up on my feed. I needed desperately to hear this today. I could not for the life of me understand where these sudden waves of emotions were coming from and why. The frustration and anger I started to feel towards myself because of it was taking a toll. I cant explain how much I appreciate your guidance. Your channel is a savior. Thank you so much 🙏
1. Calm the fear: or else it may be worse with the anxiety, panic attacks, etc. The nervous system is already sensitive to stress. Do anything to soothe yourself. Talk to yourself and the universe 2. Observe with detachment: visualise yourself being calm in case of a tornado. It's like watching a movie detached. 3. Ground yourself as much as possible : It's sometimes difficult bc of receiving too much info. Grabbing rocks and observe while sitting on grass. Anchoring yourself in the reality using the 5 senses, for grounding. 4. Seek the right help: (impossible for me except this video lol)
Wow. You hit the nail on the head with this one. I relate to everything!! I think I've had a few spiritual emergencies during my lifetime. The latest one of them being similiar to yours! I was sitting in meditation, doing a chakra/chanting meditation and my kundalini awakened very abruptly. I remember sweating intensely and like a strong electric current ran through my whole body. It felt like I was burning up! And then there was this intense feeling of dread... like a feeling of a void of some sort? I can't explain it. This triggered an intense panic attack in me and it brought up all of my old fears/unresolved traumas. Shortly after, when listening to the teachings of an enlightened teacher, something he said triggered an immense existential crisis in me, which I now know was a part of the whole process. So wish I'd had this video avaiable back then but I did make it through the worst of it on my own, in the end lol. But that was definitely a turning point for me in life. Everything shifted (once again). And oh yeah, I had to quit my studies in the process but now I know it was in order for me to find something better. :)
Dear Christina, I barely leave any comment on youtube but I wanted to say that YOUR WORK IS PHENOMENAL. I'm in a process of watching all your videos. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Greetings from another empath!
Oh my goodness! Thank you so much for your insight. You have so eloquently put into words exactly what I'm going through. Yesterday I felt like I had to reach out to everyone close to me...I needed so much support. Emotions were all out of wack and I felt like I was loosing control. So many old wounds came to the surface; even old experiences started to make sense. I'm grateful for my spiritual awakening❤🙏
I went through this for a month and a half....panic attacks a few times a week, and had no support until the second day of arriving at my shamanic retreat and my shamanic arts teacher explained this to me and really helped me let go through different shamanic practices. It was probably my darkest time in my life and im so grateful god finally me that beautiful soul 🥰
My whole life has been spiritual insanity especially the last eighteen years it has been completely as you’ve said Christina. I thank you from the bottom of my heart 💓 for your help in understanding what’s been happening to me. At nearly eighty I’m amazed I’m still alive. It has been the most fearful, scariest, over whelming life one could live. 😩😩😩😩 Once again beautiful soul thank you, thank you, for helping me understand what’s been happening to my life. Much love.💖 rainbows and butterflies to you 🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋
I like to think of it as a spiritual 'emergence' rather than emergency. I can certainly relate to the emergency-esque feel to it but it helps to think of it as a transformation or emergence so as to keep from descending into fear. :-) Thanks for posting this! I've been going through variations of this for years now.
So divine that this video popped up on my page. I really thought I’ve been going crazy these past several years. I’ve even developed generalized anxiety. Now I’m finally accepting my awakening. Thank you so much 🐛🦋
I recently got my kundalini awakening and i started feeling uneasy in my body, my anxiety was at peak and my brain ached pretty bad, thank you for letting me know what is happening to me, was really confronting 😊❤️
I’m telling some of us are spiritually linked because bunch people are going trough the same thing at the same time, and I always find the vid that I need at the right time and at the right place😔
You're exactly right! I was admitted to the psych ward and forced meds for 20 years. It was brought on by the birth of my daughter. Then in 2012 I caught the wave. By 2015 I felt a very literal shift in my reality. I felt as if I finally understood life. 2017 I finally got the terms. Awakening. Ascension. Etc. Thanks to you and the spiritual community. Bless you! I'm Not Crazy!! Lol!!
Imagine a world where before admission to a mental health facility or medicating, people had to be assessed by someone with spiritual awareness. “Oh no, they’re not schizophrenic, they’re having a spiritual emergency!” 🤞🤞🤞
Christina, YOU are my helping hand when I was stuck in a sea of loneliness. I cannot thank you enough for your hard work, you are a beautiful soul and I am so appreciative of you. I am so happy I came across your channel when I did. Lots of love and light!
222 comments........ Woohoo 🤗 Thank you Christina, for another wonderful video. We are so blessed and fortune to have your loving support and invaluable advise to help guide us throughout our Spiritual awakenings. Much love and blessings to everyone who is reading this. 💜
For the past week, my legs are very, very, heavy. I have no energy to do my job. The past two days I can’t stay awake. I’m sleeping good at night. I meditate daily, maybe not how others do, put I meditate. My understanding about awakening is that you will go through it in a safe place. No one around. Anyone out there have this same thing going on?
This video rally calmed me down... I have been feeling the effects of spiritual emergency for a month. My life flip upside down... this is tough when you are 50 years old... I feel blessed though... my prayers were listened. Thank you Christina.
Wow this is terrifying, I’m on a deep journey into spirituality, I hope this never happens to me. Hugs to anyone that has. I’ve been thru some of the scary, terrifying symptoms, but not all at once, I’m very empathic, born this way, so in childhood, I knew things at 7-8-9 yrs old, that know one knew I did, and I had to hide it, I’ve always been very sensitive, souls on other side, communicated w me, I had “dreams” visitations, I got very uneasy feelings in certain places, just “knew” to stay away, and later found out there was a reason. In my 20s had a very overwhelming experience, that terrified me, thought for sure I was mentally ill, went to western medicine, treated for “panic, Ptsd” agoraphobia, I was testified to leave my house. There is a huge high bridge here in San Diego, called the Coronado bay bridge, every once in awhile, I would be driving over bridge, suddenly without warning, I was so terrified, had visions of loosing control of my car, going off the side, it was so terrifying couldn’t imagine why this happened, I couldn’t get back on bridge to go home, had to go down to near Mexico, on the strand, to get home, an hour out of my way, the next morning on the news, I saw a car had lost control, gone off the side, that same day I crossed. So having these things happen, not understanding it, kind of made me think I was ill. I once was walking w friends downtown, having a blast, laughing, and I had a very painful, sudden pain in my stomachs, it bent me over, I couldn’t breathe, my friends were scared, I kept picturing a brutal knife attack, had no idea why these thoughts were in my head. About 2 min later it was gone, I was fine, and an hour later in a club, in restroom, I heard to people talking about the stabbing earlier that day. So having these “gifts”? Since birth, have caused me great fears, thoughts I was crazy, so on. I always know daily when someone is angry, sad, hurt, concerned, when they walk in room. Very confusing in my youth, didn’t understand why I knew things, some friends, co workers, were scared of me, lol, because I knew things, and they had no idea why I knew. Me either at the time. I knew weeks in advance when a huge layoff was coming at work, said nothing, but I told my partner, “I need to find another job” I didn’t know specifically a lay off was coming, just “felt” something in bosses, environment, things were changing, and sure enough 2 weeks later, shock, massive layoffs. I could feel in the bosses, their emotions, fears, guilt, deception. So on.
I wish I would have seen this back in 2013 when it happened to me. Giving birth to my first child was my trigger and everything was so overwhelming. Now I know that I did everything wrong because I was trying to resist the process and having a newborn made me not take care of myself at all. Since then I've been searching for help and answers and I recently found this channel. Thank you Christina for sharing your wisdom. It all makes so much more sense now.
Oh Christina, how I wish I had found this video back in January when you first posted it! I had a spontaneous Kundalini awakening one week after you posted this video and I was not a spiritual person at all... never meditated a day in my life prior, so I thought I was having a psychotic break and/or actively dying. I experienced every single symptom you addressed. Thankfully, Spirit got me through it. Now I'm having a "round 2" but at least I know what's happening this time. Feels like a cosmic dump :)
I became a type 1 diabetic adult onset during my start of my awakening. I am still in my process and working on it everyday. Thank you for your insight and letting us know we are not alone!
Cristina my son is going through everything you are saying. You are a true blessing to universe. Thank God you are doing these videos. At the moment was going into his spiritual awakening he told me about your videos and keep following you. Right now I feel he is in hermit void. God please help us.
I had it. I loved it. I felt so blessed. Thing is , i I had a falling out with neighbors. Everything closed. I’m stuck again. Also I fell in love and realized for sure after 5 months he was not on same page. Now I struggle a lot. Trying to get closer to what I was before.
OMG, I needed to see this video today, everything makes sense now. It was my birthday on the 18. of January. When I woke up that morning I felt kind of strange. I felt like I was empowered. All my life I let people take advantage of my good nature. I told myself that day, no more. Things are going to change. I have also gone through the feeling high on life one moment and crying the next within minutes apart. Or sitting on the couch watching TV and the right side of my body getting extremely hot for no apparent reason even though it was minus 18 deg F outside. I'm a pretty healthy person and work out daily. But everything seemed to change from that day on, even my driving style. I used to be a cautious driver, now my husband is scared to get in the car with me. I don't know what is happening to me. I'm also more spiritual than I have ever been before. I do a lot of journaling sometimes I catch myself writing 20 pages without thinking about it. I have so much to put on paper, I don't know where all of this is coming from, the words just pour out of me and I can't seem to stop writing. Also, most of the time the handwriting doesn't even look like mine. It feels like I have been possessed or something. It is just strange. Now that I know it could be a spiritual emergency, I feel a little better about all of it. Thank you for this video.
I am going through almost all of the symptoms that you are speaking of!! I have had several doctor's appointments and tests and they have yet to figure out why I have been going through what I am going through and it is painful at times. Now that I have been calming and self soothing it has helped me tremendously.
I wish I'd seen this video about a week ago. I went through exactly what you're describing here, but it only lasted about 3-5 days. I was fortunate enough to have two very spiritually aware people notice my distress and offer truly helpful guidance and support. One person gave me a crystal to clear negative energy, just "out of the blue" when he saw me crying. I took that thing home and held onto it in bed and chanted. Honestly, I don't want to know how those days would have gone if I hadn't gotten that help! I have since almost gone back to 'normal', or at least whatever state I would describe as 'normal' for me, but now seem to have more sensitivity than usual. I am sure that if I had went to see a doctor at that time that I would have been admitted inpatient and drugged. Thank you so much for making this video! I actually took notes just in case it happens again. How common do you think it is for these spiritual emergencies to recur, or come in waves? I have to admit that I'm anxious that I will go through this again and again, and it wasn't just a one-time thing.
Wish I saw this in May of 2018, this is exactly what I experienced (your the 1st person that could explain it as I experienced it, one moment I was fine and then after a meditation nothing was the same again. Along with what seemed like The Dark Night of the Ego (lasting for months to a year after) as I spoke to death and then heard and experienced myself being reborn and my life has transformed and continues to evolve. I always said it was like a Shamanic initiation except I never saw it coming. Thank you for explaining it.
I went to bed one night and woke up the next morning completely transformed, a complete shift in consciousness that led me to traveling a lot to seek the knowledge of the Spiritual Experts who told me that I experienced a spiritual attunement ...I've been on the ascension path for seven years now. The experience also activated an inner knowing about all the lies and social constructs that define the planetary control mechanisms.
I am!! Omg I’m so glad I found you I thought I was dying I am closer to God and myself but scared of the world. It’s been 5 years now when will this end? So glad you are there ❤️
Man, I wish I had known this 10 years ago!! I have had 4 that were so intense and I had NO IDEA what was happening. I was hospitalized 3 times and medicated… The 4th time I refused to go to the hospital and instead went to Sedona, AZ where I learned that I had a gift. I have never heard such accurate accounts of my actual experience! I am so glad to have this information! Thank you!!🙏🏼
This is what happened to me. I thought I was going crazy and dying at the same time. I just listened to your most recent video today and can say to everything you spoke of. Thank you for all your sharing 🙏❤️
@@ashleyriosrizo I kept doing the work. Meditating, yoga, focusing on me. Continued eating a plant based diet. Get outside in nature. Rest. Learned to say no. Changed my people, places and things. Really the universe did that part for me lol I hope it gets better for you my friend. Take good care of yourself 🙏💕
I actually couldn't find this comment section & sent an email. Sorry. I believe that I am having a spiritual emergency. Love your videos, thanks so much for sharing.
Christina, you know that feeling when you can't move cause you feel extremely exhausted for no reason and is almost impossible get out of the bed cause you don't have enough energy to move or do something, how we can handle it without getting frustrated because you can't move? how can I deal with it? can you make a video talking about it and how did you get over it? If you do it I will appreciate it! A warm hug for y'all are that going through this as well!!
Yes, I am going through this right now. I have been through it a couple of times in the past. The first thing I can tell you is that it ALWAYS passes. I have been to the very extreme point where I was incapacitated, and got fully well both times with greater awakening (it takes time). I am managing to do a few things this time round, but currently back in bed and just having to rest. It may be wise to try and understand what is going on for you (e.g. is it to do with fear or other emotions? Are you in 'freeze' response or just tired?). Be kind to yourself. Nice and gentle. Maybe journal a few things to yourself even if you don't feel like it. You will find a way because your soul will always find a way. Link in to Source (Higher Power/God whatever term you prefer). Many are going through this at this time in humanity and much of it seems to be around moving from the old ego 3d reality to 4 and 5d where we are more connected to the collective whole. But each of us will have a unique path to getting there. I hope that helps a little. God bless
I had been there severals times. Best thing I can say to you is do not resist or question the exhaustion. It is normal to have it when you are or were loaded with higher information/energy. Let them do what needs to be done ;) when you have energy, write down one question you feel stucked in 3D and put your intention to be certain on what your heart desires. So you will give duty both to your ego and soul to cooperate and find solution for You. It takes couple of days but it really works. So it is kind of way that you use your spiritual emergency to your benefit in the mean while ;)
Ive been going through this for the last few months (at the same time as a spiritual awakening). Its been horrendous. This video is really helpful. Thank you.
HELP!!! I've been going through what I think (after watching this) to be a spiritual emergency and awakening for at least 15 years, I've experienced everything you've talked about and other physical things that aren't as urgent like extreme swelling, my body is rapidly breaking down and it's gotten to the point that I'm physically unable to help myself, my finances are nill and I have several major things going wrong with my health for the longest time and I'm literally exhausted to the bones! I try to talk to myself and calm myself down, which I do but then after a while I fear I'm going to run out of time! I don't know what to do from here, every aspect of my life is in turmoil, I wish I could talk to you personally one day as I feel like I'm at a total loss and am desperate as I don't know how I'm going to survive this, I tell myself I don't need to know how just trust that it will end but.....
Mine started out of the blue I was working a night shift and 1 hour before know off I feel this intense fear or vibrations start from my feet and went up my body like a wave, went into a full on panic that changed my like I never went back to my normal self after that I lived 7 years in fear anxiety couldn’t drive go to work etc and everything I am listening to here sounds like me I only got into spiritual awakening etc 2 years ago and I’m starting to feel better within myself I know I’m still going throw a intense awakening now.
I have learned so much from you this week. I had such a terrible experience with a psychologist. Sad part about it too was that I love psych! I’m so glad I wasn’t as opened as I was with my therapist. The one who tested me made me see how stupid society is... the matrix. How stupid it was for me to honest with a “dr”. I hope whoever is reading this learns who to be honest with. I learned that myself this year. Honestly it’s the most hurtful thing I have experienced in a long time. I wish you the best in your journey. Only be honest to those who can see you heart to heart. Never out to anyone. Be careful. Peace and love ❤️🙏🏽
I'm sure I'm going through a spiritual emergency Now. Most of my friends and family think I'm crazy anyway, because of my awakening. My "mama Kay" is the only person who understands any of this, but she can't help with this.
Holy moly, THIS is what happened to me. It happened at a family event. I closed my eyes, Taps was played, and my gosh, opened my eyes and holy moly! All of this! Felt like I was having a mental breakdown while my body was breaking down. Had to stop working, had all these weird medical stuff that I'm working through. The veil was fully lifted in that instance and everything just RUSHED at me. I'm spiritually gifted, but it went from a 6 to 💯 in an instant. I've been in therapy for a while, but when that happened I was going every week. Luckily the medical practice that I go to is cultural based, and they're very loving and supportive. Thankfully, I'm now in Spiritual Ascension but it feels very very fast. And physically painful. I'm working with a few light workers to help me through this. My hubby is now understanding and supportive of my journey. People and family did drop out of my life. But it's okay for me now. I'm grateful that I found you. Thank you for being you.
Omg spiritual emergency..dead on...911 the only missing component is feces in my hair. Have to work have 2 pups too support however.. can hardly do dishes shower laundry etc nights are spent in terror as past arises to be transmuted dogs have assenscion symtoms house is filthy and I dont care. Eating pizza..only food I can eat plus beer.. to stabilize the insanity can't workout..glad your videos are here thanks
Anne Chara. Sounds awful. Get to a doctor...or therapy....if you can get free therapy depending where you live. sounds like a depressive illness. Best of luck.
im going through almost all of the symptoms at the moment and today has been the absolute worst. HOLY SHIT this is intense. My mind is going crazy. I took a warm bath with lavender and went in between the hot bath and an ice bucket a few times and then layed in front of the stove asking the universe for help, and here it was. Thank you❤️ Im also seeing a spiritual psycotherapist tomorrow! Take care guys, you can do it!
Can’t thank you enough for all your priceless wisdom, knowledge & giving of your personal experience ~ you are TRULY a BLESSING for me🙏😇! You are SO comforting ~ the synchronicity your videos are emailed to me, confirming all for the past 3-4 yrs now is heaven sent! You’re an Angel on earth! God Bless you 🙏 you are a VERY SPECIAL person, mentor, teacher...your light shines bright and you are making a HUGE difference✨ my spiritual awakening seems to be on a new level now & you nailed it ~ completely resonated & learned so much & although I don’t have delusions of granger, I’m grateful and calm knowing IM NOT GOING INSANE! 👻 L😆L I’m deeply grateful ✨🙏✨ Sending you love & blessings always,❤️
I imagine it's not uncommon to have a spiritual emergency diagnosed as psychosis too :c My mood was pretty wild sometimes during the dark night of the soul, so bipolar might be a concern of those in this stage as well...
Hi Christina... i am a writer by profession and never miss on any content that you ever post... Not just I am an ardent follower of yours but also very keen to work with you given the chance to contribute to such mystical sciences... Do let me know if there is any such avenue available with you... Regards and much power to your mission... ❤
I’ve been having a rough spiritual awakening since April 2020. HEAVY depression, (and I’ve had depression my whole life, but this is beyond everything I’ve felt in the past and in the past I was even in the psychiatric hospital… this is way harder. A lot of weird symptoms. The impossibility to work. I’ve been shaking, having amnesia, the feeling of complete desolation and despair… my libido just disappeared completely.. it’s been more than two year of all of this. BUT now I get this is an spiritual awakening cause I had an spiritual emergency past march, triggered by a heavy plant medicine session. It lasted like a month. So imagine that on top of my severe symptoms I entered an emergency state… I mean… more emergency…. I started to alucinante, I felt like all my childhood traumas were there… I could felt another level of despair, Everything was different, I felt detached from the planet… I felt so much fear. So much pain. I just ask for the universe to have some mercy with me.
You are fantastic.. Listening to this video I didn't think what I had experienced was a spiritual emergency until you spoke about #'s 5, 7 and 8. Wow I have no words except to say I feel so blessed to have crossed paths with you. Be well & big hugs☮
Hi Christina thank you for the explanation. I am currently going through an emergency spiritual awakening. I needed to run away in the forest and meditate. Still was not sure about was happening. I did ask the universe to send someone or a teacher to tell what’s happening with me. When I close my eyes my body move in a spiral movement. It starts from the heart then moves upwards. Within 2 days I start seeing energetic field, healing gifts, future of some of friends... I am overwhelmed by little things... Too much is happening. I am glad I had discovered your RUclips channel- because it is not just an awakening. My question is can you establish in that state? Thank you 🙏🏽
Oh thank God. It’s actually a thing that happens. Has a name and everything. Sweet, comforting relief. Still have no idea where this all leads but at least I feel okay with enjoying the ride as opposed to the alternative that I had almost convinced myself of. So very grateful for this channel.
Sorry beautiful Christina, this video is not clear to me... EVERYTHING that you said about the spiritual emergency can be the definition of clinical hard depression... How can I know which is which... or is depression just an invention of the modern world and all deep depression is a hard spiritual emergencies?? I can’t work... I’ve been home for more then a year now and I have suicidal thoughts a lot and no medication can help me... they all worsen my symptoms... I feel like I’M NOT DEPRESSED but something is VERY VERY WRONG WITH ME... why do I can’t fonction? I have kids to take care of, I had a career that’s now gone... Why do normal life doesn’t work well for me? Why am I like this? Do I still have my place in this world? I feel so disconnected... my life seems to be so tough for me... why? I’m so sad, I need help... I ask for help from my guides everyday.... I meditate everyday and try to connect with my inner self and been so for more then a year... I’m coming to the end of my Strenght...
So grateful this was in my feed as well. Newly awake - very accelerated...everything I believe to be true isn't,,, I am working hard on balance, release, surrender, healing, getting the downloads, writing the notes, breaking and growing..... learning learning learning,,,,, empathic? Psychic? WTF!!!?, THANK YOU so much lovely .... you've helped me reassure myself of my (relative) saniity (lol) you are a wonderful leader and a blessing to many... x
Wow!!!! The only slightly off symptom I have that doesn't match up with everything you just said is the time line . I have been going through a spiritual emergency for 5 years. I think actually for longer than 5 years within 5 years because my vision of reality has shifted from several traumatic things that seem to happen back-to-back to back. And when I raised my head up long enough to ask what else could happen, my son gets hit and killed by a truck. I have had every symptom you mentioned And have thought I am going crazy I am going crazy and d*** near killed myself.. You're videos where videos are saving my life and allowing me to find hope . . When you said you would just grab yes grab rocks, comma I would collect rocks from the river for a year and bring them home and/smash them with a sledgehammer. I dug a hole in my backyard that could house 5 men standing straight up and you wouldn't even see them because the hole was so deep. I had no idea where the compulsions pulsions would come from and I and I would just escape and do what was natural to me was natural to me which I found out are grounding exercises exercises squared on steroids. I am so overwhelmed. I sought relief through substances and now I am addicted addicted. I am in a very very abusive narcissistic relationship. I am fighting for my life and My sanity and I have felt like I am losing the battle.. I am still very very much in the thick of it And desperately I'm in need of help . I would even go so far as to say that that there is a force force of some sort working against me and trying to destroy me. I am estranged from my family. When my son died calldied, I received no no sympathy. It was unreal unreal and unhuman behavior behavior. I was actually attacked I am estranged from my family. When my son died calldied, I received no no sympathy. It was unreal unreal and unhuman behavior behavior. I was actually attacked At every point that I felt I was at my weakest I was literally literally attacked by buy a family member or buy my boyfriend. And when I would tell people about what was going on going on because the attacks were totally unprovoked , they wouldn't believe me.. I had trouble even believing myseven believing myself that this was going on. I felt like I was lost in the twilight zin the Twilight Zone. Am I crazy ? I hope I don't get a response from you saying well you are the exception you are the crazy one out of everyone being awakened and heaven is spiritual emergency. You're actually the 1 with the Mental illness and there's no hope for you other than Shock therapy or something like that. But of course now that I've mentioned that that's probably the exact response I'm going to get since I just created that vibration. There are several typos in this because I talk into the phone and I don't have the patience to type all of this out. I have Start it meditating and it is helping immeasurably and I'm seeking out these videos that describe everything going on with me to AT. You're comment about healing through your hands really really resonated with me because I recently asked my friend to let me lay hands on his hurt knee and he said that night it felt so much better period from the time I was a child I imagined that I could heal with my hands and I thought that just made me crazy. When you said that about healing through your hands I couldn't believe my ears But then again I could. I'm going through h*** on steroids!!I'm trying to work my way out of this hole and it is very very difficult considering considering the environment and the backs that I am addicted now and it's Almost impossible to to break that addiction in this horribly abusive environment.. I'm struggling and receiving nothing but judgment thank judgment everywhere I turn. I just want to say thank you you're doing good work
Feeling very confused , trying to discern between a spiritual emergency and clinical acute anxiety. Symptoms are very similar and it is nigh impossible to calm fear when you suffer from anxiety and panic disorder. I was diagnosed 40 years ago but I listen to you now (and I am on the spiritual awakening path) and so many of your pointers I experienced, at my lowest , in a bad relationship in my 20's . Felt like I was possessed at one point. Lately my anxiety level is through the roof, expecially this year, my emotions are all over the map and I am struggling with very unconcious family members, like I can just not have them in my life anymore. Not sleeping well and exhausted all the time....this is kind of scattered but maybe you could comment
I had no idea what was happening to me. I freaked out a little. But not in a bad way (I remained calm and didn't panic or act irrationally). I thought it was cool but also scary sort of. I asked God to help me in understanding what was happening to me. I had no one to talk to bcuz I'm like 'they're going to think I'm crazy'. Anywho, some kind of way I miraculously found YOU!! When I say I'm sooooo grateful for you, you have no idea how serious I am. You honestly saved me. I thank the universe for you everyday!!
I remembered my past life about 3 weeks ago I thought I was just having a daydream and what made it even scarier is how I was killed I have birth marks I was shot in a war I've got a birthmark on my leg where I got shot and a mark on the back of my head and thats where I was shot and died I haven't been right for about 6 months I cry for no reason I'm in my bed right now feeling scared and freezing cold then hot it's scary
I had a kundalini awakening during a retreat march 2018 and it’s been intense and as you said everything changed . Let’s put it this way I’ve just moved to Italy , gave away everything in New York where I lived ( a restaurant , my car , my apartment ) I couldn’t do it anymore . The kundalini effects are still intense . I feel schizophrenic sometimes , but I my guides directing me all the time . I’m currently in a house ( alone ) directly above the ocean , lots of light and peace . The universe ( God) and I are blending
I am going through a spiritual Emergency and I’m afraid I’m gonna have a heart attack or nervous breakdown! I was literally VIBRATING for 3 day amd now I’m so far down I cannot see my way up!
@@Erin-pj7vt ❤🕯trust the kid in you again. Feel don't be scared to feel so you can heal and put it in a bag and give it to someone bigger then you, within you and surrounds you.. A higher power. Breath!
@@selfhealersguideDrAatikah thank you I definitely feel like a child I’m sobbing uncontrollably who do I give this too? I tried the breathing my whole body vibrated after 8 breaths and hands locked up
This is amazing!!! Just need to say... we are ALL spiritual beings! There is no such as a spiritual person and a non spiritual person. All human beings are spiritual beings! If you believe it or not, if you want to or not, if you practice or not...
Thank you so much. You just put words into what I've had no idea was an actual thing. This is the best day ever, I thought I was completely alone in the world dealing with this
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Thanks so much Christina! You are so appreciated!
Please check your website inbox, I sent a message
I just checked, and you replied yesterday, thanks again.
@Roberto Insingo Same thing has been happening to me for six years. It has slowed down considerably. Mine wasn't an emergency more like what is explained in awakening.
Is de javu a normal part of spiritual awekining or emergency? I’ve been experiencing a lot over the last 3-4 months and it’s getting confusing
it is been 3 months since my kundalini awakening and everything you describe is happening. I have been feeling suicidal, lost and been reliving all of the past trauma , thoughts, feeling pain so deeply. I don't know how much longer I can take this. i have been meditating, practicing yoga and breathwork, journalling, called upon my guides. I can't even get out of bad some days, and everything with my work, house situation and relationships is falling apart. I keep repeating just one more day, just one more hour..Thank you for sharing your knowledge. I will seek for an healer.
How are you now
Spiritual Awakening/Emergency/ Kundalini happened all in one year, felt absolute bliss, felt deeply suicidal, contacted the spirit realm, heard clear communication, experienced God Syndrome, experienced humbleness, started a business, became homeless, remembered past lives/ alternate dimensional states of consciousness
2 years later
I'm still here RECOVERING OOF releasing old habits, meditating daily, less planning more presence, healing my subconscious, still so much to release, also much light to shine unto others
Thanks Christina for your contribution of knowledge!
Happy to be a subscriber and a support!
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Hey, how are you doing now?
Thank you for sharing this, I am going through this right now. Sending love hope you are doing well ❤
I thought i was going through a rough spiritual awakening but spiritual emergency makes much more sense it was like I woke up in a different life.
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Oh Christina I really wish I could sit and talk with you. I really need to talk with someone who won’t think I’m insane.
Head over to my website and book a session!
I have had experiences during last few years in that I have also felt I have gone insane. You are not alone and not insane.
I totally understand. Few people get any of this, even me.
Sis we can talk if you like
That's how I feel all the time. I know very few people in my personal life who have gone through what I have (death, and can now see the other side 🤣🤣🤣) and now I get .... "Your crazy" so I just stopped. So just learned I had a spiritual emergency when I had my spiritual awakening. I thought everyone woke up like that 🤦
I truly feel like I’ve been in a spiritual emergency for many many years.. every day life has been impossible. But I feel like I’ve been constantly spiritually and emotionally evolving - at light speed. So my 3D world is disrupted and collapsed, but my internal world is reaching and reaching always to a higher level. I need balance.
You describe my situation and I thank you for expressing this (for me and others) much love and strength and courage for us all to continue 💗
Just my own opinion. But it sounds to me you're doing Lightworker duties. My understanding is we chose to remain in low vibration areas, so we in turn can help the souls that are trapped there. I could be wrong.
@@truthseeker1811 This also makes much sense to me. It is one aspect of this all I feel. Thank you!
Mary Haislip thank you for this.. it’s been at the back of my mind. There is a purpose. Much love. ❤️
Melanie Müller-Schröder so thankful for online communities! Thank you for your encouragement. 🙏🏼
Spiritual emergency is the dark night of the soul before the Devine lights you up.
Lights you up you a. You explain what you mean
RETURN TO OUR ALMIGHTY FATHER if you want to be truly FREE 🙏
after listening to this great video - I now know that while I was having a long - drawn out spiritual awakening - I also had several spiritual emergencies.
3 nights within 6 days MY BRAIN FELT LIKE IT WAS ON FIRE .... but only JUST WHEN my head hit the pillow as I lay down to sleep. Somehow I knew it was spiritual - but still it was so scary. I would put a bag of ice on my head.
Then - I LOST MY VOCABULARY & COULD NOT DO SIMPLE MATH. The math difficulty did not last long - but I lost access to my vocabulary. This was embarrassing & upsetting & scary.
I did not know where to turn. No one I knew could relate. And therefore IT WAS EMBARRASSING TO ADMIT - SO I ISOLATED MYSELF. But that was fine with me. I was perfectly happy....but I think it extending the process. It is good to have an aware support system.
I WAS UNABLE TO DO WORK. I didn't feel "depressed" or sad, etc...but I had ZERO MOTIVATION. I would have DEADLINES, BUT I COULD NOT CARE LESS. I work for myself - and I just wouldn't do the projects. I COULD NOT FOCUS FOR LONG PERIODS OF TIME - and nothing in my brain told me to work. I would just berate myself. So I had to stop getting projects - because I could not complete them and that would be wrong for the client.
And I WAS NOT CONNECTED WITH TIME. Hours could go by - and I had done nothing. Or again - the ability to motivate myself to do things - even though I knew something was coming due. Used to - I would motivate myself via curiosity & enjoyment....and sometimes towards a deadline I would let fear kick in to motivate me (fear of not making the deadline...having people upset with me...) But NO FEAR TO BE FOUND. I WOULD GET UP & JUST SIT. Or I WOULD WALK IN THE WOODS OR TO THE LAKE. Who knows where the time went. I had a few spiritual visions....but not many. I did not have big insites. I was just lost and waiting to get my life back.
But "my life" never came back. MY INTERESTS CHANGED. Things I LOVED TO DO DID NOT INTEREST ME ANYMORE.
I started to have nice interactions with WILDLIFE. I never had an interest in wild animals...but now I CRAVED BEING AROUND THEM.
I LOST THE NEED TO BE EMBARRASSED. I used to be easily embarrassed. I CARED SO MUCH - TOO MUCH - WHAT OTHERS THOUGHT. I COULDN'T CARE LESS NOW. I went from LOW SELF ESTEEM in certain areas - TO SELF LOVE & SELF ACCEPTANCE!!!!
MY HEART HAS OPENED UP - & I HAVE MUCH MORE EMPATHY WITH OTHERS. I UNDERSTAND NOW THAT IN SO MANY WAYS (which I had no clue) LIFE CAN BE VERY DIFFICULT. We all just need love &respect & understanding.
I would search the internet for examples like this...but could find very little. THANK YOU CHRISTINA for explaining things!!! You are such a communicator / teacher & SO VERY GENEROUS.
All those going thru this - FIND SUPPORT. BOOK A SESSION WITH CHRISTINA!
Wow no accident that this was in my feed. I’ve been in bed since November and I’m not depressed just have no energy to do anything! Thank you!
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Oh no, Roe! I’m so sorry! Sending love and healing energy your way from Arizona 💕
Electronic Medium - Life IS Paranormal thank you ma’am so very much!
Same here
You need to find a group of like-minded people and then your confidence will build. You will know that you're okay and better than okay you're evolving
Thank you so much for this! Perfect timing! This video is so on point. The awakening process can be pretty hard, I know that, but the last two days have been completely out of this world. I suddenly couldn't shower or get out of bed. Was not even able to eat. Extreme headaches. Exhaustion to an extend where I was almost drooling. Loss of time and space. Cramping my whole body. Shivering. Anxiety. Feeling disconnected. Finally found myself on the floor.... wrapped in my blanket. Then two hours ago I cried my eyes out.
Anyone with me?
Best wishes to all of you. Much love and thanks again for another great video!
I would look up the Shuman resonance. Some people are sensitive to the energy bursts coming in lately.
@@erinsuzy613 Thank you. Yes, I heard the energies were/are pretty intense after some kind of blackout, if I remember correctly. :-)
@@spiritgotu Yes, people don't know what causes the data not to show up but it has been happening more than it ever used to. I have been following the graph on my phone for about 6 months and it sure has been ramping up. I keep it open on a browser tab.
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How are you now, I am going through exactly this and it is very frustrating
SOS! Lord I need help.. Hard to put one foot in front of the other..pray for me please 🙏🏽
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Sending love and blessings to you. Talk to your guides, your ‘team’. Even if you can’t hear them yet, they can definitely hear you. They are cheering you on. So much love to you❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Are you doing better? I am feeling the same...ugh such pain and fatigue. Praying for you!
I've been dizzy with ringing in the ears now for a full year, tachicardia and BP high and lows...smetimes I think is the end... all else has been also bombarded - in every way... 🙏🌹
Love to all
@@nazarethforest8313 are you feeling better now ? I’ve been going threw similar things too ...
I needed this so much. I experienced a spiritual emergency (spontanious kundalini awakening) 2 months ago. I haven't talked about it with many people because I was afraid they would think I am crazy. I have had a lot of anxiety lately but something inside of me knew it was be raising my conciousness. This video is very conforting. Thank you so much.
As a Pisces moon, I think my whole life has been a spiritual emergency. Add empath to that and boom, here for the Lopes help
I am a pieces sun.
And I too can second you. :(
Giirrrrllll i too am a pieces lady and idk if iam moon but id believe it in a sec cause i also feel the moon and stars so closely. And i asked in my comment above if you can have more than one emergency cause as shes enlightening me on it iam FINALLLLLY ABLE to put a name to these vibrations in my body and all the crazzzzyyy life ive lived but i did pray to God as a child to show him iam his loyal amd faithful servant who has always had this connection and mind that just knows things I WONT ever allow my ego to do the god complex thing i have been taught over and over again of humility. But i do have two turtles and some goldfish in a 55 gal and they are kinda a lil world that completly relys on me to care for them. And i make their tank so amazing , i joke with my kids that i can turtle whisper . Any ways sorry for the longwinded reply but you totally got me in muh feels like YYYAAAAASSSSS B ME TOOO. BTW FEB, 24, 1983 IS ME
Lmao SAME. Pisces moon here too
I'm not going through a spiritual emergency but this helped me to understand why people feel so unsettled during spiritual growth. May all in distress be Blessed with calm, peace and loving kindness surrounding you always.
✨Can completely relate to this! You have such a gift for pinpointing issues and explaining them so brilliantly. You are truly a remarkable woman! Sincere gratitude! ♥️♥️♥️
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It was incredibly validating to understand I am not being punished or forsaken. I am undergoing a spiritual emergency!!!
Sending everyone positive energy! Thank you for sharing!
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Thanks I think I'm going though one ! I feel lost ! We live off grid! We feel all alone !
I literally just went through this and it completely caught me off guard. I thought I had all the spiritual tools to tackle anything and then this happened. I could NOT figure out how to get out of it and felt like I was spiraling out of control. It was like the dark night of the soul but much more intense and out of control. Then, I began to just strip things out of my life....relationships, things, responsibilities until I started feeling an equilibrium again...I finally can breathe a little bit. Simplifying my life and relationships literally saved my life. Hope this can help others.
I booked a session with a psychiatrist for next month because I thought I was going bipolar. I haven't been able to work in months and I'm a single Momma of two. It's frightening. I feel like my world is falling apart at times. My Awakening began last March. It's been challenging to function successfully since. I've thought many times to contact you. No one else seems to understand what's happening with me. This is TOO much!
I totally understand Kaymah as I’m currently going through the same thing. Sending prayers & positive energy your way.🙏🏽
i’m going through the same thing too
Cat prayers up for you too Cat🙏🏽 I finished this video and found it to be really helpful. Understanding what’s going on makes me hopeful that this thing isn’t going to take me out.
I'm going through the same too dear , I send you much love and light ✨❤️
Law of one.... wanderers often have “ handicaps”
It is a historic pattern..that enlightened beings often featured a deep existentialist crisis..that triggered them on to their liberating path......most prominent example is the Gautama Buddha story
I’ve had this spiritual emergency since 2017, I’ve had hallucinations, nightmares, and I was told it’s ptsd and trauma the nightmares started going away here’s my advice:
1. Get exercise anyway you can.
2. Get a loving pet.
3. Get mental health therapy.
4. Identify the problem.
5. Blame the thing or person who caused it.
6. Reevaluate your beliefs.
7. Get help for it.
8. If your spiritual, pray a lot.
I am going through a spiritual emergency. I connect to voices. They give me answers. I feel alone, those near me are frightened, I'm frightened of people. Always been connected but now more. The sense of honour humbled and grateful and appreciative of the love. I stay away from people as much as possible as I know they wanting from me. I was giving in. I am on Tablets as people give me mental illness health issues. I have been working on myself but my work stopped. I saw demon blackness inside a person. Thank you for giving so much. Love be xox
OMG I go to the lake every day and I hold rocks and have collected them over the last 2 years and they feel more and more unpasteurized to me! My family think I'm crazy..I even talk to them.. they give me some kind of soothing or comforting feeling.. my front porch and back are full, along with my truck..I have a story God gave me with the rocks and I how to share it one day! You have helped me so much! I know I suffer from mental and health problems but this all makes more since now! People have been so mean to me thinking I'm going nuts or crazy. Sadly I have no one to go to. I watch and listen to Sadguru.. my mental issues have scared me and past traumas, I'm no longer self harming when upset. I'm learning and not giving up even though some days are so hard. I keep being pushed forward after falling down repeatedly...
I Thank you... Sincerely, Engrid
Thank you so much Christina! 🙏I went through spiritual emergency 7 years ago. I wasn't spiritual at all, as well as all people, friends and family around me. Was tremendous hard for me to understand and manage everything completely by myself. I also refused all kinds of medical western treatments because I listened to my guides. Now I'm full of grateful because all my life changed after that in a very positive way✨What you are doing is very very helpful! Again thank you very much! 🙏💕
I'm one of those people who wasn't at all spiritual, who suddenly had a spontaneous Kundalini awakening, and I was diagnosed with psychosis twice, went through hospitalization, and thankfully my very knowledgeable therapist knew about Kundalini awakenings at the time and was able to help me get the information I needed. It's still such a struggle because my life is still very stagnant in certain ways that I feel impatient with. But I am happy to have awakened and left behind the job that was not serving ANYONE and looking forward to whatever comes next!
How are you these days friend?
Wow... there is such a thing “ Spiritual Emergency”.. it really sounds crazy but it is happening to me and it make sense now. Thank you for this enlightenment. I could have saved money from my medical bills, but it’s now part of my story/ journey to tell. All of a sudden when I have this surges of energy of I can’t focus, I go out in my yard and pull out weeds or tend to my flowering plants. Little did I know that’s my act of grounding because I feel better after wards. Incredible!!!! Thank you Christina!!! ❤️
That's amazing! You intuitively knew to ground yourself by connecting with nature. So important to find that balance. Much love!
Namaste Christina. I would like to add one more thing about spiritual emergency that when it happens a lot of love, guidance and protection starts flowing to the person. I can compare it with the movie scenes in which a newly born child is alone in woods and whole nature starts supporting her through animals, trees, angels and so on. I know, I am being guided this way and very thankful to God. He sent you also Christina with all your stuff. I didn't know you or anything else about all this stuff, but God sent everything. Yes, its difficult process/ journey but I am trusting the process. Thank you so much for being here.
OMG, seems my spiritual guides r helping me through this video....I can relate with each & every word of this.... thanks a lot Christina
Thank you SO MUCH for this video 🙏🏻I’m new to your channel and I’m loving your content so far! So informative and all of it resonates deeply with me. For EIGHTEEN YEARS I’ve been trying to figure out what it was that happened to me and hopefully put a name to it or find someone else who had been through something similar. My Spiritual Awakening began only 8 months ago, but my Spiritual EMERGENCY happened 18 years ago when I was 18 years old. It was OVERWHELMING and I literally beat myself over the head with an object until the top of my head was mushy. When I woke up in the hospital, I was immediately put in the psychiatric wing and told that I’d had a “manic episode” and that I was bipolar. Over the course of the next couple of weeks in the hospital, the blood began to drain from my head wound and I appeared to have 2 black eyes. Top and bottom of both eyes were black although no trauma to my face. I was forced into a CT scan, given meds, and released from the hospital. I’ve always believed it to be Spiritual in nature (although I wasn’t on a Spiritual journey at the time). I never accepted the diagnosis of “manic episode” , “psychotic break” , or “post-traumatic stress” when other people would try to help me make sense of it. Since my ACTUAL Spiritual Awakening began, I’ve been guided to energy healing (which I had to Google because I had no awareness of until recently). I also just began an online Shamanic course last week. Words cannot express how grateful I am for this encouragement and reassurance that I’m on the right path and being guided to my true purpose in life. This video is inspiring me to figure out a way to possibly raise awareness in psychology-based fields. Figuring out a way to bridge that gap so that other people don’t go misdiagnosed would be GOLDEN. Much love and blessings ❤️
I had one and it was awful, but I made it thru, I recently woke to my twin flame and I am having to cope with that now. Not an easy journey. I am also a certified Kundalini Yoga teacher.
I'm the same as yourself, how long did it take for you until you started to feel better 😊
victoria sparkes I went through a nightmarish one where I experienced both hallucinations and nightmares, maybe there was certain events in your life that caused it? If so, it’s wise to use blame energy, for instance, I was in India for 2 months, was shot at, went through 3 deaths, experienced 6-7 hate crimes. So I started using blame energy on those things, it started working, but at the same time, I still feel lost at times.
You described my day by day. No wish to do even the basic tasks. My brain is accelerated for sure. I don’t feel I am depressive. I don’t feel any self inflation but frustration to not being more useful and active as in the past.
I miss people but I don’t want to go anywhere to socialize. I wish I have more manifestations as you describe now but for sure I have had it much more in the past.
I feel the same. It almost feels like "waiting", but not knowing what for.
I feel and think the same as you both... it’s exhausting and feels so mundane.
Same here.
Thankfully this video popped up on my feed. I needed desperately to hear this today. I could not for the life of me understand where these sudden waves of emotions were coming from and why. The frustration and anger I started to feel towards myself because of it was taking a toll. I cant explain how much I appreciate your guidance. Your channel is a savior. Thank you so much 🙏
1. Calm the fear: or else it may be worse with the anxiety, panic attacks, etc. The nervous system is already sensitive to stress. Do anything to soothe yourself. Talk to yourself and the universe
2. Observe with detachment: visualise yourself being calm in case of a tornado. It's like watching a movie detached.
3. Ground yourself as much as possible :
It's sometimes difficult bc of receiving too much info. Grabbing rocks and observe while sitting on grass. Anchoring yourself in the reality using the 5 senses, for grounding.
4. Seek the right help: (impossible for me except this video lol)
Wow. You hit the nail on the head with this one. I relate to everything!! I think I've had a few spiritual emergencies during my lifetime. The latest one of them being similiar to yours! I was sitting in meditation, doing a chakra/chanting meditation and my kundalini awakened very abruptly. I remember sweating intensely and like a strong electric current ran through my whole body. It felt like I was burning up! And then there was this intense feeling of dread... like a feeling of a void of some sort? I can't explain it. This triggered an intense panic attack in me and it brought up all of my old fears/unresolved traumas. Shortly after, when listening to the teachings of an enlightened teacher, something he said triggered an immense existential crisis in me, which I now know was a part of the whole process. So wish I'd had this video avaiable back then but I did make it through the worst of it on my own, in the end lol. But that was definitely a turning point for me in life. Everything shifted (once again). And oh yeah, I had to quit my studies in the process but now I know it was in order for me to find something better. :)
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Dear Christina, I barely leave any comment on youtube but I wanted to say that YOUR WORK IS PHENOMENAL. I'm in a process of watching all your videos. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Greetings from another empath!
Oh my goodness! Thank you so much for your insight. You have so eloquently put into words exactly what I'm going through. Yesterday I felt like I had to reach out to everyone close to me...I needed so much support. Emotions were all out of wack and I felt like I was loosing control. So many old wounds came to the surface; even old experiences started to make sense. I'm grateful for my spiritual awakening❤🙏
I went through this for a month and a half....panic attacks a few times a week, and had no support until the second day of arriving at my shamanic retreat and my shamanic arts teacher explained this to me and really helped me let go through different shamanic practices. It was probably my darkest time in my life and im so grateful god finally me that beautiful soul 🥰
any tips you can share?
My whole life has been spiritual insanity especially the last eighteen years it has been completely as you’ve said Christina. I thank you from the bottom of my heart 💓 for your help in understanding what’s been happening to me. At nearly eighty I’m amazed I’m still alive. It has been the most fearful, scariest, over whelming life one could live. 😩😩😩😩 Once again beautiful soul thank you, thank you, for helping me understand what’s been happening to my life. Much love.💖 rainbows and butterflies to you 🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋
i found your podcast, now I can listen to you on the move.
I have lots of respect for you for creating a podcast. Those are not usually not easy.
I like to think of it as a spiritual 'emergence' rather than emergency. I can certainly relate to the emergency-esque feel to it but it helps to think of it as a transformation or emergence so as to keep from descending into fear. :-) Thanks for posting this! I've been going through variations of this for years now.
So divine that this video popped up on my page. I really thought I’ve been going crazy these past several years. I’ve even developed generalized anxiety. Now I’m finally accepting my awakening. Thank you so much 🐛🦋
How are you these days friend?
I recently got my kundalini awakening and i started feeling uneasy in my body, my anxiety was at peak and my brain ached pretty bad, thank you for letting me know what is happening to me, was really confronting 😊❤️
How are you these days friend?
I’m telling some of us are spiritually linked because bunch people are going trough the same thing at the same time, and I always find the vid that I need at the right time and at the right place😔
You're exactly right! I was admitted to the psych ward and forced meds for 20 years. It was brought on by the birth of my daughter. Then in 2012 I caught the wave. By 2015 I felt a very literal shift in my reality. I felt as if I finally understood life. 2017 I finally got the terms. Awakening. Ascension. Etc. Thanks to you and the spiritual community. Bless you! I'm Not Crazy!! Lol!!
How did you get better?
@@ashleyriosrizo Getting off the prescribed medication made all the difference. Xanax is a gamma blocker. You cant feel. You have to feel to heal.
That's a good new catch phrase for you "Calm the fear down." Thank you beautiful soul
Imagine a world where before admission to a mental health facility or medicating, people had to be assessed by someone with spiritual awareness.
“Oh no, they’re not schizophrenic, they’re having a spiritual emergency!”
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That would be amazing
Christina, YOU are my helping hand when I was stuck in a sea of loneliness. I cannot thank you enough for your hard work, you are a beautiful soul and I am so appreciative of you. I am so happy I came across your channel when I did. Lots of love and light!
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Dear Christina, I was thinking these days that I am changing very fast, beyond spiritual awakening. I resonate so much with you. 💕
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Thank you Christina, for another wonderful video. We are so blessed and fortune to have your loving support and invaluable advise to help guide us throughout our Spiritual awakenings.
Much love and blessings to everyone who is reading this. 💜
For the past week, my legs are very, very, heavy. I have no energy to do my job. The past two days I can’t stay awake. I’m sleeping good at night. I meditate daily, maybe not how others do, put I meditate. My understanding about awakening is that you will go through it in a safe place. No one around. Anyone out there have this same thing going on?
This video rally calmed me down... I have been feeling the effects of spiritual emergency for a month. My life flip upside down... this is tough when you are 50 years old... I feel blessed though... my prayers were listened. Thank you Christina.
Wow this is terrifying, I’m on a deep journey into spirituality, I hope this never happens to me. Hugs to anyone that has. I’ve been thru some of the scary, terrifying symptoms, but not all at once, I’m very empathic, born this way, so in childhood, I knew things at 7-8-9 yrs old, that know one knew I did, and I had to hide it, I’ve always been very sensitive, souls on other side, communicated w me, I had “dreams” visitations, I got very uneasy feelings in certain places, just “knew” to stay away, and later found out there was a reason. In my 20s had a very overwhelming experience, that terrified me, thought for sure I was mentally ill, went to western medicine, treated for “panic, Ptsd” agoraphobia, I was testified to leave my house. There is a huge high bridge here in San Diego, called the Coronado bay bridge, every once in awhile, I would be driving over bridge, suddenly without warning, I was so terrified, had visions of loosing control of my car, going off the side, it was so terrifying couldn’t imagine why this happened, I couldn’t get back on bridge to go home, had to go down to near Mexico, on the strand, to get home, an hour out of my way, the next morning on the news, I saw a car had lost control, gone off the side, that same day I crossed. So having these things happen, not understanding it, kind of made me think I was ill. I once was walking w friends downtown, having a blast, laughing, and I had a very painful, sudden pain in my stomachs, it bent me over, I couldn’t breathe, my friends were scared, I kept picturing a brutal knife attack, had no idea why these thoughts were in my head. About 2 min later it was gone, I was fine, and an hour later in a club, in restroom, I heard to people talking about the stabbing earlier that day.
So having these “gifts”? Since birth, have caused me great fears, thoughts I was crazy, so on. I always know daily when someone is angry, sad, hurt, concerned, when they walk in room. Very confusing in my youth, didn’t understand why I knew things, some friends, co workers, were scared of me, lol, because I knew things, and they had no idea why I knew. Me either at the time. I knew weeks in advance when a huge layoff was coming at work, said nothing, but I told my partner, “I need to find another job” I didn’t know specifically a lay off was coming, just “felt” something in bosses, environment, things were changing, and sure enough 2 weeks later, shock, massive layoffs. I could feel in the bosses, their emotions, fears, guilt, deception. So on.
I wish I would have seen this back in 2013 when it happened to me. Giving birth to my first child was my trigger and everything was so overwhelming. Now I know that I did everything wrong because I was trying to resist the process and having a newborn made me not take care of myself at all.
Since then I've been searching for help and answers and I recently found this channel. Thank you Christina for sharing your wisdom. It all makes so much more sense now.
Oh Christina, how I wish I had found this video back in January when you first posted it! I had a spontaneous Kundalini awakening one week after you posted this video and I was not a spiritual person at all... never meditated a day in my life prior, so I thought I was having a psychotic break and/or actively dying. I experienced every single symptom you addressed. Thankfully, Spirit got me through it. Now I'm having a "round 2" but at least I know what's happening this time. Feels like a cosmic dump :)
How are you these days friend?
I became a type 1 diabetic adult onset during my start of my awakening. I am still in my process and working on it everyday. Thank you for your insight and letting us know we are not alone!
Whoever reading this
May all your dreams come true 🤗
I sure hope not!
Cristina my son is going through everything you are saying. You are a true blessing to universe. Thank God you are doing these videos. At the moment was going into his spiritual awakening he told me about your videos and keep following you. Right now I feel he is in hermit void. God please help us.
I am going through a spiritual emergency right now and this video helped me so much! Thank you!!!!
I had it. I loved it. I felt so blessed.
Thing is , i I had a falling out with neighbors.
Everything closed. I’m stuck again.
Also I fell in love and realized for sure after 5 months he was not on same page.
Now I struggle a lot.
Trying to get closer to what I was before.
OMG, I needed to see this video today, everything makes sense now. It was my birthday on the 18. of January. When I woke up that morning I felt kind of strange. I felt like I was empowered. All my life I let people take advantage of my good nature. I told myself that day, no more. Things are going to change. I have also gone through the feeling high on life one moment and crying the next within minutes apart. Or sitting on the couch watching TV and the right side of my body getting extremely hot for no apparent reason even though it was minus 18 deg F outside. I'm a pretty healthy person and work out daily. But everything seemed to change from that day on, even my driving style. I used to be a cautious driver, now my husband is scared to get in the car with me. I don't know what is happening to me. I'm also more spiritual than I have ever been before. I do a lot of journaling sometimes I catch myself writing 20 pages without thinking about it. I have so much to put on paper, I don't know where all of this is coming from, the words just pour out of me and I can't seem to stop writing. Also, most of the time the handwriting doesn't even look like mine. It feels like I have been possessed or something. It is just strange. Now that I know it could be a spiritual emergency, I feel a little better about all of it. Thank you for this video.
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I am going through almost all of the symptoms that you are speaking of!! I have had several doctor's appointments and tests and they have yet to figure out why I have been going through what I am going through and it is painful at times. Now that I have been calming and self soothing it has helped me tremendously.
I wish I'd seen this video about a week ago. I went through exactly what you're describing here, but it only lasted about 3-5 days. I was fortunate enough to have two very spiritually aware people notice my distress and offer truly helpful guidance and support. One person gave me a crystal to clear negative energy, just "out of the blue" when he saw me crying. I took that thing home and held onto it in bed and chanted. Honestly, I don't want to know how those days would have gone if I hadn't gotten that help! I have since almost gone back to 'normal', or at least whatever state I would describe as 'normal' for me, but now seem to have more sensitivity than usual. I am sure that if I had went to see a doctor at that time that I would have been admitted inpatient and drugged. Thank you so much for making this video! I actually took notes just in case it happens again. How common do you think it is for these spiritual emergencies to recur, or come in waves? I have to admit that I'm anxious that I will go through this again and again, and it wasn't just a one-time thing.
Wish I saw this in May of 2018, this is exactly what I experienced (your the 1st person that could explain it as I experienced it, one moment I was fine and then after a meditation nothing was the same again. Along with what seemed like The Dark Night of the Ego (lasting for months to a year after) as I spoke to death and then heard and experienced myself being reborn and my life has transformed and continues to evolve. I always said it was like a Shamanic initiation except I never saw it coming. Thank you for explaining it.
I went to bed one night and woke up the next morning completely transformed, a complete shift in consciousness that led me to traveling a lot to seek the knowledge of the Spiritual Experts who told me that I experienced a spiritual attunement ...I've been on the ascension path for seven years now. The experience also activated an inner knowing about all the lies and social constructs that define the planetary control mechanisms.
You literaly saved me from thinking i am crazy...This saved everything for me
I am!! Omg
I’m so glad I found you
I thought I was dying
I am closer to God and myself but scared of the world. It’s been 5 years now when will this end? So glad you are there ❤️
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Man, I wish I had known this 10 years ago!!
I have had 4 that were so intense and I had NO IDEA what was happening. I was hospitalized 3 times and medicated…
The 4th time I refused to go to the hospital and instead went to Sedona, AZ where I learned that I had a gift. I have never heard such accurate accounts of my actual experience! I am so glad to have this information! Thank you!!🙏🏼
This is what happened to me. I thought I was going crazy and dying at the same time. I just listened to your most recent video today and can say to everything you spoke of. Thank you for all your sharing 🙏❤️
How are you these days friend?
@@ashleyriosrizo I am feeling brand new 🙏👼🧘🏼♀️🥰💕
@@lionesslove1111 That's great to hear! I am year in and I am much better compared to the beginning for sure. How did it get better for you?
@@ashleyriosrizo I kept doing the work. Meditating, yoga, focusing on me. Continued eating a plant based diet. Get outside in nature. Rest. Learned to say no. Changed my people, places and things. Really the universe did that part for me lol I hope it gets better for you my friend. Take good care of yourself 🙏💕
@@lionesslove1111 Thank you.
I actually couldn't find this comment section & sent an email. Sorry. I believe that I am having a spiritual emergency. Love your videos, thanks so much for sharing.
Christina, you know that feeling when you can't move cause you feel extremely exhausted for no reason and is almost impossible get out of the bed cause you don't have enough energy to move or do something, how we can handle it without getting frustrated because you can't move? how can I deal with it? can you make a video talking about it and how did you get over it?
If you do it I will appreciate it!
A warm hug for y'all are that going through this as well!!
Yes, I am going through this right now. I have been through it a couple of times in the past. The first thing I can tell you is that it ALWAYS passes. I have been to the very extreme point where I was incapacitated, and got fully well both times with greater awakening (it takes time). I am managing to do a few things this time round, but currently back in bed and just having to rest. It may be wise to try and understand what is going on for you (e.g. is it to do with fear or other emotions? Are you in 'freeze' response or just tired?). Be kind to yourself. Nice and gentle. Maybe journal a few things to yourself even if you don't feel like it. You will find a way because your soul will always find a way. Link in to Source (Higher Power/God whatever term you prefer). Many are going through this at this time in humanity and much of it seems to be around moving from the old ego 3d reality to 4 and 5d where we are more connected to the collective whole. But each of us will have a unique path to getting there. I hope that helps a little. God bless
I had been there severals times. Best thing I can say to you is do not resist or question the exhaustion. It is normal to have it when you are or were loaded with higher information/energy. Let them do what needs to be done ;) when you have energy, write down one question you feel stucked in 3D and put your intention to be certain on what your heart desires. So you will give duty both to your ego and soul to cooperate and find solution for You. It takes couple of days but it really works. So it is kind of way that you use your spiritual emergency to your benefit in the mean while ;)
Ive been going through this for the last few months (at the same time as a spiritual awakening). Its been horrendous. This video is really helpful. Thank you.
HELP!!! I've been going through what I think (after watching this) to be a spiritual emergency and awakening for at least 15 years, I've experienced everything you've talked about and other physical things that aren't as urgent like extreme swelling, my body is rapidly breaking down and it's gotten to the point that I'm physically unable to help myself, my finances are nill and I have several major things going wrong with my health for the longest time and I'm literally exhausted to the bones! I try to talk to myself and calm myself down, which I do but then after a while I fear I'm going to run out of time! I don't know what to do from here, every aspect of my life is in turmoil, I wish I could talk to you personally one day as I feel like I'm at a total loss and am desperate as I don't know how I'm going to survive this, I tell myself I don't need to know how just trust that it will end but.....
Mine started out of the blue I was working a night shift and 1 hour before know off I feel this intense fear or vibrations start from my feet and went up my body like a wave, went into a full on panic that changed my like I never went back to my normal self after that I lived 7 years in fear anxiety couldn’t drive go to work etc and everything I am listening to here sounds like me I only got into spiritual awakening etc 2 years ago and I’m starting to feel better within myself I know I’m still going throw a intense awakening now.
🙏Much gratitude and appreciation Christina, for this priceless information!💚🙌
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I have learned so much from you this week. I had such a terrible experience with a psychologist. Sad part about it too was that I love psych! I’m so glad I wasn’t as opened as I was with my therapist. The one who tested me made me see how stupid society is... the matrix. How stupid it was for me to honest with a “dr”. I hope whoever is reading this learns who to be honest with. I learned that myself this year. Honestly it’s the most hurtful thing I have experienced in a long time. I wish you the best in your journey. Only be honest to those who can see you heart to heart. Never out to anyone. Be careful. Peace and love ❤️🙏🏽
I'm sure I'm going through a spiritual emergency Now. Most of my friends and family think I'm crazy anyway, because of my awakening. My "mama Kay" is the only person who understands any of this, but she can't help with this.
Holy moly, THIS is what happened to me. It happened at a family event. I closed my eyes, Taps was played, and my gosh, opened my eyes and holy moly! All of this! Felt like I was having a mental breakdown while my body was breaking down.
Had to stop working, had all these weird medical stuff that I'm working through.
The veil was fully lifted in that instance and everything just RUSHED at me.
I'm spiritually gifted, but it went from a 6 to 💯 in an instant.
I've been in therapy for a while, but when that happened I was going every week. Luckily the medical practice that I go to is cultural based, and they're very loving and supportive.
Thankfully, I'm now in Spiritual Ascension but it feels very very fast. And physically painful.
I'm working with a few light workers to help me through this. My hubby is now understanding and supportive of my journey.
People and family did drop out of my life. But it's okay for me now.
I'm grateful that I found you. Thank you for being you.
Omg spiritual emergency..dead on...911 the only missing component is feces in my hair. Have to work have 2 pups too support however.. can hardly do dishes shower laundry etc nights are spent in terror as past arises to be transmuted dogs have assenscion symtoms house is filthy and I dont care. Eating pizza..only food I can eat plus beer.. to stabilize the insanity can't workout..glad your videos are here thanks
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Anne Chara. Sounds awful. Get to a doctor...or therapy....if you can get free therapy depending where you live. sounds like a depressive illness. Best of luck.
One hour at a time.....❤️ This too SHALL PASS...hills and valleys....
im going through almost all of the symptoms at the moment and today has been the absolute worst. HOLY SHIT this is intense. My mind is going crazy.
I took a warm bath with lavender and went in between the hot bath and an ice bucket a few times and then layed in front of the stove asking the universe for help, and here it was. Thank you❤️
Im also seeing a spiritual psycotherapist tomorrow!
Take care guys, you can do it!
How are you these days friend?
Can’t thank you enough for all your priceless wisdom, knowledge & giving of your personal experience ~ you are TRULY a BLESSING for me🙏😇! You are SO comforting ~ the synchronicity your videos are emailed to me, confirming all for the past 3-4 yrs now is heaven sent! You’re an Angel on earth! God Bless you 🙏 you are a VERY SPECIAL person, mentor, teacher...your light shines bright and you are making a HUGE difference✨ my spiritual awakening seems to be on a new level now & you nailed it ~ completely resonated & learned so much & although I don’t have delusions of granger, I’m grateful and calm knowing IM NOT GOING INSANE! 👻 L😆L
I’m deeply grateful ✨🙏✨
Sending you love & blessings always,❤️
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The doctors put me in a mental hospital and diagnosed me with bipolar. I believe that is what happened to me. Thank you for making this clear to me.
I imagine it's not uncommon to have a spiritual emergency diagnosed as psychosis too :c My mood was pretty wild sometimes during the dark night of the soul, so bipolar might be a concern of those in this stage as well...
Hi Christina... i am a writer by profession and never miss on any content that you ever post... Not just I am an ardent follower of yours but also very keen to work with you given the chance to contribute to such mystical sciences... Do let me know if there is any such avenue available with you... Regards and much power to your mission... ❤
Kriti Sabharwal Wish I could become a writer.
Christina, I appreciate how you understand the difference between detachment and dis-entanglement.
I’ve been having a rough spiritual awakening since April 2020. HEAVY depression, (and I’ve had depression my whole life, but this is beyond everything I’ve felt in the past and in the past I was even in the psychiatric hospital… this is way harder. A lot of weird symptoms. The impossibility to work. I’ve been shaking, having amnesia, the feeling of complete desolation and despair… my libido just disappeared completely.. it’s been more than two year of all of this. BUT now I get this is an spiritual awakening cause I had an spiritual emergency past march, triggered by a heavy plant medicine session. It lasted like a month. So imagine that on top of my severe symptoms I entered an emergency state… I mean… more emergency…. I started to alucinante, I felt like all my childhood traumas were there… I could felt another level of despair, Everything was different, I felt detached from the planet… I felt so much fear. So much pain. I just ask for the universe to have some mercy with me.
How are you these days friend?
You are fantastic.. Listening to this video I didn't think what I had experienced was a spiritual emergency until you spoke about #'s 5, 7 and 8. Wow I have no words except to say I feel so blessed to have crossed paths with you. Be well & big hugs☮
Hi Christina thank you for the explanation. I am currently going through an emergency spiritual awakening. I needed to run away in the forest and meditate. Still was not sure about was happening. I did ask the universe to send someone or a teacher to tell what’s happening with me. When I close my eyes my body move in a spiral movement. It starts from the heart then moves upwards. Within 2 days I start seeing energetic field, healing gifts, future of some of friends... I am overwhelmed by little things... Too much is happening. I am glad I had discovered your RUclips channel- because it is not just an awakening. My question is can you establish in that state? Thank you 🙏🏽
Oh thank God. It’s actually a thing that happens. Has a name and everything. Sweet, comforting relief. Still have no idea where this all leads but at least I feel okay with enjoying the ride as opposed to the alternative that I had almost convinced myself of. So very grateful for this channel.
Sorry beautiful Christina, this video is not clear to me... EVERYTHING that you said about the spiritual emergency can be the definition of clinical hard depression...
How can I know which is which... or is depression just an invention of the modern world and all deep depression is a hard spiritual emergencies??
I can’t work... I’ve been home for more then a year now and I have suicidal thoughts a lot and no medication can help me... they all worsen my symptoms... I feel like I’M NOT DEPRESSED but something is VERY VERY WRONG WITH ME... why do I can’t fonction? I have kids to take care of, I had a career that’s now gone... Why do normal life doesn’t work well for me? Why am I like this? Do I still have my place in this world? I feel so disconnected... my life seems to be so tough for me... why?
I’m so sad, I need help...
I ask for help from my guides everyday....
I meditate everyday and try to connect with my inner self and been so for more then a year...
I’m coming to the end of my Strenght...
Ben, my son at 21 years is going through same thing. You are not alone.
I've learned when one day at a time seems overwhelming...I break it down to one hour at a time....it helps ❤️
So grateful this was in my feed as well. Newly awake - very accelerated...everything I believe to be true isn't,,, I am working hard on balance, release, surrender, healing, getting the downloads, writing the notes, breaking and growing..... learning learning learning,,,,, empathic? Psychic? WTF!!!?, THANK YOU so much lovely .... you've helped me reassure myself of my (relative) saniity (lol) you are a wonderful leader and a blessing to many... x
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Emerge and see :)
Wow!!!! The only slightly off symptom I have that doesn't match up with everything you just said is the time line . I have been going through a spiritual emergency for 5 years. I think actually for longer than 5 years within 5 years because my vision of reality has shifted from several traumatic things that seem to happen back-to-back to back. And when I raised my head up long enough to ask what else could happen, my son gets hit and killed by a truck. I have had every symptom you mentioned And have thought I am going crazy I am going crazy and d*** near killed myself.. You're videos where videos are saving my life and allowing me to find hope . . When you said you would just grab yes grab rocks, comma I would collect rocks from the river for a year and bring them home and/smash them with a sledgehammer. I dug a hole in my backyard that could house 5 men standing straight up and you wouldn't even see them because the hole was so deep. I had no idea where the compulsions pulsions would come from and I and I would just escape and do what was natural to me was natural to me which I found out are grounding exercises exercises squared on steroids. I am so overwhelmed. I sought relief through substances and now I am addicted addicted. I am in a very very abusive narcissistic relationship. I am fighting for my life and My sanity and I have felt like I am losing the battle.. I am still very very much in the thick of it And desperately I'm in need of help . I would even go so far as to say that that there is a force force of some sort working against me and trying to destroy me. I am estranged from my family. When my son died calldied, I received no no sympathy. It was unreal unreal and unhuman behavior behavior. I was actually attacked I am estranged from my family. When my son died calldied, I received no no sympathy. It was unreal unreal and unhuman behavior behavior. I was actually attacked At every point that I felt I was at my weakest I was literally literally attacked by buy a family member or buy my boyfriend. And when I would tell people about what was going on going on because the attacks were totally unprovoked , they wouldn't believe me.. I had trouble even believing myseven believing myself that this was going on. I felt like I was lost in the twilight zin the Twilight Zone. Am I crazy ? I hope I don't get a response from you saying well you are the exception you are the crazy one out of everyone being awakened and heaven is spiritual emergency. You're actually the 1 with the Mental illness and there's no hope for you other than Shock therapy or something like that. But of course now that I've mentioned that that's probably the exact response I'm going to get since I just created that vibration. There are several typos in this because I talk into the phone and I don't have the patience to type all of this out. I have Start it meditating and it is helping immeasurably and I'm seeking out these videos that describe everything going on with me to AT. You're comment about healing through your hands really really resonated with me because I recently asked my friend to let me lay hands on his hurt knee and he said that night it felt so much better period from the time I was a child I imagined that I could heal with my hands and I thought that just made me crazy. When you said that about healing through your hands I couldn't believe my ears But then again I could. I'm going through h*** on steroids!!I'm trying to work my way out of this hole and it is very very difficult considering considering the environment and the backs that I am addicted now and it's Almost impossible to to break that addiction in this horribly abusive environment.. I'm struggling and receiving nothing but judgment thank judgment everywhere I turn. I just want to say thank you you're doing good work
Feeling very confused , trying to discern between a spiritual emergency and clinical acute anxiety. Symptoms are very similar and it is nigh impossible to calm fear when you suffer from anxiety and panic disorder. I was diagnosed 40 years ago but I listen to you now (and I am on the spiritual awakening path) and so many of your pointers I experienced, at my lowest , in a bad relationship in my 20's . Felt like I was possessed at one point. Lately my anxiety level is through the roof, expecially this year, my emotions are all over the map and I am struggling with very unconcious family members, like I can just not have them in my life anymore. Not sleeping well and exhausted all the time....this is kind of scattered but maybe you could comment
I had no idea what was happening to me. I freaked out a little. But not in a bad way (I remained calm and didn't panic or act irrationally). I thought it was cool but also scary sort of. I asked God to help me in understanding what was happening to me. I had no one to talk to bcuz I'm like 'they're going to think I'm crazy'. Anywho, some kind of way I miraculously found YOU!! When I say I'm sooooo grateful for you, you have no idea how serious I am. You honestly saved me. I thank the universe for you everyday!!
I remembered my past life about 3 weeks ago I thought I was just having a daydream and what made it even scarier is how I was killed I have birth marks I was shot in a war I've got a birthmark on my leg where I got shot and a mark on the back of my head and thats where I was shot and died I haven't been right for about 6 months I cry for no reason I'm in my bed right now feeling scared and freezing cold then hot it's scary
I had a kundalini awakening during a retreat march 2018 and it’s been intense and as you said everything changed . Let’s put it this way I’ve just moved to Italy , gave away everything in New York where I lived ( a restaurant , my car , my apartment ) I couldn’t do it anymore .
The kundalini effects are still intense . I feel schizophrenic sometimes , but I my guides directing me all the time . I’m currently in a house ( alone ) directly above the ocean , lots of light and peace . The universe ( God) and I are blending
I am going through a spiritual Emergency and I’m afraid I’m gonna have a heart attack or nervous breakdown! I was literally VIBRATING for 3 day amd now I’m so far down I cannot see my way up!
Are you okay?
I am going through this nightmare too...8 months now.., I’ve lost 20lbs, can’t eat, sleep or function! Showering takes every ounce of my energy.
@@Erin-pj7vt ❤🕯trust the kid in you again. Feel don't be scared to feel so you can heal and put it in a bag and give it to someone bigger then you, within you and surrounds you.. A higher power. Breath!
@@selfhealersguideDrAatikah thank you I definitely feel like a child I’m sobbing uncontrollably who do I give this too? I tried the breathing my whole body vibrated after 8 breaths and hands locked up
Me too literally have been thinking the same things I feel so scared at times
This is amazing!!!
Just need to say... we are ALL spiritual beings!
There is no such as a spiritual person and a non spiritual person.
All human beings are spiritual beings! If you believe it or not, if you want to or not, if you practice or not...
Every “Calm the Fear” I hear you say, my mind presupposes you’re about to say, “Calm the F down” 😅
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Thank you so much. You just put words into what I've had no idea was an actual thing. This is the best day ever, I thought I was completely alone in the world dealing with this
OMG you are seriously my new bff!!!Lol! I even shaved each side of my head as a sacrifice and a symbol of my commitment... lol!!!