Let me know if y'all like the intro. Also this is part 1..they get more serious (and painful) as the stories continue so stay tuned. As for the sound...I hear it fine on my laptop and phone...I don't understand why some of y'all can't hear it. I'm so sorry 😭🖤
When you talk I can only hear it from one side fully and a little from the right, but I can hear the sound effects around 1:30 from both sides perfectly
Doesn't she??!! I feel like she changed her makeup or her skincare or something. She is always gorgeous but lately her skin is just glowing and beautiful! Whatever it is she should keep it up.
I was best friends with a dealer. I never sold (or even did) the drugs but we were inseparable. As weird as it sounds, I was getting addicted to the fast life. It seemed exciting at the time. Definitely dangerous. In hindsight, I see how dark times were. I think it's often overlooked how it's not just the drugs, but the life that can be addictive.
adam burdt same here, went to the city and everything with them (from western NY, about 5 hours from where Jessica is from too) as a stupid 19 year old knowing what she was doing and getting but thinking we were invincible because I “had no parts” (association is parts stupid child 😂). Now I look back counting my 9 lives.
I feel like there’s more “prison” type content that’s becoming more acceptable on RUclips and it’s delightful and honestly probably a good thing. Having those who’ve been there done that and share the real shit; could really be what someone might need to hear.
I second that.... it's so refreshing to see. Maybe with the realities of addiction being shared more and it being accepted more, more people will be given hope and know that they don't have to stay stuck in that lifestyle either. I'm so glad!
Selia Salto exactly! People can write stories on Facebook all day and share news articles but, I think hearing someone talk about the reality is a whole different level of understanding.
i have a friend who has distanced himself from me because he's a dealer and he can't get out of it... he says that he's afraid of "them" knowing that we're friends and that something would happen to me i miss him a lot and just hope he's safe
This is gonna bring flash backs! 😩😂 I was a female dealer- selling 25 Kilos a month of cocaine/crack from mid 90s till 2003! Early 2000s Herion was added to the menu of “for sale” 🙄 (yes, I’m old/43 lol) until the feds raided me/us in 2003. They took EVERYTHING! ITS NOT WORTH IT LADIES (or men) LISTEN TO JESS!!!! DONT DO IT! It’s not a good life to live. My home was INVADED, and I was robbed (they got a box of crayons NOT the dope 😩😂) looking back the stories are funny but it’s definitely not fun or funny! DONT DO IT!!! Thx for covering another important topic Jess! 🖤
Man it’s crazy the risks we take when we’re young and seemingly invisible! I’m so glad you were able to leave that world and live a sober life. You are one tough B! 😉
Agh! That sounds so scary. I hate that pitted feeling of intuition when something is wrong. I'm so glad you are still here to share your message. Been binge watching you for weeks!! 💚 thank you for casting such a bright and real light into a world most people don't understand
I’ve always always always dated dealers never really been one well, I would help sell but I never would go pick up the big amounts. But I literally just got out of a relationship a month ago cause he started using crack. I am clean off heroin but on methadone I love this. You make me wanna do so much better!
HELLO JESS!! I’m so excited for this video, I always wanna hear about your dealer stories because you don’t share them as much as you share prison stories!! I’m also so happy to tell you that I’ve been sober for a month and some change!! 41 days to be exact!! Thank you so much for sharing your stories ❤️
Congrats, that is awesome! You can do it. So proud of you. December 19 will be 3 years for me after 10 years of opiate addiction. You have a whole community here if you need someone to talk to when you struggle.
I was listening while making coffee and heard the intro and replayed lmao I was like ok girl I see you!!! Haha I’m a fairly new listener and binged watched your channel! Love the messages your sending and love the real, raw truth you put out!
That is SUCH a good point Jess...in all my many, many years of being in and on the periphery of that world, I cannot think of EVEN ONE person who played the game and who didn't end up getting played by the game. Jails, institutions or death...or sobriety. Those are the choices. Another great video and thank God for another day of reprieve!!
Also I’ve been binge watching your videos for the past week! I haven’t been able to comment because I watch on my tv versus the iPad I’m currently on. Your videos are so relatable being that I was addicted to meth for a while then went to pills to help me get off the meth and now I’m taking subs by prescription and I also attend meetings. Never have I been able to relate so much to a RUclipsr. Thank you for sharing your story ❤️
How do you remember all of your stories in such great detail. I went through years of addiction with different substances at different times and I do not remember major chunks of my life.
I don't remember it all at once honestly. Talking about stuff over time has helped me remember..I was having a convo w reece last night and it triggered a memory ..that I must have repressed. 🖤
Thank you for sharing your stories and being so transparent, I have been there.. I can unfortunately relate and by the Grace of God, I got help before it was too late. (Haha that rhymed 💁) I love what you're using your platform for and you inspire me to not be so ashamed of my past that I let it consume me. Xoxo
So transparent and let's face facts an interesting topic even though it destroys lives from start to finish. Great story telling and sharing, really glad I found your channel somehow?
"Feels like a bad dream" That is a perfect description of it. A bad dream that I now, 2 years removed still have flash backs of on a daily, sometimes hourly basis. Idk if you deal with this sort of thing as well but I am haunted by all these memories of my past life. The idiotic, irresponsible and downright horrible things I did. The guilt follows me around everywhere I go. I love your channel. You're a huge inspiration for me but at the same time, listening to these stories often brings up these memories that I wish so badly I could just forget. If you see this I would love to know if you deal with the same thing and if so how do you cope with it? Maybe it could be a topic for a future video?
I love watching your videos because I feel the same way as you do now but also it’s nice to see people who have made it out but have been through the same things I have been. I went to prison is 2016 on 3 counts of trafficking heroin. Just know I’m proud of you. And you’re so humble and sweet. Thanks for sharing.
Thank you for sharing how cool you thought it was to be a dealer as a teen. I work with middle and high school students and while I tell them this same stuff you have more credibility. I also was married to an addict and unfortunately that relationship had to end for my own safety. It’s so great that you are using you experience in a positive way.
I'm so glad you have a support system. I've got essentially the opposite because my brother deals exactly what you used to and got me hooked when I was 12. Took me 8 years to finally get myself off of stuff, but I've never wanted to get my brother (or sister and mother who are addicted) in trouble because he would go to prison for sure. Because of that I had to just go through heavy withdrawals, alone, without telling anyone and I can't stop being around drugs constantly without severing ties with most of my family. I hope that it just makes me even stronger in sobriety, but I'm sure a support system is the best way to keep yourself sober for good. Keep doing you, you really inspire me.
I see the pain in your eyes and heart when you tell these stories. I am so proud of the woman you have become, and so grateful that you are here to tell your stories! I know you are helping so many people right now! It always amazes me the plan God has for each one of us! Hugs!😸
You look extremely beautiful this morning.. I was also an herion addict who got addicted NOT only drugs BUT that lifestyle.. So I feel EXACTLY what your talking about girl!! Keep up the great videos... Love & Respect from California 💘 PS loving the new intro
Girl,I am so sorry 4 what u hav been thru. ..been there babe! U r an inspiration & a tru testament to turning ur life around & being a good life lesson!!
I'm happy I found your channel though Christina! I appreciate how honest you are about difficult subjects. I wish you the best & look forward to watching the rest of the series. 🙏🏻💞
I am absolutely crying my eyes out after a few of your videos. When I was 18 years old my parents left me and I moved in with my boyfriend and his parents. My boyfriend sold drugs and I didn't know that he did until I found loads of drugs stacked away in his room, when I asked about it he told me he sold drugs and showed me how much money he made and I felt so alone and empty and hurt that my parents could just up and leave me and not ring oír anything and leave me homeless that I started selling in order to make more money then minimum wage so I could actually afford an education like college after high school and get a job to buy myself a house. I sold drugs for 2 years and when I was 20 I tried heroin just like you and became addicted. My boyfriend chucked me out of his house when he found out and i don't blame him to this day so I was homeless for 6 months and my only friend was heroin because all of my friends left me when they found out I sold drugs and didn't understand why I had to sell drugs. They were just starting college and I was homeless, parentless and addicted to heroin, they had NO IDEA HOW HARD it was, so they stopped being my friend so heroin became easier to take and I didn't feel as guilty when everybody left me. I hated myself. I got back with the ex after he became addicted to coke and we moved back into his parents house until I got arrested and went into jail only to find out I was pregnant in prison, I had my baby in jail and 3 years later I got out and met my baby for the second time ever. I got a 9-5 job worked my ass off! Went to college, got my diploma, fell in love and now have 5 children. Are stories are so similiar and the way you speak in your videos gives me chills. You are going to inspire soooo many people with your words.
Girl.....look at your channel growing so fast. YASSSSSSSSS!!! Congrats, you and Christina Randall are my new favorite channels. Y'all are so inspiring, you're giving so many people still out here hope. I love that you share the dark realities of addiction, while showing so many people that it doesn't have to stay that way...that's what you're doing for me right now anyways! Thanks
I stumbled soon your videos and I absolutely love u. Your message is so positive. I was a meth addict for almost 20 years. I was an IV user at one point. I sold drugs I sold my body I was a shit person. I stole from my family. Your stories hit me do hard bc they are so much like my own. Never been to actual prison tho. Did alot of county time tho. Keep up what your doing. I also am a boring mom and I love it. Congrats on your sobriety girl. I have 4 years clean myself
Well at the time there was people talking on the phone while on the road and I didn’t wanna be rude by Blairing the vid (I have to have it kind of loud or headphones on because I have hearing problems) but otherwise I would’ve 😉
This is so sad to hear. I’m only 20, I hung out with older people from ages 13-17 and they used me to make deals to rob people because they wouldn’t feel unsafe coming to meet me. I was always promised I’d be rushed to safety right away but I wasn’t. And I was stupid of me to believe these people gave even 1 fuck about me
You should definitely write a book. You have an amazing voice and it would be so awesome and inspiring to hear your stories. And to help so many people as well.
I freaking love you and Christina ! It sucks that you had a rough start but what a blessing to be here now healthy and successful. These stories are so interesting . Big love 💖
The audio is fine it’s just with headphones. It’s a thing where you have to record in stereo vs mono I think so that w headphones you hear it in both headphones! But great video thanks for sharing!
I love your videos. I know exactly where you are coming from. I still have issues till this day but I don't deal any more. I spent from 18-30 dealing heroin and the life itself does become addicting. I would go to Baltimore and bring it back to a smallish town about an hour outside of the city. I'm lucky I'm still alive. I've been robbed, I've lost close friends and I've OD'ed .myself. luckily I made it through with no criminal record (a complete miracle) and my life. It's so dangerous but when you're an addict your mind isn't right. I felt proud I could get away from the cops. I felt proud I was a dealer. Looking back on it I was sooooo stupid. I'm just so glad I'm alive and made it through. I still relapse here and there but I no longer deal. I don't know how I use to live that life.
This was one of my favourite videos, please more stories like this ! I can seriously relate and its great hearing all of this from someone else who came out the other side as well
This is my first rewatch of the video and u so authentic and after meeting you and the meet and Greet you’re the same girl just someone who wants to tells their story and help when she can you talk to us like you talk to ur friends so I love when u say no fans but friends on the internet I admire you and love you girl from Keanna
this makeup look hello!!!! hot mama as always!!!! also GIRL you might have done some bad shit but you were never evil, you were a young woman fighting to survive in some very challenging circumstances. antisocial personality disorder is no joke, the fact that you've risen so far above the lows that continued to find you is PROOF of the good you have in you. you had conduct issues because of your environment and genetics and what you were around from such a young age, and now you are using that passion and fight that'll always be at the core of you to educate and uplift others that don't have the insight that you do now. can't wait to watch you change the world tbh
for some reason i guess people were having an issue with the audio so i think jess reuploaded without the intro so that would be why some people didn’t see it!
I lived the life from 12 to 26. That seriously is some scary shot... I always had a worry of getting raped out there. So many times I ended up in the worst parts of Kansas City. They don’t play. The first time I ever went we walked up into my guys homies house and literally had weapons every where. I was shaking. They were cool as hell to me though do to my guy getting their stuff. My ride even went around asking them for gas money to get back home and they all stood up and started pulling their pieces out of their pants to check to see what they could spare him lol. It was not funny at the time. So they left me there and I had to try to get my guy up since he was so out of it he was laid out on their couch. Even though they were like they were I have to say they were so fucking kind to me. I’m thankful for my 14 years I’ve been clean. I would never encourage someone to live street. It’s just not worth it. Much love to ya girl. 💙
I’ve never sold drugs so I can’t relate, but I’ve gotta say, Jessica, you do an amazing job with this channel. You’re honest and articulate. You do such a good job of describing the stories, but most of all you always end it with a positive message. I think harm reduction begins with people like you-someone who’s been there, made some really bad decisions, but has ultimately smartened up to live a clean, fulfilled life. Keep doing what you’re doing! You can’t even imagine how many people you’ve made a positive impact on =)
Wow! That was intense. Why do I think I'm going to be dreaming about a similarly scetchy incident tonight? Thank you for sharing. You look really healthy now, sounds like you've got an angel.
I know I’m like wayyy late on watching this, but I just discovered you and I’m addicted to watching you!!! Congrats on all your clean time and making it out!!! You’re a true BOSS! So glad the deal went well, the whole time you were telling the story I was thinking you and your girl were gone get robbed. Especially after dude handed him the bag of money and he still ain’t produce the product!!!
Now you have this job. Where you don’t have to work long hours, the pay is good, and it’s legal. You should’ve wanted to grow up to be an actress or a RUclipsr. That’s literally the best job for someone who doesn’t want to work all of the time but still make good money.
Hi I'm super late too the party. I discovered your channel yesterday but man I love it! My drug of choise was always alcohol and I'm done with it for a good year now and your stories are helping me do remember how lonly, sad and shitty life as an addict was thanks 1000 times for this! I wish you all the best
I love you and your stories so much! I have been with you since the beginning and you have grown alot and your confidence has grown even much more!! Much love girl!! ❤
I've been wrestling with the idea of starting a recovery, prison and workout channel like this but am apprehensive bc I don't wanna put my business out there bc there are so many haters that say rude stuff. But anyway, I just recently stumbled on your channel and think it is awesome. I grew up in Upstate NY and went upstate to prison numerous times. I was on H and coke, tried hustling on and off but a monkey can't sell bananas as they say. I'm glad you are doing well. I had to fall many times before getting it together, moving to Alabama and starting my own pro. window cleaning business. Don't ever wanna go back to that life and I hope you never do. Cool video.
You’re an amazing storyteller Jess! Thanks for being a great advocate as well. You and your family have a bright future in front of you and are changing so many lives. Keep up the great work and I am glad I found your channel.
Love the makeup in this video! I’m only 4’11 and look young as well. When buying alcohol for the first at 21. The guy at the liquor store called the cops and thought I had a fake id.
Great video, thanks for addressing the sound issue as well. I can only hear it out of the right headphone and at 1:30 I can hear it from both but it cuts out again shortly after. Have a great day Jess 😊.
This intro is 🔥 🔥 🔥 love you the most girl! Idc if you re filmed only this video 100 different times, I’d watch every single one every time. Love you girl. 😍❤️
Sure there were lots of scary moments. Glad your hear to share. Stay up stay free. Hit that like button people. Of all of us prison channels we could all learn from her.
I really hope you consider writing a biography of your life as a female drug dealer, so many people would buy it and your story is unlike any I’ve ever heard before. There’s so many situations you’ve been through that you tell us here on YT that keep me intrigued and on the edge of my chair. You’re stories are fascinating and so so interesting. Please consider writing a novel or biography based on your life, the good and the bad of that lifestyle you were living in. How you started, your first time trying all the drugs you’ve tried, what that felt like, your first drug deal you ever did, how it went down and how you went on to do 10k+ deals after that. It’s all so interesting and intriguing to say the least and I know your novel weither it’s 300 pages or a series of a few books would sell so god damn fast and you’d make bank as if you were selling dope again. So many people would enjoy reading it or them depending on how much you choose to share in your novel or novels and I know it will be hard to expose yourself in writing but you could always use a fake name. Just an idea and I know you’d be great at it after following and watching your videos. You can do this! If you want it you totally should. Keep making videos girl! Your content is inspiring and eye opening, thank you for everything you’ve shared. You’ve helped me in many ways by just being yourself and opening up your life to the world and that takes some serious lady balls so good for you 👌🏻 keep on keepin’ on girl, can’t wait to see what the future brings for you but just know, you’re not some girl on YT making videos, you are changing lives and inspiring others to go down healthier paths. You rock Jessica! #rideordie #jessicakent 🖤💀🖤
I think it would be cool if you made a video about your first time trying your drugs of choice and the feelings that led up to that. Or maybe a video about finding yourself after becoming sober because I'm really struggling ❤️❤️❤️
How crazy. When I was 9 years old I guess when asked by my father what I seen myself doing when I am older and a dealer was my response. You dont know how good it feels(in a bad way of course) to know that wasent just myself who felt or said the same as a child. Love the vids and keep'um comming👍.
Let me know if y'all like the intro. Also this is part 1..they get more serious (and painful) as the stories continue so stay tuned. As for the sound...I hear it fine on my laptop and phone...I don't understand why some of y'all can't hear it. I'm so sorry 😭🖤
Jessica Kent love it!! I can hear it! ❤️❤️
I'm watching on my phone at work and sound is fine!! 💚
I hear it just fine out of my phone speaker.
When you talk I can only hear it from one side fully and a little from the right, but I can hear the sound effects around 1:30 from both sides perfectly
its coming in and out for me just quiet and loud but still love this video and you
You look soooo pretty Jessica!!! 🤩😘❤️
👑🖤🤟
Both of y'all are gorgeous 💕
I love both of you two! Both of you are gorgeous ♥️♥️
Love you both!!
Doesn't she??!! I feel like she changed her makeup or her skincare or something. She is always gorgeous but lately her skin is just glowing and beautiful! Whatever it is she should keep it up.
I was best friends with a dealer. I never sold (or even did) the drugs but we were inseparable. As weird as it sounds, I was getting addicted to the fast life. It seemed exciting at the time. Definitely dangerous. In hindsight, I see how dark times were. I think it's often overlooked how it's not just the drugs, but the life that can be addictive.
adam burdt same here, went to the city and everything with them (from western NY, about 5 hours from where Jessica is from too) as a stupid 19 year old knowing what she was doing and getting but thinking we were invincible because I “had no parts” (association is parts stupid child 😂). Now I look back counting my 9 lives.
The life is more so addicting then the drugs tbg
"girl couldnt fight her way out of a wet paper bag."
*fight
Not find
At least she's saving the environment 😂
The only time I’ve ever heard that expression was in prison...lol
I feel like there’s more “prison” type content that’s becoming more acceptable on RUclips and it’s delightful and honestly probably a good thing. Having those who’ve been there done that and share the real shit; could really be what someone might need to hear.
I second that.... it's so refreshing to see. Maybe with the realities of addiction being shared more and it being accepted more, more people will be given hope and know that they don't have to stay stuck in that lifestyle either. I'm so glad!
Selia Salto exactly! People can write stories on Facebook all day and share news articles but, I think hearing someone talk about the reality is a whole different level of understanding.
exactly!
True
It also shows people with no records how fucked up and inhumane some prisons treat people.
i have a friend who has distanced himself from me because he's a dealer and he can't get out of it... he says that he's afraid of "them" knowing that we're friends and that something would happen to me
i miss him a lot and just hope he's safe
Down here most of the bigger dealers have connections with the Cartel so I've heard something similar many times.
I love how you often shout other youtubers out at the beginning of your vids! You're so humble and supportive to others
All of us recovering addicts understand the passing right by an old friend because we are on our way to re-up.
This is gonna bring flash backs! 😩😂 I was a female dealer- selling 25 Kilos a month of cocaine/crack from mid 90s till 2003! Early 2000s Herion was added to the menu of “for sale” 🙄 (yes, I’m old/43 lol) until the feds raided me/us in 2003. They took EVERYTHING! ITS NOT WORTH IT LADIES (or men) LISTEN TO JESS!!!! DONT DO IT! It’s not a good life to live. My home was INVADED, and I was robbed (they got a box of crayons NOT the dope 😩😂) looking back the stories are funny but it’s definitely not fun or funny! DONT DO IT!!! Thx for covering another important topic Jess! 🖤
You were selling 25 kilos a month at 18? Over a million dollar worth of product? A month? You? Really??
Man it’s crazy the risks we take when we’re young and seemingly invisible! I’m so glad you were able to leave that world and live a sober life. You are one tough B! 😉
Agh! That sounds so scary. I hate that pitted feeling of intuition when something is wrong. I'm so glad you are still here to share your message. Been binge watching you for weeks!! 💚 thank you for casting such a bright and real light into a world most people don't understand
I’ve always always always dated dealers never really been one well, I would help sell but I never would go pick up the big amounts. But I literally just got out of a relationship a month ago cause he started using crack. I am clean off heroin but on methadone I love this. You make me wanna do so much better!
HELLO JESS!! I’m so excited for this video, I always wanna hear about your dealer stories because you don’t share them as much as you share prison stories!! I’m also so happy to tell you that I’ve been sober for a month and some change!! 41 days to be exact!! Thank you so much for sharing your stories ❤️
Way to go, girl!! So proud of you, you've got this!! Keep pushing forward, it's not easy but it's WORTH IT! YOU are worth it! ❤️❤️
Congrats, that is awesome! You can do it. So proud of you. December 19 will be 3 years for me after 10 years of opiate addiction. You have a whole community here if you need someone to talk to when you struggle.
Girl, I’m so proud of you!! Keep going! You are amazing! 💪♥️
Congrats on 41 days!! Keep it up!!
You go girl stay strong
I was listening while making coffee and heard the intro and replayed lmao I was like ok girl I see you!!! Haha I’m a fairly new listener and binged watched your channel! Love the messages your sending and love the real, raw truth you put out!
When you're quarantined to your room with bronchitis but both Jess and Christina upload 🙌 bow down to y'all
Nikita SantaMaria i have bronchitis too haha
Oh no lol I hope you feel better soon!
Ugh now everyone is 😭😭😭😭
That is SUCH a good point Jess...in all my many, many years of being in and on the periphery of that world, I cannot think of EVEN ONE person who played the game and who didn't end up getting played by the game. Jails, institutions or death...or sobriety. Those are the choices.
Another great video and thank God for another day of reprieve!!
Also I’ve been binge watching your videos for the past week! I haven’t been able to comment because I watch on my tv versus the iPad I’m currently on. Your videos are so relatable being that I was addicted to meth for a while then went to pills to help me get off the meth and now I’m taking subs by prescription and I also attend meetings. Never have I been able to relate so much to a RUclipsr. Thank you for sharing your story ❤️
Working in my left headphone, just hear static in the right. Could hear through both during the intro.
Omg thank the lord someone else had this I thought my headphones where just broken
@@mayamirliv same. i thought i was crazy
@@alexinwonderland5629 same
Same lol
Same
How do you remember all of your stories in such great detail. I went through years of addiction with different substances at different times and I do not remember major chunks of my life.
I don't remember it all at once honestly. Talking about stuff over time has helped me remember..I was having a convo w reece last night and it triggered a memory ..that I must have repressed. 🖤
that's also why you were just an addict, and kent was racking tens of thousands while using. the devil is in the details.
Tiffany Leeson Same especially the dangerous insane stuff it’s like my brain made me delete most of it
For real girl ........
Did you ever think that maybe there a little bull shit in the story just my opinion
The new intro!!!! I love it!! I am excited for this series! I am so happy that this story had a much better ending than it could have! Love you girl!
Audio is fine on my phone, also sick intro girl 🤘
Thanks!
@@prisonlifeinsideandout np, awesome job!
Thank you for sharing your stories and being so transparent, I have been there.. I can unfortunately relate and by the Grace of God, I got help before it was too late. (Haha that rhymed 💁) I love what you're using your platform for and you inspire me to not be so ashamed of my past that I let it consume me. Xoxo
So transparent and let's face facts an interesting topic even though it destroys lives from start to finish. Great story telling and sharing, really glad I found your channel somehow?
I wish u cud make a movie about ur life lol would be so cool to watch reenactments
"Feels like a bad dream" That is a perfect description of it. A bad dream that I now, 2 years removed still have flash backs of on a daily, sometimes hourly basis. Idk if you deal with this sort of thing as well but I am haunted by all these memories of my past life. The idiotic, irresponsible and downright horrible things I did. The guilt follows me around everywhere I go. I love your channel. You're a huge inspiration for me but at the same time, listening to these stories often brings up these memories that I wish so badly I could just forget. If you see this I would love to know if you deal with the same thing and if so how do you cope with it? Maybe it could be a topic for a future video?
I love watching your videos because I feel the same way as you do now but also it’s nice to see people who have made it out but have been through the same things I have been. I went to prison is 2016 on 3 counts of trafficking heroin. Just know I’m proud of you. And you’re so humble and sweet. Thanks for sharing.
Why do they call it "dog food"? You should really do a video on heroin culture vs. meth culture!
Bryah Edelen cause it feeds the dogs (junkies)
C H lol I thought because it was brown SEE THIS IS WHY WE NEED A VIDEO JESSICA
its called dog cause you dont know whats in it and when the person doesnt get it, they get sick "as a DOG"
Sho Lom interesting!
Here where I'm at they call Heroin Tacos. Imagine calling a dealer and asking for tacos. . .
Great story, you told it so well. The pat on the chest, the tap on the table doing your own SFX. Amazing.
Thank you for sharing how cool you thought it was to be a dealer as a teen. I work with middle and high school students and while I tell them this same stuff you have more credibility. I also was married to an addict and unfortunately that relationship had to end for my own safety. It’s so great that you are using you experience in a positive way.
I'm so glad you have a support system. I've got essentially the opposite because my brother deals exactly what you used to and got me hooked when I was 12. Took me 8 years to finally get myself off of stuff, but I've never wanted to get my brother (or sister and mother who are addicted) in trouble because he would go to prison for sure. Because of that I had to just go through heavy withdrawals, alone, without telling anyone and I can't stop being around drugs constantly without severing ties with most of my family. I hope that it just makes me even stronger in sobriety, but I'm sure a support system is the best way to keep yourself sober for good.
Keep doing you, you really inspire me.
I love how much you big up “smaller” channels all the time. You a real one, Jess! 💯
No such thing as smaller. We're all in this together 🖤
I see the pain in your eyes and heart when you tell these stories. I am so proud of the woman you have become, and so grateful that you are here to tell your stories! I know you are helping so many people right now! It always amazes me the plan God has for each one of us! Hugs!😸
I'm excited to see the rest of this series! So eye opening to the drug world.... how it starts so innocently
Jessica you are an absolutely amazing person and such an inspiration! Thank you for sharing your testimony with us. You're my favrotie RUclipsr! ❤
You look extremely beautiful this morning.. I was also an herion addict who got addicted NOT only drugs BUT that lifestyle.. So I feel EXACTLY what your talking about girl!! Keep up the great videos... Love & Respect from California 💘
PS loving the new intro
"It's almost as it was all a bad dream" that's exactly how I feel. I was a different person and it feels like a different life it's crazy.
Girl,I am so sorry 4 what u hav been thru. ..been there babe! U r an inspiration & a tru testament to turning ur life around & being a good life lesson!!
I'm happy I found your channel though Christina! I appreciate how honest you are about difficult subjects. I wish you the best & look forward to watching the rest of the series. 🙏🏻💞
I am absolutely crying my eyes out after a few of your videos. When I was 18 years old my parents left me and I moved in with my boyfriend and his parents. My boyfriend sold drugs and I didn't know that he did until I found loads of drugs stacked away in his room, when I asked about it he told me he sold drugs and showed me how much money he made and I felt so alone and empty and hurt that my parents could just up and leave me and not ring oír anything and leave me homeless that I started selling in order to make more money then minimum wage so I could actually afford an education like college after high school and get a job to buy myself a house. I sold drugs for 2 years and when I was 20 I tried heroin just like you and became addicted. My boyfriend chucked me out of his house when he found out and i don't blame him to this day so I was homeless for 6 months and my only friend was heroin because all of my friends left me when they found out I sold drugs and didn't understand why I had to sell drugs. They were just starting college and I was homeless, parentless and addicted to heroin, they had NO IDEA HOW HARD it was, so they stopped being my friend so heroin became easier to take and I didn't feel as guilty when everybody left me. I hated myself. I got back with the ex after he became addicted to coke and we moved back into his parents house until I got arrested and went into jail only to find out I was pregnant in prison, I had my baby in jail and 3 years later I got out and met my baby for the second time ever. I got a 9-5 job worked my ass off! Went to college, got my diploma, fell in love and now have 5 children. Are stories are so similiar and the way you speak in your videos gives me chills. You are going to inspire soooo many people with your words.
Very nice description of a moment in the Life... I for one go out in time..
Girl.....look at your channel growing so fast. YASSSSSSSSS!!! Congrats, you and Christina Randall are my new favorite channels. Y'all are so inspiring, you're giving so many people still out here hope. I love that you share the dark realities of addiction, while showing so many people that it doesn't have to stay that way...that's what you're doing for me right now anyways! Thanks
That intro is 🔥🔥 your channel is growing so fast!! SO proud of you ❤️❤️
I stumbled soon your videos and I absolutely love u. Your message is so positive. I was a meth addict for almost 20 years. I was an IV user at one point. I sold drugs I sold my body I was a shit person. I stole from my family. Your stories hit me do hard bc they are so much like my own. Never been to actual prison tho. Did alot of county time tho. Keep up what your doing. I also am a boring mom and I love it. Congrats on your sobriety girl. I have 4 years clean myself
Intro looks pretty good and the audio thing is so weird I don’t get sound on my headphones but without them is fine
I had the same issue. I thought my headphones were broken lol. I put em back in after the intro and it was all good.
Well at the time there was people talking on the phone while on the road and I didn’t wanna be rude by Blairing the vid (I have to have it kind of loud or headphones on because I have hearing problems) but otherwise I would’ve 😉
Your new intro, I was screaming. Go off girl 😍😍
I adore your honesty Jess!
This is so sad to hear. I’m only 20, I hung out with older people from ages 13-17 and they used me to make deals to rob people because they wouldn’t feel unsafe coming to meet me. I was always promised I’d be rushed to safety right away but I wasn’t. And I was stupid of me to believe these people gave even 1 fuck about me
My girl!! Glad you're here to share ❤❤
You should definitely write a book. You have an amazing voice and it would be so awesome and inspiring to hear your stories. And to help so many people as well.
I freaking love you and Christina ! It sucks that you had a rough start but what a blessing to be here now healthy and successful.
These stories are so interesting .
Big love 💖
"I was born in the 80s bro back up" best line ever! XD
The audio is fine it’s just with headphones. It’s a thing where you have to record in stereo vs mono I think so that w headphones you hear it in both headphones! But great video thanks for sharing!
I love your videos. I know exactly where you are coming from. I still have issues till this day but I don't deal any more. I spent from 18-30 dealing heroin and the life itself does become addicting. I would go to Baltimore and bring it back to a smallish town about an hour outside of the city. I'm lucky I'm still alive. I've been robbed, I've lost close friends and I've OD'ed .myself. luckily I made it through with no criminal record (a complete miracle) and my life. It's so dangerous but when you're an addict your mind isn't right. I felt proud I could get away from the cops. I felt proud I was a dealer. Looking back on it I was sooooo stupid. I'm just so glad I'm alive and made it through. I still relapse here and there but I no longer deal. I don't know how I use to live that life.
This was one of my favourite videos, please more stories like this ! I can seriously relate and its great hearing all of this from someone else who came out the other side as well
This is my first rewatch of the video and u so authentic and after meeting you and the meet and Greet you’re the same girl just someone who wants to tells their story and help when she can you talk to us like you talk to ur friends so I love when u say no fans but friends on the internet I admire you and love you girl from Keanna
Your makeup looks stunning!!! I live for your story times.
this makeup look hello!!!! hot mama as always!!!! also GIRL you might have done some bad shit but you were never evil, you were a young woman fighting to survive in some very challenging circumstances. antisocial personality disorder is no joke, the fact that you've risen so far above the lows that continued to find you is PROOF of the good you have in you. you had conduct issues because of your environment and genetics and what you were around from such a young age, and now you are using that passion and fight that'll always be at the core of you to educate and uplift others that don't have the insight that you do now. can't wait to watch you change the world tbh
So well told. Glad you gave us the whole story. Favorite channel by far
I'm on the edge of my seat, you're such a good story teller. Gonna watch 2 and 3 next. Jessica is my new fav RUclipsr.
i. watched. this. intro. 5. times. 👏🏻👏🏻 LITERALLY THE SICKEST BEAT AND FOOTAGE 👀🤩 you’re killing it jess!!!
What intro??
for some reason i guess people were having an issue with the audio so i think jess reuploaded without the intro so that would be why some people didn’t see it!
I lived the life from 12 to 26. That seriously is some scary shot... I always had a worry of getting raped out there. So many times I ended up in the worst parts of Kansas City. They don’t play. The first time I ever went we walked up into my guys homies house and literally had weapons every where. I was shaking. They were cool as hell to me though do to my guy getting their stuff. My ride even went around asking them for gas money to get back home and they all stood up and started pulling their pieces out of their pants to check to see what they could spare him lol. It was not funny at the time. So they left me there and I had to try to get my guy up since he was so out of it he was laid out on their couch. Even though they were like they were I have to say they were so fucking kind to me. I’m thankful for my 14 years I’ve been clean. I would never encourage someone to live street. It’s just not worth it. Much love to ya girl. 💙
It’s awesome how big your channel has gotten! I remember seeing your videos early on. Congratulations on your continued success:)
Omg i feel like that interaction with tbe 👮 mistaking you for a runaway was a warning sign 😭💜 proud of you for taking control of your life 💪
I’m finally awake when you upload! It’s 7 am in Arizona, hi Jess!♥️
I’ve never sold drugs so I can’t relate, but I’ve gotta say, Jessica, you do an amazing job with this channel. You’re honest and articulate. You do such a good job of describing the stories, but most of all you always end it with a positive message. I think harm reduction begins with people like you-someone who’s been there, made some really bad decisions, but has ultimately smartened up to live a clean, fulfilled life. Keep doing what you’re doing! You can’t even imagine how many people you’ve made a positive impact on =)
I'm from arkansas and totally relate to your videos, thank you for being so honest and open...you're amazing!
Wow! That was intense. Why do I think I'm going to be dreaming about a similarly scetchy incident tonight? Thank you for sharing. You look really healthy now, sounds like you've got an angel.
I know I’m like wayyy late on watching this, but I just discovered you and I’m addicted to watching you!!! Congrats on all your clean time and making it out!!! You’re a true BOSS! So glad the deal went well, the whole time you were telling the story I was thinking you and your girl were gone get robbed. Especially after dude handed him the bag of money and he still ain’t produce the product!!!
I don't know why this came up in my suggestions but this is so interesting!
Now you have this job. Where you don’t have to work long hours, the pay is good, and it’s legal. You should’ve wanted to grow up to be an actress or a RUclipsr. That’s literally the best job for someone who doesn’t want to work all of the time but still make good money.
Hi I'm super late too the party. I discovered your channel yesterday but man I love it! My drug of choise was always alcohol and I'm done with it for a good year now and your stories are helping me do remember how lonly, sad and shitty life as an addict was thanks 1000 times for this! I wish you all the best
I love you and your stories so much! I have been with you since the beginning and you have grown alot and your confidence has grown even much more!! Much love girl!! ❤
I've been wrestling with the idea of starting a recovery, prison and workout channel like this but am apprehensive bc I don't wanna put my business out there bc there are so many haters that say rude stuff. But anyway, I just recently stumbled on your channel and think it is awesome. I grew up in Upstate NY and went upstate to prison numerous times. I was on H and coke, tried hustling on and off but a monkey can't sell bananas as they say. I'm glad you are doing well. I had to fall many times before getting it together, moving to Alabama and starting my own pro. window cleaning business. Don't ever wanna go back to that life and I hope you never do. Cool video.
you should make a video on your first day/week in prison!
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You’re an amazing storyteller Jess! Thanks for being a great advocate as well. You and your family have a bright future in front of you and are changing so many lives. Keep up the great work and I am glad I found your channel.
I just started watching you yesterday and girllll Ive been binge watching the whole time 🎉
Your re-ups were $5K yet you didn’t have a car and had to take a bus to Manhattan and back? Not believable.
Love you girl!! THE INTRO IS SICK♥️
Thank you for sharing 😋 and thank you for continuing to explain that this isnt a lavish lifestyle and you know how bad it is! Proud of you jess :)
Love the makeup in this video! I’m only 4’11 and look young as well. When buying alcohol for the first at 21. The guy at the liquor store called the cops and thought I had a fake id.
I'm 5'4 and look really young too and small
As a dealer my phone rang 24/7 & someone was at my door every minute! I had to move & they still found me
I see your stories in frames of a graphic novel. Terrifying. Excellent story telling.
Great video, thanks for addressing the sound issue as well. I can only hear it out of the right headphone and at 1:30 I can hear it from both but it cuts out again shortly after. Have a great day Jess 😊.
This intro is 🔥 🔥 🔥 love you the most girl! Idc if you re filmed only this video 100 different times, I’d watch every single one every time. Love you girl. 😍❤️
Love love love this video! So interesting to get your perspective! Much love from an OG fan 🥰
Good morning jess ❤️ watching while drinking my morning coffee 💛
Sure there were lots of scary moments. Glad your hear to share. Stay up stay free. Hit that like button people. Of all of us prison channels we could all learn from her.
Love the intro. Totally related to this story 💕💞💕💞 We are the lucky ones, we have our lives and our babies 🤗
I really hope you consider writing a biography of your life as a female drug dealer, so many people would buy it and your story is unlike any I’ve ever heard before. There’s so many situations you’ve been through that you tell us here on YT that keep me intrigued and on the edge of my chair. You’re stories are fascinating and so so interesting. Please consider writing a novel or biography based on your life, the good and the bad of that lifestyle you were living in. How you started, your first time trying all the drugs you’ve tried, what that felt like, your first drug deal you ever did, how it went down and how you went on to do 10k+ deals after that. It’s all so interesting and intriguing to say the least and I know your novel weither it’s 300 pages or a series of a few books would sell so god damn fast and you’d make bank as if you were selling dope again. So many people would enjoy reading it or them depending on how much you choose to share in your novel or novels and I know it will be hard to expose yourself in writing but you could always use a fake name. Just an idea and I know you’d be great at it after following and watching your videos. You can do this! If you want it you totally should. Keep making videos girl! Your content is inspiring and eye opening, thank you for everything you’ve shared. You’ve helped me in many ways by just being yourself and opening up your life to the world and that takes some serious lady balls so good for you 👌🏻 keep on keepin’ on girl, can’t wait to see what the future brings for you but just know, you’re not some girl on YT making videos, you are changing lives and inspiring others to go down healthier paths. You rock Jessica! #rideordie #jessicakent 🖤💀🖤
You are a really strong person! So awesome you're clean and doing well.
I think it would be cool if you made a video about your first time trying your drugs of choice and the feelings that led up to that. Or maybe a video about finding yourself after becoming sober because I'm really struggling ❤️❤️❤️
I do like your intro. So scary Jessica, I'm so happy you survived. Love you!
How crazy. When I was 9 years old I guess when asked by my father what I seen myself doing when I am older and a dealer was my response. You dont know how good it feels(in a bad way of course) to know that wasent just myself who felt or said the same as a child. Love the vids and keep'um comming👍.
Love hearing your stories, keep posting these! So interesting 🖤🖤
I can't wait for the series
Wheres the intro everyone is talking about? I didnt see it lol
Me neither
Yeah me neither
OMG, I absolutely love your new intro ❤️❤️
We see that subscriber count going UP 🥳🖤 I need part 2!!!!
I love the new intro & this video ❤️❤️❤️
It is a mans world, it takes an intellectual woman such as yourself to recognize but to use it with a power. You are a strong minded person, god bless