Hi, How Are You Daniel Johnston? (Short Film- 2015)

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  • Опубликовано: 29 сен 2024
  • "Gabriel Sunday’s hallucinogenic portrait of the outsider artist and Kurt Cobain favorite Daniel Johnston.."
    Gabriel Sunday also plays a younger Daniel in some scenes
    Also features Soko throughout the film and a cover by Lana Del Rey at the end.
    I am one of the first (among many) Kickstarter special thanks, and am happy and proud to be a part of this, in whatever small way I could be.
    Film can purchased/supported here: vimeo.com/onde...

Комментарии • 1,9 тыс.

  • @gwchk7
    @gwchk7 5 лет назад +2575

    "To all the artists out there: don't be scared."

    • @familiaandradeherederodelr2320
      @familiaandradeherederodelr2320 4 года назад +45

      produced by mac miller

    • @ahankadam7447
      @ahankadam7447 4 года назад +5

      does anyone know what the song at 5:14 is?

    • @SonicGarden76
      @SonicGarden76 4 года назад +3

      @@ahankadam7447 ruclips.net/video/RR7uJA8QZBo/видео.html

    • @Kendojin
      @Kendojin 3 года назад +64

      "I finished my first tape today. I feel pretty darn proud ... Gee, how could something so simple and stupid mean so much to sombody, but it does. It feels good."
      I found out a few months ago that procrastination can be a form of fear.
      I'm going to finish my book. It'll be dumb. It'll be simple. And it'll mean so much to me.
      Thank you, Daniel

    • @sixthsenseamelia4695
      @sixthsenseamelia4695 3 года назад +4

      @@Kendojin 🤗👍

  • @cadesturgeon2172
    @cadesturgeon2172 5 лет назад +83

    goodbye we’ll miss you.

  • @willythewave
    @willythewave 7 лет назад +61

    "There isn`t really a world with me....it`s my own world".

  • @joeblack1486
    @joeblack1486 4 года назад +4

    The love of everyone who has cried about his songs found him at the end, that was the true love, you were right daniel, sorry to came too late to you.

  • @terry10tnj
    @terry10tnj 7 месяцев назад +1

    Came back here to cry again 💙💙

  • @leanat5730
    @leanat5730 3 года назад +3

    this makes me so happy and so sad at the same time

  • @knuckledragger5493
    @knuckledragger5493 4 года назад +3

    bawling like a baby watching this
    rest in peace you beautiful soul

  • @Bruceybaby2009
    @Bruceybaby2009 5 лет назад +2

    I’m so glad this exists. Such a great little film. Just finished the Devil and Daniel Johnston doc and had to come here next. One of the most raw and earnest artists I’ve ever experienced. And such an incredible songwriter. RIP

  • @mpv9866
    @mpv9866 5 лет назад +4

    I hope/think/feel that the sun didn't go down on his grievances 💫💚🙏🏼

  • @-thesignpainter9486
    @-thesignpainter9486 3 года назад +1

    Damn... that was a lot more sad than I thought.

  • @thegooodmachine
    @thegooodmachine 8 лет назад +12

    This is absolutely fantastic, as a short film alone, and of course for Dan Johnston fans. Thank you for uploading it and contributing to the kickstarter that I didn't even known existed until I read your description. Daniel, you could never know how much love you have out here in the world for you, even from me alone. Please never stop and make more short films, it really was excellent!

  • @whoopshey826
    @whoopshey826 4 года назад +1

    we love you Danny

  • @JonathanRamirez-ku5eu
    @JonathanRamirez-ku5eu 5 лет назад +4

    absolutely beautiful film especially for a time as of right now rip dan luv u

  • @alexnagy2044
    @alexnagy2044 5 лет назад

    Sosem láttam még csak hasonlót sem. Ez valami elképesztő, hihetetlen...a művészetnek egy nagyon magas foka. Nem tudom, hogyan készítették el, ilyen valóban zseniális módon a saját életét, sőt (!) a saját gondolatait felölelő filmet, de nem találok rá szavakat. Olyannyira fájdalmas ezt a képzelgésekkel és saját magával való beszélgetést nézni, mint amennyire gyönyörű is! Most már véget ért az a sok fájdalom...Nyugodj békében 💔
    R.I.P Daniel 'genius' Johnston

  • @ScottSkopecMUSIC
    @ScottSkopecMUSIC 3 года назад +1

    This was so sad to watch. But I enjoyed it. Rest easy Daniel.

  • @Caeljharden
    @Caeljharden 4 года назад +1

    How beautifully heartbreaking 😢

  • @gemmasmith6715
    @gemmasmith6715 5 лет назад +2

    I can't complete this whole video due to my current state of mind but I appreciate it... very cool and well done.

  • @GUMMYITALIAN
    @GUMMYITALIAN 6 лет назад +9

    It's as if he is stuck in the 70s and 80s...

  • @calebsugai456
    @calebsugai456 5 лет назад +1

    Thank you Daniel!

  • @joaobrandao9482
    @joaobrandao9482 7 лет назад +3945

    -Do you find love in the end?
    "- You mean true love? (giggles) Yeah.. Its more like, uhm... If you have some goods times, they seem even better when you just remember them, you know." Genius.

    • @KurtSlotkowski-hj8jd
      @KurtSlotkowski-hj8jd 6 лет назад +50

      João Brandão - you almost knew what he was getting at right at the point when he said, "You mean true love?..." be he is so humble and non-judgemental toward the young lad (who was himself as a kid), when he says it, and completes his statement.

    • @morgansalgat375
      @morgansalgat375 5 лет назад +25

      sheer brilliance

    • @hellbenders87
      @hellbenders87 5 лет назад +86

      that part made me cry

    • @mrupert22
      @mrupert22 5 лет назад +24

      João Brandão wow. That caught me off guard. Tragic genius words right there.

    • @spookypixie7362
      @spookypixie7362 5 лет назад +7

      i love that

  • @marbleblue5127
    @marbleblue5127 5 лет назад +197

    "You're a writer... but write fast 'cause your paper's on fire."

    • @ianperl
      @ianperl 5 лет назад +3

      loved this

    • @sexobscura
      @sexobscura 3 месяца назад

      The pen's a flamethrower

  • @johjoh4571
    @johjoh4571 8 лет назад +1255

    that kinda broke my heart.. ive never ever seen someone so real

    • @Mytube777
      @Mytube777 7 лет назад +43

      joh joh
      Growing up in Hollywood and NYC I knew so many Daniels it kills me still from the 70s to now. someone wrote a book about them called "Lost Rockers". Check it out.

    • @thebicyclechronicles5620
      @thebicyclechronicles5620 5 лет назад +15

      If you grew up in the early 80s,you had a guy like this int he neighborhood,or two,but thank god for that.

    • @familiaandradeherederodelr2320
      @familiaandradeherederodelr2320 4 года назад +1

      Produced by mac miller btw

  • @relaxingsounds2829
    @relaxingsounds2829 5 лет назад +1074

    "If you have some goods times, they seem even better when you just remember them."

    • @william4661
      @william4661 5 лет назад +25

      So it is. It's both the biggest tragedy of the human-race, yet the biggest compensator of misery at the same time.
      It's sharing good times with people who truly know what loss means, that makes us transcend our own misery in a way we couldn't have believed possible.
      A lot of people understood/related to a mind like Daniels. I think in some way he knew that. He was our friend, and we were all his.

    • @beerealopenyoureyes8587
      @beerealopenyoureyes8587 4 года назад +8

      That shit strikes a cord inside

    • @norristurnnidge7178
      @norristurnnidge7178 4 года назад +11

      Reminds me of "I wish there was a way to know you were in the good old days before you'd actually left them". Hits so hard and says so much about what we all feel with one simple sentence. RIP Daniel

  • @TARPGOD
    @TARPGOD 5 лет назад +1328

    Mac Miller was an executive director on this holy shit

    • @hb3528
      @hb3528 4 года назад +19

      Dope..dope..

    • @TooCooFoYou
      @TooCooFoYou 3 года назад +79

      So did Lana Del Rey

    • @Gognorlll
      @Gognorlll 3 года назад +15

      That’s so fucking sick mate

    • @performansas
      @performansas 3 года назад +2

      Who is Mac Miller?

    • @hb3528
      @hb3528 3 года назад +74

      @@performansas a very talented artist

  • @drakesculley6525
    @drakesculley6525 5 лет назад +730

    When he said " Find another girl besides Lorie, Loire's taken" my heart broke in two

    • @mssve
      @mssve 2 месяца назад +4

      why? that's a step in the right direction. His obsession with "true love" ruined him.

    • @popcatzoo
      @popcatzoo Месяц назад

      it's amazing how nice Lorie was to him.

  • @schmidt640
    @schmidt640 5 лет назад +572

    Are you happy? "Nooo. I-I'm doing alright. I have a lot of fun with my cat Spongey." God that line hits me in the feels for some reason. This man was TRULY a genius. So many little words of wisdom in this short. RIP Daniel....your art lives on forever.

  • @shipyardskater99
    @shipyardskater99 5 лет назад +2143

    In the wake of his death I have to come back and revisit this. Such a beautiful short film, absolutely crushing. RIP

    • @brendothedude4660
      @brendothedude4660 5 лет назад +38

      This film hurts me. We lost a great one. R.I.P. Danny

    • @gabrielsunday925
      @gabrielsunday925 5 лет назад +24

      Thank u 🙏🏻❤️ I’m so happy people r sharing it. Today I miss his creative spirit, but it lives on in art.

    • @jonathanaldecoa1099
      @jonathanaldecoa1099 5 лет назад +17

      I spent all day listening to Daniel’s music in my office at work. R.I.P. Danny your music will live on in the hearts of your fans and future fans to come.

    • @jeffreynil
      @jeffreynil 5 лет назад +12

      It hurts.

    • @BigBendBlues
      @BigBendBlues 5 лет назад +11

      So very sad. He was one of a kind. RIP Daniel.

  • @awkwardscience
    @awkwardscience 8 лет назад +895

    she is the sweetest girl, i ever have seen. i got this pain in my brain, its going to crush me.

    • @leland-bobpalmer4274
      @leland-bobpalmer4274 5 лет назад +14

      Hence the word "crushing" on someone

    • @aakrueger
      @aakrueger 4 года назад +24

      "It's not all about her though man. I got this pain in my brain, it's gonna crush me to death."
      Young Daniel Johnston telling his older self about his depression.

    • @zic75
      @zic75 4 года назад +4

      Sweet obsession

  • @space_1073
    @space_1073 9 месяцев назад +69

    It's cathartic seeing Daniel get to talk to his younger self, comfort him, understand him. This was definitely made by someone who cared a lot about Daniel Johnston.

  • @johnfair62
    @johnfair62 7 лет назад +3587

    This makes me want to cry watching him in the end where he is sitting alone in his own world. Danny and I were friends and I knew his old self before the mental illness got a hold of him. I heard all his songs 36 years ago. I still have the tape he made for me in 1982. Ugly music he called it by Daniel Dale Johnston for John Fair. He never ever did anything wrong to anyone. He was a great wonderful friend. He was always kind, thoughtful, warm. never lied, never said a cross word about anyone. He was a very good soul that just wanted people to like his art work and music. Before you guys heard his early songs I was already singing them in my head. They relate to everyday life so well. Grievances, Peek a Boo, Wicked Will. I knew them all. I used to bring my guitar over and tried to play along with him. I just seen him at the Joy Theater in New Orleans. We shared stories of those years. All I wanted to do was just hug him and wished I could heal him back to the boy I knew years ago. If you want to see the tape he made me, go here...ruclips.net/video/HBb2RcRzhCU/видео.html

    • @santiagoperez480
      @santiagoperez480 7 лет назад +122

      John Fair wow that's crazy that you knew him so well. I hope he knows about all of the love he's getting from this film, please give him a hug for all of us

    • @johnnybegood6281
      @johnnybegood6281 6 лет назад +37

      John Fair those are beautiful words!!!

    • @blitzedpig1651
      @blitzedpig1651 6 лет назад +34

      John Fair I've been listening to DJ since A Texas Trip in 87 and since those years and many songs I know Daniel is one of the most gentlist souls on this earth. His religious (I'm athiest) views are such an inspiration and thru his music I know that there is nothing in his world that is better that god himself. Now after his documentaries and his songs being in movies the world loves him but in my opinion, he deserves so much more and one day he will be seated next to the god he loves. God bless daniel.

    • @victoriamatiz5081
      @victoriamatiz5081 6 лет назад +17

      Ok. So who exactly is Danny? I just found out about him. His story insterests me.

    • @coconutkenalmightylifexd5507
      @coconutkenalmightylifexd5507 6 лет назад +17

      I feel the pain of both of u it is hard to have mental ilness such as depression and anxiety and I understand the pain of seeing him sad and he is a kind soul who deserves better

  • @CrenshawMoreno
    @CrenshawMoreno 5 лет назад +379

    I've got this pain in my brain... it's gonna crush me to death

    • @lhommedapresdemain2033
      @lhommedapresdemain2033 4 года назад +7

      Me too. And I don't know how to cure it. I'm really struggling, these days.

    • @5oncloverst86
      @5oncloverst86 3 года назад +3

      @@lhommedapresdemain2033 stay strong ❣️🥰 I'm on your side :)

    • @alansesco
      @alansesco 3 года назад +4

      @@lhommedapresdemain2033 have u try with "mellon collies and the infinite sadness?"

  • @Caalifrna
    @Caalifrna 8 лет назад +765

    Holy shit this is too much to handle, I wasn't ready for this I just woke up

    • @jessadambradlee
      @jessadambradlee 6 лет назад +6

      I read this comment last night before committing to watch the full video. Here I am the next morning, still not ready.

    • @fantasticskeetskeet
      @fantasticskeetskeet 6 лет назад +6

      Yeah this completely shifted the course of my morning.

    • @MSTL144
      @MSTL144 5 лет назад

      I feel you

    • @coaltin2509
      @coaltin2509 3 года назад +1

      Currently experiencing this… really not a morning movie, but you can’t quit once you press play.

  • @ChEkAlOtIcH3
    @ChEkAlOtIcH3 4 года назад +404

    I love how calm Daniel is while talking to his younger self. With all those sad memories, the loneliness, he accepted life, fought through it. Any weak soul could have broken down a long time ago being in Dani's situation, but he went on.

  • @ske7235
    @ske7235 5 лет назад +214

    “Choose to love and not to die.
    Because you have a chance as Daniel Johnston to go wherever you want, but I choose the darker side.
    You should go with the light”

    • @EMVelez-qb1zu
      @EMVelez-qb1zu 2 года назад +9

      He says “choose to live”. Not “choose to love”.

  • @robcarpenter1225
    @robcarpenter1225 4 года назад +262

    I was a student at UT in the early 80’s when he handed me a copy of Hi, How Are You at the McDonald’s inside Dobie. Genius.

    • @bubuxtouras
      @bubuxtouras 3 года назад +6

      where was the McDonald’s that he actually worked ?

    • @robcarpenter1225
      @robcarpenter1225 3 года назад +17

      It was at the bottom of the Dobie Tower on the corner of 21st and Guadalupe. Back in the early 80’s there was a small mall with two levels. McDonalds was on the bottom level. There’s a Target there now (a small one).

    • @bubuxtouras
      @bubuxtouras 3 года назад +7

      @@robcarpenter1225 thank you so much, i was wondering that for years hahah

    • @robcarpenter1225
      @robcarpenter1225 3 года назад +2

      Sure thing! 😌😌😌

    • @chlo_simpso
      @chlo_simpso 3 года назад +4

      my dad was at UT in the 80s too! i remember visiting the how are you mural with him and my mom when i was little, and now i listen to daniels music all the time. such a beautiful soul

  • @trendkill1891
    @trendkill1891 3 года назад +114

    I literally started crying when he started having a conversation with himself and young Dan said he didn’t know if he could talk himself out of this one😖😥

    • @notgayryan7027
      @notgayryan7027 3 года назад +10

      Duuuude same :'( I empathize as well as deeply sympathize

    • @Tychonious
      @Tychonious 22 дня назад

      Literally like

  • @sharinganchidori100
    @sharinganchidori100 7 лет назад +845

    It's like he's perpetually heartbroken.

    • @mynameismark25
      @mynameismark25 6 лет назад +97

      some people live with back pain their whole life, i think i'd prefer it to this.

    • @ksfishchannel
      @ksfishchannel 5 лет назад +35

      Arent we all

    • @pex_the_unalivedrunk6785
      @pex_the_unalivedrunk6785 4 года назад +14

      After a Vulcan mind meld with him...I am devastated, I now understand what I am going through, and it is the same...and in the end, will be the same. Our minds became one...sadness, pain, pain! No kill I.

    • @lhmmhl1
      @lhmmhl1 4 года назад +2

      I am too.

    • @brocowsci
      @brocowsci 4 года назад +7

      I think some of us are destined to be

  • @billy887
    @billy887 5 лет назад +257

    I cry every time I watch this ,I’m scared of my future

    • @katefitzpatrick4058
      @katefitzpatrick4058 4 года назад +14

      Me too, I just try not to think about it too much, but that gets difficult after awhile

    • @dr.inkwell1070
      @dr.inkwell1070 3 года назад +26

      Just keep brushing your teeth. 😩

    • @monsieurpoope5434
      @monsieurpoope5434 3 года назад +2

      Same

    • @jasmin12401
      @jasmin12401 3 года назад +14

      Take Daniels words of wisdom He said he chose the dark, he tells younger Daniel to chose the light, and I think all young folks should chose the light

    • @monsieurpoope5434
      @monsieurpoope5434 3 года назад +1

      @@jasmin12401 and what is the light

  • @plexpopper8763
    @plexpopper8763 5 лет назад +1430

    People are talking about how tragic this is, but honestly I think we're looking at it wrong. Most people who have the same combination of illnesses and disadvantages as Daniel Johnston end up homeless by the time they're his age. As sad as his story may be, when you take his entire situation into account, he's really quite fortunate to have the support that he does.

    • @imyouyoureme1533
      @imyouyoureme1533 4 года назад +63

      Exactly - I am sooo proud of his story and the love he clearly had in his heart. It could have went sooo different for him. And he didnt have to live when he crashed that plane. Im grateful he hung around as long as he did .

    • @Mocityspirit
      @Mocityspirit 3 года назад +14

      But why do some people get embraced while others are left to provide similar contributions and starve on the sidelines. I understand that life but damn does it make the rest of this short film more hollow if you don’t recognize what dan had to do with it idea-wise

    • @housecat1359
      @housecat1359 3 года назад +4

      @@Mocityspirit anybody thats alright was.meant to bee alright ima old school street cat i suffer my demons too life is crazy and tough you know

    • @meep9231
      @meep9231 3 года назад +1

      From the sounds of it you don't act like you have demons

    • @amazingabby25
      @amazingabby25 3 года назад +7

      My husband has similar issues, he works at google, he’s be homeless without meds. What Daniel has done is a miracle, but it hurts me to see him so over medicated.

  • @ImyurLoverboy
    @ImyurLoverboy 5 лет назад +480

    Had to come back and watch just as a way to honor the man. Rest In Peace.

    • @gabrielbarre9800
      @gabrielbarre9800 5 лет назад +1

      LilBuncs yes me too ❤️😭🥺

    • @mpv9866
      @mpv9866 5 лет назад

      Same 🙏🏼

    • @ryanpatrickwhite97
      @ryanpatrickwhite97 5 лет назад

      LilBuncs he’s a genius

    • @jasondorelle1715
      @jasondorelle1715 5 лет назад

      Whaaat???? He pass away ? Stop. Omg wtf , no wonder there was a reason he popped in my head

  • @mosttypesofmusic7502
    @mosttypesofmusic7502 7 лет назад +548

    I had the greatest of pleasures of meeting Daniel on a train going down to the now legendary ATP Festival in Minehead Somerset.We were at the buffet car and he came up behind me and asked for a hot chocolate.We had that awkward moment of nodding and smiling and I broke the ice by saying I was a big fan.He smiled and said thank you.He asked who I was looking forward in seeing that weekend.I said apart from him it was Iggy & The Stooges and Shonen Knife.He said that Shonen Knife were one of Kurt Cobain's favourite bands.I smiled and said they are one of my favourite bands as well.He said it was lovely to meet me and if I saw him that weekend not to be scared and come up and say hello.I didn't see him after that but meeting him changed my life and if I saw him again I would buy the hot chocolate..

    • @uncertaindaisy
      @uncertaindaisy 4 года назад +11

      that’s so beautiful, you are so lucky !

    • @alexjeffrey4093
      @alexjeffrey4093 4 года назад +3

      Most Types Of Music He died last year. I am sorry.

    • @giannismitropoulos5456
      @giannismitropoulos5456 4 года назад +3

      You are very lucky person.!!🙌🏾🙌🏾🚬🤟🏽

  • @NASkeywest
    @NASkeywest 5 лет назад +93

    Highly intelligent people, when they get stuck in their head...can be cataclysmic.

  • @allenbinion1575
    @allenbinion1575 6 лет назад +472

    The comment to his young self..on memories being more beautiful than the event.
    Those arent the words of an ill man..those are the words of wisdom.

    • @HoneyandCIover
      @HoneyandCIover 4 года назад +11

      allen binion those things aren’t mutually exclusive

    • @HollowayEsteban
      @HollowayEsteban 4 года назад +1

      100% amazing insight.

    • @MrEldoradot
      @MrEldoradot 3 года назад

      He is so right.

    • @37thraven
      @37thraven 3 года назад +4

      @@HoneyandCIover Its human nature to color our memories a little rosier or a little bleaker as time passes. And to dwell in nostalgia is to deprive yourself from savouring the present. A balance like you said
      @allen binion Depressive realism fits perfectly. Some people are depressed simply because they see the world too accurately. Rather than it being the delusion others tell them to medicate or pray away
      * My 2c as a psychologist fwiw

  • @stepstew40
    @stepstew40 5 лет назад +172

    A perfect short, and a timely tribute. Who's to judge the quality of a life? To stay true is a gift.

  • @ambrosedoyal
    @ambrosedoyal 6 лет назад +70

    Mac miller produced this? Mac just keeps amazing me everyday

  • @MunchingUpMangosutube
    @MunchingUpMangosutube 5 лет назад +545

    R.I.P. one of the most influential and interesting artist of our time.

    • @HomelessCat-x
      @HomelessCat-x 5 лет назад +7

      Load of shit. Most influential? How so when he has a reach that barely hits outside of texas and certainly doesnt reach international reach succesfully.

    • @HomelessCat-x
      @HomelessCat-x 5 лет назад +11

      Im all for passion and loving artists but i cant stand pretentious uneducated teenagers over glorifying everything they think is somewhat cool.

    • @HomelessCat-x
      @HomelessCat-x 5 лет назад +3

      For fucks sake lil peep had more of an influence in "todays" world.

    • @HomelessCat-x
      @HomelessCat-x 5 лет назад +5

      Not to mention daniel was popular through the 80's-90's how many household name artists from that era are more popular? Queen, acdc, michael jackson, cher i could go on and on. All these artists were popping at the same time as daniel. He was great no doubt but most influential?

    • @HomelessCat-x
      @HomelessCat-x 5 лет назад +1

      Go around your local shopping centre and ask. I guarantee queen, MJ, acdc, guns n roses etc are ALL more well known and therefore had an influence on more people.

  • @user-fk8uf7xj7g
    @user-fk8uf7xj7g 8 лет назад +413

    this is so sad, daniel johnston is the first musician who i can relate to on every level and probably the last too

    • @noahbixnash
      @noahbixnash 7 лет назад +64

      Nah you cant relate to him

    • @0kratos09
      @0kratos09 7 лет назад +29

      what makes you think you can choose who people can and can't relate to?

    • @spitshinetommy3721
      @spitshinetommy3721 7 лет назад +31

      Ron Weedsley Unless he has also been diagnosed as a schizophrenic, he can't totally relate to him, and frankly wouldn't want to.

    • @JustPietzche
      @JustPietzche 7 лет назад +35

      One out of 100 people are schizophrenic, and some probably use RUclips. Those people might find somebody relatable in Daniel.

    • @KurtSlotkowski-hj8jd
      @KurtSlotkowski-hj8jd 6 лет назад +5

      Spitshine Tommy - I couldn't relate to me, either! Welcome to the lonesome world of schizophrenia!

  • @isaacyance1004
    @isaacyance1004 5 лет назад +163

    I couldn't really process the degree of how upset I was about Dan's passing.
    I was binging his albums, watching live performances and I just had this empty feeling in my chest.
    But as soon as I watched this film, I started crying my eyes out as I hadn't remember doing in years. I sobbed for minutes on end.
    This was like therapy. It's a brilliant film. It requires a genius to portray Daniel's mind so raw and beautiful. You probably have the most intimate form of older Danny in your film man. Thank you for sharing this with the world.
    Rest in peace, Dan. You deserved more than life gave you.

    • @Blooodhail
      @Blooodhail 5 лет назад +4

      MonsterUnder YourGrave when I found out it, I got home and decided to watch his interviews, and then I watched this. Cried my eyes out. I still can’t believe how upset I am over it. It hurts a lot. I’m still dumbfounded by how much it has affected me emotionally.

  • @orlahalligan8305
    @orlahalligan8305 4 года назад +292

    I found out who this guy was 5 minutes ago and I’m sobbing

  • @austinlittle920
    @austinlittle920 4 года назад +621

    Schizophrenia is such a cruel disease, what a damn shame.
    Just discovered this guy the other day, had no idea he recently died.

    • @icebear8793
      @icebear8793 4 года назад +28

      i just discovered him 30 minutes ago :/ wow. what a soul

    • @BanksRolls
      @BanksRolls 3 года назад +16

      Just discovered him through Mac Miller. RIP the both of em.

    • @DEvilParsnip
      @DEvilParsnip 3 года назад +4

      Hes dead noooooo what a real human being

    • @SyntaxErr19287
      @SyntaxErr19287 2 года назад

      @@tombeatsbeats3846 which drug

    • @revalone3944
      @revalone3944 2 года назад

      @@SyntaxErr19287 lsd

  • @EdwardRamirezMusic
    @EdwardRamirezMusic 5 лет назад +278

    I have to come back to this. Rest in peace, Daniel. True love has found you in the end.

  • @jorgesierra3203
    @jorgesierra3203 4 года назад +62

    - Are you happy?
    - no
    It breaks my heart everytime

  • @Quetzalcoatl83
    @Quetzalcoatl83 5 лет назад +403

    Damn, this hit me so hard, I'm affraid some day I might end this way, living alone with a lot of memories.
    RIP Daniel.

    • @johnme4443
      @johnme4443 5 лет назад +9

      Quetzalcoatl83
      keep your head up.I love you!!

    • @apeapeape999
      @apeapeape999 5 лет назад +3

      same

    • @apeapeape999
      @apeapeape999 5 лет назад +12

      i'm so scared of dying alone

    • @johnme4443
      @johnme4443 5 лет назад +1

      WAΓUIGI
      and i love you too!!

    • @apeapeape999
      @apeapeape999 5 лет назад +10

      @@johnme4443 i appreciate the sentiment, but being loved by a random person online isn't quite the same as having a loving group of friends, or even better, finding true love.

  • @Kingro619
    @Kingro619 8 лет назад +89

    "You have a chance as Dan Johnson to go wherever you want. But I chose the darkness." This really resonated with me. Forced me to look at some things in perspective and realise that I'm of the age where I can change where I want to go with my life. Excellent short doc.

  • @WaldoMaldonado
    @WaldoMaldonado 5 лет назад +378

    Today I woke up like every other morning today and rummaged through my pile of t shirts on the floor in my room and grabbed a random shirt from the middle of the pile. The shirt happened to be the Daniel Johnston shirt I bought from his show in 2012. That show will go down as my favorite show I’ve been to. Daniel has meant so much to me and he has been there for me when it felt like no one else was. He helped me through some of the hardest times in my life & I will forever be grateful for him and his music. By the time I got home from work today, I found out Daniel has passed. I parked my car, immediately put on some things last a long time and had a good cry. Then I caught a look at myself in my rear view mirror & was reminded that I was wearing my Daniel shirt. A coincidence that is as weird & beautiful as Daniel. Rest In Peace DDJ. Thank you for everything.

    • @marymichel3801
      @marymichel3801 5 лет назад +2

      @@dansprague2 hell I do that sometimes! 😕

    • @joelfildes5544
      @joelfildes5544 5 лет назад +1

      mega smacky ‘I fumbled in my closet through my clothes,and found my cleanest dirty shirt’...Kristofferson..the greatest line ever written.

  • @johnfair62
    @johnfair62 5 лет назад +417

    I came back to watch again. I remember looking at him in his parents basement. We were standing in a small room by the stairs. He had all kinds of crazy art work that no one else had ever created. A baby doll head nailed to the wall with his art work on it, pictures he changed into his imaginative art work, I looked at it all and we looked at each other. I thought to myself " What is going to happen to him" I knew he was different, but as a kid you don't know someone has mental illness. We were just friends hanging out. As we all do, you have to move on to start a life. I joined the Air Force. I heard he was having problems later and that his Mom was looking for me to come and visit and maybe pull him back to the Danny I knew. Watching his life now and how it ended makes me so sad. I knew the boy before he became this man sitting in this chair smoking. Back then Danny would not have smoked. I wish I could go back to that day by the stair well and hug him. I wish I could tell him all the things he needed to hear that would have made him whole. I think his only mental illness was a lack true deep seated belief in himself. Growing up were he grew up I understand it all. I think he just needed the right person to be his guide and it would have made all the difference in the world. His art and music is all he had to hang onto in this world. We are all blessed to have known such a beautiful soul. When I seen him in New Orleans I told him how my Dad was abusive and kicked me out of the house. He said "Don't worry I will take care of you." That is love. I knew he still loved me as I still loved my boyhood friend. Years had gone by and our friendship was still the same. I pray God will let me see him again in Heaven, whole and happy like the young man I knew.

  • @M1A1official
    @M1A1official Год назад +27

    I have paranoid schizophrenia and I have hallucinated three times in the last week. one was I was listening to an Andrew wk song she is beautiful and thought maybe I was wrong scripter being the word of god and andrews voice said to me through the song like he spoke over it and said to me "I'm lying?" and it sounded so caustic and disappointed with me. I get my medication through injection and am stable most of the time have not halucinated in an obvious way in a couple of years but dang is it rough. this short film makes me cry because even the most positive triumph over my illness is a tragedy. it breaks my heart and makes me cry. I function best alone scribbling bad drawings and making music no one listen to. and this is a place to comment on daniel I am just really confused and tired. I found out daniel passed because my brother said do you think he will make any more records? and I said yes and he's said I cant believe you don't know and I said what and he said he passed away and that is how I found out about him passing away.. I am a huge fan and try to keep up with music news but... I don't know I am going to bed. not thinking clearly but thinking clearly enough to see I am not so will come back and delete this comment later

    • @humanbean4037
      @humanbean4037 3 месяца назад +3

      I like your comment. It breaks my heart too but at least we had him when we did right and we still have all his music
      It’s still hard though

    • @Noah-yj1te
      @Noah-yj1te 29 дней назад

      i hope you are doing well

  • @blytheheintz3481
    @blytheheintz3481 4 года назад +51

    He was just a real ass dude with mental illness and good intentions. I struggle and stuff like this makes it all worth it cause you know you aren’t alone. I love you

  • @williamepperson3443
    @williamepperson3443 8 лет назад +174

    Daniel is a human treasure. He's inspired me to fight my demons (among them, PTSD, addiction) & keep on recording my own music & films... I would literally do anything to collaborate with, or even just get to talk with him someday... great film! "Artists don't be scared" - DJ

    • @aprilbraziel1688
      @aprilbraziel1688 7 лет назад +7

      just read your comment and wanted to say........"Thanks for sharing that & glad to hear you keep "keepin' on" in spite of lifes struggles. Wishing you the very best this life has to offer you. If you haven't already, you really need to let Daniel know what he has done to inspire you & given you strength. He needs to know & it may be your one chance to collaborate with him on some level. It could be profound for you both. just sayin' "Don't be scared"

    • @blitzedpig1651
      @blitzedpig1651 6 лет назад +4

      Bill Barzini I've got severe PTSD which led to addiction also my friend. I hope you are doing ok and know that you are not alone.

    • @demoleramera
      @demoleramera 5 лет назад +3

      ​@@piffothegodtv5589 Wow, talk about having your own inner demons but being to scared/weak to deal with them. Mental illness can improve. Being an insecure asshole is incurable.

    • @sryburn641
      @sryburn641 4 года назад

      I understand what you're saying. I have similar obstacles. Keep creating no matter what. That's the pill you have to swallow everyday for emotional/spiritual stability. Sometimes I'll just sing original melodies into a recorder and surprisingly some of them eventually fit into a guitar idea like a jigsaw puzzle.

  • @bochain45
    @bochain45 4 года назад +57

    He reminds me so much of my uncle who has schizophrenia and sends poems for me to sing. I love daniel's music and it will always make me feel so much.

  • @TheBrotherChamp
    @TheBrotherChamp 7 лет назад +146

    "But I chose the darker side..."

    • @linaarte
      @linaarte 6 лет назад +1

      TheBrotherChamp 😩 why

  • @starknox477
    @starknox477 8 лет назад +258

    daniel is such an interesting human being

  • @bleepbleepohio
    @bleepbleepohio 5 лет назад +60

    "there isn't really a world with me, I've got, its my own world". That has to be the strongest quote ever created.

  • @tomutomi______________
    @tomutomi______________ 8 лет назад +328

    one of my biggest inspirations, thank you daniel

  • @Metalheadaches
    @Metalheadaches 7 лет назад +222

    reminds me of my father, he loved us very much but knew that his illness would not allow him to live with us, so one day he just left

    • @johnnymao
      @johnnymao 5 лет назад +15

      That breaks my heart. When I was younger I wanted to have kids more than anything in the world - but one day, as I got older, I realised I was unwell and that I couldn't inflict that on loved ones. Something Spike Milligan's daughter once said in an interview after he passed was that they "Never knew which version of dad was going to walk through the door" - It stuck with me .. and I never wanted someone to say that about me.

    • @sryburn641
      @sryburn641 4 года назад +3

      @@johnnymao I totally understand your comment. Have been separated from my family for a long time. Fighting to be healthy and see them again.

    • @johnnymao
      @johnnymao 4 года назад +4

      @@sryburn641 I wish you all the very best and hope you reconnect with them. Love and well-wishes, mate.

    • @sryburn641
      @sryburn641 4 года назад +3

      @@johnnymao well wishes for you as well. Thanks man.

    • @dustinjolley5607
      @dustinjolley5607 4 года назад +5

      That's my biggest fear man, my bipolar delusions are getting stronger every year... I have a one year old son, and my biggest fear is him catching on/getting it too... My wife says she'll stay, but I hate putting her through the bullshit. Daniel helps me not feel so alone...

  • @tiak8830
    @tiak8830 7 лет назад +311

    why is no one taking care of him and showing him the world? Really loved this film, I hope someone brings light into your life Daniel, you deserve it you beautiful soul.

    • @TRUEiMPROrecords
      @TRUEiMPROrecords 7 лет назад +89

      I wouldn't worry about it. He lives at his parents place and I think his brother Dick lives near by. Daniel also tours around the world with his music and art. He had a local band Danny And The Nightmares not too long ago and Im sure he has lots of friends and family around :)

    • @tiak8830
      @tiak8830 7 лет назад +18

      I'm really glad to hear that!

    • @jacob.g.l1592
      @jacob.g.l1592 6 лет назад +7

      Because he has autonomy.

    • @jacksonvoase2556
      @jacksonvoase2556 5 лет назад +21

      you made me cry. i felt you're worry, genuine concern and love for another human being. i always think the same thing about him ever since i found him but when you listen to his music you can see that he was annihilated to his family because that didnt approve or accept his path, yet he did it anyway and in the end he fell through the crack, like so many others.

    • @williamkeith8944
      @williamkeith8944 5 лет назад +5

      Living with schizophrenia like Daniel did was a long time sad road. He was still an artist and glimpses into his life are looks into that thing that lasted a long time.

  • @Saynotoquack
    @Saynotoquack 7 месяцев назад +9

    Hear me out.. Joaquin phoenix as Daniel Johnson

    • @LooneyTombs
      @LooneyTombs 4 месяца назад

      This.

    • @kendrastrange18
      @kendrastrange18 4 месяца назад +1

      I swear I have a friend that could play him. Life experience and musical ability too.

    • @amalel-hawrani5783
      @amalel-hawrani5783 3 месяца назад

      I always thought that Sam Rockwell looks like a younger Daniel Johnston

    • @LostHorizons0
      @LostHorizons0 22 дня назад

      Michael cera as young dj

  • @missynemo1006
    @missynemo1006 7 лет назад +34

    What the hell is this!?! Did this win all the awards? This the greatest thing i've ever seen. The most rawest and most realest shit ive ever seen. This needs all the awards. All of them.

  • @gabrielsunday925
    @gabrielsunday925 8 лет назад +137

    🙏🏻❤️I’m happy people r finding this film. RIP Danny. Godbless the Beatles and rest easy now. (Edit: removed original message about the ads)

    • @yesticles
      @yesticles 8 лет назад +2

      Wow, he put ads on this? What a Bfucker! ;) Excellent video, by the way.

    • @Bfuckin7
      @Bfuckin7  8 лет назад +22

      Hi, sir! The ads aren't my doing, actually. I'm sure you probably know this already, but if content isn't originally yours, once their system traces the copyright owner or claimant (Merlin PIAS, INgrooves, on behalf of Eternal Yip Eye), you are allowed to continue hosting the content, but ads will run, and I assumed you were, in some way, the one benefiting from that, or one of them. Will include the link right away! Thanks again for such a great film!

    • @gabrielsunday925
      @gabrielsunday925 8 лет назад +25

      Thanks. I'm happy people are enjoying the movie! I'll print 'up the comments and send to Daniel :)

    • @andrewcameroncline3733
      @andrewcameroncline3733 8 лет назад +3

      great job on the film. i have a copy of yip/jump music that daniel made himself, alternate versions and everything!
      Daniel: you are my friend always, I hope to meet you one day and talk about music and play. everyone is your biggest fan, so I am not special in that regard. i have had similar struggles and your songs and art always make me feel like I won't ever be alone. life is longer than we ever expected, you have made my world joyous. i don't suppose this message will make it to you, let alone that you might ever reply, but I am interested to correspond with you, if you ever have interest in making a new friend. no agenda

    • @ozmaapophenia3811
      @ozmaapophenia3811 8 лет назад +1

      In that case please let Daniel know that my friends and I love and appreciate his music very much. A lot of us lead happier, more charming lives because of him. Thank you Gabriel. Thank you Daniel.

  • @k-dogg711
    @k-dogg711 4 года назад +56

    Just discovered him today. Wow. Words can’t describe how him, his music, and his story inspires, depresses, and uplifts me all at once.

    • @thunder_heads
      @thunder_heads 4 года назад +3

      He was so amazing. I wish I could have seen him live

  • @MyIcker
    @MyIcker 8 лет назад +87

    wait!,this is a masterpiece Daniel such a legend, soko and Lana del rey here too. my life is done

  • @chubbydexter7987
    @chubbydexter7987 6 лет назад +271

    I was at Goodwill on North Lamar and saw a boom box, it had a cassette that had written in marker yip/jump music Daniel Johnston, played it and heard the weirdest music ever. So here I am now looking at this guy on RUclips , pretty interesting...

    • @chubbydexter7987
      @chubbydexter7987 6 лет назад +14

      Fish - Y I kept the cassette I didn't buy the boom box though

    • @ColeJohnstone
      @ColeJohnstone 4 года назад +4

      You should post it

    • @TooCooFoYou
      @TooCooFoYou 4 года назад

      Sounds like something DJ would do back in the ‘80s

    • @BendApparatus
      @BendApparatus 4 года назад

      @@chubbydexter7987 lol that's the greatest response ever...you sound like you're pretty unique your self...

    • @amazingabby25
      @amazingabby25 3 года назад +1

      TooCooFoYou that’s how Daniel made music because he didn’t have a tape recorder

  • @salome_gamgebeli
    @salome_gamgebeli 2 года назад +4

    I chose a dark side. you should go with the light.
    it is so sad:(

  • @bestjoswel
    @bestjoswel 7 лет назад +34

    There were days in college where I felt so strange and alone, I always had to pass Daniel's mural on my way to class. I never felt alone after passing Jeremiah. Memories.

  • @almosttoearth
    @almosttoearth 4 года назад +31

    watching this on christmas eve, alone... thousands of miles away from any one i love... this really hits home... he really was a beautiful person..

  • @alexandergapinski557
    @alexandergapinski557 8 лет назад +209

    As a Daniel Johnston fan I can't stop watching this, this is such a great short film

    • @blitzedpig1651
      @blitzedpig1651 6 лет назад +1

      Alexander Gapinski I've been in love with him since I've heard him on the record A Texas Trip in 87. Hes such a gentle human being.

  • @animalfinatic9366
    @animalfinatic9366 7 лет назад +181

    This really touched my heart. As I watched and watched, I could just feel the words, songs, and images shown. And when he said you can't go back to the way things were before because there's no more (or something along the lines of that) I could feel my heart drop. Something about this short film comforted me. It was the satisfaction of expressing the sadness I burden in my mind. And knowing that it's also present in many others. When Daniel described the life he lives now, it may sound insipid, but in the midst of all discomfort is peace within life that lies in the whole experience of it. Maybe some of us are destined to always long for the past, but I have high hopes that art lies beneath it. The darkness we wished would dissolve might stay, yet the life we're bound to live might just be okay. Lana's voice at the end gave me that wild idea. This feeling of peace, a feeling of stability. It could just be true.

  • @SneetyPete
    @SneetyPete Год назад +18

    "I got this pain in my brain, ya know?"
    God damn that hit me hard

  • @gaptooth2164
    @gaptooth2164 4 года назад +21

    rip daniel johnston, rip mac miller

  • @sir2657
    @sir2657 2 года назад +4

    I chose the darker side that's why you should go to the light.....it's the ones that have lived in the dark that want to guide others to the light...without the dark you don't appreciate the importance of ..the light ..

  • @gbay99
    @gbay99 Год назад +6

    “Try to hit the chord organ nice and early, when God is happy and the sun is out.”

  • @infobahnpirate9713
    @infobahnpirate9713 5 лет назад +47

    This absolutely wrecked me to my core. RIP Daniel.

  • @bensuino3685
    @bensuino3685 5 лет назад +44

    I was always so grateful to know he was alive, and that I never had to see comments like I’m about to comment.
    Rest In Peace, Daniel

  • @mojojojo6852
    @mojojojo6852 Месяц назад +5

    Hey all of you in the comments. It's nice to have you. We all came to this video for a reason. We share something. Love to all of you.

    • @CS7MR
      @CS7MR Месяц назад

      Always. Love to you, and your loved ones! have a wonderful life.

    • @mojojojo6852
      @mojojojo6852 Месяц назад +1

      @@CS7MR thank you.

  • @NonceKillaz
    @NonceKillaz 5 лет назад +49

    I cant stop crying. As an outsider artist with mental health problems, this really spoke to me.

    • @motucker44
      @motucker44 Год назад

      💜

    • @kidfortoday
      @kidfortoday 6 месяцев назад

      Lol you’re not Daniel Johnston. Grow a pair

  • @PhysicsXL
    @PhysicsXL 5 лет назад +114

    Rip Mac Miller and thank you for helping fund this ❤️

  • @maxtobinfilms
    @maxtobinfilms 4 года назад +95

    God this hurts. And seeing that Mac Miller saw the beauty in this film hurts even more.

    • @katjasinnett5349
      @katjasinnett5349 Год назад

      I came here because of Mac. Mac is my favorite artist. Watching this.. I just started crying. For obvious reasons

  • @TheAmazingMrMcFlyy
    @TheAmazingMrMcFlyy 6 лет назад +242

    I think everyone is compelled to Daniels story because the way society is going, everyone is unawarely becoming social outcasts

    • @ksfishchannel
      @ksfishchannel 5 лет назад +5

      Very interesting insight.

    • @sugarmix7778
      @sugarmix7778 5 лет назад +37

      I think people these days want to have something interesting about them that makes them different that's y they are so facinated by these types of things cause is something they wish they could brag (for lack of better words) about having. This is backed up by the most popular kids in highschool wearing social anxiety and depression labled clothes to try and mimic the things they luckily don't severely have

    • @jameshiggins5799
      @jameshiggins5799 5 лет назад +9

      Justin Otjens damn man that’s some real talk

    • @andan04
      @andan04 5 лет назад +23

      I think most people gravitate toward sincerity in a world that is so lacking in it. Daniel Johnston's sincerity is as pure as it gets.

    • @ChEkAlOtIcH3
      @ChEkAlOtIcH3 4 года назад +4

      Society starts romanticizing people like Daniel, the mental illness and constant pain that they have is being used as a "cool kid" kind of thing by those who want to be different

  • @400hands
    @400hands 6 лет назад +99

    Daniel Johnston was nobody that I knew. He was somebody I discovered about a week or two ago. I heard his son in a commercial and I found it on RUclips and I’ve been in a spiral of him ever since. In that time, however, I’ve realized what an impact a person (a total complete stranger) can make on another in such a short time.

  • @sleepdemonsmusic
    @sleepdemonsmusic 4 года назад +24

    "If you have some good times, they seem even better when you just remember them"

  • @400hands
    @400hands 6 лет назад +76

    Listen up and I’ll tell you a story,
    About an artist growing old,
    Some may try for fame and glory,
    Others aren’t so bold

  • @Ianstrox
    @Ianstrox 5 лет назад +65

    At 5:10 it's like daniel is talking to himself but also everyone experiencing heartbreak. Move on, because you deserve someone else who will reciprocate feelings for you.
    And if that person doesnt come along it's like daniel says; true love for him just turned out to be having and remembering good times.

  • @bruhhitteo8890
    @bruhhitteo8890 3 года назад +9

    I can’t even remember what she looks like. That has to be the saddest thing ever😔

  • @mustbejames1
    @mustbejames1 3 года назад +9

    We all had a laurie in our lives.

  • @arnogh11
    @arnogh11 5 лет назад +20

    "you can't go back to the time before. Cos if you go back, there's nothing there anymore..."

  • @triplesevensix291
    @triplesevensix291 5 лет назад +25

    Maybe now he can get some of that peace that so eluded him in life? R.I.P. Daniel. Go chill out with Casper..... ;) Godspeed.

  • @superneko99
    @superneko99 8 лет назад +39

    I love daniel so much i'm tearing up watching this. i hope he lives a long happy life. my 4 biggest heroes and inspirations in life are daniel, bowie, mark linkous and vic chesnutt and they've all died fairly recently, except daniel. if daniel went away i feel like i'd have nothing left.

    • @wcstults
      @wcstults 5 лет назад +8

      Very sorry for your loss today. Art lives on after the artists gone.

    • @capgaming69
      @capgaming69 5 лет назад

      mae I know the feeling

  • @professorchaos284
    @professorchaos284 5 лет назад +29

    "There really isn't a world with me. I got... it's my own world"
    Those words hit me harder in the wake of his death. RIP Daniel Johnston, I will miss you.

  • @msstg6078
    @msstg6078 2 года назад +4

    Never heard about him before, I just came up to here from the Kurt Cobain shirt he wore at UCLA show, in a video I saw 5 minutes ago and got attrackted by this "Hi, how are you..."
    But Kurt did well by supporting this artist, I can feel why!
    Just sad that I'd never heard about him before!!

  • @jesusqueriapa7126
    @jesusqueriapa7126 2 года назад +4

    This is really fucking sad because I Love Daniel Johnston. He will always be a part of my heart that will bring a joy to my life. It also sucks that he was A LSD casualtie. I love you Daniel from the moon to the core of the earth. I wish you were fucking here. Thank for saving my life.