june (the month behind my new song)
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- Опубликовано: 11 сен 2024
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dodie i'm just so proud and impressed that you've made it halfway through this project, still working throughout the u.s. tour, uk tour, mental health swings, sicknesses, ups and downs, creative bursts and writing blocks. it's incredibly difficult to keep that kind of dedication with so many potential distractions, but the stories and art you've created from it have been priceless pictures into this year. thank you
waaaa
*”that is a fairy”*
i hope you feel better next month too
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I think I've replayed the "that is a fairy" about 6 times at this point
me too
aHAHAHA SAME.
loved the wistful "that is a fairy"
Living for “THAT IS A FAIRY” 🧚♂️
hope we all recover from the things we dont want to talk about :) we all deserve to have a lil peace be it mentally or the outside world
thank you for commenting this, this is such a lovely sentiment
Thank you so much 🙃
What a comment
yes please
"I'm still hang up on the same boy" A MOOD
SOMEBODY HELP ME
I got over that boy. Met another one. Had a great relationship and then he had a mental breakdown and broke up with me to "protect me" from his depression and now I'm hung up on that one. Life is hard.
June felt like such a long month. I can’t believe it’s already over.
i feel like it flew by so fast!!
I know right!! All of my housemates went away since the semester ended, I spent the whole month waiting for my old place to get back to us about our bond refund, and have been waiting for like 6 different appointments and phone calls to sort life things out, it's just felt like w a i t i n g for e v e r
longest month of the year so far for sure
I feel like I say the same thing to myself every month “I hope I feel better next month”. It’s getting tiring and I wish I could be more mindful instead of feeling spaced out all the time. I love the song btw
Sorry to hear you're going through a rough patch, but glad that you're keeping on, keeping on (as tough as that can be at times)
part of me likes to think the grass that's on the frame at 2:02 represents us (audience) trying to pat and comfort dodie in a nice non-parasocial way
these little videos feel like a movie with the thoughtfulness put into editing :) really makes me wanna get out there and record something! i hope things improve for you
damn this month's song was on a different level of good. always cheering you on from this side of the world dodes x
I still watch your video of dodie’s show every now and then for serotonin 💫
me suffering with depression too trying to focus on Dodie's story to see if i relate... THAT IS A FARY✨
I've been chronically dissociated for 10 years now with no reprieve. I saw a therapist who was extremely homework heavy and she told me to practice mindfulness every hour. It felt like our whole sessions were just recapping homework and setting more and more overwhelming tasks, I tried to do it but I was like you want me to be MORE acutely aware of my suffering?? It was too big of an overwhelming reminder of how broken I was. In school I used to do homework early so I could get it out of the way and relax, but the neverending impendingness reminded me how much hard work would be needed to drag myself back up to baseline, which only made me resent the baseline even more. Now I need a new therapist wa
LMAO MEEEE about mindfulness that’s why I hate it so much haha
oof :(
I keep hearing about practicing mindfullness and my brain just didn't see it as helpful-
Right now I am also literally, everywhere but here.
I feel like when I'm not 'here' I'm just subconciously thinking about all the things I care about...
So either I can do something about the things I care about.
Or spent more time thinking about it until I can... : DDD
Dx
We'll get there someday... I'm sure...
we love you Doddie
keep fighting, life sucks sometimes but also shines!
I relate so much to the spaced out part.. I never feel in the moment and it's been that way since I was like 12. But it has gotten worse the last 3 years... I reached out to therapists two times (it's not a lot but a beginning) and they didnt have the capacity to take me in. I just wanna feel connected to myself again and not loose track of time all the time. I want to be here and not somewhere in my head constantly. I want to be able to actually do stuff and start harder tasks instead of feeling overwhelmed
I just wanted to say that I really loved your podcast with Suzie Collier. Thank you for sharing your story with us. Being a musician can't be all about rainbows and butterflies. You and Suzie have taught me a lot. The conversation was beautiful. I hope you do feel better soon. Lots of (musical) love to you. You got this! You're amazing
I love your voice, Dodie :333
And I hope you will feel better
Dodie I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through this, and I wish as someone who is been there that I could help in some way, but literally the one who helped me are you and your songs. So just remember that you have already been there and one they you can come back feeling good. I just really hope you the best❤
For the past two years, I have felt this way permanently, especially in the summer. I've had depression since childhood, but it's very rare to have such a long and severe phase. No, it has nothing to do with the pandemic, maybe it just awakened spirits.
At the moment, at least since May, I have a very chaotic phase, related to my household and own care.
My bed is the only place I don't want to leave.
So I feel very connected to your music and this video.
Hi, It's been a while since I've listened to your music, you began your healing before me, and broken me couldn't relate to a calmer you. But I'm sad drunk for the first time in forever and I want to cry because this song, this vlog, are showing me that I'm healing too, and that path to slowly climbing out of the hellhole of our mind exists. Thank you, dodie
i really struggle with trying to improve myself as well and i figured out (with my therapist’s help) that neurodivergent people like you and me approach motivation differently
all of my life i’ve been told by neurotypical people that i should always be motivated to improve myself and start things sooner rather than later, but that’s not how i operate. now, i spend so much mental energy trying to get myself to do the thing/beating myself up for not doing the thing sooner that by the time i have the motivation to do it i have no more energy. and these are things i WANT to do, i just don’t have the motivation to do them in the moment
instead, i’ve been letting my body naturally tell me when it wants to get up and do things instead of forcing it. now, there is a fine line between this and not wanting to do things because you’re depressed, so you’ll have to look out for that
uhhh okay that’s all i have to say i’m really bad at conclusions i rly like ur new song k byeeee
This video’s extremely relatable thanks for posting it. It makes me feel less alone
I genuinely think this Junesong could be on an album and I would listen to it on repeat. But to be honest, even the other months, that sometimes felt more diary and less albummy, they were so warm, authentic, real, and... priceless! Thank you for doing this project and amazing all of us with what you put out, with such discipline, even when not feeling tip top. I don't know you, but appreciate what you share! And I hope you find whatever it is that gives you a happier undercurrent. I hope the mindfulness does it for you! Good luck
I love how open you are in these videos. A good reminder that no matter how amazing someone's life looks on the outside, you never know what's going on inside. So refreshing in a world of picture perfect social media. I've been following you for the past 5 or 6 years, and although I don't actually know you, I am strangely proud of you for all you're accomplishing. Hope you feel better soon!
Seeing you at Jacob's show was the absolute highlight of my month. I came across Jacob's music because of your collab so it was such a full circle moment, I cried like a baby. Thank you, dodie!
dodie, I want to thank you for the amazing songs you have been composing for each month, and I am glad that you have ended up enjoying all of the music that you have written (eventually), even if there were times where you did not feel like writing music at all. I think it's pretty cool to have a snapshot of the month (whether influenced by events that happened or ways that you felt) that comes out as a song!
I admire that, in spite of your depressed point, you are still trying! I hope that this month brings you more happiness and moments of levity. I want you to know that I care about you (I can't speak for everyone, but I have a good feeling that a lot of others feel the same way too), and I wish only the best for you! Sometimes knowing that people care is an empowering feeling.
I was also so proud of you for uninstalling TikTok and putting the phone away. Knowing what you have to do to take care of your mental health is awesome! And also, "That is a fairy!" :)
Much love to you dodie!
That Rooster was the wake up call! Dodie I won't pretend that I know what You go through exactly. I can only take inspiration from the time I was (still a bit am) broken. It seemed like I had so much on my plate, I am not good with things being unstructured. I hate it when I need to jump on something before I got enough time to finish that other thing first. You might be different though. For me this chaotic way of things is one I can't live with. I need a rythm, a structure. And honestly less bullshit and drama in my life. I assume that's the same for both of us. Can it be that Your fast pace life has a part in that You can't settle down in Your thoughts? Thinking out loud here. Hang in there
any guy who doesn’t realize how extraordinary you are doesn’t deserve you, dodie!
You and I have both been having a really tough month, it seems. Thank you for the comfort you bring me in hard times, and I hope we can both get to a better place soon! 💞
I hope you feel better soon. I've having a hard time lately too but your songs make it a lot more bearable.
love ya dodie
This is strangely the exact thing I needed to watch in this point of my life. it feels like a sign from god.. thank you Dodie! been a fan since a long long time ago, keep up the good work
‘that is a fairy’ 😂😂😂😂😂❤️❤️
Dodie, I love you, I relate to you so much!! And I cannot describe the impact you've had on my life.
So what I'm saying is, live life at your own paste, your own well being comes first
difficult stuff to be experiencing but i am glad you are making these vlogs and being open about this and i hope that is also helpful for you
Mindfulness is a lot harder than people think. I know I’m often stuck in the past and I get little moments of being in the present. But - I know it’s a cliché - practicing makes it a bit easier every time.
You’ll feel better soon dodie. Bad times never stay bad.
i hope you feel better next month too!! cheering you on from so far away, but hopefully you can feel it :)
we hope you feel better next month too
1:35 BAH!
just remember that you're still an amazing person regardless of what you make or not make :)
I’m in the same boat as you, but you make it easier to get through. You always make me feel less alone. Love you, dodes
In my June I turned 35, fell for a girl who also fell for me, asked my parents to use She/Her pronouns for me instead of They/Them, started the process of buying a house, went to a music festival which I thought I wouldn't be able to go to due to long covid but I still managed, and then on the 30th the girl I've fallen for asked me if I wanted to be her girlfriend! 🥰
I've had the best and queerest June of my life! 💘🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
Still having to cope with pretty debilitating chronic illness while living in a third-floor flat with no lift. But I've still been soo lucky ^-^
G'warn girl! These same sorts of feelings might've felt insurmountable before and maybe not even too long ago. You're doing amazingly. I'd have just hidden under the duvet but you are still up and at it, going to bloody Bali, cripes! Thank you and give yourself a firm pat on the back luv. Also, the bit about the positivity at the end of the spiral 🤯 Love it. Be kind to yourself
i hope you feel better next month too. we'll be here by your side then no matter what :)
I’m glad you’re still posting 💕 sending love your way
ok but the editing in this is so good
feel better soon
Dodie, thank you for your honesty!
I have no idea how you manage to stay on your project, be on tour, work, be creative, etc. during a depression. Thats so strong and incredibly inspiring!
omg I've never been this early to a dodie vid... I love you dodie and also am still very much depressed, but I'm trying :)
someone once told me that grief causes pain but the pain it gives is growing pain and growing from what we lost is the best and only thing we can do
i’m proud of you for emailing that therapist - i know it can feel scary and discouraging at first
Thank you for your insights on life they are beautiful!
I'm currently going through the worst relapse of my depression so far in my life and it's nice to know that I am at least not alone, although sorry that you are going through a shitty time too
hoping you can find peace and feel better
dodie i hope you are better soon! and i hope this isn’t uncomfortable to hear/read, but i just really want to say, that every single thing you put out, may it be a song a video an insta post or a story, is such raw art and so special and so you, in a way, that i am really glad to follow you and be in this parasocial relationship!(completely aware of the one sidedness:)
Haha
Thank u! Not uncomfortable but actually very comforting and sweet
🖤
this is the most entertaining one so far, you really let your humor shine and let yourself go while filming this! i love you Dodie! (platonically)
God what camera and lenses do you use its so beautifully shot it looks cinematic like truly its so good, ilove these videos
I'm also still waiting on me to improve. Kinda nice to hear it out loud. 💞
“that is a fairy” iconic. truly iconic.
when your down you just gotta pick up the pieces and get back up, find trust and comfort in what and who you know, I only discovered you recently and you are an incredible singer and musician. I just wanna say that you are fekin awesome :-)
You are not something broken that needs to be fixed.
You are a person to be loved.
I have never seen anyone else act and talk so similar to me ever. “That is a fairy” I FEEL SEEN I FEEL LOVED
slightly sentimental over the wedding shot because I remember braces to lipsticks so well
hey Dodie.
Keep going, you're awesome and we love you and I'm proud of you
omg alice!! what a throwback awwwww
I hope you'll feel better next month. I wish you all the luck and happiness in the world ☺
Dodie, you are very lovely person. I stumbled across your song "Down" a number of years ago and the message after the song helped me. Unfortunately I'm still pining for my ex-wife of 15 yrs ago (co-parents & "friends"). Remember you are loved by so many! My best wishes for you and your healing. XOXO.
I CAN BREATHE NOW
Your songs have helped me
I, too, wake up every morning in a bed with my name prominently displayed above the headboard
Just, yeah. With you. Good stuff getting in contact with a therapist, great big important step. Thank you for posting, as always.
God I love this woman’s music. And she is just so genuine and adorable.
i hope you feel better next month, and i hope i feel better next month too.
i also have derealization except i haven’t left my house in 15 days bc being outside triggers my anxiety so much and i have the worst panic attacks i’m so mad at myself for letting it get this bad
this is so amazing!!!!!! Thank you dods
So excited to hear things your up to you are such a strong person dodie i really look up to you love you so much dodie
i love the fairy
Hang in there Dodie!! Love ur songs!
I hope you feel better next month too x
love u so much dodie
I’m loving the monthly behind the scenes content
love u dodie
“I hope I feel better next month” we hope you feel better next month too 🫂🫂
hope you feel better this month dodie dear
"'So fuckin' spaced out, it's not fun... that is a fairy" this is my new aesthetic
I used to be severely depressed. Everything felt hopeless and like it not only was impossible to feel better, but that I didn't deserve to.
I don't feel that way anymore. I actually feel pretty good lately? It's kinda strange. In short, it can get better (WITH HELP, especially from a mental health professional, proper diagnoses, medication, and an emotional support animal).
For more context, I'm 27 now. I was between mod. severe & severe depression from at least 13 y/o through 25 (severe through most of college). Got therapy 2019, so survived most of the pandemic fluctuating around moderate depression. Got an ADHA diagnosis beginning of this year and currently... Only have mild depression! Which may sound anticlimactic, but it honestly feels like breathing for the first time in 15 years.
Happy 200 videos!!!
Im kinda there with ya Dodie. Depressed but trying. Feels like you get better for a bit and then it hits ya again and you are wondering if there will be an escape. We will get there. There is a lesson we are to learn and maybe we are missing it. Im going to keep looking at myself introspectively and hope I find it and derail from the tracks I am currently on. I really hope you find your way to happiness. Wishing you nothing but the best. Big hugs for now
I hope you feel better next month, too. I hope I feel better next month.
Awww I love you dodie! Hang in there
This video really helped me feel less alone
In which Dodie discovers a fairie.
Thank you so much for sharing your vulnerability with us. Thank you so much. Lots of love
That moment when you saw the faerie bug thing, that was absolutely fucking hilarious and I loved it
I hope you feel better next month as well ♥️ also which mic is connected to your phone that looks so handy
I realize you're probably not looking for advice, and I know that derealization goes so far beyond "just meditate!!!!!" obviously, but I recently heard something from the late Thich Naht Hanh, that radically changed the way I think about pain and mindfulness, and I hope it might help you (and anyone!!) even just a tiny bit. He said:
"When painful moments manifest, you don't like to be there. You try to run away. So no one is there in order to take care of the painful feeling, the painful emotion. Going back to the present moment here [gives] us a chance to take care of the pain in ourselves, and transform it. So even if the present moment is unbearable, to go back to that moment is the only chance for us to do something in order to calm it down and to transform it."
It sort of made my brain explode when I first heard it, so I wanted to share!! Hope your July is a little more peaceful x
I felt that undownload very deeply
Damn. Sometimes i feel like I am the only one who dreams of sticking their phone in many boxes and lighting it on fire. Cool to see it actualized.
lol
Omg childhood friend Alice from Braces to Lipstick? Congrats to her! :)
1:41 u just answered my question from the other video