i really like that the writer stopped ‘using,’ however still has the mindset that he was a burden, etc etc. still rlly has the mindset of when he was using. thats something you dont hear much about. stopping using seld destructive coping mechanisms stops the self destruction, but not the need to cope, and its nice to hear a song really recognize that.
A relapse isn't always using the drugs/alcohol. Your relapse can start with lying, risky behavior, and even unhealthy mindsets! Sometimes even when we're not using drugs/alcohol, we keep our unhealthy mindset, causing a viscous cycle of using a feeling we can't stop. We gotta stop wishing we were dead before we actually begin to heal. What's the point of being sober if you don't even want to wake up in the morning?
Benjamin Todd has a good track called “using again”? I do believe I’m not a hundred percent certain that’s what the name is but I know it’s something similar to that ahaha. He’s a modern vagabond or traveller I guess since he don’t skip the railways like thee olden days lol
I started using again Left my heart in rocky hill and a whole burning in bed Needed a distraction from my head Devil on my shoulder said try this instead So I started using again I started sleeping again Traded late nights and sheep for vicodin The guilt burning in my chest set in I started sleeping again [Chorus] I stopped wishing I was dead Learned to love myself before anyone else Become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time I started smoking again Guess I missed coughing my lungs up every morning Needed anything to keep my breathing To prevent my blood from bleeding I started smoking again I started loving again Thought when I lost that will to live I could never feel again I'll give it one more shot and let someone in I Started loving again I started loving again I started loving again I started loving again [Chorus] I stopped wishing I was dead Learned to love myself before anyone else Become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time
I doubt anyone will see this but this song helped me out through some dark stuff in 2016 it honestly made me come to a realization that I needed to get my life together. even if I'm still going through alot I couldn't be more grateful for what this song has done for me :)
come back i wanna know your progress im progressing as well some days are harder than others but please reply so we all know you didnt give up on life because if one can do it, then we all can
I've struggled with persistent depressive disorder for as long as I can remember. I've been very blessed to have received consistent therapeutic and psychiatric treatment since I was a child, but because my symptoms persisted in spite of this, I sincerely considered myself an exception when other people said, "It gets better." After 21 years of symptoms ranging from suicidal to manageable / high-functioning, I can actually say that today I'm in partial remission. It kindly stopped for me. Please believe me when I say it can stop for you too, it gets better. Thank you Sorority Noise.
Dam, your comment made me tear up because i relate 100%. I haven't yet even imagined the end of the sadness but you just reminded me that it's okay to have hope. Thank you @Stevie
Slipped up last week and started using again. I came here for the last few days to remind why I stopped in the first place. Replacing love with constant drug use just makes you numb and when you come down, you feel the absent love all over again. Stay clean and love yourself and the ones that care about you....even if it’s very few
This song makes me so hopeful for the future. It makes me feel like I haven’t ruined my life just quite yet, that I can still love myself and that I deserve it. May the lives of every lost soul find their own way,
"I stopped wishing I was dead learned to love myself before anyone else become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time" This is such a powerful, beautiful, and relatable lyric that contains so much self growth.
I went again to the Manchester show yesterday. And really? I skipped puppy and the other supporting band and got there for half 9 just to see them. And they were spectacular. The set wasn't as long as I'd hoped (around 40 minutes, give or take) but it was still amazing. They sang using and either way which are my 2 favourite songs. BUT a few people were talking during either way and it was aggravating, I hope that doesn't happen in Leeds. All in all, you will not be disappointed in terms of quality of music. Have fun! :)
Sarah Miller puppy are amazing, really under appreciated, they don't have many songs but what they do have is quality, don't know how good they are live. I've been listening to sorority for the past hour having never heard them before, they really are awesome, looking forward to it!
I started using again Left my heart in Rocky Hill, hole burning in my head Needed a distraction from my head Devil on my shoulder said try this instead So, I started using again I started sleeping again Traded late nights and sheep for Vicodin The guilt burning in my chest set in I started sleeping again I stopped wishing I was dead Learned to love myself before anyone else Become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time I started smoking again Guess I missed coughing my lungs up every morning Needed anything to keep me breathing To prevent my blood from bleeding I started smoking again I started loving again Thought when I lost that will to live I could never feel again I'll give it one more shot and let someone in I started loving again I started loving again I started loving again I started loving again I stopped wishing I was dead Learned to love myself before anyone else Become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time I'm more than worthy of your time I'm more than worthy of your time
These lyrics capture what I feel and have felt constantly from the moment I could talk and think on my own. Humans where not built to stay happy. We are not made to last.
Listening to this song makes me feel normal for a change. Says everything i thought i was alone in feeling. And i dont say that as an edgy teenager. Ive felt this way through everything.
The "I stopped wishing I was dead" lyric is up there with Modest Mouse "I'm trying to drink away the part of the day that I cannot sleep away" from "Polar Opposites" on the "Lonesome Crowded West" album....
I guess I’m about 5 years late on this one. I can’t think of a song that better encapsulates the cycle of addiction, kicking and relapse. Tomorrow is my day 30... again. Hopefully it’s my last day 30.
This is why I can relate to pop punk or any rock genre the pain in their songs are relatable. But they try to find other ways to recover instead of overdosing on something.
God i remember listening to these guys before they were anywhere near this big because my dad got a cd from one of their shows i have "it kindly stopped for me" on cd too. Gg bois
there is a curious story right now about this song, i already have heard this band before and its been a while since i heard this song. i broke with my girlfriend like 3 months ago, she cheated on me and i was very upset/depressed/angry etc... and then i saw this song in my youtube recomendations, damn i feel so good, i dont feel sad anymore and i dont think im going to be sad anymore. thank you, Sorority noise
Why do I get a hint of Irony in the intonation of his lyrics? Like as if he's not really doing these actions he's "starting" again, but singing about it unpleasantly for the self-awareness.
One day I'll get myself together, but just because that day isn't today or tomorrow that doesn't mean that day will never happen, it just means I need time.
'I stopped wishing I was dead' Jesus christ did that feel good to hear
MrSlyRacoon so edgy.
"I learned to love myself before anyone else" i needed to hear this
As someone who struggles with depression it is extremely cathartic to hear it.
*whispers to my self* can't relate
fucking same :')
i really like that the writer stopped ‘using,’ however still has the mindset that he was a burden, etc etc. still rlly has the mindset of when he was using. thats something you dont hear much about. stopping using seld destructive coping mechanisms stops the self destruction, but not the need to cope, and its nice to hear a song really recognize that.
A relapse isn't always using the drugs/alcohol. Your relapse can start with lying, risky behavior, and even unhealthy mindsets! Sometimes even when we're not using drugs/alcohol, we keep our unhealthy mindset, causing a viscous cycle of using a feeling we can't stop.
We gotta stop wishing we were dead before we actually begin to heal. What's the point of being sober if you don't even want to wake up in the morning?
@@SuperAmberAttack yessir people recognize what it means to be a dry drunk (or any applicable addiction)!
@@SuperAmberAttack needed to hear this thank you
Benjamin Todd has a good track called “using again”? I do believe I’m not a hundred percent certain that’s what the name is but I know it’s something similar to that ahaha. He’s a modern vagabond or traveller I guess since he don’t skip the railways like thee olden days lol
You'd love this shit ruclips.net/video/KWPTZwQBfDE/видео.html
When your neighbor won't let you borrow his spices
"I know I'm more than worthy of your thyme"
i laughed
lilminivan I didn’t
@@7KRexCHAT based
how tf is someone gonna borrow a spice? like you gonna give it back or something?
Thyme is a herb.
I started using again
Left my heart in rocky hill and a whole burning in bed
Needed a distraction from my head
Devil on my shoulder said try this instead
So I started using again
I started sleeping again
Traded late nights and sheep for vicodin
The guilt burning in my chest set in
I started sleeping again
[Chorus]
I stopped wishing I was dead
Learned to love myself before anyone else
Become more than just a burden
I know I'm more than worthy of your time
I started smoking again
Guess I missed coughing my lungs up every morning
Needed anything to keep my breathing
To prevent my blood from bleeding
I started smoking again
I started loving again
Thought when I lost that will to live I could never feel again
I'll give it one more shot and let someone in
I Started loving again
I started loving again
I started loving again
I started loving again
[Chorus]
I stopped wishing I was dead
Learned to love myself before anyone else
Become more than just a burden
I know I'm more than worthy of your time
kimkima hmar thank you i just wanted to search or ask for the lyrics
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kimkima hmar love people like u in the comments
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why
"Become more than just a burden" that one gets to me
Christian Carter same
Same
Fucking same.
I doubt anyone will see this but this song helped me out through some dark stuff in 2016 it honestly made me come to a realization that I needed to get my life together. even if I'm still going through alot I couldn't be more grateful for what this song has done for me :)
relate👍
You’re a good man
"Learned to love myself before anyone else did" An accomplishment I can proudly say I've achieved in my short life span.
But did you become more than just a burden?
and do you know you're more than worthy of anyone's time?
Its currently 4:50 am Sunday November 25th 2018
I hope i come back to this some day in the future
time to come back my friend
come back
i wanna know your progress
im progressing as well
some days are harder than others but please reply so we all know you didnt give up on life because if one can do it, then we all can
Huh. Funny. It’s 4:51 and I just saw this
Just start using bruh
I keep coming back to check on your comment, hope you reply some day.
I am super into this song, but there's nothing compared to hearing it live. The band has insane energy.
+liviloveforeverrrrrr FR! I just saw them last night, and that performance was amazing. This song sounds 1000 times better live
I SO WANT TO LISTEN TO THEM LIVE
They show us what they got
They're so good live. I just had my first live show after my girlfriend got me into the scene and im never turning back.
IKR!! It's like the gods course through their veins when the play
I've struggled with persistent depressive disorder for as long as I can remember. I've been very blessed to have received consistent therapeutic and psychiatric treatment since I was a child, but because my symptoms persisted in spite of this, I sincerely considered myself an exception when other people said, "It gets better." After 21 years of symptoms ranging from suicidal to manageable / high-functioning, I can actually say that today I'm in partial remission. It kindly stopped for me. Please believe me when I say it can stop for you too, it gets better. Thank you Sorority Noise.
Stevie Cornett
Ha congrats
We're all over here still depressed
I have this and feel as if it's not treated as seriously by normal people as major depressive disorder :/
Dam, your comment made me tear up because i relate 100%. I haven't yet even imagined the end of the sadness but you just reminded me that it's okay to have hope. Thank you @Stevie
Didn’t I see this on another song too? Deja vu? Copy and paste?
Slipped up last week and started using again. I came here for the last few days to remind why I stopped in the first place.
Replacing love with constant drug use just makes you numb and when you come down, you feel the absent love all over again.
Stay clean and love yourself and the ones that care about you....even if it’s very few
Fuck I needed to read this
This song hits different after losing everything and starting all over again. "I stopped wishing I was dead" that line hits me like a rock.
Currently here
@@stefanoruiz9048 Things will get better, trust me. I send you good vibes and a huge hug.
Same place just lost it all on the way back uo
If you don't absolutely scream "I STOPPED WISHING I WAS DEAD" through your entire neighborhood every time you're lying to yourself
didnt have to call me out like that man
maybe one day
I gotta be in the car, but when I am, oh yeah
@@justtdrako i
Sorry, I don't lie to neighbors like that
This song never stops sounding good and fresh even after multiple listens, hits right in the feels.
heehee came here from a GORGEOUS animation and i am absolutely VIBING
OMG SAME 😂
OwO Awakening the aspentart one?
@@jellyfishyy yesssss it was
YES
Same here!
This song makes me so hopeful for the future. It makes me feel like I haven’t ruined my life just quite yet, that I can still love myself and that I deserve it. May the lives of every lost soul find their own way,
It’s like a ritual for me to listen to this every morning. Helps a heck of a lot.
you still doing it?
"I'm more than worthy of your time" I needed to hear this
I think I might be a little late...like five years late.
Don't worry broski I am too
Well I feel called out
i just found this. why tf im so late idk too man
This time will soon be a memory, don't worry. I listened to this stuff in 2015 2016 when I lived in a dorm room lol
Make it 6 years
Thank you Modern Baseball for introducing me to this band!
Gareth Jones AGREE
Gareth Jones same, not sure where I would be without either. (I'm late to the game)
Have mercy introduced me.
Thank you modern baseball for introducing me to the whole the fucking scene
Thank you Gareth Jones for introducing me to Modern Baseball!
"I stopped wishing I was dead learned to love myself before anyone else become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time" This is such a powerful, beautiful, and relatable lyric that contains so much self growth.
worst thing about liking new bands like this is that they are not famous enough (yet) to come to the uk, so bloody desperate to see them!!! >.
They're touring uk next month though
In Camden Town electric ballroom with modern baseball
i know^_^ got the Manchester tickets just for them, I didn't know who modern baseball till now
Sarah Miller were they good? Mainly a fan of puppy so I'm going to see them in Leeds tomorrow! 🤘
I went again to the Manchester show yesterday. And really? I skipped puppy and the other supporting band and got there for half 9 just to see them. And they were spectacular. The set wasn't as long as I'd hoped (around 40 minutes, give or take) but it was still amazing. They sang using and either way which are my 2 favourite songs. BUT a few people were talking during either way and it was aggravating, I hope that doesn't happen in Leeds. All in all, you will not be disappointed in terms of quality of music. Have fun! :)
Sarah Miller puppy are amazing, really under appreciated, they don't have many songs but what they do have is quality, don't know how good they are live. I've been listening to sorority for the past hour having never heard them before, they really are awesome, looking forward to it!
I'm 3 years late but I'm here now
How tf r u in like every comment section?
@@ant1626 fbi are everywhere
I just got here. Don't track my GPS.
welcomeee
Same
I'm learning to love again.
I'm damn near 3 years clean.
I'm finding beauty in the woods again.
I'm fucking healing.
That key change is godly
It really is. I replayed that section a few times when I listened for the the first time
I started using again
Left my heart in Rocky Hill, hole burning in my head
Needed a distraction from my head
Devil on my shoulder said try this instead
So, I started using again
I started sleeping again
Traded late nights and sheep for Vicodin
The guilt burning in my chest set in
I started sleeping again
I stopped wishing I was dead
Learned to love myself before anyone else
Become more than just a burden
I know I'm more than worthy of your time
I started smoking again
Guess I missed coughing my lungs up every morning
Needed anything to keep me breathing
To prevent my blood from bleeding
I started smoking again
I started loving again
Thought when I lost that will to live I could never feel again
I'll give it one more shot and let someone in
I started loving again
I started loving again
I started loving again
I started loving again
I stopped wishing I was dead
Learned to love myself before anyone else
Become more than just a burden
I know I'm more than worthy of your time
I'm more than worthy of your time
I'm more than worthy of your time
These lyrics capture what I feel and have felt constantly from the moment I could talk and think on my own. Humans where not built to stay happy. We are not made to last.
They remind of Brand New, how the vocals blend together and the general feel of their instrumentals.
I wish I found this song much earlier.
. 8😮
I’m gonna get here one day
This old gray song is dope
bruh
LOL
most skramz comment on this video
Hahahahahha
Tom Dabek bruvvvv
So happy emo is still alive and well. :) *ahem* I mean, never happy. It's whatever.
Christian Diego
Lmao
Damn that's edgy
Gargling Toothpaste it’s a joke
Bring it back
That made me laugh. Um. I mean whatever i don't care
I was feeling suicidal today, and this really helped me out. Thank you so much Cameron! I fucking love you!!!
How you doing bro?
This band seems very.. streetlight manifesto meets "traditional" alternative music. Very cool sound, I need to give them a little closer listen.
Though streetlight's songs are highly less depressive in terms of lyrical content.
Hearing it live is INSANE.
Listening to this song makes me feel normal for a change. Says everything i thought i was alone in feeling.
And i dont say that as an edgy teenager. Ive felt this way through everything.
Missed the emo stage, but a new friend also in recovery sent me here. I'm glad she did. Hits to the heart
I saw these guys last night in Manchester, absolutely amazing
Topshelf Records, Wow, this made my day brighter! Thank you!
Still think this may be the greatest sing of all time.
I found this song on spotify while working on a potato farm and my god, I actually stopped wishing i was dead.
Are you technoblade?
This band is great. Reminds me of another band I love but it's so refreshing and I relate to the songs a lot so far.
I FORGOT about this song thank fuck youtube recommended it again
Topshelf Records, Amazing video!
I don't know but, at the end I heard "I know, I'm more than worthy of your time."...This song slaps, HARD.
Amazing band live this was my favorite song on there set! also dope that this came out on my 20th birthday!
The "I stopped wishing I was dead" lyric is up there with Modest Mouse "I'm trying to drink away the part of the day that I cannot sleep away" from "Polar Opposites" on the "Lonesome Crowded West" album....
You guys are super under rated ;-;
this has been my favorite song to listen to the past few days and turns out this was posted on my birthday a few years back :’)
Best band discovery. Plz do a tour could really use some live sorority noise
I guess I’m about 5 years late on this one. I can’t think of a song that better encapsulates the cycle of addiction, kicking and relapse. Tomorrow is my day 30... again. Hopefully it’s my last day 30.
i wish you luck
How's it going?
Good luck man mad love and best wishes
This is the whole mood for 2021. I feel a lot better but I also sometimes can't help to relapse in bad habits, but I find hope that it won't last.
This is why I can relate to pop punk or any rock genre the pain in their songs are relatable. But they try to find other ways to recover instead of overdosing on something.
I miss you guys.
Topshelf Records, Keep grinding!
This is a damn masterpiece.
damn, so glad we all keep re-finding this song when we need it
This song is important to me. These lyrics speak to me.
Seeing these guys and citizen tomorrow night in Portland, can't wait!!
Oh my fucking God I can't help but cry atleast once listening to this song after giving relationships another chance
i live 5 mins from their hometown their so crazy good forever a fan (:
One of the most underrated bands ever
did anyone else fall in love w them at south by so what? man, they put on a good show
Their first song i heard. Summer 2015. Tumblr. How I discovered SN and am so grateful for it.
The lyrics hit home every time, sometimes I still wish I was dead, like today, that’s why I’m here
God i remember listening to these guys before they were anywhere near this big because my dad got a cd from one of their shows i have "it kindly stopped for me" on cd too. Gg bois
this is beautiful!
okay I've now listened to this song 4x in a row how do I escape
saw these guys last night they were so great♡
as soon as i heard his voice i felt comforted ....
This song is the goddamn jam
Oh my god, this is a best song ever!!!!
I saw these guys last night in Columbus with Citizen, Milkteeth and Turnover! Awesome show!
Aghh I hate you!! I'm so peanut butter and jealous right now!!!!
Three days into quitting. No other options, this is so painful
Sebastian Vallie don’t listen to triggering music early on in sobriety. Hope u good.
hope you’re going strong
Ay, awesome band I've found! Great sound and great lyrics..
this is the first song I heard by them a few months ago and it really speaks to me
Started listening again. Thought I had to turn my life upside down and make this song the theme.
This album comes out 4 days before my birthday, & I honestly cannot wait!
Whoa same here homie
there is a curious story right now about this song, i already have heard this band before and its been a while since i heard this song. i broke with my girlfriend like 3 months ago, she cheated on me and i was very upset/depressed/angry etc... and then i saw this song in my youtube recomendations, damn i feel so good, i dont feel sad anymore and i dont think im going to be sad anymore.
thank you, Sorority noise
I can't remember where I heard this song from and it's gonna bug me forever.
Saw 'em live and got a pic with 'em! Badass live.
Thanks Sara Rubin!
listened to it like 100 times, sung it in a karaoke discord then listened to it 100 more times. *sighs* i am one with the edge now
i realize that there's a message and everything but this song sounds fire af high
oh yeah ahahah
GONNA SEE THEM LIVE
THIS IS A MASTERPIECE!!!!
The science of a smile and its impact on you.
I get to see them Tuesday so pumped
The feels are so real with this song
Why do I get a hint of Irony in the intonation of his lyrics? Like as if he's not really doing these actions he's "starting" again, but singing about it unpleasantly for the self-awareness.
But same
When I listen to this i get closer to stopping being depressed
this song live is soo good
love y'all
if ever you see my comment here, thank you for recommending me this song.
New favorite song
this song makes me happy (:
THANK-YOU FOR COMING WITH MODERN BASEBALL
I normally only listen to this song when I start using again. Although I never plan on using again so for now I'll have to listen to it for fun
One day I'll get myself together, but just because that day isn't today or tomorrow that doesn't mean that day will never happen, it just means I need time.
Wow they're growing. I think I've bee here since 10k views